#Since You're Gone

[mirrorworld12]

To the quietest corner of my soul where the stars still shine when I talk about the world like i have met every person and been to every place that has ever existed .

The world is in the chaos of asking and running behind everything that passes by . People keep looking for something ...something that might never exist and talk so highly about it . I don't understand the need to be and have anything special at every moment in life.

How come the people you have around is never enough and people far away are worth the look of longing ? How come people forget the art of appreciation ?

The smallness of humans is scary . Every expression is an attack and every word is a myth . Every effort is a death and every choice is an investment . Every other being is so different that it would never fit in what we want so it doesn't need to exist . The brutality of the human heart is terrifying .

To the corners of the world where flowers still grow because someone loves the fragrance please keep existing . To the heart of a child who loves to eat at home and in a calm place please keep existing .

It might not be the world for you . But one day there will be people who will build a world for you .

Slowly .

Ayana .

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[khaoala]

❝Oh, hey. The grilled pork is pretty good. Where did you buy it?❞

FIRST KANAPHAN as KANT PATTANAWAT, KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON and KENJI KANTHEE as BABE episode 6 of THE HEART KILLERS

[acoraxia]

huge fan of aus that perma kill macaque. do tou think ur gonna do that

i literally nuked him in my new aus because him being alive isn’t that important to the plot

[oh-hush-its-perfect]

MARINA, BABY!

I guess I've been in a redrawing mood as of late. No original ideas lol. Also I spent about 30 minutes trying to track down the reference I used and I can't find it, so DM me if you'd like to see it.

Original | Commissions

[maythedreadwolftakeyou]

After Bellara's personal quest, she mentions she's reading Cyrian's "death letter", saying they're something Veil Jumpers keep since they're working in such a dangerous area surrounded by wild magic. Which makes me wonder if Rook Aldwir kept up the habit after leaving to travel with Varric... they're still in such dangerous circumstances I think they must have. Maybe told Bellara where in their room they kept it tucked away just in case. I wonder how long Bellara (if not chosen for the mirror) sat with that knowledge after Rook gets dragged into the Fade... after the first few days would she go read it herself? Would she leave it and just keep hoping that it wouldn't be relevant, that they'd get her back? Would she get it, and pass it along to Rook's LI (if other than herself)? fantastic angst potential there

[whatudottu]

Hello and welcome to the 'make alien designs a little more alien' redesign portion of the drawing spree, this one comes at the end of the 12 hours not because I wanted to finish at a round 12 hours but because my pen died halfway through my last drawing of the night and this was the last completed drawing- I made necrofriggians/Big Chill more moth-like :)

Going from the bi-quad shoulders of Rixie I gave Chill those same arms and since he's significantly more bug-like it looks more buggy rather than quadrupedal, plus I gave him a little thorax. Fur of course was an obvious edition to the base of his wings (nice insulation) but I also modified his anntenae to be of the fluffy variety and have like a fur hood :P I didn't want to significantly change his proportions since the cloaked figure is such an iconic look for him so I kept that in mind-

And of course I gave necrofriggians pedipalps who do you think I am

[mirrorworld12]

Here , you go again

Falling and never hitting the ground

Waiting for the hands or perhaps,

the wind to carry you to a better place.

Do you hear the voices again?

I wish this time, the voices sing

the never ending song

made of heartbeats you loved so deeply.

I hope all the hurt you carry

becomes the wings

and rather than fall you land

softly

like a dream .

[rastronomicals]

8:48 PM EST December 10, 2023:

The Cars - "Since You're Gone" From the album Shake It Up (November 6, 1981)

Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm

File under: New Wave

[vaguely-concerned]

returnal did not cure my depression but it did give me a strangely healing new perspective that makes it all a bit easier to bear. that perspective being 'I may be having a rough time right now, but at least I'm not inside the head of returnal protagonist selene vassos'

[useless-catalanfacts]

Btw if you come on holidays and stay at an AirBnb instead of an actual registered hotel I hate you personally. Not "I hate the gentrification and touristic massification and the way we can't live in our homes and are forced to move away because of tourism" in an abstract way- No, not just that. I hate you.

[a-god-in-ruins-rises]

actually...

looking at a bunch of my old favorite mutuals blogs that have been inactive for years. i miss them, even if i never really talked to any of them. when you're mutuals with a person for so long they become a comforting presence even without talking. you see them every day and read their posts about their thoughts or feelings or about what's going on in their life and so on. and they just become a part of your daily life in such a subtle way.

and then one day they just never post again. without warning. shit sucks. i actually hate it.

[thankstothe]

[holograph-skullz]

Gonna chew this guy like taffy

[kaikamahine]

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[mirrorworld12]

Sometimes we all become gushing wounds in the hearts of people we love and if it is not the ugliest part of love that we think is so predictable turns into a maze where no matter how much we run we don't find a way out then what it is ?

Is it the letters burnt in a bin or throwing away all the things that remind you of people ? Typical as said by many others.

So many quotes , jokes, paragraphs and books and none of us feels the same like other but still we hang on the words said by others and built a home out of words with our own way to love and when things wrong we keep looking for the answers in the ruins of words written by someone else for someone else and the way they loved.

Somedays we are the golden light that shines through people , but how much is it worth to have that , to hold someone , to know someone as if they are part of you ?

Ayana