#Pay Off Machine
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smartmachine24 · 20 days ago
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icewindandboringhorror · 5 months ago
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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?
*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)
*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)
(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )
(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)
#polls#tumblr polls#I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup#the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli#section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff#so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just#blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most#neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol#I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me#but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T#I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee#person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times#But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol#And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly#When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one#sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it#Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something#Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and#coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single#coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to#have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus#make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as#possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get#to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol
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otrtbs · 1 year ago
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Okay Y'all
It has come to my attention that someone is selling copies of Art Heist, Baby! on Etsy this evening. If you've been here for a little while then you'll remember something similar happening to me on Amazon. This seller on Etsy is also selling copies of several other fanfics. Once again, this is not me, I do not condone this, I didn't give my consent for this, and I am frustrated beyond belief.
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I am taking measures to contact the seller and to get the Etsy listing taken down. (feeling super disheartened abt the people who have this fic in their basket rn icl. DO NOT pay (esp this ungodly amount) for fanfics you can read for free online. and don't profit off of fanfiction.)
I do feel like every time something like this happens, I run to tumblr, make a post, and make something like this everyone else's problem. And I want to apologize for that and say that this is in no way y'alls issue (unless you are the one selling fanfiction and/or buying it). It is my fanfic, my issue, and I am handling it (though, I always appreciate each and every single one of you going out of your way to help more than you could possibly know). However, I am making this post to let everyone know that
I am no longer allowing people to make physical copies of my fanfiction.
People have used my acceptance of hand binding my fic for personal use and abused it to sell my fic and mass-produce it. Not cool. So I would like to say I am no longer allowing physical copies of my fics to be made. I don't know if that will fix or change anything and I am extremely doubtful that the people who are the issue will even listen to or care about what I wish since they've already disregarded that but I really don't know what else to do at the moment. I am hoping this issue will get resolved shortly! As always, Art Heist, Baby! is available to read online for free on ao3! (how cool is that?) Thanks for reading and hearing me out. Sorry again about another post like this but it's always fucking something with this fandom and I just don't ever know what else to do.
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deep-space-lines · 5 days ago
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can't wait til I start this stupid job so I won't have to be doing commissions all the fucking time to buy groceries, this shut sucks the joy out of art so much. I wanna be drawing ultrakill stuff & personal art & doing crafts & reading books but every time I sit down to do something for me I'm thinking about the fact that I should be doing commissions. I'm so glad I didn't go into art as an actual career, I would hate myself so much forever
#i just want art to be able to be a hobby again aaaaa#i can talk about it here bc nobody who's commissioning me knows this is my blog. ive gotten like 2 commissions off tumblr ever lmfao#and tbh i am tired of pretending to be enthusiastic about drawing other peoples ocs. im so tired of customer service voice#im not gonna lie most of the time i do not care about your blorbo. i'm glad you're having fun im happy for u but i just need money#im happy you like my art enough to pay for it but im so TIRED#being self employed sucks like yeah i can choose my own hours but im also always thinking 'i could be working now' and i HATE IT#i don't wanna make it sound like i'm gonna starve or anything I can ask my parents for money if i really need to#im not like in genuine poverty or the biggest victim of capitalism here i just have a family that's deeply unpleasant to interact with#but im starting a half-time job at the university physics department at the end of the month and that'll be enough to cover Being Alive!!!#and will also hopefully be something i am genuinely interested in & enjoy with people who seem relatively cool#(they're gonna let me into the machine shop!! im gonna get to build things!! they were genuinely interested in my robotics experience!!)#so once art stops being the Thing Temporarily Feeding Me i'm hoping i'll be able to draw more fun stuff again. & maybe even enjoy comms#it's somehow easier to be enthusiastic about commissions when i know the money will be going to buy a Cool Sword instead of food
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deoidesign · 3 months ago
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Look at these stickers my brain is literally so huge. God. I love them so much.
I hadn't tried to do a sticker sheet at home before because I knew it would be difficult, and I was right! Getting the cut lines to line up with the print was super hard and there were many failed attempts, but it was so worth it I'm so happy with them!!!
This sticker sheet is for my patrons this month ^^
#like seriously I wasted like 10 entire sheets#normally when I do stickers I get to arrange them on a 'print and cut' sheet#which basically has these black marks in the corners that the machine can scan so it can cut based off of where those marks were#so it gets to line up muuuch easier#but with this I didnt want to have just like 2 sticker sheets a page... I wanted to have 4 for an 8.5x11 piece of paper?#cause of obvious reasons I feel#cause the print and cut takes an inch all around#I'm not sure it would be replicable either tbh? like if I were to design another sheet I would have to waste a bunch of papers again#cause for some reason the individual cut lines werent like... it wasnt like it was just entirely offset or entirely scaled 1:1#it was like some parts had to scoot up some spots had to scoot over some down whatever#so I think I would have to print cut and test again#but. also I did all that and realized. I could have been testing this on normal pieces of paper... I didnt have to use sticker paper#its fine! just makes me feel less bad about trying to do this again in the future#the sticker paper isnt that expensive this wasnt terrible#anyways. might do more in the future! I only have one other idea right now for a sticker sheet bt I wanna do it eventually#not like I wont ever have other ideas. obviously.#I just generally try to only make stuff that i'd actually wanna have so i'm not trying to make a ton of designs or whatever#this is actually also why i'm often sort of... late? on the patreon designs#not late like i send them out as soon as payments get processed for that month the design was for#but ideally id be making them ahead of time enough that people could sign up or sign off if theyre interested or not...#but I just dont wanna make a design that feels procedural... I CAN but I wanna make things that are creative and worth paying for!#so. I often will spend multiple days mulling over ideas for that months designs. so I'm not very ahead at all haha#anyways. yeah these are for october and then I've also gotta draw a halloween themed drawing for this year in general that will be the prin#i lov halloween#anyways.#patreon#merch#my bf didnt get it the gravestone box. its like a nerds box shaped like a gravestone...#and the nerds are. ghosts... its good. its good okay you agree
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knifekris · 5 months ago
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every day i struggle to make choices
#i should invest into some kind of education but cant make up my mind#mostly because options suck#i cant do trades unless my body sucks less which is sad because id love to be an electrician#cant even think about getting a pilots license cuz im not passing the med cert#i think id rather die than be a med assistant actually#working clinics at all makes me nervous tbh but probably where im headed in the short term#surgical tech would be cool but i cant do a Real program while working full-time#which is what limits most of my choices#i need to find more paid training programs i guess#if i had to pick a miserable but fulfilling job id go into education itself#but the teaching profession has always been in a downward spiral esp as of late#i dont want healthcare because i hate seeing dysfunctional glorified murder machines grinding around and around endlessly#acute care sucks id rather be in an icu for function but then im depressed because our patients are always dying#it was better as a phleb but this hospital doesnt have phleb and like i said im nervous about clinics#but i need to fucking commit to outpatient phlebotomy i think :/#the most fun ive had at a job ever#i wish i had more widely applicable skills but i cant be an emt/para even just for the training#because half of it is unpaid and the other half you pay for#and again#a job NOTORIOUS for being exhausting dangerous and traumatizing#if i was 17 again and wasnt escaping the tar pit of my mother id go for an english degree and i wouldnt even regret it#thinking about school in terms of a job i have to have forever vs for the sake of learning is so different#id like to know everything. i wanna read and write forever. and do research and have real technical skills that help people#im still riding off of the high of getting 5 ccs off of an oncology patient who desperately needed a port#they were able to run like seven tests off of it#i had to use a couple ped tubes#she only had to get poked Once and barely noticed it bc the doc team came in and im so happy i made her admission that muvh easier#labs are so miserable#checking back on the blood and seeing all of the results came through made me more pleased than anything else in the world
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betweendoctorsanddetectives · 9 months ago
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Oh man the unbelievable lightness and relief that comes from making progress!!!!! My parents' house finally has a working washing machine again for the first time in years right as a heatwave is hitting so we can start working through loads of the laundry items that we couldn't do at the laundrette and hang them on the line outside! We have a lovely new sofa that is the right height and firmness for my mum with limited mobility so she can relax comfortably and more easily stand up from it! And it's a sofabed! So finally there is a glimmer of guests being able to come and stay + a temporary solution for everyone including my partner to have a bed to sleep in when we're arranging replacing a single bed with a double bed!
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gothteddiesdotcom · 4 months ago
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whenever I have a particularly bad time online with all the bullshit that gets passed around I try to remember that post that I can’t remember the exact elegant wording they used but whose point was effectively “No one who has tried to care as much as possible about every single thing wrong in the world has ever succeeded and the ones that I found have made the most difference in the world are those who picked one thing and cared really really hard about trying to fix it”. And I really try to focus on how the internet’s morals shift by popular stance and trend every 3 years and how algorithms are pushing for constant conflict and how people are falling under the controlled systematic internet narrative that the world is out to get absolutely everyone and everything and everyone other than you is evil and wrong and….and I try really hard to focus on my memories and experiences of real life. I remember the older lgbt couples shopping my store where I worked as a teen. I remember the little tween girls in religious headwear buying hair dye from my register and giggling to each other in excitement as they went home. I think about the veteran trans woman in my local scene and community whom was offered respect and validity by my peers, whom I traveled with as a kid to an event out of state. I think about the fundraisers my local scene put on for members of the community who got injured. I think of the local shops who make every effort to give back to the community and ask for nothing in return. I try to remember how much that matters, how much doing something or respecting someone you meet irl will always matter more than agreeing or disagreeing with someone over a vague concept online ever will. I don’t have any pretty words or conclusive sentiments to add to this I just wanted to push some of the stress of seeing the constant rage and conflict and bullshit on the internet off my chest and put something else into it’s place instead
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20dollarlolita · 2 years ago
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A customer comes up to me with a wide roll of Floriani Wet n' Gone Tacky embroidery stabilizer.
Customer: "Is this really $76?" Me: "Unfortunately, yes." Customer: "I can get some offbrand stuff on Amazon for $45 for twice as much!" Me, who has made that decision before: "I did that, actually. I got some offbrand stuff for $45, and I can't use it. There's three big problems with it." Customer: "What are they?" Me: "Well, first one is that it's not tacky, so I have to still baste it down anyway. The second one is that when you get it wet, it doesn't n'gone."
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forestgreenlesbian · 6 months ago
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fixed my machine i think. or like the original issue is not solved but at least i fixed what i fucked up the first time i went in to try and fix it lol
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seeminglyseph · 2 years ago
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I keep seeing Dimension 20 vs Critical Role one is superior to the other, but honestly, the more they do crossover stuff the more I’m delighted because I love everyone involved.
and yeah I did find out about Dimension 20 because of Critical Role. I think that just proves that like. The rising tide raises all ships and all that jazz… And I hope collaboration helps Dropout recover after Facebook fucked College Humor to death.
And they both introduced me to the work of Aabria Iyengar and she’s been hugely inspirational and so, so entertaining and I am a huge fan and both give me great chances to see her work fuckin magic so.
Let there be collaboration!
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sanctui · 10 days ago
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tags . . .
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        YOU  HAVE  BLOOD  ON  YOUR  TEETH  /  SMILE  FOR  THE  CAMERA!     |     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓  ╱   𝐈𝐂.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        TEAR   ME   OPEN   &.   PRAISE  ME   RAW  AND  PURE    |     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓  ╱   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        DO  YOU  FIND  ME  SACRELIGIOUS?  DO  YOU  FIND  ME  LOVELY?     |     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓  ╱   𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        SINK  TEETH  INTO  TENDON  /  I  AM  YOURS.  I  AM  YOURS.     |     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓  ╱   𝐇𝐂.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        FIND   GOD   IN   THE   LINE   OF   YOUR   JAW   &.   BREAK   IT     |     𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐈𝐂.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        NOT  A  PERSON  BUT  A  VORTEX   /   ALWAYS  HUNGERING     |     𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        NIGHT  HID  THE  SUN  &.  YOUR  FACE  DRANK  MY  DREAMS     |     𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        MY  GOD  IS  DARK  AND  LIKE  A  WEB  ;  A  HUNDRED  ROOTS  DRINKING     |     𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐇𝐂.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        THE   HALF  -  GOD   RABBIT  ;   BUCKSHOT  IN  TWO  LEGS  &.  PRAYING  MERCY      |     𝐉𝐀𝐗  ╱   𝐈𝐂.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        LIKE   DIVINE   ABSOLUTION   /   HE   LICKS   BLOOD   OFF   HIS   FINGERS     |     𝐉𝐀𝐗  ╱   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        THE  HEART  IS  A  FIST  THAT  PICKPOCKETS  RAGE     |     𝐉𝐀𝐗  ╱   𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        YOU WERE KIND. I WAS CRUEL. IN ANOTHER LIFE MAYBE I WAS YOU.     |     𝐉𝐀𝐗  ╱   𝐇𝐂.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        GIVE   HUMANITY   TO   THE   MACHINE   &.   GIVE  BLOOD  TO  THE  CODE     |     𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄  ╱   𝐈𝐂.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        AND   AREN’T   ALL   MACHINES   JUST   GHOSTS?     |     𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄  ╱   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        LIKE   A   SHADOW   /   I   BOTH   AM   AND   AM   NOT     |     𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄  ╱   𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄.
 " † . ༝˚       ╱        BECOME   QUIETLY   DEVOURED   /   OUTDO   THE   CREATION     |     𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄  ╱   𝐇𝐂.
‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     NOT  A  CREATURE  THAT  WAS  BORN  /  A  FIRE  THAT  WAS  SET     |     𝐎𝐎𝐂.
‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     WHETHER  YOU  COME  AS  LOVER  OR  EXECUTIONER  /  I  RECIEVE  YOU     |     𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎.
‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     ONLY  ME  DO  I  THREATEN  /  ONLY  ME  DO  I  KILL.     |     𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃.
‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     THOSE  WHO  FALTER  &.  THOSE  WHO  FALL  /  MUST  PAY  THE  PRICE     |     𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.
‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     YOU  FALL  AS  AN  EVENING  STAR     |     𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒.
#† . ༝˚       ╱        YOU  HAVE  BLOOD  ON  YOUR  TEETH  /  SMILE  FOR  THE  CAMERA!     |     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓  ╱   𝐈𝐂.#† . ༝˚       ╱        DO  YOU  FIND  ME  SACRELIGIOUS?  DO  YOU  FIND  ME  LOVELY?     |     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓  ╱   𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄.#† . ༝˚       ╱        FIND   GOD   IN   THE   LINE   OF   YOUR   JAW   &.   BREAK   IT     |     𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐈𝐂.#† . ༝˚       ╱        NIGHT  HID  THE  SUN  &.  YOUR  FACE  DRANK  MY  DREAMS     |     𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄.#† . ༝˚       ╱        THE   HALF  -  GOD   RABBIT  ;   BUCKSHOT  IN  TWO  LEGS  &.  PRAYING  MERCY      |     𝐉𝐀𝐗  ╱   𝐈𝐂.#† . ༝˚       ╱        THE  HEART  IS  A  FIST  THAT  PICKPOCKETS  RAGE     |     𝐉𝐀𝐗  ╱   𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄.#† . ༝˚       ╱        GIVE   HUMANITY   TO   THE   MACHINE   &.   GIVE  BLOOD  TO  THE  CODE     |     𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄  ╱   𝐈𝐂.#† . ༝˚       ╱        LIKE   A   SHADOW   /   I   BOTH   AM   AND   AM   NOT     |     𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄  ╱   𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄.#† . ༝˚       ╱        TEAR   ME   OPEN   &.   PRAISE  ME   RAW  AND  PURE    |     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓  ╱   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘.#† . ༝˚       ╱        SINK  TEETH  INTO  TENDON  /  I  AM  YOURS.  I  AM  YOURS.     |     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓  ╱   𝐇𝐂.#† . ༝˚       ╱        NOT  A  PERSON  BUT  A  VORTEX   /   ALWAYS  HUNGERING     |     𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘.#† . ༝˚       ╱        MY  GOD  IS  DARK  AND  LIKE  A  WEB  ;  A  HUNDRED  ROOTS  DRINKING     |     𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐇𝐂.#† . ༝˚       ╱        LIKE   DIVINE   ABSOLUTION   /   HE   LICKS   BLOOD   OFF   HIS   FINGERS     |     𝐉𝐀𝐗  ╱   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘.#† . ༝˚       ╱        YOU WERE KIND. I WAS CRUEL. IN ANOTHER LIFE MAYBE I WAS YOU.     |     𝐉𝐀𝐗  ╱   𝐇𝐂.#† . ༝˚       ╱        AND   AREN’T   ALL   MACHINES   JUST   GHOSTS?     |     𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄  ╱   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘.#† . ༝˚       ╱        BECOME   QUIETLY   DEVOURED   /   OUTDO   THE   CREATION     |     𝐂𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄  ╱   𝐇𝐂.#‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     NOT  A  CREATURE  THAT  WAS  BORN  /  A  FIRE  THAT  WAS  SET     |     𝐎𝐎𝐂.#‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     WHETHER  YOU  COME  AS  LOVER  OR  EXECUTIONER  /  I  RECIEVE  YOU     |     𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎.#‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     ONLY  ME  DO  I  THREATEN  /  ONLY  ME  DO  I  KILL.     |     𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃.#‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     THOSE  WHO  FALTER  &.  THOSE  WHO  FALL  /  MUST  PAY  THE  PRICE     |     𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.#‘ †  ༝˚ ˑ   ﹠     YOU  FALL  AS  AN  EVENING  STAR     |     𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒.
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wisconsindean · 15 days ago
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do not look at this i’m just gonna be throwing a fit in the tags and i need to feel like its going somewhere
#look. i love my roommate. p much my best friend. i am also this close to fucking killing them dead#the way they live. stresses me out#like i work 40 hours a week. 4 10 hour days. in the medical field#she works like… 16 hours a week. 4 4 hour days. basically babysitting#doing crafts and watching children in an after school program#so tell me why the fuck i’m doing like 95% of the work around the apartment#and shes stressing me out rn in particular cause the hours she works are like. 2-6 pm#and when i’m off work i dont see her wake up/come out of her room until like 1#but the thing is. is that instead of doing things she needs to do before going to work#shes decided to do her laundry after she gets home#so its 10pm and im trying to go to bed so i can go to work in the morning#but im just listening to the fucking washing machine which is on the other side of the wall from my head :)#bestie :) do you have thoughts :) in your head :) ever#and she barely does her dishes she never takes out the trash#she leaves food in the fridge and pantry for way too long and instead of eating stuff she has she just buys more stuff#shes so messy her shit is everywhere and shes like boarderline a hoarder actually#girl you have enough stuff. its time to stop i think#she does not think before she buys anything#she loves vintage/antique things#and she basically just sees something and goes ‘i like that’ and buys it#without thinking if she actually needs it or is gonna use it#i swear 90% of the time shes forgotten that she bought anything by the next day#its just abandoned somewhere among her stuff#im like girl. im begging you to try and get a normal sleep schedule so you can be up and doing adult things during the day#bc i pay for half this apartment and im about to bite you#and she doesnt seem to understand why i want to sleep at night#it like. confuses her#she tries to get me to watch like three movies in a row with her after work and when im like okay i need to go to bed she actually like#pouts at me#and ik from experience if i dont sleep enough i get really mean and dysfunctional. so
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eagle-head-charge · 17 days ago
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Hey, mod
I love the way you potray Soldier. And I would just like to let you know that this blog as a whole is amazing and I can't wait to see more of it.
Best of wishes, a Rabbit
THOSE ARE VERY KIND WORDS!!!! I DON’T REALLY UNDERSTAND. BUT THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! I LOVE POSTING WORDS AND I PLAN TO CONTINUE DOING THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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loverboybrightsideghost · 22 days ago
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it's always good to have a break. i don't know how non-music college compares, but music school is A Lot Of Work, constantly practicing, rehearsing, playing. lots of homework. there's also the mental and emotional aspect; being an artist you need to separate your art from your sense of self and self worth, and it's pretty difficult sometimes. not to mention, it is a competitive field, so there's always wondering about how you measure up to others, auditioning, if you'll even get the job or into the festival or whatever.
the past two semesters have been rough for me, even though i had a great summer in between, it was a lot of change (not just bc of first/second year of school) in a short amount of time and a lot of that change was bc i wanted it and it was on my shoulders to work to practice to prove i can do it. and i did! i can! i still have a long way to go, but i can do it. i often think or worry i don't deserve to be here, but it's reassuring to know that 1) lots of other people, even people i look up, feel that way too and 2) i AM here, so enough people who know what they're doing think i can do it, and who am i to argue?
however, to my original point, it is good to have a break. i love music, and i would not be doing this if i didn't. but i think i really burned myself out this semester, and as soon as i was on break, i stopped practicing at all for like a week and a half, and then after that i practiced only a bit at the end of the day just to play my instrument.
what i've been doing instead is sleeping in a lot, watching a lot of tv and reading lots of comics, and also just Reading and listening to music. i've also been drawing a lot.
it's good to take a break. i am a musician, and always will be, but i am also a person who likes to sleep and eat and who is obsessed with superman and likes hanging out with my friends.
#i'm in music school because 1) i love music 2) i want it to be my job#i am not a music machine#i am a human person#i honestly don't know how to avoid burning myself out again#there's things i can do better than last semester for sure#but i've burnt out every semester so far and even before that#i had good grades in high school i was and still am a good student and i need to stop valuing myself on that bc if i do i think i'll#accidentally kill myself#i was beating myself to shit for not being able to do things that are technically possible but practically impossible#and i still do but slightly less#i am a musician but i am a person and i think what i need to do is treat school slightly more like work#compartmentalize it a bit more#it helps that i've had a few gigs now which somehow relieves the 'im not good enough' pressure#im still not sure how ill ever make a living but for right now i very thankfully very luckily dont have to worry about that yet#and i AM slowly getting more and more work even if that work doesnt pay a living wage in the slightest#and its not like your career takes off immediately either#i think this semester i should talk to more grad students to talk about how their careers went#and i will be smarter about things#not that i wasn't smart before but i will be more efficient#disciplined etc#i am pretty disciplined already but like More.#something my teacher has also told me lol im a good student but im not in a career to be a student im in a career#to perform#bluebird.txt#back to my original point. compartmentalize.#i love art i love drawing i occasionally love writing music even though its also a bitch#i love that i can have these hobbies and be decently good at them and try on my own to get better at them#without it determining the course of my life#violaposting#um. happy new year? i'm just Marinating
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dullahandyke · 1 year ago
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lov vending machines so much... youre telling me i get to insert coins AND i get a little treat? truly peak engineering
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