#NOT FOR LACK OF TRYING HOWEVER
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asra doodle 💜
#not sure if I ever posted this asra#the arcana#arcana#asra#asra the magician#ok real talk i liked asra bc theyre fuckin pretty yeah but also they’re a Gemini#i like geminis aesthetically and theoretically but pls I’ve never been able to have a friendship with one 😂😂😂#NOT FOR LACK OF TRYING HOWEVER#are any of my followers geminis pls tell me the secret of befriending them
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the people clamor for a glimpse of this anchovy

anything for you anon
#knitting#box opener#it lacks a pupil because i wasn't enjoying trying to give it a pupil.#however. it pleases me exactly as it is.
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#self promo.#ooc post.#AHHH hey y'all 👀 so i may or may not have spent a ridiculous amount of time on this promo here... mostly due to the fact that-#trying to match the colors to my theme was a painstakingly long process NGL ahahhh BUT ofc there's no pressure for y'all-#to check this out if you don't want to!! however any and all interactions across all of my accounts will always be appreciated okok ❤️#but yeah! as you all may be able to tell this promo is based on the 'magician' tarot card which i chose because of the meaning-#of it. a rather popular interpretation of it is that it symbolizes the meeting of the physical and the spiritual worlds-#and the act of converting spiritual energy into real world action. so basically the act of manifesting your true desires is one of the-#meanings behind this card + that its time to tap into your 'full potential' which i thought could certainly apply to resgalis's journey into#embracing the 'chaos' within them for lack of better words and tossing aside the idea of pleasing other's over being happy with who they-#are because they had been led a majority of their life that they couldn't be the god of trickery or they'd lead everyone down-#a path of destruction which... EHHH its debatable but the point is is that they weren't ever allowed to truly be themselves because of-#their step-father and a prophecy that alluded to them. but yeah its all about bringing your goals to fruition but also making sure to have-#a clear mental picture of what it is you want before you want BC it isn't enough to be motivated by your ego to fulfill your goals.#you have to have a soul connection to them and all of the 'tools' you need for this are represented on the table.
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Am i the only one who doesn’t like it when people try to enforce their Stardew Valley sexuality headcanons onto other players?
“Alex is gay, you shouldn’t romance him if you play a female farmer” where is this mentioned in game?
“Hayley is for the sapphics and the sapphics only” she’s literally not though…
#stardew valley#playersexuality#like a get the game lacks canon solid rep#but trying to act like your headcanons are canon is fucking weird lmao#choose to interpret it however you like#but in my personal opinion if a character is open to being romanced by the player regardless of their gender#that just makes them bi/pan to me until canon states otherwise#like bestie please remember other people don’t follow your headcanons
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Drawing the messiest sketches is actually so good for my brain
#my art#fate grand order#minamoto no tametomo#baobhan sith#barghest#i am in fact adding tametomo to lb6 thats what the first image is about#adding to or replacing tristan tbh#im sorry to tristan fans btw but tametomo would 100% survive against barghest#i love tristan btw but tametomo's literally stronger#i imagine he's summoned human (because of the lack of technology and the way it just stopped working while in lb6#so i decided to make him human because 1. i like to draw people and 2. i didnt want to find an explanation as to why he functioned HOWEVER#i do have one as to why he Would function even tho any other technology doesnt. kind of.#anyway#unimportant#he WILL be trying to snipe morgan from the other side of britain because just as ushiwaka has an obsession with decapitation#tametomo has an obsession with sniping individuals#he will also try and probably hit Melusine at least Once in the middle of the air. fucking shoots her down like a fcking. soemthing#he Will be dying because thats what characters who are in lb6 do#i just dont know when#i havent actually thought a lot about this apart from how much sniping they will make him do#PLUS LIKE#he requires a lot of mana to spam his NP but like isnt faerie britain FULL of mana? tametomo would be a BEAST#so i need to find limitations#also need to find moments on when he would be interacting with baobhan and be ga- wait he's a man and baobhan a woman that aint gay....#so anyway they're gay--#straight yuri ive said#im a lesbian LEAVE ME ALONE!!!#i can DO THIS im ALLOWED im GAY#i LOVE WOMEN!!!!#i think i need to mix the humanness with the robotness. either always or eventually or something up
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i know that Shepard asking about aliens and about literally every new piece of intergalactic info you come across is supposed to be for the player to be able to learn new information. but for Yishai I like the take that he just fucking sucks
he was taken into the alliance on account of biotic potential. he was raised on the streets and has a very basic grasp of reading/writing/arithmetic that he came into on his own. he at least took advantage of alliance enlistment incentives whilst trying to manage enlisting "the right way" ... got some studying help so that his asvab scores went from "abysmal" to "not great and still non-qualifying" until they were waived on account of his LE3 implants operation, and then he was training to be put on the front lines.
he joined the alliance with hopes of getting away from the gang he was heavily entangled with and until then reliant upon to survive. with no intention of ever becoming a commanding officer or goals for any position that requires that sort of knowledge. he aimed to be stationed near or in the Skyllian Verge and especially only started pushing for a large role in the operation targeting torfan, and by then he had some n7 training to show for it.
he has had supplemental education since joining the alliance as part of his benefits, and help from VIs ensures he can navigate the more paperwork oriented parts of his job. without VI help he can recognise and jot down basics esp military jargon/abbreviations. but he is to some degree functionally illiterate outside the alliance. he Is capable of reading materials, given a lot of time and patience. he is not used to it and does not often want to do it (he is not going to stand for more than 10 seconds in front of a direction post on the citadel to figure out what it says. instead we're wandering around in the presidium in circles for another half hour!)
how realistic is this for an executive officer? Probably not very, and I need to learn more about how the alliance operates and the irl military equivalent, but this is the future and VIs and other developments have likely made these things easier to navigate and are integrated in ways that make it Possible that Shepard ended up where he is, in this situation. simply because that is how I want it to be for his specific case
when people talk about intergalactic politics and history and about only knowing "what they learnt in school," shepard is at least 10 steps behind because history class? he didn't take those. And he is not cracking open history books in his off time or listening to audiobooks. (his life is about the silly little personal missions and quests that he does in relation only to his work in the alliance and to the original Yishai shepard I made for his backstory.) the Normandy crew are educating him from almost nothing and he loves them for it. Hugely intense cultural exchange. Unfortunately weird sometimes when the commanding officer that took you onto his ship is like "so the genophage what is that? 🤪" but he is always learning smth new...
I also think he has some decent improvements in reading/writing without VI assistance throughout me1-me3 but that's my silly little headcanons there. maybe I'll expand on this, format it and make it look better to repost down the line but for now this is self-indulgent Runo rambling, tbd
#try finding THAT on government paperwork. \` * file: HEADCANON.#stupid shepard is my kinda shepard. esp mshep. silly man#to be clear “stupid” is definitely in reference to his complete ignorance of galactic matters and with aliens he has to coexist wirh#NOT for his severe lack of education from which he is suffering unfortunate consequences#he is however a little silly for not caring about it when it matters. he will Never stop to ask for directions#AY FUCKER you like the raiders or what bro?! \` * file: OOC.
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kusuke is winning worst brother of the year award for sure
#cause and effect man#he actually flinches a lot and says that he cant relax when wearing his ring bc he’s constantly scared someone will attack him#which you could say is because hes been able to hear everyone around him (as well as their intentions) so suddenly lacking that ability#is uncomfortable#however i would argue that even then your first worry shouldnt be assuming that everyone you see could be hiding a knife trying to kill you
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im known for being THE bec light fan of the fandom, so i feel like im in the right place to say this: YOU DO NOT OWN FANDOM CHARACTERS AND CANNOT PREVENT OTHER PEOPLE FROM LIKING THEM JUST AS MUCH AS YOU DO, and if that makes you uncomfortable (which is fine, and for any reason), THE THING TO DO IS BLOCK NOT HARASS THEM!!!!!!! ive seen too many ppl in this fandom disrespect others over DARING to say, even as a joke, that they're the number one fan of X character. If someone having the same favorite group of pixels as you genuinely angers you, to the point of feeling the need to insult them and having concerning thoughts about them, then maybe it is time to log off
#not referring to anything recent#as i THANKFULLY havent seen it happen in a lil bit!!!#however it has happenned many times in the past and in those moments i was so thankful to have my fav be a rando no one is attached to LMAO#everyday im mortified at the thought that there COULD be other bec fans outthere that are scared of exclaiming their love for the character#-publically out of fear i'd attack or get mad at them for trying to “steal” my fav or some bs like that. this will NOT HAPPEN PLS GIVE BEC#-THE LOVE THEY DESERVE the more bec enjoyers we are the better :(#btw; this is NOT about non-sharing yumeshippers!! (important)#this is about people (most often not yumes at all smhow!) thatll go out of their way to ATTACK other members of a fandom for sharing a fav#“this is MY favorite character so it cant be anyone else's and if you claim it is i will insult you and humiliate you in front of others”we#-learned to share unimportant stuff in preschool? you're not even a yume so its even LESS justified to react like that over a char#even more stupid when its a main characters 99% of the fandom likes like. what do you think will happen browsing fandom spaces.#if you feel the need to throw all of eve's bitch-ionary at someone over having the same taste please get some offline rest and remember#THE BLOCK BUTTON EXISTS FOR THIS REASON???#if its harmless and you dont like it! block! block block block! throwing a fit like a 7yo reincarnation of eric cartman in the candy aisle-#-won't make you more legitimate in the title of the “biggest fan of X guy”. i promise you blocking people that make you personally-#-uncomfortable(without necessarily doing anything wrong)without insulting their bloodline is absolutely amazing. you should try it.#not bec light#ouhh me speaks#this sure is a lot of words#ik the fandom is full of mentally unstable ppl that rely on their favs for moral support; this however doesn't grant you the right to lack#respect towards strangers. I love bec and finn with all my heart and unless youre some kind of h*tler 2.0 i could not care less about if#they also bring you comfort! and if one day for any reason it starts bothering me; i would just start blocking/muting the people who post#about them! as simple as that. :( your fav/yume would NOT want you to be rude to the people who like them; so just IGNORE#it makes me sad for people who have a certain character as their fav/ F/O cuz ive seen them disputed a lot n theyre not even a main5 HELPPP#; as comma#OK IM DONE YAPPING i have school tomorrow hashtag goonight
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I think it's really funny to come across people who morally posture about certain characters and ships in Golden Kamuy. Like. Nearly the whole cast is convicted criminals and/or members of a historically-known-to-be-cruel-and-unethical imperial army. Are we really doing this.
#golden kamuy#i mean like imperial army and unethical are redundant terms but some of these fuckers are ranked members of the ija#and remain as such until its dissolution#im not here to only like the nice boys im just here for a good time and sometimes that means my blorbo is a war criminal#HOWEVER. These are not real people.#Also the era and plotline make it slightly more permissible from the North American POV to vibe with? which is a take that lacks nuance but#like push that plot up a few decades i probably wouldn't have touched it#for the record im not trying to start shit with anyone. ive merely seen that vibe with some#no this isnt about the genuine analysis of themes related to heavy subject matter#this is about 'when will people come to their senses and stop liking [XYZ ship]???' type posting
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hrghhhh how would you even go about mending an felt and fabricked and metal based animatronic
#disco speaks!#I’m trying to use references cause like they wouldn’t be restored#but they would be cleaned up and repaired/replaced in some way??#like I’m thinking about springtrap btw#like maybe use rubber or a plastic shell (plastic would be prone to breaking) rubber might be too toxic to the actual decayed muscle#and general mummified tight skin/muscle underneath so maybe a silicone based sheet layer?#yeah silicone would make the most sense for that layer#and then having like sort of fire house material or hrmm like neoprene or Kevlar lining on top of that#for general protection#is the casing fully fused to him??#how the fuck does that work#cause with the other animatronics you are just welp child body decays in their and their soul is trapped#so eventually the body is decomposed and essentially no use to the interior and motor functions of the suit#however in springtrap’s case that is not the same#while it can perform on its own it’s meant to have a wearer in it to puppet the movements#so when his body dies does it fuse to just the endo inside??#BUT THERE IS NO ENDO INSIDE??#yeah cause wait#he is the endo of the suit#(skeleton inside a skeleton (skeletonception if you will))#there is supposedly bracing for the spring locks and the interior structure of the suit#I’m still baffled on how it would’ve stood up on its own ngl#I’ve made a puppet head with a metal strap to create the base and then used fabric and foam as a covering#but also that would abrasive I like the idea of the jumpsuit like the movie version has but again material would have been corroded by blood#and other organic fluids as a result of decomposition#like the stomach would have had leaking bile and so would most of the organs due to the punctures#and there is also bladder which becomes loose due to lack of muscle strength so those fluids would take effect#and then the jumpsuit would chafe skin and cause infection as well#well not really infection once deceased but like it wouldn’t help
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every time i open twitter it shows me some doomer shit and its good motivation to keep staying off my phone as much as possible 🙏
#a main boundary im trying to instill is at home i have all the tech i could ever need so the phone is an outside thing!#i dont need my phone at home!#i keep it in a box but its not locked bc the lack of availability in an emergency also scares me#and its been working!#however i am at work rn so im on dat phone
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I’ve watched myself become extremely jaded in the last. oh idk 24 years of life but I continue to drag myself out of that mindset. it’s not easy and I don’t do it alone, and I slide back sometimes but I know that people can be better, I can be better, the world can be better
#however it conflicts with my naturally cynical worldview#everyone’s failed me#but on the other hand I have faild everyone#I refuse to let myself drown in contempt and anger much longer#at the very least I can use those emotions to empower those I love and even those I don’t#im only 24 but I’ve lived many lives#I’ve oscillated between victim and villain throughout many points in my life and I’ll continue to do so until I can see past myself#I do what I can to make tommorow better for myself and for anyone I can#even if it’s a small thing#this doesn’t make me good or nice or sweep away prior sins for lack of a better word#but it shows growth and effort maybe#idk#I’ve a really sensitive heart. sometimes it’s easier to not feel anything or just be angry#but feeling one emotion at one time all the time isn’t good. u feel so much better when u stop it#but it’s so fucking hard. it’s harder to admit to ur faults and see them and change them#Im still trying to change mine#either way#im sleepy but not tired
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pyrr pyrriax is significantly less productive when it spends several hours just bouncing between vcs in pursuit of human interaction
#haunted ecosystem#i spent the last several hours just chilling muted in a vc with a few people i dont really Know but we're friendly so it works#bonus was playing on an mc server at the same time and immediately making it my goal to harass jack#i got caught in a self-instated death loop trying to get him to free my corpse from his claim PDVNDJK#however: i now have an area where i get to set up a farm and become a beast (spend several hours lost in farmer's delight)#its okay its better than the average of like 11 hour calls#i write significantly less when i'm being social and not just in my little hole in the wall scribbling random concepts#also i need to read more fic to get my brain going again since currently i am lacking in things kicking around in my skull#aside from a concerning amount of oc stuff that will likely never see the light of day beyond ocassional snippet posts#im planning to work on a few projects i just also need to. not have things i need to work on#im working on a gift fic thats a little late but i just need to Come Up With Something
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OOC:
#behind the scenes (ooc)#(okay so normally I try and stick with irl timings; such as something like revealing a costume)#(however; because there's an update next week and I will be mobile bound by then)#(I feel like it'd make more sense to share the costumes tomorrow and then build it up from there)#(apologies for the lack of activity. Things have been busy and I'm playing a LOT of catch-up!)#mobile post#(why not now; you ask? well; uh... the drawing isn't ready yet. Gonna scare people and use my normal style)
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Very important to implement a goof-off break (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Cure#Youuuu sheeeeee#This guy I swear#Lol no she's fine she's just Very - but she's that by design that's how she's always been#She's cutesing around as usual - tho something feels off in that first one hmmm#Is it the lack of eyelid shine? Possibly...#Well whatever it is I'm happy with the rest so it's fine#And I do still like her little paws and such - I've really fallen in love with the heart/bodice shape however you want to call it#Definitely not part of her initial design but it's very her I feel so I'm glad for it it's a design element that has carryover forever now#Just casually y'know lol#My edits even trick my own eye 'cause I'm like ''Wow her lines are so clean she looks so easy to draw'' - I did that in post!#She is fairly easy to draw tho she's good shapes :)#Had a lot of fun drawing her laid out lol horizontal poses tend to be quite fun#And the shapes feel continuous! So often I'll have it where the obscured leg just goes off to space completely unaffixed from the rest#Not here tho I'm pleased :)#It's funny 'cause I tend to draw Cure as being oddly serious - yes smiley and weird but she's actually fairly even tempered!#So it's nice to doodle her having genuine simple fun :) Just enjoying movement hehe slides are fun!#I'm imagining water slide-style type slides just without the water - very twisty and wiggly haha#She's still a plush tho despite being a bear she's not the biggest fan of water#Continuing to try and practice full-bodies at least as much as my spacing will allow lol#Posing's fun like that ♪#I haven't been using it lately so I think it stands out a lot more in that last one but without her little bracelet thing#I feel like the ribbon makes it more obvious that she generally only has An accessory at a time#I guess her arm is obscured she Could be wearing it there lol covered in ribbons!#It's cute but I like her simplicity best haha
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