#ON THE SECOND DAY OF MY PERIOD
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i threw down in the kitchen btw
#mac and cheese mashed potatoes greens dressing and a bean salad#ON THE SECOND DAY OF MY PERIOD#aiyonna speaks
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I just did some math and, if Cas is as old as the earth, his 12 years with Dean is equivalent to like 0.08 seconds in a human lifespan. That’s less than 1/10th of a second, shorter than the blink of an eye. He knew Dean for such a short amount of time compared to his entire existence and it was enough to fundamentally change everything about Cas and how he sees the world. That’s absolutely insane to me.
#if u don’t believe me its (12/4.5billion)*365*seconds per day#I originally thought it was the equivalent to like one afternoon to a human#and a lot can happen in an afternoon. Some of my most life changing events occurred over the span of a few hours.#of course it was still romantic that Cas changed because of Dean in such a short period of time but an afternoon isn't inconsequential#but in this context its mind-blowingly romantic and hopeless because that's like if a random bug bit me and immediately died#and I fell in love with that bug and changed my entire perception of the world because of my love for that bug#Can you imagine that?#dean x cas#destiel#dean winchester#cas#supernatural#castiel#deancas#casdean#spn#Like
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If there's one thing I've seen over and over again in the Dracula Daily + Re: Dracula fandom, it's the desire for an animated adaptation. Not of media-inspired-by, but of Dracula itself. And so, I've made:
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...something that is decidedly not animated.
Yet.
I'm hoping to get Dracula Reanimated (tentative name) in exactly 1 year from now, by the end of DracDaily's 2025 run, perhaps even the beginning of it if I'm really good. But in all honesty, it could take till 2026 given the teeny complication that 1) I've no animation skills whatsoever 2) fulltime job.
So, I hope you'll stay around for the next 2 years at least to see this completed.
In the meanwhile, if you'd like to support a project by actual professionals, try @theholmwoodfoundation . It's a found footage horror fiction podcast by @georgiacooked and @fiotrethewey set in a time long after the events of Dracula, and yet the characters find themselves haunted (literally) by vestiges of the past.
Goodnight, stay safe, and rest well.
#my art#dracula#re: dracula#dracula daily#note to self: dd2024#cant do much else for american followers & mutuals so i can only offer a distraction and—not to flatter myself—a reason to live at least#upcoming movies and game release dates sustained me when i went through a dark period for myself. its passed for me now#and i hope it passes for yall too. the cost of living is probably going to rise for my country too cause of his trading policies.#sorry for uploading so late i wanted to upload this way ealrier but forgot how long videditing takes....#tjis also is not the full 'trailer' but i could only draw so much in 5 days 💀 ill post the full animatic eventually#if youve any name suggestions i genuinely welcome them cause i came up with this in like. 10 seconds. not a lot of thought
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we do not know and might not ever know the full story behind mania and the circumstances under which it was produced but we know enough by now to understand that there was a lot of strife and frustration involved in the way it came about. the band has been clear on this much. the divisive reception upon release didn't help any. and we know the last time that happened with folie, it led to that record essentially being forgotten and aggressively sidelined for years afterward. the roughness of its reception was explicitly one of the things that patrick especially cited as difficult for him to look back on, and one of the reasons it took so long for him to embrace those songs again.
it took mania five years what took folie a full hiatus and double that time.
this too is healing.
#*making poasts#i have my own ~case study~ i wanna write abt mania one day but it is not this day#i know part of it is that the mania tour was their last headlining tour prior to this one so those songs are newer#and the second is that these things do simply take time#but im glad theyve acknowledged their 7th child again...shes important to me#folie - brilliant as it was - also came from a period of immense internal friction#folie had more time to soothe over than mania has#but it means a lot that theyre working so hard to reforge that bitterness into something they can look at with fondness#it all comes back to that kintsugi feeling....doesnt it ever
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Not to be a total asshole here but if I get one more "I need more! give me more!" comment on my Platonic Sugar Baby Buddie AU, it's going away. It has literally been two weeks since my last update, during which time I've been working on another fanfic, finishing up my second part-time job, working a full-time job, and being an adult with a full life.
I have never experienced this amount of whining in my entire time in this fandom and I can only presume that it's new people to the fandom who have an appalling lack of etiquette.
It's literally people just saying "give me more! I want more! hurry up!" And while none of you are at all entitled to my personal business, it sure doesn't help the depressive episode I'm in that y'all are doing this.
I love sharing my fics with you guys, and I love the enthusiasm and joy that you have for my writing. But the sudden influx of demands for sequels, for specific scenes in fics, unprompted fic, smut, and chapter suggestions, and now just outright demanding like a toddler for an update is disheartening, annoying, and the opposite of encouraging.
Please stop. Please. Please stop.
#lincoln writes stuff#lincoln rants#you think I don't feel bad not updating regularly?#you think I don't wish I could post a chapter every few days for you?#I spent two months working three jobs#and JUST wrapped up my second job#I'm currently on my period dying of cramps#what the fuck do you want from me?#if you all want to pay me so I can just write fic for you all then great I have a ko-fi and a Patreon hop to it#I am EXHAUSTED fucking hell#oh! and the icing on the cake?#I'VE BEEN WORKING ON ANOTHER BUDDIE FIC FOR YOU ALL THIS ENTIRE TIME#my muse wanted to work on The Gang Plays D&D so I was#I'M LITERALLY STILL MAKING STUFF FOR YOU UNGRATEFUL BRATS#I will probably delete this later when I have calmed down
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I felt so seen when I first read pjo and it mentioned Annabeth’s arachnophobia. I used to have so many nightmares when I was younger (probably started when I was around five or six), I would wake up in the middle of the night and be so terrified of moving because I thought there were spiders all over my bed. The shadows on my popcorn ceiling looked like spider figures and I remember just laying there sweating and not making a sound because I thought it would attract the spiders I guess? It was routine for me to shout for my mom—poor her, she would be woken at 2 in the morning like thrice a week— and she’d always shake my sheets and lay with me until I feel asleep. She would also take me to sleep with her and my dad in their massive bed (who was I to say no to the invitation?) and it got to the point where I was embarrassed that I couldn’t sleep a whole night without someone. Occasionally, I still have these nightmares about spiders and I just turn on a light, go to the bathroom, come back, and pretend it never happened.
Idk, just thinking about that. I kind of had forgotten about those nightmares but I don’t play when I see spiders because I know it means I’m going to dream about them.
#just a snippet of my life#tw mentions of spiders#arachnophobia#unfortunately got it from my dad he’ll freak out if he sees one#when I say I’m scared of spiders it’s not bc they bite or bc they’re bugs#it’s bc they’re the culprit of me being scared of going to sleep since I was 5#I deadass have to cover the screen whenever a spider comes up on a show or article#those tv sitcoms that always had that one episode with a spider crawling over someone’s back actualky leave me paranoid to this day#I always get startled when I see my hair and think it’s a spider for a second#‘the price of being small’ sorry but I’m not that kind of girl#anwyays#annabeth chase core#annabeth chase#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#I also got panick attacks as a kid#bc for a short period of time I was convinced that if I was around glitter or flour or sand I would inhale it and die#I was in first grade#I swear I was born with anxiety#nightmares#tw spiders#childhood#I legit could not do sleepovers for this reason#I don’t play about where I sleep in because I actually get scared if the sheets have a certain texture#annabeth and arachne#percy jackson#heroes of olympus#hoo#randomly sharing#random post
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Golden Hour (+ lineart below cut)
I took a picture of the lines for once and did some basic crappy photo editing on my phone, so you could probably print this out and use it as a coloring page or something if you so wish lol. Do with it what you will.
#honkai star rail#dr ratio#veritas ratio#aventurine#aventurine hsr#cherallart#as you can see i forgor i wanted to draw his glasses til like. last second#i can’t believe it’s been like 2 whole months since I last did a whole like. watercolor illustration#part of that’s been bc I’ve been having a bit of a rough semester bc adhd med issues (which are resolved now)#but I really wanted to draw aventurine and ratio. my boys#i’ve been LOVING penacony so far so I needed to get something nice out#anyway I did this while my s/o and I alternated between reading a 500 pg long history book out lout to each other#it’s called ‘the inheritance of rome’ and kinda covers what happened after the collapse of the western roman empire#and tries to identify and explain all the cultural echoes and reverberations and transformations that rose from its ashes#throughout europe north africa and the middle east. anyway it’s super interesting and I highly recommend it#the late antique period is not something often covered/talked abt in public ed hist classes. at least not when I was goin through em#or the transitory period between it and the early medieval period at least#i still got 150 pages left and a final paper due on it in like 4 days but it’s only a 5 pg minimum and I’m a wordy bitch so#i think i can make it#anyway back to that I go
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I’m actually so mad that Fadel gets to experience genuine tenderness and vulnerability while Bison who’s so desperate for it - and receives none from Fadel - doesn’t
#kantbison#fadelbison#the heart killers#like I’m starting to see the tragedy of Kant and Bison#and I feel like I’m going to start sobbing any second#it’s also the first day of my period so idk anything anymore
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I wrote out an entire dissertation length rant but I'm actually deleting it & just leaving a gif that captures the energy of my current predicament in far less words
#*company i work for* is literally so stupid & i knew that already but oh my god. lol.#how are you going to give me 3 days a week as a sub then PROMOTE me to part time at 1 day a week w/zero potential to pick up new shifts...#bc im not ALLOWED to work more than 24 hrs a pay period (2 weeks) ...????? why??????#every other PT job ive had capped at 35 hrs a WEEK. this is 12 hrs a week cap. what rhe fuck#and they have to hire another PT person anyways so why not let me take what they would get??? fucking demented#here i go starting to rewrite the rant in the tags. theres much more believe me im being very restrained rn#who the fuck can survive on 750 dollars a month#i have to get a second job now! yayyy!!
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I CROCHETED AN “UMAZANE MISLI” SHIRT!!!! It is NOT readable at all BUT i am proud anyway and i love it hihi haha
Readable one below the cut!
Yuhuhu hahaha
#funzige gedachten!!!!!!#please be nice this is only the second real thing i have crocheted#also no face reveal this time bc i am on my period and have been lating down all day so i look crusty#if you want to see my face really really bad you can ponder your eyes at my pinned post#the skirt is by me aswel hihihi#joker out#umazane misli#crochet#transgender#nonbinary
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had an absolutely wretched day at work today (predictable after getting crossfaded on a tuesday night) and then of course my mom texts me "call me i miss you" because it's like she knows exactly when im having a bad time. so i sobbed on the phone with my mom. but then i watched a dinosaur documentary for free on youtube and ate junk food and took a shower and it's going to be ok i guess
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in honor of me finally remembering to delete my twitter that I haven’t used in like four years, here’s a selection of my best tweets from over the years that I screenshotted for posterity…
#twitter#funny tweets#tweets#i don’t know how to tag this#there was a lot of detective pikachu content and itsv content there#also rip to all my twitter convos with people from/about second best dnd#truly a lost era :(#it was nice to look back on tho#also rip to all of me and zainab’s livetweets of period dramas and Nora Ephron movies during the early days of our friendship#I included the persuasion tweet that made everyone I know mad at me for like 24 hours to sort of represent that era#the artist formerly known as birdhapley AKA moonsuits sometimes credited as sesamestreep
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the last time i felt awake when my eyes were open (on this side of the globe) was when i was shooting 16mm film in chicago. which could mean nothing
#this one turned out really gay and cute but its in post-production purgatory bc iiiiiii havent decided what to do abt sound/music yet#i was so tired from being at pride the day before and miserably on my period but i cherished every second#not least bc the weather was so nice i got to wear my leather jacket the whole time. shes only weather-appropriate like 3 times per year...#chicago '24#**
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greek pleinair day 3👁
the drawing is probably salty cause I washed my brushes in sea water lol
#art#plein air#gouache#traditional art#had to climb rocks at the second day of my period#worth it#that beach is beautiful
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#im literally killing myself i ve an exam day after and ive been crying nonstop bc of my period and my mother just made everything even worse#nad i have so much left to study i just dont know what to do bc i just start crying every other second#ughhhhhhhh fuck this
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turned my boy into a marketable plushie
[ID: four photos of a handmade plush of an original stylised Flatland character named Atlas. Atlas is a light grey isosceles triangle with dark grey scars on his side and eye, one eye, black limbs and a black tail.
In the first image he is sat down on a bed with floral bedsheets and white pillows. He is directly facing the camera.
In the second image he is sat on the bed beside a ginger cat who is looking at the camera.
In the third and fourth images he is laid down flat on a green rug. His back is to the rug in the third image and his back is to the camera in the fourth image.
End ID].
#my son ! (and my sons in the second pic i can’t leave socks out <3)#the concept / pattern doodles of this was so funny looking back bc there’s a note beside it that says ‘probably easy’#guess what. it was Not easy#i bought one of those handheld sewing machines bc u don’t have an actual one and i just. cba to figure out how to use it#bc i dont*#so he’s completely hand-sewn and my hand hurts so bad#i had the absolute worst period of my life while i was making him and it meant that i was housebound BUT also that i got to work on him-#-continuously#only took like 4.5 days. i think that’s alright#also all of his limbs are bendable :]#he looks so sillay w/o his eyebrow but idk how to add it so it’ll be okay#he can have a perpetually shocked expression#welcome to the third dimension#flatland#oc#atlas huntsworth
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