#Moony & Dean

[moonlightreddie]

rewatching spn s1 and not only do i love all the spooky vibes from the early seasons, but it's also making me remember how much i love monster of the week episodes. and i know that i have my favourite MOTW but im always curious ab what other ppl's favourites are, so here's a vote! but to be clear: this is not to vote for your favourite episode, but specifically your favourite monster/villain!! so which one you would find the scariest to be haunted (or hunted) by, the one you think is the coolest, the most interesting monster, whatever makes it your favourite!!!

there weren't enough poll spots to put all of them T^T so i lumped the vengeful spirits into one vote- but if you choose that one pls specify in the tags!!! i'd also be intrigued to hear any reasoning behind why you chose your favs :]

anyways this is just a fun little experiment hehe but im excited to see the results! happy spooky spn szn folks

[unadulteratedchaoscreation]

I'm afraid supernatural finale destroys me more than all the young dudes; sirius pov ending and tell you what. I WAS DESTROYED AND SAD. I CUT ALL THE MARAUDERS FROM MY LIFE FOR MONTHS, SO I COULD RECOVER.

Anyway, I really like to watch season 1 again.

[m0on-shro0m]

Just had a dream where Sam and Dean from supernatural were protecting me in Silent Hill from the monsters in Silent Hill: Shattered Memories.

It was weird but oddly healing for some reason.

[starchaserbaby]

James: If you ever need to talk about your emotions Regulus, im here for you.

Regulus: No

Sirius: i do

James: i know, sirius.

sirius: im sad

james: i know, sirius.

[lolo-gay]

(Sorry, english isn't my first language)

Do you know the theorie that Dean is Mary's son ? Well, when I first heard about that, something immediately came to my mind.

We all know Mary did an Obliviate on herself so she forgot everything about her friends. So she never ever could tell Dean about them and he doesn't have a clue his mother was really close to Harry's parents.

Then imagine, just imagine, him having a talk with his DADA professor and learning everything, that his mother was so close to the Marauders, that she had a relationship with Lily Evans, etc. All of that because his professor is Remus fucking Lupin the last Marauder, who recognized him from when he was 1 and played with Harry in the Potter's house. Imagine Remus seeing the masculine version of his friend walking into his classroom without remembering who he is. Imagine Remus crying in his room because seeing Harry talk with Dean give him flashbacks from when he was happy with his friends. Imagine him seeing Luna, knowing he knew his mother better than her, and same with Harry. Imagine him seeing Harry and Draco fighting during his class, and remembering James with Lucius or Severus doing the exact same thing. Imagine him seeing Harry menacing Sirius with his wand in the Shrieking Shack and remembering him cuddling with Padfoot as a baby. Imagine Remus refraining himself to cry in front of Dean because he just passed in front of the bogart in his class and he saw his mother dead, and Remus remembers the conversation he had with her before the obliviate, just after the Potter's death, when she told him she just couldn't face the pain, when she died a little bit for him, and he remembers her face when she saw him in front of her after the spell, and asked who he was, and Remus just hugged her while crying, before disappearing forever from her life. Imagine.

Please someone write about how this year has been so difficult to him.

[br3adh3ad]

Trying to attract as many fandoms as possible

I’ll tell you a story about blue and green teddy bear Doctors. On a Thursday’ bc of course Wednesdays are for pink. Their names are Sherlock and Watson, obviously. They are heart doctors who love making 3000$. On the weekend they ate soup, unless of course the oracle had a quest. They operated on another doctor named Meredith who was married to Derek. Derek is a lycanthrope with blue eyes instead of red or gold because he’s a heartbroken werewolf not a sparkly carnivore extremist. One night turned and almost ate the students he taught at a school in Scotland. A student there had to defeat a guy with no nose. The no nosed guy got big mad at a teen in the eighties for stopping his world destroying ways. People realized that people are evil then and locked up a large group in a post apocalyptic Chicago a guy named nick didn’t like that so he moved to California and fell in love with a girl named Jess who seems to be a descendant of the Scottish student. Thankfully though all was made right by a team of sassy miscreants who sung song about dynamite and butter. The true villain though was a blonde country-pop artist who’s music was just too good and gave everybody bad blood. That’s why the sparkly extremists are now their own form of vegetarian.

[super-clearlysaltybouquet]

The One With the Blouse (1/2)

Part 1/2

Wolfstar x reader      Sirius Black x reader      Remus Lupin x reader      Sirius Black x Remus Lupin      Sirius Black x reader x Remus Lupin 

Established couple (throuple)

Summary: Reader cares about how people see her, tensions boil over when the group get ready for a Gryffindor party

Warnings:

Angst (argument)

Hurt (and minimal comfort…)

Lots of insecurity, feeling disposable in a relationship

my first fic ever so please be kind…will potentially write a part 2 if people like this one (feedback is welcomed)

word count: 1.8k

Sirius looks so pretty in his white blouse. The silk brings out his dark hair perfectly, and the fabrics warm undertones complimented his pale skin. “Is all the fuss really necessary?” Sirius asked, bothering with the bow neckline of the blouse.

“You want to look good, don’t you?” You respond stiffly, tying, and re-tying the bow, unsatisfied with how it sits around his neck. 

“You forgot to Iron it.”, you say, Tying, untying, re-tying. Completely zeroed in.

“Does it really matter?” Sirius responds, completely exasperated.

Remus watches on from the armchair by his bed. It’s standard routine at this point. Before every common room party, Remus is ready by dinner - always a plain top and trousers, today a white T-shirt with blue jeans. “Very James Dean”, Sirius had said. He's been sitting there entirely patient on the same armchair for the past two hours, reading only half attentively as you and Sirius get ready.

“Sweetheart, the bow is fine”, Remus advises gently. He’s not in a rush, but he can tell that as much as you usually enjoy it, today the up-doing process is stressing you out. 

“No..no, not yet”, you respond absentmindedly, still fixated on Sirius’s blouse. 

Tying, untying, re-tying the bow. Sirius huffs out a humourless laugh and takes a quick step back turning completely away from you. Your hands are still held up, frozen where his neck would be. Your eyebrows furrow, and Remus looks up from his book.

“It’s the same every bloody time!”, Sirius suddenly cries out, you’re completely taken aback. 

“Sirius”, Remus warns.

“Godric, Forgive me! I didn’t iron my fucking blouse!”, he feigns, “You’re suffocated me” he finishes, coldly, glaring daggers straight through you. He’s still so beautiful, with his ebony hair hanging long and dark over his face, but the pit in your stomach is somehow darker. 

Remus is stood to his full height now, book abandoned. “You’re out of line”, his anger still somehow contained. And Sirius has the gall to let out a laugh. The party in the common room seems to have started. You can hear music and laughing below the bluestone floors. You try and divert your focus to that lively sound and take it off the painful bob in your throat. 

“I’m out of line? You’re kidding Moony”, Sirius laughs. his lack of sincerity is incredibly unnerving. “The bitch is vapid”, and your heart nearly stops, you can feel the sick climbing up your throat. Remus is seething, but you’re not sure he knows exactly what to say anyway. 

“What?”, is all you can muster hopelessly. 

Sirius takes a step towards you, and you all seem to move at once. You take one step back at the same time Remus steps between you and the shorter boy.

“Cut it out Sirius”, Remus warns, towering above the both of you with his height, and his domineering demeanour. But Sirius is undeterred.

“You. are. entirely. vapid”, he repeats, now looking over at you past Remus’s shoulder. “you’re just like my mother” he whispers to himself, like some sort of secret revelation, and you just want it all to end. “Completely superficial, shallow, and entirely vapid” he seethes, before turning back away from you again, taking in a slow deep breath. You think you can hear his heart beating nearly just as quick as yours.

Sirius’s accusation sits inside you. You can’t deny that you do like nice things. Your jewellery was all made custom, you shopped at the best boutiques on Diagon Alley, and you kept up appearances. 

Your parents have always been devastatingly high-achieving. You were no stranger to the odd charity gala, or pureblood ball. So, for you that meant endless expectations to live up to. Making sure clothes were ironed, hair was done right and shoes were all polished was just second nature. You pay attention to these things because you have to. Your label as a “washed-up-witch” in Witch Weekly’s coverage of the Macmillan ball in 72 serves as a reminder. Filtered through pre-teen public humiliation, these things stick. As deflated as you felt regarding Sirius’s outburst, you could feel an equal anger bubbling just below the surface. 

“You did not just compare me to your draconian fanatic of a mother”, is the first thing that leaves your lips. Your eyes are wide, and that anger is bubbling over. Yet, your voice is so level that you think you just might have the upper hand. You can tell that Sirius was expecting you to respond with equal fervour, he wanted a fight, and your composure has caught him off guard. You think for a second, maybe he didn’t even mean to hurt you. 

Remus would back you up if you needed him to, but he knows you really don’t need him to. You’d like to say your piece, and he gives your hand a gentle squeeze in support.

“Just because you can afford to reject tradition and expectation doesn’t mean we all have that luxury” you seethe.

Sirius has always had the reputation of a Black Sheep, but it made him shine nevertheless. Every act of rebellion on his part was praised and admired by your peers. But as a woman in the 70s, and the only child in a pureblood family - you were often subject to incomparable scrutiny.

“Maybe I’m too much sometimes” your voice breaks, and the tears have started to flow of their own accord now. Rushing like silent broken faucets, or shower heads. Sirius’s eyes flash with regret. You look up at the ceiling to blink them back, and Remus gives your hand another squeeze, silently shaking his head and biting his tongue. He’s glaring at Sirius with a healthy mixture of disappointment, and something akin to fury.

“I can’t help but care about how I look”, you whisper to no one in particular, “This is usually fun, getting dressed up together”, and Sirius looks completely in despair. That almost cocky, goading aura that surrounded him has been evaporated by your undeniable heartbreak. He’s fidgeting with the hem of the blouse now, and his fingers move hesitantly up to his neckline, where your hands sat only moments ago. He’s palming at the skin there, as it slowly turns pink from the pressure.

“I’m only fussy because I care, Sirius”, you say wavering, lip quivering as your crying takes both your eyes, and your voice. He can’t look you in the eye.

The subtext isn’t missed by either of the boys, you care because you love them. You enjoy dressing them up because you want them to look good and enjoy themselves. To protect them from any anxiety associated with landing on a worst dressed list, even informally among the Gryffindor party-goers three flood below.

You look down at your disco boots, perfect stockings and shift dress. It all feels so silly now, wearing the outfit you picked out three days in advance. You want to crawl out of your skin, and you really don’t feel like dancing. Sirius is still palming at his collarbones, staring with dazed and shallow eyes at his feet and the floor below them. You can’t see his face properly behind his hair, but you know him well enough to think he might be crying too. “I hope you’re proud of yourself Black” Remus chimes in, and you wince at the use of that last name. Remus’s hand rubs small circles around the back of your neck, you can't help but want his hot skin off you.

“I-I didn’t-”, Sirius starts, but you walk from the room with Remus quick at your heels before he can finish. 

The stairway down to the common room is empty, with the party building up below. It’s just you and Remus standing still on the stairs. “You know he didn’t mean that”, Remus says kindly, more for your sake than Sirius’s. He’s brushing the tears from your cheeks with his thumbs, and gently pushing the hair back from around your face. “He gets like this when he’s stressed, it’s not your fault”, he reassures, kissing the top of your head. 

“I stressed him, I should have just let him be”, you whisper, and Remus is silent. This is the first big fight you've had as a couple. You’re a slightly more recent addition to their pairing. Quips and little disagreements have never been an issue. Even when you were all just friends these things were always resolved in a matter of minutes - or a few hours at most, but this is the first time a spat has ended in tears. 

You wonder if this was a mistake. You hope to Godric that Remus isn’t thinking it too. “I think I’ll go to bed”, you say finally, and you can feel him frown. 

“But you were so excited for tonight” he says sadly, more of an acknowledgment, you know he doesn’t mean to change your mind. You’re all hardly in the mood for a party.

“Maybe you and Sirius can still have some fun”, and you hope it doesn’t come across as bitter, but Remus’s solemn expression suggests otherwise, he lets it go.

“I’ll talk to him”, Remus assures, as he molds his body around yours in a much-needed embrace. Having him so close stirs a vulnerability within you, and you’re sure that if you could see his face, you wouldn't have the courage to open your mouth. 

“Maybe we were wrong”, you whisper into his chest, scared. 

Remus is burning 20 degrees hotter.

“What makes you say that?”, he responds measured, but the unease in his voice is palpable. He’s pulled back to look at your face now, and you fidget under his gaze. You give him a look to say without words, ‘are you kidding?’.

“But you know we love you”, Remus says desperately, more of a question than a statement, gripping the sides of your head firmly, so as to say, ‘please believe me’. You just shake your head between his hands. “You heard him, didn’t you?”, you start, “Completely superficial, shallow, and entirely vapid” you quote, and Remus cringes. 

“I’ll talk to him”, he repeats.

“No, no its okay, I’m going to bed”, you say, almost completely defeated by the tidal wave of self-doubt flooding through you.

“Dove-”

“How about you talk to him, and you two can decide what we do from here”, Remus looks heartbroken at the implication.

“Surely you don’t think we don’t want to see you anymore?”, There seems to be something sparkly welling in his eyes too, Godric, what a horrible evening.

You’re so in your head you hardly register Remus’s question. When he goes to pull you close again you take a small step back, your fingers still interlinked. The moonlight shines in through the stained glass, and the sparkle of salt in Remus’s eyes begins to fall. You can hear Diana Ross’s smooth voice echoing off the stone from downstairs, tonight could have gone so differently. You can’t help but feel you’ve caused all this. Whatever animosity Sirius seems to have been harbouring towards you, you’re sure it lives inside Remus too, even if you can’t see it yet. You turn around before you have the chance to look back.

“I’m going to bed”.

[arthuluart]

A Twitter mutual and I were discussing the idea of a Dracula!Dean AU where he's fluffy and old when he doesn't feed, but when he does- he's back to youthful 40s-50s Dean (refer to images below)

And yes, Jerry is Renfield. BECAUSE EVERY DRACULA NEEDS A LOYAL COMPANION. >:3c

OH MY- the things you got me staying up to 3am doing. If you needed proof I’ll draw anything as long as it falls within one of my interests here it is.

First off I’m in loooove with this whole concept. It’s genius how well it suits them, but now I have to go lament the fact I’m never getting a M+L Renfield movie. Dean would’ve made a perfect Dracula (the clip of him singing that Bela Lugosi parody of Besame Mucho is *chefs kiss*)

Sorry this took so long I couldn’t settle on one thing and went a lil overboard doing them all + The bonus doodles are abundant.

Not sure what you were looking for Moonie but hopefully something in here hits the mark.

AND if you come up with any other ideas (im practically begging) send them my way bc I had waayyyy too much fun with this.

[full-time-fangirl06]

*TCOPTP SPOILER*

IT'S HUGE, HONESTLY, BE CAREFUL

REMUS DEAN???? REALLY???? THADDEUS DEAN?

WHAT IN THE ROTTING. FUCKING. HELL.

I'm only halfway through the fic and I'm so utterly SCARED. Because honestly if you can just toss around with THIS as secondary plot, what can't you do?

Because it was so well done! I went back to check, it was all there: foreshadowing, tiny (and even some not so tiny) clues, but if you're not looking for it, you won't catch up. It was a master's move, I need to say. So even with the hints all fairly placed, the revelations comes as a TOTAL SHOCK.

How could it not???

When Remus said "I'm not my dad's real son" I first thought he meant it metaphorically since they have such a bad relationship; then I thought it could simply be a lie, something he came up with just to answer the game question and get it over with. But then I kept reading.

I kept reading.

I kept reading and I was TRUE???

My jaw dropped to the ground, nearly six feet under.

I was mortified. Paralysed. Could've been dead and buried alive and wouldn't be able to say a word to stop it.

And soon it hit me, Tad had to be his real dad, obviously: it was the only other man who it could be, and it made total sense, so I was just waiting for it to be confirmed. But then... he said his full name.

Thaddeus Dean.

FUCKING THADDEUS DEAN?!?!?!

And I still haven't recovered from the shock. Because so many chapters ago, when Sirius first called him "Remus Dean", I thought it was such a cute joke! Because look at that: the pet name came up when Sirius said he should change his name if he didn't like Lupin, so Moony was like "Remus Mercury or Remus Jagger don't sound appealing at all, so let me think of something random... okay, Remus Dean?" and in his internal monologue, he says it's an instant regret, but I thought it was because he thought it was silly, and what was my conclusion? That it was obviously a reference to JAMES DEAN, the bloody actor, once a teenage heartthrob, and this is why it's such a clever move!

And Remus lets Sirius play around with that bloody pet name like it's nothing? Remus my love, stop hurting yourself like this!

And the truth hits like a train when he says Tad's full name, and it's... fuck it's totally unhinged.

I bloody love it.

[up-to-some-good]

HI!! If accepting prompts, here’s a neat one:

Jily lives prompt:

“Lils, did Harry’s letter arrive?”

“Yes, James. Let’s see how baby boy’s first week at Hogwarts was like”

Thank you for the prompt! I've never actually gotten a prompt before, but I was super excited to get this ask. So, here's some Jily fluff for you :)

2 September 1991

When Lily woke up, she was surprised to find the bed next to her empty. It was early, the sun just barely risen, but the sheets were cold to the touch, so James had already been up for a while.

They were both early risers, typically. At school, they had often been the first two people down for breakfast, and that had continued into adulthood. But they had never been the type to get up before the sun without reason, and the only reason they'd ever had was now at Hogwarts.

She found him in the kitchen, sipping a cup of coffee and staring out of the window, waiting. Her mug was sitting next to his, coffee already made and charmed to stay hot. He didn't move when she came into the room and draped herself over his back.

"My love, it's not even 6.30am," she said. "Why are you awake?"

"Harry said he'd send an owl this morning," he responded. "I don't want to miss it."

"He's probably still asleep. He had a long day yesterday with a lot of excitement, so we can probably have a lie-in without missing it."

James leaned into her a bit, soaking in her warmth.

"I'm sure it will be here any minute," he replied. "I'll wait for it here if you want to go to bed."

She didn't respond, but moved to sit next to him at the table, kissing his cheek in thanks for her coffee. It hadn't even been a full 24 hours since they'd dropped Harry off, but they were both missing him already. It couldn't hurt to wait for the owl.

It was almost 8am when the owl finally arrived. They had gotten up and made breakfast and more coffee while they waited, but never strayed far from the window.

Hedwig dropped the letter on the table before flying over to the windowsill, where they kept a perch and some owl treats available. James grabbed the envelope immediately and began to read aloud.

"Dear Mum and Dad

I'm in Gryffindor! The Hat considered putting me in Slytherin, briefly, like you said it might, but it ultimately sent me to Gryffindor.

I'm so pleased. Ron and Neville are both in Gryffindor too! There's another two boys in our dorm, Dean and Seamus, and I think we're all going to be friends.

We have our first day of class today, starting with Potions and Transfiguration, the Defense this afternoon. I'm a bit worried about Potions, since Snape doesn't seem to like me much, but at least I'll get to see Uncle Moony (aka Professor Lupin) this afternoon!

Sorry for the short letter, I'll write more at the weekend when I have more time. Just wanted to give you a quick update.

Love you both and miss you already!

Harry"

"He's gonna be fine, isn't he?" James said.

"Of course he will be," Lily responded. "He's our boy."

[moondal514]

Gasp Dean you bitch

Ok fine I’m watching the thai car racing omegaverse show. Apologies in advanced what this will do to all of y’all’s dash

[duckprintspress]

“A Truth Universally Acknowledged”: Teaser Post the First

Happy Sunday everyone! The crowdfunding campaign for our next anthology, A Truth Universally Acknowledged: Queer Fanworks Inspired by Jane Austen’s “Pride and Prejudice,” is off to an awesome start. Four days in, we’re nearly 70% funded already! This campaign only runs through December 5th, so we’ve got a ways to go and not much time to get there, so do be on the lookout and if you want to back, don’t miss your chance.

We have a LOT of contributors to this anthology, and not a lot of days of campaign, so I’ll be packing a lot of teasers into each post over the next week and a half. Today, I’m sharing crops by two artists and excerpts from three stories! 

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Story Teaser: A. D. Williams

Title: Silk Gloves and Second Chances

Excerpt:

Caroline had never thought of herself as anything less than sincere. Had she danced around the truth at times? Of course. A lady was not to give away her true feelings unless it benefitted her. She had learned early on to smile and titter, elegant fingers lifted to her lips. To turn her head as she dabbed a handkerchief to the corners of her eyes, wisps of carefully curled hair doing their utmost to hide the lack of moisture. As long as one had developed the skill, it was not difficult to shift a gentleman’s opinion.

She had thought, for a time, that all women were like her if they held sufficient wit. That they all played the same game together, keeping a careful eye on their cards and hiding the winning hand against their breast.

Until Miss Bennet.

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Art Teaser: Max Jason Peterson

Title: Dueling Darcy

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Story Teaser: E. V. Dean

Title: Along the Way

Excerpt:

I thought the envelope would be thicker. More money than I’ve ever seen, yet thinner than my thumb. Beige. Unimpressive.

It’ll take me forever to pay it off. Hell, the way the prices are going, gouged by war and greed, I’ll have to sell my kidney to settle it.

I need that envelope so I can leave his suffocating flat. I had expected Daniel’s home to reek with old money and new tech, but was met with a shrine to adventure in places I couldn’t afford to even dream of: regional art, foreign instruments, travel photos. The couple eating diamond-shaped fruit straight from a strange tree in the photograph behind Daniel seem to laugh at me.

Daniel puts the envelope down with a thump and covers it with his clean, pampered nails. “What do you need it for, Martha?”

I don’t like his tone or his question. He agreed to give me the money when I begged for it; now he might take it away if he doesn’t like my answer. Like it’s even his damn business.

Yet as long as the money is in his hands, I have to play by his rules.

“My sister’s missing.”

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Art Teaser: Jagoda Zirebiec

Title: Moonlight

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Story Teaser: Genevieve Maxwell

Title: Must Be in Want of a Wife

Excerpt:

Thoughts of Maria Lucas persisted long after the guests had left for their own dwellings and estates. Surprise suffused Georgiana as she caught a glimpse of her moony expression in the reflective surface of a decorative wall panel. That was an expression she hadn’t seen on her face in years—not since she’d almost made the biggest mistake of her life. The initial surprise soon dissipated, and Georgiana couldn’t help but realize she was excited—not frightened—by the prospect of her crush. There was nothing artful about Maria Lucas, so she felt safe from repeating the mistakes of her past. In fact, Georgiana was looking forward to spending her weeks in Hartfordship with a lovely, unexpected friend.

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Be on the look out! There’ll be more teasers out every day now through the second-to-last day of the campaign (skipping Thursday, sorry). We hope you love them!

Interested in what we’ve shared? Check out our Kickstarter campaign today!

[evadne01]

Harry Potter Masterlist

A shattered life

Sirius Black thinks about his life

Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Sirius Black & James Potter

The cold winter

Harry Potter the first november

Harry Potter & Lily Evans Potter, Harry Potter & James Potter, Sirius Black & Harry Potter

Cruel fate

Harry and Bill talk after Dumbledore's funeral

Harry Potter/Bill Weasley

Do-not-forget-me

James and Lily talk about their future

James Potter/Lily Evans Potter

I'll be your Sirius if you'll be my Moony

After the Second War against Voldemort, Sirius and Remus finally could take their happy ending.

Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Harry Potter

One word at the time

Harry said his first word.

Lily and James weren't happy.

Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Harry Potter & James Potter & Lily Evans Potter

Tired to be like this 

Harry Potter is just tired

We are one thing

Harry is thankful for his friends

Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

You look tasty ~ and also the pancakes does 

Charlie wakes up in the morning to see his boyfriend make pancakes.

Harry Potter/Charlie Weasley

Paper rings 

George thinks about his life.

Harry Potter/George Weasley

Like an angel ~ You're the devil in disguise 

Tom Marvolo Riddle

You are a firework 

Fred and George left Hogwarts, but not before being awesome

Harry Potter & Fred Weasley & George Weasley

Run faster than the rain

Marauders before the war

Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter

Perfectly good heart

Fred, George and Harry relationship on A Perfectly Good Heart, Tylor Swift

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley/George Weasley

Sea morning

Harry and Ginny planned some holiday for their son, James.

Harry Potter/Ginny Weasley, Harry Potter & James Sirius Potter & Ginny Weasley

Looking at them and remembering us 

Sirius can't help himself.

Harry looks very like James

Sirius Black & Harry Potter, Sirius Black & James Potter, Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

Girl on fire 

James is in love with Lily.

Sirius Black is done with that

James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Sirius Black & James Potter

The fell of the genius 

Tom Marvolo Riddle was an angel.

Lucifer was an angel too.

Wait for you ~ you always come

Harry is alone.

He isn't alone for so long.

Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

Don't thank me

Alice went back from a date only to see her best friends acting strange.

Alice Longbottom/Frank Longbottom, Alice Longbottom & Lily Evans Potter & Mary Macdonald

I'm going under 

Regulus fought his relatives' beliefs.

Regulus Black & Sirius Black

I'm still here

Fred Weasley wakes up.

His most favourite people are there for him.

Fred Weasley & George Weasley, Harry Potter/Fred Weasley

This is our legacy

Godric and Salazar talk

Godric Gryffindor & Salazar Slytherin

It is always the same

Fawkes saw king arose.

She also saw them fall

Things will change 

Regulus never hated his older brother.

But, he still ran away.

Regulus Black & Barty Crouch Jr.

I feel like I'm going under 

Harry fifth year isn't like he thought it would be

I can see you 

Harry gives George one last goodbye

Harry Potter & George Weasley

Stop playing with the dress, you'll ruin it 

Harry didn't want to go to the Yule Ball.

At least, he has a good date.

Harry Potter/George Weasley, Angelina Johnson/Fred Weasley, Harry Potter & Fred Weasley, Neville Longbottom & Harry Potter

The cherry on top of the cake

Harry has to bake a cherry pie.

Fred loves cherries

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter

One quiet night

Harry, Fred and George celebrate their anniversary.

Fred and George can't seem to get through an evening without surprises.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley/George Weasley

You saw nothing 

Dean tries to sneak out of Seamus' bed.

It does not work.

Seamus Finnigan/Dean Thomas, Neville Longbottom & Harry Potter

The wolf in me is in love with you ~ And so I am

Bill Weasley has always had a soft spot for Harry Potter.

The wolf in him even more

Fleur Delacour/Bill Weasley, Harry Potter/Bill Weasley

The booty and the peach

Harry just wanted to study charms and eat her peach

Harry Potter & Fred Weasley

Something sweet, something deadly

Tom Riddle had managed to retrieve the body from the diary.

Now, he wanted Harry on his side

Harry Potter/Tom Riddle

The reason we fought for 

There is only a reason they fight.

To be free of laugh, cry, play, run, and be alive.

Neville Longbottom & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley, Alice Longbottom & Marlene McKinnon & Lily Evans Potter, Alice Longbottom/Frank Longbottom, Hannah Abbott/Neville Longbottom

I am a wolf when I am with you

Bill came home to find Harry distracted by some old friend.

He is very jealous.

Harry Potter/Bill Weasley

The sun on your skin 

George and Harry in a quiet morning

Harry Potter/George Weasley

This is real

Charlie struggles.

Harry laughs.

Harry Potter/Charlie Weasley

Broken gay radar

Harry has a crush on George.

But George is straight.

Is he?

Harry Potter/George Weasley, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter

The things that are only yours 

Harry and Fred try something new.

Harry finds out something really interesting

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley

Get your feet off the ground

Fred and George do a little prank on Harry.

He isn't amused at all.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley/George Weasley

All the times I have forgive you, now it is over 

Harry suffered for a long time.

Now, this is over.

They are over.

Harry Potter/Tom Riddle, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter

The chains on me 

Harry has always known what his destiny was

What we can be 

Some thoughts on the future relationship between Fred, George and Harry.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley/George Weasley

Don't touch my chocolate 

Remus has only one rule: don't touch his chocolate.

Sirius breaks the rule.

Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Harry Potter

(Don't) Take my picture 

Harry is trying to work.

Fred takes pictures of him.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley

Demystify the myth, love the man 

Harry, Fred and George's relationship told for small moments.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley/George Weasley, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Arthur Weasley/Molly Weasley, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Harry Potter, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley, Cedric Diggory & Harry Potter, Hannah Abbot & Susan Bones & Harry Potter

Ask me again when I am old enough

The war against Voldemort was over.

Despite the dead, the deaths, the attacks, the pains, Fred couldn't think of a better day.

And it was all due to Harry Potter, standing before him, as alive as when they had last seen each other.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley

I'm your biggest fan

Harry had never met his best friend's older brother.

When he does, he can't believe who he is

Harry Potter & Ron Weasley, Harry Potter/George Weasley

Promise me this is forever 

At the Yule Ball, Harry and Fred meet and find.

Maybe it wasn't so bad after all

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley, Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

The Boss 

Tom Riddle has always loved beautiful things.

Harry Potter was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.

Harry Potter/Tom Riddle

You need to go to bed

Harry has to work.

George is a cuddler.

Harry is weak for George.

Harry Potter/George Weasley

Close your eyes, I'll keep you safe 

Harry was always scared of thunderstom.

Ron was there for him.

Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

I forgive you ~ Please, forgive yourself 

Life after the war was not easy.

Harry even struggled to comprehend that it was truly over, that Voldemort was no more.

Maybe he couldn't understand it because it wasn't really over.

Maybe he couldn't accept it because so many of his friends were dead.

Maybe he couldn't accept it because Remus and Tonks were dead too, and Teddy would be like him, he would be an orphan and everyone would celebrate the day his parents died.

As they had done on Halloween to rejoice at Voldemort's first disappearance.

Harry Potter/Percy Weasley

You were there for me 

Barty was always there for Regulus.

Regulus Black & Barty Crouch Jr.

In this cold mornings

Harry is relaxing, but George has to give him something important

Harry Potter/George Weasley

Do you trust me? 

Dumbledore knew that Harry had to die and also knew where the Chamber of Secrets was.

But, he didn't realize that Tom Riddle is far more dangerous than Voldemort.

And also, he didn't realize how tired Harry actually was.

Harry Potter & Tom Riddle

How to get a boyfriend by Harry Potter

"I mean," Fred explained, a huge smile on his face, "you need something to distract them all from some homicidal lunatic wanting you dead."

Harry snorted. "Good luck finding a way."

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley

Tell me why 

Harry thinks Charlie is a lot of troubles. Why he had to be that distracting?

Harry Potter/Charlie Weasley

I feel at home when I'm with you 

Harry after the war has a great realisation: George Weasley is hot.

That wasn't a good time for this intuitions of himself

Harry Potter/George Weasley

The dragon tamer 

Harry wants information about dragons.

Who is better than Charlie in providing them?

Harry Potter/Charlie Weasley/Fred Weasley/George Weasley

You are not alone

After the war, after Voldemort and all the deaths, Harry Potter has to do one more thing before he could recover.

But, he wasn't the only one who fought.

Harry Potter & Weasley Family, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley, Harry Potter & Oliver Wood, Luna Lovegood & Harry Potter, Neville Longbottom & Harry Potter

I'll choose my path

Theodore Nott has a particular talent. Thanks to it, he is able to make his own choices.

Theodore Nott & Nott Sr.

Ours - Taylor Swift's edition

I’ll never leave you alone

And every time I look at you, it’s like the first time

Hold on, never turn back

Hold on, you are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Do you believe it?

We’re gonna make it now

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley/George Weasley

Brotherly help 

"Growing up with Fred and George," Ginny said thoughtfully, “taught me that if you have the tenacity to want to do something, nothing is impossible.”

Harry needed to talk with Sirius. Ginny asked Fred and George for their help.

Fred Weasley & George Weasley & Ginny Weasley, Harry Potter & Fred Weasley & George Weasley, Harry Potter & Ginny Weasley

Deal with the devil

He had only had time to see the last fight, the last stand, leaving his aunt, before the eyes, red like fire, focused on him.

Harry had run. Faster than when Dudley and his gang chased him around the neighborhood, faster than when he had to reach for the Stone to save it from Snape's hands, faster than when he reached Lockhart to talk about the Chamber of Secrets, and, finally, faster than when he raced against time to save his innocent godfather from the worst of ends.

Harry Potter & Voldemort

Best friend's brother 

In his third year, Harry thought he only had to worry about a dangerous criminal who wanted to kill him. What he hadn't even imagined was falling in love with his best friend's brother. Now he just had to tell Ron. He preferred to face Sirius Black.

OR

Saving Ginny from a basilisk and rescuing him from abusive relatives makes the Weasley twins extremely protective of Harry and makes the story ten times better.

Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley, Neville Longbottom & Harry Potter, Harry Potter & Fred Weasley & George Weasley, Harry Potter/George Weasley, Lee Jordan & Fred Weasley & George Weasley, Harry Potter & Ginny Weasley, Seamus Finnigan & Neville Longbottom & Harry Potter & Dean Thomas & Ron Weasley, Harry Potter & Weasley Family, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Harry Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Gryffindor Quidditch Team Members & Harry Potter, Cedric Diggory/Harry Potter

It was all a facade

Sirius smiled. Since the betrayal had occurred, he had to be honest, he had been afraid of disappointing James and Lily, of not being able to protect and take care of Harry in his life. Not being good enough as a godfather, not good enough to take care of the wonderful boy in front of him.

Sirius sighed, his gaze falling on a photo on the mantelpiece. How could they have been so wrong?

Sirius Black & Harry Potter, Albus Dumbledore & Tom Riddle, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Sirius Black & James Potter & Lily Evans Potter, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter

Are we doing it again?

Percy smiled hesitantly at Oliver, feeling relieved when Oliver smiled back.

It had been a sudden choice to invite him to have a drink together. Though being friends since they started Hogwarts, Percy hadn't wanted to assume that Oliver would enjoy spending his first weekend in Hogsmeade with him.

Percy Weasley/Oliver Wood

Quidditch Romance

Cedric swallowed. "After doing all this, do you still think you're weak?"

Harry looked away, but Cedric didn't let him, placing a hand on his cheek. "Do not do it." he murmured. "Harry, don't you realize how much courage it takes to do something like that? I…I'm lost for words. You are just…amazing."

Cedric Diggory/Harry Potter

Three, two, one 

True friendship makes you inseparable, and nothing, not even death, can separate true friends.

Barty Crouch Jr looks at Harry, Ron and Hermione and remembers his past.

Regulus Black & Barty Crouch Jr. & Evan Rosier, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

I lost everything the day you were gone 

Harry looked at him, sitting up and staring George intently into his eyes.

"Losing someone close." George clarified. "Does it ever hurt less?"

Harry sighed. "It's like… a scar." His hand rested for a moment on his lightning bolt scar on his forehead, as if to apologize to anyone for the comparison. "After a while, it stops bleeding, but in bad weather it always stretches a little bit."

Harry Potter & George Weasley, Fred Weasley & George Weasley

Regulus Black's great crisis 

Regulus wasn't attracted to Barty. At all. Was he?

Regulus Black/Barty Crouch Jr., Regulus Black & Sirius Black

Tip the sexy waiter 

After Hogwarts, Harry doesn't become an Auror and becomes a bartender.

James calls in reinforcements to protect his beloved son from harm.

Sirius Black/Harry Potter, Sirius Black & James Potter

Unfaithful

"Remus, please talk to me. I know I messed up, just… Please, I just need to talk to you. To explain what happened…." Sirius drifted off, as soon as Remus’ attention was on him again. 

Sirius Black/Remus Lupin

Thank you 

Lily had always been a brilliant witch. She was the best of their generation, according to some professors. Definitely gifted, according to all of them.

She had always been curious, even as a child. When a vast new world opened up before her, Lily plunged into it. Her best friend was by her side, ready and determined to know everything she could about it, eager to learn everything there was to know, and impatient to find out what she didn't know yet but would discover.

Now, she wished she had been less curious, less ready, less determined, less eager, less impatient.

Less Lily.

Sirius Black & Lily Evans Potter

Love me, love me 

"NO!" Tom ran up to him, laying his head on his legs, "Don't leave me! You promised!"

Harry Potter/Tom Riddle

You are here

Percy was on his evening patrol when he heard someone crying.

Ginny Weasley & Percy Weasley

We could be a family 

"I have your gift." She handed him a package, which Harry slowly opened.

When he finished opening it, he gasped.

Petunia Evans Dursley & Harry Potter

An offer he couldn't refuse 

“When you told me you lived out of the way,” George noted, as he watched him eat a piece of candy, “I didn't think you meant in the muggle world out of the way.”

Harry chuckled. “I don't live in the muggle world.”

“Your home is Grimmauld Place. Correct me if I'm wrong, Harry, but isn't that on the muggle side of London?” George asked, reaching over to steal a piece of candy from the pile that Harry had created.

“My house is magical.” Harry waved his hands, making George snort, "And anyway, I only live far enough away from the madness you call the wizarding world."

Harry Potter & George Weasley

Stories that end and begin

Tom had been right.

Now that he was in his fifth year at Hogwarts, he could state that Soulmates were a nuisance.

With the exception of a few souls who could consider themselves lucky, most of them were forced to put up with people they despised and who would do no good for their future.

Harry Potter/Tom Riddle

All we need is hope

A noise made him look away from the window, and he saw George hovering in Ron's doorway, smiling slightly at him. “Hey.”

“George.” Harry smiled, holding out his hand to invite the older boy to join him.

George didn't have to be told twice, and when he was close enough, Harry leaned up to kiss his cheek.

Harry Potter/George Weasley

Welcome back 

Being on the Hogwarts Express without being a student was an interesting experience, Harry decided.

He could have undertaken the journey in another way, he knew it. He could have used the Floo, or Apparated, or used his broom.

But, despite his years in the Wizarding World, Harry was still a mess with the Floo; the mere concept of walking into a chimney sent him into a spiral of panic. He had never actually gotten his license to Apparate and, also, it wasn’t possible to apparate in the Castle’s boundary, and Harry didn't really want to suffer the journey from Hogsmeade to Hogwarts. And, although he loved his broomstick and the feeling of flying in general, he loved the idea of flying for long periods of time in the cold Scottish morning much less.

So, the Hogwarts Express had been his one and only alternative.

Luna Lovegood & Harry Potter, Minerva McGonagall & Harry Potter, Luna Lovegood & Minerva McGonagall

My duty 

Harry had known what his duty would be. Now, he hates it.

Hermione Granger & Harry Potter

Take me back where I was home

James and Lily before the war.

James Potter/Lily Evans Potter

Harry, there are zombies

Harry thought they didn't exist, but here they were.

The magic never ceased to amaze him.

The tents that seemed microscopic were huge like houses, the ceiling could represent the starry sky, the stairs changed, house elves existed, centaurs predicted the future by looking at the stars.

The pipes could grow so large that a basilisk could fit through them. Giant spiders were a thing, and they ate human flesh. You could resurrect the dead and make them zombies.

Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

I thought I knew love, and then I met you 

Lily was staring at the inn table with a frown.

Being the second daughter of a noble family meant receiving some proposals from various suitors, but running the risk of being continually disappointed.

As had happened that day, when Lily had reached the agreed place for the date with the noble of that time and had realized that she had been dumped for another noble, first-born and therefore of greater value.

James Potter/Lily Evans Potter

The rising of the moon

Harry and Bill were out on a date. The full moon appears in the sky.

Harry Potter/Bill Weasley

Two cute foxes, one embarrassing rant 

Fred and George needed a role of their own, even considering how they were Fred & George and not Fred and George.

And, if no one had made the effort to recognize them, to distinguish them, they would have managed to be seen and noticed. At least that was his due to them.

This didn't mean they wouldn't want to be appreciated for who they were.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley/George Weasley

Under the rain

Sometimes, love is also pushing someone into the rain and laughing with them.

Love is in simple gestures.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley

You have been invited to the wedding of James Potter & Lily Evans! 

It's Lily and James' wedding. We certainly couldn't expect everything to go smoothly, right?

James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Sirius Black & James Potter & Lily Evans Potter

Brotherly love

Sirius and Regulus in a moment without strangers.

Only two brothers.

Regulus Black & Sirius Black

Some things are better left untold 

Harry, Ron and Hermione were a trio.

But how did Harry, Ron and Hermione become the famous trio?

Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley

This is all your fault

Harry and Fred had gone for a walk in the woods when Fred realized they were lost.

Harry Potter/Fred Weasley

Hey, look at me 

George really can't stand Cedric Diggory and Cho Chang.

Just because they play Quidditch against them, of course.

Not because of the way Harry acts around them.

Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley, Harry Potter/George Weasley, Fred Weasley & George Weasley

Seeing through your lie 

Hermione knows that there is something special between Harry and Ron.

A little moment of comfort between Harry and Hermione during the Goblet of Fire.

Hermione Granger & Harry Potter

I would it all over again 

Harry James Potter and Tom Marvolo Riddle were many things.

But, most of all, they were both alone.

Harry Potter & Tom Marvolo Riddle

Take me home

When silence descends and the mind wakes up, it is really difficult to relax.

Yet, happiness can be found even in the darkest moments. If only one has the right company.

Sirius Black & Harry Potter

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[andruwminyrd]

🎧spotify playlists

soundtracks. horror soundtrack. mainly inspired by fear street. coming of age soundtrack. what if this is the best version. | think lady bird, the edge of seventeen & booksmart.. 90s romcom soundtracks. i'm just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her. | think 10 things i hate about you, notting hill, she's all that.

fandoms. roadtrip with dean winchester. driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cakehole. DESTIEL. you don't think you deserve to be saved. | castiel x dean winchester, supernatural. NACE. "will you solve this part of the mystery with me?" "always, forever." nancy drew x ace (hardy) THE FOXHOLE COURT. he was their family. they were his. they were worth every cut and bruise and scream. / for the foxes from all for the game by nora sakavic. THE MARAUDERS. i solemnly swear i'm up to no good. | moony, wormtail, padfoot and prongs. PERCY JACKSON. don't feel bad, i'm usually about to die. STRANGER THINGS. friends don't lie. steve harrington. 🍦 AHOY LADIES robin buckley. i wanted her to look at me. hey dingus! this is for the himbo & lesbian duo, steve harrington and robin buckley from stranger things don't ya, big boy? steddie / steve harrington & eddie munson dead poets society. carpe diem: seize the day. enemies to lovers. when you don't know if they wanna kiss or kill each other. the seven husbands of evelyn hugo. they are just husbands. i am evelyn hugo. and anyways, i think once people know the truth, they will be much more interested in my wife. daisy jones & the six. when you think of me, I hope it ruins rock 'n' roll. others. living in a fantasy world. not all those who wander are lost. that funny feeling. inspired by the song by bo burnham. also sad girl vibes. you have bewitched me. final girl. cottagecore. dark academy.

[anonymousqualities]

Fic idea I'm hoping will pique a writer's interest and manifest lol

2nd war against voldemort but mostly everyone is alive...

Quick general lore:

-james and lily survive but were in a magic induced coma from Regulus' doing. When voldemort got to the manor he thought they were already dead but lily's love still rebounded the killing curse for harry.

-sirius still goes to azkaban but not for 12 years

-regulus raising harry up until hogwarts. Then transitions to moonwater raising harry

-the malfoys become spys for the order through lucius and Narcissa

-"disowned" draco after 5th year (for his safety) he lives with andromeda

-I recently saw a HC that Mary is Dean's mom and I'm in love with it. (Ignoring canon of his mom being just muggle)

-Alice is in better shape than frank and is able to leave st. Mungos. She's selectively mute.

-platonic Narcissa/Alice. Narcissa has been secretly visiting her at the hospital.

So the actual fic idea is slighty plot-less and is mostly oneshots surrounding the lore (so there's not really an end to the story): For safety reasons some of the order have to hide out at grimmauld place for the summer.

-

For the adults its nothing but TENSION and animosity. They assume the kids will be the same and everyone sits down with their respective teen/teens to explain that they all need to get along

Once everyone settles at grimmauld, to the adults suprise, the teens not liking each other is fake and they all get along (some more than others *cough drarry cough** 😷).

Ron and draco are basically besties

Hermoine and draco love to nerd out together

Pansy and ginny love to gossip with each other

Ginny/Luna

Also Luna is the friend-group's little sister and everyone is protective of her

Platonic maybe romantic Neville/blaise

Drarry has zero shame outside of hogwarts or the public eye. Their friends are use to it but the adults are shell shocked.

...

An order meeting just finished and the adults leave to check on the kids..

Sirius noticing drarry's sitting arrangement: "I beg your pardon!?" Remus follows his gaze and chuckles only to get elbowed.

"I fail to see what's funny, Moony!" Sirius turns to point an accusatory finger at a shock Regulus "this is your fault somehow!"

Regulus throws his hands up in defeat "of course you think it's my fault!" they go back and forth as James walks in.

"What's all- oh" he blinks owlishly at the scene in the living room. Sirius looks away from regulus to James.

"Can you believe this prongs!?" James' face is unreadable as he blinks again. This time he looks over at a blushing regulus who's avoiding eye contact.

James clears his throat "I can actually" his gaze still unwavering in regulus' direction.

Sirius' mouth clicked shut as he took a slow step back. Looking suspiciously from James to regulus and back to james. His jaw dropping in dramatic realization.

"Son oF A BI-"

"Whats all this?" Lily inquires as she takes in the group, absentmindedly stirring her tea. She pauses midway to take a sip as she looks into the living room.

She cooes, tears brimming her eyes as Mary, Narcissa, who has her arm around Alice, trail into the entryway behind her.

"Oh my little hazza" she sniffles leaning her head against Mary's shoulder. Mary hides a smirk into a sip of her own tea. Sharing a knowing look with remus.

Narcissa holds back her own tears "My sweet, Dragon" her hand rests against her chest, subconsciously pulling Alice in closer. Alice hums, resting her head on Narcissa's shoulder. Her face softening as she notices Neville and Blaise's own close proximity. Her usually glazed over eyes coming into focus.

Regulus clears his throat as he exuses himself, speed walking out of the room.

"Regulus? REGULUS" Sirius swats a now laughing Remus in the chest as he runs after his brother.

"Regulus, get back here!"

....

In the living room, the teens look over at the commotion.

Ron's brows furrow in confusion "what's all that about, now?" He turns back to Dean who shrugs. Everyone else giving the same gesture as they looked around at each other.

Luna hums dreamily from her place on the ground. Leaning her head against ginny's leg as she turns a page of the quibbler "old love can be just as complicated and young love" she concludes.

Silence fell over the group. They gave the grown ups another glance before promptly getting back to their own respective conversations.

They'll deal with that later on in the summer

-

Me waiting for a disciplined writer to take on this story idea:

[stellaluna33]

Thinking about how Rory confided in Lane about her affair with Dean (and her conflicting feelings about it), but never told Lane anything about Jess until after they were already dating. And maybe it was just easier to talk about Dean because she felt like she'd already "lost her reputation" when she abandoned Dean for Jess (that's how Rory- and her mom, and Dean- felt about it. God forbid a teenage couple not work out forever). But... I got the distinct impression she had never talked to Lane about Jess AT ALL, not even about her developing friendship with him or a "he's not so bad, he's got great taste in music!" spiel like she gave her mom. Lane seemed really blindsided by it when she and Rory talked at Thanksgiving, and from the relentlessly hostile way she talked to Jess before this, and the cluelessly moony way she talked about Rory and Dean being "in love" during One's Got Class..., it seems clear that Lane had no idea how Rory was feeling. To Lane, Jess had always been, "that annoying guy who annoys my Best Friend's boyfriend and crashed my Best Friend's car! So, we Hate him, right?" and Rory had never said anything to correct that view. And then suddenly Rory was DATING him?!!

I don't know, I just can never get over how incredibly private Rory has always been about Jess. And she was deep in denial, but did she have just enough subconscious awareness to be afraid that her best friend would smell it on her if she so much as mentioned him at all?