#mb its bc your brain is in overdrive constantly idfk
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my ocd is actually going SO CRAZY RN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#actuallyocd#minnie post#omg i just found myslef ruminating over if im a good dog owner or not for Reasons and then i realized what was happening#then now im like. uughsudhfihsdf CAN THIS SHIT FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF#i swear for like 3 whole months ive been stuck in the same rumination then reassurance cycle#im the most self aware person EVER. but god i just cant get out of this no matter how self aware i am its like. BRUH#my ocd ruminations always attack the things that mean the most to me#and its making me feel guilty and wrong for just being happy when#i think abt and engage w the things that make me happy .#cuz like i hyperfixate on fucking everything and my interests reflect my soul#but ocd is like. no ur dumb. and u shouldnt feel happy and u shouldnt engage w this#instead u should think abt how miserable u are bc its good to be self aware!#im soooo sick of this DISORDERRRR#TAKES MY ENERGY FOR EVERYTHING#I am so tired all the time#and sometimes im like damn i dont do shit all day why am i so tired#mb its bc your brain is in overdrive constantly idfk#im so tired yall#how do i DIY a lobotomy in my bathroom#send answers QUICK
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