#My life studying for boards
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cinnamon-irl · 5 months ago
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▪︎☆ vision board ▪︎☆
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Guess who’s been working all day on a paper / presentation that’s due in two days???
me. Duh. 💜
stay studying and stay bad.
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ramblingsfromthytruly · 1 month ago
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6th October 2024, Sunday
productivity challenge - quitting this shit okay 😭 not like i ever followed it. productivity challenges just aren't for me ig
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💤 8:30 a.m.
🕒 7 hrs
last packing
showered
morning skincare
changed laptop wallpapers
left for our trip (spent like 4hrs in the car tangling my hair in wind)
read: the ballad of never after (the plot is thickening!)
walked a lot ig
night skincare
🕒 12 a.m.
7th October 2024, Monday
💤 8 hrs
🕒 8 a.m.
morning skincare
wished a friend happy birthday!
walked more ig!!
spent like 5 more hours in the car on the way back home
🕒 11:30 p.m.
🎧 gracie abrams!
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pinguuu-ni · 5 months ago
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hello guys <3 i've been absent for a looooong while but i want to know, how have you been doing?!
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neet-aspirant · 9 months ago
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20–02–2024, Tuesday
I've got psychology finals tomorrow. *screaming, crying, throwing up* i hope it goes really well 😃🕯
2 hour lecture
psychology
ranting in tags
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0126p · 6 months ago
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next week is my last week of school everrrrr i'm so ready to be done
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bright-and-burning · 7 months ago
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judge me by my bookshelf (and the two books on my coffee table). this is mostly something i think jo will enjoy
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clarabowmp3 · 9 months ago
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like I’ve been generally fine in my teenage years (no more unhappier than from the average dose of teen angst) but man do I miss the excitement I’d get from those fantasy Geronimo Stilton books
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boomerang109 · 10 months ago
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what the fuck is the point of assigning fifty pages of reading in one night even if i was neurotypical that’s not possible
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girlthativealwaysbeen · 20 hours ago
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so tired of being a shitty bandaid for my parents' loneliness. like have u ever considered you passed your curse to me and some days i feel so lonely it's like i can't breathe around the emptiness in my chest????
#my dad is like#you can't just be in your room all the time then what's the point of you living here if ill be sitting here all alone then#and im like bhai what#mom also says this to me she always wanted to sit and rant and she used to say you never talk to me#both of these people don't even fucking get it that they're not even interested in me listening to me#mom just wants a sounding board for her venting and dad just wants someone to pretend everything is okay and happy all the time and#the only important things in life is the immediate present and food and making money and stuff#i swear this is why i feel so ????? about myself my identity like no i can't describe myself#because there is no myself there is just a white sheet of paper where people can write whatever they want#im so tired man#why can't they just go and live with each other and leave us kids out of it 😭🙏#like i genuinely am getting teary eyed about such a small thing but god. i want to have my own life so bad. im sick of feeling all these#complicated emotions guilt and anger and pity and obligation and duty like just god pls fuck off#people my age are so fucking mature and put together than me so confident so clear about their path#have friends partners breakups parties just so many new memories#and im just stuck.#and im fine with it now because i get it studying is really important and this is quite basic requirement to be perfect at#atleast my syllabus to survive in this industry#but then. let me do that only. please don't make me pretend to like you like spending time with you and everything#ive hated you for like. idk 14 whole years. since the first time you hit mom in front of me#i remember it so well like my childhood broke that day you slammed her into a wall for some stupid fight and her hair was all messy and#untied and you shouted so loud i thought surely everyone can hear. and then you left to roam around the city at night with your friends#i remember this because my mom and my sister sent me to check up on you with the excuse of a painting of a parrot that i had made#i didn't understand anything back then#but yeah fuck you fuck you fuck you for being so fucking delusional thinking i love you or something#ive prayed to god that you die and i still do#it would directly mean 4 people being happy#anyway#dni#this was meant to be fun and short lol fuck
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brain-gains · 1 month ago
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So, I'm at college now.and in 6/7 months theres my boards. And after that my uni admission exam. I'm trying to be ready for it after wasting 1 year fully. But i managed, and i can manage more i believe. From now there Will be regular update of my studies, exams,Study hours and clearing backlogs!! As I also wanna track my journey❤️
Wish me good luck.I believe i Won't disappoint you or myself❤️❤️
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fitzrove · 1 year ago
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Overwhelmed by nostalgia actually
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gibbearish · 3 months ago
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btw similar to the whole "if you try adderall at a party and it calms you down, get an adhd test" thing, if at some point in your life you try microdosing shrooms with a friend and end up feeling like a functional person for the first time in your life, get tested for depression. like yeah hallucinogens come with elation so youre probably gonna have some "this is the best ive ever felt in my life" vibes regardless, but like. if that in and of itself feels like finally breathing in for the first time in years, thats for sure a sign that something is up with your ability to process serotonin most of the time. feeling better than ever before should be a nice bonus, not a crushing weight off your chest
#fun fact there are currently multiple ongoing studies vis a vis the effectiveness of psilocybin on depression#both on its own and as a companion to ssris#psylocybin targets the 5ht2a serotonin receptors which wikipedia tells me are more numerous in the brains of those with depression#so like. if you spend most of your life feeling like your brain is an aquarium with a leak in it and serotonin is the water and your default#state is 'slightly damp gravel grinding painfully against itself' thats ummm not normal 👍#and on the flipside of that if you have depression that no other med has worked for and know a guy. its 1000% worth it#origibberish#also i say 'wikipedia tells me' as if i just looked it up but that all comes from a long night of spite filled research after i asked my#psychiatrist if we could use the fact that psylocybin worked for me as a basis to like. narrow down which legal antidepressant#might work instead of basically just throwing darts at a board every time#and after several minutes explaining to her that i was not just asking her to prescribe me shrooms but in a legal way she went#'ohhhh yeah no unfortunately theres been no research into that‚ yeah.... sorry......:)'#which. as far as 'lies you come up with on the spot to avoid having to say i dont know' go‚ that is. maybe the worst one to pick#like. 'no‚ thats not an option'? alright fine maybe theres some internal rules or something who knows#'theres no research' though just. immediately tanks any and all credibility 100% even on its own but considering the subject matter?#youre telling me. that humans. the famously curious species that researches fucking Everything. and also Loves playing with drugs. when#trying to figure out how to make drugs that make brains feel good. would not start with the drugs they already knew made brains feel good.#youre telling me that not one (1) singular scientist tried shrooms and went 'oh my god wait. i dont feel like im dying for the first time#ever. holy fuck i need to study this'#complete misplay. absolutely legendary fumble. there were so many ways to fuck it up and somehow you found the worst. congratulations#om the other hand though. really was an excellent setup for the punchline that is the voicemail i have from them saying she'd been fired LOL#they didnt say what for specifically but yknow. based on my own experiences i certainly have theories jebfksbfk#it was annoying in the moment but at the end of the day i have shrooms and she doesnt have the job so. whos laughing now emily KSBFKSBFKDN#this is what i mean though like. rn i feel fine. not on top of the world‚ not like a god#just. fine. i just dont feel like shit. i feel like i can do stuff if i want to‚ or chill peacefully and have it actually be. relaxing.#i dont feel like gravel right now‚ i feel like a person.#and god what a fucking relief it is#really i guess the moral overall is that if at any point you react to trying a new drug the same way an addict craving a hit for days would#then there maybe is something up with your brain chemistry because that means your default state of existence is comparable to that#of withdrawal. a famously shit experience
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atelier-dayz · 1 year ago
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I started playing Hades (finally) so I'd have some breaks from studying, but now I am. Consumed.
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jjksshawtybae · 2 years ago
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will i slay these finals or will these exams slay me? stay tuned to know!
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raedas · 10 months ago
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fucking hell my schedule this week
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