#MY HYPERFIXATED BRAIN CANT TAKE IT

[whiskeyswhiskey]

yall PLEASE i need some fic recs rn T-T i currently plowed my way thru some fics that were 170k words but i need one that itches my brain the right way, like I CANT FIND ANY I just want like a batfam reader insert where the reader is a spider-person 😭😭 i have no creative ability to write SO I CANT EVEN DO IT MYSELF- im devastated 😔😔😔 like i keep going into the batfam side of tumblr but all i find is neglected! reader and my little heart can’t take it, im not an angsty teen anymore 😭😭

[achillean-knight]

I don't really like the perspective and outcome of this, but I kinda do??? it also might grow on me eventually KJHJGHSD so I'm uploading anyways!

[luzisahomosexual]

The foxes just won another game. Neil waddles over to Andrew to celebrate using his racket cos he’s so exhausted. When he gets there, he smiles at him before falling to the floor. Without a word, Andrew sits down in front of him. They both sit there silently, staring into each others eyes with their foreheads pressed together.

And that’s how the press and fans started speculating about their relationship😋

[thegreatyin]

How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable

there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??

a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!

i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.

i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-

hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.

the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.

[gabrieldrawsstuff]

Guys please im so scared i dont wanna be hyperfixated on read dead fucking redemption 2

[cosmicredcadet]

I don't think people realize how badly a hyperfixation can just warp your brain because I just sat through two movies and all i could think abt while watching them was "How can i make these into an AU for my hyperfixation?"

[holland-vosijk-antari]

actually i am going to say a small thing about my love for both holland and merlin because HECK do i love them both and they are BOTH so sad (another badly worded stream of consciousness incoming)

they are both extremely tragic characters that spend their time with a goal in mind that they ultimately can't see through. for holland his aim in life is to heal his world and yet progress is only made after his death, with merlin his destiny is to keep arthur alive so he can unite the land but fails to do so and watches him die. both are forced to watch all those they love die having no time to grieve as their work is unceasing. their fight for survival means they can't let their guard down to someone without risking the life of that person as their very existence (holland as antari and merlin as a magic user in general) are targeted and killed in their worlds. neither have the chance to rest from their duties as merlin is forced to live on until arthurs foretold return and holland does not rest even after death as he "lives on" as a ghost. loneliness is a core aspect of both of them but while merlin is surrounded by people that love him but never truly get to know him, holland spends a great deal of time with people that know him in great detail like the danes but never treat him with any kindness (though he is also around many who dont know him and dont understand him too)

[linnytheseagull]

Today, I give you...

More Vox!

Could you have guessed?? It's almost as if he's my favourite character and I'm hyperfixating on him so intensely that I can't draw anything else at the moment!

[passionfruitmango]

nOoOOOOOOO

WHY

WHY do bases for printed design hoodies/clothes have to be a 50/50 cotton poly blend????

My skin is BOUGIE and NEEDS 100% cotton or body is uncomfortably warm sensory hell 😭😭😭😭😭

Wait Wait Wait hang on hold up-

I have just checked the sweaters in my personal collection

They are 50/50 cotton poly blend

Heh

Oh✨️✨️✨️

[Nvm]

[minnieposting]

my ocd is actually going SO CRAZY RN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[unfamiliaris]

thinking about prev reblog very hard right now

[floralovebot]

How do you think Helia feels about other people’s perception about him?

Namely Saladin, Flora and his friends but also the public in general. For example in the movies, the Winx seem to get a lot of media attention and that includes their relationships as well. How do you think Helia reacts to that and what he feels about it? Since he’s a very private guy, he probably doesn’t appreciate anyone poking their nose in his business.

Do you think he also ever worried how Flora would handle being associated with him considering his familial status and Saladin having many enemies,,, He knows she can handle herself but did he ever worry about putting her in a position where she has to deal with these things in the first place..

Honestly, it depends! Helia doesn't care at all about what people think about him, but he does care a lot if that opinion will also affect a person close to him.

Saladin is a great example of this! Helia doesn't care that the other specialists initially think he's a weak, sensitive pacifist who "doesn't like to get his hands dirty". He ignores them completely and it genuinely doesn't seem to affect his mental health in the slightest. He certainly doesn't like it, but it doesn't affect him either. Compare that to him being hyperaware of how his actions could reflect badly on Red Fountain and specifically Saladin. If Helia, the headmaster's grandson, is acting out, what does that say about how Saladin is running the school?

Because of this, Helia is very conscious about what he says and does, and how that would reflect on the people close to him. He even uses that to his advantage during the Shaab Stone arc in the comics where he intentionally gets into a physical fight with another RF student to fake an expulsion. Helia (and Saladin) is very aware of people looking at him and using his actions as evidence for their bad opinions of Saladin.

As for Flora and the others, we honestly don't get much on his opinions of the Winx's spotlight, other than he's happy for them. We briefly see Florelia in the news during Magical Adventure but that's really the only time the in-universe media has paid attention to the specialists (excluding Sky). That being said, I do think he would take a similar approach with the Winx and specialists - aka he would acknowledge that his actions could reflect badly on them and end up retroactively caring about what other people think of him.

Considering that Saladin's enemies never directly attack Flora, or anyone else for that matter, I feel like it's a bit,, yes and no. Past enemies of the company of light have showed up to fight the Winx so like, yes. But also no, because Saladin's enemies haven't. Plus, I think, regardless of his worries, Helia is still aware that Flora isn't being attacked because she's in a relationship with him, she's being attacked because she's in the Winx Club. So far, he hasn't been a factor (in canon). Now in headcanons and fanfics on the other hand, mwehehehe... Saladin's past enemies going after Helia and then going after Flora is definitely a florelia fan favorite so like yes he would absolutely be worried about her aldhg

[alchemiclee]

sometimes I really miss having one person to have daily conversation with or just share random things throughout the day with even if we don't feel like actually talking. it was nice and kept me going for a number of years. but I haven't had that in at least a few years and I really feel it weighing on me me. it's been months since I had a satisfying conversation/connection with someone. I think i've only talked to someone not family 4 times since mid January. is that normal? is it normal to go months without talking to people? it kinda feels bad tbh. but I don't know how to human anymore. how do people just have friends and talk to others easily all the time fbdhjjddkke i'm tired of reaching out to people and not getting much back. no one reaches out to me first.

ah. sorry for the sudden random serious/negative post. I usually keep those over at my other blog and off this one. but lee having hard time right now, pls send happy thoughts and/or cute things. thanks. sorry 😭

[the-gayest-show]

They should have more fucked up men in cartoons, I think

[baycitystygian]

yet another “quality over quantity” record haul 💕posting this cause the 10cc find obviously made me think of @modernmanblues

[potatobugz]

hi dear mutuals + followers. n. new hyperfixation. i think. please do not blow me up with missiles and rockets☹️