#SO I'M STRESSED
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I'm planning to finally try reading at home again, because I know there's not much left in my book. There's like 100 pages in the Lost Hero left, so i want to finish it. I'm just getting to the scenes at Jack London's (an awful eugenics supporter) wolf house. So there's not much left, and I want/need to try and finish it. Because i feel like it shouldn't take me two months to finish one book! It's making me feel like I don't do enough, so i'm trying to pressure myself into reading it at home today. sigh...
I can't even guarantee i'll successfully read at home. But if I don't manage to read at home, i'll feel intense self hatred. Because it indicates that school is the only place where i can successfully read physical books, and that makes me feel very, very scared for leaving high school this year. Because sure, i'll still be able to read online articles and comics and potentially fanfiction. But i won't be able to read my physical books! That's a big deal to me! So I have to try and read soon, and I have to pray I can at least finish one stupid page before my attention span leaves me!
#this is just all a fear of mine#I don't want to lose my ability to read physical books#but without school i'm scared i'll lose that#so i'm stressed#i need to try and read at home#sigh...#stressed#reading#books#physical books#pjo#hoo#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#lost hero#school#high school#autism#asd#neurodivergent#my thoughts#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#vent#venting#vent post#vents#stress
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I HAVE SPENT 13 HOURS FLYING ACROSS THE COUNTRY AND UNPACKING MY APARTMENT AND I AM ABOUT TO EXPLODE BECAUSE TOMORROW I HAVE TO GO SHOPPING SO I HAVE FOOD AND CLEAN MY SHIT
#I'M JJST#ASGGRGGRGRRRRRGGAGRHAHGGGHGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#SO OVERSTIMULATED#AND TIRED#AND MAD#well maybe not mad#more like I feel like I'm stressed and overstimulated and tired and a bit overwhelmed#SO I'M STRESSED#AND OVERWHELMED#AND IT MAKES ME GRRRRAGAGAAAAGARGGAGAAGHRGAGAGAGRGGGGGAAAAARARRHGGGRGEGRAAAAA#BECAUSE THERE'S MORE TO DO#AND I DON'T WANT THERE TO BE MORE TO DO#AND I FEEL GROSS AND SWEATY BECAUSE I HAD TO DRAG A 50 POUND BAG UP A HILL#AND I CAN'T SHOWER BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE SHAMPOO OR CONDITIONER OR BODYWASH#SI I JUST FEEL :((((((((((((((#not good :((#uuuuuhhh#vent post#I guess?
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domesticating your vampire: a memoir
(beautiful high res version on patre0n)
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tavstarion#KARLACH#i nearly forgot her#when you just escaped vampire slavery but now you have to save for a down payment#i can't stress how important it is to me that astarion has a birthday#i don't know why#also sex is fine but have you ever had someone wash your hair for you. there is nothing more intimate#i'm devastated that i had to desaturate the polaroid because the lighting was so pretty
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reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head
#i can't reblog this from everyone so this is just me giving all my mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head#if u see this#*muah*#soft lil kissy on the head#and if u don't want one u can have a head pat#or i can lovingly send soft lovey vibes your way#all options are valid#idk i just#need to spread some love today#i'm tired and sad and stressed#so i'm giving u all some love#bc i need to fill myself with more of it#love u all hope u have/are having a good day#mutuals#not stargate
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My favourite alien 🥰
A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on oct 1st! and you can find prints of all my work at my store
#doctor who#tenth doctor#10th doctor#david tennant#wanted to try a more editorial composition and I'm quite happy with it!!#I'm currently going through the most stressful couple of weeks I've had in the past 4 years I'm losing my minddddd 😭#so I'm back to drawing David to cope
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I love tornado survival guides. "Shelter in a basement or interior room without any windows. But if you're in a mobile home, just fucking die I guess lol"
#did you know over half of deaths caused by tornados are residents of mobile homes?#which also means that they're primarily poor and elderly and disabled people#most places have absolutely no requirements for trailer parks to have safe shelter for residents during a tornado#personal tornado shelters cost $5000+ and many of them can't be installed in trailer parks because of neighborhood rules#and many parks are so isolated that going to find shelter somewhere else isn't safe or possible#it's safer to shelter inside a ditch outside than to stay in a mobile home during a tornado#and yet there's next to no effort to change laws to make trailer parks safer especially in emergencies#or even make other housing more accessible and available so people don't have to live in homes made of tissue paper#there's no tornado happening i'm just stressed
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Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 (not done yet)
Start here
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing daisuke#mouthwashing au#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing jimmy#sketchy lines on the last frame are suppose to be there#I'm sorry for not showing up for so long#I can't find a job and it's stressing me out#Oh#And Merry Christmas
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can someone check on this man
#yes I was indeed constantly switching between feeling distraught and giggling like mad while making this#trafficblr#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#wild life smp#goodtimeswithscar#scott smajor#lizzie ldshadowlady#eSCARgo the snail#oh look. it's a debut of my version of yellow-name avian!scar design :'D#so soon (sob)#this session was SO STRESSFUL man#I'm still not ok#cw: sui ideation#just to be sure because the wording+art is. something
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Rottmnt Possessed AU
So… It all started with this art of Ghost Leo that I drew quite some time ago.
And then I had an idea.
Do you remember how Gram-Gram died, did the Hamato glowy thing, turned into light and possessed April at the end of season 2?
Well-
What if?
I present to you The Disaster Twins who refused to be separated by such dumdum thing as death.
#before they were one soul in two bodies#now...#my art#art#sketch#rottmnt possessed au#rottmnt au#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise leo#rottmnt leo#rise donnie#rottmnt donnie#disaster twins#rise disaster twins#ghost leo#this au has been dusting in my drafts since june wow#i'm still working on it#my first au#like ever#i'm stressed#I wasn't sure if April's costume change was from the possession or just a ninpo thing#but her look was vastly mirroring Karai's#so I decided it was the former#and did the same to Donnie and Leo#I don't have any specific plans for this au for now
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not done messing with their shapes yet actually
#i can't stress enough i'm not even into dc i just think these guys are neat and fun to play with#as a kid i watched a lot of cartoon network and my cousin was OBSESSED with dc stuff so i have nostalgia by proxy#i just think they're cool popcultural icons. and also i like superman he's nice :)#art#sketch#dc#dc comics#superman#batman#clark kent#bruce wayne#superbat#this counts right
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hey so because none of the other "i love you" posts mention us since it's clear the left has stopped giving a single solitary shit about us (aside from The Antisemitism):
I love you Jews
I love you Jews
I love you Jews
I love you Jews
I love you Jews
I love you Jews
I love you Jews
I love you Jews
I love you Jews
#i know i'm israeli but still i'm stressing so bad#american jews please PLEASE stay safe#hell make aliyah if it gets that bad#us elections#am yisrael chai#jumblr#hila has spoken
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#WIP#art#vampire hunter d#vhd#Sorry I realize I've neglected the folks that only follow me on tumblr for a while !! 😭😭😭#mmm and sorry to anyone who follows me in different places y'all are probably sick of it (updated at least...)😭😭😭 forgive me 🥹🫶👐#Sorry I tend to focus on one social media at a time -I post the most liberally on my instagram's close friends#.... anyone is free to join it actually just send me a message there if you want ♡ (๑´• ᵕ •ू`๑)#I do want to make drawings that make people think more deeply - to give D the depth that Kikuchi doesn't allow us hahaha#Mmm.... I like some D jesus allegory 🤤 It kinda works if you think about it#then again stress turns me into a perv🌝 so don't have high hopes for the future - school oughhhh school....#Also I enjoy seeing strangers going like “husband” or what not - you're not oomf??? Who are you 😭😭😭#DW btw I actually really don't care LOL I just think it's funny#I'd rather that then be haunted by private quotes - there's 1 private quote on my Damned D and gosh I'm so curious😭🌝#Also I'm back in school it's my final year and I only got fall semester for my entire senior thesis so I won't be able to post as much..oug
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I left the animals behind this weekend (except Belphie, bc he needs meds every 12 hours), and I'm going through withdrawal
#pangur and grim get really stressed out every time we go to my parent's place#because they dont like the car ride and they dont like the giant dog at the destination#so I'm trying to minimize stress by leaving them home under someone else's care
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liking dnd is so funny because yeah you play the actual game sometimes but mostly you just think about the game and watch other people play the game and slowly go insane thinking about how much you wish you could play the game and hoping that buying more shiny rocks will fix everything
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#not going through something rn wdym haha...#i am FINE i have DEFINITELY played at least once in the last seven weeks#i am also definitely not the scheduling person in my group i am not stressed that no one has time for dnd apparently#i'm fine i just started another critical role campaign im fine im so stable#*screaming*#it provides seratonin but WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BE HAPPY TO ROLL MY LITTLE DICE FUCK#it's okay i just need to buy more dice#that will fix me
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this year I will become a powerful lesbian
#by the way this post is honestly kinda stressing me out because I'm trans and not everyone thinks m->f trans people can be lesbians so I'm#kinda nervous I may attract some hate from this which really sucks
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Casanova sketches!
#casanova#giacomo casanova#david tennant#my art#bbc casanova 2005#this series is SO FUN and so sad it's great#alright!! all 3 winners of last poll drawn!! I have to make a new poll#drawing him is a great form of stress relief for me rn and I have a lot of it lately#a client company ghosting without paying me after I've done and turned in everything after a million revisions and over a month of work#another company rushing me into and making me spend 400€ on travelling only to tell me they made a mistake and I could have stayed#🙃 please all I ask for is a little respect for my time and finances#anyway sorry for the rant I'm normal again#hope you enjoy these slutty Davids#tw blood
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