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nvm I am actually pretty fine because there’s this cool thing called improving and learning from mistakes
#SUMMER DEEPCLEAN#NO MORE BUGS!#STAY ON TOP OF EVERYTHING#BE COOL!#Vague tags about my goals#S.K thinks
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The WALL-E au no one asked for
#i can't even watch an animated film without finding a way to shove those stupid homo pilots in it#anyways i was thinking for this au it follows the same premise/story as wall-e where the human race has left earth due to uninhabitable#conditions but instead of robots it's select groups of people chosen to stay behind to “clean up”#by clean up i mean they're actually being left for dead because the ones being left have rendered lawless by upper command#or troublesome/rebellious etc etc#but the groups they're able to live for a few generations with the resources and stuff they have. hence mav#mav is out scouting or doing whatever solo when the ship lands and out comes one (1) iceman kazansky#looking for some sort of proof of life (those among the space vessel assuming everyone/everything has perished by this point)#shenanigans ensue#they fall in love and bring the ship back to earth yadda yadda#idk it's too late to form coherent sentences#hope you enjoy my silly word vomit#top gun#top gun au#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#icemav#wall-e! au#top gun art#top gun fanart#frozen's art tag#tw blood#< just in case
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Happy birthday to my forty three shades of Fernando 🥳🎉
Let me know which is your fav variant!
Top from left to right: Matador, Nnadopoleon, Aston(obv), Boy King AU, Bond AU
Bottom from left to right: Ferrari, Post Retirement Vegas Magician Fernando, Renault
#the fernando cinematic universe.....#this looks like the most fucked family postcard ever#something something insert selfcest joke here#fanart that requires you to be an expert in catieology#id link everything but im writing this on 5 hrs of sleep after almost staying up 24 hrs so hmmm nope#top ten drawings made in a fugue state#i drew all of this in one night. and like on the worst day ever bcs race day made me have zero sleep#BUT HEY I DID IT!!! AND I LIKEY A LOT!!#thank you suzuki for the magician nando idea. it honestly brings it all together#rip hussar nando sorry man couldnt get you in there :(#lmao renault nando is just happy to be there idk why he makes me laugh so silly#i want to write tags but i literally cannot think okay bye bye fdskslg#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.art.#fa14
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"Don't cry."
Simon said this whenever he knew you were about to cry, eyes glossy and watery, lips trembling.
trigger warnings: angst, childhood abuse (referenced + mentioned), canon-typical violence (referenced)
notes: this is an x reader fic, also apologies for the grammar and errors if any
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“Don’t cry.”
His voice was hollow, rough, forced out before the words had a chance to settle.
Simon said this whenever he knew you were about to cry, eyes glossy and watery, lips trembling.
It wasn’t gentle, nor a plea. It wasn’t meant for comfort or to keep you from falling apart. It was rough, low, and scratched at your ears in a way that made it hard to bear.
It felt more like an order, one you weren’t sure was meant for you or for himself.
“Just… don’t.” He repeated, the words more for himself than for you. Something swirled in his eyes behind the mask, a faint glint catching the light, like shattered glass.
“Simon,” you whispered, voice cracking, but he cut you off with a sharp edge, ending the conversation before it even began.
You thought it was because of the life he led—the danger and discipline that flowed through his blood. You thought he was telling you not to cry because he needed you to be strong. After all, he was a soldier—a man who had seen more violence, death, and despair than you could ever imagine. You assumed he couldn’t stand to see weakness, the vulnerability that came with it.
But there was more.
There was always more with him.
You didn’t know what those words really meant to him, how deep they ran, how they had been carved into his very bones, how they play on repeat in his head like a broken cassette tape on those colder nights.
You didn’t know that those two words were all he had ever heard growing up, the only comfort he could muster when his mum sobbed after another bad night, when Tommy curled up in the corner of the kitchen, scared and bruised, whispering into the dark.
Don’t cry. Don’t cry. Don’t cry.
He had felt helpless as a boy, kneeling before his family, wanting more than anything to do something—anything—but lacking the strength or power to act. He couldn’t make the pain go away. He couldn’t make the tears disappear.
Hearing those heart-wrenching sobs, those sniffles, those whimpers—it made him feel like that little boy again: lost, powerless, useless.
But the tears always came, and they never fixed anything. Crying didn’t make the bruises disappear. It didn’t quiet the screams. It didn’t make the shouting stop. All it did was twist his stomach inside out, wring his heart until he didn’t even recognize it anymore, and made his breathing all the more suffocating, like he was drowning in someone else’s grief.
It made him feel small.
Seeing those same tears in your eyes brought him back to that place. And he didn’t know how to deal with it. How to make it better.
He hated it. He hated feeling like that small boy again, hopeless, like he was failing all over.
Because Simon loves you, he truly does, more than himself, and yet he can’t bring himself to face you in these moments.
Turning his back away from you, his head dipped lower, as if he were willing himself out of the memory that bubbled up, out of the pain that no amount of time or distance could dull.
Tears didn’t fix the past. They didn’t heal the scars that had been left on his soul.
“Simon-”
“Don’t cry… please.”
When he turned away, when he avoided your tears, when he grew distant whenever you broke down in front of him—it wasn’t because he didn’t care.
He just didn’t know how to handle it.
#wrote this when powers was out ytd#had been in my mind for a good amount of time#like a headcannon- if you will#never could bring myself to write it cuz yk xD feels heavy and maybe even a bit wrong to write this for some reason#but uhhhh I...I guess I did it anyway! sorry aksjdasdjk#this is also a hc i have for Price - but in a different manner in which I have not uhh figure out how to articulate yet#just yk repressed emotions and the need to sweep everything under the rug or to move on too fast too soon#the need to stay in tip top condition - be fast and quick and mature#prob caused him to fully express or experience emotions like grief then#another time for you Price i'll see if I can write it#simon ghost riley#simon “unresolved trauma” riley#simon riley#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#call of duty
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#I'm sure things will be okay with the babies#I'm sure things will work out#I'm sure everything will be all right#it's just going to take time#I've barely adjusted and I'm a human#my boyfriend is barely adjusted at all and he's a human#fancy has a lot of adjusting to do and she's just a little cat#a little gray cat who lost her very best friend in the world#the house still feels so empty without them because even though the babies are here#the babies are still not in the spaces that the boys used to be in#Raleigh used to sit in my window in the mornings and bring me the sun in his fur#he used to meet us standing on top of the washing machine and ask for hugs#I just miss them#just one and I could bear it#this year's been so cruel and I'm so afraid#but I'll find a way to be all right#I'll find a way to stay safe#somehow#I don't know#we'll find a way
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Folks, if you would kindly take some time to pray for me over the next three or so days. Midterms are hitting pretty hard.
#it wouldn't be so bad#but one professor missed an entire WEEK of classes due to personal reasons#so we have a LOT of extra work to catch up on and also our mid term projects need to be caught up because of that#and i procrastinated one of my other classes because I thought i had everything i needed and focused on another class instead#AND IT TURNS OUT I DID NOT HAVE EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I HAD#all of that would be doable#but i picked up another part time job#and the job i was already working has been ramping up#also extra-curricular activities that i can't avoid have been pressing#AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF MY WHOLE FAMILY LEFT TO GO TO A WEDDING OVER THE WEEKEND AND I HAD TO STAY TO LOOK AFTER ALL THE ANIMALS AND MY DAD#(of the two it's harder to look after my dad XD)#WHO THE HECK PLANS A WEDDING THE WEEK OF MIDTERMS???? I AM SO SALTY!#This week has been so stressful#i think my hair is going to be falling out#or at least turning grey
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Quick and scribbly tickles for my friend, Celeste Tail, who has a penchant for being a troublemaker… 💙
🔞 Minors DNI 🔞
#sorry this is so messy#kfjfjrhdjdjdkfj#I think I have low key art block again?#I have a lot of ideas but not the confidence or energy to draw them…#Ah… just feels like I’m struggling to stay on top of everything right now#I am sincerely trying though#fluffyart#avery nimbus#tickle art#tickling art#tickling#Celeste tail#ler!Avery#scribbly tickles#technically this was at 11pm#but let’s call it#midnight scribbly tickles
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hello... please consider... yakumo in:
the classic traditional style qipaos
the modernised and modified ones
bonus: modified hanfu
he would look wonderful wouldn't he? all the more delectable and sashimiable?
ahaha...ahah...AHAHHAH.AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
#feesh answer#the more i scrolled the more manic laughter leaked out of my face. exolkoiddeploded really#i had no images to accurately convey my emotion. so i had to make one#BEHOLD! MY PHOTO COLLAGE SKILLS!!!!!!🤣#did you really just have yakumo-coloured outfits ready and waiting somewhere in your storage??!#your curation feels like a personal attack even tho i know you just out here doin things for You#me normally: i want the most obnoxious ridiculous over the top colour combo and clashing finalfantasia10000belts mess----#me now: ok but there's something about that 3rd modern one. it's. so simple. but. i. but i......#i need him to be cute and helpful in the traditional ones. i want him walking around in the garden just sniffing pretty flowers#wait no i want him in one of th emodified ones just absolutely DESTROYING eiden's ---#waiT no I want him IN THE FLOWING ETERNALGARMENTS WITH HIS GLOWY EYES AND SOBBING POSSESSED DEMEANOUR BUT NOT ACTUALLY POSSESSED#so just glowing and crying. got it#WAIT NO-#god it's like all the things i used to be meh about or go 'what kinda character design is this'#now i'll see it on yaku and it's.....well......#those maiden buns? the lil twin baobao or whatever? hated thsoe things forever and always#then someone will put em on yakumo and suddenly everything is fine#WHAT IS HE DOING WITH THE LIL. ORBS ON HIS HEAD. I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYONE WHO WEARS THEM.#ONLY LITTLE GIRLIES. IS IT INAPPROPRIATE TO GIVE YAKU THE BUNS#BUT I. IF HE DOESN'T WEAR HIS HAIR LIKE THAT.#i will straihjtt up put steamed buns on his head#and force him to stay still and balance them#until i finish eating them all#it's a game of pile bread on the snake#i will require a stepladder#nu carnival yakumo
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peaky blinders — 4x02 'heathens' created by steven knight
#scratch everything i said THIS is my favorite scene on the show!! the fucking cinematic excellence and the ost i can't do this actually...#also you can see how tommy was about to tear up as well btw but he knew he had to stay strong for arthur#then he let his feelings out by shooting at the bottles like an emotional response / coping with grief and anger#and the johnny cash song was a cherry on top#just two sad older brothers missing their younger brother#tommyarthur you will always be famous and loved by me#not to insert the borgias but tommy saying he neither believes in heaven or hell is kinda cesare#“there's no hell. no heaven either. this world is what we make of it” which is probably my fav cesare quote#tommy shelby#arthur shelby#tommyarthur#peaky blinders#tv#cillian murphy#paul anderson#text post
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Some spoilers in tags
#obey me shall we date#obey me vote#obey me poll#obey me polls#obey me lucifer#obey me diavolo#obey me satan#obey me solomon#obey me leviathan#obey me simeon#obey me raphael#solomon still can’t talk about the death of his friends that occurred nearly a million years ago#Simeon went from the top of the angels to not even being one and still has war trauma#Lucifer still holds himself accountable for everything in the war#Satan has a huge complex#leviathan isn’t able to love himself#Raphael almost died to stay in a fake reality where the brothers were forgiven#Diavolo is lonely and was neglected as a child
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#more chuuya#bc its been too long since ive drawn him#aka like only a few weeks#shhh#hes my everything i need to draw him daily ok#chuuya supremacy#he stays on top#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bungou stray dogs#chuuya#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#nakahara#chuuya art#chuuya fanart#bsd fanart#bsd art#art#soukoku#chuuya smiling is everything to me#chuuya smiling#yes
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TOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHH OF A DAYYYYYYYY witnessed a horrifying car accident right in front of us while out w roomie (EVERYONE WAS OKAY) got to engage in the power of Crowd Processing with everyone else who didnt run up to help going Holy Shit What Just Happened. then still had to Get Out There And Vote! fucked up voting bc i researcheddddddddddd all the races i diddddddd but our school board wasnt designated by party and i forgot who the fuck everyone was and i didnt want to guess and vote for the freaky nazis so i had to leave those blank. so i really just cast a bunch of bootlicking votes. =.=
then had a lonnnnnngggg shopping trip where i saw my old work besties new job accidentally. yayyyyy. then did day 2 of my two-day baking experiment (lot of labor lot of dishes lot of new stuff to try learning) and cringefailed it so hard i had to toss all of it. then had to make week's dinner (coolsuccess'd that one. tasty). did all the cleanup from those. now i STILL have to enroll in my goddamn car payments (hadnt figured it out yet shdfg too many steps when every weekend ive had ten million other tasks to do but now its deadline). um. doing that while im in bedtime winddown with all my other to-do list tasks knocked out and brain now free to replay scary car accident memory on repeat (EVERYONE WAS OKAY!!!!!!!!)
#gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. everything too much#i dont think ill have spoons to do anything ever again. i think this is my life now is spending my weekend endlessly solving problems and#staying on top of tasks#<- it wont be thats not true........................... surely..........................................
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nobody draws keefe like jason chan (and fanartists) does. he gets it. he understands the assignment. he sees the vision
#other keefe art isn't BAD (except laura's. laura's is fucking atrocious) but there's always something that's just not right#even in the new keefe portrait his face is just a tad too long. why's it so long. if i crop everything below his ears it looks FANTASTIC#idk what's going out with the mouth/chin/jawline area though. no hate to the artist btw her fitz art is to DIE for and i ADORE it#but nobody gets keefe's appearance the way jason chan does. nobody. no one ever. impossible to be on his level (unless you're a fanartist)#JASON CHAN IS MY KING!!!! MY GUY STAYS ON TOP FOR REAL#kotlc#kotlc keefe#keefe sencen
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3/4 of the expected surgery cost in a single afternoon, what the hell man lol
i will never feel normal ever again, words truly cannot express
#like i am going through some very complicated emotions rn on top of everything but i just really#this is truly beyond my comprehension#and everyone whose name I don't recognize should confess your crimes so i can thank you properly#also fear not the cat is definitely not going anywhere now#and at this point it looks like unless the bill i get from the mechanic is like the absolute worst possible case#the ducks should be staying too#i am overwhelmed by the kindness of friends and even strangers#i will never emotionally recover djsjjsdj
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so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment
#so i explained before that there's 3 venues and on my very first shift they had me doing the restaurant venue for 2 hours#which was FINE like i was a bit cautious bc my manager is VERY stressed all the time and the place generally feels like it's falling apart#not the building itself just. the way it's run like it's just got new owners and the previous manager apparently#EMPTIED THE TILLS AND TRASHED THE PLACE like cost them THOUSANDS of pounds and on top of that#there was beef with the head chef and the new owners that meant he left and took the ENTIRE BACK OF HOUSE WITH HIM#THERE ARE NO KITCHEN STAFF ATM. I HAVE TO LIE AND TELL CUSTOMERS WE DONT HAVE FOOD ATM BC OF 'REFURBISHMENT'#WHEN IN ACTUALITY THE /RESTAURANT/ DOESNT HAVE CHEFS. DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY THAT IS#and then the front of house staff are very lacking aside maybe 2 people we're ALL NEW and all of them EXCEPT ME#LIKE LITERALLY JUST ME IM THE ONLY EXCEPTION. ALL OF THEM ARE UNTRAINED#so when i applied with bar training coffee training and very solid waitressing skills they genuinely treated me like a saviour#like i am FENDING off shifts tbh im in a v good position bc they need me too much to get shitty w me if i refuse hours but i can literally#have as many as i want bc they will just give me them. like they're obsessed w me im rota'd for over 60 hours this week#but anyway that very first shift after 2 hours in the restaurant i then walked to the mini golf venue on the OTHER SIDE OF TOWN#and my manager stayed for 30 MINUTES. IF THAT. and showed me around the place + how to close THEN LEFT ME THERE#FIRST DAY HE GAVE ME THE KEYS AND LEFT ME TO RUN AN ENTIRE VENUE. IT'S NOT SMALL EITHER IT'S A WHOLE BAR#AND I HAD TO CLOSE ON MY OWN TOO and ironically the shift itself went rlly well like it was so chill#it was kinda boring but honestly i kinda rated it it's v easy money and the close went perfectly nothing cropped up that i was unsure about#and then. AND THEN. i havent even ranted to my mutuals about this yet bc i was acc so horrified by it but i locked the front doors#and went to lock the gate AND THE KEY GOT STUCK IN THE LOCK. WOULD NOT COME OUT. HELLA VS KEYS ROUND 3927593#my mum even showed up and tried to help me wrestle this thing out i called my manager and he literally told me to just snap it#bc he'd rather a snapped key that NO ONE could get out than just leave it there overnight but bc of my recent house key moment#i was like AM I FUCK SNAPPING THIS KEY. WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING. so i had to just leave it and at the time#i was realllyyyyyyyyyy beating myself up but my manager is actually rlly nice he's just stretched v thin#and ive also had time to be like uhh actually they shouldnt have left a random 21 y/o girl alone with the keys on her first day#omg i havent even talked about what happened on saturday. ACTUAL SHAMBLES#LIKE THIS /\/\ ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO EVERYTHING! IM RUNNING OUT OF TAG ROOM! IM GONNA REBLOG THIS TONIGHT W MORE PROBABLY!#BC GUESS WHO IS WORKING A CLOSE LATER AT THE NIGHTCLUB THEN OPENING THE RESTAURANT AT 8AM. GUESS#hella slaves to capitalism
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#everett true#image description in alt text#newspaper comics#the outbursts of everett true#transcribed#vintage comics#a.d. condo#I could be missing something but here's another one I think Everett is being the rude one#as someone who used to work food service I understand that during a rush it's really really hard to stay on top of keeping everything full#during a really bad rush it was inevitable that things were going to get empty and I wouldn't immediately have time to refill them#but if someone just politely asked me I'd do my best to help them as soon as I could
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