#Lord help us both
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inks-books Ā· 7 months ago
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So like I'm going on a date with this wonderful lady on Monday, and my ace heart is thinking of cute things we can do on later dates when we haven't even had our first date and part of my brain is like "This is going overboard." and the other part is like "Let me live my cute romantic life I've always wanted to spoil someone with cute shit but have been to afraid to branch out!!!"
Anyway Monday we're doing dinner and a scary movie, but the next time it rains I want her to come to my house, sit on the covered front porch with me in my rocking chairs, and drink hot tea together and just talk as we watch the rainfall and then maybe watch a movie afterwards.
I'm a simple enby with simple desires is this weird??? Or is it cute? I need feedback all the women in my life say it's cute but the men are like "That's weird. Only people who've known each other forever do stuff like that." and granted I've known her a year and in lesbian time that's a lot, and when she asked me out I thought she was kidding at first, but now it's happening and my heart is happy but at the same time scared that I'm going to run her off by suggesting too much too quickly.
Thoughts??
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swordmaid Ā· 6 months ago
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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping ā€¦!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrotā€¦
#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war#and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but heā€™s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him#atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS heā€™ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be#travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do heā€™s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with#her .. so heā€™s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks theyā€™re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war#so jaime being touchy feely isnā€™t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isnā€™t anything new either#but this time he means it LOL heā€™s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking theyā€™d help rebuild lannisport just bc itā€™s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know#jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone#but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord#also heā€™s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc itā€™s for tyrion anyway#so heā€™s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet#she wants to stay with him and sheā€™s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesnā€™t exactly want to leave him#but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that sheā€™s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived#the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so sheā€™s just staying and helping out bc a) itā€™s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister#for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn šŸ™„šŸ˜³#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and heā€™s also looking quite#rugged and handsome post war now that heā€™s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his#smirks even more ! rogueish ā€¦ ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair šŸ‘€ so now thereā€™s gossips around him#not to mention heā€™s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war theyā€™ll forget the kingslaying#man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc sheā€™s a chismosa at heart and theyā€™re talking about a#potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and thereā€™s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now sheā€™s remembering jaime IS a#lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and heā€™s single and very eligible for marriage rn#and now sheā€™s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as#now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield#one that she isnā€™t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies#with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesnā€™t think (and sheā€™s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT
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sp00pypumpkins Ā· 8 months ago
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Got busy this weekend and couldnt draw much so today I did this silly thing :3
Something sweet about the Prototype qwq I find it endearing those two would get so happy when the prototype is near while other toys would feel intimidated by them XD I will make more silly doodles about why Zero thinks so high of the Prototype in the future :D
Au by @asamary You should check their stuff :D!
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Also Zero chirps when they are very happy (The only one who got to hear them is 1006 till now, Zero is a bit embarrased because he cannot control it but with 1006 he lowers his guard but also acts childish around him too HAHA)
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mistergandalf Ā· 2 years ago
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ULTIMATE TOLKIEN BLORBO ROUND FIVE: SECOND CHANCE BRACKET
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BOROMIR vs. ELROND PEREDHEL
See the ULTIMATE TOLKIEN BLORBO MASTERPOST for details and follow #ultimate tolkien blorbo to cast your vote for the blorbiest blorbo of all!
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sesamenom Ā· 1 year ago
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elladan has Opinions about aragorn's elessar outfit
(btw arwen & elladan have silver hair in this one bc of their treelight hair thing)
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dazeddoodles Ā· 6 months ago
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Someone please make a fanfic about eda and raine if they met caduceia. šŸ’Ŗ
Knowing this fandoms history with Betas better specify what type of fanfic šŸ¤Ø
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camgoloud Ā· 7 months ago
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#ā€˜out of nowhereā€™ she says like she hasnā€™t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#itā€™s been over two years since the last time we talkedā€¦ absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! thereā€™s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i donā€™t think iā€™m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ā€˜maybe i could make things rightā€™ song and dance šŸ˜”#the thing is most of the time iā€™m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ā€˜thatā€™s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldnā€™t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?ā€™#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope sheā€™s gotten some of her shit worked out#so iā€™m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i canā€™t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so šŸ™ƒ#i donā€™t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasnā€™t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just donā€™t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yetā€¦ the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger personā€¦#caseyposting
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mochapanda Ā· 9 months ago
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kabru is like one the most interesting well developed kind and sweet characters in dungeon meshi and yet every post is either him wanting to kill laios or shipping him with laios i fucking hate it here so much
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ruethrills Ā· 1 year ago
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Was thinking about them today (the precursor to my Sydcarmy fixation) and how what happened to them was a crime so Ima need Chris Storer to let me have this one thing šŸ˜­
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starlooove Ā· 1 month ago
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Do ppl genuinely think jinx blew up the council for the liberation of zaun
#actually I need to rewatch bc from what I remember#jinxā€™s ideals are making silco happy like I donā€™t see her actually upset about what ppl are going through or wanting real change or whatever#like i think sheā€™ll def be some sort of hope to some ppl of zaun due to the action#but like. that was pure malice that wasnā€™t Justice for zaun#she killed powder for killing her family the first time and she killed the council for killing silco#Bc jinx couldnā€™t have done it since sheā€™s perfect silco said so#and this isnā€™t a violence isnā€™t the answer thing NO#i think ekko should blow up the council too and I hate that heā€™s hanging with that rat#heimerdinger and cailtyn are the same to me theyā€™re both annoying#stay away from zaunites ty#youā€™ve done ENOUGH#the audacity to argue with ekko about who enforcers are#ā€˜the Ppl dont want my help :(ā€˜ ok kys. ez#Uhm anyways thatā€™s very subjective and again Iā€™m biased against piltover theyā€™re literally nothing new to me#point is I donā€™t think jinx is the revolutionary some of yā€™all tout her to be#i know itā€™s scary but if u want that ur gonna have to focus on a black character outside his white potential LI#I KNOW I KNOW! itā€™s new to you itā€™s hard you canā€™t see him as anything besides smth ur fave reacts to#but if u want the person protecting zaunites as best as they can bc they love zaun itself#Ur gonna have to look past the sad white girl#difference between jinx and ekko is oppression shaping a rebellious personality vs the choice to rebel and do better for your people#not in a theory vs praxis way but in whoā€™s actually concerned with others welfare and how zaun will move forward#while ekko is willing to use violence for his cause heā€™s more worried about keeping his own ppl safe which could potentially set him down#the road vander went - as opposed to vi who was like. traumatized into working with pilties this soon#Itļæ½ļæ½ļæ½d be a slow road for him. but also take into account he saw vander go down that path before and if itā€™s one thing heā€™s good at itā€™s#learning from the past. bring in how the silco and vander wonā€™t repeat itself bc jinx whoā€™s angrier at piltover and life in general than she#is hopeful for zaun might have to be forced to gain that compassion once interpersonally interacting with zaunites some who may genuinely#look up to her as a leader as opposed to local drug lords lapdog is gonna have to buck up and take responsibility#obvi vi and powder are vander silco foils duh but the way Iā€™m thinking ekko and jinx could potentially be#wait for it#what couldve been
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snekdood Ā· 2 months ago
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Your impulse to believe every last bad thing people say about a guy and then if that guy is victimized by those people or the people who spread the rumors you dont even try to look into if thats even the case, you just assume hes bad by default-- yeah thats incredibly unfair to guys who are victims of abuse.
#so here i am having to heal my trauma on my own bc people think im a bad person. cool.#and then people would use me as an argument point 'this is why men who use guys who are victims of abuse as an argument need#to actually do something to show they care' she said so smugly. knowing those guys wont give that guy any care no matter how#correct she is about sussing them out on their bullshit.#so instead im being given 0 options at all bc both men and women want to use me as an argument jumping off point rather than see#me as a real human right here right now whos suffering and in need of aid.#you're arguing about giving me a place to stay right in front of me. and at the end of the day neither of you actually want to help#create a space for me to heal anyways. im just another talking point to you. left in the dust. left to try to figure out how to heal#myself alone all over again. something I never expected to have to do in feminist spaces- spaces I intentionally entered to get healing#about ANOTHER abuse that happened to be as a kid- though if im honest I never really found healing in such spaces its all kinda just#hating on men for the most part- so truly like the rest of my entire shit life i've had to learn how to heal my trauma all alone. which isn#great nor ideal since on my own im bound to pick up worse coping mechanisms than if I actually got help from others. and lord knows#I have *motions to the scars on my arms* but yknow you'd rather use me as a talking point rather than be what I thought you were-#the last resort I had to maybe actually finally get some actual fucking help with my trauma.#vent#to say im disappointed is an understatement. i'm more just sad at this point. i'm tired of being promised better and then its shit.
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ranger-kellyn Ā· 4 months ago
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one of the only gripes i have with Suki, Alone is that it makes her escape from the boiling rock....i don't know if hollow is the word i'm looking for, but? something along those lines?
like, all her talk with biyu about caring for the whole--
Suki, "...Maybe we can even grow enough to share with the other prisoners." Biyu, "The other prisoners?? Who cares about them?!" Suki, "I care about them. ... If we can get everyone better food, there's a chance for pushback against the guards. Maybe even a chance for us to escape."
Then later
Biyu, "I usually just look out for myself. But I'm starting to see the advantages of having friends around. Better eats, for one thing." Suki, "It isn't about advantages. It's about community. It we stand together, all of us have a better chance of making it out of this place. It isn't about using other people to make sure we survive. You understand that, right?"
and sure, plenty of that can just come down to the comic was released in 2021, and the episode aired in 2008. different times and different mediums.
idk. all this talk of community and wanting to take care of the whole, only for her to just drop all of that completely to escape with sokka, zuko, and hakoda... what about everyone else?? leave them all behind because what? biyu betrayed her?? :\
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not-so-superheroine Ā· 7 months ago
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deseret book is more persistent than duolingo.
i ordered 2 books for a church research project on Black saints in the early Church and also in the Reorganization, on which the one book had a small section us and all had info from the our shared early church history, and it was an ebook too!
and i get physical mail from them once a month. i have no idea how to cancel.
herald house, the community of christ publishing house, contacts me much less, and i buy books from them all the time.
and oh their church book app reminds me to read my scriptures and the words of their prophets regularly if it's not in sleep mode.
i have to admire the effort behind it, ngl.
#tumblrstake#the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints#Community of Christ#latter day saint#deseret book#i highly recommend both books#black saints in a white church#and ā€œMy Lord He Calls Meā€ edited by Alice Faulkner Burch#she's really awesome so pls support her#i hang out with the genesis group bc i am playing with a similar group for community of christ#because the Black saints expressed interest#actually Black Saints in a White Church may have been elsewhere by Signature Books#you can read it for free on archive.org#and if you're at BYU you can access it too and papers on it#i'll promo them in another post eventually#white saints in my church don't get my vision bc their like ā€œwe never had a priesthood banā€#but i literally had to do the project bc they were speaking over us regarding anti-Black racism in our D&C#and people individually reached out. like Black church leaders. bc they be doing this.#we made so much noise and the first presidency reached out to ME bc i wrote a paper that spread through the church about it#wild moment. but yeah we need something like the Genesis Group and they were willing to help me out a bit#its too much for me to handle on my own tho. esp with the revitalizing our intepretation and use of the Book of Mormon projects#i always put too much in the tags. i should write a post about that and share my article#it was on our D&C 116 which is like our L-dS OD 2 on Race in the priesthood and specifically ordination of Black men#which they (some of the white saints) wanted removed šŸ™„ bc of the ā€œministers to their own raceā€ part which led to segregation being allowed#but also explicitly affirms God calls people of all races to priesthood and also that Black congregations didnā€™t need white pastor oversight#so just leave it. and ig you feel guilty...cope#i personally believe it to be inspired but flawed#it was literally a mostly white church in 1865. not excusing tho bc some sects were always fully integrated like the Bickertonites#they had a Black apostle in 1915. representation at high levels of leadership#oh and women in the priesthood from the jump. if limited
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magnoliamyrrh Ā· 1 year ago
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#i need to stop doomscrolling its four in the morning im so exhausted i technically have school shit i needed to finish and i have to get up#to go to class in a few hours too#it helps nothing either. its horrible to look and its horrible to look away and they both do absolutely nothing past a point just like w th#other endless amount of absolutely horrible things going on in the world rn#theres no new information now either. just the fallout and seeing what comes next#this and no other horrible thing going on in the world is abt us and how it affects us emotionally obviously like that's just specs of dust#on the thing itself#but. yeah. i. i dont think the human mind copes well w going from locally based ape empathy to exposure to every horrible thing everywhere#....... russia has bombed more apartments and civilian buildings too :( ppl caught under the rubble and dead#just. dear god.. i just keep thinking that. i just keep saying that to myself. dear god#dear god oh lord of duamne ya allah yarabbi whatever variation its most of what goes through my mind on loop#while my mind runs through so much of it. palestina and all the videos of dead and murdered and the children the videos from last week of#that tourist girl in israel the war in ukraina whats happening in kosovo armenia the uyghurs and china all the conflict in india and#pakistan the state of afghanistan yamen civilians being tortured by gangs in south america torture in general and the prisons around the#world and the slavery and the torture and the killing and the starvation and the pain and the million other things going on i don't even#know about and the fucking climate jesus christ the climate change???#and my mind just doesnt stop. it goes through so much shit it maps out this horrible web of pain and pain and pain throughout the entire#world ;;_;;#i uh. i desperately need to take more time in my life and for years on end ive needed to tske more time in my life to think#of the good things happening in ths world too. small things big things anything just anything good anything getting better anything thats#working any proof of humanity in this species#i just. .#.#i go through the full range of human emotion from rage to numbness and dissociation to bitterness to shock to nothing shocks me to endless#sorrow to disgust and i end up at the end#feeling like the same kid who wants to cry and ask why can't we just be nicer to each other please. as if its that simple. j wish it was.#god. i wish
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indiegame Ā· 5 months ago
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damn living here really does suck
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lizard-dumbass Ā· 2 years ago
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God i want to write a raine whispers character study SO BAD.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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