#im still. scared of him. and it‘s fucked up that im not allowed to be
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dude my family has GOT to acknowledge their problems. if you get into an argument and then pretend it never happened it‘s not making SHIT better. im so sick of this
#felix babbles#MY DAD IS THE PROBLEM#he needs to acknowledge that NOBODY gives a fuck that he‘s an adult. you still can be wrong. you ARE wrong. a Lot.#the things he‘s said. jesus#he‘s not even a bad guy#he‘s a nice person. he‘s certainly not abusive and cares for us#but he does do some very fucked up shit and for some reason im never allowed to address it or i get in trouble#shock of the century: ur kid didnt really like it when you said [specific minority] doesnt care as much about their education not because t#ats how they were raised or they have more important things or Nope. because theyre in that minority. or that‘s at least what he made it so#nd like. and countless other things#also you cannot just say „i dont do this thing anymore so you cant be mad at me“ DUDE ARE YOU JOKING RN. i literally flinch when someone ge#s close to me. and i refuse to even walk by you when you’re mad. because you taught me when iwas little that i might get fucking hit#and he doesnt do that anymore. which is awesome. and im glad. but he didnt apologise. and if he did it wasnt enough if i dont remember it#im still. scared of him. and it‘s fucked up that im not allowed to be#swagever. at least that ddint happen today#vent#anyway
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Diabolik lovers Chaos Lineage: Ayato Sakamaki (Story 02)
In terms of the gameplay: The black choices lead up to a bad ending, the white choices lead up to a good ending. Please no reposting onto other sites, ask me before translating this into another language too! I’m an amateur translator, but I hope you do enjoy it anyway!♡
Place: Orange Mansion ー Ayato's room
Ayato: (Tch, yesterday was weird. I thought that I’d just enjoy my time and play with Chichinashi)
(Was that, dazzling... because I sucked her blood?)
(Oh, it's definitely because it was thick, sweet and delicious. Its only nature to feel that way.)
(— but, that taste... It felt kind of nostalgic. Why...?)
Ah....uhh...?
(Not good... I should definitely stop thinking about it. I might get better like that)
Shit, I remembered that blood and I immediately got thirsty.
OK. I will go to the her room and drink as much as possible.
Besides, it is natural that I have Eve by my side.
That’s right. I will become the king and the best...
Place: Orange Mansion ー unoccupied room
Yui: (Ayato-kun... He really forgot about me)
(But If I think about it, it seems that not only Ayato-kun, everyone has a strange memory.)
(At such a time, what should I do from now on?)
(— Ayato-kun, will probably... not remember me from now on?)
*footsteps appear*
Yui: —!
(This approaching footsteps... could it be Ayato-kun !?)
Ayato: Yo, Ayato-sama went to your room to check if you’re okay! So, how are you?
Yui: I, uhm..
(In this current situation, I can’t be happy ...)
(I also, don’t think Ayato-kun came here because he’s worried...)
Ayato: I am thirsty. So you should offer me your blood
Yui: (Yeah, it looks like I thought. Ayato just came here to suck my blood)
Ah, Ayato-kun. I want you to knock at least. Because I am surprised if it is so sudden
Ayato: I don’t care. I thought I’m allowed to enter when I want to
Yui: (He’s not listening at all...)
Ayato: I said that I am thirsty tho. Hurry up and give me your blood already!
Yui: (I feel like... I came back to when I first met him)
(Although I finally started to understand, Ayato-kun is not the same —)
(We even got over all the hard and sad things together, we became lovers, have you really forgotten it all?)
Ayato: What are you waiting for. I’ll suck your blood, whatever you say!
Yui: Ah! Wait! I want you to listen to a story from me!
Ayato: A story? I’ll listen to it after I sucked your blood.
*Ayato pushes Yui*
Yui: Kya!
(I’m forced against the wall—)
Ayato: Hehe.. that looks good. Don’t struggle. I’ll go and suck from the same place as yesterday.
Make sure to feel the pleasure. Aren’t you happy and excited about it? That’s why...
Yui: ....
(Oh, I’m used to be sucked by Ayato because... he is my partner, maybe that’s why im not scared?)
Ayato: — What is that? Be more scared, you’re making me bored like that.
Yui: huh?
Ayato: I wonder what happened to you yesterday. You’re not scared at all.
Yui: ....yes, it’s like I said before.
(Its not like that it’s my first time, that I’m forced to let him suck my blood...)
(Without noticing, I probably got used to it.)
(At the end, this Ayato-kun is not different to the person I fell in love with)
...yes. I’m not scared at all.
Ayato: You do, really know your place now. Are you finally giving me more of that delicious face? ...*kisses*
Yui: ...hey!
(He kissed my neck...!)
Ayato: Heh, your voice finally came out. You should enjoy it more, because I won’t stop here. Entertain me.
Yui: (He‘s really going to suck the same place...!)
(I should not get swept away with my thoughts. I need to make Ayato-kun listen to me! But how...)
(... I know!)
Hey! It’s Ruki-kun!
Ayato: Tch, did he came in to interrupt me again?!
*Ayato steps back*
Yui: (Yes, he let me go! I’m free now...!)
Ayato: ...Hah? What do you mean, I don’t see anyone here
Yui: (That’s bad! If he’ll figure out I tricked him...!)
Kya!
Ayato: Idiot, don't think I’ll forgive you easily for scaring Ore-sama like that...
Yui: ...After all, you were scared right?
Ayato: You literally tricked me! I shall punish you for lying to me!
Yui: ...Uhh, I’m sorry
Ayato: I’m sorry my ass!
*Ayato pushes Yui*
Yui: ...Wait!
Ayato: Looks like I caught you! I won’t let you get away from me that easy anymore.
Make sure to remember that. You should slowly understand the fact that you can’t run away from me, so don’t even try it
Yui: I’m sorry! I won’t disobey anymore~!
Ayato: Heh, exactly!
*someone enters the room*
Shin: — Wait. What are you both doing?
Ayato: Huh?
Yui: Shin-san
Shin: Could you keep your voices down... it’s annoying
Ayato: Oh just, shut up. its none of your business anyway
Shin: Are you betraying our brother while taking blood from her? —You better stop with that.
Ayato: hah?
Shin: I‘ll tell him it’s a misunderstanding this time and I‘ll pretend I didn’t see anything
You and Eve could be killed by our eldest brother. He‘s supposed to become the king tho.
Ayato: Who said that? I for myself, decided that i‘ll become king!
Shin: heh
You‘re the worst. Are you really so stupid that you don’t understand?
I‘ll stop interrupting here, such an idiot is not worth my precious time.
Ayato: You‘re so annoying. Get out of here!
Shin: I was planing to go anyway. Ah... That's right, I need to bring you a message.
In the livingroom is some pudding from our brother... and you shouldn’t touch it
*Shin leaves*
Ayato: Eh, pudding
Yui: (Ayato-kun...? Is this...really okay?)
Ayato: Sounds good. I will eat it while Ruki is gone
Yui: (Oh my!)
Ayato: i‘m looking forward to see his sloppy face when he comes back!
*Ayato leaves*
Yui: Wait, Ayato-kun!
*Yui follows Ayato*
(But ruki-kun is eating pudding? It’s a bit surprising)
Place: Orange Mansion - Living room
Ayato: Oh! I discovered the pudding! I‘m sure that’s it
Yui: Wait, Ayato-kun. I think it would be bad if you take it, Ruki hates it when you‘re acting selfish.
Ayato: hehe, but there’s only one left.
Yui: (He shouldn’t...do it. But he won’t listen to me)
*Ayato is eating*
Ayato: I‘m surprised. This tastes amazing
Yui: (AH! He‘s really eating it!)
Are you sure Ruki-kun won’t notice?
Ayato: Shin will probably tell him anyway
Yui: (I can't imagine that Ruki is actually eating pudding)
(This would rather suit Kanato-kun in my opinion)
Ayato-kun. I still think it’s a bad idea that you’re eating it
Ayato: You‘re so noisy. Come on... open your mouth.
Yui: Huh? What...
*Ayato feed her*
Yui: hmh!
(He literally forced the spoon in my mouth!)
Ayato: hehe! Now you ate sth from it too
Yui: still
Ayato: hehe, it really looks like you enjoyed it.
I wouldn’t mind more of those kind of plays at all.
It's more fun if I am sucking your blood, but this atmosphere is fine too.
Yui: (Wait!? I guess, he’s just looking at me, as his toy for now...)
....*coughs*
Ayato: Is the spoon too huge for your mouth or what? I should get another one then.
Yui: Nono, I am totally fine... Hey Ayato.kun, you really can’t remember anything...?
Ayato: Huh? What is it.
Yui: (Nothing changed... He doesn’t love me neither he remembers sth)
(Will I be able, to return the memories we had together...?)
(I can’t give up on him so easily)
*Ruki comes in*
Ruki: Why are you guys gathering in such a place and what ...
Huh?
Yui: Oh, Ruki-kun! That is...
Ruki: Oi, why is it that you ate a whole dessert from Kanato here?
Yui: Eh!!
(This pudding wasn’t from Ruki-kun, it was from Kanato-kun from the very beginning...!)
(What should I do, as I know Kanato-kun will get very angry)
Ayato: eh? This wasn’t yours at all?
Ruki: I should‘ve known Shin would do sth like that..
Do you think it’s possible to prepare a whole pudding before dinner? Start thinking!
Ayato: What you mean, You mean shin actually fooled me?! What an asshole!
Moreover, Kanato will get extremely angry at me if he finds out!
If Kanato will find out I ate it, I won’t be able to sleep ever again...
Yui: (Yes, right. Kanato-kun, who loves sweets, wouldn’t leave Ayato in peace at all)
*someone enters*
Kanato: ...I-Is that... my... pudding...
Yui: Ah!
Ayato: Tch... he came
Yui: (im afraid what will happen...!)
*Kanato starts crying*
sobs I... was... sobs ... looking forward to eat it this evening—ahh!
Ruki: *sigh* how troublesome...
Ayato: Stop crying over a fucking pudding. I didn’t even knew it was yours
Kanato: YOU DIDNT KNEW?! WHAT IS IT THAT YOU DIDNT KNEW?! HOW DARE YOU LYING WITH A STRAIGHT FACE!
Yui: (Kanato-kun is so angry. I wonder why that food was so important to him...)
Kanato: Why didn’t you and Ruki stop Ayato from that?
Were you thinking that I‘d not notice it and you could smile at me like nothing happened? You are disgusting me.
Yui: (Now he‘s also angry at me..!)
Ruki: Calm down, Kanato. You cant change the situation anymore now
Kanato: I am very calm. Just touch one of my Puddings again and I‘ll make your death will be 100 times worse then you can imagine it.
Ayato: It‘s not like I‘d care. Come on, let’s go Chichinashi.
Yui: Ah!
(Ayato-kun grabbed my hand...)
Choices
1) ー Apologize (white)♡♡♡
2) ー Follow him (black)
ー Apologize ♡
Yui: Ayato-kun wait! You should apologize for the pudding
Ayato: Idiot, as if I‘d care about that
Yui: (Maybe I should apologize for him...)
Ayato: Come on, hurry up. Let’s go!
Yui: Oh, wait Ayato-kun..!
ー Follow
Yui: (I might apologize to kanato-kun later, he wouldn’t listen to me right now anyway)
Ayato: What are you doing? If you follow me then come on!
Yui: Oh, wait Ayato-kun...!
end Choices
Ruki: Wait! We‘re not done yet, come back!
Ayato: ugh, stop following us!
Kanato: I will never forgive you for that. You shall die and roast in hell, Ayato!
*Kanato follows them*
Kanato: ....
....*giggles*
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Today a guy in my grade got exposed for sexually harassing four girls and he is still allowed to go on our one week trip with two classes to scotland bc there is no clear evidence and it‘s four girls against one guy. I‘m so angry but at the same time scared that he‘ll touch one or my friends next week in scotland. Idk what to do or how to prevent
thats so fucked up wtf men really get away with everything idk push him off the cliff thats the best solution no but if im getting it right ur not going? if so watch over them and if not check up on them time to time im sure it will be okay:(
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