#SUCK IT CALCULUS

[inkedinfusions]

IM FREE

[lastlabyrinth]

I posted a while back about my decision to attempt a CS degree and my fears about the math classes and learning new languages. Well...

I passed all the math classes! Calc 2 was very hard and I shed a lot of tears, mainly because of the professor and the way the class was designed. I still made it out with an A. I also took an elective languages survey course and did very well there, too.

now the big hurdles are the self-directed courses like software engineering. I really struggle with limiting the scope of my projects when left to my own devices.

There is also an operating systems course I already had to drop once--the most dropped and failed course in the program according to my advisor. But this time I will be brave and try to see it through even if I can't get a perfect grade. Wish me luck! and uh, if you know of any good resources for learning to write command prompt scripts, please share. I watched MIT's missing semester lecture series but i guess it wasn't enough.

[shalom-iamcominghome]

Little celebratory thing: it feels like I'm getting a bit better at alef bet! Even though the vowel markings can feel redundant, they're still something I've been able to remember and recognize individually!

[peregrine5]

*sounds of anguish*

If I never return tomorrow it is because calculus 3 has killed me……

Aurghgh

[calico-kiwi]

chat i’m cooked

[freytful]

. i cant believe it's been less than a week of Quantum Physics. Im suffering already cuz this shit sucks

[good-night-space-kid]

Calculus is just this process on repeat

1. Look at the problems

2. Attempt problems

3. Get so frustrated that I cry

4. Go back to the book (no lecture videos for some reason)

5. This problem has never been mentioned in any form in the book

6. Cry

7. Give up and schedule a tutoring appointment

8. The tutor thinks I’m stupid and we only get through 1/6 problems in one hour

9. Go back to the problems alone and still confused

10. Cry

11. Turn in what I have a because I simply have no more calculus in me

[graciousdragon]

i go back to the hell dimension tomorrow (college)

[eleventeenratsinaflannelsuit]

telling the psychiatrist who gets me my adhd medication that i dont have abnormal anxiety except now im pulling another anxiety-driven all nighter because every time i close my eyes i feel slightly like im going to die from thoughts

the moral of this story is dual enrollment sucks

[kingkaizen]

wait until this summer class is over i’m gonna be a writing machine fr 🤭🤭🤭🤭

[twopathsdiverge]

If she was the grass that grows green,

I know I would not understand why.

And if she were the wind beneath wings,

Who am I to tell you how?

Yet still,

I’d lay forever among her fields

And dream of flying.

[seasonofthewitch06]

omg I fucking hate math

[raven]

girl math is me being put in advanced math despite not understanding it and squeaking by literally every test was like seconds away from breaking down into tears until i hit calculus junior year and i got a 100% on the first test and maintained a 95 average in the class because it Just Made Sense. Never give up sometimes your brain can suddenly do it and you have a good teacher

[kentucky-cried-fricken-123]

I may not have a social life, but at least I can solve complex indefinite integrals...

[hongjoshuaz]

I JUST GOT A 52 ON AN ASSIGNMENT IN CALCULUS THAT WE HAD DAYS TO DO IM SO UPSET

[unopenablebox]

prospect of being in france in like ten weeks is really making me notice how much i don't remember fucking any french at all