#Latino trans man

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I CANNOT HANDLE THIS!!!!!! agshfhahgahdjdj 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵

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Just a heads up, I will now be using tumblr as a repost dump site of things I like, info for later and just my own personal space. Hope ya stay, it's ok if ya leave. Peace ✌️

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Anybody want to talk?

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So I may or may not have wrote a story based on this drawing by @noodsblackery on Twitter. They headcanon Enid as trans masc and well I am trans masc so I may have had some feelings to get out. 😅 Have fun ya filthy animals.

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4 weeks on T! I've seen some small changes but they still make me soooo happy. I've come out to the rest of my wife's side of the family and they've all been so supportive. My brothers know and they're also so supportive. My parents don't know and idk if I want them to know..for a while at least.

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Everything worked out. My dad helped me get a brand new 2022 car, he put down $6,500 and my payments are like $800 a month. Other then needing a job, which I start on Monday, I should be good to go and get out of this hole I dug myself in.

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So my dad is helping me finance a car. I feel conflicted because he's never done something like this before so I feel like the rug will be pulled out right from under me. So far it hasn't. Everyone else is telling me that it's not a good idea to do this. That it's a super commitment and that the payments are too high and pretty much making me feel like I can't do it. Not to mention I really don't think that my significant others are going to help. Now I get it mental health can kick your ass but idk I just feel like everything is on me and they have both pretty much given up on doing anything about their own mental health. Idk. I feel like I don't have the right to be happy about this big moment for me.

But you know what I'm gonna do this. Even if it's by myself I'm gonna do it. My favorite anime characters always give it their all so can I.

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I do yard work outta pure spite.

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You know how great it feels to finally sing a love song and not change the lyrics to fit your assigned gender?

It feels like when I was a kid and a new Naruto movie was dropping on Toonami and I was allowed to stay up past 11pm.

It's a rush of adrenalin and euphoria all at once!

That's what it feels like.

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I'm thinking of names that I'd want to be called. So far I only have Vincent 😆.

Any ideas?

BTW Will Graham is what I aspire to look like after T and top surgery! Wish me luck!

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So like I just came out as trans to my wife and boyfriend. Honestly not the best experience with my boyfriend but he's trying. Undying support from my wife tho so that felt great.

But honestly I think I'm finally getting the whole "love yourself" thing. I was always just ok with myself even when I decided I was non bianry, it still didn't feel just right. But now it does. It feels like the last piece finally clicked and everything is making sense.

God I absolutely love being a trans man and I have never felt so right. 💓

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Does anyone else feel like they're not trans enough at the very beginning of your journey?