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chew me up but don’t spit me out is my roman empire btw

the use of gender, addiction, found family, relationships is EVERYTHING to me

not even just the jegulus but the little relationships (evan and regulus, regulus and remus, barty and james) ECT ECT

I love it.

i reread it whenever i’m in a slump.

damagecontrol you outdid yourself with this one

BUT ALSO I MUCH PREFER THE LATER CHAPTERS (milan/paris-to end) just because of how much other yk stuff there is 😖

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i’m going to TRY and be more active on tumblr

also going to be on marauders tok less because i don’t want to engage with creators who only have ‘fuck jkr’ in their bio but no more than that, i’ll be watching people who actually understand WHY and who TELL PEOPLE WHY and how to HELP. (don’t think that’s worded right but yk what i mean)

aka: @messrsrarchives

marauderstok has been A LOT lately and i fully understand why so many people are stepping away, as a cis person trying to spread awareness for what’s going on im struggling to get my points across without wanting to be perceived a certain way

also the people who are only now learning about what is happening and why we don’t support jkr, just because it has started to affect their media and creators whom they enjoy and make them feel safe and welcome in this community

because THEY (the creators) don’t feel welcome and safe in this community and YOU (i say Yoy as a broad term, not directed specifically You unless you are the people i am talking about) are NOT helping them feel this way.

i think tumblr is a lot better with this, but i’m personally getting pretty overwhelmed by this all.

i am someone who has and still is struggling with mental health issues for my entire life and i think more people need to understand that it may be the tinyiest things that set you off, it could be someone hating on your video, it could be a negative comment,,, or it could be someone leaking your deadname.

but the point of that is that sometimes it’s the things that single people have done,,, and sometimes it’s the things a community has done to make someone feel unwelcome and unsafe

i would also like to say,,,

you can be oblivious and uninformed, but that can be by choice. just because you don’t know why something is happening NOW doesn’t mean you can’t catch up now and do your research, we don’t blame you unless you don’t know on purpose or are choosing to ignore it.

i know i don’t have a large community but apparently people with the larger community’s done care, so i appreciate you for reading and trying to stay educated !

i’m not sorry for posting about this twice, as someone who is guilty of apologising for almost everything.

much love and stay safe <3

‘it will always be, and always has been, protect trans lives’

apologies for spelling and grammar issues, haven’t had time to check over this.

STAY. EDUCATED.

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oh hey also,,, @messrsrarchives thoughts?

color me curious on thoughts for this cause ik your always down for a rarepair :))

hear me out on this one HERE ME OUT.

evan x snape

LISTEN TO ME THE POTENTIAL ANGST.

barty and snape hating eachother, they are each others exception to house loyalty, they DESPISE eachother.

barty and evan having a massive fight, regulus in the middle having to choose sides.

regulus choosing barty over evan

and evan, even as betrayed as he felt towards both regulus AND barty he didn’t go after james or something like that because he knew THAT was crossing a line.

but snape was never mean to EVAN, only barty.

they weren’t friends by any means at the start but slowly it was a nod of the head when walking past one another, lukewarm neutrality when sitting in the common room when just the 2 of them were there, sitting across from eachother in the great hall for meals.

but then it was slowly getting more friendly, smiling at eachother in hallways, casual conversation, asking for help or homework answers, being able to share easy convo and sitting closer to eachother in the common room

only for barty to confront evan and ask what was going on between the 2 of them

“it’s none of your business, crouch, im aloud to have friends.”

“cmon ev, HIM? you know he’s a total prat.”

“no barty. you think he’s a total prat, and he thinks the same about you. but i’m starting to belive him over you.”

“ev, listen i know that-“

“no, crouch, you DONT know. and stop calling me that, i’m not your boyfriend.”

and now that evan knows he’s struck a nerve he decided to keep poking at it. standing closer to him than necessary when barty is in the common room, a hand on his shoulder, casual but loud laughs when he says something funny.

and slowly evan was releasing that maybe he did like snape. but he also was only doing it to make barty jealous so how could he?

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hear me out on this one HERE ME OUT.

evan x snape

LISTEN TO ME THE POTENTIAL ANGST.

barty and snape hating eachother, they are each others exception to house loyalty, they DESPISE eachother.

barty and evan having a massive fight, regulus in the middle having to choose sides.

regulus choosing barty over evan

and evan, even as betrayed as he felt towards both regulus AND barty he didn’t go after james or something like that because he knew THAT was crossing a line.

but snape was never mean to EVAN, only barty.

they weren’t friends by any means at the start but slowly it was a nod of the head when walking past one another, lukewarm neutrality when sitting in the common room when just the 2 of them were there, sitting across from eachother in the great hall for meals.

but then it was slowly getting more friendly, smiling at eachother in hallways, casual conversation, asking for help or homework answers, being able to share easy convo and sitting closer to eachother in the common room

only for barty to confront evan and ask what was going on between the 2 of them

“it’s none of your business, crouch, im aloud to have friends.”

“cmon ev, HIM? you know he’s a total prat.”

“no barty. you think he’s a total prat, and he thinks the same about you. but i’m starting to belive him over you.”

“ev, listen i know that-“

“no, crouch, you DONT know. and stop calling me that, i’m not your boyfriend.”

and now that evan knows he’s struck a nerve he decided to keep poking at it. standing closer to him than necessary when barty is in the common room, a hand on his shoulder, casual but loud laughs when he says something funny.

and slowly evan was releasing that maybe he did like snape. but he also was only doing it to make barty jealous so how could he?

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okay yeah i know i said im taking some time off tumblr but i have a couple things to say, and no, im not a trans person. but i am someone who has been disheartened and shamed for who i am and stuff i cannot control.

what the actual hell is wrong with some people. in a fandom that prides itself with ‘inclusivity’ and all that this space is feeling more and more unlike that. people are becoming too comfortable saying things about others that they should NOT be saying and is so unbelievably MESSED UP? like do some people even think before they do things and relize how much it can effect a person?? do they stop and think ‘hey, wait a second, this could actually have some negative consequences and maybe i should keep this to myself?’ because what the HELL.

i’ve been seeing so many more pro jkr posts and are people really that oblivious to how much wrong she has done or do they genuinely not care?? because i personally can’t imagine that. don’t people understand ethical participation in fandom?? no ai??? don’t hate on ff authors?? i thought this was all COMMON KNOWLEDGE

but yeah, people wonder why so many trans creators are stepping down or taking time away from the marauders fandom. think about it. if you were someone trying to spread awareness and actually HELP MAKE A DIFFERENCE only for people to get so upset with you that they leak your fucking deadname,,, i don’t think you’d feel great either.

i hope you all know i have so many more words to fucking say but if i keep going im going to get aggressive (oh em gee if this upsets you are you going to leak my home address or something !! shut up. honestly.)

i’m not angry FOR you, i’m angry WITH you.

it will always be, and always has been, protect trans lives as robyn (ROBYN.) said.

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The confession

PROFESSOR I EAT EARS?? SORRY??

also i had a stroke reading this

also i was so confused who this was because i forgot your blog name

also hi

also i miss you

also i’m sat in an airport waiting to be taken home

also my back hurts

also idk why i added so many alsos

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my tummy hutrs

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been less active on tumblr very sorry <333

love you and i will be back and fourth between this and other socials but insta is messrsaria

(same as tt which i post marauders stuff on but acc is priv so i only accept marauders-ey people and moots of them)

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me and i am not okay with this 🤞

Man, we have got to stop treating art like it has an expiration date. That show stopped airing? Doesn’t mean it can’t haunt your every waking thought. Everybody’s into this album, but you don’t have the energy for new music right now? It’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready. That movie’s fifty years old and indie as shit? Incredible, you have the chance to share it with folks who might never otherwise feel that particular punch of delight. Books don’t go bad. Shows inspire fandoms decades after they’ve wrapped up. We’re still looking at cave paintings and statue work from ancient times and letting the joy of creation bring tears to our eyes. That’s the point of art. It’s as close to immortality as we ever get. Why try to give that magic a shelf life?

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”I wish you weren’t my dad”

“I wish you weren’t my son”

but it’s Remus and Lyall

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Wolfstar where they’re both so obvious about their crushes on each other other but are so insecure they overthink everything between them

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Remus’ hair is sandy brown and Peter’s hair is sandy blonde and that is NOT the same color does that make sense?

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barty, evan and regulus.

sorry idk why i make everything abt the marauders 😖

I've never blazed a post before but I get a freebie, so here are my babies!!!!!

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Everytime I think about Regulus Black I cry and like what the actual fuck? Can't I just be normal?

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fairytale - march 9 - jegulus - @taylorswiftmicrofic - word count: 445

“We have to stop this,” Regulus mumbled over James’s lips as the older boy pushed him against the wall of a broom closet, hands roaming over his waist.

“Kissing? I’d rather not,” James murmured against his jaw, licking it eagerly.

“No. Meeting up,” Regulus replied with a little hiss as James sucked a mark into his neck.

At this, James pulled back. “Why? Are you not having fun?” he asked challengingly, eyes full of fire.

Regulus scoffed. “At the risk of inflating your already-gigantic head, Potter, you’re a decent snog. But no, that’s not what I’m saying.”

“What, then?” James nearly-whined. Any time not spent kissing Regulus was time wasted as far as he was concerned.

“Do you really think this will end well?” Regulus demanded sharply. “Think logically, Potter.”

“I can’t think much when you’re around to be honest,” James mumbled, biting his lip and staring at Regulus’s own.

“Well, try. Do you think this will be some fairytale? That we’ll fall in love? Ride off into the sunset together and everyone is completely okay with it?” Regulus asked, frowning. “No. We have to end this before one of us gets hurt. Before things get out of control.”

Finally, James stepped back to get a better look at Regulus’s defensive expression. “What makes you think one of us’ll get hurt?” he asked softly.

“I told you-”

“There’s a third option,” James shrugged, folding his arms over his chest. “An option where we actually give this a go, and it’s probably difficult, and people give us shit, but we do it anyway because we care.” His heart was beating in his chest as he suggested it, because neither of them had said anything about caring or feelings before. “Or is that so difficult to imagine?”

“That would require us to actually have feelings,” Regulus replied, “and neither of us do.” But beneath his sarcasm there was uncertainty there.

So James took a risk. “Who says?”

Regulus’s eyes widened for a fraction of a second before they narrowed suspiciously. “What do you mean?”

James sighed. “I’m not stupid. I know if we…if we actually dated, it wouldn’t be simple. But I’d like to try. And I definitely don’t want to stop this. Merlin, I’d rather anything else.”

Regulus’s face softened a bit.

“Just…think about it, Reg. Okay?” James asked. And before Regulus could reply, he leaned forward and placed a slow, sensuous kiss on Regulus’s lips that left them both breathless. It was the type of kiss they’d never shared before. The type that conveyed something deeper than lust.

“Alright. I’ll think about it,” Regulus mumbled into the space between them as James pulled back.

“Good.”

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Regulus would take every single chance he gets to kiss Remus' forehead, the guy can't even lean down to tie his shoes without his boyfriend practically running to him

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Late one night Sirius and Regulus promise each other under the covers of Regulus’ four poster that one day when they inherit the house they would burn it to the ground together

Now years later Sirius sits in that same spot the house is empty it’s finally his and yet he still can’t light the match

His brother is dead.