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New Day Same Pain - Trainspotting Tee - 2022
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#ChristianeF #NewDaySamePain
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My dude that butterfly howdy is the most handsome man I've ever seen. You gave him all the things...long hair AND FLUFF...and BIG OL WINGS...I'm looking at him respectfully but DAMN 👀👀👀👀👀
its my Duty as an artist to make him as pretty as my skills allow
(bonus barnaby having a mild crisis)
#his wings are a pain in the ass to draw but its worth it. for him.#gotta draw a new set then distort it to the right perspective then redraw That#ourgh.... beauty takes pain indeed...#BUT IM GLAD EVERYONE IS ENJOYING HIM AS MUCH AS I AM#when i first scribbled him as a butterfly i didnt expect to get Attached#and now he's all ive scribbled for two days Gay#three days? two? who knows!!! not me!!!!#scribble salad#welcome home#yassified howdy <3#(thats the butterfly!howdy tag btw)#laughingstock#my love for this pairing is going too far i can no longer include barnaby & howdy in the same space Without making them In Love#they will probably never be in Canon but a fella can daydream. a lot.
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past and present
#more like pain and suffering#btw this is not a triptych anymore bc while working on it i came up w/ new panels (??idk) for this shit#but that's a story for another day#first one is a ruin grader on devantaka mountain near the statue of the seven#second one is a ruin golem on that same devantaka mountain#third one is the abandoned eleazar hospital or dar al-shifa#it's not 100% clear who was that one doctor that operated there but let's be real - it can only be this bitch#first panel almost was my 13th reason why bc i fucked up w/ composition - redrew it - fucked up again but for diff reason#then i completely changed it and THEN i reversed that decision#first panel is what started it. i had to keep it. and i suffered for that.#genshin impact#dottore#il dottore#ch - art
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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,
or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs
#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing#like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally#it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday#now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand#but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's#the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs#so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians#but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them#i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun#n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now#everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it#ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing#like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn#& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing#idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase#i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro#sugar papi ted#hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it#but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing#i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake#but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same#like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno#if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose#i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like#im unwell when it comes to that#idk is anyone else like this#anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time#of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk#i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright
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I’ll say my tmi thing but under the cut
It’s about my period though btw
I mentioned that I was trying out a disk earlier and I had to take it out of course but the feeling of warm clumpy blood on your hand is truly the worst
#for you kat#chatterye#JDJFJSJDJEKFIEJFJKENF PERIOD#PERIOD TALK#it’s way better than using a cup that’s for sure#I hated my cup#but it was such a gross feeling really#good news is I can take it out slightly inibrjated so that’s good but it’s not that easy usually#it was in for too long maybe and it was coming out#reasonable I had it in all day#but it’s very nice minus putting in and taking out#it looks like a crime scene too#same w the cup though#but yeah I like it way more than the cup but the gloopy feeling isn’t for everyone#it’s truly the worst feeling#it’s such a pain to put in though like literally hurts when I can’t be bothered to be careful#its so annoying#but anyways it’s nice id recommend
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just realized that if wibby & virion r both there when dakota gets his face slit open virion is probably the one taking immediate care of dakota. (wibby is hyperventilating & working on the situation w the s9 bc he's the one being targeted). & virion copies folks' powers. and dakota who currently is bleeding all over the place has the power of feeling other people's current pain. and virion notoriously Doesn't cover his skin or wear gloves in costume to prevent the power copying. do u see what im getting at.
#wasn't joking when i said id b thinking abt them all fucking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry can't stop thinking abt virion feeling the exact same excruciating pain dakota is but no blood.#can't stop thinking abt. nhw virion at all really!!!#new haven wards
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just saw 3 csm edits with that 'both reached for the gun' song....
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every time i’m like “hm maybe i’m not physically disabled maybe i should stop calling myself that maybe i don’t need my cane anymore” my back is like “oh really bitch? that confident are we?”
#it feels like my ribs are trying to free themselves from the tyranny of my spine#i dont even know why#this wasnt even the same back pain i had when i woke up this morning#all new extra flavorful deluxe back pain just to keep the work day exciting#i wish id brought my cane in with me from the car to this shift but its not worth it to go out and get it#there are enough carts and rails and shelves to push against anyways#ecdysing#disabled#physically disabled#scoliosis#arthritis
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when taking care of yourself and caring about your clothes starts making you feel better and not the other way around
#NOOO I DONT WANNA#i’m kidding i’ve bought some new clothes they’re really cute very dysphoria easing#i’ve worn the same like 5 pairs of basketball shorts and 4 t shirts since like march#‘since march’ ok maybe it has been like three years. but#the dressing rooms WERE hell but i finally found the right size that doesn’t make me want to die#and they’re all men’s pants! men’s pants fitting well felt super super good!#i need a belt but they’re not tight on my hips#my hip and thigh ratio to waist ratio is Pain Agony Death (Pixar Mom) so pants are very very difficult for me#i actually think i pass kinda well from the waist up. kinda. on a good day#i’ve got my little pinterest board of baggy panted androgynous emo cis guys. i can do this#i’m excited to wear them like they look good they make my legs look straight up and down#i might just get rid of all my dysphoria inducing clothes and completely start over#i also have a slowdive shirt coming in the mail 🤸♂️
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New Day Same Pain - Us Children From Tee - 2022
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i actually put together a furry commission sheet with art because i need to get antibiotics of an unknown cost next week (the ones i got earlier didn't work!hooray!) plus because of that kind ask i got a while ago ngl.
#ive been joking about this for a while how the tables turned#furries are fun to draw lowkey#mitztalks#health update nothing really improved since my last post. i received the strongest antibiotics for my case for a 10 day therapy#treatment and i was supposed to get results on day 3 but on day 9 i was still pretty much the same with New Pains !!#my mental state has Not Been Great in the meantime but i also have exams next week and i need to catch uuup aaaaa#watch me gaslight myself i am fine to trick my brain into studying
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washing some of my crocheted stuff for the first time and im Incredibly Nervous about it. what if they come undone. what if i lose my beloved soup coaster...
#id make a new one but it wouldnt be The Same#and i dont exactly have the uh#wrappers? LABELS!#the labels to see if theyre machine washable. i think they are?#i hope i didnt just fuck up the colors of that whole load!#well even if i did im sure i can find a way to make it work#but still im more worried that my coasters will unravel#i wove in the ends verrryyyyy securely but the Fear is still there#i dread the day i wash my arm sleeve things#they took so long to make.... many hours and much hand/wrist pain#worth it tho! gonna go to michaels soon to find softer yarn & make a new pair#i hope they have some good pinks!#absolutely unprompted#hyperaware of the sound of the washing machine rn#im imagining that the coasters are having a good time in there but like. if it kills them...#at least theyd die having fun#and id have extra long scrap yarn to work with#it would join its friends in the Lemon Bag
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this was my realest post ever but i regret posting it every single day bc it got like 1k notes (big for ninjago textposts.) and never seems to die
#i dont remember what my guys were. i think maybe vinny and gayle but they have become more prominent since#vinny got a whole fucking monsterfucker yaoi plotline. and they both got minifigs. sooooo#vinny is still my all time fav side character tho maybe#tsk… i liked him before the yaoi….#fugidove too im also insane abt. dont think he has a minifig. YET#char…. and bentho too. one season wonders…..#that is truly the most painful thing abt ninjagos structure is that every season u get a new blorbo who will never see the light of day agai#actually i also kinda liked tbat weird shopkeeper guy in s12. he was sucky but fun to watch#oh actually my ultimate obscure blorbo is rachel sparrow. from one of the books#jays like … agent? boss? during his time on tv#oh the producer lol#but thats my sickening secret is thst i literally Kinned so hard i made her up. same first name and all#and then found out she was real. LIFE ALTERING#ohhhh u know actually tho. i shld draw my ninjago ocs. for once#i have a few half siblings for jay. could be fun. CLIFF YOU BASTARD!!!!!!#lets piss on our bio fathers grave together 💖#anywya
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Me when my uncle wishes me a "speedy recovery" on my post about chronic pain/illness
#ive got bad news uncle 😔#he means well but still#damn#this is the same uncle that called my cane a “pimp cane”#which was hilarious#he told me he hoped id feel better soon that day too#chronic pain#chronic illness#fibro#chronically ill#fibromyalgia
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“I’ll be fine i just need to uhhhhhhh idk kill” but like…what if i did haha
#my stuff#dear diary and the several thousand mfs who can see it. Despite arguably good academic performance today feels like a bad day#bc i skipped lab to take a nap#and i feel lonely and incapable of connecting more than superficially with my classmates#like i can talk to them and i do and we get along well but i never…hang out w em#or at least not as much as they seem to without me#it’s not a malicious thing i think a huge part of it is groups of ppl living or working in the same space#and i’m in a different lab building than a lot of ppl#idk…struggling to find anything that sparks joy. unable to see the future with optimism#it’s just day after day of Job where i’ll beat myself up on weekends if i don’t do Even More Work#bc that’s the nature of grad school. always homework or literature review to do like i give a shit abt the latter#i don’t care what other people are doing i don’t wanna obsessively comb through journals to make sure i’m doing Brand New Shit#i want it to stop#i don’t want to read anymore. i don’t wanna have to worry about my job outside of work.#i want to cry and scream and#like i don’t wanna quit after i worked so hard to get here#i don’t wanna wuss out#but i’m always tired. i’m never rested or relaxed or truly enjoying myself#why is this only hard for me…how tf is everyone else able to read and remember and understand this much??#like yeah maybe i should be on adhd meds but those are fuckin spensive and a pain in the ass to get#i’m tired of being tough#i want to curl into a ball and be told it’s going to be okay and that i can rest and have it not be a lie or a half measure
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