#SO cute and omg the second one ahhh such a mood...
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sainz100 · 1 month ago
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Max Verstappen | 2024 US GP | 📸 via Escudería Telmex
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fatuismooches · 1 year ago
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I just read ur recent fic about the Harbingers being jealous and as always i can't stop smiling and giggling a bit while reading through them, its just too good 🛐💞 gosh i really miss ur content so much, its such a mood booster 😭🙏
I want to talk about jealous Capitano first bcs its been stuck in my mind for a while now after reading that fic lol 🤣 first of all, i want to eat him (affectionally ofc) why he is so cUTEKASJKASJIAKSOWJWIWJWISJ- 💓💞😭PLEASE- second, even though he will never tell reader about this "strange" feeling inside him, but bcs of him being an "action speaks louder" kind of man, i feel like its easy for reader to notice if there's something off with him 👀 poor Capitano, he can't escape them- 😂 Also, i just love the thought of reader teaching Capitano how to convey his feelings on some of ur fics, even though his face are still like these "😶😐", he is still trying his best (and it probably became one of his favorite "alone" time with them), its really cute ngl 😖💞
Now moving to Scara, i love how you make him from 3 different phase: innocent (Kabukimono) > emo (Scaramouche) > mature (Wanderer/Hat Guy) 😂 i feel like you are having too much fun with him. If u are asking which of the three are my fav, i'm choosing Kabukimono bcs omg my heart 😭💞 i feel like floating on the air when he is all pouty, its really cute!
And then Signora.. Why u have to make her so hot? 🛐💞 "Maybe you need more matching accessories? Would a hickey do?" Reading that part made me squeal a bit LOL. U REALLY know what ure doing and i'm here for it 🛐🛐
As always, u served us another amazing meal for us Harbinger lovers 🛐💓 and i can't thank u enough for what u did. I hope u have an amazing day smooches! 💞🙏
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SQUEEEE WHEN 🥝 ANON ENJOYS YOUR WRITING 😭💖 Also, I 100% agree with you I want to chew on the Harbingers (lovingly) AND AHHH YOUR CAPITANO BRAINROT... He never tells reader about what he's feeling much to your chagrin but it cancels out because you've grown to read him and pick up on cues that no one else knows <3 He's internally cursing himself for showing weakness but your pouty concern over him makes him feel it's not so bad 😔
He's so 😐 on the outside but 😳 on the inside. Capitano's probably given up on showing emotion outwardly but he still loves to partake in these activities with you because of how excited you get and he loves the new crazy ideas you come up with!!
I'm glad you noticed my crazy obsession with Scara 🤭😅 I can't help but spoil my bb... He's sooo adorable regardless and I lobe him very much 🥹 I can't choose which one I love most! They all have my heart!
Signora my beloved 😫😫 I have to treat her as the queen she is, as she deserves everything 🤲 I'm glad you know what my goal is 😏 Thank you for this cute brain rot and I hope you have a lovely day too 💖
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rrxnjun · 2 years ago
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ohh nooo that sounds like a heartbreak for my minecraft obsessed self!! yeahhh i heard a lot of not so good news about the sidemen or more so about ksi but some of the clips i saw from them on tiktok were very funny!! yes i meant that podcast!!! i literally listened to so much podcasts in quarantine that i can't listen to any now tbh💀 and i might check out the memelous videos later when i have time cuz that sounds funny af
aespa is just so good so i'm glad u stan them!! but that is kind of life changing to hear they are the girl version of nct i'm just :o never would have thought of that :o
DONT WORRY LISTEN TO WHENEVER U WANT TO LIKE I SAID THE SONGS WILL WAIT FOR U and also it's just better to listen to when u are in the mood iguess so actually just take ur time💕💕
oh my totally same tbh!!! and like teen beach movie is still one of my fav movies and i feel like that says a lot about me xd every time it played on disney chanel i was just seated and also the songs still slap so much!!! tbh i was kind of a big r5 girlie but im happy that ross and his brother are doing the driver era cuz they just fit my music taste so much better now!!! ahhh i really liked the lyrics for wish me luck!!! THAT IS SUCH A CUTE NICKNAME WHATTHEHECKKK but that is actually ur song then like properly UR SONG :oo (that sounds like a fun dream and just such a better solution!!)
i was partially scared from that and also just getting ur music taste wrong and u absolutely hating them xd but i'm very glad u enjoyed them🥳🥹 as u should shit posting in ur own language is just so fun sometimes!! well the only thing that matters is that u like them tbh!! and i listened to them and my fav was definitely my by yael i even added it to my liked songs!!! i really liked that one!! and i also liked the other ones as well!! my second fav would probably be the valeriya one!!! and like the punk rock songs just felt so nostalgic even though i heard them for the first time ever i really liked them as well!!!!! I will be visiting Bratislava!! u know u might have heard of it before /j
i deff understand!! i think my brain just stopped working when i saw those pics!! THAT IS SUCH A FUNNY TITLE!! and i'm very excited about reading more simp stories😌(liebestraum anon💕)
and yes i'm sorry to anybody's dash these get on!! and for the person who said the convos are cute thank u that u don't mind!!💘💖💓
i honestly dont know whats going on w ksi recently but i used to like some of his music too so my music taste is honestly kind of questionable.... me and podcasts arent friends i just. i dont get the appeal😭😭😭 and let me know if u do!! his vids where they watch the ancient aliens are my comfort videos i always laugh so much at them
i listened to the songs on my way to uni yesterday!!!! i rrally really liked them and added them to my playlist hihi my fav was definitely you're here that's the thing 🤭
NO BECAUSE YOU GET IT!!! i wantrd to watch the chilling adventures of sabrina bc i wanted to consume as much ross content as i could but...i heard its bad and the first ep didnt really vibe w me so i didnt continue on w it 😭😭 i did watch my friend dahmer bc of him tho lmao. omg recommend some r5 songs i need to get into them more bc i still to this day have loud, smile, want you bad and pass me by in my playlist (pass me by changed me as a human being when i saw the mv as a 10 year old)
AAH i get u i get u!! but i definitely enjoyed the songs and ive been listening to them a lot lately! My by yael is such a good song especially when it plays in the club 😩😩 HAHA im glad u didnt hate them!! i definitely have a weird love/hate relationship w slovak songs because i tend to dislike the lyrics and also there arent many artists which genre would fit my vibe i think (or at least i dont know of any). the punk rock songs u said sound nostalgic 😭😭😭😭are actally kinda old😭😭😭so maybe thats why😭
omg bratislava wOAH /j 😭😭 hope u like the city!! i really like the historical centre, altho ive been there only like 3 times 😋
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kim-seung-mo · 2 years ago
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♥♙𝔼𝕝𝕚𝕖 𝔽𝕚𝕔 ℝ𝕖𝕔𝕤♙♥
Blue is for absolute favs and Red is for nsfw!!! but always remember to read the warnings before reading the actual fic!!
♢OT8♢
How will SKZ members confess to you as your fwb by @skztea for... making me laugh lmao jeongin's part in particular
the ones you catch staring at you and the ones who catch you staring at them by @soleilsuhh for... being one of the cutest things I've ever read for sure (hannie's part omg asfkagflkg *dies*)
THE INTERVIEW WITH THE EXES by @chogiwow for... being one of the most interesting concepts I've read, every part is FANTASTIC
(no seungmin or jeongin) SKZ as Subs by @mzmezzler for... ugghhh I just need more sub!skz headcanons, please give me more *cires*
skz as subs by @hanjiesgf for... providing me with more sub!skz content thank you so very much I'm sobbing rn
♢Bang Chan♢
be honest with me by @lotus-dly for... being by far the best chan angst I've ever read
SAFE HAVEN by @kp-alice for... writing sub!idol angst??? we doms aren't always horny yknow? sometimes we doms get emotional too yknow? we need to appreciate these more
Somewhere Only We Know by @seungly for... BREAKING MY HEART????? CAUSING ME TRAUMA??? idk, just read it
♢Lee Minho♢
[11:14 p.m.] lmh by @lotus-dly for... when you need pain but also fluff and hurt/comfort cuz ajhfagsdklasgf I never say no to hurt/comfort
Trapped in Heaven by @chans-starlight for... just, if you want leeknow smut? READ THIS
Leeknow Fluff I Requested Because of That One Video by @seungly for... lino getting called angel and blushing?? more please
All I Have|| L.M by @hwavsg4ch4n for... joker!minho x reader??? I'm already imagining a 500-page book on this thank you
Smear Campaign by @dreamescapeswriting for... melting my heart thank you very much akjaslasjg tsundere!minho is everything
the enemies to lovers project by @softukiyos for... being the best leeknow fic to ever exist PLEASE read this
[7:39am] by @hyunee1 for... just being cute and having my baby kitty being spoiled TAT so freakin cute
[✖︎ sub!Lee Know] › 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝 𝚊-𝚣 by @sugar-petals for... just, just read this. I have no words 😭
⇢ ˗ˏˋ [10:55pm] by @cosmic-railwayxo for... MURDERING ME??? I can't anymore, deni is a genius and she can read my mind.
♢Seo Changbin♢
nothing...yet
♢Hwang Hyunjin♢
Cruel Summer by @seungly for... making me feel everything at once in 8k??? couldn't be me, I'd need 30k
♢Han Jisung♢
moonlight by @cosmic-railwayxo for... being the single most beautifully written, fluffy yet emotional, cute, adorable, dreamy, everything positive piece of fiction ever
♢Lee Felix♢
Lee Felix | Drabble by @lotus-dly for... writing about boys in skirts??? something we need to talk about and appreciate wayyy more
you are my everything, my love, can't you see? by @multifcndoms for... crashing my heart and soul into a million pieces and making me feel the pain I put other people through 🥲
beauty and the beast by @h0neydewmoon for... MAKING ME FEEL ALL THE EMOTIONS IN THE WORLD I was legit screaming for the whole second half 😭😭☹️
♢Kim Seungmin♢
Your Eyes by @seungly for... being the cutest thing ever ahhh I loved it adhalsdhlkhf read if you're in a bad mood and need soft seungmin
bf seungmin x gn reader by @zoe8stay for... healing me before I need to take an exam... you see a trend here?
Somebody Loved by @bangchanswolfpelt for... writing the best sub!seungmin smut in only 600 words??? criminally underappreciated
seungmin fell out of love and y/n still loves him the same by @seungly for... CAUSING ME AN IMMENSE AMOUNT OF PAIN (but making me enjoy every second of it)
as the train passes by @starlostseungmin for... creating a whole plot for a kdrama in 4k words??? keisy you're a genius
♢Yang Jeongin♢
nothing...yet
♢Poly♢
to love and be loved by @lotus-dly for... writing something I thought I'd never find... poly!hyunchan and bridgerton au???? more please
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zv5x · 3 years ago
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Ahhh I’m obsessed with the idea of roommate Eddie omg imagine if the reader is also as obsessed with Eddie too but like isn’t as obvious as little Eddie here like maybe they find the Shrine he made for them and think it’s kind of cute? But lowkey really creepy but they don’t mind lollll✋😩
Forevermore ❤️ (Yan!Riddler • Reader)
This is so cute!!!!! a willing reader will make his little love starved heart so happy, im kicking my feet in excitement for him ! Enjoy photo of Eddie in front of a burning fireplace tw :: use of the yandere trope , manipulation , toxic and abusive relationships , violation of privacy , kinda morally ambiguous reader (they're completely okay with this happening lol)
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"Eddie..." You cooed, looking down at your roommate as the darkness of the room almost completely concealed him from your view. The only light visible was the kind coming from the various plastic candles he had decorated along what seemed to be a traditional religious shrine. Pictures of your face seemed to be what he way praying so intently to, and you couldn't help the smile that your lips curled into as the iconic sent of your favorite flower hit your nose. Whether it was your favorite or not was debatable, though Edward would seem to constantly tell you that you smelled like it and you had no reason to doubt his observation.
He was curled up so intently, and you could swear you could hear gentle sniffles sprinkled into his various declarations of his love for you. His hands were clasped so tightly together his veins seemed to bulge as his entire arms trembled, and you couldn't help giggling under your breath at the intensity of his "worship". Not wanting to see him worshiping a photo of you rather than the real deal, you bent down to his level. Tapping him on the shoulders, you fixed your position on your knees as you watched him jump in surprise.
Edward was incredibly shocked, you could tell, and the tears that pricked his eyes began their way down his cheeks as he scrambled to at least give you some sort of explanation for what was happening. He was so cute, it was almost pathetic. The way his eyes were widening even more with every second, the shock still setting in that you somehow walked in on a session meant to be with him and him alone.
You laughed, and he froze to himself, wondering if you were laughing at him or not. Just in case, he looked down at his lap, clearly ashamed of himself. That wouldn't do though, as you were completely fine with what he was doing. Flattered, more like it. You thought it was precious, and if you were being honest, you would have done the same thing for him. Using two of your fingers, you gently curled them under his chin and tilted his head upwards, smiling fondly at the sight of his glossy eyes and steadily reddening face.
"Hi Eddie." You said softly, and he shivered at how his name sounded coming from you in such a gentle tone. Having just gotten in the mood of complete desperation for you, he was quick to whine under his breath at your softness, his brain no longer thinking of excuses and apologys. He was just simply thinking about you, just like he was when his hands were clasped as tight as they could be just a few moments ago.
"You did all this for me?" You tilted your head, and Edward choked out a desperate 'yes' as his only response. "Thank you. I'm really happy." You said, moving one of your hands to gently grace his inner thigh. Edward was completely yours now, whimpering and trembling as you continued to spoil him with statements of how happy you were that he loved you so much. You at one point told him he was the goodest boy you've ever met, and he was laying in your lap within seconds. He was so desperate for you, so easy to get to such a point, it was so adorable. You could tell he was deprived of love from just this interaction alone, and you vowed you'd be the one to dote on him like he deserved.
"Eddie, how much do you love me?" You asked, simply of curiosity regarding what his response would be, and his practically moaned into your chest.
"Oh God-I love you so much. I'd do anything for you. Anything you ask, (Y/N). I'd kill for you, die for you." He stopped to take a deep, shaky breath, making it obvious he wasn't breathing for most of this ordeal. "I'd do anything for you." He finished, practically sobbing out his words. So, so cute. You kissed him on the forehead, earning nothing but desperate gasps as well as more shakes and trembles.
"Such a good boy. I love you too, Eddie. You know that, yeah? I love you. You're so good." You continued to praise him, now gently running your fingers through his hair and peppering him with kisses, bathing in the cuteness of every noise and declaration of love he made. You weren't lying. He was perfect for you. So cute, so good, so loving. He was everything you wanted. Walking in on his praying to you after hearing gentle sobs from his room, you're glad you did so. You expected to simply comfort him, but this? This was so much better.
Smiling as you held your sobbing and smiling roomate in your arms, you worried no longer about what tomorrow would bring you. You had your precious Eddie, and that was all that would ever matter.
"I love you-" You interrupted him for the first time by kissing him on the lips, a sensation to which he immediately moaned.
"I love you to, Eddie. Forevermore."
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kanene-yaaay · 3 years ago
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Ahhh I love your writing omg it's so cute!! Your Omori fic was so !!!!! /pos Do you have any other cute Omori hcs? :0 (if u want ofc)
Thaaaaank yoooou! That fic was such a sudden thing I wrote and posted without revising so I am v happy to know you beans liked it!
It took me a while to think about the headcanons. Hope you like it! :D
💫 OMORI BEANS TICKLE HEADCANONS 💫
Everyone is mixed here ahcagcwjvw
• Mari manages to have the greatest skill that is to be the sweetest AND teasiest ler in the universe. Full of nicknames (especially related to candies like Giggly LaffyTaffy and stuff) she is the master of sneaky attacks.
• It's not rare to see she sneaking a tickly squeeze or a teasing poke here and there. Different from her full tickle attacks, which are a bit more of special occasions, kept especially to cheer his brother up after a difficult game or to stop a fight between Kel and Aubrey.
• One of her favorite moves is to hug someone before tickling them, lifting them up for a seconds and then place the person on her lap so she can have access to all those lovely tickle spots!
• Hero just c a n n o t survive when she does that. Being the older and tall ended up with him just not being picked up a lot in his life and then Mari just goes there and ???? Lift him up by his waist and he just completely bluescreen and when he comes back to reality there are already fingers kneading on his hips and he is lost. Rip da boi.
• As a Lee, Mari is just unable to stay still. She will kick, she will squirm, wiggle around and roll away if she has the chance. Tickling her usually ends up with she running around giggling while the ler chases her and invites more friends to help, turning everything in a big tickle fight.
• Kel, Aubrey, Hero and Basil just love to tickle her and Sunny at the same time because while she is trashing around Sunny just falls boneless whenever any of his tickle spots is targeted. It doesn't matter if the tickles are light or more playful, Sunny will just curl in a ball and - if he can't do that - lay there and take it. No sense of self preservation. Zero. None.
- Sometimes when they were being tickled together Mari would laugh and say "I will protect you, Sunny!" And then hug him, which usually ended up with her running away with him clued on her like a koala. They were always caught in the end but it is fun.
• Sunny also will try to hold his laughter, giggles, titters and squeals the longest he can. His cheeks will get all 'poof' and you will be able to hear quiet snorts, surprised gasps and even a few snickers more frequently when he is about to break.
• With light tickles, like drawing shapes on his back or attacking his neck, Sunny will have a more naturally silent laughter. If the tickling gets a bit rougher he will be doing his best to muffle and hide his louder laughter behind his hand.
• Not because he doesn't like it or something but because his friends and sister will always comment how nice it's to hear him laugh and that boy can't take teases AT ALL
• Even as the ler Sunny is more of the type to bluntly give someone a praise for how melodious their laughter is or how he likes to be able to make them smile than actively tease the person a lot.
• When he is in a more of a playful mood, tho, he definitely will pretend he isn't tickling the person and keep saying things like "Why are you laughing? Is there something in my face?" Or keep trying to have a normal conversation like "Hero already called us to go try his new cake recipe. Come on, get up or Kel will eat everything."
• He will never say it but he does get very happy and proud after tickling someone because! He made a friend happy!
• Relies a lot in non verbal teasing like wiggling his fingers or slowing descending his clawing fingers next to a tickle spot.
• Not usually the one to start tickle fights but will tag along and help whoever is tickle-attacking someone (which more often than not is Kel, who just loves to randomly start tickle fights)
• Sunny is also easy to tease as a ler and Kel and Mari usually just needs a few comments to make him blush.
• Talking about Kel that is one who - except for the exceptions he makes for Sunny because *yes* - just won't go down without a chase.
• With Hero as his brother and playful, caring parents as well that boi can feel ler vibes MILES away and he will be running away from it.
• He is a cheeky bean who will take advantage of his speed when running away to provoke the ler with raspberries or silly faces.
• Kel doesn't really mind being tickled and actually is very open with how much fun it is! Def is the one who starts the tickle fights the most.
• H o w e v e r when being tickled he will deny to his grave that he is ticklish. Aubrey could be attacking his underarms and he would still use every single drop of oxygen to say that 'No! I am not ticklish! I swear I ahahaham nohohohot!' between is loud uncontrollable laughter
• His biggest weakness are any and every nursery rhymes and Hero, like the good big bro he is, sometimes will start to whistle 'round round the garden' only to see the youngest squeal and complain in protest.
• One of Kel's favorite target is Basil because that sweet sweet boi can't just say "no" to Kel's excited, shiny eyes when the friend ask him to play games like "How Long Can You Keep your Arms Up?" or "Try to not Squirm" and stuff like that.
• When Hero and Mari (sometimes even Basil and Sunny) tickle Aubrey and Kel so they will stop fighting, both of the aforementioned will try to make a competition to see who takes longer to laugh.
• Hero is often the biggest tickle monster in the group. His calm, charming aura can turn him in one of the most teasy, silly and at the same time caring ler ever.
• Just like Mari, he also likes to pick their Lee up when he is tickling them but usually he will keep them in the air for the longest that he can. Something about not being able to touch the ground when there are fingers scratching, scribbling and squeezing your tickle spots can make everything even more fun, in his opinion.
• Loves to sing nursery rhymes and will happily refer to himself as the Tickle Monster with a lower voice and growls if he is feeling silly.
• He and Mari has a game called "Exchanging the Lil Bros". They will get their brothers on their laps. Hero will tickle Kel and Mari will get Sunny and after a few minutes they will say " Exchanging Brothers!" and Hero will pass Kel to Mari while she passes Sunny to him and then they resume to their tickles as if their brothers we're becoming a tickled, flustered mess.
• Looking at his confident smile and way to get out of the most dangerous situations one would think that Hero would be 100% able to escape from any potential tickly threat. Well, you're WRONG.
• Because that boi, oooh, when it comes to tickles that boi is the SHYEST bean ever! If Aubrey even wiggle her fingers in his direction??? He will be stumbling on his words and giggling in anticipation in a couple of seconds. And don't even get me started about the begging. If a tickle attack even does much as l o o k in his direction he will be already closing his eyes and promising to do anything the ler want to not tickle him.
• Kel thinks his reactions are hilarious and, as a good lil bro, will tease him too.
• And then there is also Aubrey! Aubrey is def a gigantic playfully mean ler
• Her fav way to tickle someone is to wait for when the person is too distracted or in a situation unable to escape.
• During theater she can and will use the time when only trailers are playing to tickle the friend sitting next to her with whispers of "shhhh, be quiet or they're going to kick us out!" And "What? Can't endure a few tickle tickle tickles?~"
• She is a bit more gentler with Basil and Sunny but you can pry that information from her very dead cold hands.
• 100% has THE Smirk. Ya know which one. That one that makes shivers run down the lee's spine and tickle spots tingle in anticipation.
• Loves raspberries and def will attack her friends with them and nibbles while doing "nom nom nom nom" noises.
• She and Mari used to have the BIGGEST tickle fights between them. One of them almost become a holiday.
• All of that being said she can't take what she dishes out.
• Can't protest while being tickled at ALL. Even if just a poke is placed on her ribs she will be babbling nonsense and/or laughing too much
• She even got to sing the whole lyrics of the Space Boy game once.
• No she doesn't know why she did that and yes if you mentioned it she will tickle you. Good luck.
• Always seek revenge and has a recovering time + stamina that is almost unbelievable.
• Cute nicknames are her weakness and secretly her love too.
• Talking about nicknames Basil likes to create a special nickname for each one of his friends when he tickles them and he never repeats one.
• The only one that knows Aubrey's weakness for teasy nicknames and he will protect this information w his life.
• That plant boi is def one of the most targeted on the group sorry he is too much cute and I don't make the rules.
• He has just one (1) gigantic self defense response to anytime he his tickled and that response is to immediately ATTACH to any person that is near to him. It can be the ler, it can be a random, unfortunate friends that was just passing by and now it's stuck with Basil hugging them and shoving his face on their stomach so no one will see how much red his face is.
• That can result in a lot of accidental tickles but well rip the person that was just chilling around lol
• Tickling him and Sunny at the same time is one of the sweetest things because he WILL hug Sunny and then now you have two giggly bois hugging and laughing themselves silly.
• Tickling him next to anyone while also tickling the other person is always the cutest thing, tbh because no one will just push him away so yeah a big mess of giggles y a a ay
• Basil will turn completely red and when I say completely red it's like TOTALLY red. Cheeks, face, neck, ears, belly, you name it.
• HE HAS TICKLISH CHEEKS AND THEY CAN RESULT ON THE CUTEST GIGGLES
• Loves to tickles his friends because he loves to be the reason why someone is smiling.
• He can and will use tickles as a recompense. You got a good grade? Tickle hug! You remembered to drink water and have snacks today? Here, have some raspberries too! Needs some determination to study for your test? Okay, with every correct answer you get tickled for a few minutes. You are going to do great, I believe in you!
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daydreaming-away-reality · 4 years ago
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Catching Stardust
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Tadashi Hamada x Reader | ☁️ + ✨ | 3.9k
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Most days, like any other university student, you would wake up tired. Unfortunately for you, that was not today. You had spent the entire night working on your lab report for one of your science courses and didn’t get a wink of sleep. At least it was handed in and done with.
(You had to double check - just in case your brain decided to get desperate and help you imagine the best case scenarios. Thinking and doing were two very different things, they were hard to tell apart when you were so dead tired though.)
It was one of those days.
“Morning, Honey Lemon,” you greeted as you navigated your way into the kitchen for some caffeine. Grabbing your travel coffee tumbler, you watched your blonde roommate in her morning stretching routine.
“Good morning, (Y/N)!” Honey cheerfully replied. “How was not sleeping last night?”
You halted your movements, looking up at her with concern. “Can you tell just by looking at me?”
Honey Lemon laughed. “No, silly. GoGo came home late last night and saw you up. I heard you shuffling around earlier this morning too. No raccoon eyes, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
“Thank goodness,” you said with a sigh as you continued pouring liquid energy into your tumbler. “This bio course is going to be the death of me.”
“You mean working two part time jobs will be the death of you,” GoGo corrected you as she walked out of her room. “Girl, you need time to have fun too.”
You stuck your tongue out at her. Rummaging through backpack, you noticed a missing tome of knowledge. “Has anyone seen my Medical Terms bible?”
“Coffee table.” Honey called out from the living room as she held the tree pose.
GoGo walked over to you with the heavy book in hand. You mouthed a thank you to her before taking a sip of coffee.
“(Y/N), you need to take some time to make some more friends or meet a cute boy,” Honey Lemon brought up. She exchanged a look with GoGo. “We know someone who you might like. He’s nice and funny, good looking as well.”
You gave your two roommates a sad smile. “By the time I’m ready for a relationship, a boy like that will already be snatched up by someone less stressed about their future.”
Grabbing your premade meals and a couple of snacks, you swung your backpack on.
“I work bookstore and pharmacy today, so I’ll see you both tomorrow morning. Good luck with your projects in the meantime.”
“Bye, (Y/N)!” Honey called out.
“Keep the luck, you need it more than we do,” GoGo said with salute.
Walking out of the apartment, you checked your phone for your schedule once more. Class at nine, bookstore at two and pharmacy at six. And it was already eight thirty, yay. Just your typical jam packed day, all so that you could pay off medical school tuition in the future.
Balancing everything in life was... impossible, but you were managing. 
Full course load university student, working two part time jobs, and a very minimal but still existent social life.
It wasn’t easy, but it was what you wanted. Going to med school was a necessary path to take if you wanted to help people out in your future career choice.
Just as you were arriving on campus, a voice caught your attention.
“(Y/N)…!”
You turned to see your friend Mina, another sufferer pre-med student.
“Hi Mina,” you greeted.
“Did you sleep last night?” she asked. When you shook your head, she let out a loud sigh. “Yeah, me too. Dr. Andrews is going to kill us with these lab reports and the test Thursday. I mean, I’d feel smarter if I weren’t so tired all the time.” 
You smiled. What a mood.
“Is my make up, okay?” Mina asked. “I don’t want Justin to see me at my worse - not yet.”
You glanced over Mina’s face. She had gone through the usual effort to make herself look cute. “You look fine and I’m sure Justin wouldn’t be scared off. He knows we’re med students.”
Mina made a face. “We’ve only been a dating for two months, (Y/N), two! He doesn’t know what kind of crazy we are yet. You never know when he might get skittish and ghost me.”
If you weren’t so tired, you would have laughed. 
Linking arms with Mina, you pulled her towards the classroom. 
Today was going to be just another day.
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Tadashi checked over the information on his phone as he walked off campus towards the bookstore. He had been looking up information to help his robotics project and a certain book had come up in his recommendations. Deciding that the resource was worth checking out, and was worth the price, he was determined to get his hands on the book while his robot was still in the works.
Walking through the doors, he made his way to the medical section. Browsing the shelves, he kept an eye out for the particular title.
After circling the area for a while, he let out a huff. Where was this textbook?
Noticing a girl wearing a name tag, he approached her with smile.
“Hi, I was wondering if you could help me?”
She turned to him with a smile, (E/C) eyes making contact with his brown orbs.
“Of course, are you looking for something?”
Tadashi nodded, pulling out his phone and showing her the textbook information.
"Ahhh, this one. That’s a popular book with the first year pre-med student courses,” she commented. “Everyone always asks where this one is - we organize this one by title since there’s no author.”
Leading him back into the medical section, the girl stopped in an area of the bookstore that Tadashi had missed earlier. She tapped the spine of one of the books.
“This one is good resource for in depth procedural explanations,” she explained. “Not what you were looking for though...”
Scanning the shelves, the girl paused and frowned when she stopped a particular spot. 
“Is it out of stock?” she murmured, checking again. “For a textbook no one appreciates until third year, I’d be surprised if it’s sold out...” She turned back to Tadashi with an apologetic smile. “I’ll check if we have the book in stock - give me a second.”
Pulling out her phone, she typed up some information quickly. The results of her searching seemed to yield the same results.
“It looks like we’re actually out of stock for this textbook right now, although, we are restocking it,” she explained. “Would you like to request a reserve to get a copy?”
“That would be helpful, sure,” Tadashi agreed. 
“Great, let’s go fill out a form for you,” she chirped, leading him away. “Are you a med student?”
“No, I’m a robotics engineering student at SFIT,” he replied. “I’m working on something related to the medical field though.”
“Really? That’s so cool,” she exclaimed, looking genuinely interested. “It’s amazing to think how technology can incorporated into health sciences. If you don’t mind me asking, what are you working on?”
“A healthcare robot,” Tadashi explained with a fond smile. “It’s still in the works, nothing has been finished yet, I’m still working on the programming stages.”
“I think that’s incredible. I’m sure you’re capable of amazing things.”
The sincerity in her tone brought a smile to his face. For someone who didn’t know much about his project, the kind words from her were very nice.
“What about you?” Tadashi asked. “Are you a student?”
“Yeah, over at Sato Health Institute,” she responded. Sato was the top post secondary institution for health care in San Fransokyo located nearby - it even shared some programs with SFIT as Tadashi recalled. “I’m a pre-med student - if you hadn’t already guessed.”
“I might have had a feeling,” Tadashi said with a grin. “You seemed like you were familiar with things firsthand.”
The girl laughed. “Lots of firsthand experience, trust me.”
Approaching the help desk, the girl popped around to grab a paper and pen. Scrawling down information onto the page first, she then slid the paper over to Tadashi across the counter.
“Just fill out the rest of the form and the textbook should be arriving in the next three days.” 
Tadashi looked up from filling in the form, brown eyes flicking over to her name tag. “Thank you so much, (Y/N).”
“You’re welcome,” she replied. She took a sip from her coffee tumbler. Grabbing a sticky note, she offered it over to Tadashi. “If you’d like, leave your number and I’ll text you when it arrives - I’ll be working that day. I promise to use your number for professional reasons only.”
“I’d appreciate that,” Tadashi said as he wrote his number down. As he finished his form, he noticed a large medical terms textbook behind the counter on the desk next to the computer with a ton of sticky notes sticking out. “Is that yours?”
“That’s my current bible,” she affirmed with an amused tone. “Can’t survive without it.”
The two of them shared a laugh.
“Thanks again for your help.” Tadashi repeated as he returned the form.
“Just doing my job, don’t worry about it! It was great meeting you...” Her (E/C) eyes flickered down to the form and smile appeared on her face. “...Tadashi.”
As Tadashi left the bookstore, part of him was still lingering behind, thinking about (Y/N). She seemed like a nice girl and he really hoped that they might have another chance to encounter her again.
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You fumbled with the door before pushing it open, popping back into the dark apartment. Hitting the light switch, you took off your shoes and checked for signs of your roommates.
Looks like Honey Lemon and GoGo were still out.
No surprise.
The three of you were always busy, whether the other two liked to admit it or not. 
Just as you were sorting things out in the kitchen and about to grab a snack, your phone buzzed.
Mina: OMG. Did you see Terry’s SNS profile update? 🤣🤣
(Y/N): What did he do this time? Do I want to know??
Mina: He put MD CANDIDATE. The AUDACITY of this man - I got a C+ working with partner project with him. My poor GPA... 😭
(Y/N): I mean...
Mina: DON’T
(Y/N): Cs get degrees 😂
Mina: RIP me. Seriously though, are you free to study for that bio test? 
(Y/N): let me grab my snack first, I’ll see you video chat
Mina: True MD candidate here
(Y/N): HA 
Letting out a sigh, you swiped a snack from the cupboard before heading back to your room. Fingers crossed you would get some sleep tonight.
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“Oh, finally!”
Tadashi wiped his hands off with a rag and turned to look at Fred. Wasabi and GoGo were also looking at the beanie wearing boy, but neither of them decided to engage.
“Something up?” Tadashi asked, speaking up.
“The comic bookstore said they were out of that new series I was telling you guys about the other day,” Fred explained. “I refused to go to Richardson’s place, so apparently, they reached out to the nearby bookstore and they have a copy! I got to go pick it up.”
“The one near campus?”
“Yup.”
Tadashi paused, thinking for a moment before making his decision. 
“I’ll come with you.”
“Let’s go then, man!”
Catching up with Fred about the current condition of Baymax, the two soon arrived at the bookstore. Fred immediately beelined towards the help desk with Tadashi trailing behind him.
Just as Tadashi anticipated, a familiar face was working at the desk. This time though, (Y/N) was fairly concentrated on the stack of flashcards piled on her space next to textbooks filled with sticky notes.
“Uh, excuse me,” Fred said, practically bouncing on his toes.
That was enough to jolt her out of her studying. Shoving away her flashcards, she offered Fred a smile. “Yes?”
“I believe someone called about -”
“Oh! I know what you’re here for,” (Y/N) said, jumping up. She got up and skimmed over the bookshelf behind the counter. “Ah, here it is. Fred, right?”
At the sight of his new comic, Fred nodded happily. He quickly accepted it from you. “Is there a comic book section?”
(Y/N) nodded. “Just straight that way, it’s not a big collection, but you might find something.”
“Alright, thanks!” 
Fred turned to see Tadashi lingering around. “You coming, Tadashi?”
“There’s something I want to check out, I’ll catch up in a bit,” the black haired male responded.
As Fred disappeared, the girl turned her attention over to Tadashi. 
“I didn’t think I would see you again so soon,” she commented. “The book is not in yet, sorry.”
Tadashi smiled. “That’s fine. I see you’re here often.” 
“Yeah, when I’m not busy with classes or my other job, here I am.”
The words piqued your interest. “Other job?”
“I also work at a pharmacy,” (Y/N) explained.
“Ahh. You must be a busy person,” Tadashi said. He tilted his head towards your desk. “Studying too?”
She flushed. “Yeah. Only because today’s pretty quiet - my manager doesn’t mind as long as I’m work as I’m needed. There’s a test coming up.”
“Good luck, I think you need it.”
“I do. Thank you.”
Tadashi watched as (Y/N) moved back to sitting at the desk. As she picked up her flashcards, she looked up at Tadashi.
“How’s the healthcare robot going? Any progress in the last 24 hours?”
“Baymax finally had some supply come in for assembling,” he responded. “So, just a little bit.”
“Baymax?” she repeated confused. “Oh. Is that their name?”
Tadashi nodded.
“Baymax… I like it, sounds friendly.”
“I should probably let you get back to studying,” Tadashi commented, rubbing the back of his neck. “Sorry for bothering you.”
“Not at all, I’m happy to chat with you.”
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- Wednesday. 6PM. -  
Honey: (Y/N)?
(Y/N): What’s up, Honey Lemon?
Honey: I heard the pre-med students plan on throwing a party this weekend? 
Honey: Are you going?
(Y/N): Nah, I think I have work.
GoGo: You always work.
(Y/N): Huh, I never noticed.
(Y/N): Anyways, parties are not my scene. I’d be happy spending a free evening at home instead.
GoGo: Mina says she’ll miss you.
(Y/N): She’ll have Justin, she’ll be okay
Honey: Well, if you ever decide to go, we know a boy you can take with you.
(Y/N): Thanks, but I’ll pass. 🥰
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- Thursday. 5PM. -
Unknown: Hi Tadashi. The textbook you wanted finally came in! Feel free to drop by anytime to come pick it up.
Tadashi: Alright, thanks (Y/N)!
Unknown: Yep, no prob!
Tadashi: Hey, is this your personal number?
Unknown: yeah 😊
(Y/N) has been added to contacts.
Tadashi: Hope you don’t mind if I contact you like in the future. 😊
(Y/N): Oh, I wouldn’t mind at all!
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“Tadashi, hi,” you greeted, waving as the boy came into your line of sight. With a baseball cap on his head today, you almost mistaken him for someone else. Pulling out the textbook, you handed it over to him. “Here you go! You weren’t the only one trying to get your hands on this textbook today.”
Tadashi peered at you curiously as he accepted the textbook. 
“You look tired,” he pointed out.
You just shrugged with a half smile. “The bio test was today - that was gruesome.”
“At least that’s done with,” he encouraged you. “Week’s almost over, too.”
“Best part is I’m off in five,” you agreed.
 You could see your words caught Tadashi’s interest. 
“Are... are you still working after?” 
Shaking your head, you leaned back against the counter. “Nope, told them I was busy today so no shifts at the pharmacy tonight.”
“Would you like to go out with me then?” Tadashi asked hopefully. “We can hit up a café and grab something to eat?”
Good thing you were leaning against the counter, because the surprise you felt would have toppled you over.
“Oh, um, sure!” you agreed, cheeks heating up a little. “I’ll meet you outside in five?”
“Sounds good.”
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- Friday. 9AM. -
Tadashi: I enjoyed my time with you yesterday. 
(Y/N): I enjoyed my time too! Although the cookies there were kind of hard... 😢
Tadashi: Yeah... I find us somewhere with nice cookies next time.
(Y/N): Just a warning, next time might be a while. My schedule is usually full.
Tadashi: That’s fine!! If you ever find yourself with free time, let me know, I’d like to spend it with you.
(Y/N): 🥰
(Y/N): You’re too sweet, Tadashi. 
(Y/N): How are you single??
Tadashi: Haha, I could ask you the same thing. Probably the same reasons as you though. I’m usually too focused with what’s in front of me.
Tadashi: Hope to see you around though.
(Y/N): me too
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- Some Tuesday. 8PM. -
“And your total is 18.95,” you said, pressing buttons on the register to confirm the amount. The customer tapped their card for the purchase before taking their bags. “I hope you feel better!”
“Thank you,” the customer responded as they left. 
You waited until they had gone completely before heading back to find your manager. Spotting one of older pharmacy students, you decided to talk to them instead.
“Hi,” you greeted.
“(Y/N), need any drugs?” Harper asked with a smile.
“I’ll take them all,” you joked. “Let Aria know I left if you see her for me?”
“Yeah, go. You’re free,” she ushered, waving you away.
As you pulled on your jacket and stepped out of the pharmacy, a figure caught you by surprise.
“Tadashi!” you exclaimed. 
“Surprised?” he asked. “Thought I’d walk you home, not safe for you to walk the street alone at night.”
“I do it frequent enough,” you countered with a smile.
“Ooh, risk taker,” Tadashi said.
You laughed. “I appreciate this though, thanks.”
Tadashi nodded. As the two of you were catching up each other on what happened throughout the day, you felt Tadashi slip his hand into yours. Fingers intertwined, you could feel your heart racing.
This was something you didn’t want to let go of.
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- Some Monday. 2PM. -
GoGo: Yo, Tadashi
GoGo: Fred wants to know when you’ll be back with the snacks.
Tadashi: Just stepped back on campus. 
GoGo: Took you a while.
GoGo: You seeing someone behind our back?
Tadashi: Ha. Does Baymax count?
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- A couple weeks later. Friday. 10AM. -
“Someone looks cute today,” Mina commented as you sat down next to her in the lecture hall. She eyed you up and down, nodding approvingly. “Not working today?”
“Yeah,” you replied. “My rare day off besides class. Thought I’d put a little more effort in today.”
“Well, you look adorable,” Mina confirmed. She let out a sigh when she saw the professor walk in. “Let’s see if we can survive these next two hours.”
“Challenge accepted,” you said, bumping her shoulder playfully. “Although, I might lose you halfway.”
Mina gasped and smacked your arm.
You laughed as you pulled your laptop. Although the two hours went by at a decent pace, you were glad the course was three quarters way through. 
At the brutal pace your professor went, there was nothing but review for the few weeks before final exams. It was nice to know you didn’t have to teach yourself an entire unit in a week before your final.
Bidding Mina goodbye, you weaved your way out of the lecture hall and out into campus. At this point, most groups of students you saw hanging around were study groups. You would have been like them too, if you hadn’t worked so hard to make things work.
Balancing two part time jobs along with classes had you putting in so much extra effort that it usually paid off in the long run.
Yay.
Navigating your way through the streets with the GPS app open on your phone, you soon spotted the campus you were looking for.
SFIT.
(Abbreviated, because thinking through what each letter stood for was too much effort.)
Slowly wandering around as you pulled up the campus directory, your eyes glimmered when you spotted the building you were looking for. Popping inside, you clutched onto your bag, peering around curiously. There was so much science happening in this space. 
Lots of creativity too, you wondered why their tradition was to prank the art school.
Poking around, you soon realized you were lost among the many rooms and labs. Your mission was a failure. Pouting, you pulled your phone.
(Y/N): Help me, I’m lost.
Tadashi: What do you mean?
(Y/N): I wandered into the lab building and was going to surprise you with a visit, but I don’t know where to find you. 🙁
(Y/N): I didn’t think this through...
Tadashi: Awwww
Tadashi: What room number do you see? I’ll find you.
(Y/N): Lab 2B
Tadashi: omw
As you awkwardly waited for Tadashi to show up, you tried not to look suspicious. Although admittedly, you were sure you looked suspicious regardless since you were lost.
“There you are,” the soft yet deep voice greeted from behind you.
Turning around to see Tadashi, you smiled. 
“Sorry for the trouble,” you apologized. 
“Not at all.” Tadashi shook his head. He took a moment to take you in. Within his eyes, you were absolutely beautiful. He didn’t want to mess up, so he kept it to himself. He’d voice his thoughts one day. “Welcome to Nerd Lab, by the way.”
So this was where Tadashi, your roommates, and their friends all spent their long hours working.
Tadashi took your hand. “Come on, I want to show you my lab.”
Following after Tadashi, the two of you entered the elevator behind arriving on the floor of his personal lab space. He opened a door, showing you his tidy space.
“Baymax won’t be in the works for a while, but here,” he pulled out several large blueprints. The image of an almost plush like character was found in the middle. “This is going to be Baymax.”
In awe of all the labelled details and planning in place, you looked up at Tadashi.
“This is incredible,” you breathed out. “You’re incredible too.”
Tadashi dipped his head down and captured your lips for a kiss. 
Before he had the opportunity to pull back too far, you went in and gave him a quick peck as well.
Although the two of you were flushed, the loving gaze you could see in Tadashi’s eyes made you feel hopeful about this relationship.
“Can I see the medical programming?” you asked, breaking the silence.
Tadashi shyly nodded. “All the computer.” 
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- Later. -
(Y/N): Do you think we should let our friends know?
Tadashi: Nah, they’ll catch on eventually.
(Y/N): But if they don’t should I just accept their blind date request?
Tadashi: WHAT?
(Y/N): 😂
(Y/N): I asked for more details one time.
(Y/N): He’s this handsome robotics engineering student, who nice and has a good sense of humor. Apparently he’s very dedicated to his work too.
Tadashi: …
Tadashi: They’ve tried to set me up with their friend as well. 
(Y/N): Hmm, maybe we were meant to be after all
Tadashi: I think so. 😀
(Y/N): 😘
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lyric prompt ↠ “i'm sure that I would like her. if i were slightly nicer.” 
the act’s performers ↠  seonghwa x f!reader (professional volleyball player au); slightly wooyoung x f!reader 
wc ↠ 3.6k 
genre ↠ angst angst angst! 
warnings ↠ profanity, suggestive, toxic family, reader is lowkey depressed, manipulation, mentions of harassment/abuse, blood, mentions of a dead rodent (pls lmk if i missed anything). 
a/n ↠ omg idk what to say. but wow I was in a mood. and this is a product of that mood.... AHHH. anyway let me know what ya’ll think hahaha
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“is that... oh fuck it is.” 
just as your lazy eyelids travelled from your phone to the entrance of the restaurant,  your friend cursed at himself internally for voicing his curiosity. it appeared that the snowy draft had swept in a group of familiar faces, though it was only one person in the crowd that had your teeth clenching unwillingly. 
park seonghwa. 
the last person you wanted to see in your gloomy state today. and the last person you had ever wanted to see with some random girl, stuck to his waist. 
suddenly aware of the chapped state of your lips, your tongue trailed against them as a hollow laugh crawled up your throat. 
it had been five months since you broke up with him. and as time trickled on by, your sheets lost his flowery scent, your skin lost any bearings of his affection, and yet your heart still reacted instantly to the sound of his laughter. the fluttering sensation more akin to the stinging associated with a bee bite, rather than the gentle caress of a butterfly. 
before his gaze can catch yours, you roll your eyes then shift your attention to your loud mouthed friend. 
“you don’t have to tip toe around the subject. i’m over it.” 
“are you though?” daniel pushes back at you, his eyebrows raising together to indicate his disbelief. “because if i was in love with someone for a year, i don’t think i’d be over it in 5 months.” 
instead of responding to his question, you placed your elbow against the table before resting your cheek against your palm. the other two individuals sat at your table stared at you with wide eyes, unsure whether to add onto daniel’s commentary. 
“she looks cute, doesn’t she?” no longer concerned with the awkwardness of eye contact, you allowed your y/e/c irises to settle back onto the group, easily fishing out the starring couple of the evening. 
“yeah, she looks like the type of girl too scared to talk unless someone holds her hand.” changbin offers the perspective with heavy distaste, and it’s almost enough to bring a smile to your mouth. 
“he probably fucking loves it. she looks like a real fucking vanilla bean.” the bizarre comparison is accompanied by a bitter taste, and you can’t help but think that this was symbolism at its finest. 
“fuck vanilla! spice is where it’s at!” daniel declares, shoving his beer glass into the air as if his words were a joyful cheer. changbin joins him without missing a beat, raising his own glass before a small ‘clink’ can be heard. 
“we can go, y/n. we don’t have to stay here, you know?” felix breaks his silence, leaning across the table with worry clouding his dark eyes. while the three of you were focused on the group sat across from you, felix was observing you. he could see the underlying heartache that placed stress around your shoulders, and how your intoxicated mind was undoubtedly spiralling with harmful thoughts. 
what if he never really cared? what if he knew the truth about your breakup? what if the entire thing was a lie?
is that why it was so easy to move on? 
“you know, I bet I would have liked her,” 
the defeated smile stretching across your mouth causes the three boys to fall still. to a stranger, it would have appeared bright, consuming and perhaps, enticing - but they could see the way it was a facade. one that was threatening to dismantle any second now. 
“if only I were slightly nicer.” 
for the following five seconds no one dares to speak. the next sound comes from your palms hitting the table as you sit up. determination rips through your entire body, but you’re not going to cause a scene. 
no. that wasn’t the plan at all. 
but the noise is loud enough to finally draw his attention towards you. or at least, you think this is the first time he has noticed you. his gentle eyes are fixed on yours, and a mixture of emotions cause nausea to fill inside your stomach. his eyes flashed with concern...then hurt, and then... love. 
and of course you know it’s love, because you spent countless hours curled against him, staring into those beautiful fucking eyes. 
and the way he was looking at you now was enough to strip you of your remaining sanity. 
“i’m taking home someone tonight. don’t wait for me.” you mumble the words to your friends, fishing out a few bills - enough to cover everyone’s costs - before throwing them onto the table. you heard the protests from your friends, and the sound of scuffling. but before anyone could reach you, you were already outside, inhaling the icy air that calmed your nerves. 
inside of the restaurant, seonghwa was anything but calm. every inch of his body begged him to follow after you, despite the fact another girl was sat directly beside him. a girl who was far too timid to inquire into what just happened. hongjoong shot his best friend a sympathetic look, though guilt was chewing away at his insides this whole time. 
because the only reason seonghwa wasn’t running after you was because you had broken up with him. and the only reason you broke up with him was because hongjoong asked you to. 
five months ago - 
“i’m sorry come again?” a humourless expression molded your features as you stared at hongjoong incredibly. “because i know for a fucking fact you didn’t just tell me to break up with hwa.” 
when hongjoong invited himself over one evening, you thought it was strange but paid no mind to the little voice in your head. maybe he wanted to plan something for seonghwa, or maybe he needed your help with something. there were a dozen of scenarios that you conjured up. but none of them were this. you never thought seonghwa’s best friend would be asking you to break his heart. 
“y/n... i hate myself for doing this. but the coach...” the black haired male looked so desperate - helpless. he despised himself more than you would ever know for asking this of you. “he’s going to let him go if you don’t.” 
the gravity of the situation wasn’t lost on you, but you still found yourself caught in a laugh. because how fucking cruel was this? 
“so, if i don’t leave him, he’s going to lose his future, huh? and if i stay with him, i can potentially fuck up your team’s future too, hm? is that it?” you trailed your index finger over your bottom lip, lightly removing the colour as you threw your head back. it was easier to look straight at the ceiling when liquid was threatening to brew any second in your eyes. 
“y/n, i’m so sorry.” hongjoong chokes out the words with his palms pressed together, it was though he was praying to you for your forgiveness even before any sin was committed. 
“guess it’s only fair that my father fuck up only my future, and not yours.”  another round of laughter falls from your lips. and as you drop fully onto your mattress, with your palm over your face, you find it hard to breathe. 
because the only person who kept you sane this entire time was him. when your father was arrested, and the news outlets refused to leave your front lawn. he was always there, his presence providing you a tranquility you would never have the privilege to feel again. 
but you would do it, of course. sacrifice your own happiness for him. because when you told him he deserved the world, you meant it. and you would never do anything to jeopardize that. 
two minutes go by, and seonghwa cannot stop his staring match with the front door. at the table you once occupied, your friends were hurriedly slipping into their coats and hats, hoping to catch you before you ran too far. 
the agony he saw in your eyes had his heart in a lose-lose battle. he can’t comfort you because you aren’t his to comfort. he can’t call after you, because you made your decision to leave. but god, he’s so close to not caring. 
he doesn’t care if he looks pathetic, just as long as he can make you feel okay for even one more second. because no amount of time will dim his love for you. 
you didn’t notice it, but he was struggling to keep his eyes off of you. you missed the brief panic in his expression when he saw you - how it was only when he recognized those around you, that the heat in his heart simmered. it was unfair of course, to hate the thought of seeing you with someone else, when he agreed to a date with the girl beside him. 
but it was different, right? 
you let him go. 
you. let. him. go. 
and he never understood why. 
 “seonghwa.” 
hongjoong’s low voice startled him, but he nodded without much thought. 
“we need to talk.” 
the pair exited the table together before making a beeline to the backside of the restaurant. seonghwa wore a puzzled expression as hongjoong fiddled with the ends of his sleeves. he wondered what exactly had his best friend on the verge of tears - did he miss something? 
and as soon as hongjoong began confessing to the one thing plaguing his mind for the last five months, seonghwa stumbled back, his knees threatening to give out any second. the missing piece from the puzzle had arrived, and he couldn’t be more angry with himself. 
he should have demanded a proper explanation when you broke up with him. he should have fought you harder. he should have noticed how devastated hongjoong looked whenever he mentioned your name. 
and as seonghwa battled himself mentally, you were already settled comfortably into the bar a few streets away. after downing another drink, your eyes roamed the crowded space for a pretty face, someone potentially worth your time. 
the little voice in your head warns you that this isn’t you - but you only reply to it with a shrug. 
“wow! you look like you could use a distraction.”
tilting your head to the side, your teeth captured your bottom lip as a smile slowly warmed your visage. it was impossible to not smile at the male claiming the seat beside you, especially when he radiated a comforting energy you were desperate for. 
“jung wooyoung, what a fucking surprise.” you adjusted yourself on the stool until your body was mostly facing your former schoolmate. 
the male brushed his fingers through his black hair, drawing the strands away from his forehead with a low chuckle escaping his throat. while his presence proved to be a surprise to you, he was the one who was originally stunned when you entered the bar. from the fact you were alone, he knew something was up. he had seen your snapchat posts earlier, so where were your friends now? 
a few more minutes of observation led him to the conclusion something had occurred - and now, you were looking for someone to satisfy your need to escape reality. 
at first he debated approaching you, because there was no way he wanted to be your one night stand. but the idea of you ending up with the wrong person had him on his feet in seconds. 
he would swallow his little crush on you for now, and approach you as a friend only. 
“i hope it’s a good surprise, right?” wooyoung nudged you playfully with his elbow, before signaling the bartender over. “you need a refill? i’m buying tonight.” the way he lifts an eyebrow has your heart racing madly, and you have to wonder if it’s the alcohol laced into your bloodstream that is at fault for your sudden attraction to him. 
“what’s the occasion?” you question back, leaning the slightest bit forward, in hope to provoke the male. 
wooyoung gulped unconsciously at the limited distance between you two, before casting his gaze aside. 
he was only your friend tonight. he had to remain your friend. 
“what? i can’t treat my friend to a drink?” he teases back, with a shaky laugh. 
his use of the word “friend” forced you to groan. because fuck, you didn’t need another friend. you needed a spark - a newfound romance. something that authors would die to write about. you needed an all consuming love if you were ever to move on from him. 
the dirty blonde who was currently spamming your phone and searching nearby restaurants for you. 
seonghwa’s cheeks were swollen from the liquid spilling from his eyes when he found your friends. it didn’t take them long to realize that the truth was out. the four of them vowed to find you before you made a decision you would regret, keeping in touch through a quick group chat initiated by felix. 
daniel is the one who finds you first, and despite the scene playing out ahead of him, he tells seonghwa where you are. for the last thirty minutes, you were pushing heavily against wooyoung’s resolve. from the flirty remarks to the way your fingers trailed over the chain around his neck. he was going insane. 
and he was perhaps a minute from breaking when he sees your ex saunter into the bar, his skin flushed from the brutal weather outside. he was beginning to understand the reason you were desperate for love tonight. 
wooyoung inhaled a breath, before motioning behind you with his chin. the least he could do was give you a heads-up for what was to come. 
“y/n...” 
before you could inquire into what he was motioning to, you heard another voice call your name. and you don’t have to turn around to know who it is. even if years had passed, you would never forget his voice, or how soft your name sounded falling from his lips. 
the energy it takes to turn to face him is astronomical, and it leaves you feeling empty and torn. 
“hi seonghwa. what can i do for you?” the alcohol makes it easier to appear flamboyant, but the tears blurring his vision makes it rather hard to maintain your bad girl act. 
“can we talk please?” 
“where’s your pretty new girlfriend?” 
wooyoung shifts awkwardly in his seat, unsure whether to leave or to stay. being caught directly in the middle of a lovers quarrel was not on his bucket list for the night. 
“y/n, I think i should go.” wooyoung apologetically offered, his fingers already reaching for his wallet. because while he couldn’t provide you with the distraction you needed, he would at least pay for your drinks. 
you wanted to protest his words, but you knew it wouldn’t be fair. sinking your teeth into the inside of your cheek, you turned your attention back towards your former classmate with guilt weighing on your eyelids. “thank you for joining me tonight... i’m glad i ran into you instead of someone else.” 
wooyoung smiled at your words, nodding once in understanding before placing a few bills on the counter. “i’m glad too. stay in touch, okay?” 
and with that, wooyoung jumped off the bar stool, exiting the tense scene with a heavy sigh threatening to depart. 
maybe in another life you would be his. but in this one...? it was clear who your soulmate was. and it wasn’t him. 
“seonghwa. please just go.” stretching your arms out against the cold surface of the counter, you resisted the urge to drop your head. 
“i won’t.” his voice was barely above of whisper, but it was firm. he should have fought you when you initiated your breakup speech. however, there was no way to rectify his past mistakes. all he could do was change the future. 
his future. your future. 
“please don’t try to protect me.”
the bizarreness of his plea brought a scoff to lift from your burning throat. 
“i don’t need you to protect me. not when it’s only hurting us both.” his fingers were itching to brush against your puffy cheeks, a side-effect of the amount of alcohol you had consumed, but he remained grounded, instructing himself to refrain from making any moves that would further unsettle you. 
but it was too late for that. 
because how dare he claim that the both of you were hurting - when he was the one moving on so easily. you couldn’t bring yourself to date another person. you couldn’t even fucking flirt unless intoxicated. but there he was, with that pretty little doll. 
an emotionless melody is exhaled as you jump off the seat and roughly take his hand in yours. 
“fucking fine. lets go talk, hm?” 
as you dragged him through the bar, you had to force yourself not to fall prey to the freshly awoken butterflies that were singing in joy at the physical contact. it had been so long since you last touched him, and you hated how you were now reminded of how perfectly his hand fit yours. 
once you were outside, you released your hold for your own sanity, and then took three steps away from him. it was only when the harsh weather met your skin did you realize you forgot your jacket inside. but just as you were prompt to forget your own protection from the weather, seonghwa was quick to realize it - scooping off the garment when you were already tugging him along. 
when you noticed the jacket in his hand, your heart did a flip, because it was just so like him. he always noticed things you didn’t, or remembered stuff you forgot. that was what made you secretly resent him. because if he was so hyper aware of everything, why didn’t he realize why you let him go? 
“it’s cold.” seonghwa offered out the jacket, as if it were a peace offering. and if it wasn’t fucking freezing outside, you would have rejected it. 
“yeah no shit.” rolling your eyes, you accepted the item before happily entering into it. the satisfaction on your face clearly demonstrated your gratitude but you still found yourself mumbling a thank you. 
seonghwa’s features morphed into a pained expression upon hearing your gratitude, because he felt he didn’t deserve it. you were ready to go above and beyond for him, and all he could do was make sure you weren’t cold. 
“y/n... i didn’t know until today about what happened. hongjoong... he told me what the coach said. part of me wants to scream at him for putting you in that position, but... this was also my fault too.” raking his fingers roughly through his hair, his attention averted to the snow covered cement below. “i should have realized it. and it’s no excuse but a part of me thought i deserved it. that i wasn’t the perfect boyfriend, and that you could find better.” 
you had to inhale a long breath of air to keep yourself from spewing out a bitter response. because there were many things you could say about his proposition - how it was bullshit, how no one would have treated you better or how even if you could find better, you didn’t want it. you just wanted him. 
“what i’m saying is, i.. fucked up. majorly. and whatever happened with your dad, it has nothing to do with you. or me. or us.” another round of tears had begun brewing inside of his eyes, and he’s wasn’t sure if he could hold them back. 
“oh please. who are you lying to?” curling your fingers inwards, your fingers dug into your palm as you shook your head. “did you know that i had to legally change my last name, seonghwa? yeah. because no one would hire me once they realized who i was.” 
his eyes widened in a manner that communicated both shock and rage. whenever he asked daniel how you were, he always said “good” or “great”. And he didn’t want to push the subject, in fear that it would upset you. but it was beginning to dawn on him just how much you were suffering these last five months. 
the guilt now lacing into the mix of emotions only fueled the fire in your veins. 
“oh you think that’s bad? how about having to move because people keep leaving fucked up shit at your door. like a bucket of blood. or a dead rodent?” it’s impossible to control the salty substance now parading down your cheeks. because while you were protecting him from the world, no one was protecting you. 
“y/n... i’m so sorry.” 
by now, you were both caught in a sob. and seonghwa could no longer hold himself back from doing the one thing he wanted to do since he saw you today. removing the distance between your bodies, he curled an arm around your waist before gingerly leading your face to his chest. 
maybe if you weren’t incredibly intoxicated you would have fought him off. maybe you would have told him to go fuck himself. 
but you were intoxicated, and there was no denying how much you missed him. so you let him hold you, and whisper promises into your hair. weakly placing your arms around him, you allowed your senses to be overwhelmed by him. 
you could permit yourself this one moment of weakness. 
because the tiny voice in your head knows, that come tomorrow... 
you’ll have to let go. 
and you’ll always let go. 
because while he may be your soulmate, you were not his. 
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princess-of-inarizaki · 4 years ago
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Haikyuu manager headcanons!!
Okay so these adorable teams all have the softest spot for their tiny little manager-chan, and here's how they all treat her.
[Ari's note: okay manager fics and headcanons are my absolute favourite and I love writing them]
*.` | Karasuno
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They are extremely laid back with you, compared to some of the other teams. They give you your space, at the same time listen to you when you have something to say.
Respectful simps. Similar to how they act with Kiyoko (ugh yes queen-chan) they're in tears whenever you do things to motivate them, like cheer at their practice matches or give them good luck charms.
They still have the good luck charms you fastened on their bag before one of the matches.
Tanaka and Noya would literally worship the ground which you walked on. Like wow how did they get so lucky as to have three?? Cute managers?? On their team??
Yachi and you would probably subtly simp over Kiyoko with them too ngl.
Hinata and Kags would probably see you as an older sister, eventho you're their age because you're so caring and responsible.
Suga is literally your mom and Daichi is your dad. They make sure you're all healthy and you're doing well in school.
Asahi gives you hugs whenever you're sad or upset! Fite me but I think this gentle baby gives the best hugs ever >:( he's like your comfort senpai and you'd do the same for him, especially when he's feeling insecure or down.
Yams would probably be very shy around you, but he'll warm up in time.
Ahhh the best part. Tsukki! He'd find you annoying and simply not get why you're so Mcfreaking happy at first (shut up u salty beanpole, manager-chan is just a ray of sunshine, okay?) But he soon finds it endearing and slowly gets closer to you.
You walk home with Yams and Tsukki every day since your houses are close, and Tsukki walks you to your door to make sure you're safe!
Ennoshita, Kinoshita and Narita all see you as a little sister and often help you with your managerial duties.
The team cares and respects you so much, and are so thankful you've joined them!!
Meat buns at Ukai's are your hangout spot, and everytime you see them chilling you're so thankful to have such great friends.
*.` | Aoba Johsai
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Aaah we're at the team of one of my favourite characters!! I'll start with Oikawa (can't you tell I'm so biased omg)
Oikawa absolutely adores manager-chan because although she's tiny, she's very strict, and doesn't let his fangirls near the gym when he's practicing, which he appreciates.
"yn-chan, you're so good to me, can I take you out as a thank-you?" Cue Iwa-chan's ball which comes flying at Oikawa's head. "Stop flirting with the manager, shitty-kawa"
Iwa's very fond of you too, but he doesn't let it show too often. Sometimes he picks up your favourite coffee from the vending machine and claims that he bought it by "accident". (How believable<3)
Kunimi probably sends you weird tiktok videos and tags you in funny memes. Very wholesome 10/10.
Kyotani just?? Doesn't understand you?? Like wow, she's small but the team listens to her?? Why?? He later finds out you're the manager. Mad dork here didn't know you were managing the team for the past month, and thought you just came to the gym to watch them practice. Smh.
Matsukawa and Hanamaki give you headpats and like taking selfies with you, much to Oikawa's dismay. He wants to be the only one taking pictures with you.
Like no manager-chan. Stop. Get away from them. My phone's right here I wanna take selfies with you :(
Kindaichi is cool with you. Y'all are bros and you game together sometimes.
Watari and Yahaba join too, and they're surprised to know that you're so aggressive when you game.
Cue a jealous Oikawa who struggles learning how to game just so he's invited to play with you. Simp smh.
They're all very gentle with you, and since you're their first female manager, they make sure to never make you feel uncomfortable.
You guys like grabbing ramen together and having eating contests. They really bring out your aggressive side but you love them for it.
*.` | Shiratorizawa
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Can I just say Semi bsf material? Yes? Yes. Semi Eita is best friend material.
Makes you cute little Spotify playlists and you help him write lyrics to songs occasionally. You play an instrument too and you guys can just jam out for hours on end together.
You get the idea of applying to be the manager because of him, and it all took off from there.
Goshiki loves you. You're fond of your kohāi, and you genuinely just give this touch-starved future ace a lot of hugs and cuddles, which he's SO grateful for.
Like wow, y/n-chan isn't just pretty?? She's also so sweet? And smart? And capable? Semi why have you been hiding her for so long??¿ >:(
Goshiki is just so protective of you, he'd commit murder if he had to.
You have to earn Ushiwaka's respect, yk? And slowly but surely he comes to realise how dependable and responsible you are, and treats you like an indispensable member of the team.
He's got your back. And if he ever senses you're upset, he's trying to cheer you up as best as he can.
"do not feel upset, those grades will mean nothing to you in the future. I doubt you will be able to remember what you got in your second year, third monthly test." You think he's being sweet, and yes he is (in a way), but he's also trying to be reasonable and logical.
Tendo loosens you up and you tend to play pranks on the others with him.
The funniest was when you tried to prank Ushijima by adding wasabi to his onigiri and he?? Didn't get it??
Like "y/n-chan, Tendo, why did you add wasabi to this onigiri? It would've been so much better with tuna mayo??" And he has no reaction whatsoever?¿?
Cue Goshiki who tries the onigiri because he wants to prove he has spice tolerance like Ushijima, eventhough you can low-key see him tearing up.
Shirabu is your voice of reason and you and him often study together. You also have deep and philosophical conversations at 12 a.m. over text, and it is just so wholesome.
He respects you so much, not just because you care for him, but because he finds your brain so fricking smexy.
These eagle babies bring out the best in you and you're always eager to push them forward and bring out the best in them.
*.` | Fukurodani
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First thing's first, besides Akaashi, you are the only other person who can cheer up an emo-mood Bokuto.
Just say "Hey Bo, you're gonna look so much cooler when you spike the ball like the true ace that you are" and his hair's all perking up and his eyes are shining.
Akaashi thinks you are an angel sent from heaven.
You're very soft on your baby owls, and they genuinely just love getting positive affirmations from you.
Akaashi always blushes when you compliment him on his sets. And you can hear him murmur genuine words of gratitude.
The other members do too. They're glad because sometimes people focus on Bo too much and forget to give them recognition, yk? It's easy to get overlooked :(
But thanks to manager-chan who's so attentive with all of them, and who's aware of all their quirks and moods, they're all so touched and so so happy.
You have a habit of getting cold pretty often, especially since practice finishes late and it's pretty chilly by then.
Konoha always lends you his jacket and walks you home, since your home's are the closest. There's just something about you that makes you soft.
You get along really well with Kaori and Yukie, and you'd definitely consider them your best friends, considering y'all are in this thang togetherrrr!!
The Fukurodani team are just all a bunch of crackheads, but they're your crackheads and you wouldn't trade them for the world.
You're a very tight-knit family, (like ugh I just get lots of comfortable, safe vibes from Fukurodani :(( <3)
You guys hang out at the store near your school pretty often to recharge after grueling days of practice together.
*.` | Nekoma
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My second favourite team, Nekoma!! They are precious, gentle, soft babies and I love them to bits and pieces >:(
I'll start with Kuroo. You've always had a tiny soft spot for Kuroo ever since you've become his lab partner in chemistry class.
His notes are immaculate. I mean, cmon we're all hoes for pretty notes
You think he's so incredibly smart and talented, so when he suggests you become the Nekoma manager, you just agree right away.
You guys grow closer since you've started spending more time with him, and you banter around more often than not with chemistry pickup lines.
"hey kitten, let's form a covalent bond"
He's so whipped after you retort back. Like wow she called me sodium fine and said I'm like an exothermic reaction? Permission to simp??
(Ari stfu this isn't a Kuroo fanfic)
Kenma and you definitely play animal crossing together, and he even lets you try his switch, after you guys grow closer.
Kuroo is so insulted, he's never even touched Kenma's switch before >:(
You also push Kenma to do better during practice and he starts to care more about volleyball, since you seem so enthusiastic about it.
Yamamoto isn't even subtle about his simping smh T-T unlike Kuroo, he shamelessly flirts with you, and can't wait to show you off to Tanaka and Noya at the next camp.
"we have such a gorgeous manager now, Nekoma is ThRiViNg" he says in his head with this ridiculous dopey ass smile on his face +_+
Since deep down inside, you're a huge baby, you, Lev, Shibayama, and Inuoka get along so well. They're just happy energetic kittens, and they make you feel so happy.
y'alls energy just match, yk?
Although Fukunaga is shy to tell jokes, he tells them to you, because he knows you'd never judge him, and you actually kinda enjoy laughing along :) he's so touched.
Momma Yaku!! Yaku always lends you his jacket and makes sure to carry snacks for you in his bag. He knows you care so much about the team that you often neglect your own health, which is why he's always there to make you're feeling healthy and good.
Kai and Teshiro help you with your homework and like talking about their favourite singers with you.
They're all just such amazing human beings who treat you so well, and you feel so blessed to be a part of their team. You adore them so much, and they adore you back tenfold.
*.` | Inarizaki
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[Ari's note: Ello there luvs, you've made it to the bottom of this sweet hc post and just get ready for Inarizaki :( they're my favourite team of all time, and I'm just so biased, I'm sorry ;-;]
Inarizaki's entire team just adores you so much, they think you're the light of their lives.
They're all super touch starved babies, and once you realized that, you've made sure to ensure they never feel that way.
Aran is kinda like your protective senpai, and his heart flutters ever so slightly when you call him that senpai kink oops and give him headpats, and he loves patting your head in return.
The twins are so incredibly soft for you.
Their fangirls are sometimes pretty mean, but one glare from the duo is enough to shut them up.
Osamu cooks bentos for you and gives you the warmest hugs when you ask for them, burying his head in the crook of your neck.
Your hand is almost always in Atsumu's because he's so slick?? Like y'all, this mf would be like "y/n-chan, my hand has been aching for a while now" and when you go to observe it, he just pulls your hand into his and pulls you to follow him.
His entire body heats up when you kiss his cheek after a particularly good game, and his brain literally goes "grrrr empty", when he's usually so sly.
The twins are your bodyguards, they follow you everywhere and protect you all the time.
Enter Suna Rintaro, your meme king. He definitely records funny moments that happen during practice and send them to you, just to make you laugh, or memes of the members.
He also definitely takes pictures of you when you aren't noticing, simply because he likes the way your hair looked, or because you looked so beautiful.
Like the twins, his eyes widen whenever you kiss his cheek or ruffle his hair, and it's literally like suna.exc has stopped functioning.
Congrats manager-chan, you broke the kid -.-
Omimi might come across as stoic and cold but he's actually a huge softie, and you often give him positive affirmations.
He's also definitely a huge lover of your hugs, and looks forward to them as motivation to play well.
He'd never tell you though, he's shy™.
My baby Kita compliments you all the fricking time.
"y/n-chan, I mean this is the most sincere way, I think this hairstyle looks stunning on you"
Or "you're so capable and you work so hard, I'm so thankful to have you by my side"
And he has the most genuine expression on his face, his eyes are so earnest and shining so bright.
And when you smile at him, he's like oh shit I made her smile, depression whom? I only know serotonin.
Ginjima is usually rash but with you, he takes his time and weighs everything he says.
He doesn't wanna accidentally hurt you and regret it since he was being careless and not thinking at all.
You calm him down when he's getting too hotheaded with gentle words and he's suddenly a blushing mess.
Unlike some of the other teams that tease you a bunch, Inarizaki treats you so gently. Their little princess, as they think of you.
So mf-ing protective, like if someone looks at you wrong, you can totally bet Atsumu's going for their ankles, sangwoo style, or Osamu is trash talking them to their knees.
Would drop anything and everything to help you if ever needed.
They think you're they're entire world because you go above and beyond for them, and they genuinely love you. Like actually LOVE you to bits and pieces.
—*.`
[Ari's note: AHHH so the manager fic is done this was literally such a joy to write!! I hope you enjoyed it
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Big big hugs <3 have a beautiful day, luvs!!]
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lilacmooon · 3 years ago
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Comments from my girlfriend as she reads through 'Coriander and Lilies' without shipping Kyalin at all and knowing the barest of minimums about ATLA and TLOK:
//Spoilers for my fic below the cut//
Chapter 1:
I'm having a hard time picturing Toph as anything other than old and hunched over or a literal child. Guess I'll try for somewhere in the middle.
I forgot they could earthbend for a second and I was like what's happening.
Chapter 2:
So Lin just doesn't see that Tenzin has a crush on her huh?
Lin's a smartass lol
Nice, are they smoking pot?
Chapter 3:
I love how affectionate Kya is with everyone, especially Lin. So cute.
I ship this.
Do Lin and Tenzin get together in your fic at all like in the show? Cause I'm not here for it.
Chapter 4:
Kya's hot.
Lin coming out to Kya, asking if she can like both?? alsofkgdha.
Chapter 5:
How am I so invested in this already.
I keep forgetting that you wrote this and I can ask you questions. Like an ask the author. I love it.
Chapter 6:
How did Lin get her scars again?
That's fucked up.
Sorry Tenzin I don't care.
Chapter 7:
Don't you think Lin would, like, bring rocks on the boat or something to make her feel better? My headcannon is that Lin has a pet rock.
Why don't they know what a ferris wheel is?
Omg their lips are touching.
Ugh now they are being all angsty about it.
Chapter 8:
So Kya traveled for a year straight to avoid Lin? Mood.
Open your letters Lin. Open one fucking letter!
Are they in the greenhouse or outside the greenhouse? You love a greenhouse.
Oh damn they are kissing.
Lin you have to break up with Tenzin first.
I wanna make out in a greenhouse.
Chapter 9:
How old are they in this chapter? #asktheauthor
Ahhh the title reference. Lin smells like coriander and Kya smells like lilies.
Damn okay Kya. "Just shut up and fuck me already" I'm sweating 🥵
Chapter 10:
I like the flirting.
I'm dying at 'earthbend you over' 😂
Not me tearing up at Katara talking about Aang.
Okay I actually shed a tear baby wow.
Chapter 11:
I love the letters.
I forgot Lin lost her bending too.
Why is your smut so good?
I looked up Kyalin fanart on tumblr today. What did you do to me?
Chapter 12:
Lol at Izumi's letter "Dear Lin, Get over yourself, Respectfully, Izumi" I can't.
Why is Kya so hot?
Why do I feel this way about her?
Like Mommy? Sorry. Mommy? Sorry. Mommy? Sorry. That's how I'm feeling and I hate it.
Chapter 13:
Part four baby!!!
I'm reading so fast and it feels great lol.
I keep forgetting you wrote this and then I remember and I'm like wtf she's so good at this. I wish I had a better job so you could write full time.
The two of them dancing in the kitchen together is so sweet.
Chapter 14:
The Ember Island chapters are my favorite. I love everyone together.
Why are all these smut scenes so good?
Chapter 15:
Wow I feel so called out. I am Lin. (about Lin getting cranky when she's cold or hungry or tired)
I love the journal entries so much. She's been in love with Lin from the get. Little gaymo.
Omg one more chapter left. I might wait. Too emotional.
Chapter 16:
Just kidding I started it.
(Cries while eating snacks)
What did you do to me.
I'm so proud of you.
This is about me. I feel like it's a little bit about me. (It's a lot about her).
I can't believe I read nearly 110k words of a fan fiction in three days.
All because you said "I'm sad and I need serotonin in the form of people telling me they like my writing." And I said, alright BET.
(Cries while playing animal crossing).
I'm just so proud of you.
Can you send me other Kyalin fics that you liked though?
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jotatetsuken · 3 years ago
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SHYNA SHYNA SHYNA!!! first of all omg congrats on 200 followers! you’re an amazing writer and so creative and you deserve all of them ahhh 💕 and your lil event sounds so so cute i love moodboards sm 🥰 and ily
and… yk who i’m going to choose… bc i always follow my heart HXBXJXNXJXNXH
💖💖💖OBVIOUSLY MY MAN OIKS 💖💖💖
for the song, either begin again by t swift or at my worst by pink sweats OR DOUBLE TAKE BY DHRUV (whichever you feel more of a vibe with gdbdudjd I CAN’T CHOOSE SORRY 🏃🏻‍♀️)
and for the aesthetic… i honestly don’t know omg i’m not being helpful at all 💔 BUT UHHHH maybe something that looks comfortable and even better if there’s blue in it hehe or just something that kinda looks soft and relaxed idk how to explain it ahhhh
ANYWAY CONGRATS AGAIN SHYNA LOVE YOU SENDING HUGS AND ALL THE LOVE 💕💕💕
Okay, first of all, I'm going to cry that was the sweetest message ever thank you so so much 😭 second of all the songs you gave me are so beautiful 😭 and dw, I gathered the aesthetic based on the songs mwahhh and third of all, there was never a doubt that you'd choose him hehe <33
Always in the Mood: 200 Followers Mini Event
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Tooru Oikawa held her hand in his, cautioning her, “Run,” as they were being chased by a group of fangirls that wanted to take a picture with him while he was on a date with her. After running for a good amount of time, they landed in a dark alleyway, panting as they had run out of breath. She raised an eyebrow at him in wonder, “shouldn't you be enjoying the attention?” Chuckling, Oikawa approached her, cupped her cheeks, and gave her a kiss on her forehead, sighing, “and divert my attention away from you? No chance. After so long, we finally got to be together after many years of heartbreaks with different people. I'm not going to waste any more time when it comes to showing you how I feel for you.” She smiled at him, grateful that that one Wednesday when they met at a cafe, she got to see love beginning again.
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milkybonya · 3 years ago
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Hi Milky!! I hope you had a nice day today 🥰 I'm graduating in just a few hours! I can't believe it 😭😭 me?? A college graduate?? Sounds fake 😭 but it sounds extra fake because I'm taking an extra year to pursue a certificate so I'll be at the same school taking undergraduate classes with kids 2-3 years younger than me 😭 But idk I'm really excited because my mom is coming to see me today for graduation 🥰 I missed her a lot! I've been making origami for her as stress relief and I'm going to be giving it to her today! I'm not the artistic child in the family so I'm sure it'll mean a lot that I tried for her.
Things have been going really well recently by the way! Finishing up classes and resting for the last few days has been nice. I still have to do work for my internship/second job idk what to call it lol but it's been low maintenance and I can do the work when I want (it's remote!). I'm sure things will pick up on Monday when I start classes but I've been practicing a lot of self care that I hope will carry forward into the summer! Even though I've had a lot going on, my mood has been fantastic. Writing to Kingdom I think has helped a lot. They are all so nice 🥺 Seeing them cheer my posts on Weverse occasionally really goes a long way. Even tho not much has changed since March when I was really going through it, I'm doing much better so idk we love that 🥰
I hope things are going well for you in Korea! Astro on the 28th ahhh have fun!! I don't follow Astro but they seem like very sweet and talented boys so I'm sure it'll be a great experience 🥰🤩 and studying at the YG Cafe?? Hello that sounds so cool! I can't believe you saw a flash of Yoshi 🥺 I can't imagine just hanging out where idols might be coming and going! If you're willing to share, I'd love to hear your favorite part about being in Korea! I'm sure it's hard to choose just one, but if you wanna tell me about a couple, I'd love to hear 🥰
And I just saw your post about writing a blurb for moots' birthdays. You're so sweet 😭🥺 My ult is Baekhyun but idk I feel like I'd rather read for Arthur 🥺 He's climbing up my ult chart very quickly. My birthday is March 21 :) so it's just a little far away lol I haven't been on Tumblr a lot recently (but I have your post notifs on so I always come check when I see you're posting) but I need to continue reading your Treasure drabbles. The ones I read were so cute 🥺🥺 You have such a sweet writing style. It always makes me so happy.
And I'm glad you laughed at my delulu edit LOL everytime I would look at it I started dying laughing. Like I'm so embarrassed I actually made that but I actually did such a good job?? Considering I have like no experience with photo ending I'm happy lol I actually sent it to Arthur on the fancafe a couple days ago 😭 They aren't active on there anymore but they still check the posts so he didn't comment on it but I can only imagine he is laughing at me. As he should tho, it was so silly lol
I hope you have a nice weekend! 💙
omg graduating in a few hours?! you must be graduated by now then, congratulations my love!!! ♡ i'm so proud of you, you did so well... ♡ and hey, even if you're going back to school after and with kids younger than you, that's okay! age is not important, but doing things you love is !
i hope you had a lovely time and with your mom too 💟 i hope she loved the origami!! i didn't know you can do origami :O that's so cool! what kinds of things do you make ?!
i'm so happy you've been getting rest ^^ i hope you're able to keep up the self care ! and that your internship and new classes go well :O you're doing so much omg i'm insanely proud! and so glad to hear things are well :") to be doing better despite things remaining the same is honestly so powerful ❣️
yes omg astro this weekend.. they dropped their new album too and i love it a lot >_< especially my bias, Jinjin, his solo !
i actually... fully saw ikon coming out of their cars and going into the building it was so insane ! seriously being there near where treasure and other yg artists are gives me so much energy T-T
omg my favourite part of korea?? it definitely is hard to choose but i think it's in the small things?? like how good the public transit is, how well-mannered and polite everyone is, the fact that cute cafés are everywhere, the food!! i don't really enjoy cooking so being able to eat out healthily for cheap is such a blessing T-T and omg the convenience stores !!! i love that there's a river near my house, too.. i go for runs there a lot ! oops i listed so many things T-T
i'll be adding your birthday--!!
i can't believe you have my post notifs on aHH you're so sweet i'll cry,,, 😭
seriously your edit made me die for a good 5 minutes hehe so i can only imagine Arthur must've died too!! i'm so glad you sent it to him but it's a shame they aren't so active :( it would be funny to see what he says !
i hope you have a lovely week up ahead 💟
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gladerimaginex · 4 years ago
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Greenie (Part 3)
Request: OMG! I had spent the last 5 hours to read your writing and honestly I think you are one of the best! And I was wondering if you could write a part 3 of « Greenie »? (maybe with a very sassy Minho and an annoyed Thomas *who will anyway be in for Minho’s idea*?) Feel free to do so or not! If you do: a massive THANKS!^^
TWs: Nothing really; more of a general warning though- in the past I never wrote anything spicy, but I think I may start doing some of that because why not
Author’s note: picking back up after literal years because my old coping mechanisms are the only thing left for me now :)))  
Y/n’s first day with the runners had been a whirlwind of rules, tips, sprinting, and exhaustion. Despite that, by the time a few weeks had passed, she had fallen in love with her new job. It was the only thing that actually made her feel like she was accomplishing something in the glade, actually getting them closer to freedom. Sure, the diversions of the glade with the other boys kept her busy, but she only felt useful when she was running. 
Ever since her first day in the glade, Y/n had stuck close to Minho, Thomas, and Newt. The three boys were all intensely committed to protecting and freeing gladers, but otherwise seemed to bring out the best in each other. Minho and Thomas constantly joked and tried to make the quieter, gentler Newt laugh. Y/n felt like she fit right in. She too constantly longed to see Newt’s face light up with a smile. 
“How was it in the maze today?” Newt’s voice called from the homestead and Y/n pulled the hair tie from her sweaty locks. 
Y/n turned and shrugged. “Same answer as every single other day. Very grey. A few vines.”
Newt rolled his soft brown eyes as he limped up to her. “Yeah, yeah, no need to be a smartass.” 
“You know, sometimes I just can’t help it,” she chuckled, gently elbowing Newt in the ribs. “Besides, I can’t help it that you ask me the exact same question every day within minutes of my arrival back in the glade. I only have so much creativity!” 
Newt rolled his eyes again, but this time with a slight scowl. “Yeah, whatever. So sorry for worrying about you doing the most dangerous job in the glade,” he muttered before heading back towards the homestead. 
“Newt!” Y/n called out to him in confusion, but he just kept walking.
Minho slid into the bench seat beside Y/n and across from Thomas with his dinner plate full. “Hey hey Y/n. What’s with Newt today?” he said, eyeing where the blonde boy sat by himself at a table across the room. He always sat with them and only ate alone when second-in-command duties called him away during mealtimes. 
Y/n shrugged. “Your guess is as good as mine, he was totally fine earlier until his mood just… flipped.” 
“Well did he say anything after your run? I saw you two chatting,” Thomas pointed out around a mouthful of food. 
Y/n wrinkled her nose at his table manners but shrugged again. “Nah, we were just messin’ around as usual and then he just stomped off. I mean I know he’s a bit more sensitive than the two of you, but I didn’t even say anything bad! I dunno, maybe we’ve just been a bit too hard on him lately?” 
“Eh, just give him some time to cool down then, Y/n. I’m sure he’s fine, just wants a bit of alone time,” he suggested with a dismissive wave of his hand. “Besides,” he added, grinning cheekily, “I think we could all use some alone time with your annoying ass around sometimes.” 
“Hey!” Y/n shouted with a laugh, pretending to throw a punch at Minho. 
He laughed with glee and dramatically dodged her fake punch, jumping from his seat, bending low at the waist, and barreling towards her midsection. She squealed as he threw her over his shoulder and started running towards the door, shouting “You know the rules, Greenie! Off to the slammer you go!” 
Thinking quickly, even with all the blood rushing to her head, Y/n reached out as best she could and started tickling Minho. 
“Shuck it, Y/n, you’re gonna make me drop you!” he gasped through all the laughter and wiggling, desperately trying to escape Y/n’s fingers. 
“That’s the idea-AHHH!” she shouted as Minho finally lost his grip and she plummeted to the floor. He collapsed beside her, the both of them breathless with laughter, while Thomas stood over them, looking down with a grin. 
“If you guys wanted to start a regular fight night, why didn’t you just say so? I’m sure we could get Gally on board,” Thomas laughed, sticking his hand out to help y/n to her feet. 
“Better watch out! You’re next!” she shouted, hopping to her feet without Thomas’s assistance and putting her fists in front of her face as though beginning a boxing match. Minho accepted Thomas’s hand and slapped him on the shoulder. 
“No offense, man, but my money’s on Y/n.” 
She opened her mouth to gloat, but before a word could pass her lips, she heard a sharp “huff!” and felt someone swoop by her, booking it towards the door. She spun around just in time to see Newt’s back stalk away from dinner alone. 
Thomas gave a low whistle. “Okay, something really pissed him off.” 
Y/n dropped her hands to her sides and rolled her eyes. “Honestly what’s his problem?” she scoffed, feeling annoyance rise in herself. Being frustrated is one thing, but taking it out on your friends is quite another. 
“Should someone go talk to him?” Minho asked slowly. By the time Y/n had turned back around to face Minho and Thomas, they were both looking at her expectantly. 
“Me?! Why do I always have to talk to people when they’re pissed?”
Minho shrugged. “You’re gentler than us. And cuter.”
You let out a sharp laugh. “Aww, I think you guys are cute,” you said, pinching each of their cheeks while they attempted to bat you away. 
Y/n eventually found Newt wandering the gardens alone in the dark. His head was drooping towards his chest so that his blonde hair fell into his face. Y/n had thought he was pissed, but now he looked… sad. Sad and lonely. 
She knew the feeling well. 
“You gonna walk around alone all night?” she called, watching Newt jump at her words, but he didn’t spin around. 
“If you’ll let me,” he grumbled, only just loud enough for Y/n to hear. 
She stepped right up beside him, ignoring the way he ever so slightly leaned away from her. “Well looks like you’re out of luck then.” She firmly planted her feet in the ground and stuck her hands on her hips. “Cause you’re stuck with me. So you can tell me what’s goin’ through your head or you can keep moping.” 
Newt scoffed. “You’re kind of the last person I need to comfort me right now.” 
Taken aback, Y/n recoiled. “Okay, wow. You don’t have to be such a jerk about it, Newt.”
“Me?!” he nearly shouted, finally turning to face her, his eyes wide. “Me being a jerk?! You practically make fun of me for being concerned about your safety and-
“That’s the same teasing we’ve both ALWAYS done-”
 “-then you and Minho and Thomas rub it in my face-”
“Rub WHAT in your face exactly?” Y/n said, exasperation causing her to raise her voice. 
Newt cast his eyes down, finally pausing. “You with Minho and Thomas. You can’t keep your hands off them and they certainly can’t keep their hands off you,” he muttered, absently kicking at the ground. 
Y/n let out a heavy sigh. So that was what all this was about. “Newt, are you serious? That’s the way we’ve always been- we mess around. It’s all just jokes. And what do you care anyway? You’ve never… you’ve never made a move or anything,” she sputters out, finally getting embarrassed herself. Maybe because she felt like the argument was stupid, or maybe because she didn’t want to admit that she had been waiting for him to make a move, and maybe she had always been a bit disappointed that he never had. 
Newt threw his hands up, equally as exasperated. “Well what was I supposed to do? Just assume you were into me, when you treated me only *slightly* *LESS* friendly than Thomas and Minho? I was just supposed to assume and hope you liked me?” 
“Well what was I supposed to do?” she shot back. “Assume that you liked me even though you treated me just like ‘one of the boys’?!” 
Newt cocked an eyebrow. “I do NOT treat you like one of the boys.” His voice was quieter now, but far firmer. He almost sounded… harsh. 
“How so?” she demanded, not ready to ease up. 
“For starters, I think about you first thing every morning. And all throughout the day. And when you’re supposed to be getting back from the maze. And right before I fall asleep every night. I don’t think about the other boys that often.”
Y/n opened her mouth to retort, but no words came out. Her brain was still trying to catch up with what Newt had said. “And everytime I see you, I can’t take my eyes off of you, and I can’t help but think about the way it would feel to touch you- not like the way we nudge and high-five, but to *really* touch you- to kiss you and smell your hair and feel your skin under my fingers… to hear you whisper my name back to me... “ he trailed off, staring intently into Y/n’s eyes for the first time that night. His face was no longer a scowl of annoyance, but now there was a flicker of desire behind his eyes. “I don’t think about anyone else that way,” he finally finished, hoarsely. 
“Newt... “ She whispered, nearly choking on her own words, feeling her face flush hotter by the second and the rest of her body erupt in tingles. 
“Yeah, exactly like that baby,” he said as he lunged forward and roughly pushed his lips against Y/n’s, gripping her waist. 
The shock didn’t slow her down; she immediately wrapped her arms around him, tangling her fingers in his gorgeous blonde hair. 
He was kissing her harder than she imagined possible, taking her breath away in every way possible. HIs fingers slid up under her shirt and gripped the bare skin on her waist. He pulled away from her lips and kissed her neck, behind her ear, burying his face in her neck and hair, squeezing her even tighter. “This is how I wanted to feel your skin, this is how I wanted to smell your hair. This is how I wanted to kiss you,” he muttered before returning hungerly to her lips. 
She pulled back for just long enough for a cheeky grin and to say, “Well why didn’t you say so?”
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moonlight-additions · 3 years ago
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Hi bb!💞 hope you’re doing awesome🥺 just a random question that popped into my head, idek if you did this already, but could you do something where Elena answers her top 5 movies to watch on a rainy day? It’s raining nonstop where I live, so I just thought some movie recs would be cute😆 doesn’t even need to be movies, it could be music, shows, anything<3 Thank you for always writing, and I love you💖💖
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Omg hi babe! 💗I’m doing great, thank you for asking! (I hope you’re doing well too, staying hydrated and healthy too ofc) Ahhh ofc I can totally do that for you! Love you too and hope you enjoy these!💗
the recommendation are under the cut!
WARNING: there is mentions of death in the response!
#ELENA_ANSWERS: 5 things I like to watch on a rainy day? Hmm. Okay, so on rainy days I like to watch things that give off the same mood as the weather! So my first recommendation would be Mind Hunters. It’s this show that is based off of actual serial killers but it follows the life of this detective. Fair warning, it is extremely graphic in the first episode. (someone sh**ts themselves, I swear that’s the worst part) My second recommendation would be Crime Scene: The Vanishing at Cecil Hotel. I promise you that this one is way more toned down than the other and is about the disappearance and death of Elisa Lam. Can you tell that I’m into true crime? Okay, but if you’re not looking for true crime right now, I would recommend this show called Elite. Basically it’s a Spanish drama that is in the mystery/thriller genre. Things happen after some kids get accepted into an Elite high school full of rich, privileged kids, and I promise it will leave you guessing the whole time. Also don’t worry, if you don’t want to watch it in Spanish with subtitles, you can change the language to English. (all of these can be watched on Netflix!) Now for the last recommendations, I’ll give you some songs I like to listen to on rainy days! My go to songs are Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol, Come Up For Air by Skylar Grey, 1974 Live by DeVita, Session 32 by Summer Walker, and Doing It Wrong by Drake. I know that altogether this was more than 5 recommendations but I got a little carried away! I hope that you enjoy these!
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franeridart · 5 years ago
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Anon said: How are you just like "Oh these are just some warm up sketches" and post a full finished piece, while I'm over here sketching a triangle person and calling it a finished piece.
I dunno if this was a legit question asking for a legit answer, but I do happen to have a legit answer so I might as well give it! If I wanted to go into detals with it it’d take me forever though, so allow me to separate it into two points to make it easier
I learnt how to be very fast in putting down my lines and trained myself into not overthinking every single dot I put down. This took about five or six years of drawing daily and a whole life of drawing occasionally before then, because to do so you need to reach a point where you’re drawing something you’ve drawn so many times that by now your hand sort of goes without you needing to think about it much, so it’s not a fast process, but boy is it worth it. Mostly learning how to not overthink it, overthinking it used to be 90% of my time spent on a drawing and dear god did it suck the joy out of everything I drew
I have two very distinctive ways of approaching a drawing, one where I actually put effort in it and the other where I just want to let the squiggles out of my pen, and warm ups are the second one - the lack of effort I’m putting in can have different forms and show in different ways, so a warm up could be a fully colored piece as it could be just a pencil doodle, depending on where and on what exactly I’m being lazy: it could be the type of tool I’m using that allows me to draw without having to line, it could be a very tiny canvas that lets me avoid a ton of details a big canvas would demand. I might be cutting the time I usually put in making sure my anatomy is correct, I might be using a shading technique that takes a tenth of the time my usual one would, I might be using a style that’s just easier and faster to draw, or drawing characters I’ve drawn a trillion times in extremely generic poses and clothes. There’s a lot of things that I can do to make things faster for me! It’s skills you gain as you draw a lot - you learn how to draw things the hard way, and then you realize that along the way you learnt how to do them the easy way too
hope this actually answers your question! If it was a question at all lol if it wasn’t then sorry for rambling, please pretend I didn’t say anything hahaha
Anon said: I love your newest comic!!! So adorable!! I noticed Bakugou's mom does the affectionate hair rustle thing to him in the manga/anime, do you think Bakugou subconsciously does the same to show affection cause of it? I love the way you draw faces and poses, it's so expressive!!
Ahhhhh thank you so much!!! And yeah, it might be! After all we do take a lot from the people we live with even without realizing, and he’s already so similar to his mom!
Anon said: I saw your bakushima comic from October 9th (2019) where Bakugo falls asleep studying and Kirishima sets him down on the table properly and it was so soft my heart is crying
;;;;; !!!!!!!! I’m glad you liked it!! <3<3
Anon said: If it not to much, could I possibly get a Ochamina doodle pls? I just love some sweet lesbeans 👉👈
Awww I’m not taking requests right now, but I’ll keep it in mind for next time I want to doodle and don’t know what!
Anon said: I love your art! I envy you.
Please don’t! There’s a lot of reasons why being me isn’t a lot of fun - if it’s just my skill you envy, then all you gotta do is draw a lot! 
Anon said: i just went through your entire kiribaku tag and omg it was beautiful seeing the progression in your art skills but still keeping the same funny/cute/heartwarming/etc traits you thought up for their dynamic!! i hope that makes sense haha !! love your art keep it up
It does make sense!!! Thank you so much both for looking through the whole tag and for thinking so, it means a lot to me!! ;;; <3<3
Anon said: Hey fran! I hope you're doing well(especially with quarantine and all)!! I really love your anatomy and how fluid and stylistic it can be! It's super fun to look at! I wanted to ask you if you ever did any in depth studies on anatomy? Like muscles and bones. I've heard a lot of artists mention the necessity of studying bones/muscles, i'd really like to know your opinion on the subject
Ahhh god thank you so much!! And... hmm let’s see if I can word this properly and have it make sense - always keeping in mind that this is just my opinion, of course!
If all you want to do is to draw, then all you need to do is to pick up your pencil and draw - it’s really that easy as far as I’m concerned. You don’t need to know anatomy in depth to just draw, everyone has seen a person, everyone knows how a person looks. That is, if all you want to do is to draw for the sake of drawing. If you want to draw an anatomically correct looking human being, though, you do need to know how anatomy works - and the deeper you’ll go into studying it the more correct your people will look. It’s kind how everyone can draw a bicycle, but if you want to draw a realistic bicycle you’re gonna need to look up references for it, you know? It’s all on the level at which you’re interested in drawing, the more technically skilled you want to be the more you’ll have to study
As for my personal experience with this, I hate studying with a passion. Studying puts a damper on my enjoyement of everything, and drawing isn’t excluded from this - you put a book in front of me expecting me to study it and suddenly I never want to pick up a pencil again. This means that I never sat down and studied anatomy in depth and all in one go just to learn how to draw a human being, but it doesn’t mean that I didn’t, slowly and now and again and in bits and pieces, study parts of the body to get a better understanding of it. I know better about the skeleton than I do about muscles, and I still have enough to learn about everything that anyone who’s studied anatomy properly would find a trillion mistakes in everything I draw, but my way of going about drawing has always been and always will be putting my enjoyement of it first and foremost, so I’m not interested in putting myself through a tour-de-force to learn everything there is to know about anatomy just to make my doodles look appealing to someone with a medical degree haha I’m just doing me, and when the mood is right I look up how to properly draw something, but until then I just do it as best as I can with my limited knowledge, being fully aware that what I’m producing is far from accurate but being willing to make that compromise for my own comfort
So that’s my opinion on it lol it all boils down to how important it is for you to know how to properly draw the human body - of course it’s gonna look more professional and better if you’ve studied it, but everyone has their own priorities, you know?
Anon said: Thank you for your hard work, seeing an upload from you is so nice, and the colors are so pretty
Thank you so muuuuccchhhhh!!!! TTATT <3<3<3
Anon said: Opinions on Tokoyami Fumikage 💕
One of my top faves in the whole manga, actually! I have a drawing in the making of him, I should get back to it..........
Anon said: HOLY SHIT FRAN THE TOES HOW YOU DRAW THE TOES SO WELL FEET ARE THE DEATH OF ME AND YOU’RE OVER HERE DRAWING TOES THEY’RE SO GOOD PLEASE TEACH ME YOUR WAYS!!! -❤️
Thank you!!!!!!!! So pretty much my way of learning this specific skill was being obsessed with elves when I was fifteen and wanting to draw them all the time  and also for whatever reason being convinced that they were not supposed to wear shoes so I just drew a lot of feet with references and tutorials and stuff till I could draw my elves properly. Which isn’t necessarily what you need to do to learn how to draw feet, but, I mean, it worked for me lol
Anon said: I love ur Bnha ships and all but what would u do if some of them didn’t become canon??
Oh, I actually don’t care about that at all? I don’t expect most of them to become canon anyway - like, ochadeku sounds reasonable and kamijirou seems to be getting there, but everything else I never even considered it as an actual possibilily. I don’t really ship because I want to see my ships become canon, I just like the potential in what I can make with them? If that makes sense? They’re just fun to think about and I like making fancontent, that’s all there is to it really haha honestly if I had my way no ship would ever be canon ever ha ha ha
Anon said: Slep is for the wek
No actually sleep is for Frans who want a chance at getting up tomorrow morning without an headache for once, so I should do that and go to sleep already lmao
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thirstybtsthoughts · 4 years ago
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Hi Bunny 😊
First of all, I hope you have wonderful day ❤
Second of all, it's my first time writing to you and I fought about it for a lot of time and now I think I have enough courage to do it even as na anon.
So the thing is since I finished 17th years I start getting horny just before and at the time when my period come and I was doing fine for nearly 4 years since I become an army and I fall for a man I thought I would never fall so hard but actually I fall so hard that I'm still lying at the ground and can't get up, and since that happed I'm horny for this one man, Kim Fucking Namjoon.
Normal I'm soft stan, to that point my best friend, whose Yoongi stan, had to send me photos for live performances of Butter with focused on Joonie lower part because I didn't notice it after watching it like six or seven times because normally I'm not paying attention to that things or when his tummy is showing my reaction is literally "OMG look at this cute tummy, so adorable 🥺" but everything changes when it comes to my period.
At this time of month I want this man to fuck me so hard that I will forgot my name and pass out from the pleasure (with is pretty funny because I'm a virgin and I don't even know what a dick feels like, yeah, I'm so done with my life 😂). For example, I just got my period yesterday and while I was lying in my bed, and nearly crying because of pain and promising my womb that I'm gonna cut her out of me, I wanted so badly to feel Joon dick inside me, like I would be on my four, he would take me from behind, pounding into me like animal in heat, moaning with his deep, hoarse voice (I'm musician and I'm pretty sensitive for sounds and this is the only kink I know I have) and after he comes he would knock me over on my back and enter me again and this time he would do it so slow that it gonna make me cry and he would whispers dirty things right to my ear... I'm so fucking done with my life 😭😭😭
And as said at the beginning I hope you have wonderful day and you feeling well and taking care of yourself ❤
One more question, can I have this 🐨 as an anon, because I was looking at your list and I didn't see it was taken, but if it's taken can I have this 🐨🥺
Love you ❤❤❤
Hello!! I'm glad you sent me the message!
Ahhh such a mood 🥵, istg having periods sucks but when we’re on them our minds do come up with some fab horny scenarios 😁.
Oh my godddd yesss those Joon thoughts are everything 🥵🥵. I’m on my period right now and I feel every part of it, Joon can pound me so hard that I forget my own name 🥵💦💦💦
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