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the moment i start feeling ok with my body, i always see something somewhere and everywhere that reminds me that iâm a fat fuck so uhhhhh ÂŻ\_(ă
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I need help
I have healed sh scars on my arm, but they're still visible. And in a few days I'm going on vacation with my friend and her family. I'll have to wear a swimsuit. I'm also very insecure about my body so I won't be wearing a bikini. I have a swimsuit that has long sleeves, but I think people might think it's weird, I'm sure my friend and her family probably wear bikinis. So idk if I should wear that. But if I take a one piece swimsuit without sleeves, they'll see my scars and I don't want them to feel uncomfortable, but idk how to hide them without it being weird (like it's already weird that I cover my forearm 24/7 it's even weirder at the beach)
So if you have any sort of advice, tips or ideas please tell me đđđ
#thinspø#4nor3xia#pro recovery#tw ed implied#mealsp0#thin$po#tw: sh#tw ed ana#tw ana bløg#âď¸rving#shblrr#tw: sh mention#self h@rm#sh cvt#sh shit#cvtt!ng#cvtblr
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Is it really swimsuit shopping if you don't end up crying?
#thinspø#4nor3xia#pro recovery#tw ed implied#mealsp0#thin$po#tw: sh#tw ed ana#tw ana bløg#âď¸rving#i hate my body
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I wish I was skinny so I could get a bikini and not feel like shit
#thinspø#4nor3xia#pro recovery#tw ed implied#mealsp0#thin$po#tw: sh#tw ed ana#tw ana bløg#âď¸rving
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me on google: how to lose 20 lbs in 1 day
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You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed
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Does anyone else miss the st4rving feeling after they eat?
It felt like I needed food so bad, but once I have it, I never feel full or satisfied anyways, and wish I never ate anything to begin with.
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I imagine my life and entire personality changing once I'm sk!nny, but let's be real ill probably be doing the same bullshit
But sk!nny and that does make it a thousand times better
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iâm addicted to her wieid videos
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i need to stop âŹating.
i need to stop taking up space.
i need to stop being lazy.
i need to stop being a disappointment.
i need to stop being f4t.
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rather have a headache from not eating, than feeling bloated from binging
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weight loss tip: just stop caring about food
ik itâs hard AF because all we do is think about food BUT if you trick your brain into believing you donât care about it, itâs a lot easier to restrict since ur apetite goes away
how i do it:
- donât plan my meals too much
- donât think about what iâll eat in the future
- all this is accomplished through gas lighting myself
- i pretty much just repeat to myself âi donât really careâ anytime i go to eat
- ânot caring about somethingâ means you donât really want it, you donât care if itâs there, you even prefer if itâs not because itâs just an annoying task
- the non planning thing makes choosing what iâll eat overwhelming, so i just give up đ
- i distract myself, i go do something else
- this works if you donât care about health, macros and shit like that! youâll probably not be getting a lot of nutrition, this is something a lot of junkorexics do
- this also works better if you have good knowledge about how many calories everything has, since ur not pre-planning
idk if any of this made sense but yea
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I believe in monsters.
Monsters are the calories in food.
Monsters are the size of my jeans.
Monsters are the self hatred in me.
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