#So I mourn 😔
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Sabito: Look at me straight in the eyes and tell me the truth, Giyuu! Giyuu: You can’t expect me to look into your eyes and be straight.
#Sabigiyuu#Sabito#Giyuu Tomioka#Incorrect quotes#Incorrect quotes kny#Giyuu meant sabito when he said that an honest person's eyes are free of clouds *insert whole quote here from kimetsu gakuen* trust#But also I don't ship them in kimetsu gakuen#For obvious reasons#If it wasn't made before the reveal sabito wouldn't be in middle school in it tho 😔#So I mourn 😔
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WHERE IS YOUR GF MAX CAULFIELD?? WHERE IS SHE
Also my sweet child what happened to your bangs
#SO EXCITEEEEED#MAX IS BACK#but#*shaking max by the shoulders* where is chloe#forever mourning that our punk is not in the trailer 😔#also the more i look at grown max the more confused i am#her jacket is enormous#max caulfield#chloe price#pricefield#life is strange#lis1#lis#life is strange double exposure#i did this in 5 mins forgive me#life is strange fanart#fanart#ifosart#lis de
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can you even imagine what a fucking horror show the early game is from spite's perspective, though. not only is this funky forcibly severed little slip of the fade having to deal with the reverse cosmic horror of physical reality as perceived by a spirit and being trapped in it against its will -- existentially confused and disoriented and hurting and nothing makes any kind of sense, at the mercy of human cruelty at its most deliberately sadistic. and then the one source of comfort and compassion and some kind of safety and clarity that lucanis surely must have been to him in the ossuary despite everything just goes and shuts himself in his room inside with a seemingly passive aggressive number of locks between them and no explanation and won't speak to him and they're STILL in the fucking ossuary. rook came and found them and they could be free now (rook is here!) and still lucanis keeps them in the ossuary even though he PROMISED he promised they'd get out of there together!!! what the fuck DO you think at that point? like did he trick me that whole time??? he wasn't like zara before, so why is he doing this to me now? why isn't he saying anything? 'he won't move. I can't reach him'. at least in the ossuary they had a deal, a goal, a hope -- each other. at least he wasn't entirely alone, before.
this poor poor poor little spite spirit really was ferried into the real world like 'hey welcome to reality! as your first introduction to it you're first getting horrifically tortured and then getting to vicariously experience one of THE most distressing and harrowing psychological conditions the human brain can cook up for itself (a fully fledged and deeply entrenched freeze response flaring up with catastrophic severity due to an unbroken ongoing and unlikely to let up any time soon chain of Unfortunately... Recent Events). I think spite is being extremely reasonable and patient about the whole thing, when you put it into perspective. I'm not saying let him eat the self-lighting candles or anything, but he's got some extremely valid points along the way lol. spite is not only child-like, the metaphor work going on is a lot more pleasingly flexible and complex than that, but he is also helplessly existentially dependent on lucanis in a way that, if anything, is a heightened version of the way a child (or child part) has to depend on a parent to navigate the world and survive.
tl;dr: we truly don't give enough sympathy to spite for having to live in the head of lucanis dellamorte. a place even lucanis dellamorte would prefer not to be. to be fair to him I think lucanis would be the first person to agree with this lol
#it's a lot like it would be if a spirit possessed me I suspect. like sorry you're in here too now I've tried to get out myself but no luck#possessor's remorse#spite very much did not have a choice in all of that he's just working with the hand he's been dealt here lol#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#spite#lucanis dellamorte#spite is such a little gremlin but looking at what's going on from his pov for even like a split second is so heartbreaking haha#one of my favourite parts of their relationship is that there clearly is affection of some sort on both sides even at the beginning#beneath the resentment and confusion and fear and mutual frustrations there is also real and enduring care#the fact that lucanis is genuinely kind and spite is genuinely loyal in his spirit-y way. I just. I need a moment.#the nice thing about playing a mourn watcher is that it's easy to imagine rook sort of glimpsing the outlines of some of this#and being quite understanding with spite even as they don't want to be invasive or step on lucanis' still-tender trauma toes about it#be nice to spite. like all of us he is Going Through it fr fr perhaps even more so. and he doesn't even get to have FIRE 😔#*grumbly spite voice* I hate this fucking family
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🍁🦊jin sakai tribute gifset - “the first ghost.”
“There will be no grand choirs to sing
No chorus will come in
No ballad will be written
This will be entirely forgotten…”
-florence + the machine
#ghost of tsushima#jin sakai#ps4#ps5#gaming#ghot#nature#blue#yellow#red#the mourning i feel is so weird#the way hes now canonically in universe dead is so unsettling#im coping tho#i cannot wait for the sequel 😔#im sad twerking in the corner#ghost of yotei
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logan sargeant where do i even start? you were an f2 driver who got brought up into the world of f1 way too early. you suffered crashes (many, many crashes) and mistreatment from your team. now your f1 career is over but you will always be remembered for the sheer american-ness you brought to the grid. i hope you flourish and thrive wherever you go next. you will be missed. what the fuck is a kilometer 🦅🇺🇸
is this good enough for a ‘logan’s f1 career funeral’ post @remy-r4t 👀
#sorry guys#im in mourning now#so i had to make this post#it was necessary 😔✊#f1#formula 1#logan sargeant#ls2#yap with grace 🎤
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it’s rough out here…
#i know the govt would never have allowed their loveline to pass censorship but 😔😔😔 jlfx really wrote them so well#excited for their interactions in the drama tho i hope we somehow end up getting some rendition of the jade pendant fiasco…… its all i ask…#drunk kiss scene you will forever be mourned by me 💔#its fine im cooking a fic for them in my docs. ill make my own food#the legend of shen li#与凤行#mo fang#fu rong
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hoshiiiii pookies im not okay rn. gege did our bby gyal so wrong!!!!
This mf one eyed cat gonna take out my baby pookie bear when Mei Mei is literally standing there alive and well, yeah okay.
#ik shit was gonna be in flames after 258 but i didn’t expect a SCORCHING FIRE ARROW STRUCK TO MY POOR HEART#Out of all the ppl bruh like mei mek is RIGHT there!!#this manga has been and will always be JOKES#not my bloody babygirl bro 😔😔😔😔 i was in mourning enough with higu#SO SICK!!#𝑴𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒆 *ੈ✩‧₊˚ kali#𝑯𝒐𝒔𝒉𝒊 ⚛ 𝑨𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒄 𝑨𝒔𝒌𝒔
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i look at the calendar and warn myself every month “hey, the week before your period’s coming up and you’re going to want to kill yourself” and still every month i’ll want to kill myself and be like “no but this time its NOT because of hormones this is for valid reasons” like.. girl….. 🚬
#i was doing so well this morning… sigh….#i looked at some mourning doves and tried the pomodoro method and took my iron supplement#and went to a cafe and got myself a splendid treat and walked around the block#i had therapy yesterday and went to a neighborhood in the city id never been to before#and took my vitamin d prescription so that i could try to want to live more#and still… 🚬😔
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The leak made me happy (have my reasons) for about an hour yesterday, now I'm just upset about it. After sleeping on it, it doesn't actually confirm what I thought it did even though a lot of people have a similar hunch to mine. (I'm keeping my options open with this one)
Wrote a warning in my verses page regarding my Monarch Mystery AU. The AU might feel like a spoiler from here on out (depending which side of the camp you find yourself on regarding the leak if you've seen it), so make sure you take the appropriate measures to shield against it. (I tag it, you block it. Will only use it w/ ppl who have an interest in it. I'll continue to default to my default verse the rest of the time 👍)
Heard the rest of the season is leaked too. I'm not interested to know what else happens. Rather live with my HCs until the show drops. Whoever sabotaged the crew with this is a terrible person. The people who work on the show deserve better as do the fans who want to be immersed in the story.
Please don't send me leaks anymore. I'd like to avoid them as much as possible. 🫶
#ooc : the mortal#deleted my posts abt it#hype's gone 😔✊ time to mourn. now u know where i stand w/ this#nothing will change about how i run my blog#there's absolutely no reason for it to#so for the most part I'm gonna pretend the leak was a fever dream haha
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WHAT’S UP FELLOW TRANSFORMER ENJOYERS!!!
I, the wonderful Sphny, have created a Transformers themed prompt list, for the month of July. But then I realized it could be used for any month to be honest.
For context, I recently made the terrible mistake of deleting a majority of my beloved masterpieces and I have been scrambling to find proper inspo to cope with my loss. Yet I couldn’t find any drawing prompts that fit my specific needs. So low and behold a very random roller coaster of creative prompts for creative minds!
These can be used for anything creative. That’s why I didn’t call it just a drawing or writing prompt list fyi. I thought it was clever.
ENJOY!
Check This Out! @novafire-is-thinking @asmoteeth @sonia-aquamarineson @sonicnerd @jessenitrogen @gelu-the-babosa-multiversal @luciolefire @bdwarrior1
No pressure to do this with me, I’m just extremely proud of this. And I like being a show off!
#maccadam#maccadams#transformers#drawing prompts#SphnysTFprompts#31 day challenge#my art#honestly these are just random words that popped in my brain when I thought about TRANSFORMERS#I’m still mourning practically MONTHS of artistic progress😔😭😭#fanart#fan fic#I personally wont start on this until July#so get ready#but if it becomes too much for me I probably might not post that much from the challenge
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I mean come ON! How am I supposed to stay sane??
#thinking thoughts again#this man will be the death of me#screaming crying throwing up because I'll never know how soft his lips feel#also i cried the other day because i can't bring back his smell in my mind anymore#i remembered the way he smelled so clearly for so long#and now i'm mourning my loss#please respect my privacy at this difficult time 😔#noah reid#riikka posts
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Realized it’s been over a year since I last drew him and couldn’t stand by that
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#seth my beloved <3#fun fact! he’s very likely my oldest currently used oc#I’m pretty sure I made the rest of the magic cat world for him and if that’s true then he’s at least older than the magic cat world#and he’s also older than eternal gales so that’s another batch of main ocs that he is older than#the only real competition is lace since she’s also super old but alas I have no way of knowing how old she is#she could easily be older than seth but even if she is she’s only been like a real oc for the past few months lol#she was originally just another one off story concept I was obsessed with for like a month and then kinda dropped#I say kinda because she’s probably the only story from that era that managed to resurface every now and then#like it is legitimately quite impressive that she’s from that era and yet managed to be named and remembered for years to come#like I need to make clear I did not name characters very often back then and when I did I usually forgot their names within the day#my memory Sucked back then even more so than it does now#the fact that I can remember as much as I do abt lace in her original form is baffling to me#but still she did go into slumber for like 4-7 years so she doesn’t have the history that seth has to me#the biggest thing I mourn is that I don’t have the original art of seth anymore and haven’t for years#I originally got him from a scratch dta and the host project has been deleted#chances are the original designer doesn’t have the original drawing anymore either 😔#I probably had it downloaded on my school laptop at the time but I obviously can’t access that anymore#idk maybe I imported it onto one of the other projects I drew seth in#I should go look later just to make sure even tho I’m pretty sure they won’t be there
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We are coming into the year of the dragon and this is wonderful for every single yugioh fan, except me, who is the only person in the entire world apparently who doesn't like dragons 🥲
#i just dont get it !!!#like they're just mid !!!#theyre like... alright at best ??#and i hate that i am the ONLY person to feel this way#i feel like i have to defend myself soo hard because it feels so controversial to ever admit#like i feel actual GUILT and SHAME over this#i fear people will unfollow me for this#even though it's literally just a preference for what animal i like or dont like#like if someone just isnt into horses you dont get a mob of people booing them and trying to tell them why theyre wrong#but i feel like ive had that with dragons ??#idk its like when someone says theyre lesbian and your family are like hey have you met Derek derek is amazing you've not met a derek before#people be like og you dont like dragons have you just tried X francise ? youll love it trust#like NO!! i just want to be respected for what is apparently the weirdest and least common thing in tue whole world to not fuck with#i feel very invalid if im honest#especially as a ygo fan where so mych of everything is dragons#i dont even like the duels im literally here for the characters#im not a monster girlie 😭#i have said ky oeace im sorry for the vent#happy year of the dragon to those who celebrate but i will be mourning the year of the rabbit for the next 11 years#whew vent over yall can hate me and unfollow me now 😔😥#im so sorry
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would I be stoned if I wrote my first tengen fic and I killed all his wives 😔
#not making this a poll bc it will hurt my feelings if people say yes ALSJDKDJDKF#but it’s gonna be a vent piece for me and my own process of grieving people over these last few months#also reader will have just lost a husband as well!!! so they’re both in mourning#not just killing them bc I’m Cruel I promise 😔#now I’m not even sure if I wanna include smut in it bc of how personal it’ll be for me LOL#I might idk I still have to work around the concept !!!#also I’ll probably write it next week hopefully which I’m excited about!!
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Had my annual "ITS HALLOWEEN. ITS HALLOWEEN AND YOURE AN ADULT SO YOU CANT TRICK OR TREAT ANYMORE. SO YOURE MISSING OUT ON TRICK OR TREATING." dream and it never gets easier honestly LMAO
#sucktacular sucks#trick or treat for as long as you can get away with looking like a teenager is what im saying#cuz youll miss it when ur 30 and childless#mourning the loss of trick or treat energy#it could be remedied if i had anything else to do every year but i dont and im poor so fbsjbfhsjf#idk im just whine but its important to ME#😔😩😩😩💔
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dear maeve wiley
I‘ll forever keep you in my heart. my brave complex female character. to you, writer of your own dreams!
#i love her so much#And i can‘t with the way they treated her#tbh i‘m glad emma said she wouldn’t come back for season 5 i don‘t want to think how much worse it could get#i miss her😭#sex education season 4#in mourning#😔🥹
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