#Not pro

[support]

Everything okay?

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[w0nd3rb0ii]

things i need this summer

looking good in long shorts (i need ppl to know im fruity but i dont want to look like a homeschooler at bible camp, i dont know how to explain it but thats the vibe fat people in long shorts give me)

not looking obese in converse (i look so fat in them i need that to not happen)

SKINNY ARMS SO I CAN WEAR TANK TOPS AND NOT LOOK LIKE AN ACTUAL COW

hipbones for bikinis. please.

pretty knees. theyre so fatty and gross rn i cant

ABS ABS ABS (already pretty much already there but i want more.

bony hands/feet

literally just protruding bones everywhere.

A TAN SO I DONT GLOW IN THE SUN (im super pale naturally)

[thickthighsnolife]

i'm restricting at college again and that means it's time for another recipe 👀

banana pancakes (237) 🥞

~ ingredients ~

medium banana (105)

large egg (72)

2 Tbsp all-purpose flour (55)

nonstick spray (5)

~ instructions ~

preheat a pan over medium heat

using a fork, mash banana in a bowl until mostly smooth, though a few chunks won't be an issue

add an egg to banana mash and whisk until combined

add flour and mix until combined, being sure not to over-mix

spray pan with nonstick spray (if needed, one spray should suffice for both pancakes) and add pancake batter, using about half for each pancake. flip when underside is golden brown, then remove when both sides are

~ alterations ~

replace all-purpose flour with any flour you prefer (oat, whole wheat, etc.)

remove flour entirely for a more crepe-like texture (and fewer calories, coming out to about 182)

omit the nonstick spray if you have a high-quality nonstick pan

using ripe or over-ripe bananas lends a lot of sweetness, but feel free to add your favorite zero-calorie sweetener

this one isn't quite dorm-friendly, sorry fellow college friends, but i'm in a university apartment this year so i have a stove. if your school is cool enough to let you have a hot plate (or if you have a kitchenette in a common area) this can work for you too

[sun-gr0wn-cigarettes]

Having to re-loose all the weight you previously lost is the most gut-wrenching feeling in the world

[chaoticrebelyouth01]

i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase i need to get back to my honeymoon phase

[skenotel]

Yeah ana sucks but have you ever lost 3.5lbs after shitting for the first time in 2 weeks and feel like a new man after?

[justwannabe-pretty]

why i'm starting again

hi!

ive been feeling really lonely recently and thought i would try to make a space for myself :)

this past week i went out to a couple shows where my boyfriend lives and 1. had horrible HORRIBLE pictures of me taken that made me bawl my eyes out, 2. had a really upsetting thing happen with one of my close friends where they left with the "cool" group of girls and left me at the show alone.

there's another show coming up at the end of September that i want to be a completely new person for. i want to stop being the outsider and nervous about how i look, or just generally feeling inferior. i want that group of girls to stop looking over at me whispering to each other. i want them to envy me.

maybe that is just me being a bitch or my constant fear of being unliked, but either way, i want to show up and be THE it girl.

so to start off this new journey, here are some of my inspo pictures for how i want to look :)

[whyareyouherebro]

When a pair of pants that have always been a tight fit finally start to feel loose ❤️

[fearofajmetalalbum]

'on edtumblr if ur bmi 20+ they hack into your webcam and dox u'

actually on here someone posts 'i binged' and all the comments are 'me too'

[starlight-teasblog]

Some of my fav th!nspo

block don't report

[la-liona1187]

I need an ana coach

pls I’m actually desperate atp I’ve been getting so off track… you can do what tf you want I’ll probably be up for sending bodychecks or whatever I just really need one

[pinkniz]

TW: body check

7 month progress

I wish I could lose more but I cant afford to get sick, I got things to do

(I have a makeup filter on the old pics sorry)

[artisticbones]

I am getting closer to my goal and I am super fucking excited

Aaaaaaaaa, like I was able to weigh myself today and I'm so happy! It maybe fucked to most, but I'm sure y'all know what I mean ^w^

[chaoticrebelyouth01]

Y'all do NOT talk enough about the danger of binging when you're an anorexic stoner..... i know at least someone understands what i mean...

[iwantzerocalories]

i'm begging for some sweetspo so if anyone could help me not freak out about how i'm not losing weight as quick as i thought i would i'd really appreciate it 🥹

[godhatesadam666]

At what point will I start to notice? How long must I starve before I notice?? How long must I punish myself for even thinking about an apple before people see???