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nyukyusnz · 1 year ago

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OK . I NEVER SEEN THE LORAX OR THE LION KING . I HATE PINEAPPLE ON PIZZA BC ITS DISGUSTING . ALSO @ MINNIELVR YES I HATE CHEESECAKE TOO . I DIDNT HAVE MY PHONE ON DARK MODE . IDK WTF ICE AGE IS OR I DIDNT KNOW WHAT FRUIT PIZZA WAS .

#THE ONLY KOOL AID FLAVOR I ACTUALLY ENJOY DRINKING IS ORANGE BUT I USED TO LOVE THEM ALL . I HATE PB&J . I HATE ANY CRUSH FLAVOR THAT -#ISNT ORANGE . I HATE CHEEZ-ITS . I HATE STRAWBERRY KIWI .#SO MUCH MORE THINGS THAT I CANT REMEMBER RN #111:kya responds *!?#222:mutuals *!?#444:leo(🐿) *!?

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creekbed-burial · 8 months ago

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#mine #missing roadtrips rn more than ever i NEED summer to get here #i cant remember what state i was in during these so im gonna assume the midwest per usual #probably indiana if were being honest #also throw back to taking these on my now no longer working handycam i miss that thing so much :(#regional gothic #american gothic #americana #gothic americana #midwest #midwest gothic #midwestern gothic #midwestern usa #sony handycam #camcorder #digital camcorder #digicam #digital camera

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plut00nline · 1 year ago

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I hope this new age of animation violently drowns out the forced desaturation and "simple" designs of every major company looking to turn animation into a cash grab

#what a time to be alive #the past 5 years has shown what amazing things people can do with style and tone within animation #ugh i just love it all so much #nimona #puss in boots the last wish #spiderman across the spiderverse #spiderman into the spiderverse #wendell and wild #the mitchells vs the machines #there are so much more but i cant remember them all rn #animation #film

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orcelito · 24 days ago

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God, this is fucking crazy

So i only have 3 more classes to take, but it'll cost the same to take 3 classes as 4 classes. So I've been thinking about taking a 4th class just for the hell of it. Something fun and/or easy.

Out of curiosity, I looked up orchestras. I was in it in my first year, but I haven't consistently played since 2016. But I still dream about being in an orchestra again. I *miss it*. So I was like. Well, what if *that* was my 4th class next semester? What If?

I looked it up. This week is the last week they're doing auditions for it. There was only one more spot free after today. And that's *tomorrow evening*.

I haven't really played my violin much in YEARS. I'm so out of practice. But apparently they don't reject anyone outright. Auditions are just for placement. So worst case scenario, I get placed in an orchestra at a lower skill level than I was at my prime. It'd still be an orchestra.

It's crazy short notice, but I don't think I'd forgive myself if I passed it up. Bc I have just one more semester before I graduate. One last opportunity to be in a school orchestra. And if I didn't do this, I'd be left with that What If forever.

So. Crazy short notice, but I have a violin audition tomorrow!!! Hahahaha

#speculation nation #im literally shaking with nerves rn but i want this so so so badly #i remember. how to play. my arms are just so much stiffer than they used to be. and my nails. man im gonna have to trim my fucking nails #at least my left hand. kinda sucks bc i like the polish i have on rn but u cant have any long nail at all for violin.#i need to play two scales of my choosing. ascending and descending in three octaves.#recommended for violin is A C or E-flat major. of course i know A and C but i'd have to look up E-flat. never did much with flats in school #then again i have that One Two Three and a Half rhythm Down. thats how id often warm myself up.#start with the base G string and just do a scale up and down (one octave). go up to the next note. do it again.#again and again until i started running out of room on the E string. & if i was Real motivated maybe id start shifting to continue.#so all id need to do is find the E flat and id be good. it all follows the same pattern.#the harder challenge will be the solo or etude. 2-3 minutes in length. only *one day* to prepare.#i have NO IDEA what id even play. i'll look in my old sheet music to see if theres anything that might work #simple enough for me to relearn on such short notice. and interesting enough to be played solo #(since i was always in orchestras it's not always the best for solo playing. tho i was also first violin section a lot #which is Basically the same as playing solo lmaooo)#if i cant find anything i do have a few sheet music books i could look in. id hate to play smth too simple #but better simple and Right than trying to do something above my current skill level.#which IRKS ME bc once upon a time i was the 4th best violinist in my high school. out of nearly 2k students.#but thats what happens when u go years without consistent practice :p ur arm gets Stiff.#im. still nervous but also thinking about the music is making me EXCITED.#it's going to be a wild time prepping for this thing but itll be over in like 5 mins and i dont even have to worry about Passing #so long as i *do it* i should get into something. i just need to push myself. do it. get out there. *play your violin*#i already cried in a public bathroom for 10 mins today and im feeling emotional Again.#not quite crying emotional tho thankfully. just. i feel like i need to climb onto a rooftop and SCREAM!!!! but like in a good way.#so so so nervous but itll be so so so worth it. i could be in an orchestra again. finally. finally finally finally.#and i STILL NEED TO FINISH THIS ASSIGNMENT.....!!!! hfkahfks today has been. a DAY.#just. keeps going through my head. i could be in an orchestra again. i could be in an orchestra again. at least one more time.

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f1owermoon · 2 months ago

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sorry i just. need to rant for a second

#cause dude the whole joost situation is SO fucking upsetting #he's mentioned over and over again how overwhelming this whole overnight success thing has been for him and to respect his boundaries #and instead of yk respecting his wishes “fans” go and make things worse by constantly overstepping and being creepy and weird like hello???#like why can't we all just be normal and take a step back and enjoy things #these people are gonna end up driving him off the internet and i wouldn't blame him one bit #and the worst part is the people who should get the memo obviously don't (or refuse to) bc this isn't an isolated instance #like its been going on for a while now #idk man i just think about how hard it must be for him rn #one of the things that turned me into a joost fan (besides his music) was his personality #like i obviously dont know him on a personal basis #but from the little bits ive seen he comes across as a really genuine and sweet and kind dude #super thoughtful as well. like i just love the way he thinks and his take on things #like i remember watching his eurovision interviews and just thinking oh man this dude's a ray of sunshine LMFAO #also the literal definition of resilience like dude's been through so much stuff and hes always managed to come out on top despite of it #and thats something i really admire about him too. like the way he put it as not letting your traumas be just that #but also something that can drive you forward #but yeah dude's had more than enough like he deserves to be happy and have some peace and ppl keep ruining it for him and it makes me upset #like i actually slept like shit last night and woke up feeling terrible and i wonder if what went down yesterday w the whole live thing #has anything to do with it lmfao #and you may be like ok well youre taking it too personally and letting it affect you #and yeah maybe youre right LOL but i cant help it i care about the guy and i want him to be okay #he seems to have a really good support system though so i hope things blow over soon and he can finally have some peace #anyway. rant over! 💋#raquel speaks

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felixisfruity · 3 months ago

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dude my family has GOT to acknowledge their problems. if you get into an argument and then pretend it never happened it‘s not making SHIT better. im so sick of this

#felix babbles #MY DAD IS THE PROBLEM #he needs to acknowledge that NOBODY gives a fuck that he‘s an adult. you still can be wrong. you ARE wrong. a Lot.#the things he‘s said. jesus #he‘s not even a bad guy #he‘s a nice person. he‘s certainly not abusive and cares for us #but he does do some very fucked up shit and for some reason im never allowed to address it or i get in trouble #shock of the century: ur kid didnt really like it when you said [specific minority] doesnt care as much about their education not because t #ats how they were raised or they have more important things or Nope. because theyre in that minority. or that‘s at least what he made it so #nd like. and countless other things #also you cannot just say „i dont do this thing anymore so you cant be mad at me“ DUDE ARE YOU JOKING RN. i literally flinch when someone ge #s close to me. and i refuse to even walk by you when you’re mad. because you taught me when iwas little that i might get fucking hit #and he doesnt do that anymore. which is awesome. and im glad. but he didnt apologise. and if he did it wasnt enough if i dont remember it #im still. scared of him. and it‘s fucked up that im not allowed to be #swagever. at least that ddint happen today #vent #anyway

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girl-bateman · 5 months ago

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No positive notes for today. I think my left eye got fucked up from crying too much bc it's bleeding. Tomorrow I vow to shower.

#ive made my sister mad at me somehow #and ive made my mom mad at me by having an attitude #(i think im turing resentful of my childhood neglect bc i fear what might have happened because of it)#so this house feels like the most suffocating prison #and my body feels like a prison and my mind and my heart and my soul.. etc etc. you get it #i keep thinking. what if i run away ! somewhere where i can be happy again !#but then i remember i cant run from it. i can never escape. i can never undo a single thing. i can never prevent what has already been done #and then i cry again and again and again #and then i get a headache bc i have to hold my breath so that no one will hear me cry #and then ill cry some more bc a sick and pathetic part of me actually wants to be heard and comforted #idk. every time i think its getting better it gets worse all over again #rn im just spending my days wishing i was asleep #since the nightmares still haven't come back being asleep is much nicer than being awake #ig something else positive is that i havent relapsed or engaged in anything more destructive than some self isolation #so.. yay for that idk.#i know it'll get better if i wait it out but i also know it wont be fixed #and i am just so tired of feeling crazy and broken all the time #god this all sounds like a 13 year olds note app emo poetry lol

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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my biggest crime of all is that despite the like five VA posts i made i never once pointed out totsuka was voiced by patrick seitz, my king my champ my fave

#snap chats #i love patrick seitz so much oh my god....#HOW COULD I FORGEEETTTT #I HEARD TOTSUKA FOR A SECOND AND I INSTANTLY KNEWWWW #its like how i heard young masumi and knew it was JYB like a brother just knows these things #anyways for the uninitiated patrick seitz played characters like hector (fire emblem) endeavor (MHA) and dio (JJBA)#obviously hes played many more charas but those are the first guys i think of #also so funny i dont care bout mha at all EXCEPT endeavor and a big part of it is cause seitz voices him in the eng dub #and i used to catch my bro watchin it on the telly so ☠️#god who else did seitz play i know i know him from more stuff but i cant remember em rn #oh well beddy time

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sundial-girl · 1 year ago

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would hiki be a friends with the crows person or a friends with the crabs person

more inclined to say the crows b/c aside from a sense of bird favoritism, i feel like its easier for him to actually encounter crows?? like crabs live near the sea man (and/or some large bodies of freshwater ig but lets ignore that for these purposes)... when/where is lil ghost boy gonna pull up to the ocean 😭😭😭

given crows' intelligence now you're just giving me the mental image of him trying (and failing) to convert crows to religion and ahkhskjhakjhskjghkjh 😂😂😭😭😭

#ask #i would draw this but I CANT RN 🤬🤬😭😭😭 curse having to work on hw (yes im procrastinating but sh.)#(i dont have my drawing tablet is the point. i could do it on my phone sure but i dont like drawing on there :'))#isnt there something in the bible about eating seafood? i might be thinking of other dietary restrictions (sorry idk much abt religions)#not that im saying hiki would like. scoop up the crabs and eat them raw but hakjhskjg 😭😭😭 i looked up 'do crabs go to heaven' for this #IF THEYRE HIS FRIENDS HE WOULDNT EAT THEM I DONT THINK?? anyways ignoring that #a lot of this i feel depends on like. personal interpretations and ideas whatever. like if your hiki is actually alive (which he is iirc)#or not. i remember hearing something about ghosts and not being able to cross water but that could b wrong. and again i usually have him as #a ghost or smthn. you could also argue even w/ the crows then too some people say animals are affected by paranormal activity so?#the crows could also potentially sense something and not like it. but idk. i cant think of any particular religious connotation w/ crows #other birds yes but i dont know abt crows. i personally tho fucking love corvids so i think he should b friends w/ them yes #(sorry is my bird favoritism thinly veiled? 😭 IM SORRY i swear i like sea creatures too but like. birds is easier to access)#i do have some potential ocean-related hiki ideas but thats also leaning more towards some personal hcs so? yuh.#ok tldr; i think crows fits him aesthetically better but i feel he could be friends w/ both. just depends on a lot of other things #vocaloid #utau

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orcelito · 20 days ago

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I spent 3.5 hours laying in bed and Not Sleeping simply because it was not foretold. Still tried my best tho, and it was still rest even if it wasn't as good as actual sleep.

I'm up now to focus good and hard on my essay exam for the next...hmmm. well I have 12 pages to write. 3 pages per 4 sections. I did start on one section tho. And these have the benefit of being less heavy of topics as the ones in the first exam. Aka the "explain the differences between sex, gender, and sexuality in depth" and the "talk about how religion has impacted gender presentations" and the "discuss the impact of gender on psychology" etc etc. First one was unexpectedly tricky bc of how Hard it is to describe smth that feels like common knowledge. Like how do you describe the male sex without getting weirdly detailed on it Or just saying "male sex organs" or whatever??? Idk I made do. Religion was the chunkiest one and the hardest to do, by virtue of how much damn research I had to do. The psychology one was the one I rushed lol but the saving grace for it was that it just said "discuss" instead of like. Explain In Depth (like it did for the first two.) Which. The 2nd one was actually pretty easy, aka it was about explaining each term under the LGBTQIA+ acronym. I wrote that one the fastest (for obvious reasons lol) but it was still tedious to write it all out. Still not as hard as the religion question tho.

THIS EXAM....!!! The first question is asking about how sexual language has evolved over time. The second is about gender's effect on nonverbal communication. The third is about gender in TV and film. And the fourth is about sexism in the music industry.

So, certainly topics there are a lot to say about, but also not getting quite so deep in the historical or scientific sides of things. Mostly about modern sociology, I guess 🤔. And they all basically have the "discuss" prompt, so I just need to say some shit that's on-topic and answers the central question and I'll be golden!!!

So I'm Hoping it won't take me too too long. Best case scenario, I finish by... 4 am...? With the last one, it took me maybe 2 hours ish per prompt, except for the last one which I finished in a bit over an hour. Give or take a little. So if I stay on task and focus hard, maybe I can finish it in like 4 or 5 hours. Maybe 6. I'm hoping for not 8 lol. For it is 11:30 pm right now, and I will need to be up by 9 am. I'd like to get at least some sleep tonight!!!! So I will do my best.