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ive listened to your music through a lot of different avenues (headphones/eardbus/phone speaker/speakers in general); every time i do i still am able to hear something new in the effects or sound effects i'd never heard before, despite binge listening a lot of the time
i just wanna say its genuinely incredible how many layers your tracks have 💜💜💜 how many layers do they usually have?? or does it vary a lot?
it varies quite a bit!
i'll show this but i'll clarify something:
this is the project file for creature city, as an example. it goes to 216 tracks. but you have to take this track count with a grain of salt. some tracks are dedicated entirely to a sound that plays for half a second and thats it sometimes fkhljsdf.
regardless, no matter what genre of music i'm doing, a lot of my philosophy with layering and depth comes from my experience with the IDM* and neurofunk music scenes, where there's an absurd amount of layers, focus on fluid section transitions, and shifting soundscapes that seldom stay the same. a lot of artists in that space that have changed me forever in that regards are Iglooghost, Copycatt, Mr. Bill, False Noise, Noisia, Amon Tobin, and Culprate.
tho to be honest it's sort of a compulsion?
because tbh i think one of my weaknesses as an artist is i tend to be really self conscious about simplicity and straightforwardness. a lot of the times i definitely feel that i create more complexity than necessary to compensate for the fact that i don't always write an idea to work simply first. what i mean by that is a lot of rlly great songs are not trillions of layers and ideas all at once but just a simple idea executed satisfyingly, and i have a hard time doing that much of the time. a lot of my work can come off overproduced and stuff as a result and it's something i'm working hard to learn better how to do. it's a weird concept, because you train so much as an artist to do more advanced and complex things, you lose sight of rawness and straightforwardness at some point. with something like creature city i think the complexity is warranted, but yeahh it's a thing i think about!
i think if a song sounds top tier and is only like 10-20 tracks, that's the LIFE man. i find it super hard to make my own work engaging with so few tracks, i wanna challenge myself to get to that level.
i bring all this up bc i've seen like ppl go on about how many tracks they have in their projects as like a flex and tbh it's not really a flex at all sdfkjlsdfjk.
one of my fav examples of this concept i'm talking about is stromae and his record "alor on danse".
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vro makes a club classic using like a few tracks, a laptop, and the dinkiest midi keyboard i've ever seen in my life. to me that's a mastery that i do not have yet, and it's very important to me.
anyway just thought i'd write this <3
*IDM is a genre name I don't agree with, but just wrote it for posterity. I tend to call this genre of music "Progressive Electronic" or, as Aphex Twin has called it, "Brain Dance" music. we can have more discussion about the genre name of IDM at some point in the future.
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i wanna post a teaser for a thing I’m making but but idk if I should because it’s a little obvious
if my motivation stays, I’ll finish in either one day or a week, the grind depends💪🔥🐺
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“i warned you, emily.”
IOOOH I WONDER WHO IS SAYING THAT???!1!1!1!1!1!
#This isn’t the full image btw#the whole thing is a work in progress so the lines and color are messy#It’s probably obvious#But it’s not what you think#Whatever you’re thinking is WRONG#Probably#it’s not what you think#If i knew what you were thinking I would say it’s not what you think#Just take this as a grain of salt because it’s not what you think#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel emily#hazbin hotel sera#emily seraphim#sera seraphim#emily and sera#seraphim sisters#hazbin#erm chat?#Spoiler alert they make out#PLS IM JUST KIDDING THEY ARE SISTERS#I PROMISE DONT TAKE THAT SERIOUSLY THEY ARE NOT MAKING OUT🙏🙏#its not what you think
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Hate /heɪt/ verb -> Enduring anger focused on a particular person or group of persons. Over time hatred may generate the personality trait of hostility. Surprise /sɚˈpraɪz/ noun -> The briefest emotion, surprise is triggered by the sudden occurrence of an unexpected event. It is often a way station that leads, after more appraisal, to any of the other emotions. Fondness /ˈfɑnd·nəs/ noun -> A liking. Guilt /ɡɪlt/ noun -> Regret about a past action [...], a feeling of worry or unhappiness that you have because you have done something wrong, such as causing harm to another person.
Atlas of emotions + Cambridge dictionary
4MINUTES (2024) EP. 6
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#greattyme#thaidrama#uservix#userrlaura#raeblr#userbon#mjtag#rinblr#esmetracks#userrlana#tusersilence#vishingwell#userspring#dramasource#dailyasiandramas#fyeahthaidramas#tansgifs#gifs:fourm#the amount of fucking emotions tyme goes through in the spam of one goddamn night is insane like this isn't even all of it#again masterfull acting from jes because even lil ol stupid me can see all of this#like the way they showed all of this in a few scenes is fcking crazy man#wish people made metas about tyme's emotions in ep 6-7-8 because truly it's just so well written and acted#instead you guys get a 22 gifs gifset from me that's all I know how to do#also take that emotion website with a grain of salt. like it's fun to apply to blorbos#and to get a first level of understanding emotions and putting words on what you are feeling when you have no words at all#like it's better than nothing but it's not the bible some people seems to think it is#jes i'm sueing your babygirl eyes for emotional damage
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The Syd Poll
the topic of this poll is one that is frequently avoided in the pink floyd fandom, but inevitably one we all consider – our individual views on what we think caused syd's psychological struggles (and by extension, led to his departure from the band). I think that – at least in this neighborhood of tumblr – this is a conversation we are capable of having in a way that is civil, nuanced, and at least minimally disrespectful to syd.
So, to help facilitate this, here are some ground rules:
let's all assume we have a mutual understanding of the complexities of this. syd could never actually be reduced down to a poll, and all of our viewpoints are limited in various ways
the poll options just serve as just a conversation starter, and responses are not necessarily a statement of absolute beliefs
feel free to discuss as much or as little of your own perspective as you feel comfortable sharing.
in the case that debates break out, please try to assume good intent – and also demonstrate it (unless, for instance, someone is being blatantly insulting beyond a misunderstanding that needs correcting)
please do NOT vote if you are not actually a pink floyd fan with at least basic knowledge about what we're talking about here.
The options I've included below are not meant to be exhaustive, they are simply the "theories" that I have seen most commonly circulated. I have also decided not to include combinations. I'm fairly sure we'd all agree multiple factors were involved. Rather than make the poll too complicated, I ask you to instead select the one that you think is the "most" important to your viewpoint, and clarify further in your tags/comments as you wish.
so. here we go.
READ BEFORE VOTING ^^^^
(note of correction: "late-onset schizophrenia" should just be "schizophrenia". the typical timeline for onset of symptoms is late adolescence/early adulthood, so syd would've been well within that period at the time)
#pink floyd#syd barrett#//#I will sacrifice myself and go first with way too much detail. hopefully it will help other people feel more comfortable talking#I chose consensual use of psychedelics. mainly bc I am fairly certain that he suffered from severe hppd#it stands for 'hallucinogen persisting perception disorder' –speaking crudely its 'did too much acid and got stuck like that'#I do NOT expect this kind of oversharing from anyone else but the reason I think that is because -I- definitely have that#its comparatively mild but I notice a lot of the same kind of impacts.#I'm more prone to dissociation and overstimulation. it takes more mental energy to communicate. my perception plays a bit fast and loose.#(again. it's not -that- bad. and NO pity for me this was a completely predictable outcome that I DO think is a little funny) but digressing#I can clearly see how if those symptoms were significantly escalated it would be just like what was described by ppl who knew syd#I think its very unkind to refer to him as a “drug casualty”#but I'm fairly confident anyone who's done acid would say by about hour 8 of the trip “okay. yah. too much of this could do that to someone#in other words –although I'm pretty sure syd was also neurodivergent– I do think its at least possible that the lsd couldve been enough#I'm happy to talk more about any of this in asks/dms if anyone wants. genuinely very cool with discussing it#but anyway. that's my take – obviously based entirely on anecdotal evidence tho so take that with as many grains of salt as you wish
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i like rose actually hes full of Concepts. i like how leon could easily remind him of peony and of himself (personality, talented champion / older brother, beloved golden child) and i like how bede could also remind him of them/what his remark about seeing himself in bede could mean if taken as truth (ignored child, desperate to prove his worth / uncompromising confidence, needs to feel in control, perfectionistic) so he gives them both important roles to keep them around. very normal very well adjusted good job man.
swsh should have had 500 more lines of major npc dialogue. also leon and marnie should have talked about the whole being a symbolic king/princess thing. or she could talk to hop about it and he could talk about how he thinks leon feels about it which could be interesting also. even more economic fuckery talk i know its a sports thing but leon's Sponsor Cape drives me a little nuts. catch him between his own hopes/the needs of the league/rose's ideas specifically. he's been champion since he was like 10 right. something like that. im going back in time sneaking into the swsh writers room and taping up a big poster of N Harmonia. how soon we forget Boy King Prime. also pokespe was right rose should just be Objectively Correct about the impending energy crisis, his problem is that he tries to solve everything by himself by manipulating everyone around him, and is cool with putting the whole region in danger if he thinks it will Solve The Problem. his problem isnt being pro-nuclear power his problem is he thinks like a king. ideal swsh is anti-monarchy as well as anti-monopoly it would make more sense.
#pokemon swsh#this is part joke like pkmn games are pretty minimalist with storytelling. but swsh has So Much that they Could be doing yknow#the version of rose developing inside my brain is very funny. game-pokespe fusion guy#he's stumbled into the weirdo corner with ghetsis and lusamine but he thinks theyre super scary#like yeah kids are really convenient to manipulate and project my issues onto but i think you two are going too far perhaps *pleadingeyes*#leon should be tricked into fighting piers at 4am in a pokecenter parking lot. he regrets it later when he has time to think about it but-#-in the moment it is very heated#thinking about. formative life lessons for peony and rose#''the adults around you will discard you arbitrarily if they don't like you best''#the results of this projected back onto each other#rose keeping the idea that life is easiest when you don't have to invite conflict by letting other people have an equal say in what you-#-think is right#because conflict/tension/whatever will always make people act out and reject each other...#i can see the vision here. i get it. dont have to feel guilty if its just an inevitable consequence of human nature right#this turned back into a lot of pokevillain talk. its a hobby i guess. funny little conflict machines#take my bullshit with a grain of salt i havent played the dlcs and i dont plan to. money
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no but like it is stupid that people who want a consistent "historical" way of looking at Zelda lore insist that Hylia has to be in every game like she just is not. if this was anything like a real religion there would be evolution in how she's worshiped which ways she's worshiped etc etc but most people just lift shit from skyward sword or breath of the wild and assume it's valid for all parts of the "timeline" thats not how religions work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#glider rambles#ok i'm done now but this stuff makes me pissed you can tell#THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF YEARS AND WORSHIP AND PERCEPTION OF HER STAYS EXACTLY THE SAME WHAT ARE YOU ON#have you looked into how religion evolves at all?????????#are you insane???#even if you're an american who is more familiar with christianity i dont think you have an excuse because christianity has evolved RAPIDLY#since even like. the 1920s#did you know that in the early 1900s it was very common for protestant christians to have socialist leanings??#and it was really the work of people like billy graham who made a large majority of protestants more right-leaning#take this with a grain of salt i've only read like one book on it and done some basic research into billy graham but just.#dude. these people havent even heard of state shintoism (ben affleck smoking meme)#and yeah given that zelda in general is permanently stuck in a sort of weird technological development state under the same ruling family#(allegedly)#there is some basis for it remaining a *little* consistent#but overall no there should still be changes
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Omg you're back again hello 👀 how have you been????
Big mood on the "man I wish this author would finish their fic" LOL I've been rereading my own wiring recently and going wtf. Where's the rest of it?
For a limited time only babyyy
But I've been good. Extremely busy but it's okay, the pto is worth it. That's what I keep telling myself at least :) but how are you??? Is anything interesting happening? New developments perhaps 👀
The funny thing is that I've actually been talking with a few mutuals, and they've all told me that they recently went back to re-read their drafts. Maybe it's something in the air or we're all feeling a bit nostalgic? Or because everyone is on break since it's summer.
#cattycattitude#im self projecting#Right?? When I read an incomplete fic#I don't hound the author down to finish it because it's rude as hell and things take time. People are busy#not in this case. I have a direct open line of communication with this author and they are about to receive a very strongly worded pep talk#you know what i think it could be#and take this with a grain of salt cause I'm speaking from my experience#but i feel like since we know how we want the story to go#and we've basically crafted the entire fic in our heads#we only pick the parts that we really like#for example when go back to rewatch clips from a movie#we just watch the parts that we like#i dont give a shit about the random conversation 28 mins into the movie#but its important because it advances the plot or it serves another purpose but regardless its important#but since im writing it I have to add in that random conversation otherwise the fic doesn't make sense#but thats BORING#I DONT WANNA DO IT#so rather than just sitting down and taking the 2 minutes to write that dialogue#i just push it to the side and pretend that ill come back to it#but i dont cause its always going to something boring to me even if it really isn't#super duper big mwah#lovely person#ask
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Bad has so many reasons to be cautious, even paranoid, as anyone else on the island. From Federation nonsense to Dapper being kidnapped to the whole purgatory nonsense to whatever fuckass suit of armor “old friend” was setting up cameras in his house. But it compounds on his regular overly aware paranoid self to this state of hyper-paranoia. And as a demon who can and usually will lie, cheat, steal, and use sneaky underhanded tactics, he expects the craziest extent because he thinks of it, realizes it’s possible, and would use it himself. We saw this very obviously in purgatory - when he thought greens desperate last ditch effort to balance the scale was a super planned out tactic to tip the scale, so he did it first, all the hardcore base hunting, the spawn killing, there’s a reason every other tactic he used usually followed a main channel qsmp post with updated rules - all usually things he was surprised no one else thought of. But then this also piles onto the fact that he has to have things go his way, all the time, and that he’s argumentative as all get out, which led to the debate between him and Bagi yknow. Especially because he’s not just doing it for the sake of being right, he doesn’t think he’s paranoid, but that he’s exercising the right amount of caution.
So like. Listen dude. Yeah he’s got reasons to be paranoid. But his thought process around building vaults for separate cookie caches like they locked up the risus pills, only to scrap it because it’s not perfectly impenetrable, is extreme. His character has hardly been a leading example in someone who has reasonable reactions to things. And even when there isn’t his own children’s livelihoods potentially on the line, he has a need for control, and the most control he has is if he keeps the cookies in his inventory at all times. If he makes himself the sole point in which the others can get ones in a case of emergency, then he can control the variables. The problem is he’s unreliable about himself when he’s at his most rational and healthiest, and he’s far worse with the current memory and health issues he’s been mostly unaware of.
I dunno it’s like. There is never going to be a purely impenetrable base. And it’s not just a case of “Bagi just hasn’t lived through __ yet!”. Bad’s own logic about keeping the cookies on him at all times is flawed under his own logic, because Bagi is right - if someone has enough drive to break into separate secured cookie caches purely for the downfall of eggs, they more than certainly have enough drive to find a way to kill Bad and just take them from his inventory, or to just kill the eggs themselves. All it truly does is give Bad a sense of control, and soothe his paranoia.
#everyone let’s remember rurus’ tweet about bad NOT being in the blunt rotation. he would try to pluck cameras out of your eyes. and he will#make it seem like it’s the most reasonable thing to do in that moment#now this is more me complaining about shit I’ve been seeing on Twitter in the tags <3 love and peace but I’ve got beef#side note - to say the people who are commenting on qBad’s paranoia or this and that are all newcomers who just ‘weren’t there to experienc#-the dark times’ or ‘weren’t there for the egg deaths/nightmares’ like you are not immune to the way bbh can make something seem so#reasonable#he’s got his own reasons to be paranoid. and most everyone agreed that the base idea of a ‘cookie jar’ would need rethinking with security#but to say qBagi (or Jorge’s/other viewers) is shortsighted or naive. when qBad is THE definition of paranoia. of overreacting. like#qBad’s reaction extends from a mixture of care hyper paranoia and trauma response (which is half that hyper paranoia)#and he will pick and pick and pick until there’s nothing left to pick at#sometimes this is helpful. a lot of the time it’s not#and on the flip side it’s like y’all bad cares about the eggs to a ridiculous degree don’t be silly here okay. he does this because he care#even without a memory in his brain he calls them ‘little one’ and is gentle like. he cares#but at the same time this doesn’t always justify his nonsense. his thought processes. he’s Uber hyper paranoid and not easy to reason with#he’s selfish he can and will jump to extremes he’s overly controlling. and he’s the worlds most unreliable narrator#I’ve been saying this I’ll keep saying this he’s an unreliable narrator! this doesn’t make everything he says or thinks bullshit but you#cannot take what he says to himself how he justifies his actions etc etc in private at face value. unless he is making it EXPLICITLY CLEAR#he’s talking from a meta perspective as the creator of his character#you have to take his perspective with a grain of salt. because he will ‘I’m just a little guy and the world is out to get me’ his way outta#everything#there is a difference between reasonable caution from learned past experiences and overly anxious paranoid responses#idk I’m running out of steam sorry this is like a second post with the tags#and again I say this as a huge qBbh enjoyer lmao#mcyt#qsmp#q!bbh#q!bagi#z speaks
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character designers when they need to design a mascot for a masculine vocal synthesizer: and i will put a mole. under his LEFT eye
#its not a problem i love moles but it is funny. its always the left eye#i have a theory. i have a theory based purely off my own drawing habits. so take it with all the grains of salt#but i wonder if its because a lot of people are right handed and right handed artists may be inclined to put design elements like that#on the left side of the character (right of the page when the character is facing you)#that is. why i as a right handed artist puts stuff on the left all the time. its my hashtag drawing theory#but yeah it did make me laugh when like okay frimomen was released and i was like ooh he has a little mole and then i looked closer at#soyogi's design and i was like oh he has a mole too and then noa hex showed up. and then i looked back at#genbu and looked closer and realized he has some manner of THING on his eye that might be. a mole#i think its supposed to be a mole or some kind of birthmark. it has a line. im just always paranoid now because of#amnesia ikki drawing on that spade every day. what if he draws it on. what if he draws it on#but yeah. masc voice synths like to have stuff on their cheeks. if we go outside moles we have the voisona guys with like#mykiv having like. a circle. the target logo. i dunno. and kirune having his name <3#maybe theres also a connection to why so many dude vtubers have random stuff under their left eye or on their cheek#i think it probably comes from similar design philosophies. we need something on their face to stand out but not be too complicated#put a mole on that bad boy. or write his name there. either way works
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chat i have a question because it’s been bugging me for years
#it’s a random question but genuinely i can’t tell what the answer is 😭😭😭#i am pretty sure last if i recall david in his book#said that freddie wrote a song for/about him#and that’s the most straightforward fact we have#if i recall i don’t think he ever said a title??#or he made a guess on what it was#so idk if he just doesn’t remember or never was given a straightforward answer#or if he didn’t feel like mentioning the title???#BUT anyway it’s been bugging me because#the most people have narrowed it down to i think#is goflb or you take my breath away#which fits the most for a love song#i see people say both were written for him??#but the most popular conclusion i think i saw people#a few years back say it was golfb#but i ain’t got a clue i also saw people say love of my life was about david minns#but tbh i don’t really think it matches with what’s sung in the song? while i think john reid#did say that i think but ik it came from a weird biography or smth and tbh i take those with a grain of salt#and also idk if john reid just simply misrembered or smth#considered freddie said loml was written for nobody in mind#maybe i am stupid and there is a more straightforward answer#bluebell talks#not a heritage post#queen
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UPDATE UPDATE
FINALLY FOUND A WAY TO BUY SWEET HONEY, IT'LL ARRIVE AT 16 DECEMBER AT BEST.ALSO GOT A PHYSICAL VERSION OF CHERRY CRUSH LETS GOOO
#I'm wayy to happy over a book series targeted towards middle schoolers#oh my I wonder what that says about my maturity#or reading comprehension#we could dive into that#or just keep having fun#srs I'm insecure about my taste in books#or fictional media in general#oh crap these tags sounds pathetic#uhh you made it this far you might as well read coco caramel#or dizzy#maybe lucky stars too?#i can't remember what my feelings over the lucky star plot#but I remember the ending being underwhelming#I need to reread it takes my words with a grain of salt#all books that I listed were made by Cathy Cassidy#qishylia midnight ramblings#p.s#the wattpad reviews of 'the girl who lived' is where my insecurities of liking cathy cassidy's book really stems from#I disagree with her#but sometimes I find myself forcing myself to have the same opinion as her#because it's the 'correct opinion'#despite knowing the world won't stop spinning if I don't have the same opinion as another stranger on the internet over a niche book series#haha#I need a more assertive way of thinking
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totk is very fun dont get me wrong but i do feel like when they leaned into the "everyones being creative so lets have them make insane contraptions" thing they went so far into it that it reduced what originally made that part of botw so interesting— that these solutions were fully unintended and creative for having broken the game
#mileposting#totk lb#dont get me wrong building things is literally my entire major i love the concept they were going for here but it feels like they were both#1. too afraid to lean too far into it (limited use zonai devices)#2. too far invested in the idea (every fucking cave needs a hammer now. you cant just go in with a bomb like you used to#+ all of the enjoyment of these being unintended solutions is now limited because youre playing into what theyre expecting of you)#i think if youre gonna have a sequel that uses the same map you REALLY need to make it feel different in some way. and to me#unfortunately the map just feels like botw but . more boring because ive seen it all before#the depths are a cool area and the concept of sky islands are very neat#but it doesnt feel like enough to warrant an entire new game yet#though. please take all of this with a grain of salt as i havent gotten super far into the game yet#in any case the game is fun but i wish they would step out of the botw comfort zone LOL
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something something maybe the "no nightingales" line is some reverse dramatic irony. Maybe they know something about nightingales/the song/both that we don't, and that something has something to do with why Aziraphale looks like he realises it's all over when Crowley points it out. (And why Crowley says "we could have been us" like there's no other way out now, like it is all over)
Maybe that song/bridsong signifies them being together???? Maybe something else I'm missing???
But you sure can hear some birdsong just barely over the noise of the traffic in the scene where Aziraphale calls the Bentley their car. (It's the only scene where I can hear some, parallels S1)
And the Bentley sure does play the 2nd verse of the cover. S1 started it off, and it played throughout the credits. S2 plays the second verse. S3???????
Well there are 3 verses in the cover after all.
That certain night The night we met There was magic abroad in the air There were angels dining at the Ritz And a nightingale sang in Berkeley Square
I may be right I may be wrong But I'm perfectly willing to swear That when you turned and smiled at me A nightingale sang in Berkeley Square <--- We are here, maybe, idk maybe, I'm not saying anything, but something something it's interesting
The streets of town Were paved with stars It was such a romantic affair And as we kissed and said goodnight A nightingale sang in Berkeley Square
I know 'cause I was there That night in Berkeley Square
#good omens#good omens 2#ineffable husbands#i just made a post where i said im not smart enough#i'm notttt smart enough okay so take it with a grain of salt#but idk i just was thinking about it a lotttt something something they knowwwww somethingggg maybeeeeeeee perhaps#i dont know anything but i sure know when to pay attention to songs in shows and this maybe perhaps is one of those times especially since#Neil Gaiman said in reply to an ask that it's a reference but like it sure is it sure issss and what's going on thereeeee#why choose the 2nd verse to play in the car and not the 3rd hmmm even tho the 3rd mentions a kiss#and as well you know it's the 2nd one because the melody plays a lil so it plays just enough to be able to work it out#just sayingggg Neil Gaiman did say to listen to the lyrics sooo
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I'm not gonna post that -_- too out of pocket
#but what I WILL whisper in the tags. And this isn't what I was gonna post.#is that I can now accept in my old age that this is part of what I disliked about Vivienne in Inquisition#after all the posts I saw gassing her up (or rather. Not gassing her up really. Not talking about her character at all; just discourse)#I was so sorely disappointed with what I got. And I think all the moreso because I can imagine what this crowd would say about her#if she were white. Because of how for example some talk about Anders (never ever ever forgetting people referring to Anders as a liberal.#Because liberal just means 'white guy whose politics I don't like' to these people)#my point being I try to take it with a grain of salt that I'm sure fandom is really really weird about their dislike for VIvienne#and that she's not *remotely* held to the same standards as say Cullen who remains my inescapable enemy#But nonetheless. She fell short of my expectations. I mean everyone in Inquisition does I hate this game for a reason#Cullen remains at the top of my shitlist and the fact that his haters are so few and far between is proof of how awful fandom is#but you know. But I know. But you know. You know? It's complicated. I know better. I don't. It's just a feeling. You know?#I have further complicated feelings about mother giselle and barris and the whole thing but that's a little more unfair and personal#there isn't an alternative that would satisfy me let's say
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you know i should probably play sonic chronicles huh. since im interested in making a sonic rpg...
#especially since i heard-- though with sonic fans you have to take a lot of hate with a grain of salt atp-- but i heard#it was received poorly and part of it was because the rpg gameplay just didn't work out I think. and i think another part was also the stor#but yaknow. i guess if i wanna to this fr it would be a good point of reference of what works and what doesnt
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*looks between the WIPs wearily* ........... i..... really want to finish something. haven't in days. but i. my hands. don't want to. and my brain says no. my head hurts. i am frustrated because i just wanna enjoy drawing/writing. but it's not working at the moment.
#why do creative endeavours always become so frustrating ahaha#i should actually probably take a painkiller for this headache because after 5 hours it's. enough.#'but what if it goes away soon now that i'm sitting down and drinking water?' you had that same thought 5 hours ago you absolute dimwit.#i'm just never sure when pain is painful enough to do something about it? i am really not in tune with this meat vessel#a symptom of medication being demonized as a kid i guess#rule of thumb maybe? if i can't think straight and my eyes start doing that funny unfocused thing i should probably take care of it#and when time starts flowing weird#generally feeling a bit overwhelmed. i'm trying to do some things rn that i've been putting off#but the list of wants and needs to do is endless#*feels overwhelmed the moment i need to do anything so GRAIN OF SALT lmao*#personal
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