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Dad always said I was like him
Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui
^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF […], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: And My Father's Love Was Nothing Next To God's Will, Amatullah Bourdon / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, Joan Tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown
When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and he’s always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says you’re like him you’re sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if it’s more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you don’t know him as much as you wish you did, or that you don’t think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And he’s never really been there, even when he was there, after all.
#It’s ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40#Alright I’m ready to be normal about chilchuck again#Spoilers#I guess?#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meijack#chilchuck’s family#meijack chils#Web weaving#alcoholism#cw alcohol#webweave#A couple more i liked are like a rearview mirror we’re not as close as we appear line and this french one from#Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me#And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up#And it’s so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough it’s a good book#I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want don’t argue w me here#posts for which i am the target audience#Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart?#The word father rotted in my mouth#Bc it’s left there to rot get it get it………..#Sigh. Like father alike daughter#I’m a truther that she’s more like her mom demeanor wise
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Not going to reblog or mention the post where I saw these tags, but wow this sentiment sucks as someone who mostly writes one-shots when she writes fic. How does commenting on one-shots not translate to motivation for the writer to continue writing them? What is the thought process there?
Commenting is contributing to fandom; it's a dialogue with the writer while engaging in the community, in theory, and flat out claiming there's no need for it...? Sad, but not particularly unexpected, I guess.
#random fandom thoughts#random rambling about writing#please don't misconstrue my disappointment in these specific tags as something else#I am not complaining about any comments on my fics because I appreciate the lovely folks that read and share their thoughts#it's not a transaction! it's saying hi to another person in the community that stopped by to say something about the fic#so yeah this post is not an invitation to an unnecessary pity party on my behalf don't worry lol
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I hate doing this but NC was hit by Helene harder than most of us thought it would be.
My household of 5 has been without working water and power for 3 days (9/29/2024 as I post this) so we've lost just about everything in fridge and freezers and our estimated time to get power back is around a week or 2 (as of 9/27/2024).
We've had to buy a grill so we could have a way to heat water and canned soups, a cooler, and several lights and batteries and now we're very low on money for bills and food once we do get power back.
My work has no power either so my next check is gonna be bad.
If anyone could spare a little money it'd help a lot.
But please, if you're in rough shape too, just reblog to spread word, I wouldn't feel right taking money from others that are also in need in this time as well...
Kofi
Cashapp
$90/$200
#I'd add PP but it's a business account and it's refusing to let me make a personal rn for non business transactions#and my shop is on hiatus bc our post offices are closed bc they don't have power#pinned
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idk quick doodles of a time where volo ends up finally giving up his plans and rei gets his friend back. i just really wanted to draw that hug haha
#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#pokemon volo#pokemon rei#clai's art#i imagine it takes a very long time to chip down volo's defenses to this point#he is antagonistic to the absolutely last second but that hug Breaks him for the first time in his thousand year long life#i didnt draw it but please imagine him having a good long cathartic cry#and the second one. an interaction for volo that is entirely NON transactional for once! rei wants nothing from him but to hang out!#i just want to see volo finally letting himself be vulnerable. lower his guard for once since he hasnt done so in centuries#got some very nice tags on my other recent volo post that made me think about him again#doodlejoltik if you're reading this shoutouts to you i love reading all your thoughts about my stuff heehoo
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I keep finding art XD One of the scenes I immediately saw in my head when I was reading.
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“There, look at us. Friiiends. Chat settle down I’m not being mean to him anymore.” Dream scowls into the fireplace. He quells his frustration over Techno’s conversation with the voices in his head and tries to guess what his chances of successfully escaping are. The odds are not in his favor. He sighs and settles for wriggling one hand free to reclaim his hot cocoa.
“Are you gonna let me go?” he asks between sips.
“Nah. I have an obligation to heal your bruised ego.” Dream gives up. Apparently, he lives here now. This is his life, he’s Technoblade’s teddy bear. Whatever. He goes back to writing.
After a few minutes, Techno puts his chin on his shoulder and sighs.
“M’tired,” he mumbles. “’ve been enchantin’ and fixin’ tools all day.”
“Then take a nap,” Dream tells him.
“Naps are for the weak,” he says. Five minutes later he’s fallen asleep. Dream lets out an exasperated laugh. He’s actually being used as a teddy bear right now. He should probably be less okay with this.
After months of solitude, sometimes the simple joy of company leaves him breathless. Dream takes in Technoblade’s sleeping face and reminds himself to breathe through the pangs of fondness.
- Kindness is Not Transactional (Chapter 4)
#KINT#Kindness is not Transactional#dreamnoblade#I can’t believe I had these rattling around and didn’t post!#my art
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someone else has probably articulated this better before but the reason we encourage minors to stay away from shows like helluva boss isn't because we think teenagers are incapable of handling topics like sex/violence/drugs, but because the CONTEXT that those things are depicted in is often shown in a way that people with limited experience/less-developed media analysis and critical thinking skills may have a hard time grasping the nuances of, and risk ending up taking away dangerous/harmful messages from it; e.g., people who think that the show is glorifying toxic relationships or unhealthy behaviors (like blitz's ignorance of other's boundaries or stolas' alcoholic tendencies, for example)
#posts brought to you by i just remembered that my younger ex-step brother has watched hb and i immediately wanted to start screaming#our parents broke up so i havent talked to him in years but i just remembered that conversation and in my heart im like. i need 2#go back grab him by the shoulders and go DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT THESE BEHAVIORS ARE UNHEALTHY. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THIS IS#ONLY FUNNY WITHIN FICTION. DO NOT STALK YOUR FRIENDS BECAUSE YOU HAVE BAD SOCIAL SKILLS DO NOT#ENTER A TRANSACTIONAL FUCKING FOR THE SAKE OF SUCCESSFUL BUSINESS#mine#helluva boss#fandom
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Scratch is Lillith Evidence
I've kind of accepted this as canon but I havent really seen anyone compile all the evidences so uh here for anyone curious
Kayne first references her in Part 20 which does reveal that Lillith exists in Malevolent:
In part 37, when John, Arthur and Oscar are exploring the barn, John sees a painting of a woman with pale skin and dark hair and seems to go into a kind of trance when he looks at her (which. Gestures. Lillith. Gestures. Succubus-y powers. Gestures)
Later when they open the gateway in Part 38, Scratch merges with a woman who looks exactly like the one in the painting and she's described as having "alabaster skin", aka world's most highly specific descriptor, which also happens to the same description used in the Lillith entry in the Malleus Monstorum for CoC seventh edition (BIG THANKS TO @/unsafewaters for sending the images to me)
And then in Intermezzo, Kayne directly mentions having a daughter and claims that she would "love" Arthur which could tie back to him being Her Favourite. Also I don't like using evidence that isn't in the source material but in the post season 4 QnA, when Harlan's reading out the notes he wrote for Intermezzo, one of the things he reads out is the daughter line, which implies it was important enough to mention (and wasn't just a throwaway joke)
And last but not least, Yorick mentions that Scratch/Owlexander/the entity watching them is close in power to Kayne which would make sense if he created her
Also earlier in the episode, Yorick implied Scratch may be working against Kayne specifically which does imply they have a pre existing relationship which would make sense if she was Lillith:
Extra evidence: In the fake Edward Willaim Allan's journal, he has an entry where talks about how, despite the fact he distrusts his "dream dweller" (who we know is Scratch pre fracturing), something about them still fills him with awe and he feels oddly seduces by them:
Which is likely Lillith using her powers to influence him and make him easier to manipulate (since it's heavily implied, if not basically explicitly stated, she was using him to open a gateway for her to enter the world)
Also! Semi unrelated but while I have your attention and talking about theories! I just wanna highlight a minor theory of mine that there's a high chance Kayne trapped Lillith in some kind of pocket dimension or prison of sorts because the prison line (from the second to last screenshot in this post) feels like foreshadowing and I find it odd that if she supposedly is close to him in power, she would need a humans help to travel through worlds (Also, she's framed as getting "freed" in part 38 when they do eventually open the gateway which leads to the question: free from what?) so that's something to consider
#TELL ME IF I MISSED ANYTHING GEN. I WILL ADD IT#lillith malevolent#lilith malevolent#malevolent#malevolent podcast#scratch malevolent#spoilers#????#BTW PROPS TO ME FOR SUCCESSFULLY HOLDING BACK THE URGE TO DERAIL THE WHOLE POST TO MAKE IY ABOUT PIPE DREAM 😭#<- every time i remember fake Edward Willaim Allan ks like. a real malevolent character (who canonically is implied to have been sedcued by#lillith) and not my little self indulgent guy who i made up and added to malevolent lore. i feel insane#<- I MEAN? I DO LIKE. MAKE SOME SHIT UP ABOUT HIM BUT LIKE?? I GET SURPRISED WJEN I REMEMBER OH SHIT. THEY JUST. CANONICALLY HAD A#RELATIONSHIP OF SORTS??? LIKE? SURE WE DONT KNOW IF IT WAS PLATONIC. PURELY TRANSACTIONAL . SEXUSL OR ROMANTIC. BUT THEY LIKE. CANONICALLY#HAD A SEMI RELEVANT DYNAMIC AND RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE IT LITERALLY LED TO HER GETTING FRACTURED. like wow thats canon i didng make that up#wdym my rarepair has plot relevance and is supported by the text (so far). i feel insane. OKAY ANYWAYS. WAY TO DERAIL THE POST IN MY TAGS 😭#txt#malevolent theory#<- forgot that one oops
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"father forgive me for i have sexualized an older man" -chrometrashcan
#fernando alonso#just wanted to look at merch did not expect his FACECARD staring at me waiting for the transaction to process#my posts
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interacting and writing with people here is a two way street and i’ve noticed a lot of the times that people who complain about nobody writing with them, are the ones not putting forth any effort to initiate nor maintain interactions. why is the burden put on someone to reply to your messages or content expeditiously if you do not do the same? i’m genuinely tired of the victim complex people set up for themselves here and i won’t entertain it anymore
#sponsored by someone soft blocking me bc i wasn’t replying to their messages fast enough lmfao#this was after a series of posts they would make talking about how they will sb ppl who don’t reply to them if they’re active on dash#i always try to interact with posts on dash to show i’m interested and invested even if i cannot reply to private dms bc i simply don’t#have the spoons to do so#and the conditional transactional mindset ppl have is precisely what makes this site so draining#like i’ve been moving !!!! i do not have energy to reply to most things and being made out to be the bad person for it is actually ridiculou#not about any of my mutuals obvs just a collection bs that’s got me exhausted
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So like, I know this is pretty obvious but, if someone wants to show you BAAU OCs, it should be in the form of a post with you mention, not in your ask box, right? I dunno but clarification would be nice. :D
Yeah I prefer mentions in other people’s posts over asks, i dont really interact w oc stuff sent in my inbox because it makes me less comfortable with answering if that makes sense? i dont want my inbox to be an oc depository lol
#something about feeling obligated to answer when i don’t feel satisfied with a ‘nice’ or ‘cool’ is all i can say#and im like expecting questions mostly#not ‘check out my oc’#smth smth asks are like transactional to me where someone asks a question and i give an answer#but sometimes ppl say stuff where i can’t really say anything???? so i don’t answer#im better at commenting on ocs if its through boosting someone else’s post#beast ancients au ask#sorry if this sounds mean or pretentious btw it’s just what im comfortable with
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"You're being entitled!" These bitches are asking us to fund their Hollywood-quality content dreams like Walt Disney pleading a bank he was in debt to to give him another loan to finish Bambi, a movie that did not see any monetary success until it rereleased seven years later. I have to pay so much big money in medical expenses every month that I don't have any "treats" (a starbucks coffee, a different subscription, etc) I can go without. I'm not the entitled one here.
#also i'm not 'acting entitled to their free content' if i don't even want the content to begin with 🤭#watcher#my last post blew up. rip. take me dogs.#also in terms of content creation in general: i do not believe i am entitled to free work of any kind from any artist#however if you post it online for free then the transactional contract has been fulfilled.#if you want comments go back to the 'i'm not gonna post another chapter until i get 5 comments' business model#and like the most frustrating thing is!! I can't subscribe to Anything with money!!#I use my grandparents' passwords. I beg them to add a new channel on the roku if i want it.#i can't tip most online creators because i couldn't make a money mover account before i filed for disability.#i cannot support So Many independent artists and just people selling things to get by even though i want to so badly.#but people are getting divisive over funding an already established and successful entertainment project.#i'm just sick with it tonight.
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sugar daddy sungchan w older ! inexperienced reader (idk i heavily headcanon him being into older women hehehe) but lorddd sugar daddy sungchan in general just makes me so 🤤
sungchan with an older partner is so real because he's the type to enjoy spoiling his s/o but he also wants to be spoiled in his own way </3
sugar daddy!sungchan would want to spend time with you as much as he could, even going out of his way to do just about anything to put a smile on your face. thinking about how he has a resting bitch face ☠️ and how all of that goes away the second he sees you enjoying yourself or smiling </3 sungchan would be romantically challenged so he'd have a bit of a difficulty figuring out what you really need if you felt emotionally-starved. he'd just end up spoiling you with a bunch of gifts because it's what he knows best.
intimacy with sugar daddy!sungchan would be a whole new world for you. it would be the first time he's ever asked for anything in return and it's to spend the night with you in the most respectful way possible. he might unintentionally be a bit rough at first, momentarily forgetting that you just asked him to be gentle in the cutest way possible. his cuteness aggression will not stand for it and he'd be struggling the entire time. sungchan would literally hear bells ringing in his head once you give him the green light to do what he wants once you've adjusted. he'd continue to spoil you with gifts, which can be overwhelming sometimes, but it's only because he wants to get laid lmaoo
also :
sugar daddy sungchan is definitely canon idk what to say
#ddolbox#anon.log 🍨#i posted that on my main blog and i've been thinking about it ever since#he doesn't even need to buy jungwoo all that#you give him attention and he'll shower you with gifts#it's the perfect transaction#ddlz: headcanons
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my favourite writing device is having an un-Rei-liable narrator
#rei#volo#cheren#// tikposting#// character meta#the crowd booes me off the stage#forgive the pun XDDD his name is too easy to pun on#the way i write it it's not a conscious choice. it's just how the pov character (rei) experiences and contextualises the world#revealing backstory and personality and mindset through narration !!!!#not necessarily out of malice it's just. how he views things#interpreting new and foreign experiences through the lens of what came before...#conversations which read differently to different people.#in the context of rei that's stuff like unease around authority figures#always choosing his words carefully to project an image of competence (he has to be needed)#distrust and not taking things at face value but also paradoxically a fragile and nurtured sense of almost blind optimism#when it comes to friendships. like volo. (everyone turned on me when the sky turned red but it all resolved itself in the end didn't it?)#(what makes this different? / a lot of things. / i choose to believe)#volo [directly]: “i won't be stopped from my goal” rei thoughts: we can work with this!!!!#and everything with Arceus too and his divine blessings and a plan that will work out in the end#if Rei can just... figure out what part he's meant to play. interpreting events as a narrative hurtling towards some unknown conclusion#i am talking about rei here specifically but this writing device is so good in general#would be fun to try get inside volo's head. there's so much going on there i don't understand yet#quite fond of that one analysis post about how volo lacks emotional intelligence and sees relationships as transactions#not necessarily out of malice it's just how he views things. whether because of past experience or brain chemistry#also need to give a shout to cheren my guy who is an outsider pov who projects his own experiences onto new things so that he Understands#(an outsider to Hilbert and N's clash of truth and ideals. life changing experience and knowledge but felt just a little off to the left)#(the narrative repeated again with new heroes. all he can do is help them but it falls on their shoulders in the end)#(no wonder he tries to insert himself into Situations)#anyway tag ramble over feel free to also ramble to me about your takes XD#rei pokemon
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Do you think that Odysseus is a victim of SA?
I personally do, especially at the hands of Calypso.
Poor guy. Just wants to see his wife and son. He's a lil bitch but I love him
Yeah I think he's a victim of rape. Kept unwillingly on Calypso's island and forced to sleep with her? Dude is by no means a perfect guy but the morality of a character doesn't erase the trauma they experience
#wolfy tedtalks#anon#this can go for a number of people tbh#rape tw#for Circe its a bit more dubious#i saw a post once talking about it being more transactional#that was an interesting read
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I'll never get over the fact that MK trades his friends for power to save his friends. What's wrong with him
#I love you 3x03.#Good characterization/themeing ep/setting up MK's abilities/general power scaling#Truly MK is out here willing to sacrifice Mei's Sword and the deed to Pigsy's noodles. Like the heart and soul of his dad's life#Playing a rigged game....#Finding your strength...when you need it most...#''Staff's just a big ol' stick bud! It takes someone special to wield it''#Wukong what the Fuck do you know man#lmk#lmk MK#lego monkie kid#lmk rant#lmk theme: exchange#lmk game motif#I need to make a post cataloging lmk's instances of exchange theme like I'm losing my mind#We gET iT. I'd dO anYThInG fOr My FriEnDs. BuT aT thE cOSt oF tHe wOrLD#''This is Azure's utopia...and this barren wasteland is the price he paid to build it''#''Nothing comes without sacrifice. Nothing'' -> Azure sacrificing himself to repair the world#''You offer something of value to gain something of value''#''Take me- I don't care! Just let them go.'' (3x04)#Macaque saying to start the ritual for Mei's life#''You're so desperate to end me that you would sacrifice this blameless innocent child?'' ''You're leaving me no choice!''#''You would really sacrifice your own friend to save yourself?''#''We can't risk unleashing the curse into the world!'' ''You don't know- we'd risk it for sure!''#LIKE THEY'RE SO NOT SUBTLE#Tbh even choosing to go along with Wukong's s3 plan despite the risks is like. Okay guys#And then Wukong lowkey sacrificing Mei for the Samadhi Fire like#Exchange theme follows me everywhere. Truly#it's so delicious#I think the hero warrior motif is also transactional honestly#Like your the warrior and they're the hero. They're going to trade you and your relationship for power
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