#Opioid Addiction

[kevindelreyy]

Delorazepam I'm delay

[anaxietyyy]

Tfw you're dopesick all day but you manage to score some more 🤪📶 also took 2 benzos 💊with this so I hope I can finally fucking sleep for once!

I'm not proud of this life, but this is how I'm coping and surviving rn.. addiction is a severe disease and I'm still in denial about it tbh to myself and to my therapist.. in my eyes it's only a problem if you shoot up,

But when I blow my nose, it bleeds from all the snorting. I hide it from everyone and I'm literally physically dependent now, get violently ill if I skip a dose or two. I really need to get help, but I'm not ready yet to let this security blanket go, it sounds pathetic but it's literally all I have to make it through atm..

[autisti-kat]

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[rapeculturerealities]

They Followed Doctors’ Orders. The State Took Their Babies. - Reveal

Medications like Suboxone help pregnant women safely treat addiction. But in many states, taking them can trigger investigations by child welfare agencies that separate mothers from their newborns. This week, we tell the story of one young mother who thought she was doing the right thing by taking her prescription, only to be reported to the state of Arizona and investigated for child abuse and neglect.

[c16h14n2o]

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

guysss i just quit my job (that worsens my chronic pain) to break my opiate addiction because i'm tired of withdrawals

no more money but i do get freedom ig damn

[grapecola]

Review: Gutter Glitter by Kirsten Moore . . .

Read my review of #KirstenMoore's memoir, Gutter Glitter #review #writer #WritingCommunity

Tuesday 1 October 2024 **For transparency purposes, I received no remuneration for this review. However, I did receive a paperback copy of the book from AE Creative Communications.** As seems to be my habit when I receive books from AE Creative Communications, Gutter Glitter by Kirsten Moore sat in my TBR pile for longer than I had intended. Once I started reading it, I couldn’t put it down.…

[bleeding-alyssum]

i miss opiates so much, everytime i feel a single emotion, i think of opiates. i don’t wanna feel shit. i just want to get as bad as i can, i want to forget everything.

[ineedfairypee]

“Let me sleep into something more comfortable”

[selfmedblves]

I bet if I met my 10 year old self met me now, he'd be very confused and wonder what happened to me. All the years of losing friends, being taken advantage of, benders, depression. It's all fucked me up awfully. I'm lucky that I survived an overdose. It's been hard but I'm still here somehow. Somehow.

[kdtha1]

[kevindelreyy]

OCTOBER DEPRESSION

[anaxietyyy]

A new friend of mine said she's gonna hook me up with some guy she knows who knows where to get dope, I'm so excited cause I haven't had actual dope in a WHILE cause my main dealers can't get it atm for some reason and I didn't really know anyone who knows where to get dope until now, so that's "good"! I'm so grateful we still have actual h over here in the Netherlands for now instead of that xylazine infested stuff or stuff cut to death with fent. Fent is available as well, but as a separate thing you actually have to look for, it's not cut into our dope with lethal doses like in America for as far as I know

[opioidowykoneser]

Wczoraj z braku oksykodonu już od kilku dni znowu zajebałem metkat i.v. rano 840 mg kodeiny później strzał z 2 paczek acataru i jeszcze łącznie dorzuciłem 3 paczki acataru, a po jedną paczkę poszedłem nawet o 23:30 do apteki całodobowej 30 min przed zamknięciem, więc w sumie już niecałodobowej, jak kiedyś, bo do 00:00 a przed snem dorzuciłem jeszcze 240 mg kodeiny i 100 mg hydroksyzyny.

[legacyhealingcenterrehab]

What Are Opioids, and Why Are They Dangerous?

Opioids are a class of drugs that include prescription painkillers like oxycodone, hydrocodone, and fentanyl, as well as illegal drugs like heroin. They are highly effective in relieving pain but also carry significant risks.

Opioids bind to opioid receptors in the brain and body, blocking pain signals and producing a sense of euphoria. However, they also depress the central nervous system, leading to slowed breathing, sedation, and potential overdose.

Opioid misuse can quickly lead to dependence and addiction, as the body develops tolerance and requires higher doses to achieve the same effects. Overdosing on opioids can be fatal, suppressing respiration to the point of respiratory failure.

Opioid addiction can have devastating consequences on individuals, families, and communities, making it crucial to seek professional help and comprehensive treatment for opioid use disorders. Legacy Healing Center in Cincinnati, OH, is here to help.

[thornhilljosie]

— 10/06/2019 10:48 PM

A voice swam against my left ear, pulling me out of my sleep. I rolled onto my back and listened for it closely. It said, "Your life is much bigger than this moment. Your life is much bigger than this man."