#LILY AND REGULUS BEING FRIENDS
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Lily was the first to figure it out. It shouldn’t have come as a surprise, after all she was known for coming in first in all her classes.
When James didn’t bother her for a week she thought he was planning something big. When he didn’t bother her for a month she thought he was finally giving up. When he showed up two months later with an apology, that’s when she knew.
He was over her. Fully and truly. Cause when James loved someone he loved them with his whole heart - which meant he had moved on to a new target.
So it doesn’t come as a surprise that when she goes into the potion room after hours to work on her extra credit assignment, she finds James making out with someone instead.
“So you do know where the potions room is.”
The happy couple jumps apart and James turns a sheepish look at her. That’s when Lily finally gets a good look at who James was with.
Black curly hair, regal features, slytherin tie.
She raises an eyebrow. “You never took things the easy way did you?”
James groans as Regulus laughs.
Lily smirks at Regulus. “Him going after you, I get. But you? You voluntarily chose him?”
“It was a lapse in judgement”
“Hey-“
They both ignore James.
It’s the start of a beautiful friendship.
#LILY AND REGULUS BEING FRIENDS#that’s it#i love lily#she’s amazing#regulus black#marauders era#marauders era funny#jegulus#marauders era textpost#harry potter#marauders#james potter#starchaser#sunseeker#lily potter#jegulus textpost#dead gay wizards#marylily#mary mcdonald#marauders fanfic#marauders funny fanfic
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I've come to the conclusion, Regulus likes Cigarettes After Sex and Sirius like cigarettes after sex. Thank you for agreeing because of course there is no lie said.
#regulus black#slytherin skittles#marauders#evan rosier#james potter#lily evans#sirius black#dorcas meadowes#remus lupin#marlene mckinnon#sirius black my bbg#regulus and sirius#sirius and regulus#sirius and regulus being best friends#wolfstar#jegulus#james & peter & remus & sirius#remus and sirius#regulus and james#your lips my lips apocalypse
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me and lily evans kissing uh send post
#ariannabanana#marauders#fanfic#ao3#marauders era#dead gay wizards#dead gay wizards from the 70s#lily#lily mf evans#lily evans#lily my LOVE#i love lily evans#she’s so girlboss#she’s mine#gay#lgbtq#i’m so down bad for her#jily#NO#ari x lily#what would our ship name be#i like stars#but starflower sounds like reggie or sirius#I ACTUALLY LOVE STARFLOWER BEING REGGIE AND LILY#them in bfb#bfb#best friends brother#lily evan’s x regulus black#anyone? hear me out?#hear me OUT
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my thoughts on canon regulus black
cons: he was probably friends with snape… 😬😔😪
pros: but because of that he was probably (at least) acquaintances with lily! 🥰🥳🎊
#sorry if i offended the snape fans 🤞#i might be being a bit delusional here#but i firmly believe they were AT LEAST acquaintances if not friends!#regulily#waterlily#regulus black#lily evans#severus snape#marauders#marauders era#harry potter
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#harry potter marauders#mauraders#mauraders era#regulus black#sirius loves remus#marauders au#mauraders fandom#lily potter#harry james potter#wolfstar fic#friends#Friends#phoebe buffay#friendship#best friends#relationships#bff#sirius being sirius#james x sirius#remus loves sirius#remus x sirius#sirius and regulus#sirius black#sirius black fanart#sirius orion black#sirius x lupin#sirius x reader#moony#sirius x remus#animagus
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just thought about single parents James and Lily coparenting Harry and being super chill with each other after breaking up and encouraging each other to go on dates and then they meet Mary and Regulus and start having weekly coffee meet ups to gossip about how hot they both are
#James and Lily being best friends is so important to me as a jegulus shipper#also lil harry being like who are you two talking about when his parents are all wide eyed and blushing about their partners#regulus black#james potter#lily evans#mary macdonald#the marauders#random hc#harry potter
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Being a Sirius kinnie is a whole another level of pain
#sirius black#sirius kinnie#im always sirius#lol maybe is our mommy issues and needing a friend?#atyd#regulus black#remus lupin#james potter#marauders#peter pettigrew#the marauders era#atyd marauders#lily evans#sirius being sirius#sirius orion black#sob#sirius and regulus#wolfstar kinnie
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Chapters: 16/16 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Harry Potter/Tom Riddle | Voldemort Characters: Harry Potter, Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley, Draco Malfoy, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Regulus Black, Kreacher (Harry Potter), Death Eaters - Character Additional Tags: Enemies to Friends to Lovers, the friends part comes rather quickly, angst (quickly resolved), Hurt/Comfort, Falling In Love, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Domestic Bliss, Grief/Mourning, Obsession, Possessive Behavior, Murder, Self-Harm, (in the context of a blood ritual), Horcruxes, Canon Divergence - Post-Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, BAMF Harry Potter, Magical Theory (Harry Potter), Simp Tom Riddle, Mentor Voldemort (Harry Potter), Underage Drinking, Explicit Sexual Content, harry is 17, Age Difference, Slow Burn, Humor, I wrote this for myself but you can read it too :), Albus Dumbledore Bashing, Not beta read we die like sirius, Happy Ending, Sane Voldemort (Harry Potter), Magically Powerful Harry Potter, Morally Grey Harry Potter, Re-edited as of september 2023, Translation Available in the AN Summary:
When Sirius died Harry's whole world crumbled.
Amidst grief and anger, one may find that hope and love can be found in the most unexpected places.
For Harry, that came in the form of Voldemort offering him a home.
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A story of grief, healing, learning, and magic. But most importantly, this is a love story.
#harry Potter#fanfiction#ao3#tomarry#harrymort#living together#James love of ABBA#Past James/Regulus#James/Lily#wolfstar#anyone else remember the chick from soul caliber 2 who was all like I'll rip your heart out! That's Harry.#domestic life#draco's crush on Harry#being besties with Draco#Death to Peter#Death to Bellatrix#healing Tom#friends with Death#from darling love and sweetheart give me life#Harry's sabbatical from Hogwarts 6th year#MoD Harry
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Marauders fans I have an idea
Imagine James Potter noticing a pattern in Remus behavior : missing class once a month, spending some days in the infiarmery, being moody and particularly tired, eating a ton of chocolate...
All of that remind James of his Mom and so he though he discovered the secret of his friend.
Remus is trans, that's make sense, he probably don't want his classmates to know so unlike the girls he has access to the infiermary, plus he must be in huge discomfort because boys don't have their periods and Remus is a boy but he has periods. Keep in my mind that James is pretty young at this time, he knows about trans people thanks to his parents, but also knows that the wizarding world is not as open. He also doesn't know who he could trust, so he doesn't say anything nor to Sirius nor to Peter.
When the time comes once a month James is particularly careful with Remus, offering him chocolate, asking for the boys to be calm in the dorm the night before and the night when Remus come back, pretexting that him, the James Potter is tired, taking good notes in class for the missing boy ( even though Evans will lend him her notes )...
Remu notice of course, he doesn't know what to think, James isn't supposed to know about is wereabouts, so as much as he's grateful for his attention he's also scared. How James could have known in a few months, and still not say anything.
Lily Evans, the smartest witch of their generation, is having the time of her life watching James. How can he be so smart yet so wrong ? How this young boy coming from one of the oldest wizard family could have think of something so muggle ? She's eleven and watch Potter being the best of the friends, not telling anything to anyone, while doing a lot of thing to help Remu. He doesn't explain why, he tells no explanation and yet the other accept the routine and eventually follow his lead, sometimes it's time for jokes and sometimes for calm, it's a welcome break for every Gryffondor first year . Lily watch and find this cute and generous how he is that good of a friend for something he have absolutly no clues about.
Watching the interanl turmoil in James is very fun, until it isn't. Remus is more and more scared by his friend behavior, he's paranoid, what does James want, has he told anyone, what is he waiting for.
Lily seeing that James doesn't know how or what to ask to Remus in order to respect his privacy while Remus fear grows more and more decide to step in.
On one their afternoon tea she tell Remus, she knows he's a werewolf, she has knew for a very long time. James on the other hand misread the clues. She didn't ask for him to tell James about the truth, but he did.
Remus John Lupin is a Werewolf, and James Potter and Lily Evans are still his best friend.
#harry potter#the marauders#marauders fandom#remu lupin#lily evans#james potter#fandom#headcanon#marauders friendship#i solemnly swear i am up to no good#hc#marauders hc#maybe I'll continue this with#siriu black#peter pettigrew#gryffindor#james has no clues#james being the best friend#jily#maybe one day James will meet a trans boy named Regulus
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Are you writing Cutthroat? I’m curious about more. Are you making a fandom wiki or family trees?
Hello!
I am currently working on refining some aspects of Cutthroat before beginning to write the actual beast. To be honest, I hadn't thought of making a Fandom wiki for it. The blood relations between some of the characters are quite complicated, and building Family Trees might help me out a lot, so thanks for the suggestion!
I'll include a summary of the AU under the cut, so you can get a general idea of what it's about.
Cutthroat AU:
Harrison Silas Sayre doesn't hate Wool's Orphanage—that is Tom's, his brother's, job. Tom Marvolo Riddle hates Wool's as much as he hates his dead mother, which is saying a lot. Unfortunately for them, they seem to gravitate around the Orphanage. Though that might have something to do with the ritual they performed there fifty years ago.
Exactly seven months after Tom Riddle's birth, a baby arrived at Wool's Orphanage with a single letter stating his full name and date of birth: Harrison Silas Sayre, July 31st, 1927. The two boys were different from other children—special, as Tom often said, so it was no wonder they found solace in each other while growing up as brothers.
The Wizarding World had no idea what it signed up for the day the twins' Hogwarts letters arrived.
During their seven years at Hogwarts, they became close with the Black sisters: Dorea, a Slytherin like Tom, and Cassiopeia, who was in Ravenclaw with Harry, though in different years.
Cassiopeia was creepy. She worshipped Tom, though that might have something to do with the rumors about her weird Visions... Tom was a natural, charismatic leader, though he only had a meaningful relationship with his brother. Harry, instead, formed a close friendship with Dorea right from the start. They were always seen with each other, much in the same way Cassiopeia could always be found trailing Tom.
I could say a lot of things about them, but I think the most important event is the ritual Tom performed at 18—a ritual Harry was forced to participate in. Ideally, the ritual would allow them to live forever, an anchor of one another, until the end of times... But vital blood was needed.
Fifty years later, Lily Evans' and Regulus Black's research took them to a set of Caves near an abandoned Orphanage. They had spent years after James' death looking for any clue about the mysterious dark lord who was steadily taking hold of the Wizarding World from behind the stage. Only few were aware of his existence, except for his followers (Peter and the Mark in his scalp was a somber reminder of that fact), but nobody knew a single thing about the actual person.
In the Caves, behind a blood protection that Lily was surprisingly able to pass through, there was a black crystal coffin. Within, a sleeping young man had a snake resting on his chest. The snake watched as Lily and Regulus got close and, slowly, began to eat its own tail.
Ouroboros, they recognised, and the boy woke up.
His green eyes were exactly like Lily's, and there was a gruesome scar decorating his throat, as if it was sliced open once upon a time...
Like I said before, I could talk about Cutthroat all evening. It's very, very extensive and writing a summary for it is a difficult task for me. You can, however, ask questions, in case you're curious about something specific. Or if you want to know more about some characters, or their family trees or the plot...
Anyways, hope this was not too boring to read, and not too long of an answer. Thank you for asking! Knowing there's someone interested in this AU makes me motivated to do my best and keep working on it. Hope you have a good day!
#harry potter#hp#cutthroat#Cutthroat AU#tom riddle#regulus black#lily evans#dorea black#cassiopeia black#Harrison Silas Sayre#marauders era#james potter#black family#Thanks a lot of the family tree suggestion! It will save my life#Especially since Harry and Lily are somehow related... I have this idea of Harry's mother being Lily's grandma.#She would've had Harry and abandon him before marrying Mr. Evans and having Lily's dad... So Lily and Harry are still related#There are three descendants of Slytherin. Tom from the Gaunt line... And both Harry and Lily (and Petunia!) from the muggle Sayre line.#Regulus is Lily's best friend... He was by her side after James' death and never left it since#Voldemort's tactics are different here in case you didn't notice. Because of Harry's influence he's more subtle in his approach...#So there's not a full open war and only few know what's going on. Even fewer try to do anything to stop it.#Insert the Order and of course Hermione. I have to think on how to include her since this is of course#hhr#harmony#And all its beautiful names#harry potter fanfiction#sirius black#lord voldemort#slytherin#ravenclaw!harry potter#dema answers
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the rosekiller backstory.
Chapter 7: Barty Crouch Jr. X
if you read anything i write, read this!! i’m so proud of it.
a 15k chapter (oops) with POVs from Evan, Barty, and Lily
rosekiller! blackrose! bartylus! oh my!
i’m not kidding, i sobbed, sobbed sobbed sobbed while writing this. it’s angsty, it’s brutal, it’s steammmmy. oh it’s so devastating, be devastated about it with me.
#james potter vs the world#evan rosier#barty crouch jr#rosekiller#blackrose#bartylus#lily evans#dorcas meadowes#bug boy barty crouch jr.#simp evan rosier#sick of his best friends being idiots regulus black#ruthless lily evans#this is the rosekiller backstory that got away from me and became a literal fic within a fic#i honestly contemplated separating it and making it a prequel but alas#these boys will just take up a shit ton of room and be dramatic and ridiculous right alongside the rest of the gang#sigh#i love them your honor#if i could tag rosekiller again i would
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i vaguely sort of know who regulus’s closest friends are. (and i mean very vaguely because he is somehow even more antisocial than i am) but i was wondering who would be like the top 3 or 4 closest people in barty and evan’s lives? just out of curiosity :)
OOOO okay
evan's kind of easier than barty - emma is his best friend, they don't tell each other everything but what they don't tell each other is basically just limited to Fun With Dark Arts (as per evan and maeve's argument fairly early on in ttdl). regulus is like... he occupies a different type of space in evan's life than emma does, so i'd say they're about tied, but that doesn't mean they're the same.
barty's also in a unique space in evan's life because they've been friends for a while but what's really making them *close* is a) the war and b) regulus (and it is frequently difficult to distinguish between the two).
after that, there are lucinda and heather (in that order but pretty close to each other), both of whom have overtaken maeve - not that evan and maeve aren't friends, because they are, but evan spends a lot of time with both lucinda and heather for quidditch practice and Scheming™ respectively, so them being closer with him is more of a recent thing. lucinda wins out over heather because lucinda gets one half of the maeve/emma tea and evan gets the other and they compare notes
as for barty - top spot is obviously regulus. second spot probably evan. third spot is his mom! wow! a parent! and then things get a lot more nebulous. he's friends with margaret avery, and there's also maeve, and then i'm planning for him and lily to become good friends but that hasn't quite happened yet - they need a line of communication outside of using regulus's journal, but they DID bond over The Everything re: sirius thinking regulus and lily were an item. definitely barty's top magic penpal experience ever.
#dark lord wip#should i make an inbox tag#regulus is going to hate barty and lily being friends because they're just so TALL#i was actually thinking about this yesterday#and the unholy trinity formed of barty and lily and heather re: regulus and evan#regulus will never get a MOMENT of peace#evan: *talks to regulus for 2 seconds*#barty the second evan leaves: CATCH ME LILY. I FEEL FAINT#lily: *catches him* HOW CAN REGULUS EVER RESIST SUCH GALLANTRY#heather: he can't!#regulus: you realize i can HEAR YOU
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barty, stealing the marauder's map and figuring out how to open it- because of course he would, he's a genius- and seeing james and regulus suspiciously close together in the astronomy tower, dorcas and marlene in the gryffindor girls dorms incredibly close together, and pandora and lily also very close together in the ravenclaw dorms- not to mention, remus and sirius in a broom closet on top of each other, and peter and gilderoy in the gryffindor dorms also suspiciously close together-
barty, lying in bed half on-top of evan, fully naked: wow, did you know that all of our friends and all of our friend's friends are gay??
evan, who has been running his fingers through barty's hair for the better half of an hour: shocking
barty: i know! and they're all being little freaks right now!
#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#evan and barty#regulus black#james potter#lily evans#pandora#marlene mckinnon#dorcas meadowes#peter pettigrew#gilderoy x peter#remus lupin#sirius black#marauders#marauders era#wolfstar#jegulus#pandalily#dorlene#rosekiller#gilderat
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I like him
for shower thoughts anon :D - jegulus, marylily, drarry -word count: 661
"It's got to be Ginny," James said, sitting back onto the sofa next to Regulus and sipping at his glass of wine. "I mean...c'mon. He's been looking at her for a while! She's pretty, funny, a damn good Quidditch player..."
"And a redhead," Lily chimed in from the loveseat, winking at her ex-husband.
"And a redhead," James acknowledged, inclining his head with a chuckle. "I'd bet money on her being his girlfriend."
"Sure, she's pretty," Regulus, who was sitting next to James, drawled, "but she used to pine after him! Harry's going to walk in here with Hermione, just you wait. She's pretty as well, and she's smart, and they've been friends for ages."
"Ginny's smart!" James retorted, sounding offended, like Regulus had said something about James's own intelligence.
"Sure, but Hermione's grades are top tier," Regulus shrugged. "Nobody can beat them."
"Hermione's in love with Ron, I guarantee it," Lily said confidently, sipping at her own drink. "Hermione and Harry get on too well. There's no tension there."
"Poor Hermione. Why do the smart ones always fall for the emotionally stunted?" Regulus mumbled, smirking when James shouted 'Oi!'
But after scoffing at his husband, James sighed and addressed the room at large. "Alright. Let's say it's not Ginny or Hermione. Who, then? Cho? Luna?"
Finally, Mary, who was sitting next to Lily, gave a little giggle.
"You have an idea, love?" Lily asked curiously, turning to her wife.
Mary grinned. "No, it's none of my business," she said airily.
"You've known Harry since he was a baby," Regulus replied, rolling his eyes. "Just because you've only officially become his stepmother recently-"
"Ugh, 'stepmother' sounds awful...like I'm going to lock him in a tower..." Mary grimaced.
"Whatever. What're you thinking?" James asked eagerly.
"Isn't it obvious?" Mary said, eyes on Regulus, who gave her an annoyed head shake. "I'd bet my life he walks in with Draco Malfoy."
James and Regulus's sitting room was silent for a long time.
"Nah, that's-"
"There's no fucking way-"
But Regulus was the one who said thoughtfully, "No...she has a point."
James stared at his husband like he had three heads. "Love...Harry hates Draco, you know this! You...you both make fun of Lucius Malfoy together!"
"Yes, it's great bonding," Regulus agreed slowly. "And I'd sooner die than say anything nice about my cousin or her husband. Why do you think I haven't so much as sent them a letter in almost twenty years? But...well, you and Harry are very similar, James."
"Meaning what?" James asked incredulously.
Lily let out a little laugh of understanding. "Meaning he could also fall for the grumpy, pretentious Slytherin with a shit upbringing and a horrible outlook on life and somehow realize that said Slytherin isn't as shit as his family is."
Regulus frowned. "Grumpy?"
James, however, gave Lily an affronted look. "Are you saying that our son inherited my...what? Attraction to Slytherins?"
"Maybe your attraction to people who insult you, too," Mary mumbled from next to Lily, and everyone laughed except James.
"But I-" James began to argue his case, but before he could, there was a crack! outside, and loud voices could be heard.
"...was going to tell them! I just didn't know how!"
"You can't just surprise your family with this, Potter! They may be 'nice people' but they're still capable of going into heart failure!"
"Listen, Malfoy, it's going to be fine. They don't care who I date, as long as I'm-"
"-Happy, yes, well trust me, I'm not going to be making you happy for a long time if this goes poorly because you didn't give them the decency of a warning!"
"Listen, you need to talk quieter, alright? They can probably hear, and..."
And the voices trailed off into whispers, all four adults looked at each other with wide eyes.
"Well....I like him," Mary said, breaking into a grin. "But I'm just the stepmother, so..."
Everyone else groaned and moved towards the dining room.
#marauders#harry potter#marauders era#marauders fandom#fanfic#the marauders#harry potter marauders#fanfiction#drarry fanfic#marauders fanfiction#marauders fic#jegulus#regulus black#james fleamont potter#james x regulus#regulus x james#lily x mary#lily evans#mary x lily#mary macdonald#draco x harry#harry x draco#draco malfoy#harry potter fanfiction#jegulus raising harry#marylily raising harry
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14 year old James who moved on from his crush on Lily to be absolutely besotted by Regulus Black.
15 year old James who managed to finally get Regulus to like him back, maybe even love.
16 year old James who pocketed the marauders map and put on his invisibility cloak to go meet Regulus in the depths of the night.
16 year old James who never told Sirius or his friends about him because Regulus was not yet ready to face his brother.
16 year old Regulus who falls deeper into the trenches with the absolute void that was James. He couldnt help it, James' whole presence required you to be absorbed within him.
17 year old James, spending his days worrying about how to talk to Sirius about him falling in love with his brother.
17 year old Regulus who is forced to join the death eaters by his family.
17 year old Regulus who loves James so much, that he doesnt have the heart to watch James hate him for what he has become.
"Obliviate"
18 year old James who feels a bit concussed as he went back to his dorm from the astronomy tower at midnight. He doesnt even remember why he was there in the first place.
18 year old James who gets enamoured by Lily Evans yet again and this time, its reciprocated.
17 year old Regulus watches as James and Lily spend their days filled with happiness.
Regulus drowns at age 17 with his final thoughts being that of James. Now nobody knew of what once was and could've been.
18 year old James, who has never really even talked to Regulus, feels his heart hollow at the news of him dying. He wonders why. Maybe its sympathetic pain, it was Sirius's little brother after all.
And that was all he was.
#marauders#the marauders era#marauders era#dead gay wizards from the 70s#marauders fandom#the marauders#marauders angst#james potter#remus lupin#jegulus#regulus black#james x regulus#starchaser#sunseeker#james loves regulus
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Where Padfoot Lays His Head
Summary: Inspired by @thewriterghost's reblog of my last animagus!reader fic, this is just a sweet drabble of Whiskers comforting Padfoot:,)
Words: 1.7k
Warnings: not proofread, fem!reader, your marauders/animagus name is whiskers, walburga black, black family dynamics and trauma, vaguely implied abuse, sirius spiraling into self-loathing, platonic physical affection, romantic!regulus x reader but platonic!sirius x reader is the main focus, background platonic!moonwater
Note: this is based on the same reader from Feline Touches, Sweet Like Honey and Padfoot vs. Whiskers, sirius' beloved almost-sister-in-law that he has frequent (loving) sibling squabbles with


Sirius pretended he didn’t feel the humiliation burning through his veins from his friends’ worrying looks.
Stop looking at me, stop caring so sodding much.
His internal begging was all for naught; this was apparently what he signed up for when he strolled into the train compartment that housed the largest smile Hogwarts had ever seen and his pack of make-shift slightly-fucked-up-but-lovable friends.
Most days, Sirius was grateful to the bone for the family he had been able to assemble at Hogwarts, stretching from his boyfriend to his boyfriend’s childhood best friend to his biological brother and the boys that became his brothers. However, on days that Walburga Black, the hag to end all hags, sends him a Howler berating him for leaving home over the summer, few sentiments besides anger, self-loathing and isolation remained in the young boy’s body.
When he eventually stops reeling and wallowing, all this attention would make him feel warm once more, especially when he sees they didn’t stop showering him in it even as he retreated perhaps a bit rudely from it. Right now, though, it just kept the wound open and Sirius was sure the infection would kill him this time around.
He was sure of that every time.
It became evident quickly that he would not be able to get away from his friends. James was practically glued to his side from the moment he left the Great Hall after Walburga ruined everyone’s lunch. His brown eyes were so wide beneath his glasses and Sirius was sure he could almost see tears in them as he swung his arm around Sirius’ shoulders and kept telling jokes like his life depended on it. Remus was not much better. He had learned by now not to soften his touches when Sirius was in these moods – on the contrary, harsh, direct touches helped ground him – but his hands rarely left his being, as if he would fall apart without him. Even Lily tuned down her playful banter with him, swapping it for concerned questions and checking in on him throughout the day. Sirius loved them all, but he hated it.
Even Regulus showed him more compassion than normal, though he didn’t say much. His entire being seemed to radiate I get you, I understand more than anyone, because frankly he did. Even as hearing Walburga’s voice must have rattled Regulus too, he didn’t show it, instead holding space for Sirius, carrying what was supposed to be his burden.
Humiliating.
All of which to say, Sirius did what Sirius does best; he ran from them all, in the one form none of them would be able to hold a conversation with him in.
Padfoot had turned out to be a blessing that way. Sirius picked up on it from you, who only ever was in your animagus form when you felt particularly well or horrifically poorly. Difficult to ask how a dog is feeling, yeah?
He laid in front of the common room fireplace, stretched out in a position that showed he was ready to pounce should anyone try to pet him. Around him, his friends were cuddled up on the sofas and armchairs, chattering lowly amongst themselves and playing the occasional game of wizarding chess. Padfoot had his head placed on his front paws as his gaze flickered all over the room, unable to settle. His nerves always seemed to transform with him, manifesting as the most anxious dog Gryffindor had seen.
Perhaps the only one, but the sentiment remained.
Their stares were still on him, penetrating and with downturned frowns over their faces. Stop it, stop it, stop it. He couldn’t string too long sentences together in his dog brain – part of its fantastic appeal right now – but that sentiment remained steadfast.
You were sat in Regulus’ lap opposite the fireplace, murmuring something in his ear as you both intermittently looked at Padfoot. Your hands were playing with his hair, lips almost grazing his skin as you talked, even pressing the occasional kiss to his cheek, his jaw, his ear. Love. Padfoot loved love and he loved his little brother getting to experience it so wholly, even as he laid here, destroying the moment with the same misery that haunted any children raised by the Black family. He felt as if he was sucking the joy out of the room with his wallowing, yet he couldn’t stop himself.
Padfoot couldn’t help the low whine that escaped him at the darkness swirling around inside him. Upon fearing having to meet the gazes of anyone who caught the noise and see the goddamn sympathy and pity in them, he brought his paws up to cover his eyes, pathetically hiding within himself.
Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
In his internal chanting, he didn’t notice when the chatter died down a bit, nor did he see the glances exchanged. He felt the footsteps reverberating through the floorboards, suggesting somebody was walking away, but he didn’t register its true implications. Leave, was all he could think. Good, leave. Go.
What he did notice to its fullest extent was when a few moments later, soft fur collided with his own as something was rubbing against him.
A bit too quickly, almost too violently, Padfoot’s head snapped up from beneath his paws to see what this intrusion was – only to come face to face with a white-and-grey cat, blinking slowly at him. His mouth fell slightly open, and he thought a complaining bark may be on its way out, but then you – Whiskers – butted your head against the side of his neck, caressing him with your feline body.
The adventures of Whiskers and Padfoot were a running joke, especially one Remus and Regulus loved to team up to tell. Whether it was chasing each other around, hunting rats – preferably Wormtail, but any would do – and mice or playing with the house elves, you two loved to conduct mischief together in the one form you could never be properly caught in. There had been the occasion where you cuddle or pet one another, but it was rare and usually unspoken, attachment growing deeper and softer without either properly addressing it.
So, this was not necessarily out of left field, but it surprised him nonetheless. He couldn’t say it wasn’t quite welcome, though.
You had started purring as you walked up and down his body where he was laid in front of the fire, soaking up the warmth he was bathed in and oddly calming the vibrating nerves within his own body. Whenever you reached his head, you bumped your snout against his, rubbing the space between your ears all over his face.
Cats are weird, Padfoot thought. Like it.
Mere minutes ago Sirius had been surveying his friends and his effect on them intently, digging himself deeper into his self-inflicted hole. Now, his attention was captured by the much smaller animal beside him, and he didn’t see how most conversation had stopped to witness the interaction. Lily and James looked at them in almost shocked awe, both having been snapped at and ran away from when they attempted to pet Padfoot themselves. Regulus and Remus, however, sat there with soft, knowing smiles – seeing the girl they loved most go for it with no fear and comforting their favourite dog. Remus would deny it to anyone who asked, but there were tears in his eyes.
The next time Whiskers came up beside his face, you stayed there, leaning yours against his. You laid your body down over the paws Padfoot had previously rested his own head on and made yourself comfortable in a position no one but a cat could possibly conjure up. From there, you began cleaning his fur like you were his personally-assigned cat mother, licking the strands in their correct direction. When his face was too far away, you lightly brought your paw up to his snout to bring him further towards you.
Despite being placed in front of a fire, warmth didn’t truly spread through Sirius before now. When he brought his head down, he laid it on top of you and let it rest there across your midsection, careful not to hurt you, as your upper body curled around his head. You continued cleaning up his fur as you purred loudly, easing the tension from Padfoot’s poor body.
A cuddle only animals could come up with, an embrace Sirius would deny anyone today, yet like this, it just worked.
When his eyes became heavy, Sirius let them fall. You continued your ministrations without hesitation, carefully and slowly tending to Sirius face, only stopping occasionally to nuzzle your forehead further into his fur and purr even louder.
He didn’t quite fall asleep, he rarely did as Padfoot, too alert and awake in this form, but he let himself fall into a place of tranquillity. Walburga’s harsh words seemed almost funny in their anger now, and Sirius’ own spiral was becoming a thing of the past.
Would he still be red-cheeked tomorrow and avoid his friends’ eyes for the first half of the day? Perhaps, but they would reel him into their arms and hearts regardless. Would he sputter and fall back into his evil cycle of thoughts if anyone brought this specific moment up? Without a doubt, but that’s why they would not, at least not before he settled.
Padfoot was suddenly safe in the Gryffindor common room. He was safe with this warm weight over his paws and beneath his head, he was safe with love being quite literally carded into every strand of fur on his body. He was safe with the hearth behind him and his pack in front of him, quiet voices further lolling him further into a state of peace.
Padfoot was safe – maybe even loved.
Across the room, Remus and Regulus had gravitated further towards one another, as theirs were the only eyes who never left the scene of cat-dog-solidarity displayed before them.
Regulus bumped into Remus’ arm with his elbow and whispered, “He doesn’t like cats, he says?” with a knowing smirk.
The other boy huffed a laugh at that, lips remaining softly upturned. “I believe he has an exception or two to that rule.”
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