#Not sure which is worse tbh
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Me trying to figure out if he rejected me because he’s gay or if I’m just ugly and annoying
#Not sure which is worse tbh#but also like I act so gay with my friends#Like very#and im straight#And straight guys act gay a lot#Is everyone gay?#Anyway#girlhood#crush#rejected#gay#Gay memes#crush memes
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playing around w slightly different hair renders
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#yuuji#megumi#cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise#so having him face left is alr a Challenge#but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE#same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson#but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language#u can imagine my distress i am sure#anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333#i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi#so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours#idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied#fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes#think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal#tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby#one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge#SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash#it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal
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Whooooo could have predicted this?
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#Poorly drawn MDZS#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#fairy#I love that they go up a mountain to check out fake ghost rumours. It's everything I want out of a date (Nature hike & something haunted)#I just know these two are big hike fans (wwx prob 'gets tired' and 'needs to be carried' at the end)#(he doesn't need it he just wants to be held)#Its not super apparent but wwx is using 'gonna be haunted in there' as an excuse to not encounter the dog#thats on me for rushing this one though#the end result makes lwj look like one of those dad's that's like 'come on kids lets go check out these dark caves! Nothing creepy here!'#Which is a vibe he deserves to have. Maybe with a more blunt tone.#I don't know who would be a worse chaperone tbh. I think together they would be good but separate? Chaos.#Speaking of chaperoning...Jin Lin sure did wander off. Wonder where he went?#JC needs to invest in a stronger child leash 'cause his nephew keeps chewing through it and running off
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“hufwe instruments” SYE'OTXANG, THE WORD YOU’RE LOOKING FOR IS SYE'OTXANG 😭
#frontiers of pandora#afop#lì'fya leNa'vi#based on how it’s worded I’m not sure if they intended to imply that “hufwe” by itself could refer to wind instruments#(it just means “wind” so this sentence looks like it says “they’re accompanied by the wind!” um what 😅)#or if they were doing the fanfic thing of throwing a word in arbitrarily for “hufwe instrument” instead of “wind instrument”#and tbh idk which one’s worse 🙃 lol#the first is straight-up incorrect unless they meant literal wind somehow#the second is not technically *wrong* i guess but it's just Very Unnecessary™ 😅
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I know that the "elezen grow 2 feet in a couple of months around the age of 20" thing is mostly just a game mechanic to explain away why the twins haven't grown despite the (somewhat nebulous) passage of time, but man... Hormones must really be a bitch during that.
Like, not only are you growing 5 years worth of height and bulk in 5 months, your bones are aching and your joints are cracking, but you're also dealing with 5 years of hormonal changes in the same span? Kill me.
#either that or their hormones develop along a normal hyuran schedule even though their bodies dont keep up#and tbh im not sure which one is worse#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#elezen#~k
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#and i SADDLE UP MY PONYTA AND I RIDE INTO THE SIT-TAY#I MAKE A LODDA NOISE CUZ THE GURLS THEY R SO PRETAY#RIDIN' UP N DOWN BROADWAY ON MY OLD STUD LEROY AND THE GIRLS SAY:#SAVE A RAPIDASH RIDE A MEOWBOY!!!#JOHN WAYNE AINT GOT NUTHIN ON MY FRINGE GAME HELL NO!!!!#well stranger don't ya know i'd like to be yer friend... IF I HAD THE TIME TO STAAAAAAY.#BUT I'M A BRAMBLIN A BLOWIN IN THE WIND. I'VE GOT TO CATCH ANOTHER STAAAAAAAAGE.#I STRAP ON MY GUITAR JUST LIKE A FORTY FIVE. I PRAY EACH NIGHT MY AIM IS TRUUUUEEEE#and ACQUAINTANCES TURN TO FRIENDS I HOPE THOSE FRIENDS THEY REMEMBER ME#HOLD THE NIGHT FOR RANSOM AS WE KIDNAP THE MEMORIES#NOT SURE THERES A WAY TO EXPRESS WHAT U MEANT TO ME#SOMETIMES I GET TO THINKIN BOUT SETTLIN' DOWN. FADE OFF INTO A MEMORY.#BUT EVERY NIGHT THAT I STEP OUT TO FACE THE CROWD?#I KNOW THIS IS THE LIFE FOR MEEEEEEE#pokemon#meowth#ok context. to whomever it may concern. which is no one but idc i have a lot to say and no one to say it to#first off heres my like bi-annual post bc i 1. only draw f*rdekyl* and fucking detest f*re *emblem fans with a burning passion#so i hate sharing my 'art' . so heres a rare non-fk thing. bc i also hate social media as a whole it makes me sue of side all#but like 2. i have deliberately avoided scar/vio bc its a BAD GAME. and its not made well. also i know 'open world' formats#trigger my ocd. which it did exactly. but thats mostly irrelevant. but in anycase. i bit the bullet bc i was in a pkmn mood#esp after my long beloved n*te and dook*ie gave me a hankering for a pkmn game again#and my lil bro accidentally bought 2 copies years ago so i was like fck it ill give it a shot its Free#and yes the game is dogshit. however. everytime i see a meowth in the wild i lose my mind.#his jaunty little yee-haw walk kills me every time. i adore him. thus this was inspired.#alright imma head out i fucking hate this website as well as every other social media . maybe ill draw something non-fk in like a year#see ya in like a year maybe if i live that long. which i wouldnt count on bc tbh this year has been BAD in terms of my pain. im on the#EXTREME decline and can BARELY draw anymore. i want to die. i got nothin left. it just keeps getting worse so adios!#:(
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ive made my feelings on veilguard clear atp but i WILL say as a tragedy enjoyer act 3 really redeems sooooo much of it for me. esp having my rook-and-siblings worldstate bc let me tell u 3 rooks = 3 separate tragedies is DOING it for me rn. a bellaramancer a hardingmancer and a varricmancer walk into a bar. they all walk out single 😍
#tay plays datv#datv spoilers#datv#genuinely so funny that in my canon worldstate ashara is the ONLY one who gets an ~officially~ happy ending#tho she suffered more than jesus to get it lol#(and can i just say ''ashara goes to silent hill'' being her HAPPY ending is everything i have EVER wanted for the end of her arc kfgjfkg)#but elspeth is for sure dead in datv and probs alistair too bc in my head any alternative is worse#cillian is dead. anders in my heart is also dead#bellara dead. harding dead. varric dead. SHITS CRAZY LOL...... KIND OF LOVE IT TBH.......#< girls when theyre fucking sick in the head 😍#anyway despite the misery im actually kind of feeling like deia/matthas/evander get one of the happiest endings out of all of them#bc its like.... yes all their lovers are dead. but theyre forever bonded in love and theyre a family again and ALWAYS will be#theyll grieve but they wont be grieving alone. there is capacity for healing together#also. to me dragon age has always been about the inherently destructive nature of self mythology and people falling into legend#elspeth/cillian/ashara are all destroyed by it and thats why they cant exist in the world. they HAVE 2 die or go to silent hill superhell#deia/matthas/evander and the ONLY ones who remain PEOPLE after everything. just people. they can fade into obscurity if they want#or continue fighting the good fight - in a normal person way#whatever they pick the choice is ultimately up to them..which is a choice my other protags have never had as an option#anyway. as i said. this game goes so fucking hard when you're hallucinating 70% of it#oc: ashara#oc: elspeth#oc: cillian#oc: deia#oc: evander#oc: matthas
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god please let me sleep a full uninterrupted night tonight or I will do something about it. amen
#i gotta stop saying kms sorry#but i cant take this anymoreeeee tbh#im 99% sure its the modafinil. i already have insomnia but then after i finally fall asleep i cant stay asleep for more than 5 hours#and then i cant fall back asleep. its been almsot 2 weeks of this. i cant do it anymore. my fatigue is WORSE NOW bc im not sleeping enough#which. the medication is literally supposed to be helping with. the literal thing its supposed to be helping is worse now#and he said it would help with my adhd. it is not. my focus and motivation are exactly where they were before. as is my fatigue#the only difference is now i have even more sleep problems. but i cant get any other adhd meds theyre all out of stock#i cant fucking fall asleep AS IT IS and this has made it so much worse and i have to drug myself even more heavily to sleep#which makes me More Tired the next day. on top of the lack of sleep. i cant do it#mia.txt
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Guys. I did not know before now that writing could be painfully millennial in a full prose book but the pho*nix ke*per has proven me wrong and I have to complain about it in the tags
#k talks#weird astrix is because I don't want this showing up in the tag just in case#but I NEED To complain about this book real quick. I love a magical zoo that part was fun but good lord the main character....#I get what the author was trying to do with her arc and I will say the second half of the book is better than the first but Jesus christ#I hated the main character at the start she is SO annoying. not to be mean I know the whole point is her overcoming her anxiety#but like. I swear to God every two pages was just oooh I'm so awkward I'm such an introvert I'm such an awkward scrawny turtle!!!!#like CONSTANT. even worse though she's mean about it. for like half the book she's just so incredibly judgy at her public outreach job#she literally works at a zoo and has to learn hmmm... zoos need money??? zoos are also about... educating the public??? WHATT????#also it just felt so weird because she is constantly talking about how pale and skinny and pasty and scrawny and white she is#like constantly. and her best friend is a black trans woman who CONSTANTLY coddles and supports the mc in a very maternal way#and her love interest is latina-coded I'm pretty sure and is much more confident and opinionated and is literally described as fiery once#so like. hm! Okay! interesting! Interesting stereotypes going on tbh!!!#the mc learns some lessons and gets slightly less insufferable but like. also it was SO predictable I always knew what was gonna happen nex#and the writing style... like I said above it is MILLENNIAL and not in a fun way. the word boop is used several times. the humor is awful#the main character has multiple conversations about being so uwu bottom even though there's no sex in this book??? why??#and every single character description is repeated OVER and OVER with the same two details. SO much telling basically no showing#the writing was just so... quirky. ooooh look at me I'm awkward I trip over things I can't do make-up I love sitting on the couch!!!!#like. idk. obviously a lot of people really liked this book and I SHOULD have been one of them. Sapphic romance at a magic zoo....#but the execution was just so incredibly not my thing it actively pissed me off even if I can see what the author was trying to achieve#maybe I just don't like cozy fantasy. man. there was a bit where a guy should've gotten eaten by a kelpie but didn't. so maybe too cozy#for my tastes actually. which is weird I feel like I should enjoy cozy fantasy! especially about animals!!! but maybe this was just a fluke#anyways. to be clear I am not trying to make fun of the MC for having anxiety. just the overall way her social awkwardness was WRITTEN abou#really bothered me. idk man I'm a neurotic freak as well but I try to be NICE about it. and I have the correct zoo opinions. so.
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drew Little in Oscar's clothes!
Y'know.... cause Little Prince?
... That was the entire thought process behind this
#rwby little#rwby somewhat#oscar pine#rwby9#rwby fanart#quinart#better make that a tag lol#quinpost#ignore the green lighting lol I have a color changing light in our apartment :P#this was actually awhile ago and tbh was kinda a fluke how well it turned out dfjhgfd#it's part of what made me go yknow what maybe I should give learning to draw another chance#that was before v9 and I did not try drawing again until after v9 ended dsjfhg#most of the drawings I did when I DID start learning looked worse than this which was disheartening but expected :P#but now I feel like I'm improving slowly but surely!#anygay love yall
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I love how no one knows what the fuck any of the chords are in any of the songs on CALM
#like lonely heart. I have just seen the two MOST DIFFERENT takes on it. it’s worse than teeth#G/Bm/A/D on loop (wrong too major) and a seemingly random progression of those chords and Em which it starts on with no pattern#and then there’s whatever I did and I’m not even sure with it tbh
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#it's quite a while that i do a really long rant here#but i really need to get all the shit out from my mind and clear everything inside my brain#and yeah it's actually related with yesterday's race actually#i mean we all always saying that never let sports ruin or dictate our own emotions and other phrases that related with this#but in a serious matter it really really exhausted my mind and honestly yesterday is the peak of it#and the fact is before the race start i was feeling so happy that srg wins mpl malaysia for 2nd time#and i say to myself that whatever happens during the race i should be happy that my fav esports team wins another title this year#but yeah....the race happens and it all just chaos...i mean not that usual chaos but i feel it's even worse#especially after the race#like seriously i should have stay away from any social medias for a while today#because i know how awful the vibes and environment there (and here as well tbh)#but yeah 🥲🥲🥲#like i really expecting that f1 is the only sports out of other sports that i'm getting into with#that i really feel mentally drained and doesn't makes me feel any joy by enjoying it at some point#but yesterday...that's the peak of it#i'm just getting more and more tired of the whole thing happens in f1#and the real life 'job' (more like uni life) doesn't even help me brighten up my mood either#where during app development my group is having a really though situation to going back from the start#in which we had some conflicting on some of the solutions are as same as other one group#and forreal all my groupmates were just fed up thinking about how to came up with new ideas#so yeah it's just this past few hours are just mentally emotionally physically drained out#like i really need to take a break for a while but idk i'm sure#i'll starting to get more and more tasks and assignment for the next few days *sigh*#nahhhhhh i know it's really long rant but i just want to be in a good headspace rn
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I used to work at an animal shelter, and whenever dogs came in we gave them names that fit whatever theme we had that month. Sometimes I'll go check the website just to see if any dogs I remember are still there, and I came across these two a while ago. I thought this blog would appreciate them :)
#honorable mentions; doggy devito poochie mane and woofy harrelson#i think they actually changed canine o'brien's name which sucks because tbh it fit so well#and they can't tell me it just wasn't a good name because we had a dog when i was there named HOME DEPOT#pretty sure they've both been adopted because I've had these pics a while :)#conan o'brien#craig ferguson#conan#team coco#conan o'brien needs a friend#conan o'brien must go#late night with conan o'brien#the late late show#late night#dogs#shelter dogs#we've had much worse names besides home depot we also had SHARKNADO and SPLOOT and fucking TWIG
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You ever encounter a popular headcanon and be like. Yay transgenderism but also. So guys can only be feminine if they're trans men? So much icky about that...
#i said this#trans#fandom#sexism#transphobia#and ive encountered it twice in rpf. and tbh those are the only two unstances of thinking of#bc like with a character sure transgenderism we can ignore The Implications#but like the real people like we pretty much know they're amab so the extent to which ones biases are producing the headcanon is#so much more. like it involves an active disbelief that cis men can be feminine and that trans men are more feminine#nah id like to clear 5hat up i dont think it's exactly worse with rpf im still developing this thought
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dorotheas stats in feh are genuinely so ass but tbh. accurate to her in three houses like i love my girl so so much but it definitely took me a while to get there because my god. YOU CANT DO ANYTHINGGGG 😭😭😭
#ann cries about feh#ik shes a good support bot because of meteor’s attack range#which is when i was like ‘ohhh ok nevermind shes a fav’#but until then she was j like. hubert but worse. and my hubert was already not the greatest 😭#she has a lot of middling stats and nothing super stand out which is just not a great place to be in in a game like 3h specifically#and with me if i like a character i need to find them fun both in terms of character and gameplay#there are a lot of units i just dont like as much bc they were disappointing gameplay wise that has nothing to do with their character#like. for me thats lorenz. i couldnt make him good BUT I TRIED REALLY HARD 😭#i got dorothea there eventually and in a few random class saves she was more fun but like#u really have to push her 😭😭😭#all this to say im not surprised shes kinda bad in feh but if she can sing shes useful which#is more than i can say for most of my demoted favs. hello laurent…#tho i will say something i enjoy about her kind of crappy stats is that it just kinda fits her character#not that i think dorothea is canonically a bad fighter but i think shes an unmotivated one for sure#in the sense that shes one of the few characters post skip that is ALWAYS gonna be like ‘this war is making me depressed’ and its really#refreshing#and its not in like a linhardt way thats lije ‘yawnn… wars too much work’ but in the ‘PEOPLE ARE DYING PROFESSOR’ way which i like#especially in the black eagle house where no one gaf 😭😭#tbh the blue lions too shut up with ur knight shit idc 😭😭😭😭😭#what the hell was this post about. idk. i just love dorothea u guys
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grrrghhh i hate how idk "required" phone calls are but also theyre not
like. almost everything can be done through email or often website forms or text- phone calls are only needed when its urgent imo
but also wauuughh i hate how mom thinks im like. scared to make calls? and then gets really annoying about that when like. no. i dont have anxiety about talking on the phone, i have hearing damage and audio processing issues which makes it difficult for me to understand people
#like yeah thanks mom but. fear is not the issue#the problem is my bad hearing and unreliable memory making me doubt what i heard#i need to get my hearing properly checked tbh#id like some kinda hearing aid + i dont think she realises how Bad it is#(not that i never told her. she already forgot she agreed to help me w smth yesterday which i. only asked for a few days ago)#i think im just also in a worse mood bc of that#my tooth fucking hurts and im not sure which dentist we go to and then when i ask her to help me w that she says she will put it in her cal#calendar#and still fucking forgets#nd then she wonders why i am so bad at asking for her/dads help
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