#Kuzey writing

[kikiwiwiz]

Anyways my swap au since i don't think ill color for a few days from now.

Please don't judge me im just a boy

Alright so basically this is not an entirely swap au where i swap everyone to the t and its also kinda a way for me to entertain my rarepair (meikane) so if anything doesn't make sense just pleaaase leave it at that

So Mei is still sick, she usually doesn't believe in supernaturals and such but since she is told by doctors and other staff that she will die soon, her belief in them strenghtens and she summons Hanako-kun (who is Akane in this au) (Tsukasa is Aoi if you're wondering where she went)

But unlike Nene who wished for love, Mei's main wish comes from a kind if desperation for art. She aches to finish one last painting before the pass onto the next life, it doesn't even need to be a perfect painting hung up on a wall she just wants one that will get the job done, show that she was infact an artist who fought until the very last breath.

İn this au, contrary to the original Akane n Teru met before Mei and Akane. So Teru butts in into their conversation rather casually, just zapping Akane and hearing out Mei's wishes, he quite likes how she isn't materialistic and cares about her creations so he doesn't just drag Akane away

They once again uncorrupt the mokke then Akane's feelings slowly starts to bloom, he goes to Kako who is Tsuchigomori in this au and explaine the situation of his cause and just gushes all over about how much he loves Mei

Kako is Akane's art teacher and Mirai is the doll he made to show anatomy to his students, neat!

Kako just listens to his rant and is happy that he found someone to count on besides Teru and is also glad about the fact he isn't compleaning about everything that doesn't go his way

The three of them go to the mid year festival and Mei gets sent to the past Nene style she just hangs out with Baby Akane and Baby Aoi and wonders who she is since she never heard of her before... weird... But when shes back to the regular world they all hang out and everything is fine YAAAY!!

the middle part doesn't exist because im lazy so anyways AOİ AND AKANE BACKSTORY!!!

Aoi and Akane live in the same houses and the places they used to, the hole is located in Akane's house and Aoi sacrifices mainly bugs to make Akane's small wishes come true

Then Akane comes down with the sickness and Aoi tries to offer the hole more things

Animals, bigger bugs, reptiles, anything she can get her hands on really

But she doesn't really mention any wishes to Akane, she just assumes things and makes them come true for him. But they aren't enough.

Aoi starts to sacrifice the tiny flowers that began to bloom in her garden in a last ditch effort to make Akane's pain go away but to no avail, Akane is still sick and Aoi has run out of options.

She finally asks Akane what he wants more than anything in the world and Akane responds pretty plainly, how he wants to see some places, make a friend or two, maybe getting married, graduating college, owning a cool car and all

So Aoi goes back to the hole and instead of with her usual sacrifices she sacrifices herself, happy to see Akane being all better next day

Akane can tell something is off so his obsession with Aoi never gets as much as it is in the manga, even him killing her was mainly because Akane knew something was off but not what and Aoi hasn't told him despite them being close

So anyways the severance happens.

Akane tells Mei just before it happens that it will happen and that she will forget him and other supernatural friends she made along the way, obviously she tells him to just stop messing with her head and just say the truth and Akane confirms that it is the truth, just before fading away from her grasp, never to be seen again.

Teru still tries to find him, though. Since he doesn't know what happened to Akane he tries to pick up clues where he might be, he checks every corner that they used to meet up and calls out his name constantly, a flicker of hope that he will come back to him.

But he never answers back.

He finally goes to Mei for help and they search around together, it ending in the Minamoto household where they beg Kou for answers instead, Kou says he doesn't know either and that Amane and him will investigate further (Amane is the clock keeper in this au) since his powers went away as well.

When they are up in Teru's room, Mei mummbles something about how she never really thought Akane would be gone for this long when he said he would be gone and Teru obviously gets confused and asks about when he mentioned such a thing so Mei just says "yknow.. the day before" she says meekly, not getting the hint and in that moment cold water gets poured down Teru's shoulders.

Not offended (definitely offended) but upset that Akane didn't tell HİM, his friend of almost two years about him suddenly disappearing but just some girl who summoned him when? A few months ago?! İts almost like he doesn't even give a fuck about him.

Lateron Amane and Kou ask them to come down stairs and explain how they need a piece of a supernatural to go to the far shore, and since there aren't any regular supernaturals left they need to go to the place where the line with the far shore and early shore are the thinest, which is where Akane's family uses

Teru says he will go there if he must and Amane just goes "okay!!!!! İll just take your brother on a date then" and then they just do the whole day off thing but without the visiting the old man part, so Teru goes to the farshore alone to relieve some stess off his bones and the anger he has on Akane

He obtains the supernatural part quite fast but theres a voice in him that urges him to go deeper in the house and find something that has been missing in his life. So he does so since he has nothing better to do, his steps are quite fast as he just wants to get over with it.

He opens the doors but theres little to nothing behind them, maybe a portrait of his family with his mom or just hid big brother's sword falling down on his feet, he doesn't really know what any of those mean and keeps walking in and out of doors he finds, then a pair of hands cover his eyes and turns him around, his eyes widen to see Akane

Akane immediately greets him with a big bright smile and talks about how they need to catch the buss to the school, how their first class is with mr Kako so they don't want to miss it and overall about daily life, from his looks too he seems to be a regular middle school student without worries or fears, so he just follows Akane, barely noticing he went through another door, then he realizes that Akane is still a supernatural, the thing on the back of his neck still visible and he goes to scratch his, noticing that theres a paper on there. He goes up to a mirror and checks it out, realizing he has become Akane's yorishiro.

Akane apologizes as he holds his cheeks, how after everything that happened the thing that he regrets most is that he havent told anyone about his disappearance, how he is sooo happy to see him again, how much he missed him but in that moment Teru finally sees through the facade, slapping him off and pinning him to the ground, staring down at a rather confused Akane who stares right back into his soul, making it hard for Teru to just eliminate the problem. So he just.. doesn't, he runs out the door with a hurry, leaving his trident behind as a result.

But the moment he goes through the door he is in their home, specifically their doorstep, he is dressed in clothes Kou used to wear when dad would take him for his training and when he looks up, he notices the similarities, a blade similar to Kou's in his hand, looking up at his father seemingly taking him out to a mission. But he snaps out of that one quicker, throwing himself out of the door he came through. He experiences much weirder and more detailed scenarios as he goes through the countless doors, sooner or later realizing those are the desires he had since he was a little boy

But the time he is spent and exhausted he finally sees a closed door, he goes to open it but instead is met with Aoi, who holds a jar full of bugs, staring up at him with her beady eyes. She runs past him and Teru follows behind her, watching the backstory of the Aois unfold.

He sees his trident at the garden of the house once he gets out but he does make a decision, he won't become the exorcist he aspired to be, at least for Akane, someone he cares so deeply about using the power of the unknown to cling to life.

He goes back home with the supernatural, he is there early, then met with Amane, Kou and Mei

He doesn't preapere the supernatural since he wants to face Akane on his own and teach him a lesson or two about how to treat his friends, but Kou does it for him instead so the four of them go to the house Kou has seen all those things to.

Teru goes in head first then Amane and Kou then lastly, Mei. Meanwhile that, Yashiro and Akane are having a conversation about how they lived their lives, how much they enjoyed it and things they would change if they could, once silent sinks in Nene asks Akane about Teru and what he thinks of him, if he regrets ever meeting him.

Akane sighs and says that his only regret about Teru is that he hasn't told him when he was leaving, because he did promised him he would be there for Teru's whole time in that school

But just about he is about to finish his sentence, the train stops and everybody obviously begins to panic, Akane clings to Nene and tries to find a safe way out, and all of a sudden red beads cover his and Nene's body, surprised he floats off the ground with Nene and flies out of the window with the beads, eyes meeting Teru's, colder than usual without the stupid smile he grew used to

Akane asks a lot of questions, how he came here, doesn't he knows how dangerous it is out there?! What the hell is wrong with his head?! Does he have a death wish?! As he approached Teru more and more he feels his body pinned to the ground, punch after punch meet his face as he tries to tell Teru to stop, once he feels tears on his face is when it all stops and he looks up at Teru, his eyes filled to the brim with tears, the first time of him seeing him like that so he obviously just stops protecting himself and try to think of a way to comfort his friend.

Teru grabs onto Akane's shirt to yell at him but before he could continue Kou and Amane separate them, Mei rushing to Akane crying and hugging him, but Akane's eyes stay on Teru, his tears soaked back into their place as he just pushes Kou off, saying he's fine as it is.

On the way back home, Akane asks Teru of why he cares so much and apologizes for being a bit too mean back there, Teru is silent through it all, telling him to forget it so Akane jokingly says that if he is the only person who can make him cry, then he must be the most important person in his life.

Teru stays silent but just muttering out a maybe before extending his hand from the back, Akane takes it, sighing. Maybe he should just shut his mouth

The roles switched:

Mei: Nene

Hanako: Akane

Kou: Teru

Aoi: Tsukasa

Nene: Aoi(sunflower trio n toilet trio swap basically)

(Tsukasa is his own additional charachter)

Sakura: Hakubo

Sumire: Natsuhiko

Kako: Tsuchigomori

Mirai: Yako

Shijima: Mitsuba

Mei: Sousuke

Additional commentary:

Amane isn't obsessed with Nene the way Akane is obsessed with Aoi, he actually has a crush on both Kou n Nene

Kou's crush on Nene is much more vibrant and obvious like in the original story but Teru doesn't feel anything but platonic love for Mei

Akane is reffered to as 'Hanako' but Kako n Aoi call him Akane n Teru calls him Aoi

Mitsuba is much more possessive in the au which makes their work a lot more harder since Aoi purely manipulated him for her own desires which is for Akane to only think of her.

Mitsuba's picture perfect world isn't drawings but rather the pictures he took as he was alive so in the picture perfect arc we also learn about Mitsuba's backstory and his certain life decisions.

Mirai was never alive in this au, after being created by Kako her only purpose was to be a helpful guide on simplistic anatomy, lateron gaining the life for being Kako's yorishiro

Natsuhiko was never a sacrifice but rather an annoying lowerrank supernatural who wouldn't leave Sakura alone eventually after feelings are shared, and Natsuhiko gets exorcised he reborns as her yorishiro

The yorishiro of Kako is Mirai and Mirai's yorishiro is the last screw of her doll body.

The clockeepers' yorishiro is the boundary itself

Akane's yorishiro is Aoi

Mitsuba's yorishiro is his camera

Tsuchigomori and Hanako are still extremely close and Kou isn't as violent as Teru is so Amane of this au is much more aware of his powers and isn't afraid to use them (stopping time at any point of the day, it being 40 minutes with a 15 minute cooldown, his hammer being usefull outside of the boundary, certain levels of time manipulation etc)

Also in this au Sousuke tries to kill Mitsuba rather than the other way around because he hates that he makes a world where everyone is happy without him

İ don't plan on writing this until next year so meh might as well dump small portion of it here, right?

[evrenselnorth]

For the Pinned

As my bio says, i will just post my aus/my writings/my headcanons there! Please dont rb!

İ will mostly talk about:

Terukane

Hanakou

Sakuhiko

Chuuaku

Odazai.

Tags:

Au tag: #Kuzey au

Writing tag: #Kuzey writing

Headcanons tag: #Kuzey headcanon.

İ will be actively ignoring this account as long as i can so please bear with me

[ipeker1952]

iklim değişikliği ve su kullanımı

Iklim değişikliği çok kötü geliyor, Yağmur ya hiç yağmıyor yada çok düzensiz yağıyor, barajlardaki su miktarları son derece azaldı, ormanlar yanıyor, Kuzey kutbundaki buzullar eriyor, bu iklim değişikliği Bill Gates in söylediği gibi korona'nın verdiği zararın 10 katını verecek, bunun için insanlar ne yapmalı, Herkes kendi fikrini yazarsa memnun olurum.

1.Ülke nufuslarına kota konulsun.

2. Çevreye ve atmosfere zararlı kimyasallar yasaklansın

3. Ormanları kasten yakanlara ömür boyu hapis cezası verilsin,

4 bütün kullanılan sular arıtmaya tabi tutularak ikinci, üçüncü, dördüncü defa peyzajda ya da tuvaletlerde kullanılsın.

5 yağmur sular�� toplansın ve tarımda peyzajda ve evlerde kullanılsın,

6. çok su gerektiren bitkilerden vazgeçilip az suyla üretilebilen meyveler sebzeler üretilsin,

7 Ev düzenekleri tekrar kurulsun, gri sular, yani

çok kirlenmiş, lavabodan çıkan sular, tuvaletlere akıtılsın ya da başka türlü kullanılsın. 8.Yeraltı sularını çok kirleten altın madeni Gümüş madeni gibi siyanürle yapılan uygulamalar durdurulsun.

climate change and water use

Climate change is coming very badly, the rain is either not falling at all or very irregularly, the amount of water in the dams has decreased drastically, the forests are burning, the glaciers in the North Pole are melting, this climate change will cause 10 times the damage caused by corona as Bill Gates said, what should people do for this, I would appreciate it if everyone writes their opinion.

1. Quotas on the population of countries.

2. Ban chemicals harmful to the environment and atmosphere

3. Life imprisonment for those who deliberately burn forests,

4 all used water should be treated and used a second, third, fourth time in landscaping or toilets.

5 rainwater is collected and used for agriculture, landscaping and households,

6. abandon crops that require a lot of water in favor of fruits and vegetables that can be produced with less water,

7 Restore household appliances, gray water, i.e.

Water from sinks, which is very polluted, should be flushed down toilets or used in other ways. 8. Stop cyanide applications such as gold and silver mines that pollute groundwater.

[midnightsaboteur]

@writermuses

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Ethan smiled and chuckled approvingly to Pembe’s musing about Kuzey drooling, his attention still mostly however upon how enthusiastically Ruby reached to the pats and scratches from Pembe. It kept a fond, warm smile on Ethan’s lips, an expression that held when he was asked about dog names. “A few of them I came up with, a few they already came with. The ones I came up with were Barnaby, Lynx and Marshall… maybe I already had a flair for coming up with names ahead of my novels, or maybe I’ve always been bad at names, depending on which critic you ask…” Ethan mused, a wry chuckle following. “Barnaby was the snuggliest of my dogs, that’s for sure, though Ruby is making a definite play for that title,” Ethan soon added, reaching out after he’d spoken to give a few pats and strokes along Ruby’s back. 

When the conversation turned onto his books, Ethan turned his gaze more onto Pembe than the dogs. “Yeah, I’ve got audiobooks, read by myself albeit rather than some celebrity, so I appreciate that might be a little let down,” Ethan joked, another laugh following. The smile remained on his lips after Pembe had thrown the ball for Kuzey and Ruby to run after, taking Ethan’s focus briefly before Pembe asked him about his inspiration. Her quip about method writing made Ethan laugh again and he shook his head. “No, no, there’s no need to worry. I just come up with plots and all that stuff in my head, I’m not stalking the streets carrying out all sorts of crimes, I’m not that committed.”

[quorel]

[tukenmekteyiz]

Oğuz atay

Cam kırıkları gibidir bazen kelimeler; ağzına dolar insanın. Sussan acıtır, konuşsan kanatır.

[4530merkezz]

insan biraz olsun akıllanmaz mı?

[ofprincessesandqueens]

I'm thinking of watching Hercai. Is it any good? Would you recommend it? What other Turkish shows would you recommend? Also, where/how do you watch the shows? Do they have dubbed versions for airing in other countries or do you watch with subtitles?

Hercai was a guilty pleasure for me more than anything. Is it good? IMO, the only good season the show had was S1 and after that the writers struggled to 1. focus on the actual storyline and 2. manage to write good episodes without the threat of the show being cancelled. Long story short, IMO, they overplayed the "romantic" storyline (which after Miran and Reyyan married for the second time was pretty much irrelevant in the grand scheme of things) over the revenge, 3 generational drama, which was the actual core of the show. I actually dropped the show because I spoiled myself for season 3 and I just knew after the chanel gave them 18 more episodes that everything was going to go downhill because they had already made most of the reveals as they had feared they wouldn't have a full 3rd season. Let's say I wasn't mistaken. I, honestly, think they shouldn't have been allowed to make that full season 2, but eh, it happens.

As for good turkish tv shows, I depends on what you like. I really liked: Içerde, Kuzey Güney, Kizim, Ask-i Memnu, etc... I'm currently enjoying Masumlar Apartamani and Sadakatsiz. I can hear Rabia saying Halka.

Personally I watch the shows on tv, LMAO. Our broadcasters are buying tons of them.

[writermuses]

aubrianna, pembe and ximena from ocs

 Aubrianna

Favorite thing about them: She faces challenges head on with grace and always has since she was a baby. She’s a fighter for the things that matter the most to her.

Least favorite thing about them: She’s going to choose work over love every time because she doesn’t put herself first. It’s a mistake her dad, Matthias, made over and over. So if she’s going to be with anyone they just have to accept her toxic trait is her desire to save lives. Like if there was an emergency Brianna would literally miss her own wedding to help another person.

Favorite line: I haven’t been writing her long enough but I do have a favorite Keats thing for all of my characters and hers would be, “I almost wish we were butterflies and liv'd but three summer days - three such days with you I could fill with more delight than fifty common years could ever contain.”

brOTP: All the Cartwright second gen. cousins!

OTP: Long boys, strong boys, king kong boys 😂 

nOTP: She’s never gonna ship with a lady. Out of all of mine she’s also the least likely to ever even kiss a girl in a drinking game or anything like that.

Random headcanon: The first time she had sex was in med school in an on call room and it was bad and she may have asked “Is it in?” and yeah... she really hasn’t had anything impressive because she hasn’t had many experiences.

Unpopular opinion: Wine over liquor, a hill she will die on 

Song I associate with them: At home by Jon Bryant (because would it be Brianna if it wasn’t beachy cozy home vibes?)

Favorite picture of them: The princess Brianna energy

Pembe

Favorite thing about them: She hums or sings quietly to herself all the time and it’s very sweet and calming.

Least favorite thing about them: She has let her one serious relationship that was arranged and toxic isolate her from letting someone in romantically. She’s got a lot of love to give but takes what that ex told her to heart and doesn’t feel worthy of being loved, largely related to her not wanting to have biological children.

Favorite line: I haven’t had a lot of threads with her for anything to jump out but she once described Kuzey as “my little prince and a thief… of snacks and hearts.” and that was just very Pem.

brOTP: Pem and Kuzey, obvs.

OTP: Babes that read to her / take her to try new things (ice skating, new countries)

nOTP: She’s never going to ship with someone with a temper. The moment that a person directs that energy at her, even if it’s warranted, she’ll shut down

Random headcanon: Pem always wanted to get married and have the storybook life, her mom took her to find a wedding dress before she lost too much vision to know what she’d look like in it.

Unpopular opinion: Park dates are better than restaurant dates

Song I associate with them: Better alone by Lykke Li 🙄 Seriously, someone show her not everyone’s toxic.

Favorite picture of them: Because I almost feel bad making someone with such pretty eyes blind... almost

Ximena

Favorite thing about them: Ximena is an unwillingly emotional crier and this has to be the funniest thing I’ve gotten to write in a while. Great orgasm? In tears. Pissed? She’s crying. Happy to see someone she cares about happy? Waterworks. It’s her least favorite thing about herself, but I find it hilarious.

Least favorite thing about them: I have quickly learned she’s a runner. She will bolt from all things that she things are a minor inconvenience or embarrassment. 

Favorite line: I know it’s not a ‘line’ but her saluting awkwardly at Ferit while mildly intoxicated and rejected will forever be a favorite Mena moment.

brOTP: Mena and whatever crazy friend let her go off with a stranger in the first place... probably Yana.

OTP: I ship Mena with whomever is willing to tame the brat and/or spoil the princess... just someone willing to grow up with her because she’s young and it shows

nOTP: She’s never going to ship with someone that hates the outdoors. While she’s no athlete, she loves being outside and needs some sunlight to be her happy self.

Random headcanon: The first time “aunt flow” came to visit Mena was at school and her mother never talked to her about that stuff. She thought she was dying and dramatically ran out of class screaming. It’s now her Tia’s favorite story to embarrass Mena with when she brings anyone home.

Unpopular opinion: Spanish is the sexiest language

Song I associate with them: 11 PM by Maluma

Favorite picture of them: Because this is it, this is my whole sexuality lol

It’s a madhouse in this brain full of ridiculous muses... like this 99.9888721% of the time:

[kikiwiwiz]

Hello there, my name is Kuzey and i am a manga colorist!

İ will mostly only post my colorings on this account and prefaribly nothingelse. (Hello future Kuzey here yeah this went terribly wrong pls expect me being annoying as hell especially on chapter days)

My asks and my dms are always open! Go talk to me i don't bite, mutuals can also ask for discord (oh wow!)

Coloring tag ->#kuzeycoloring

Overall rambling tag -> #evrenselrambling

My current theme:

You don't need to read the rest

Some of my favourite things:

Ships: Terukane, sakuhiko, hanakou, natsukane, aoikane, chuuaku, odazai, kunizai (theres more but I don't feel like telling them)

Charachters: Teru, Akane, Natsuhiko, Chuuya, Odasaku, Kanade(prjsk)

Music: Neru, Kanaria, Deco*25, Azari, Mitski, Sarah and the safe word, Model, AlicebanD, radiohead etc

İ also make up aus and write a lot so if you're a mutual just dm me anytime for them!

[gozel]

tarabya STUDIO BOSPHORUS Open Call 2022/23

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* Von Der Goltz Paşa, vasiyeti üzerine Türk ve Alman bayraklarına sarılı olarak Tarabya’daki mezarlığa defnedildi. Von Der Goltz Paşa’nın mezar taşında haç ve ayyıldız da bulunuyor. // Goltz Paşa 1916'da Bağdat'ta tifüsten ölmüş ve Tarabya'da bulunan Alman yazlık elçilik binasının arkasındaki mezarlığa gömülmüştü. Vasiyeti üzerine tabutuna Osmanlı ve Alman bayrakları serilmişti. // Mutlaka Diyalog - Boğaz’a nazır cennetten bir köşeye konumlanmış Tarabya Kültür Akademisi’nin kapısını açıp dışarıya çıktığınızda İstanbul’un göbeğindesiniz. Aynı kapıdan tekrar geri döndüğünüzde, kendinizi, yaşadıklarınızı hazmedebileceğiniz, inzivaya çekilebileceğiniz mükemmel bir ortam da buluyorsunuz. Burada romanlar ve senaryolar yazılıyor, filmler çekiliyor, bienaller için işler üretiliyor, çağdaş müzik besteleri yapılıyor, Almanya ve Türkiye’den sanatçılar arasında yıllar sonra işlevini sürdürecek yaratıcı köprüler inşa ediliyor. // Vatan Partisi Doğu Perinçek : TÜRK MERTLİĞİNİN GÜCÜ

Goltz Paşa’yı anmamızı yadırgayanlar oldu. Hatta öfkelenenler de. “Alman emperyalizminin mareşalinin bu köşede ne işi var?” diyorlar. Goltz Paşa, bizim vatan savaşımızda görev yaptı ve kendisini Türk askeri gibi görüyordu. Dünyanın en mert milletinin ve askerinin Türkler olduğunu belirtmişti. Tabutunun Alman bayrağına değil Türk bayrağına sarılmasını istemişti.

Goltz Paşa’yı Türk bayrağıyla buluşturan nedir?

Türk mertliğinin gücü! Mareşal Goltz’a vefa ve sadakat, aynı zamanda özgüvenimizin ifadesidir.

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'Alman eğitimci asker Goltz Paşa'nın fikirleri, İttihat ve Terakki'yi oluşturan subay kadroyu yıllarca harp okulunda büyük ölçüde etkilemiştir. Goltz Paşa onlara, Kuzey Afrika, Avrupa ve Balkanlar'daki toprakları elinde tutmak yerine burayı Türk yapmak ve bir kimlik kazanmak için Anadolu'yu savunmak gerektiğini ve Türklerin aslında savaşçı ve asker bir millet olduğunu söyledi. 'Her Türk asker doğar'; Türk ordusu bu tabiri sever, dağlara, taşlara, kışlalara yazar. Aslında bu Goltz Paşa'nın sözüdür.'

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'The ideas of the German educator soldier Goltz Pasha greatly influenced the officer cadre that formed the Union and Progress in the war school for years. Goltz Pasha told them that instead of holding the lands in North Africa, Europe and the Balkans, it was necessary to defend Anatolia in order to make this place Turkish and to acquire an identity, and that the Turks are actually a warlike and military nation. 'Every Turk is born a soldier’; the Turkish army loves the phrase, writes it on mountains, stones and barracks. Actually, this is the word of Goltz Pasha.'

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"Every Verdichtung Soldier Is Born". " a deconstruction of Berlin-Istanbul's constructed military, war-loving identity through audio collages and live recordings " Ep. 7 w/ 2serhat5bz - 19 October 2021 - http://www.movement.radio/show/No-Thoriental-No-Exotic-Ep-7-19102021 . -----

--- https://soundcloud.com/movement-radio-athens/no-thoriental-no-exotic-ep-7-w-2serhat5bz-19-october-2021 .

Tracklist

2/5BZ & Ignaz Schick & Lifeloop & Ohmnoise & Stories in Colour

Every Verdichtung Soldier Is Born (Collective Live Improvisation) 13.10.2021

2/5BZ

Spiral Tribe / Praxis Floor 19.5.2018

Kusin

Friheten Segrar

2/5BZ

Live at Club Transmediale 6.2.2003

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[analogue-stories]

Found Treasure

Tyem drew the moist from cold air. He looked at the emptiness ahead of him. ‘This must be the miracle of norther cold’ he thought. He could see the misty mountains at the end of 18 kilometer of empty area. Probably, he was the only creature who able to breathe through lungs. He opened his map once again. He didn’t want to trust his luck at a place like this. Cold was torturing his hands, blood from his hands colored the map. He folded old map and put it in to pocket. His father never mentioned this land before, therefore he was there; to see what his father didn’t tell.

His dad passed away 4-5 months ago. We would like to remember the exact day but could not dive in to memories because of cold. To be honest he even did not know the date. He gave away his father’s belongings to the people in need. Of course he kept some for himself such as a compass and a knife and a map. All these stuff were with him at this nowhere land. His father’s map was not a professional one. It was drawn by hand and there were bloodstains on it. In general it shows an Island on the northern part of the Earth and a tiny spot on that Island.  When he first saw the map he thought that this primitive map that shows nowhere because of it is simplicity. Now realized that simple one was not the map but the land. ‘It must be hard for him to draw anything about this land on this map’ the thought.

He kept walking to his way own the lava ancient lava field. Lava was old but in order to maintain life, it needed to get older more.  To be the only walking and breathing creature for made him feel strange. First he felt it on his chest and that his body started pumping his blood out of his hands and feet, then he realized his senses are getting stronger. Adrenaline made him alive and smile.

When he reached the mountain slope, his eyes were looking for a trial to go top. It didn’t take him to long to find one and only trial. Since there were no plants and no way for plants to grow this hundred years old trail still flagrantly stay the same. Rocks which placed at the edges of the trail called his attention. At some points 4 or 5 rock were placed over under each other. He wonders who, when and how made this trial. He kept walking under the grey sky of North.

At the peak, it was hard for him to believe his own eyes. There was a 3x3 meter huge squared rock in front of him. It was surrounded by stones in a row to beautify. He look close to small stones which are over and under. He could see name alike writings on the each stone but impossible for him to read. Writings were so smooth that nobody could say they were hand crafted but they were. He moved forward to look deeply to huge rock which stand vertical. He realized very tiny and fine curved line over the rock. It was so thin that made impossible to have an idea of whole picture. When he stepped back 1 meter, line were getting visible. ‘A hollow’ he shouted when the saw a delicately shaped hollow on the top of the rock. He took his flask from bag and spill water on the hollow. Spilled water flowed through the thin line with the help of gravity and filled the line. The big picture started appear. Tyem didn’t need to do anything more because all the picture curved only in one line, therefore he just stepped back and wait while the water was filling up the line. Then World Map appear on the Rock. He couldn’t believe in his eyes because he knew that this mountain was under ice for very long time. It had been only 10 years since the ice melt because global warming. It is hard for him to explain this masterly curved on line very very accurate modern world map. He look deeply to the map to find something. First he took a look at the geographic area where he know and compare this map with his elementary school knowledge. Besides the impeccable accurateness of the map, there were no marks or wiring, nothing. After thirty min investigation, he sat down desperately without knowing what to do.

He pulled his father’s knifes and look at it wistfully. He flip it over and look carefully. He saw a shine for a second. When he look closer he saw a word says ‘ Skrifa’. He was almost sure that he heard this word before from his father. It should be mean ‘write’. He stood up and look at the map on the rock again. This time he focus only his current location, to the island. He got a glimpse of the same word on the map on the rock. ‘Skrifa’. What he supposed to write and how? He didn’t even have a pen.

Wind blew between stones crashed his ears. Sound was continuous and stead. He couldn’t believe his ears. He wanted to take a close look at the surrounding stones since this ‘close look’ operations was working for him. He took one of the one of them and take a look at the writing on it. It was hard to understand until he saw a writing says ‘Gunnar’. He knew that this is a Nordic name. After some time he still could not figure what to write or where to write or the maps purpose. So, at least he may made his name immortal by putting it on one of the stones and leaving it here. He pulled his knife and looked for a proper stone, was not hard to find. He found one 2-3 meters away. With his father’s knife he curved his name on the stone ‘ Tyem’ and put the stone near to vertical rock along with others.

He spent one more hour at the same point to pull out some meaning from this map and stones but nothing. He wanted see the map on the rock one last time. He poured precious water at hallow. Map appeared with no difference. Then, he saw tiny mark; ‘+’ at the Northwest Africa where desert conquers the land. He look at stone which he curved his name and said ‘guess I am in ‘loudly. He took his father’s map and started drawing carefully the location of ‘+’ at the back of the paper.  

Finally he found a hint about the hidden treasure. He looked at all the stones around the big rock. There were a lot. The he look that names on the stones. His blood flow velocity started to increase.

He turned back to South. He wondered if he has suitable outfit for desert…

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Bulunan HazineTyem, okyanustan gelen ıslak ve soğuk havayı ciğerlerine çekti. Kuzey soğuğunun bir mucizesi olan geniş ve boş alana baktı. 18 km’lik boş alan ‘İkiz Tepeler ’in görkemiyle sonlanmaktaydı. Muhtemel olarak bu alan boyunca akciğer solunumu yapan tek canlı kendisiydi. Haritasına bir kez daha baktı.  Böyle bir yerde işini daha fazla şansa bırakmak istemiyordu. Soğuktan ötürü çatlayan ellerinden akan kan haritayı renklendirmişti. Yıpranmış haritayı cebine kaldırdı. Babası hiçbir hikayesinden buradan bahsetmemişti. Duymadığı şeyi görmek için buradaydı.

Yaklaşık 4-5 ay önce babasını kaybetmişti. Tam tarihi hatırlamak isterdi ama soğuktan ötürü anılara dalamıyordu. Açıkçası ayın kaçı olduğundan bile emin değildi. Bu acı kaybın ardından babasının eşyalarını ihtiyaç sahiplerine vermenin doğru olacağını düşünmüştü. Tabii ki özel bıçak setini, pusulasını ve bazı başka şeyleri kendi için ayırmıştı. Pusula ve bıçak setiyle birlikte bir de harita bulmuştu. Harita profesyonel bir harita değildi. Elle çizilmişti. Genel hatlarıyla dünyanın kuzeyinde bir ada ve bu adanın üzerindeki bir tepecik gösterilmekteydi. Üzerinde kırmızı lekeler vardı. Harita ona çok basit geldiği için aradığı şeyi hiçbir zaman bulamamaktan korkmuştu. Şimdi anladı ki aslında basit olan harita değil yer şekilleriydi. ‘Böyle bir boşlukta haritaya çizecek bir şey bulmak oldukça zordur’ diye düşündü. 

Tarih öncesinden kalma siyah lav kalıntıları üzerinde ilerlemesini sürdürdü. Lavlar eskiydi ama canlılığın yayılması için daha da eskimesi gerekiyordu. Etraftaki tek canlı olması Tyem’e ilginç bir hissiyat vermişti. Göğüs kafesinde başlayan bu his, duyu organlarını kuvvetlendirmiş ve kanın ellerinden çekilmesi sebep olmuştu. Adrenalin yüzünün gülmesine ve soğuğun keyfine varmasına sebep oluyordu.

Dağ yamacına geldiğinde tırmanmak için uygun bir patika aradı gözleri. Bulması zor olmadı. Bitkilerin büyümesi için uygun bir ortam olmadığından yüzyıllar önce açılmış olan tek patika hala bir yılan gibi zirveye uzanıyordu. Patikanın hatları kenarlarında üst üste konulmuş taşlarla belirlenmişti. Bazı noktalarda 4-5 taşın üst üste olduğunu gördü. Kimin, ne zaman, nasıl yaptığını merak etti. Kuzeyin gri gökyüzü altında patikadan ilerleyeme devam etti.

Nihayet tepeye ulaştığında gözlerine inanamadı. Karşısında 3 metreye 3 metre büyüklüğünde kare bir kaya parçası çıktı. Etrafı yine üst üste konulmuş irili ufaklı taşlarla süslenmişti. Taşlara yakından baktı. Üzerlerinde isme benzer yazılar vardı. Antik çağdan kalma bu yazıları okuması mümkün değildi. Yazıların,  pürüzsüz ve hatasız yapısı kalbinin daha hızlı atmasına sebep olmuştu. Tam merkezde dik olarak duran kocaman kare kaya parçasına yakından bakmak için ilerledi. İnce çizgilerden oluşan kocaman bir çizimin taşa oyulmuş olduğunu gördü. O kadar ince oyulmuştu ki resmin tamamını anlamak imkansızdı. 1 metre geriye gittiğinde çizgiler gözden kayboluyordu. Taşın tepesine baktığında hassas şekilde şekillendirilmiş bir oyuk olduğunu gördü. Sırt çantasından matarasını çıkarttı ve bu oyuğa su düktü. Dökülen su yavaş yavaş oyuktan ince yontulmuş çizgilere akmaya başladı. Su yer çekimi etkisiyle akmaya devam ettikçe ince çizgiler dolmaya ve resim yavaş yavaş oluşmaya başladı. Tek bir çizgiyle yontulduğu için su akıyor ve kendi yolunu buluyordu. Resim tam olarak anlaşılır olduğunda, bunun aslında dünya haritası olduğunu anladı. Belki de yüzyıllardır buz altında kalan bu yer son 10 yılda küresel ısınma etkisiyle gün yüzüne çıkmıştı. Bu nedenle bu kadar detaylı bir dünya haritasının bulunmasını kendisine açıklayamıyordu. Haritayı detaylı bir şekilde incelemeye başladı. Bildiği coğrafi yapılardan başladı. Kusursuz olmasının dışında herhangi bir işaret veya mesaj yoktu. Yarım saatlik bir incelemeden sonra ne yapacağını bilmez halde yere oturdu.

Babasının bıçağını çıkarttı ve özlem dolu gözlerle bıçağa baktı. Pürüzsüz yüzeyinde elle bile anlaşılamayacak şekilde ince oyulmuş, tek bir yazı vardı; ‘Skrifa’. Bu kelimeyi babasından duyduğunu hatırlar gibiydi. Yazmak anlamına gelmekteydi. Ayağa kalktı ve taş haritanın üzerinden şuan kendi bulunduğu bölgeye baktı. Oldukça ufak bir şekilde ‘Skrifa’ yazıyordu. Ne yazacaktı? Kalemi yoktu bile!

Rüzgar kayalardan eserek kulağına hücum ediyordu. Yakından incelemek için büyük kayanın etrafında üst üste konularak dizilmiş ufak taşlardan birini eline aldı. Üzerinde amatörce oyulmuş bir isim gördü. Neden kendisinin de isimi olmasın ki diye düşündü.  Bu haritanın ne demek olduğunu anlamamıştı ama en azından buradaki tarihin parçası olabilirdi. Bıçağını çıkarttı ve kendi ismini kazıyacağı uygun bir taş arayışı için etrafına bakındı. 2-3 metre uzakta uygun boyutlarda bi taş buldu. Babasının bıçağıyla güçlü bir şekilde ismini kazıdı; ‘Tyem’. İsmini kazıdığı taşı anıtın yanına koydu.

Yaklaşık 1 saat daha oradan anlam çıkartmaya çalıştı ama başaramadı. Haritayı son bir kez incelemek için kıymetli suyundan son bir kez daha oyuğa su döktü. Su aktı, aktı ve yolunu buldu. Tekrar meydana çıkan haritada pek bir farklılık yoktu. Sadece Kuzey-Batı Afrika’nın çöl kısmında ufak bir ‘+’ işareti belirmişti. İsmini yazdığı minik taş parçasına baktı. ‘Sanırım artık oyundayım’ dedi sesli sesli. Babasının haritasını çıkarttı ve boş arka yüzeyini açtı. ‘+’ olduğu yeri dikkatle çizmeye çalıştı. 

Kayıp hazinede yeni bir ipucu bulmuştu. Etrafındaki süsleme taşlarına baktı. Oldukça fazla sayıda taş vardı. Her birinin üzerinde yazan isimlere baktı. Kanı hızlı akmaya başlamıştı.

Güneye döndü. Soğuktan çöle geçiş için uygun kıyafeti olup olmadığını düşündü…

[nawaazishein]

I AM HERE FOR ALL THE SCK DISCOURSE! The build up was believable, absolutely, like I said I was initially surprised because we’ve seen him open up to Eda and trust her quite a bit in the scenes before and the last scene was quite a contrast to that. However, like Aydan said in the fragman, Serkan has had issues trusting people all his life and Eda, despite how much she’s brought out a different Serkan already, is not a miracle worker. Serkan has still a lot of insecurities in regards to Eda, some of which kind of surfaced during the dinner scene with Selin, and it’ll take time for him to get past that. I hope he’ll acknowledge that and start working on that (eventually). For now I’m leaning towards Kaan not being his brother, or else why would Alptekin and Aydan not know about him being around? Why would Kaan tell us about how Serkan ruined his dad’s business? Of course everything can happen in fiction but that sounds way too far-fetched for Ayşe’s style of writing. I would think Kaan, like Aylin in Erkenci, is “just” a villain and not Serkan’s brother. I could see him being involved in his brother’s demise, though. We still don’t know what happened 19 years ago. Maybe Kaan was involved in an accident that possibly lead to Serkan’s brothers death and that’s what drove them apart? Do we know if there’s gonna be another love interest for Eda? So far I could see the story progressing without one. I would think we’ll get some more pining/angst till episode 10ish, some happy/mellow episodes for 11 - 12 and then the set up for the big conflict and Eda leaving for Italy in epi 15 or 16. Some more pain and angst till epi 20, then a reconciliation and happy end in 23. Well, at least if they stick with 23 episodes total, like I’ve read somewhere. I kinda hope they do because 23 episodes is a good run to tell a story without it losing it’s breath and getting boring. Ferit needs to ditch Selin’s ass, pack his bags, catch a break in one of his dad’s (?) hotels and find himself a nice girl that appreciates him there! 🙌 Oh God, I watch a looot. What are you in the mood for or have already watched? I just finished watching: Erkenci Kuş. Somebody come cry with me about Ceycey, I miss him already! 😭 Currently watching: Bay Yanlış, Kiralik Ask, Doğduğun Ev Kaderindir, Güneşi Beklerken and Halka Have watched: Afili Aşk, Her Yerde Sen, Dolunay, Aşk 101, Zemheri, Seviyor Sevmiyor Plan on watching: İyi Günde Kötü Günde, Kuzey Yıldızı İlk Aşk And right this second I am watching the first episode of Menajerimi Ara. I don’t have a life, don’t ask. 🤣

Heeeey !!! I enjoyed your thoughts so much so just wanted to ask what do you think of the recent SCK episode?! It's kinda driving me crazy having to wait a week every week xD Thankyou!

We got so much angst and will get so much more next week and it hurts but yeees, sign me up! Take my heart and stomp on it, I am ready go get hurt!😭 🤩 I kind of rambled, so it’s under the cut.

Serkan: Ok, so, basically we got a lot of of Serkan Bey wanting to spend every waking minute looking at Eda, wanting to be next to her (“What am I gonna do, just sit here?” – “Yes.” Lol, smooth, dude.) or throwing a fit because she’s not with him on this birthday that he never once gave a rat’s ass about in his life. Subtlety, thy name is not Serkan Bolat… And like, this is the absolutely oldest trope in the book but I am such a sucker for tough guys/robots going so soft for the girl they love and asdlfjalskfjal yes SMOTHER ME IN ALL THE SOFTNESS! 😭 The cheek kiss had me literally screaming because S.O.F.T.  THE WAY HE LOOKED AT EDA COULD MELT AN ICE CAP AND IS2G ONCE BOLAT KNOWS EDA LOVES HIM HE’S NOT GONNA HOLD BACK. We will die. I will definitely die. It was nice knowing you! Oh my Lord… Serkan Bolat looking at Eda will literally be the end of me.

Eda: Eda, my precious çiçeğim, is fighting so, so hard against her feelings. She’s realized she is in love but she can’t admit to it because that would make her vulnerable in a situation where, as far as she can tell, making herself vulnerable will lead to nothing but heartbreak. She overhears Serkan/Eda or sees the way Serkan hugs Selin back and there’s no doubt in her mind that her feelings are not karşılıklı and that he is still in love with Selin. So she’s trying to hold back, move the Selin thing along and keep her distance from him… quite a role reversal these two have gone through. On the one hand I wanna scream at her and say “Don’t you see the way he looks at you 24/7, like you hung the moon?!” but at the same GIMME ALL THE PINING! THIS THE KIND OF ANGST AND PAIN I AM HERE FOR!

Eda/Serkan’s conflict:   I’m gonna say it soooorta came out of nowhere for me. On the one hand the things leading up to it all made sense – Eda behaving weirdly all day, Serkan being insecure/confused, Eda being the only one that had the papers – but at the same time Serkan throwing every bit of trust they’ve built over the last two-three episodes out the window over this within all of two seconds seemed odd. I guess I’m just getting used to soft!Serkan a bit too quickly and was surprised to see business!Serkan jump out. Business!Serkan’s reaction was… well, not valid, but also not unusual. Eda did mess up there; even if it wasn’t by sending the pictures herself, but by not being careful enough. I’m curious to see how they’ll resolve this next episode. Serkan looked like he knew he fucked up exactly 1.47 seconds after he told her to leave, so will he “accidentally” take Sirius for a walk in her Mahalle again and apologize? Or will we get to see Eda being a badass bitch for an entire episode like the fragman promised (PLEASE!!) and show him he was wrong. (Possible parallel to the “You don’t trust me” scene at the cliff?) Selin: I honestly can’t stand her but ngl one of the highlights of the episode for me was their dinner scene. She gave him a watch and looked so pleased with her “so well thought out” idea when apparently everyone and their mother knows he gets a dozen+ watches for his birthday every single year and gives all of them away. It could be that she knows he doesn’t usually care for his birthday and therefore didn’t waste a whole lot of time on deciding what to get, or genuinely thinks he likes them, which means she doesn’t know him all that well. Either way, petty me loved this scene ‘cause she’s so full of herself FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON HUH Aydan/Alptekin: I love Aydan more with every episode, I really do, and that makes me increasingly curious what happened between her and Alptekin and why he is being such a dick to her?? He can be nice and caring, as we were being shown in his scenes with Melo, so why can’t that fucker seem to care about his own family?! It most likely has to do with Serkan’s brother/trauma, yada yada yada, but until they show me a redeeming backstory I will WISH FOR HIM TO STEP ON A LEGO EVERY SINGLE TIME HE’S BEING AN ASS TO EITHER AYDAN OR SERKAN!😡😡😡

Engin/Pırıl: I’m not mad about it, tbh. 

Ceren/Engin would’ve been the less problematic pairing but I could see Engin/Pırıl make for a little more interesting filler scenes if necessary and I’m ok with that. Pırıl needs to stop being such a snitch, but she’s warming up to Eda and I kinda like their equation. Question for my boy Engin, though: Dude, you and Pırıl have been pining for one another for what seem to be YEARS, and not in the subtle way, SO HOW CAN YOU STILL BE SO CONFUSED/CLUELESS OVER THIS?? You have no issue flirting the pants of a random girl at an engagement party but can’t tell the girl you’ve been crushing on forever that you like her???

As for waiting an entire week: I feel ya but I’ve started watching so many dizis that I actually need 14 days in a week now. 

[vancila]

⏀✜❞§ and ✭ for noor (can ignore the hair one :D) Joe, Alev and Falco?

*imagines noor in a wig* what yeah oh sure

⏀ describe their usual smile

Noor seems like she’s almost caught off guard when she smiles, she tries to stifle it and stares at the floor until she can get her poker face back on. These days she doesn’t always return to neutral when she looks up, though.

Joe’s smile is most often wide, not showing teeth, but also not half-sided at all. Genuine and friendly.

Alev has a half-sided smirk, accompanied by a raised eyebrow. Easily breaks into a teethier grin.

Falco smiles politely, kind of shyly, but he’s easily coaxed into a wider smile if spoken to happily.

✜ what’s their posture like in a normal situation?

Noor stands with her back straight, toes neatly in line, shoulders pulled back in an almost soldier-like way, that shows she is used to carrying a large weapon. But, her head is bowed in a way that shows she was still nothing more than a tool, a showpiece in banquets.

Joe is a big man who’s used to being big, and carries himself in a confident way, back straight but shoulders relaxed, hips a tad bit pushed forward so he can comfortably put his thumbs through his belt loops.

Alev’s posture is relaxed but strong, legs staunchly apart, never quite still, swaying her weight from one foot to other. Chin proudly up and shoulders pulled back.

Falco stands slightly slouched as to make himself stand out a bit less. However, he is still a knight, alert and ready to head out at a moment’s notice, so despite trying to make himself look less intimidating, his stance is still strong.

❞ write a quote they would find themselves saying

“Sir, I’m afraid you underestimate me.”

“You don’t want to go there, mate.”

“You’d think they’d have learned by now, eh? Well, more fun for us.”

“They made their decision, foolish as it may be.”

§ how would their hair gray? or would they lose their hair first?

Joe grays up from his temples first, a couple of silver streaks in his otherwise black hair. He doesn’t mind too much.

Alev’s hair gets thinner, but it’s the silvery streaks she collects that really catch one’s eye. Kuzey laughed about her finally joining him.

Falco would likely lose his hair before it went gray.

✭ what is one of their favorite items?

Noor’s rifle is her lifeblood, her tool, her partner in crime and bodyguard.

Joe has a necklace he got from his mother, formerly belonging to Amanda. He hasn’t worn it since his teens, but it’s safely stashed back in his childhood home in Australia. It’s the only keepsake he has of the sister he never met and he has plenty of conflicted feelings about it.

Alev has her charm bracelet, filled with charms from her loved ones.

Falco has his dagger Kazim gave him, as knights are supposed to wield swords as their primary weapon but Kazim noticed a dagger fit his style better.

[trashbinbackyard]

grande fuckening

you probably wondered why i asked you your 12 most eligible fighters, here it is. The toughest of the tough may now be crammed together no matter what universe. and i’m writing this as the fuckening goes

The cast is revealed and it’s gonna be tough

And the horn rings and only Kuzey is gone already. Most are gathering what they need or running away from the field. Kazim and pirate queen fight fr supplies, Yaling wins and Kazim doesn’t risk his life. Apparently Danyel is scary now

Somehow Kestra is begging for death but Danyel (in this scenario basically Yastreb but i forgot to nickname him assdkfgprogj) is an asshole enough not to kill her  even though he was programmed to kill. Anze is playing a dangerous game stealing from evarian mercenary. Sarah has never seen a space cat before and tbh when she’s taller than you and has sharp teeth, i’d book it too. Tiny feisty lioness defeats Joa-four-guns and spares his life. Isabel is now out of supplies. And Sharni is not taking prisoners

Dead after day 1: Kuzey, Brianne

Isabel and Joa are bonding, how does she like his microsoft horse voice. Mor is cooking, good for her. Sharni is not taking prisoners, and vengeful blonde is out. Sarah ran into Joe and is spooked by the biceps, or, Joe ran into Sarah and is spooked by the mean-looking woman with a gun for a leg. Marcus wants to make himself comfortable the only way he knows, by convincing a tall dude to cuddle with him. Poor Kazim, this man has had enough

Second day quite peaceful, many are investigating the surroundings and finding things that may prove useful in the future. Kazim and Joseph are discussing plans and Lucas is very intent on hearing those plans. Fulvila, Sarah and Marcus have buddied up to go hunting. Mor and Ewan continue to be liked within sponsors

Dead after day 2:  Kuzey, Brianne, Alia

Cinnamon bun Ewan refuses to kill by command of Mahir, so he’s dead for him. Marcus isn’t a bloodthirsty killer either and spares Yaling. Charon is singing, i wonder what he is singing. Sarah refuses to fight another big dude, this time with four arms and books it again. Anze, Kazim and Nikita are discussing tactics. Sharni is apparently taking refugees. Kestra just has a long night, i believe in you

What a twist, now it’s Anze who is being robbed. Mahir is taking care of his supplies as well. Pacifist Marcus has to face his demons, and a fierce woman and a man with four arms. Sharni is practicing with a shortbow. Kazim is too much for Helena

Dead after day 3:  Kuzey, Brianne, Alia, Ewan, Joa, Fulvila

Anze is lost without his food. Nikita is crying. Yastreb, Leonie and Helena had a successful day. Joseph can’t start a fire, they were wet logs. Kazim does not allow anyone who’s name starts with M into his fire, his fire piss off. Charon gets more water after being robbed earlier

Isabel is homesick, and who could blame her honestly. This time Kazim is planning with Helena and it’s Nikita who eavesdrops on them. Sharni is building her weapon arsenal. Something happened to Yaling, oh no, did she sprain her ankle. Lioness defeats Romir as well but spares his life. Lucas continues to hear other’s plans.

Dead after day 4:  Kuzey, Brianne, Alia, Ewan, Joa, Fulvila

And the hoe Romir is he’s spending the night with Mahir. Yaling helps out Mor. Joseph is lost.jpg. Sarah is apparently done with the aliens and space cats. Holy SHIT SHARNI. Kesta is kind hearted enough to let Danyel into her shelter

Danyel you evil, evil man. Kazim’s no bullshit meter hit the top and he goes protecting a four eyed alien. Kestra is after Charon, watch out. Sharni teams up with Romir for resource hunt. Yaling and Marcus are being sneaky beaky. Leonie kills her commander to enforce her own survival skills, rest in peace Anze

Dead after day 5:  Kuzey, Brianne, Alia, Ewan, Joa, Fulvila, Helena, Mahir, Joseph, Anze

Marcus you doof, u gotta eat. Sarah isn’t taking any chances leaving anyone alive and down goes Danyel. Leonie and Lucas ran into each other and just go ‘nope’. Poor Isabel wanders on a lake and falls, void rest her soul

Kestra is begging for death again, she remains alive. Lucas you got no reason to be scared of a man with scars on his face, you are one too. Sarah is off to pick flowers after an eventful night. HOLY SHIT SHARNI ‘FIELD OF ROSES’ MY ASS. Nikita is a stealthy assassino.

Dead after day 6: Kuzey, Brianne, Alia, Ewan, Joa, Fulvila, Helena, Mahir, Joseph, Anze, Marcus, Danyel, Isabel, Charon, Mor

Leonie u doof. Kazim faces off with ‘gun for a leg’ Sarah and she’s dead now, bye. Nikita is very, very tired. Romir is sick, how long will he last. Sharni taking that spear she made into use, Lucas is her target, bow down bitches your queen is capable as fuck. Yaling is homesick

Yaling made end of Nikita, probably his own sword, good for you Yali. Kazim is a dead man after facing war veteran Kestra, rest in peace Kazim.

...And after that Romir faces Yaling, and now she’s dead by the sword she ended Nikita’s life moments earlier. Sharni is just hacking forward left adn right but decides to spare Kestra, will this backfire....

Dead after day 7: Kuzey, Brianne, Alia, Ewan, Joa, Fulvila, Helena, Mahir, Joseph, Anze, Marcus, Danyel, Isabel, Charon, Mor, Leonie, Sarah, Lucas, Nikita, Kazim, Yaling

How nice, not on each other’s throats for one night, maybe the last night

They spend the day in peace, Romir prepping for the fina showdown. Kestra is making a flowercrown. Sharni is remembering home, maybe soon she shall return

Dead after day 8:  Kuzey, Brianne, Alia, Ewan, Joa, Fulvila, Helena, Mahir, Joseph, Anze, Marcus, Danyel, Isabel, Charon, Mor, Leonie, Sarah, Lucas, Nikita, Kazim, Yaling

Sharni’s kindness to Kestra paid off, thus both women are even. Romir can’t get a fire to start and dies of cold

SHOCK AND BETRAYAL, well not really betrayal, but literal backstabbing. It was tough gal against tough gal, and war veteran takes the longer straw!

And this concludes the grande fuckening with Kestra as the victor!!

Some stats and kill counts, Sharni dominating with her ‘no prisoners’ attitude and 5 kills, second comes other gal i want to step on me, Kestra, and then master assassin hunter Kazim tied with hitman Marcus and assassin Nikita

Thank you for reading this far hope you enjoyed the grand fuckening you have been an amazing audience, thank you and goodbye!

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