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eleventeenratsinaflannelsuit · 5 months ago

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telling the psychiatrist who gets me my adhd medication that i dont have abnormal anxiety except now im pulling another anxiety-driven all nighter because every time i close my eyes i feel slightly like im going to die from thoughts

the moral of this story is dual enrollment sucks

#rat.txt #anxiety #adhd #i am having so much fucking fun /sarcasm #also im hanging out with a friend i havent seen in awhile at 10 (its 4 rn)#and i have a job interview on monday (tomorrow)#and my dual enrollment class starts on tuesday #except it doesnt if i accidentally fucked everything up #but my anxiety and anxiety driven executive dysfunction have not let me open my computer at all #so i dont know if i accidentally fucked shit up #i finally opened my college email account for the first time earlier this week #<- id had it for over a month #i am going to die on tuesday but at least i can ride the marta instead of drive #the second moral of this story is driving sucks #also on monday afternoon i have to feed the beighbor’s cat #<- i will be laying on their kitchen floor just vibing with the chonky girl #and my class is tuesday from 10-13:30. but the marta is slow and i am anxious so ill be waking up at 7:30ish #and then from 15:30 until like 20:00ish im volunteering to help run the concession stand at my siblings’ swim meet #also im staying with my dad this week (hes cool dw) but ill probably wnd up driving to my mom’s to hang out with my cat #and dying in the process #also i have summer work for ap calculus i havent even been able to open #and my ap lang teacher (who i wont have next year) assigned us summer book reviews but he’s cool and i dont want to dissapoint him #also ap exam scores come out in like july #<- i either did amazing or terribly. no in between #vent post #dual enrollment sucks

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