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Seeing the Ranma 1/2 tag trend made me realize they were having a reboot, which is great, but it also made me remember how much I loved the anime as a kid, I love the old version most, not sure about the new one, haven't seen it yet to judge. I might just check it out of curiosity then binge watch the old version and maybe read the Manga. I used to love Ranma sm bcz of his chill character, like I can't think of any other protagonist who's so chill and cool (yeah ik he's not always like that), I also loved the visuals and the constant jumping around and fighting, I love the concept of casual martial art between tennagers, that's so cool. I didn't like the main romantic dynamic much, idk maybe I was too young to appreciate it and will enjoy it later, but yeah I usually don't like the main thing much.
#Sadly I haven't seen a lot of multishipping in the Fandom been scrolling for so long and only found the main thing#Oh well not that I'm that bothered#Not gonna crowd the tag with my silly thoughts#Anime#My fav character was prob shampoo I just love quirky characters like that I never related to characters like akane#And I loved all the side ships lol love me a ranma harem but I've seen the Fandom be very against other ships so#I'll just have to find my stuff (I mean if I plan to have a ranma hyper fixation thing soon)
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the thing about art is that it was always supposed to be about us, about the human-ness of us, the impossible and beautiful reality that we (for centuries) have stood still, transfixed by music. that we can close our eyes and cry about the same book passage; the events of which aren't real and never happened. theatre in shakespeare's time was as real as it is now; we all laugh at the same cue (pursued by bear), separated hundreds of years apart.
three years ago my housemates were jamming outdoors, just messing around with their instruments, mostly just making noise. our neighbors - shy, cautious, a little sheepish - sat down and started playing. i don't really know how it happened; i was somehow in charge of dancing, barefoot and laughing - but i looked up, and our yard was full of people. kids stacked on the shoulders of parents. old couples holding hands. someone had brought sidewalk chalk; our front walk became a riot of color. someone ran in with a flute and played the most astounding solo i've ever heard in my life, upright and wiggling, skipping as she did so. she only paused because the violin player was kicking his heels up and she was laughing too hard to continue.
two weeks ago my friend and i met in the basement of her apartment complex so she could work out a piece of choreography. we have a language barrier - i'm not as good at ASL as i'd like to be (i'm still learning!) so we communicate mostly through the notes app and this strange secret language of dancers - we have the same movement vocabulary. the two of us cracking jokes at each other, giggling. there were kids in the basement too, who had been playing soccer until we took up the far corner of the room. one by one they made their slow way over like feral cats - they laid down, belly-flat against the floor, just watching. my friend and i were not in tutus - we were in slouchy shirts and leggings and socks. nothing fancy. but when i asked the kids would you like to dance too? they were immediately on their feet and spinning. i love when people dance with abandon, the wild and leggy fervor of childhood. i think it is gorgeous.
their adults showed up eventually, and a few of them said hey, let's not bother the nice ladies. but they weren't bothering us, they were just having fun - so. a few of the adults started dancing awkwardly along, and then most of the adults. someone brought down a better sound system. someone opened a watermelon and started handing out slices. it was 8 PM on a tuesday and nothing about that day was particularly special; we might as well party.
one time i hosted a free "paint along party" and about 20 adults worked quietly while i taught them how to paint nessie. one time i taught community dance classes and so many people showed up we had to move the whole thing outside. we used chairs and coatracks to balance. one time i showed up to a random band playing in a random location, and the whole thing got packed so quickly we had to open every door and window in the place.
i don't think i can tell you how much people want to be making art and engaging with art. they want to, desperately. so many people would be stunning artists, but they are lied to and told from a very young age that art only matters if it is planned, purposeful, beautiful. that if you have an idea, you need to be able to express it perfectly. this is not true. you don't get only 1 chance to communicate. you can spend a lifetime trying to display exactly 1 thing you can never quite language. you can just express the "!!??!!!"-ing-ness of being alive; that is something none of us really have a full grasp on creating. and even when we can't make what we want - god, it feels fucking good to try. and even just enjoying other artists - art inherently rewards the act of participating.
i wasn't raised wealthy. whenever i make a post about art, someone inevitably says something along the lines of well some of us aren't that lucky. i am not lucky; i am dedicated. i have a chronic condition, my hands are constantly in pain. i am not neurotypical, nor was i raised safe. i worked 5-7 jobs while some of these memories happened. i chose art because it mattered to me more than anything on this fucking planet - i would work 80 hours a week just so i could afford to write in 3 of them.
and i am still telling you - if you are called to make art, you are called to the part of you that is human. you do not have to be good at it. you do not have to have enormous amounts of privilege. you can just... give yourself permission. you can just say i'm going to make something now and then - go out and make it. raquel it won't be good though that is okay, i don't make good things every time either. besides. who decides what good even is?
you weren't called to make something because you wanted it to be good, you were called to make something because it is a basic instinct. you were taught to judge its worth and over-value perfection. you are doing something impossible. a god's ability: from nothing springs creation.
a few months ago i found a piece of sidewalk chalk and started drawing. within an hour i had somehow collected a small classroom of young children. their adults often brought their own chalk. i looked up and about fifteen families had joined me from around the block. we drew scrangly unicorns and messed up flowers and one girl asked me to draw charizard. i am not good at drawing. i basically drew an orb with wings. you would have thought i drew her the mona lisa. she dragged her mother over and pointed and said look! look what she drew for me and, in the moment, i admit i flinched (sorry, i don't -). but the mother just grinned at me. he's beautiful. and then she sat down and started drawing.
someone took a picture of it. it was in the local newspaper. the summary underneath said joyful and spontaneous artwork from local artists springs up in public gallery. in the picture, a little girl covered in chalk dust has her head thrown back, delighted. laughing.
#writeblr#warm up#this is longer than i wanted i really considered removing that part about myself and what i went thru#but i think it really fucking bothers me that EVERY time i talk about being an artist#ppl assume i just like. had the skill and ability to drop everything and pay for grad school.#like sir i grew up poor. my house wasn't a safe space. i gave up a FREE RIDE TO LAW SCHOOL. for THIS. bc i chose it.#was it fucking hard? was i choosing the hard thing?? yes.#but we need to stop seeing artists as lazy layabouts that can ''afford'' to just ''sit around and create''#when MANY - if not MOST - of us are NOT like that. we have to work our fucking ASSES off. hard work. long and hard work#part of valuing artists is recognizing the amount we sacrifice to make our art. bc it doesn't just#like HAPPEN to us. also btw it rarely has anything to do with true talent.#speaking as someone with a chronic condition i hate when ppl are like u have it easy. like actively as i'm writing this my hands r#ACTIVELY hurting me. i haven't been posting bc my left hand was curled in a claw for the last week#this isn't fucking luck. after a certain point it's not even TALENT. it's dedication & sacrifice.#''u get to flounce around and do nothing with ur life'' is a narrative that is a direct result of capitalism#imagine if we said that about literally any other profession.#''oh so u give up 10 yrs of ur life to be a doctor? u sacrifice having a social life and u get SUPER in debt?#u need to work countless hours and it will often be thankless? well i wish i was that lucky''#we should be applying that logic to landlords ONLY#''oh ur mom and dad gave u the money to buy a house? and all u did was paint it white and rent it? huh.''
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#ta-da! super high-effort comic for you#what do you think?#...im aware i fucked up the back of his head in panel 5. by the time i realized i couldn't be bothered to fix it.#oh well! i'm still really happy with everything else. the storyboarding; the line art; the colors; the BACKGROUNDS; my lettering.#some of my best work!#kirby series#magolor#kirby#kirby's return to dream land#krtdl#panic's favorites
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Man, it's cool and all if you see a metaphor for marginalisation in the monstrous, and if you want the power fantasy of 'what if you could just eat anybody who threatened you/pissed you off'. Me too.
However, as soon as you start saying 'no, these monsters are a 1:1 on Specific Marginalised Group, and you have to treat them in the fiction like they are directly representative of real human members of the marginalised group', BUT you also, in the fiction, make them hurt/kill/eat humans? And then try to shame me, your audience, for noticing or engaging with the bit where they kill people, because you made them directly representative of a real-world marginalised group? You have lost me, and also, I think, the plot.
#hear yourself. for the love of whatever you cherish.#'but they only kill bigots so ACTUALLY they're the GOOD GUYS -' your metaphor of monstrosity is entirely premised on the question of#'what if what you went around righteously killing; believing your actions to be justified;#were actually people and it was not in fact righteous or justified to just kill them'#'what if the world isn't neatly split into 'good guys' and 'bad guys'#who gets to decide who or what is 'bad'? because that's the original problem of monstrosity-as-metaphor-for-marginalisation#(if as a creator you say 'oh my intention with this was X' cool!#if instead you go with something like. well.#'well in this setting monsters are so rare it doesn't matter that they kill people and you'd have to be a homicidal sadistic psychopath >#< to hunt them; but sure I guess if you want to play a Bad Person' well I might have#but if you're going to explicitly judge me for wanting to engage with the moral question of 'how justified is this and who would do it#versus how justified are these monsters if they do have to harm or kill people to continue to exist'#then maybe I just don't want to play your game at all)#anyway I'm sick to death of poor uwu cozy vampires who are SO marginalised so I'm not Allowed to care about all the people they murder#it being fucked up is what's fun about it! do all the other shit but let me take the murders seriously!#and inb4 someone accuses me of being a bigot for saying 'actually I don't think you get a free pass to kill and eat people if you're gay'#remember when the CW's famously reactionary and conservative Supernatural tried to just gloss over the part where every time its heroes >#< killed a demon with a magic knife it also killed the person the demon was possessing#and say 'oh no it's fine we don't care about those killings; they don't matter; don't bother caring about them either'#but they were doing it to glorify exactly the kind of people that these 'monster as metaphor' stories are trying to cast as expendable?#I have other examples that are like. real dramas. but That Paranormal Show is the one that's in the same niche that I'm talking about here#it feels more insidious when it comes through a fantasy show where there are monsters involved#so you can say 'no it's not real so it doesn't matter'#but then ALL of it is equally not real. and vampires are not actually an oppressed group. because they don't exist.#you can say 'these vampires are a metaphor for an oppressed group so this fiction matters in real life'#or you can say 'don't care about the murders because they weren't actually real'#but you can't say both and then get mad at ME for treating the murders as seriously as the vampires#let me engage with your premise and don't waste my fucking time#or just set your fluff in the Sesame Street universe where vampires drink cherry Kool-Aid and help kids learn to count
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the way i see it, colin has three options for handling the repercussions of kissing michael on the pitch in front of everyone:
gatekeep: by some miracle no one caught the kiss on camera so colin's sexuality is kept between him and any fans who happened to be on the pitch near him. the safest option.
girlboss: keeley gets the pr challenge of a lifetime handling the story of the first active premier league player to come out as gay. rebecca is tall and powerful and intimidating in the press room making it clear that richmond stands behind colin one thousand percent. the most realistic option.
gaslight: straight-up blatantly lying. not because he's ashamed or because he thinks he can actually convince anyone that the kiss didn't happen, but just because he refuses to let it be a big deal. acts like he has no idea what anyone is talking about if asked anything related to his sexuality. he doesn't claim to be straight, mind you, he just pretends to be extremely confused about why they're asking because he never kissed anyone in the middle of a football pitch at the end of an internationally-televised game? when presented with photo and video proof of the kiss he says that was some other richmond player named hughes who wears a number 12 jersey. you don't know him, he goes to another school. the funniest option.
#colin literally standing in front of michaels house unloading a moving truck: i have no idea who that man who kissed that richmond player is#weird that he looks exactly like the guy standing in the doorway behind me! oh well life is full of mysteries#the tabloid reporter who ambushed colin goes home that night and contemplates a change of career#ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers#the more i think about it the less bothered i am by them not addressing the repercussions in the episode#because i love open endings and hate flash-forward endings that give you all the answers (part of why i hated the montage)#and i'm having so much fun imagining all the ways the aftermath of The Kiss could have played out#over 1k
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re: that post about the lack of enrichment in trucks
i bring yet another megop au where op is another depressed fellow whose EM field is always emitting gloomy and tired vibes. vs megatron who is at his happiest when hauling materials and messing with his coworkers/friends
they haven't seen each other in years since the war ended and they signed all these treaties and paperwork !
#wip#au#op wonders why he's the only odd one from his peers that feels specially unhappy with his post-war life. he shouldn't. work pays well and h#has a house all by himself. he's not in immediate danger. no one is actively trying to kill each other. has access to energon and treats#his friends are all near him (and yet he doesn't try to contact them bc he might be bothering them)#by all means he should be happy but alas. he is not ! (sadge)#and then megatron's like YEAHH. ROCKS. I HAUL THE MATERIALS. i will dump dirt on top of you if you are distracted. do not try to tip me ove#i will punch you. oh optimus prime? idk he's probably passed away idc. look at this buiding. i'm helping#[truck with Sufficient enrichment vs truck with lack of enrichment]
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#narureno#narumi gen#ichikawa reno#kn8#kaiju no. 8#my art#dont know if i actually like how the colours came out so have both skdjfhs#something about the cololured one displeases me hmmmm#oh well#narumi pls stop bothering reno in public places skjdfhs#I'm sure he'd come to your room if you asked#one day someone will walk in and then reno will end narumi
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Extremely quick and dirty speedpaint of a dream I had last night
#other art#I was at like a wildlife center with wolves and this one '''wolf dog''' (which was the size of a deer and I forgot about that til now)#was keeping pace with the pickup truck I was driving ('I was thinking 'wow that's 40 mph')#It started chewing on a hole in the fence and I was kinda like ruh roh but ignored it and moved on to other dream activities#Then later I'm talking to some guy and hear an explosion and the bed of my pickup truck was on fire (dream logic dictated this is where the#engine was) and the dog was there. Had kind of an 'OH YOU!' moment with it#Like not actually that bothered by this dog blowing up my vehicle#The fire was bright blue and I was thinking 'hey I drew something like this recently' and then everything else started catching on fire#And I was like Oh my god I have to go into The Tunnels to retrieve my belongings so they don't get burned#(There are always tunnels in my dreams). And I think I failed to do that because the tunnels were on fire too. Then my parents had#to pick me up. Don't remember these last bits very well
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Me when someone says they don't like Echo
#i'm kidding#have whatever opinion you want#although kinda not kidding#because i will judge your taste#i am going to have so much fun with picture#perfect reaction material#star wars#the bad batch#the bad batch season 2 spoilers#the bad batch spoilers#tbb spoilers#echo#arc trooper echo#tbb echo#with this picture not with picture ffs#i can't be bothered to go back and change that now#oh well
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I really like @theratpy‘s Dr. Zo :D I like him for normal reasons don’t even worry about it don’t read into it at all haha (Patreon)
Bonus Ratticus
#Doodles#Theratpy#Dr. Zo#Ratticus#And no one else don't worry about it#Which is to say please watch Theratpy! Such lovely stylization especially with the heartbeat animation ah#So cool how they move and the lineart moves! So cool!#I deeply enjoy how especially Zo is shaped he's incredibly pretty (this is known) lol#Incredibly predictable behaviour on my part I will not apologize I see pretty lad I draw pretty lad that's the rules#In all seriousness and not-jokes the rat style does lend really well to the Vargases..........just sayingggg lol#There'll be some in the next sketchdump ahem ahem they're pretty and cute wah!#Which I mean I'd be more than happy to tag again for credit purposes At The Least but just as well not to bother either whichever however#Just such a cuuuute and prettyyyyy style ahhhh#I enjoy very much please go enjoy also <3#The little ear flicks are probably my favourites hehe#Oh and hands lovely stuff <3 Fuzz and sharp nails! Yes! I like that very much#I tried to mostly style-match here but I can't escape my hand-habits of how I draw collars lol I don't think I quite got that#But all the same I'm still pleased! :D I enjoyed to draw and enjoyed the turnout! Hooray both#I did keep running out of room for his whiskers tho overlapping lines are hard to keep clean ahh#Especially with my love of movement lines lol everything crowded!#Still still still - pleased! Happy! Yay! :D#Good lads ♪
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A quick drawing of my attempt at @commanderthalys's Thalys with her Iboga face leaves and an overabundance of thorns and spikes and teeth bc I have no chill lmao (they're also WAY larger than what they should be to properly hide while folded up on her face, but I am not good at resisting the temptation of exaggerating these things lakjdsfls)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#gift art#thalys#THE IBOGERRR#this is fast by my standards bc i did it in one night and was trying to do it quickly haha#her face (eye/chin/mouth) is still not centered right and it's still bothering me bc it's lopsided; but oh well lskjflf#I had to add her iboga tongues hehe >:3c#also i'm sorry Thalys I can't get your hair right lmao#anyways I'm making out with her as we speak uwu
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So I decided to watch a bit of Bridgerton with my mother, which I'm not really interested in (I don't really like period pieces unless it's a fanfic for a ship I like) but it's a show she enjoys so I sometimes catch her watching it and join her, and literally the only takeaway from the stuff I've seen with her is that Colin, Lord Debling, and Penelope should have all been poly
#guys listen a lot of shit could have been solved if they had just been poly (says local poly relationship writer & enjoyer)#i know polin is like the Ship this season from what i've seen when i lightly check out the bridgerton fandom#but i really enjoyed the chemistry between penelope & debling. they were cute.#that scene where he asked in a roundabout way how to propose to her. it was sweet. also the way he stuttered was really cute.#i also imagined colin & debling together in a world where polyamory & queer relationships weren't frowned upon#and i think they would be cute. he & colin would have a fun dynamic because debling's similair to pen but also he still very different#and i think that seeing colin being oblivious about liking him would be cute#it would definitely add to the drama if violet didn't really understand that colin was into both pen & debling at first. but when she does.#she spends the entire time with her head in her hands because her son is so bad at recognizing his feelings.#i just think the two would be really cute if the time period wasn't. you know. very unaccepting of queer relationships.#bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#lord debling#alfred debling#polin#colin x penelope#pebling#penelope x lord debling#colin x penelope x lord debling#colin x lord debling#god i think i'm the only one adding to that tag. if not creating it. oh well.#please don't bother interacting with this post if you're just going to say that polin is superior or whatever. literally just block me dude#yuri's thoughts & rambles#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton spoilers#this literally might be the only time i even use the bridgerton tag
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Toby my beloved
I love this man I wanna draw him so much, but I have so little time.
Fuck finals :')
#ticci toby#clockwork#ticciwork#eyeless jack#ben drowned#ben drowned arg#b.e.n.#behavioral event network#sally#sally williams#toby would def fuck around with anyone bothering ppl#i love how i got nettie to just “:)”#mans become my favorite shit to draw#i am not happy w how i drew clockwork#but oh well#I'm dedicating a whole post to her someday
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A karma flower sways gently in the dark~
#rain world#cooling down from working on 3D stuff by....... doing more 3D stuff#there is something bothering me about this model. You can't really see its details in this video since it's lower res#there's nothing WRONG with it but it bothers me anyways#I think I want some kind of shader on it#but I'm not sure what exactly. I know little about shaders in general#oh well. I just did this for fun anyways#and animating it was fun#wiggle bones didn't work well on this the way I set it up#...though it occurs to me I could have tried cloth physics! meh it looks fine anyways#I want to make an overseer and see if it works out on their cute lil arms#video#flickerdoodles
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Seven Sentence Sunday!
thanks @spotsandsocks for the tag! i'm taking this as opportunity to share a little snippet from an upcoming flufftober fic that i'm very very excited for <3 if you want to join me in pretending it's not yet monday (or if it's still sunday for you lmao), consider yourself tagged! i'd love to see what you're working on!
“I don’t know,” Buck says, laughing wetly. “This feels pretty perfect to me. Just- it’s you and me, and Chris, and we’re at home. What more could I need?”
“I guess you’re right.” Eddie leans in again, pressing a soft kiss to Buck’s fingers. He lets his forehead rest against Buck’s knuckles, breathing him in. “But I prepared a speech and everything, so you gotta let me do this, okay?”
“Okay,” Buck agrees easily. He shifts his hand to cup Eddie’s cheek, tilting his head up so Eddie has to look up at him, staring into those big blue eyes, the ones shining like precious stones. Buck looks so happy, Eddie thinks he might glow in the dark. He knows he himself is probably glowing just as brightly.
“Yeah, I’ll let you do this.” Buck smirks, though it doesn’t look nearly as mischievous as he’s intending to, considering the tear rolling down his cheek.
“Propose to me, Diaz.”
“I’m trying, Buckley.”
“Make it a good one, and I won’t be Buckley for much longer.”
#several sentence sunday#michelle writes#it's a proposal fic <3#i'm very excited for this one hehe#buddie#serious question though how do yall figure out who to tag for these things lol#i don't want to bother people but i very much do want to encourage people to share snippets so you see the dilemma#am i overthinking this lol probably#oh well#back to essay writing i go
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"i mean, seriously, he could've drifted off into the stars and there would've been nobody to catch him! that idiot... he's lucky i was there..." *continued grumbling*
What's a destroyer to do when he finds his totally-not-friend-and-DEFINITELY-not-boyfriend asleep and floating in space? Drag him back home with strings while grumbling the whole time, according to Error.
Tilly and I were talking about Error X Outer last night because it's cute. Now, I absolutely adore ErrorInk, but the beauty of the multiverse is that there's an infinite amount of different timelines! So I don't have to choose!
Didn't turn out exactly how I was picturing it, but I still enjoyed drawing it. Paint pens are fun.
Error!Sans belongs to CrayonQueen. Outer!Sans belongs to Mimi Pippinski.
#undertale#undertale au#undertale au fanart#ship art#outer#outer!sans#outertale!sans#outertale#error#error!sans#error x outer#error!sans x outer!sans#do they have a ship name?#errorouter?#errorspace?#outerglitch?#supernova?#eh anyway#it's a cute ship#couldn't be bothered doing a background lol oh well#paint pens#traditional art#sketchbook#rose's art#also tilly is my bestie and qpp and beta reader. i mention her enough that i'm just making a dedicated tag for her lol#the tilly tag
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