#Self destructive desires

[kalicofox]

Sometimes the only thing you can do is be sad while trying not to nuke your entire internet presence.

Sometimes you have friends to remind you that you won't always feel this way.

Sometimes you won't understand why, and that's okay.

Sometimes making it through the day without destroying yourself is the accomplishment.

I don't understand why people want to read my writing, and... I guess I'm going to have to learn to be okay with that. I don't have to understand everything. I just have to accept it, and be thankful that I have such good friends.

[daylighteclipsed]

While I’m talking, Cloud almost killing Tifa in Gongaga is not just a ‘would that be fucked up or what’ moment or even because Tifa has the true memories/proof to counter Sephiroth’s lies (though, that is part of it). It’s also because killing Tifa is the antithesis of who Cloud is. It’s the antithesis of the little boy who put his life on the line to save her and then dedicated his life to becoming strong enough to protect her. The antithesis of his promise to be there for her and the feelings behind it. “Cloud” and “Tifa’s killer” cannot coexist. “Cloud,” the boy defined by a desire to protect Tifa, cannot survive this. That’s why Sephiroth is trying so hard to get Cloud to kill Tifa. Sephiroth could kill her himself and that would still be majorly bad for Cloud’s true identity as he’d still lose his only tether to reality and the symbol of his conscience. But it wouldn’t be as effective as having Cloud do the honors. Sephiroth needs Cloud to kill the light in his own heart. He needs Cloud to kill his self. And there is no more definitive way than this.

[exy-foxies]

"Why does Roland think you’re tying me down?” Andrew hesitated with his glass halfway to his mouth.

Andrew hesitated. Andrew, who is always so sure of where his limitations are, who never hesitates, hasitated on this. Guys, guys, listen- you get this? Andrew HESITATED

[wyrdle]

Shuji ikutsuki and Takuto Maruki doodles because i hope you see my vision (these are such bad doodles to explore their parallels but I'm busy and tired lol)

[leajoyrambles]

sorry to get angsty on main but I really wanna see a crossover fic where Five Hargreeves meets Bruce Wayne and the topic of, y’know, what would you do for your family, the morality of killing in a given context, etcetera comes up. And a bit of dialogue just going like

Bruce: But once you cross that line, where does it stop?

Five: It doesn’t have to stop — they just have to live.

[heartbreakscars]

theres something about wanting to do what shouldnt be done

the smell of a warm carby meal after deciding to start a diet

knowing you should be saving money but maybe one pair of shoes wont hurt

the guy you know is trouble inviting you over but you just cant get yourself to say no

it seems everything i desire so greatly

is always something i shouldnt be doing

so why am i always so drawn to it

like a magnet pulling me in

i know its bad for me

some things that could even kill me down the line

but like a moth to a flame

i still do it everytime

because how i see it

theres some beauty within that fire

some people may call it dumb

say that im sabotaging myself

but they can point their fingers and laugh

because how bad can it really be?

in a world full of unreachable sunshine

shadows and wind down dark dusty alleys

when i feel the warmth and shine of that flame

im the one who can experience getting close to it

sensing its beauty in full when others see it as too dangerous

its something i could never regret

but however there always is that possibility

of getting burnt

[mischiefstirred]

[renegadeem]

Still on that Valenwind brainrot.

I am a smoker!Cid defender. Here is my propaganda.

[the-moons-undying-light]

I avoid your gaze like the plague

But I can't prevent my mind from chasing after you

I can't deter my legs from following your path

So for now I will keep passing by your eyes until I can meet them without the futile fluttering within

[st0rmyskies]

Stormy Fic Recs - Vampire AU Edition

In this most recent entry into @legends-shorts Count Darkula/Vamp!AU series love is something you do with your teeth, we all get to fall in love with one of the first vampires and her original hero, the Hero of Legend.

The entire series is pretty baller, honestly. If you love Legend, you want more modern AU Ravio, and you aren't afraid of a little gore, please sharpen your silverware and dive right in. Might I recommend i'm not good at keeping myself tame for some extra-special Raviolink spice? You gotta be signed in for that one, babes.

[gobbie-boom]

how it started ended vs how it's going

[solar-eclipsed]

I need to stop falling in love with pairings in shows I literally haven’t fucking watched

[rosykims]

spent way to much time on matching deia's hair w solas's out of sheer commitment to the "people say we're alike / they say we've got the same hair" bit but actually it has not been funny the entire duration of Actual gameplay its literally only EVER been depressing

[vveirdvvitch]

Pro tip:

Do not go digging into your ex’s life by looking up adjacent social media. It will not make you feel any better.

[finol]

UN-PROGRESS

by finol

Rip out these sutures

They are temporary anyway

Leave me gaping open

Unlike yesterday

Make your way inside

I’ll be your host

Infect every part of me 

And fill every crevice

I don’t want you

I can’t

But

I crave you

I crave him

I need him.

Can’t believe I let myself fall for you

Again

Again

Again