#Like no you aren't. Stfu
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'I'm so delusional, I think this character would like me!'
Say it with me:
It is not a delusion, it is a daydream.
You'll know what a delusion feels like when you can't go a day without terror because there are cameras on you at all times / God personally hates you specifically and wants you dead / there's worms inside of you eating you alive and rotting you / you're alien Messiah and there are lizard people taking over the world
#this is not to say other things can't be delusions#especially more mild/subtle stuff#my blood pressure just goes up#anytime I see someone saying smth like#'I'm so quirky and delusional x3'#Like no you aren't. Stfu#actually schizospec#actually schizotypal#delusions#delusional
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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going down the ereader rabbithole has been kind of wild like I don't think I ever considered how challenging it would be to find alternatives that tick all the boxes when amazon has the ereader market cornered...so many of my usual buying habits and strategies are just non-applicable bc there's next to no secondhand market for anything that's not a kindle
it's such a shame because I learned that there's all this cool stuff out there, but they're next to impossible to get here because they're still so niche that they end up being incredibly expensive and difficult to find....it sucks so much though bc kindle really needs the competition their products are so limited compared to what's out there internationally
#no one gaf but this is all i've been thinking about for days#fascinating learning about people's reading habits too like there are many ereaders that run android and people love them bc you can run#your favorite reading apps and I'm like. man the kids really aren't downloading their own files anymore huh.#like why would I pay hundreds more for what's basically a tablet with an ereader screen when I could download my own cbz#files and just transfer them to the device. idk it's not worth it to me. and I think there are further issues with update support &#security that will make these readers obsolete more quickly but I'll stfu
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Sorry if this is controversial but trying to talk about music on TikTok is so exhausting why is there a new argument over what band is what genre every few months!!! Or when a song gets popular and now it's a 'TikTok song' reduced to fifteen seconds out of the whole thing!!!
#the yapper yaps#people keep arguing over what is nu metal and what is midwest emo#stfu just enjoy it bro#also like people hating on shit for no reason#nobody just says 'hm personally this isn't my taste'#it's always 'X is so bad why would anybody like that ew'#hate them for what they did to Radiohead fr#idc Front Bottoms aren't midwest emo anymore#and idc you don't think mcr are 'heavy' enough or whatever#YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIKE ALL THE REALLY LESSER KNOWN BANDS OF A GENRE TO SAY YOU ENJOY IT!!!#YOU CAN SAY YOU LISTEN TO SIOUXIE AND THE BANSHEES AND BAUHAUS AND THE CURE AND SAY YOU LIKE GOTH!!!#FOR EXAMPLE
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Tired of every goddamn algorithm giving me man hating content. I'm gay as shit, I want to have sex with men, this isn't your time to be all 'sorrows and prayers' on me. Stfu.
Like oh no I'm having a great sexy raunchy ass time and repeatedly jack off to men because it's hot as fuck, how horrible.
#deadbeat talks.#mlm#gay#trans#gay nsft#whatever the fuck.#serious post#?? lmao wtf do i tag this as.#vent post#personal vent#everyone still has a fucking chokehold on the beginnings of moral ocd i see.#youre not more politically correct to pity my attraction to men. fuck off and go choke on a dick.#or don't since you die from being within 10m of one apparently.#heck it even comes from gay men too like bitch stfu?? the nonfags aren't gonna give you rights just bc you say you hate yourself.
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having eczema and being afraid of the dark sucks bc you're just super itchy with the blanket on but you feel like the blanket is your only barrier between the eldritch horrors everywhere and you
#it also sucks when ppl tell u things like#'just take off the blanket it's not that hard'#YES IT IS#I HAVE HAD THIS FEAR SINCE FOREVER#'aren't you a little to old to be afraid of the dark?'#like you're never gonna be too old for anything#especially fears#so stfu#it also doesn't help that i'm like a creative person#and also that lack of sleep kinda makes me hallucinate sometimes#eczema#annoying#fears#afraid of the dark#hallucinations
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i also don’t think ‘security in your masculinity’ functions as a cure for violence against women. in fact, the cure is (put simply) compassion and empathy for women, the recognition that women are human beings, which is something masculinity is explicitly constructed against. because masculinity isn’t a biological reality, it’s a social construct defined against a feminine ‘other’ and associated with power. traits/behaviours/embodiment that one culture and time period associates with masculinity are associated with femininity in another. In that context ‘security in your masculinity’ means... security that you don’t have to behave like [insert racialised/class-prejudiced portrayal of stereotypes male violence here] to preserve the privileges you expect to be surrounded by as a member of the dominant gender class. the irony in the ‘secure in my masculinity’ brag is that it makes the men with genuine cause to fear for their place in masculine hegemony (disabled men, gay men, trans men, men of colour, jewish men, immigrant men, working class men, etc) more of a threat than the men who are most secure within it. and now, under this framework, striving for inclusion within the privileged class, fighting to maintain its definitions, and subscribing to its values, is... feminist praxis? and of course, in all of this, men’s experiences are centralised in the conversation of violence against women. violence against women becomes a tribal issue between groups of men, a.k.a 'feminist’ men are taking fundamentally the same perspective as the 3750 year old code of hammurabi.
#its so lazyyyyy#and when people are like im secure enough in my masculinity to paint my nails or whatever the whole thing really falls apart#like masculinity is a social construct#either youre saying 'im secure enough in my adherence to this social construct to occasionally divert from it' (thus legitimising the#construct) or you're just subscribing to a bioessentialist notion of some fundamental masculinity#that still protects you even when you aren't performing masculinity#like. stfu#i really dont know where these (almost invariably straight) guys think gnc people fit into this. chances are they dont think at all lol#and i love how he draws attention in that article to how often the implied 'insecure man' is working class and/or not white#because it's like yeah you're a threat in your struggle to secure power (and ofc marginalised men often DO hurt women around them in order#to do this) BUT the men who don't have to do this because..their power is already ultimate...are framed as the good guys#rather than. the even worse guys.#anyway as always compare butch masculinity with men's masculinity and you'll find masculinity is not just a neutral set of traits that#just randomly happen to be associated with men for no reason#okay anyway im done i dont care any more im breathing into a paper bag
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THAT'S IT I'M PLAYING THE LAST TRIAL ONCE AND FOR ALL
#If they say it's junko enoshima#or remnants of despair#or like...#THE MOST AWFULLL TRAGIC EVENT IN HUMAN HISTORY#i'm gonna cringe#stop it#you're not them#YOU'RE NOT MAKOTO NAEGI#STFU YOU AREN'T HIM#You are not the “it factor”#STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW ALL ABOUT IT AIOEQUWRHFDVX#Like I had to deal with 3 games with this shit#I am done with junko fucking enoshima#I HAD TO DEAL WITH 3 GAMES FOR THE PLOT#and then they explain it to me in a 4 hour trial#(please don't make that manifest omg)
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"but there just AREN'T any well-written women in aNyTHiNg I interact with"
DO TEN MINUTES OF RESEARCH.
WATCH BETTER SHOWS. READ BETTER BOOKS.
THERE IS A VERY SIMPLE SOLUTION HERE.
#love when a post is a free blocklist#jesus fucking christ#mel screams about fictional ladies again#THERE ARE A BUNCH OF US WHO TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT ALL THE TIME ASK US ABOUT IT#ppl say this as if there aren't plenty of flatly-written boring male characters too. who still get popular. or like. expanded on by fandom#look I know I complain about this LITERALLY every day but if your response is just 'there are no good women in anything :(' then#a) you're an idiot and b) I don't want to talk to you because I cannot help you#like stfu and deal with your misogny like at some point you have to learn how to care about women#(YES obviously fiction isn't reality & this isn't the end all be all of activism but WE GOTTA FIX THE LITTLE STUFF TO CHANGE THE BIG STUFF)#(there's also something in here about how a lot of the male characters who tend to be hated more-in my experience-look or#act more in line with what society considers 'stereotypically feminine' which is. we don't have time to get into that right now)#ANYWAY.#MAYBE YOU COULD WATCH/READ THINGS THAT ARE /CREATED/ BY WOMEN SOMETIMES TOO!!!! (not that that will automatically#fix the problem. obviously women can be shitty writers too.)#consider these posts to be my rent-lowering gunshots#:)
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see the real reason why dash hates sm danny is bc danny once told him that the mcu is garbage and dash being a mcu stan then proceeded to beat the shit out of danny for saying that lol
#danny didn't care though he was like w/e u doing this doesn't change the fact that mcu movies aren't real cinema dweeb#to which dash was like WHY DON'T YOU JUST STFU AND GO KYS FENTON!!!#robi hcs#robi rambles
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does anyone else ever see the words “TikTok made me read it” and just immediately put the book back down again?
#bookblr#books#titktok#tiktok made me read it#booktok#i really really really do not like this commerialization#books aren't worth reading unless someone on tiktok reads them first#like stfu#you are overlooking SO many incredible books#just because a random twenty-something-year-old american girl you don't even know didn't rant about it first
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LMAO PEOPLE HAVE SAID TO ME BEFORE IT'S WEIRD THAT IM 17 ALMOST 18 AND HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH ZEXAL-
And just the fact I'm interested in literally yugioh in general-
They don't find my interest in demon slayer weird?????
This has all come from family members who associate anime that isn't gory as being "for kids" yes I know the dub is basically "Supposed" to be that but DO I CARE??? NO ZEXAL IS COOL AND SO IS THE REST OF YUGIOH
#yugioh zexal#yugioh#my intrests aren't weird stfu#don't you DARE take this from me like you did the rest
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day 874392857 of ??? where i am so fucking tired of this house and the people inside it that killing myself is looking better and better each day :/
#reze stfu#god i honestly. idk what to say#my parents aren't bad in terms of it. they're pretty good as far as parents go#but like. imso fucking tired of being expected to act and talk a certain way. yes. i am your first child#that is exactly the reason i am so fucked up!! because you didnt know how to deal with children when you had me an i was basically a...#idk. an experiment or wtv#I WISH THEY COULD UNDERSTAND THAT !!#i know there is something wrong with me. because i've been told that. to my face. repeatedly#and people wonder why my self esteem is so low :/#maybe if you didnt amke me question my fucking existance i wouldnt be this way. you ever thought of that??#just two more years . i gotta hanf on for two more years. thats all. thats all. and them im our im out of this house#maybe ill like them better when i dont see tjem everyday#god i love being deathly terrified of my own parents. sometimes i dont even think i love them. i think im just so scared of them#that ive deluded myself into thinking that i love them and theyd never do anything to hurt me#despite KNOWING that isnt true#and its worse when my sisters have to deal with the fallout like. im used to being the buffer. i can deal with that. but please please#please dont expect me to parent. dont expect me to take your place. side eyes my father#WHY am i the most responsible person in that house???#you expect me to trust you ??? after you left 2 10 year olds alone in a playground in the hot sun for 3 hours with no food no water no money#no way back home??? and you fucking forgot about them???? and i had to remind you????????#i dont know. maybe im just lashing out. maybe im just tired of being the fuckup#its hard to be proud of yourself when you end up being told that there is something about you that is not right in the head ykwim?#ugh im sorry for ranting i just. idek what set me off and now i have nail marks in my arm and my skin is raw again#and my eyes are bloodshot. so i guess. ill be crying myself to sleep again. yay#that is if i even GET to sleep. i just wasted 20 mins i couldve used to be working having a mental breakdown. fun fun#tw suicide#tw vent
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non-black people stop speaking for the black community challenge. unfortunately, people will always fail.
#like how many times do we have to say that we aren't a monolith and one or a group of people speak for all of us..#like just stfu when it comes to black issues atp bcs no matter how ya'll try to tiptoe around it you always fuck it up#all for silly kpop idols. that's crazy.#anyways. this is a psa.#🍯.txt
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I really enjoyed that episode of The Mandalorian, which I’m sure means there’s something terribly wrong with me.
#between the people who take SW too seriously#and the ones who don't care about plot at all#I'm sick to death of the fandom#I swear some people aren't happy unless they have something to complain about#look there's all flavors of SW and that's great#some is serious#some is more fun and carefree#you didn't watch Andor which was REALLY GOOD#but now you're upset about a Mando episode that tries to build plot#wtf do people want#here's an idea: maybe some of you actually don't like SW?#but some of us really do#so please stfu and let those of us who try to enjoy whatever we get#actually enjoy it
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saw something that pissed me off so im gonna say it here. if you’re european and you feel the need to always comment on someone’s post where they’re american and they’re discussing school shootings and you feel like you HAVE to comment “wow we don’t have this here <3″ or “this is not a worldwide issue this is an american problem” when someone says something figurative like “this is the world we live in” then YOU need to WALK into TRAFFIC! hope that helps!
#vero.txt#t#like why do europeans always feel the need to come into the comments and be like look how shitty your country is! we aren't like that<3 like#STFU for real! hope that helps!#especially if you're the kind of BRITISH person who when an american makes fun of the UK you think it's appropriate to joke about children -#being shot at school.#like seriously dip your hands in burning oil idk what to tell you if you make jokes like that
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