#Like no you aren't. Stfu
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'I'm so delusional, I think this character would like me!'
Say it with me:
It is not a delusion, it is a daydream.
You'll know what a delusion feels like when you can't go a day without terror because there are cameras on you at all times / God personally hates you specifically and wants you dead / there's worms inside of you eating you alive and rotting you / you're alien Messiah and there are lizard people taking over the world
#this is not to say other things can't be delusions#especially more mild/subtle stuff#my blood pressure just goes up#anytime I see someone saying smth like#'I'm so quirky and delusional x3'#Like no you aren't. Stfu#actually schizospec#actually schizotypal#delusions#delusional
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well, gmm, you did the impossible: you made this episode even MORE painful than i thought it would be 🙃
#stfu madeline#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#thk#i knew the brothers were obvi gonna want to kill them#BUT THE BOAT???#MAKING HIM JUMP IN???#AND THEN IMMEDIATELY SCREAMING AFTER HIM????#bison sweetie you have severe mental illness#like it's not your fault but also tying a hot guy up and feeding him like a dog isn't going to solve things plz get therapy--#and fadel....that little shit is still giving you sass#in what world can you believe that his feelings AREN'T real??
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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Watching people liveblog the Dream stream(I'm not watching that, no way) and the only thing of value from this situation is that I learned Dream joked about beating Badboyhalo's dog in the past
#'Oh I struggle with impulsiveness' if calling people a slur is a matter of *impulse* then that Implies Things and you aren't gonna like it#'my opinions on it haven't changed' well you've clearly been itching to use it so you've been lying abt SMTH#I also saw some dipshit pull out the ACTUAL DSM just to be parasocial abt Dream. Like oh my god bro we get it you're ableist stfu#dream situation
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Gonna say it again, "Just stop consuming the genre" is THE WORST POSSIBLE RESPONSE to someone complaining about the lack of representation in their preferred genre!! And "Consume other stuff too" is not much better!!! I don't care how much you think varying media consumption is a Good and Holy lifestyle, not everyone wants to do that! There is no obligation to do that and there should not be! Because it's fucking entertainment. It's not a college major.
And! And and and. I would be remiss to not point out that when you tell someone, "If you want well written (minority) just get out of (genre fandom)" you are, regardless of your motivations, rhetorically aligning yourself with the exact same bigots who just want the pro-representation crowd to shut up and go away.
#I don't know how people can say “shonen is written for teen boys so obviously you're the idiot for wanting good rep from it”#as if teen boys don't also deserve stories with well-written diverse casts??#as if the poor reactions they often have to diversity are just inherent to their boyish nature and not a result of a widespread lack of rep#as if diverse casts in popular media aren't A PROVEN WAY to reduce implicit biases against groups of people on a very large scale#you people are dogs. how can you unironically say “this genre was made for teen boys so everyone else should stfu and gtfo”#and not immediately see that you've just aligned yourself with the actually bad people in the fandom#these stances also perfectly miss the point of “I love this genre and want to see a flaw in it corrected” because they are overwhelmingly..#...written by people who do not love the genre in question and are not interested in loving the genre#like yeah ultimately I understand that most of these posts don't give a true shit about helping people find rep in media#their main purpose 99% of the time is to publicly gloat about their supposedly superior media fixations#It's a real autism on autism violence (internet style) so I find it contemptible in a way that pulls all the muscles of my face downwards#“haw haw read another book (the ones I incidentally find engaging) and stop reading your dumb idiot books (the ones you find engaging)”#you can actually shut up tho that's the thing#you can just not say anything and make the world a better place Luigi Marioparty style#it's a wonderful strategy to use#if you've read through all these tags then 1. I thank you and 2. I have a little request if you're willing to give me more thought & time:#try to pay close attention the next few times you're talking about broad media fandoms which you aren't a part of#watch those little twinges in your chest and ask yourself#“is what I'm saying true? do I actually know enough to say that? what is the point of what I'm saying here? what do I want these ppl to do?#I think we all get caught up in Media Gloating sometimes#if you find that your thoughtless comments become concerning after you put thought into them#maybe it's time to not make them#or to even (as a totally random example) make a post arguing AGAINST those comments#because guess what? your bad take there was probably not yours alone; I'd wager 1000 other similar people have made similar takes#but they're not all gonna reflect on that unprompted; that's where you can come in#shonen#lgbtq representation#female representation#representation in media#queer representation
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that's michael ryan what the fuck are you talking about.
#grrr#i hate it when ppl use gifs/pictures for characters that aren't that character#like#URGH#MICHAEL RYAN IS HIS OWN PERSON#HES NOT ALWAYS PONYBOY STFU#michael ryan its okay *I* love you#michael ryan#does not equal#ponyboy curtis#secret admirer
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going down the ereader rabbithole has been kind of wild like I don't think I ever considered how challenging it would be to find alternatives that tick all the boxes when amazon has the ereader market cornered...so many of my usual buying habits and strategies are just non-applicable bc there's next to no secondhand market for anything that's not a kindle
it's such a shame because I learned that there's all this cool stuff out there, but they're next to impossible to get here because they're still so niche that they end up being incredibly expensive and difficult to find....it sucks so much though bc kindle really needs the competition their products are so limited compared to what's out there internationally
#no one gaf but this is all i've been thinking about for days#fascinating learning about people's reading habits too like there are many ereaders that run android and people love them bc you can run#your favorite reading apps and I'm like. man the kids really aren't downloading their own files anymore huh.#like why would I pay hundreds more for what's basically a tablet with an ereader screen when I could download my own cbz#files and just transfer them to the device. idk it's not worth it to me. and I think there are further issues with update support &#security that will make these readers obsolete more quickly but I'll stfu
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"it wasn't the right decision to send me away"
??? really??? did she really just fucking say that???
what. the. fuck.
SHE WAS SENT AWAY BECAUSE SHE WAS TRYING TO FUCKING KILL US ALL
but NOOOOOOOO
it wasn't a "good decision"
yes, my dearest sister, we should have let you stay with us while we were actively in danger of you harming any one of us (including yourself) at any time and where we all feared for our lives.
LIKE IM SORRY I WANT TO LIVE?!?!?
i- i just can't fucking do this right now oml
AND WE'RE THE BAD GUYS?? WE'RE THE BAD GUYS. REALLY?! REALLY?
#sorry for another rant yall#im just like#GRAHHHHHHHHHHHH#really fucking annoyed#and also my period just started so i think im extra sensitive#ahaha😃#also this was at dinner?#like wtf#dhe just randomly started talking about therapy during dinner#WHICH IS FINE#but she was telling us everything she told her new therapist#and it's like-#i don't actually care??#like stfu#im going to jump you if i have to hear you say how hard it is because our parents aren't doing a good job parenting you#BECAUSE THEY FUCKING ARE#AND YOURE JUST A LITTLE BRAT WHO CANT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER AND ONLY CARES ABOUT HERSELF#FUCK#im boutta crash out#teehee#anyways yall can just ignore this my bad#rant#sibling issues#tw rant#vent#tw vent
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Sorry if this is controversial but trying to talk about music on TikTok is so exhausting why is there a new argument over what band is what genre every few months!!! Or when a song gets popular and now it's a 'TikTok song' reduced to fifteen seconds out of the whole thing!!!
#the yapper yaps#people keep arguing over what is nu metal and what is midwest emo#stfu just enjoy it bro#also like people hating on shit for no reason#nobody just says 'hm personally this isn't my taste'#it's always 'X is so bad why would anybody like that ew'#hate them for what they did to Radiohead fr#idc Front Bottoms aren't midwest emo anymore#and idc you don't think mcr are 'heavy' enough or whatever#YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIKE ALL THE REALLY LESSER KNOWN BANDS OF A GENRE TO SAY YOU ENJOY IT!!!#YOU CAN SAY YOU LISTEN TO SIOUXIE AND THE BANSHEES AND BAUHAUS AND THE CURE AND SAY YOU LIKE GOTH!!!#FOR EXAMPLE
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having eczema and being afraid of the dark sucks bc you're just super itchy with the blanket on but you feel like the blanket is your only barrier between the eldritch horrors everywhere and you
#it also sucks when ppl tell u things like#'just take off the blanket it's not that hard'#YES IT IS#I HAVE HAD THIS FEAR SINCE FOREVER#'aren't you a little to old to be afraid of the dark?'#like you're never gonna be too old for anything#especially fears#so stfu#it also doesn't help that i'm like a creative person#and also that lack of sleep kinda makes me hallucinate sometimes#eczema#annoying#fears#afraid of the dark#hallucinations
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THAT'S IT I'M PLAYING THE LAST TRIAL ONCE AND FOR ALL
#If they say it's junko enoshima#or remnants of despair#or like...#THE MOST AWFULLL TRAGIC EVENT IN HUMAN HISTORY#i'm gonna cringe#stop it#you're not them#YOU'RE NOT MAKOTO NAEGI#STFU YOU AREN'T HIM#You are not the “it factor”#STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW ALL ABOUT IT AIOEQUWRHFDVX#Like I had to deal with 3 games with this shit#I am done with junko fucking enoshima#I HAD TO DEAL WITH 3 GAMES FOR THE PLOT#and then they explain it to me in a 4 hour trial#(please don't make that manifest omg)
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"but there just AREN'T any well-written women in aNyTHiNg I interact with"
DO TEN MINUTES OF RESEARCH.
WATCH BETTER SHOWS. READ BETTER BOOKS.
THERE IS A VERY SIMPLE SOLUTION HERE.
#love when a post is a free blocklist#jesus fucking christ#mel screams about fictional ladies again#THERE ARE A BUNCH OF US WHO TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT ALL THE TIME ASK US ABOUT IT#ppl say this as if there aren't plenty of flatly-written boring male characters too. who still get popular. or like. expanded on by fandom#look I know I complain about this LITERALLY every day but if your response is just 'there are no good women in anything :(' then#a) you're an idiot and b) I don't want to talk to you because I cannot help you#like stfu and deal with your misogny like at some point you have to learn how to care about women#(YES obviously fiction isn't reality & this isn't the end all be all of activism but WE GOTTA FIX THE LITTLE STUFF TO CHANGE THE BIG STUFF)#(there's also something in here about how a lot of the male characters who tend to be hated more-in my experience-look or#act more in line with what society considers 'stereotypically feminine' which is. we don't have time to get into that right now)#ANYWAY.#MAYBE YOU COULD WATCH/READ THINGS THAT ARE /CREATED/ BY WOMEN SOMETIMES TOO!!!! (not that that will automatically#fix the problem. obviously women can be shitty writers too.)#consider these posts to be my rent-lowering gunshots#:)
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see the real reason why dash hates sm danny is bc danny once told him that the mcu is garbage and dash being a mcu stan then proceeded to beat the shit out of danny for saying that lol
#danny didn't care though he was like w/e u doing this doesn't change the fact that mcu movies aren't real cinema dweeb#to which dash was like WHY DON'T YOU JUST STFU AND GO KYS FENTON!!!#robi hcs#robi rambles
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does anyone else ever see the words “TikTok made me read it” and just immediately put the book back down again?
#bookblr#books#titktok#tiktok made me read it#booktok#i really really really do not like this commerialization#books aren't worth reading unless someone on tiktok reads them first#like stfu#you are overlooking SO many incredible books#just because a random twenty-something-year-old american girl you don't even know didn't rant about it first
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day 874392857 of ??? where i am so fucking tired of this house and the people inside it that killing myself is looking better and better each day :/
#reze stfu#god i honestly. idk what to say#my parents aren't bad in terms of it. they're pretty good as far as parents go#but like. imso fucking tired of being expected to act and talk a certain way. yes. i am your first child#that is exactly the reason i am so fucked up!! because you didnt know how to deal with children when you had me an i was basically a...#idk. an experiment or wtv#I WISH THEY COULD UNDERSTAND THAT !!#i know there is something wrong with me. because i've been told that. to my face. repeatedly#and people wonder why my self esteem is so low :/#maybe if you didnt amke me question my fucking existance i wouldnt be this way. you ever thought of that??#just two more years . i gotta hanf on for two more years. thats all. thats all. and them im our im out of this house#maybe ill like them better when i dont see tjem everyday#god i love being deathly terrified of my own parents. sometimes i dont even think i love them. i think im just so scared of them#that ive deluded myself into thinking that i love them and theyd never do anything to hurt me#despite KNOWING that isnt true#and its worse when my sisters have to deal with the fallout like. im used to being the buffer. i can deal with that. but please please#please dont expect me to parent. dont expect me to take your place. side eyes my father#WHY am i the most responsible person in that house???#you expect me to trust you ??? after you left 2 10 year olds alone in a playground in the hot sun for 3 hours with no food no water no money#no way back home??? and you fucking forgot about them???? and i had to remind you????????#i dont know. maybe im just lashing out. maybe im just tired of being the fuckup#its hard to be proud of yourself when you end up being told that there is something about you that is not right in the head ykwim?#ugh im sorry for ranting i just. idek what set me off and now i have nail marks in my arm and my skin is raw again#and my eyes are bloodshot. so i guess. ill be crying myself to sleep again. yay#that is if i even GET to sleep. i just wasted 20 mins i couldve used to be working having a mental breakdown. fun fun#tw suicide#tw vent
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The Snyderverse version of Superman making him a symbol of post-9/11 trauma and nationalistic xenophobia probably did the most harm to the character since The Dark Knight Returns' characterisation of him as a cynical lapdog for an oppressive government.
"Superman is just One Bad Day away from being a Nazi! Mary Sue Superman is boring, Injustice/Man of Steel/TDKR Superman is a more nuanced take on the character" actually Superman is kind and strong and believes in humanity, even if he stumbles and makes mistakes sometimes, and I don't buy that he'd become a global dictator or a living tungsten rod for some stupid dudebro angst reason. Die mad about it.
#man of steel#zack snyder#the dark knight returns#so two postscripts. first of all those things are fine enough pieces of media in isolation and if you like them that's fine#but as the most prominent depiction of superman for the past ten years I think it's stupid and hacky. that's literally not superman. stfu#secondly the last time I criticized snyderverse superman a bunch of dickheads told me to kill myself. so if you're mad go eat ass#also one more thing - there are takes on the Evil Superman concept that aren't endlessly rehashed by edgy douchebags#like superman: cold war as an example. that's an interesting take on the character#red son* apologies
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