#James will follow Regulus to the end of the earth

[james-sunshine-potter]

Regulus “You make me so happy, it turns back to sad, There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have, You are so gorgeous it makes me so mad, You make me so happy, it turns back to sad, yeah, There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have,Guess I'll just stumble on home to my cats, Alone, unless you wanna come along,” Black

Meets…

James “Sometimes I wonder; when you sleep, Are you ever dreaming of me?, Sometimes when I look into your eyes, I pretend you're mine, all the damn time, 'Cause I like you” Potter

[versipellis21]

university au where regulus finally manages to escape from his family and decides to go to edinburgh for university because he thinks it’s the last place on earth sirius would ever go. except sirius has been on his own for five years, ever since he escaped too, and now wants to start university and decides to go to… edinburgh, thinking regulus would never, ever go there.

james starts university after a few difficult years where he struggled with mental illness a lot, and is determined to finish university at a normal pace instead of having to drop out. the new setting gives him the opportunity to work on his reputation and make sure everyone knows him as popular, always happy, sunshine trapped in a person james potter.

through his ex-girlfriend lily, who he is still in love with, he meets sirius black, the two become instant best friends and james is asked to move in with sirius and his other roommates, which he does.

at the same time he starts a job and gets obsessed with regulus, his mean coworker. he wants nothing more but to break down the walls regulus has built around himself for protection and see him as he truly is.

as the year continues to move on, james notices that to his great disappointment he’s starting to struggle with himself again. for now he thinks he can keep it under control, but then one day the two estranged brothers find out both of them are close to james, and drama follows. james gets so caught up in the nasty situation his mental health takes a big hit, soon enough it’s spiraling into something worse than ever, and keeping it a secret, as he wanted to, is no longer possible.

a fic with mentally ill james potter, characters portrayed as flawed humans, jegulus and wolfstar, a happy ending, and is still being updated.

ff: no shade in the shadow, by versipellis21

[tiredofthehumanlife]

A happy home (realizations pt 2)

Title looks like a Midwest emo song name dude 🙏give me strength

Barbie dolls: Jegulus x reader (James, Regulus, Your punk ass).

Words: 2.4k ish

Summary: Reggie is all like muh I don’t deserve love I’m just a poor peasant boy then he’s all like muh i should ignore all my friends bc I’m just a poor boy from the bourgeoisie and then you and James are like no 🥺 pookie and then hilarity ensues

Warnings: it's kinda angsty but it ends happy trust, mentions of panic attacks, mentions of Remus' dick, Harry Potter possibly mentioned, James has a mustache for about three sentences, regulus is all emo, its alright guys first one waa better ngl

Pt 1

After you and James used the classic kiss & run technique on Regulus, his mind was swamped with questions. Baby Black was having yet another crisis. Barty and Pandora had started a tally board marking up all his catastrophes. He was somewhere around the double digits at this point. Regulus wanted love, as any poor emo poetry loving teenager, but he felt he didn’t deserve love. He wanted. He wanted so much. Regulus wanted a house with a screeching screen door. He wanted a wrap around porch. He wanted beautiful tiles in his bathroom. He wanted nick nacks. A cluttered home is a house full of love and life. He wanted color in his home. Regulus’ parents’ house (attention to house not home) was cold. Regulus wanted a home. He thought of it frequently, planning the decor and colors. He would go to his little home in his head for comfort. After panic attacks he found himself pressed into a rocking chair, sitting on his wrap around porch and staring out at the beautiful garden in the backyard. His book open in his lap, his favorite pen between his fingers, tracing over his initials. Next to his chair was a small table with a mug full of his favorite tea.

With the more time he spent with you and James, he felt his fantasy home adapt. Suddenly when he visited he found your sweater flung over the back of his couch, James’ pictures on the wall. Which he could accept. Friends left their things at each others’ homes all the time. Friends made it onto each other’s walls frequently. He could handle your friendship infiltrating his home. Regulus appreciated you both no matter how much he threatened to kill you. It was his love language.

Regulus seemed to pull away. Suddenly you never saw him in the library, he didn't appear next to you, he didn't even hang out with Sirius and the others. He was actively avoiding you both. You tried to pretend you were wrong and just making things up. You knew it was true after you saw him in the Gryffindor commonroom again. 

But after you both kissed him, granted on the cheek, he malfunctioned. Regulus’ home changed rapidly. He was rocking in chair again, following the vines of the tomato plants with his eyes. His train of thought interrupted by the squeals of a small child. Regulus wondered what on earth was a child doing in his fantasy home. A small boy, no older than three or four, ran around the corner of Regulus’ porch. His little bare feet stomping on the wood. Regulus felt himself smile like nature. The boy was decked in jean overalls, a red shirt underneath. A small truck printed on the shirt was peaking out from under the edge of the overalls. He looked like James, Regulus realized. The boy heard louder footsteps following after him and squealed louder. The boy jumped into Regulus’ arms muttering something about ‘papa’. Regulus looked up from the boy to see James. Though now he had grown out his mustache, and wore matching overalls with the boy. James scooped the boy out of Regulus’ arms. James pecked Regulus’ cheek before dropping the three year old back to his feet. He ran off, zooming around the garden patches. James quickly went after him. James raced after the boy. They both laughed. The boy squealed when James caught him and tickled him. Regulus tore his eyes away when he felt someone touch his shoulder. He found you sitting next to him, in a matching rocking chair. You moved your hand up to his hair. You looked older, like James, not by much but enough for Regulus to know you all had left Hogwarts. You kissed Regulus on the lips gently. He felt warm. You leaned closer and leaned into his ear. You whispered to him that you loved him. Regulus felt his eyes prick with tears and his throat dry. You stood up and took his mug off the table. You walked away muttering about him drinking so much tea people will think you’re dehydrating him like a raisin.

It was change. Regulus didn’t like change and he didn’t like identifying his feelings. He couldn’t like you and he couldn’t like James. You were in a relationship. He can’t. He couldn’t. But he wanted. Regulus knew he wasn’t ever good at controlling his wants. So he avoided you and James. Regulus knew if he made eye contact he’d fall all over again. If he fell his heart home would be crushed. Regulus had to protect his home.

Regulus was sitting with Sirius. They were both talking and laughing comfortably. It was one of the few times you've seen Regulus without his journal in front of him. He caught sight of you standing at the steps of the Gryffindor commonroom. Regulus' smile fell and he quickly stood up. Regulus muttered something to Sirius before swinging his bag over his shoulder. As he breezed past you, you whispered a goodbye. He didn't return it, he didn't make eye contact, he ignored you entirely. Sirius had asked you what that was about but you just left the commonroom as silently as Regulus.

You brought it up with James. He was just as upset as you. The one thing you both feared was making Regulus uncomfortable and that's exactly what you had done. You and James had to have burned your trails into the floors with all your pacing but you decided on what to do. You'd confront him. Even though it seemed all Black relatives hated confrontation it was all you could do. You confront and apologize and beg him to come back to the group. You both missed his insults so much you felt sick. You looked for him everywhere. Days went by before you were finally able to find him. He was hunched over in the library. Regulus was sitting as far away from his regular table as possible. He was scribbling away in his journal, as usual. He glanced up when he noticed people approaching. Regulus quickly shut the journal and went to grab his bag.

"Please." James whispered. James sat in front of Regulus. You sat next to James. Regulus stared at the ceiling before gently letting his bag drop to the floor again. He sat back in his chair and rested his hands on top of his journal. You steeled yourself, clutching James’ hand under the table for support.

“We’re sorry. For everything. We didn’t want to make you uncomfortable. We were just being-“ You paused. You wanted to make everything make sense to Regulus. You needed to explain yourself, you couldn’t live with yourself if you left this thread hanging. “Brainless. We were just trying to harmlessly flirt and we would’ve stopped the second we felt you uncomfortable. We misread you, obviously. We miss you. You’re avoiding us and the rest of our friends. We need you to come back. We’ll leave you alone, we won’t even look at you if that works for you, so long as you come back. So.” You stopped and cleanched your jaw. You felt like you might cry if you kept talking. Though you already seemed to do a lot of that. James dropped your hand to rub your shoulder.

“So, we’re so sorry.” James finished for you. Regulus stayed silent. He looked between you and James. You saw it in his eyes, hatred, disgust, repugnance. You felt sick to your stomach, knowing you’d only see his distaste in his eyes. Never seeing all of Regulus in his eyes again, made your throat close and tears collect in your eyes. You pressed your hand against your mouth, looking away from him. You would not cry in front of him. You would not make Regulus feel like this was his fault. James squeezed your shoulder, moving his soothing hand to your back.

“I’m not good.” Regulus whispered. You quickly looked at him. How could he think that? He was staring down at his journal. Regulus squeezed his own hands, you knew his rings must’ve hurt. Regulus sucked in a sharp breath. “At speaking how I feel. I usually avoid it. I’d rather sit in silence than speak up.” He looked up. His eyes had tears like yours. You hadn’t made eye contact with James since before speaking but you assumed he was probably teary eyed as well. Regulus slid his closed journal to the middle of the table. He stood and pulled his bag over his shoulder. Regulus tapped on the table with his pen twice.

“Just return it.” Regulus whispered before leaving the library. You watched him walk away. You looked to James. Your tears had left leaving behind pure confusion.

“Did we just get told to go fuck our selves in poetry nerd?” You asked James. He looked just as confused as you. He glanced at the journal.

“He did say he’s bad at saying his feelings, maybe he wants us to read his feelings.” You stared down the journal. It was bound in black leather. A small string wrapped around it thrice. It was unsuspecting. You didn’t want to read it though. That felt wrong, going into Regulus’ private brain like that. He was constantly writing. His deepest darkest thoughts, you assumed. You once sneaked a peak at Sirius’ diary and you truly never needed to know in that extreme of detail what Remus’ dick looked like. You looked to James. He stared at you. You pressed your lips together, contemplating. You gently picked up the journal, scared it would shatter under your fingertips. You unwound the string. You pulled the front cover up. You found the first page had Regulus’ initials. You smiled and held it toward James for him to see. He laughed and turned the page. You saw the pages were full of Regulus’ flowing handwriting. Overflowing really. The lines of his poems were pressed up against each other. His letters interning with each other like a lovers hold. If you weren’t already absolutely totally in love with him, you would’ve fallen more looking at his pretty messy letters.

The last poem made you melt entirely. Regulus started speaking of a cold home. All the walls stained with blood and screams. He moved. A nice home with a porch, a reading nook, painted walls, a coat rack, a garden in the back, and you. He moved into a home with his two lovers, their presence sweeping over every inch of the house. There was ding in the doorframe to your shared bedroom, James had pulled a dresser up the stairs and tried to squeeze it through the door. You had painted in small forgotten corners of the house. A sunflower on the side of one of the kitchen drawers, a moon added to the coat rack, a heart on the corner of Regulus’ bedside table. The back door was newer than the rest of the house, James had flung a snowball so hard one winter he shattered the glass. Regulus had started talking of the rocking chairs on the back porch. His sentence fell off, unfinished. You set his journal down, leaning back in your chair. James followed your lead. You both sat in silence for a few minutes. Baby Black liked you both back. Say that 5 times fast. You sighed. You stretched your arms over your head.

“McGonagall did say we needed 20 minutes of reading everyday.” You whispered to James. He nodded and pulled the journal closer between you two. You both held onto it with one hand leaning closer to each other to read Regulus’ writing. You read and read and read and read. Regulus wrote so much he had to get new journals fairly regularly. This journal started a few days before meeting Sirius’ friends. The fast few pages were Regulus stressed with his workload. After that there was the first mention of you. Regulus spent a whole page explaining how gorgeous he found you. He spent another page after talking all about how handsome and beautiful James was. All of which you agreed with.

After that all his pages were dedicated to you two. Slowly as you worked through the pages together, and the candles around you melted, Regulus fell in love. His words were frillier. He spoke of a garden, and tea. Regulus told all about laying in field of flowers. He painted images of you three deep in love and extremely domestic. Regulus wrote of pain. The pain of knowing it could never be reciprocated, you were already with James and James was with you. The pain feeling every touch warm his heart before burning his skin with his own insecurities. He wrote how the kiss situation felt for him. All roses and sunshine until his own sick mind turned it against him, making him think it was all some big joke on him.

“We are really bad at reading people.” James muttered. You gasped and sat forward. Glad somebody said it.

“Right?!? Oh god we just can’t catch a break.” You clicked your tongue. James gently closed Regulus’ journal, wrapping the string around three times. You huffed and stood up. You and James left the Library, it was closing soon anyway. You both decided you had enough time before curfew to go to Regulus.

You returned his journal. Regulus stood in front of you staring and waiting. You and James let it all out. Laughing at your stupidity, apologizing for making him feel like he was some joke even if it was only for a few minutes, and confessing that a wrap around porch and back garden sounded perfect. Regulus was happy. He smiled at you both before telling you curfew was sneaking up behind you. James decided you three would get together and make plans on how to move forward with your relationship on Saturday in the courtyard. Regulus agreed. As you and James were heading off towards your own common rooms, Regulus called your names. He ran over to you from his commonroom door. He quickly kissed your cheek before James’. Regulus skittered off back to his commonroom without a second to spare. You smiled brightly at James. He returned the look. He intertwined your hands, swinging them back and forth. James started skipping down the hall, still holding onto your hand. You joined him. You were both carefree

You didn’t have anything to realize. You already knew you loved them both.

[pyromaniacbibliophile]

If the Marauders chose to survive

Peter who got scouted by Voldemort and actually thought about it and that scared him so much he went to James.

James who took one look at Peter and said fuck the war. I don't care, not now, not when my parents are dead and my best friend is considering the Death Nibblers. Fuck this.

Lily just grinned and asked what took him so long.

Barely out of school and so in love, Remus would have followed Sirius to the end of the earth and Sirius would not leave his brother in all but blood.

Only he wouldn't leave Regulus either.

Regulus who only wanted to protect his family.

Regulus who brought a sheepish Narcissa and her fiance Lucius who didn't think he had a choice, but now he did.

Severus who knew Regulus inside out and only chose Voldemort because who else did he have?

Severus who now had Regulus and Lily and Narcissa and a group of traumatised teenagers planning an escape.

Dorlas and Marlene who only fought for friends. So if those same friends were now staying in the battered old Potter Manor and refusing to stay for a war that wasn't theirs? Well, there was only one place for them.

Mary who had had friends for the first time at Hogwarts. Friends that somehow lasted seven years of school. Like hell were they going without her.

Bellatrix, laughing and wild, the Black Madness hadn't swallowed her up just yet, and really she didn't want to play mistress to a red eyed boy who was madder than her now.

Plans written and and re written.

An experimental potion, courtesy of Lily and Severus, in Orion Black's drink. Orion who then signed over the Noire Manor in Switzerland to Regulus Arcturus Black.

The same potion in Abraxas Malfoy's whiskey, Abraxas who then gave Lucius Abraxas Malfoy the Malfoi Mansion in, you guessed it, Switzerland.

Fabian and Gideon Prewett with an international portkey, their sister Molly and her fiance Arthur Weasley.

Alice Fortesque and her boyfriend Frank Longbottom with defiance and love in their eyes.

Pandora Rosier at the last second, smiling innocently with her best friend Xeno Lovegood. Oh, and her brother Evan Rosier. And his best friend Barty Crouch Jr.

So many who would have been Death Eaters in another life, one where they didn't get a choice.

Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Neville Longbottom, and Draco Malfoy growing up as brothers in two comfortable Manors, with plenty of money, plenty of love, plenty off family and two alive parents apiece.

Luna Lovegood, Scorpia Malfoy, and Ginny Weasley inseparable from birth.

Lyra Black-Lupin, Minnie Potter, and Rosa Meadows-McKinnon sisters for life

Fred and George Weasley being taught Potion-making by three geniuses: Lily Potter, Severus Snape, and Pandora Lovegood.

A family not torn by war.

A family by choice not blood.

[northlt03]

There are five parts to this story. Five people. Like the points of a star. Five stories. Four families. Five very, very traumatized kids. Though they weren't just kids at the end of it, that's how they started.

Regulus doesn't know when it all went wrong. When everything went to the dogs. Maybe it was when he begged Kreacher to leave without him. Maybe it was when he stepped into the cave with a fake locket in hand. Maybe it was when the Dark lord asked for Kreacher specifically. Maybe it was when he got the mark burned on his arm, more of a brand than a tattoo. Maybe it was when James Potter left and all the light seemed to leave his world. Maybe it was when his brother left their home. Maybe it was before that, when they were just kids. Maybe his tragedy was written far before he was born.

Whatever the reason. He was the first to die. Certainly not the last.

So he should be the narrator. It's something poetic, he thinks. The dead watching over the living. He was the first to go and like idiots, his friends followed.

The first time Regulus Black met Evan and Pandora Rosier, he was four. Sirius was five and disruptive already. He could never sit still. Evan and Pandora could.

And though four year old Regulus held his brother in the highest regard, he also wished for peace and quiet sometimes. He was also a rule following little shit. So if his mother said he had to get to know the children of other pureblood families, that is what he intended to do.

Regulus was fascinated by Evan and Pandora the first time he met them. There was just some other-worldly quality to them. As if they hadn't been meant to live on Earth at all.

And though they shared the same features with the rest of their family- meticulously styles blond hair and blue eyes, they didn't look like they quite belonged there either.

Evan Rosier had always been an enigma, someone entirely impossible to miss even if one was trying. And believe him, at first, Regulus tried. If Pandora was the rose, Evan was the bush. Guarded, prickly, but once he opened up, there was no telling when he would shut up.

Regulus grew fond of his annoying rants about any and every topic.

They never did talk about their parents. that was a forbidden topic. What happened in a family stayed in a family. No matter how close the Rosiers and the Blacks were, no matter if they were actually related.

Evan saw the marks on Regulus' pale skin. Regulus saw Evan flinch when his father raised his voice. Pandora saw Regulus shrink into the corner. Regulus saw her dissociate when it all got too much.

Pandora Rosier, named after a tragedy. She had told him the myth behind her name the first time they met. It felt jarring having a four year old casually say something so tragic without blinking. Regulus grew to like her queer habits, her strange stories and her ways.

Like Regulus, their paths were set in stone. Evan would grow and have to take over from his father. He would be betrothed and marry whichever pureblood his parents chose for him.

Regulus found cracks in his acts sometimes. His father did too. Little flinches, little frowns and scowls. He never spoke up, never said anything, but made it abundantly clear he never wanted any of that.

Pandora would have to marry some pureblood as well. The best suitor their parents could find, anyone that could strengthen their ties and keep their blood pure. She had suggested getting married to Regulus once as a joke and the three of them laughed all afternoon long.

Regulus knew he wasn't normal by the time he was seven or eight. When his eyes lingered on the boys his age at the balls. He would sail though the room with Pandora in his arms, trying his best not to step on her toes as they danced. But his eyes would seek out others. Even Evan at a point (they laughed about it later when they got older).

Regulus had known about the Dark Lord far before he stepped foot into Hogwarts. The wizard was like a dark shadow over him and his family. But merely a shadow, or so Regulus thought when he was younger. A boogey man in the shadows parents told children about to scare them into obedience.

As such, before he was eleven, Regulus had only known one type of people. The ones like his family. Pureblood, racist, rich assholes his brother despised so much.

It had been made abundantly clear to him that he wasn't his brother and he should never even try to be. After the disappointment of him getting sorted into Gryffindor, his parents had started to give up him.

Which still left Regulus in their clutches.

Regulus met Barty Crouch Jr in the line to get sorted. With their names so close in alphabetical order, they ended up right after one another.

But there was something that transcended their meeting. Something inevitable. Like two stars hurtling toward each other across the universe, finally exploding in a fiery supernova.

Barty Crouch jr was insane. That is the first impression Regulus remembered having of him. Even though he was a pureblood, Regulus had been told by his parents he was of the lesser kind. His father, a muggleborn sympathizer, which made him of the same category as the muggles. Filthy and disgusting.

Regulus tried to limit their interaction. But it was impossible to ignore Barty. Not because he had something profound to say or because he was magnetic. But simply because he talked a lot.

It was sometimes like he stole all the light in the room he walked into and put it over himself until there was nothing else to see but him. Until people had no choice but to look at him.

Regulus despised that about him at first. He and Evan gossiped under their covers about him in their first year after they had all been sorted together.

Just because they were all in one dorm did not necessarily mean they would have to be friends. So Regulus and Evan stuck together, with Pandora who would walk over from her Ravenclaw table over to their Slytherin one occasionally.

Barty tried to force his way into their little group, but they were pretty tight knit. Evan took his hatred for Barty Crouch jr as seriously as his father's for muggles.

Until one day when a girl sitting next to them laughed.

Regulus had first thought of Dorcas Meadowes as someone unimportant solely because she wasn't one of them, not from a pureblood family and not rich and certainly not a blood purist.

Sometimes, he thought he wouldn't be who he was if it wasn't for Dorcas Meadowes. She was witty and charming, quick to bite back and poke fun. She never took their insults to heart, going so far as to insult them back.

Pandora befriended her first. Then Evan who got dragged into it by his sister and then eventually, yes, even Regulus.

Barty Crouch jr was the first boy Regulus ever kissed. He promptly turned around and walked out of their dorm the moment they separated, his heart beating so fast in his chest he had thought it would fall out.

He hated Barty, like Evan did. Hated him because he did things like that, wrapped Regulus around his finger with pretty words and batting his eyelashes and then kissed him. He hated Barty because he pulled Regulus deeper and deeper into a hell Regulus knew he couldn't escape.

It was second year when Regulus first saw Barty with a bruise on his jaw that he wasn't bragging about. He was quiet, which was uncharted territory for Barty. And so, despite all his common sense telling him not to, Regulus became friends with Barty.

Dorcas never bought into the whole blood supremacy, her parents weren't like theirs. Regulus was so jealous of her, though he'd never admit that aloud. Dorcas didn't have to pledge her allegiance to the dark lord, never had to suffer through dinner with families like his, never had the fear that perforated every single inch of Regulus.

Regulus and Evan had to join. They had no other choice. It was allegiance or death. It caused the first rift between them and the girls. Barty, Regulus still thinks, just joined to defy his father. Or it might have something to do with the longing glances he shared with Evan, their silent beds at night, almost as if spells had been cast to keep eavesdroppers away, their clandestine meetings, their disshelved looks as they emerged from rooms alone.

In any case, knowing their story doesn't change the ending. Regulus still lost the love of his life. He still went against the dark lord. He still died. All for nothing.

The last time he saw Evan Rosier, he had a feeling his best friend knew. Evan kept the conversation going, bringing random topics as if desperate to keep Regulus talking to him, as if that could delay the inevitable, as if he could steal time to keep his best friend a little longer.

Regulus lingered in his doorway a moment longer than needed.

The last time he saw Pandora, he sobbed in her arms. He clung like she was the only constant in his life. He sobbed in her arms like she was who Sirius was supposed to be for him.

And she held him without complaint. She sobbed with him, begging him not to go.

Regulus did not linger in her doorway.

If there was anyone who could have convinced him not to do what he was planning to, it was her.

The last time he saw Dorcas, they had a fight. Regulus wanted to shake her by her shoulders. I'm going to die. He wanted to yell at her. I'm going to die, please don't let these be my last words to you. Please don't remember me like this.

Coward, she called him.

The word replayed in his head all the way to the cave.

I'm trying to be brave. He wanted to tell her. He wanted to tell James.

The last time he saw Barty, they got drunk. Just two kids, laughing and giggling among themselves. Regulus was tempted to tell him what he was going to do. He didn't.

He'd find out from the papers like the others.

Barty, eyes half lidded, that troublemaker smile on his face that Regulus had hated at first, sat back and pulled out a box from his pocket.

I'm going to ask him to marry me. He said. I don't care if the preacher doesn't marry us, I'll carve his heart out for Evan. I'll carve my own out for him.

Barty was just the sort of deranged who actually would.

Regulus lingered in his doorway, staring at a passed out Barty. He walked back in, kissed his hair, closed the ring box in his hand and put it back in his pocket before he left.

Barty didn't ask Evan to marry him. Not after Regulus never came back to them. Not after they both kept waiting for their star.

Dorcas wailed like Regulus had never heard her. She clutched her chest, her lover holding her like she could protect her from the evils of the world. And Dorcas collapsed in her arms.

And Regulus knew they were all broken far before that day.

Pandora didn't cry. She didn't laugh from that day on either.

Evan died next. A battle that too. Just the sort of dramatics Barty loved. Regulus watched it all play out.

Barty was too headstrong, too obsessed with going against his father, even if it meant being on opposite sides of the wand.

He was angry, so angry. He didn't know how Regulus died, or what he died doing. Maybe he thought Regulus died because of the other side. Whatever the reason, he took his anger out on others, on anyone not Death Eaters.

He was grinning one moment, using the Cruciatus curse on some ministry employee. He was laughing, oh gods, what had they come to?

He looked away, searching for the love of his life. Evan was halfway across the room, locked in a duel with Alastor Moody. Evan was a strong wizard, Barty knew, so he laughed when Evan blasted the guy's face, blowing nearly a chunk of his face off.

Moody had lost and eye, Barty was so proud of his lover, and Evan laughed as he looked at Barty.

Evan had a ring in his pocket now. Barty's was in a box full of Regulus' things. Maybe in another life, Evan could have asked him only for Barty to pull his ring out. They'd cry and laugh as they slid their rings on.

Instead, in the split second it took for Evan to look at Barty, in love, distracted, Moody sent a killing curse. It hit him straight in the chest. Evan was dead before the grin was wiped off Barty's face.

Dorcas died next. She never did talk to Barty ever again. Not when he came sobbing on her doorstep, on his knees. He lost everything. And so had she.

Marlene had just been killed the week before. Barty pleaded and begged, told her it was Peter Pettigrew who killed her. Dorcas did not believe him.

The Dark lord himself had to kill her.

And then there were two.

Pandora died soon after. Regulus was glad she at least got to have a husband, someone she loved. Her parents were dead, her brother also gone, and her best friends. All dead. She had a daughter, a small bundle of joy with hair so blond it was almost white and with the same curiosity in her eyes Pandora always had.

It was good. Until one day it wasn't.

And Barty was left alone, to wander for years. The only one left.

He didn't join them in the after life. But the Dementor kiss isn't what stole his soul. He had died far before his mortal body did.

He died when Regulus did. He died when Evan did. He died when Dorcas did. And he died when Pandora did. So when it was his time to leave. There was nothing left in him.

[mastermindmiko]

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Harry Potter 

what a relationship with them would look like:

Tom riddle

Draco Malfoy

Matteo Riddle

Oliver wood 

Percy Weasley Imagines:

Rainy dancing

Gatherings at the Burrow

Cedric Diggory Imagines:

reunions

Harry Potter Imagines:

Restless nights

Yellow

The Malfoy sister (completed)

part one  part two part three part four part five part six

Blue butterflies - part one and part two

Neville Longbottom Imagines:

greenhouse escapades

Fred Weasley Imagines:

Heaven on earth

Promised

Milestones

Tests

Poor Mrs Norris

mood board

Sirius Black Imagines:

Blood traitor

Parties

Enigma

My name

Moodboard 2

Third times' the charm

Grimmauld ceilings

Finally

George Weasley Imagines:

Drunk (complete)

Prologue part one Part two Part three Part four part five part six part seven

The ear that wasn't

Healing

Dancing

Draco Malfoy Imagines:

Potions Partners (complete)

Part one, Part two, Part three, Part four, part five, part six, part seven, part eight, part nine, part ten, part eleven, part twelve, part thirteen, part fourteen, part fifteen, part sixteen, part seventeen, part eighteen, part nineteen, part twenty, final part

Heart shaped eyes

Oliver Wood imagines:

Tensions

Mattheo Riddle imagines:

secrets

Ron Weasley Imagines:

Green eyed monster and green skin girl

You're in love

Charcoal pancakes and confessions

Gatherings at the Burrow

Oblivious

James Potter:

Rivals

The person at the opposite end of the table

Chess

Remus Lupin:

Secrets

NEWTs

Chilly Hogsmeade

Regulus Black:

Muggle world hideout

Ghost love part 2 part 3

The goblin wars

Come hell or high water (coming soon)

Tom Riddle:

Mr. Head boy

Charlie Weasley:

Dragon Healer

Bill Weasley:

Congratulations! You're a heartbreaker

More

More coming soon 

[youknowwho-mustnotbenamed]

November 29 - The Library | word count: 583 | @wolfstarmicrofic

People have places they naturally gravitate toward.

James gravitates toward the roof where he can feel the wind. Peter gravitates toward the common room where he can be surrounded by friends. Regulus gravitates toward the water where he can feel a connection to the earth. Remus gravitates toward the library where he can always find a quiet corner. Sirius gravitates toward Remus.

If there were ever a sign of soulmates, Sirius is sure this would be it. An invisible thread tying you together, a steady tug in your gut leading you toward your completion. Sirius finds he always makes his way to Remus eventually, able to find him even without the map.

Those two factors are how he finds Remus. Following the gentle yet steady tug in his gut, and the knowledge that more likely than not, the younger boy is in the library, seeking solitude from the rambunctious first years ready for the end of term.

Once in the library, the invisible string guides him through the maze of stacks to Remus’ side. While there are plenty of tables lining the center aisle, Remus prefers the single tables tucked deep in the stacks with only books to surround him. He is currently seated in one under a window, the warm summer light settling over his honey curls like a halo. His face is half cast in shadow, but Sirius can still make out the concentration on his face, and the way he tucks his bottom lip between his teeth at a particularly confusing section.

He leans against the shelf, merely watching for a while. He’s able to do that now. Just watch the other with the secure knowledge the he is Sirius’, and Sirius’ alone. That he gets this beautiful chaotic mess of a boy all to himself. And that he gets to watch him, without having to guard his expressions. He is free to love, and free to shout that love to the world—at the moment however, he will whisper it quietly, a gentle caress on the cheek.

“I can see you watching me.”

“Can you blame me? The view is heavenly.”

“Hardly.” Remus scoffs.

“Stop that.” Sirius says, sliding into the seat opposite. “You are beautiful.”

“I’m really not.”

“Well, you are to me. And I will not take any slander against my boyfriend.” He grins giddily at the last word, unable to contain the love from bursting forth. How can he? He has a beautiful boyfriend, and all the love in the world to give him.

Remus sighs. “What are you doing here, Sirius?”

“Can’t I see my lovely boyfriend?”

“Sirius…”

“What? I really do just want to spend time with you.” Originally, the plan had been to pester Remus until he left the library to cuddle in bed, but plans can change. Now, he has no interest in prying Remus from this spot until he is perfectly willing to go on his own. He’s learning that he needs to compromise sometimes, rather than demanding for things to go his way. So, if he wants to spend time with Remus, and Remus wants to stay in the library, then they can.

So, Sirius leans back in his chair, tangling their feet together under the table. From there, he has the perfect vantage point at which to watch Remus return to his book, flashing unconvinced looks at him for a solid ten minutes before getting completely invested in the world between the pages rather than the one he occupies.

[nightingale2004]

Severus as a God au! Hc

Personally, I think Severus would be the god of death, darkness, vengeance, shadows, and victims (I couldn't just choose one! They all suited him!!!!!)

Severus would not be the most worshipped or even the most liked god (obviously), so he would be hated by a lot of people

People would have written him or saw him as a cruel,unfair, power-hungry god (so pretty much similar to how most people saw Hades)

I feel like he would have a counterpart, which would be Lily, the Goddess of life, fire, nature, and agriculture or possibly charity

Severus's domain is in the underworld (once again, obviously)

He would be the protector of souls who have been through trauma, abuse, and assault

Even though not a lot of people like him, he still does have followers who ask for his guidance, a peaceful death for themselves or others, vengeance, and protection

I feel like he would have crows and raven birds that would help collect the souls of the dead and bring them to him

Severus is a very isolated god. He prefers the comfort of his domain rather than venturing outside of it.

The only time he ever does go outside his own domain is when he is summoned by Albus Dumbledore, the king of the Gods and Ruler of the heavens or when he goes to see Regulus Black, the god of the seas and/or Minerva McGonagall, the Goddess of cats, witchcraft, and the queen of the gods (no she and Dumbledore aren't together romantically. It is purely platonic, and he trusts her to help keep the others in line)

He and Lily used to be close and loved each other like brother and sister despite their differences, but when the Sun God James Potter and his group of friends came in, their relationship crumbled from there

Severus would look pretty much the same, white pale skin, skinny to where you can see his skeleton, the roman nose, pitch black hair, and black as death eyes

He would wear a large black hooded cloak that would cover his whole body. His clothes underneath would be black, grey, dark grey, and sometimes white. He would also have dark feathered wings on his back under his cloak

If he had a weapon, it would be able to change depending on the situation

Despite what most of his haters would think, Severus is actually more than fair. When a person dies and he sees their soul and what they did in their life, he will either put them in paradise (where the good souls go and rest in peace) or purgatory (where the souls go and face punishment for their awful actions)

He has been tormented by James and his group whenever he used to visit the earth realm himself. After his friendship with Lily ended, he remained in his domain ever since, most of the time

The crows and ravens also serve as his eyes and ears on earth

Severus's presence is very noticeable. Whenever Severus is around, it's cold, the shadows on his cloak will surround him, and he will have a dark and cold presence. Also, a crow or raven will be by his side

Severus watches over the souls that are stuck and have become ghosts and make sure they don't cause too much trouble for the living

Severus normally has the hood of his cloak up and almost never shows his face

People have made up stories about how he became a God of death. Some say he was chosen by Dumbledore after Severus died in a brutal way when he was human. Some say he was created from the bones of the dead in a dark cave. Others have even said Severus gave up his soul or traded places with death itself. Along with him being awakened from the soil of an unnamed forgotten grave by a crow

Severus's powers include shadow travel, death magic, shadow magic, sensing when someone is about to die, necromancy, can raise an army of eyes dead, shape-shifting, soul magic, dark magic, and can see your memories and thoughts

Severus and Remus (the god of the moon, wolves, and the wild) are mutual with each other, but he doesn't like Sirius (the dog god and the god of the stars) James (the god of the Sun), or Peter (the Rat god)

The marauders still tormented him and would often disturb him when he was on business

Sirius hates that Regulus goes anywhere near the death god

Severus would often change his form for children so he won't scare them

Severus would act like he has no soul and is completely dead inside, but in reality, he is a softie and a very fair and caring god and has a caring soul

Hates taking away life from those that don't deserve it, but he has to respect the balance and not tip the scales

He doesn't care that he's hated if it means that he must do what needs to be done.

What he doesn't say in words, he shows through action

If you were to see a statue of him, he would have three animals by his side. The black bird, a cat, and a snake

He has three animals. The ravens and the crows collect the souls of the dead. The snake is the protector of souls who are victims, and the Black cat is the sign that Death, aka Severus, is near

[lulublack90]

Prompt 16 - Invisible

@jegulus-microfic August 16, Word count 1000

Previous part First Wolfstar part

Dumbledore’s answer came swiftly, carried with his phoenix patronus. Regulus didn’t think it was nearly as impressive as James’s stag, but he kept that to himself as his old headmaster’s voice sounded from the bird’s open beak. 

“You are welcome, of course, whenever you are available. The password for the Slytherin Common room is, Oxyuranus microlepidotus. I would ask that you come to my office to discuss a few things once you have done whatever it is that you are doing.” The message ended there.

"Oxyuranus microlepidotus, that’s a weird one,” James said, his face screwed up as he tried to decipher the meaning. 

“It’s the Latin name for the most poisonous snake in the world, the Inland taipan,” Regulus told him. “It’s found in Australia. It’s tiny but packs a punch when it bites.” Regulus shrugged his shoulders. Barty had called him one before, as the snake tends to be quite shy unless provoked, and then you’d better watch out. 

“Fair enough. Right cloak on we’re going back to school,” James grinned at him. Regulus threw the cloak over himself and took James’s proffered hand and they apparated. 

They landed just outside of Hogsmeade, not far from the shrieking shack. Regulus shivered when he looked at the dilapidated abandoned house. James began to walk forward and, after checking no one was watching him, made his way towards the shrieking shack. 

“James, we can’t go near it. It’s haunted!” Regulus hissed as quietly as he could at James’s side. 

“It’s not,” James’s face had a tightness to it that Regulus hadn’t seen before, tinged with sadness. “Trust me, it’s fine,” He said, pushing open the cracked front door. Regulus paused only a moment before he followed James into the gloomy house, the door closing far quieter than it should have behind him. 

“Lumos,” James muttered, raising his wand as the tip shone bright, lighting up the dusty room. Regulus stared around the neglected room, taking in the peeling wallpaper and broken furniture. He looked down at a broken chair leg by his feet. It had strange indents in it all the way down, and it looked like some of the wood had been stripped away. It clicked what this place had been used for when he saw the odd grooves in the floorboards that continued up the walls. 

“Please tell me this isn’t where they put Remus when he was at school?” He asked, knowing the answer. James just nodded, swallowing thickly. 

“We managed to get him out into the forest for his last few years. That’s why we’re all animagi. We figured out how to do it in fifth year. Before that, he’d just attack himself. That’s why he has so many scars.” James pointed out some long dried brown stains and patches of dust-clung silvery fur. “It was incredibly reckless, and we were total idiots for even attempting it, but it’s what was best for Remus. If we hadn’t done it, I hate to think what he would have been like.” 

"Wait, you're animagi?!" Regulus questioned, his brows shooting up his head. James nodded. 

"Er, yeah, sorry I thought you knew," 

"What are you?" Regulus whispered. 

"A stag," James smiled widely. Just like his patronus, Regulus thought.

James led him to a door on the other side of the room. Behind it was a tunnel carved right into the earth leading away from the shack. Regulus was happy to leave that sorry little house, he could almost feel the misery there, not unlike Grimmauld Place. 

He had to stoop low to get through the tunnel. James was almost on his hands and knees, he was so tall. It took them a while to get to the end of it where it opened up again for them to stand. Above his head was a narrow opening, letting in the pale moonlight from above. The moon was half full already. Where had the time gone? Soon, Sirius, Remus and the rest of the pack would be turning into deadly werewolves. He and James would have to leave the camp. He realised it wouldn’t be safe for them, well him, as he couldn’t turn into an animal at will. He found he hated the idea of James in his animal form surrounded by those twenty wolves. Maybe they could hide away in Potter Manor for the night. He could cuddle up with James again, just the two of them. 

“Love?” James squeezed his shoulder gently, bringing him back to the present. 

“Sorry, did you say something?” He apologised, giving his full attention to James now. He realised that James must have been calling him for a while before he found him, as he, of course, was invisible.“Yes,” James chuckled quietly. “I’ll go up and freeze the tree, and you follow once I’m out. It’ll be safer if you don’t talk once we’re up, just in case.” James then scrambled up the side of the wall, using protruding tree roots as hand and footholds, and disappeared. Regulus took the same path as James did, finding it a lot harder than James made it look, especially under the cloak. 

When he finally emerged, he gasped when he took in which tree James had been on about. He’d thought it sounded weird when James had said about freezing the tree. The whomping willow towered above them, its usually flailing branches were completely still. James turned away from it and began to walk towards the castle, faintly glowing in the distance. Regulus looked up at it and felt nothing. This was the place that had managed to snatch his brother away from him, and he’d never forgive it for all the time they’d lost being at each other’s throats because some mouldy old hat had split them up and put them as far away from each other as the castle could manage. He spat on the floor glaring up at the pale stone walls, vowing after tonight he’d never step foot in it again.  

Next part

[cressthebest]

Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 40

chapter 60:

1. y’all, marlene surviving is like the jaws theme only getting louder each second

2. dorlene is so fucking tragic omg

3. okay yall, kinda curious why sirius was immune to the green mist

4. bingly, lily, and mary trio >>>>>>>>

5. MARYLILY FOR THE FUCKING WIN

6. …where the fuck did regulus run off to?

7. “Sirius feels fucking sick. He should have never touched him. He was so selfish to ever, ever, ever touch him.” going feral over him

8. 😭😭😭 sirius took a chunk out of riddle’s arm so now his has immunity. i love him so dearly

9. regulus the little shit has abeeforth climb a tree

10. “He's pretty sure he was just focused on getting outside, and killing would take a little more time and effort, which is likely the only thing that saved those people's lives.” LMAO

11. i am unwell over the sirius and effie/flea reunion

12. “Because he loves Sirius like a brother, a mother, a father, a friend, an enemy, a reflection, and like no other. He can't stop that any more than Sirius can stop loving him as a brother, a son, a daughter, a friend, an enemy, a reflection, and like no one else.”

13. “Before Regulus ever found the sun in James, Sirius was the brightest light he knew; his guiding star. Regulus would have followed him anywhere, to the ends of the earth and beyond, and he still will even now.

Maybe especially now.”

please, i’m so tired 😞😞 i’m so goddamn tired

14. this was such a good chapter for my ships omg

chapter 61:

1. james thinking regulus is an angel when high off his ass on meds >>>>>>>>

2. stop! don’t take his skin!!! 😭😭😭

3. “James smiles at the angel and risks being smited…smote?” smitten, i believe. (you’re being silly)

4. me blubbering: remudsd and jambes

5. hospital bed cuddles >>>>>>>>>>>>>> s tier

6. “"I love you, James. I loved you from the start, I love you now, and I'll love you for as long as love is something that exists—and, if it ever stops existing, I'll reinvent it just for you."” i- will i ever find a love like this?

7. im kinda loving this characterization of remus in which he feels no remorse for the times he’s murdered

8. “But it was muzzled like a dog and left to snarl and foam at the mouth, defiance building until he never misses a chance to bite. But they silenced it, and he has found his voice, and now, now they hear him scream.”

9. “i’m sat”

10. god, they can’t even break up without being so in love. they end up on a bed instead :/

11. “"I'll do it until we're old and grey," Remus murmurs.

"If we get there," Sirius whispers.

Remus strokes his hair. "We'll get there."”

they’re my model for how to love

[lupinblacktheone]

The world through his lenses

Sirius decides to give Harry another Christmas gift: a history of James’ past. As told through Regulus’ eyes.

Dinner was at its end, with gifts exchanged and plates being washed. Harry was ready to go to bed and try to forget the latest horrors of his life when he felt his godfather’s hand on the top of his head.

            “Come with us.”

            Behind him, there was Remus Lupin, of course. They led him to a clean, unused room.

            “This used to be my brother’s”, Sirius explained as Remus opened the wardrobe to pick up a wooden box. “He was Orion and Walburga’s pride and joy until they found out what he had been doing.”

            “Cut off the suspense”, Remus said, handing him the box. “You are killing the boy.”

            “Oh, shut up, you”, Sirius rolled his eyes. “This was him at his fifth year, I guess”, he passed the photo to Harry.

            In his youth, Regulus Arcturus was a thinner and slightly taller version of his older brother. It was very easy to say where the genes had come from.

            “He was a very reserved creature, but someone managed to break through that.”

            “Who?”

            “Your dad”, he said with an affectionate, nostalgic smile. “He thought it would be easy, after all, he was already friends with me.”

            “Oh, how wrong he was”, Remus sat on the bed by Sirius’ side.

            “Regulus and I were not on speaking terms at the time, so I cannot give you all the details, but what James told me was that he laid eyes on Regulus one night and it was as if the centre of the Earth had changed. He decided to make a move that very night.”

            “Ugh, that was so stupid”, Remus complained.

            “What did he do? Lit the main hall up with fireworks?

            “Nah, he considered it too pranky, so he followed Regulus into the dungeons after dinner and asked if they could meet by the Lake the following night.”

            “Let me guess: he didn’t show up.”

            “On the contrary. He did.”, Sirius shook his head, staring at the floorboard. “With Rosier and Crouch by his side.”

            Harry stared at Remus, who was ready to pick up the story from there.

            “And they asked where we were”, he pointed at himself and Sirius. “You see, Harry, they thought James wanted a duel.”

            “How did he get out of there?”

            “Well, because they wouldn’t agree that was just a misunderstanding and leaving would be admitting defeat, all of them were ready to wait for someone who would fight by James’ side to pass by.”

            “That was it? They waited?”

            “These people were all about rules. Even the ones about duels. That level of decency probably saved James’ arse that night”, Sirius spoke again. “Unfortunately for them, Minnie found them before we did. She gave them detention and took 15 points from each House. When they were cleaning old trophies, all they could do was to chat.”

            “That was James’ chance. He had to explain to Regulus that what he actually wanted was a date.”

            “And he also had to convince Regulus he was being serious. The hardest part of it all”, they laughed. “He was lucky my brother was feeling mischievous. I had just been disowned and he thought he could get away with anything, so he agreed to go on a public date. He also knew he had some time before school gossip reached his parents’ ears, so he went crazy on future dates, calling James the love of his life and even accepting some PDAs.”

            “That sounds mean”, Harry mentioned, frowning.

            “A little, but James was glad to participate in their disgrace. And deep down, he expected Regulus to run away as soon as he received a letter from home, so why not have fun while he could?”, Sirius scoffed. “That was until Walburga threatened James’ parents.”

            “What did she say?”

            “She would have them killed if he didn’t stop seeing James.”

            “And what did he do?”

            “He broke up with James”, Sirius sighed again. “It destroyed both of them. And we only heard of Regulus again on your parents’ wedding, because he sent a gift with a note. It said:”, he snatched some notes off his pocket. “I want you to be as safe and happy as one can be in this day and age. I swear I will try to buy you as much time as I can. In the meantime, please take care of my heart. It will be in your pocket from now on.”

            “Why are you telling me this?”, Harry stared at his godfather, his expression between confused and angry.

            “Because if I don’t, no one else will”, he answered, simply. “This is a side of your father he didn’t show to the rest of the Order.”

            “And how do you know all this?”

            “I read Regulus’ journal, obviously”, the man laughed, holding the snatched notes. “I gave it to Dumbledore and Moody, maybe there is something useful about Voldemort’s recruiting tactics there, but I decided that my brother’s relationships were off-limits, so I kept those”, he fanned himself with the papers. “Nevertheless, I want you to have the pictures and the drawings”, he gave Harry an envelope sealed with tape. The backside read: J.F.P & R.A.B. – 1975. “Now, Harry, the only bad thing James did to my brother was making him insufferably sappy, so for the sake of your old godfather, please open that when you are back at your dorm, will you?”

            ***

            It turned out Regulus Black loved drawing James Potter, especially during Quidditch practice — Harry noted that as time passed, he fell more and more in love with his muse. As an even more carefree young lad, James would smile all the time, as if he knew he was being watched by an artist.

            Regulus played a bit with photography too, registering snippets of their time together. Amongst the images, there was what Harry was both more curious about and feared the most: an unsent letter. The page had various creases and old damp marks.

            My dear James,

            I want to thank you for the time we shared. I also have to say that I hope you move on. I heard you are getting closer to Lily Evans. I reckon she’ll be good to you. And she will also be able to give you what I couldn’t. A safe life under the Order’s good graces, for starters.

            I was being honest that night: I will do everything in my power to keep your parents safe. That includes receiving a Dark Mark — please, I beg you, do not tell my brother, this is hard enough as it is already.

            I wonder if this isn’t some kind of elaborate torture — they forcing me to watch as you live happily ever after and not only that: they expect me to be ready to manslaughter your family on command.

            Despite all this, I need you to know I love you dearly and that is why I ask you to forgive me for insisting on leaving. And… maybe you could remember me as the lad who fell for you, not your best friend’s younger brother or the idiot who was forced to join the wrong side?

            With all the love in the world,

            Your Reggie.

            “What are you reading, love?”

            Harry rested his head against the sofa, trying to catch a glimpse of who was talking to him, although he knew very well who was it. He smiled, accepting the cuppa and the peck the other man offered him.

            “A letter to my dad.”

            “Oh… from whom?”, Draco snuggled up to his boyfriend.

            “His ex-boyfriend”

            “Wait, your dad was bi?”, Harry nodded with a little smirk. “Tell me all about it. Who was he dating?”

            Harry paused for a bit. Draco was more than well-educated on the Black family tree — he was part of it, for Merlin’s sake! He wondered if telling Draco about the past of a relative would be like poking a wound with a chopstick. Personally, he wasn’t interested on learning anything about the Dursleys.

            “I am waiting for the tea, Potter”, Draco let out an indiscreet laugh.

            “Did your mother ever old you about her cousins?”

            “You and I both know my mother has dozens of cousins, but I presume you mean Walburga and Orion’s sons.”

            “My father’s ex was Regulus.”

            “WHAT? He dated your godfather’s brother? Weren’t they, like, best friends?”, Harry nodded. “Well, I understand his perspective.”

            “What are you talking about?”

            “We Slytherins are very charming.

[philosophywizzard]

Headcanons!

That literally no one asked for!!

For: @siriuslyobsessed394

[ 🐺🐾🦌🐀]

James Potter:

He is a surprisingly good artist. He often doodles in class, mostly drawings of Lily or of him and his friends messing around.

He is a bit of a show-off. He loves to impress people with his skills, whether it is Quidditch, Transfiguration, or just being witty and charming. His charm of him gets many people to fall head-over-heels for him. After all, this is the James Fleamont Potter we're talking about - rich as an old painting with gentle parents.

He will do anything for his friends, and they know he always has their backs. But. He does have a favorite friend, and that's his partner in crime, Sirius. Sometimes, the power balance in the friendships can be way off, and he notices this but chooses to stay oblivious, wanting to keep the visage of a perfectly charming friend group for his parents and for himself.

He is fond of his Animagus form, Prongs the stag, and often spends time in the Forbidden Forest with the creatures there. Then proceeds to be kicked out by the centaurs because he won't stop interrupting their hunt.

Despite his bravado, he sometimes worries that he isn't good enough for Lily or that he isn't living up to his parents' expectations. Most of the time, James tends to lash out or push people he cares about away from him whenever he feels not like himself. He obsesses over perfection and can't stand anything that doesn't fix a box he's made. Some of this anger is let out by finding people to prank or antagonize Slytherins. (Sort of has black-and-white views)

He writes Lily Evans love poems and serenades her whenever he sees her. Sometimes he follows her around, using the Marauders Map, even though his friends constantly remind him that it's weird and he should just speak to her like a normal human being.

He is a good person at heart. He is kind and compassionate and always tries to do the right thing, even if he sometimes makes mistakes along the way. But that perfectionism...the fear of failing people around him - James usually acts as if his kindness should overshadow the bad things he's said and done, and this aggravates some people around him.

Sirius Black:

He has an interesting sense of humor. Sarcasm is a language he's very good with, and he loves a good prank, even more than James. He always jokes dramatically, and even after James became "mature" in their last year, Sirius kept playing absurd pranks and even brought it up a little bit on their last day of school.

He is overly protective of those he loves. This extends beyond his close friends. He is incredibly loyal and will defend them to the death, sometimes even when they don't deserve it. Like, for example, if James did something Sirius knows is bad, Sirius will still make up excuses or take his side on the matter. He could follow him to the ends of the earth if he had the chance.

He is very intelligent but often impulsive. He'll make up these brilliant plans but rarely thinks of the consequences of his actions, leading him into trouble. This impulsiveness soon manifests into recklessness by the time he gets out of Hogwarts.

He has a deep-seated anger towards his family. He feels trapped and suffocated by their pure-blood fanaticism, and his upbringing and his brother, Regulus, didn't make things any better for him. This anger would bring out destructive ways of coping, even towards those who didn't deserve it. He's like that with nearly every single Slytherin, and anyone close to Regulus is just a huge waving red flag.

He is a natural leader, even though he often follows James because of fondness, he possesses a charisma and confidence that draws people to him like moths to a lamp. He can be extremely persuasive and inspiring when he chooses to be. (Unfortunately, this isn't all the time.)

He struggles with his own identity. He rebelled against his family's expectations but sometimes struggled to define who he was outside of that rebellion. He wants to be someone who keeps being adored - so adored that kids in the same crappy life he used to have would look up to him.

(continuation) Sirius tries a lot of different things. Since he's so used to going on with girls, he starts to check if guys work the same way for him but only comes up with two males that he'd ever willingly go out with, and those are his friends, James and Remus. James is handsome, he has a lot of money, he matches Sirius's energy perfectly, and he's easy to please. Remus is also handsome, but he doesn't have a lot of money, their energies are a little different, and it isn't very easy to please Remus...but Remus tries his best to please Sirius.

- however, James is occupied with falling over his own ankles for Evans, and Sirius would rather die than ask his best mate out on a date. So, he settles on the scarred boy who always glances at him in transfiguration, and attempts to sit closer to him during every meal in the Great Hall.

Sirius is very indecisive. If he can't choose one thing, he'll try to have both at the same time. It was like when he and Marlene used to flirt with each other, but he and Remus were still going on dates together and even finding places to snog.

Sirius does still care about his brother...but he knows he can't change the path he's on.

Remus Lupin:

He often prefers to watch and listen, analyzing situations and people before speaking. This makes him a good judge of character, though he sometimes hesitates to voice his opinions, and unfortunately becomes someone people walk all over (if his friends are around, it's least likely, but on his own, not so much).

His lycanthropy is a constant source of shame and anxiety. He lives in fear of exposing himself and often isolates himself to protect others. He has some bad habits from the lycanthropy, such as: scratching harshly behind his ears, pulling any wolf fur from his scalp (which leads to a lot of bleeding and itchiness), and snapping his jaw at whatever he finds aggravating (he has nearly bitten Sirius's hand off after a very bad day. he only nicked the former's finger).

He is deeply empathetic. Like...way too empathetic. The idiot will cry to a kid's show character dying...and it's the most anticlimactic thing ever.

He values the friendship he has with the others above almost all else. He is loyal to his friends, even when they make horrible choices and is always there to offer support and guidance. He craves their acceptance and fears being ostracized because of his condition. Though, sometimes he feels like they would use him again to strike fear into someone's heart.

He is a peacemaker. He often tries to mediate conflicts between his friends, trying to see all sides of the situation. If there is disharmony in the group, everything feels very constricting and uncomfortable. There was a time when Sirius and James had an argument so bad that Professor McGonagall had to step in. Days of silence and prank wars that were not very friendly...Remus threatened to start hanging around Snape if they didn't talk it out.

He has a dry sense of humor. He isn't as flamboyant as Sirius or James, but he possesses a sharp wit and a talent for subtle, often self-deprecating jokes. No one catches on fast enough to start scolding him about talking badly about himself, but when they do, he gets chased around with compliments and words of affirmation.

He is (not very)secretly insecure. Even though he's smart and kind, he often doubts his own worth and fears being a burden to others. He constantly worries about his lycanthropy being discovered and how it would affect his future relationships.

He's brave, but his bravery is often quiet and understated. He faces his lycanthropy with courage and resilience, and he is always willing to put himself in danger to protect the people he cares about. Snape once called him a coward for never trying to stand up to his friends, even when they harmed other people no matter how unintentional they were trying to be. That affected him. A lot.

He can see the flaws in his friend group but often feels powerless to change them. He sees James's arrogance and sometimes reckless behavior, Sirius's impulsiveness and anger, and Peter's insecurity and constant need for validation. He recognizes how these flaws lead to hurtful actions, like the infamous Prank they played not too long ago. He feels deeply conflicted. He loves his friends, but he also feels betrayed by their thoughtlessness and the potential consequences of their actions, especially for himself. He knows the risks of being associated with such behavior if it ever came to light and how it could expose his secret. But what can he do? He doesn't have anywhere else to go.

He dreams of a normal life. He wishes for a life free from the stigma of lycanthropy, where he can have a family and be accepted for who he is. Maybe...even cured...somehow.

Peter Pettigrew:

He craves acceptance and validation. More than anything, Peter yearns to be loved and included. He constantly seeks the approval of James and Sirius, often mimicking their behavior and laughing at their jokes, even when he doesn't find them funny.

He often downplays his own abilities and accomplishments, comparing himself unfavorably to his more talented friends. This insecurity fuels the envy and resentment he holds toward his friends.

He is a follower, not a leader. He lacks the confidence and charisma of James and Sirius, preferring to go along with their plans rather than voice his own opinions. He often feels invisible in the group, despite trying so hard to just fit in.

He is secretly envious of his friends' talents and popularity. He admires James's Quidditch skills and Sirius's effortless charm, but he also resents them for it. He feels like he was always in their shadow, never quite measuring up. This envy gnaws at him, even as he outwardly professes his loyalty.

He is a talented, but underachieving wizard. He possesses magical ability, but he lacks the drive and ambition to excel. He often coasts through his studies, relying on his friends for help and never fully realizes his potential.

He is easily swayed by power. He is drawn to strength and influence, and he is willing to betray his friends to align himself with those he perceives as powerful. Despite tagging along whenever James and Sirius want to play a prank on Snape, he finds the Slytherin to be phenomenal. That power...the way he wields his wand and chants spells with certainty - even making his own! Snape was another person he wanted to be like.

He rationalizes his betrayal. He convinces himself that he's acting in self-preservation, that he has no other choice. He downplays his own culpability, blaming others for his choices.

He was haunted by guilt, but it was a fleeting feeling. While he occasionally experiences pangs of remorse for his actions, he is ultimately more concerned with his own survival. His guilt was easily suppressed by his fear and self-preservation instincts.

He is a coward at heart. He avoids confrontation whenever possible, preferring to hide in the shadows rather than face his problems. This cowardice ultimately defines his character and leads him to make choices he will later regret.

He cares for his friends, in a twisted way, but his self-preservation always came first.

He cared for his friends, in a twisted way. He genuinely values their friendship, but that value is conditional. He's always wanted to come first. So if his friends can't do that for him...then he'd do it himself.

[nikholascrow]

Christmas at the Potter’s - word count: 673 - merry fucking christmas to everyone who celebrates and big hugs to everyone who’s holiday experience has sucked because of family

It was James’ idea. Why must James Potter be bane of his existence first stealing the heart of his best friend and then having the audacity to be nice to Evan and him as well? Barty did not under any circumstances like James Potter. Ever. But now sitting in the Potters’ living room squished between Regulus and a very Sleepy Evan, maybe Barty liked James a Little bit, But only because the couch was so crowded that Evan was partly in his lap and had his head resting on Barty’s shoulder.

James’ grand scheme began one night in the slytherin dorms a week before christmas holidays,

James propped himself up on his elbows and looked up at his boyfriend excitedly “Reg if i turn into prongs would you charm my nose to glow red so i’d look like Rudolph?”

“So you'd look like who?” Regulus looked somewhere between wildly perplexed and mildly entertained.

“like the reindeer- ya know the one with the red nose?”

Evan glanced over from his bed where’d he’d been writing an essay “why on earth would a reindeer have a red nose?”

“He pulls Santa’s sleigh- ya know to bring the presents?” James was looking increasingly more distressed.

Barty sat up from his place next to Evan and asked the question that pushed James over the edge “Who the bloody fuck is Santa?”

what followed was the most chaotic description of Christmas Barty had ever heard after which James realized not a single one of the slytherin boys in the room had ever experienced a proper Christmas.

Less than two days later James plopped down at the slytherin table next to Regulus much to the confusion of most of the contents of the great hall and declared “It’s done!”

all three boys stared at him blankly but Regulus was the first to speak “what’s done-“

James beamed “You’re all coming to mine for Christmas this year! I’ve already asked mum and told Sirius and Remus and Peter and… what?” as if he had just registered how absolutely confuzzled they all looked.

So here Barty was crammed on a couch with Remus, Sirius, Peter, James, Regulus and Evan, his best friend who he definitely did not have a Crush on. Remus, his favorite of the Gryffindors, kept shooting him knowing looks and he was Rapidly dropping down in Barty’s ranking of everyone squished onto the crowded couch at the moment. Barty just glared back at him. Honestly He thought Evan was asleep until elbow jabbed painfully into his ribs and he looked over to see Evan's terrifyingly unreadable Hazel eyes.

then the dazzlingly beautiful blonde had the bloody audacity to smirk at him and push a small perfectly wrapped gift into his hands “merry christmas Bee”

Barty eagerly ripped away the perfect emerald green paper and opened the small box it had encased, the box contained a small oval locket and within that was a picture of him and Evan taken sometime during the summer before 5th year Barty had one an arm draped around Evan and they both wore lazy content smiles Barty remembered that moment it had been perfect he’d prayed it would never end. Bartys face went red and the butterflies that followed could be more accurately described as a rabid raccoon clawing at the walls of his stomach. Barty opened his mouth to thank Evan to say anything but nothing came out, a few minutes of silence later in which Barty was painfully aware of the way Evan was smirking at him he managed to form a complete sentence

“merry christmas Ev” he shoved his messily wrapped gift into Evan's hands unceremoniously and looked anywhere but Evan. Said target of his unfortunately placed affections slowly unwrapped the gift careful not to rip the delicate navy paper, and held up a pretty beaded bracelet Barty has made himself detailed with a silver rose charm. Evan didn’t say anything, just slipped the bracelet on his wrist and curled back up against Barty.

God he was gonna kill James.

[whatstruthgottodowithit]

Angels Like You

Fandom: Harry Potter [Marauders Era]

Pairing: James Potter x Regulus Black

Characters: James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black, Walburga Black, Kreacher, Orion Black

Word Count: 1414

Rating: Teen

Summary: Baby, angels like you can't fly down here with me.

Tags/ Warnings: Hogwarts, Summer Challenge, Writing Challenge, Song Fic, Angst, Flirting, Implied suicide/death

Notes: One day I’ll write a happy jegulus fic alas today is not that fic

Summer Challenge 2024 //  Song Inspo

Regulus sat there, staring at the page as if the words would magically appear on the blank parchment in the order that he would want them. He’d already written a note to the Dark Lord, an acknowledgement of his incoming defeat but also Regulus’. At that thought, the thought of this being one of the final deeds he might ever do on this earth, his stomach churned again. He knew it was the right thing to do. He’d been raised as a soldier and had fought as a soldier. He’d die like one too.

But to do so without having the chance to say what you wanted to say was one thing. Having the opportunity and not being able to get the words out was another. Hence why he was staring at the parchment. 

It was getting lighter and no doubt his mother would be up soon which meant he needed to get a move on but he couldn’t make the quill move. 

Because what could he say?

He’d thought about writing to his mother or his father. His friends, though of course none of them would understand his decision to do this. If he did it and survived the Dark Lord would see to it he stopped breathing shortly after. He’d even considered writing to Sirius, to let him know that he had tried. That in the end he had wanted to be good.  

But he had wanted to be good before. He had made him want to be good.

In the same way that his stomach churned at the thought of leaving the house his heart clenched at the thought of him. At the memory of messy black hair and sparkling hazel eyes.

‘Come on Black,’ James said, flying towards Regulus until he was in front of him, moving backwards though looking as though it was of no significance to do so, something that only infuriated Regulus further, forcing him to speed up on his broom as he reached for the snitch bobbing around the front of James’ broom. As it zipped up James laughed, ‘you’re not even trying!’

Regulus ignored him, pulling up to follow the hint of gold as it whizzed towards the stands. He was behind it but gaining distance when there was a thud against his side, swaying him off course until he pulled himself back to find James flying alongside him.

‘Get off,’ he grunted, ramming back into him.

‘I’m just offering words of encouragement,’ James taunted, a glint in his eye, ‘c’mon Reggie, stretch those fingers and you’ll just about reach.’

Regulus looked away, trying to one, ignore the fizzy feeling his use of his detested nickname gave him, and two, decide whether catching the snitch would be worth it as either way Potter would be able to cite his influence on the boy’s actions and therefore the outcome of the match. His thinking however didn’t give him much time to realise the snitch was now gone and as he flew towards a crowd of onlookers, gasps and shrieks filling the air as he only just managed to pull up and not fly straight into them, James followed it, clasping a gloved hand around it moments later.

By the time he got to the ground spectators were rushing onto the field to celebrate with an exuberant James was celebrating. Regulus leapt from his broom and in two strides had the boy by the fabric of his quidditch robes as he snarled, ‘you did that on purpose!’

‘And?’ James smiled smugly as he moved the ball of gold into view, ‘got us a win didn’t it?’

‘That’s cheating!’ Regulus spat.

‘All's fair in love and war Reggie,’ James reasoned, ‘even a bit of flirting.’

Regulus dropped the fabric immediately, his words making him flush as crimson as James’ robes which only made James beam further before he was swept up in the sea of red supporters, their regard for whatever crossed word they were having very little as he got jostled out of the way until he was stood on his own, his heart hammering and that fizzy feeling very much inside him.

He’d be lying if he said that was his favourite memory of him. No, he had too many to count. His teasing turned to relentless pursuing; one James feigned was for irritation rather than intrigue. And because he had the alibi of just doing it to taunt Regulus it meant that he could do it in the open and had become careless because of it. That was how he’d caught him in the astronomy tower.

‘Haven’t you got anything better to do?’ Regulus asked as he appeared from the shadows to a startled James. He was standing in the middle of the tower and he had been wondering how Regulus’ had slipped past him before he turned to find him watching him, wand raised. James’ was in his back pocket and there was no way of getting it before he was hexed. So he played it cool and shrugged.

‘Not particularly,’ he said.

‘What’s your problem?’ Regulus asked, moving until his wand tip was pressing into the soft flesh of James’ neck. James smiled.

‘Haven't got one,’ he replied.

‘So why do you keep following me? Harassing me? I can’t go five minutes without your face popping up somewhere,’ he grunted.

‘Been thinking about me too huh?’ James teased, coughing as Regulus pressed his wand deeper into soft skin, ‘oh come on don’t be like that.’

‘Like what?’ Regulus said.

‘So against this, us,’ he said.

‘Us?’ Regulus snorted, trying to ignore the way his heart thudded a tad harder in his chest. 

‘Yeah, us,’ James said, taking a risk at moving the wand away as he got closer, looking down at Regulus with a smile as he whispered, ‘I like you Regulus.’

‘Me?’ Regulus said though it sounded more like disbelief than rebuttal.

‘Yeah, you,’ James whispered.

From there James had tried his best. To show him what it meant to be loved. Flowers handpicked from the grounds because ‘I dunno they just reminded me of you’. Kisses full of want and need but sometimes reassurance or adoration. Holding him when he needed it. Telling him it would be okay, that they wouldn’t have to hide one day. That his parents wouldn’t care and Sirius wouldn’t care. That he didn't have to go home if he didn’t want to.

He had tried his best, an angel sent to pull Regulus from where he resided in hell. Where he was forced to be a soldier, a son, second. Because he wasn’t Sirius. James couldn't see that, how leaving for him wasn’t the same. Sirius had always been strong willed and rebellious and he had been punished for it. That had made Regulus sensible. He kept his head down, he towed the line, he made the noble house of Black proud because what alternative was there? He didn’t have friends with understanding parents. He didn’t have somewhere to go. Even with James pulling at him he couldn’t. Did he think his parents would be so stupid as to let two sons get away? Did he think that if anyone had known about their relationship they'd still be together. It was being at Hogwarts that had kept them protected. It was no one knowing that kept had him in school and not locked in this house. But James had not understood that. He hadn’t seen that Regulus wasn't living in misery for misery's sake. That he hadn’t intentionally ruined whatever they’d shared. 

It was just that angels like James Potter couldn't fly down in hell with him.

It's why no one would ever know bar them, and of course Kreacher who was under strict instructions to deliver this letter straight after he got back. If he could just think of the words.

As he heard movement from floors below him he looked to the door and made sure it was still firmly closed, waiting for the noise to stop so he could write. Because he needed James to understand. To know that in the end he had succeeded a little. Regulus wasn’t what he was supposed to be but something better because of James.

Once the house returned to deathly silence he put his quill back on the parchment and wrote.

My dearest James,

I know I will be dead long before you read this…

[elilelibeli]

They are doing a painting date night. Wine bottle is open, paintbrushes scattered around the table, they each have their own water cup that now has a strange color from all the mixed paint. The new vinyl they got today is filling the space with warm sounds.

James and Regulus spent a sunny Sunday together, out and about. You know those day where you don’t really have to do anything but the weather is so good you come up with special errands to run or go to places you would not really get to go if you were busy. That’s how they end up in Sunday Market Extravaganza this morning, getting everything from fancy pickles to rings and handcrafted elf ears for Reggie. And then terrace lunch and walk through the park followed by shopping spree at arts&crafts shop for their impromptu painting night date. That is how they are finishing their already lovely Sunday with small molberts in front of them, wine glass in one hand and paint brush in the other.

The objective of the night is to paint each other. Regulus will paint James and it will turn out amazing and beautiful and museum worthy as James describes and James will try to paint Regulus as he really tries to not mess up but “honestly even I can’t mess up Reggies beautiful face”.

Regulus was a bit skeptical, he really likes painting but it is his alone time activity, he doesn’t really like to share the process or the product. But seeing James focusing with his tongue slightly out and brows furrowed is convincing him that sometimes saying yes to things you don’t want is good because my god James looks really adorable.

Regulus has studied James’s face, like he doesn’t even need to look at him to paint him, but every chance he gets to really look at the love of his life’s face he takes it all in. The messy curls dancing with every little head turn, smile lines around his eyes because he really does smile with the most beautiful and the biggest smile ever. Lopsided grin and jawline that could kill a man. So he is sitting there staring and painting and staring and painting and he is so so pleased.

It’s really everything Regulus loves. Days spent slowly, holding James’s arm, talking and walking and just existing submerged by warmth and love. He knows how lucky he is and feels how truly happy he is, sitting here in his home full with comfort and hugs, shared secrets of the dark, midnight snacks and morning sex and he is giddy with the feeling, he smiles at the thought that he is sitting there with his elf ears and paintbrush in his hand and he has never felt more loved or at peace and oh life is so worth living like this.

“Reggie to Earth” James’s honey coated voice pulls him down from the clouds of happiness, “Are you finished?”

“Umm..I think so” Regulus is looking at his painting, “Are you done?”

“Yes it’s done, it’s the best it can get I am afraid and if I do more I’ll just ruin it.” James is focusing back to his painting. “Show me yours please”

Regulus holds his painting up and takes a picture of it and James’s face side by side. They look identical, warm eyes and grin and everything. Regulus chuckles, he is pleased with his skills and turns the painting around to show it to James.

“Oh my god love, this is amazing” James’s eyes tear up in seconds. “I love this so much, I love you, oh this is going straight to my parents they will love it” he smiles at Regulus.

“Go on show me yours” Regulus interrupts the string of compliments eager to see how James did.

James takes a breath in and slowly turns his painting around. Only it’s not a painting, it has words on it, carefully written with love hearts around it. And suddenly Regulus’s breath hitches because his brain registers what the words say and he is looking at James on his knee and back at the painting and back at the most beautiful ring he has ever seen and oh my god he is crying.

He is crying because James is saying how much he loves Regulus and how he can not wait for another week to start without being engaged with him and how he is so beautiful and so lucky to have him and he is saying Regulus’s full name and asking the question and oh my god Regulus will marry James!

If you’ve ever seen the night sky on new years illuminated with sudden bursts of thousand fireworks you know how Regulus feels. He is full of love and fireworks of happiness are going off in his whole being.

He jumps up from his seat and cries “Yes”, the best word he has ever said, to James and hugs him with full force.

The ring is beautiful, he is hugging his now fiancee, who to nobody’s surprise is sobbing happiness tears and he oh my god is still wearing the ridiculous elf ears and sweatpants and he is engaged to the love of his life like this and it’s ridiculous and so happy. Happiest, in the arms of his forever love and a beautiful, beautiful ring on his finger.

Heavily inspired by this tiktok

[tuliplov3r]

remus lupin (part 4)

part 1 part 2 part 3

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its been 3 months since you reconnected with your twin and have been accustomed to the group of 4 boys. all 4 of them made sure to see you every time they could, they felt like you were their sister as much as sirius's. except remus. remus and you had been going out for awhile now. you could remember the first date like it was yesterday. the night was ethereal.

it started of with a picnic in the park, classic. you guys talked for hours, bonding over everything you could. you guys laid down and watched the stars. that night ended with him walking you to your flat, kissing the top of your head and he walked down the street with the biggest smile on earth. the warm and comfortable feeling followed throughout your relationship with remus. you guys were not official yet, however it felt real in your heart and that was enough.

you were currently at the train station waiting for regulus. sirius had work that day, so you and remus were going to pick your brother up. you both stood hand in hand, excited for your brother to be home again. you had to admit, when regulus went back to school you missed him a lot. remus always came over, however you missed the time you had spent with your younger brother.

"excited?" remus asks look down at you. "very" you respond with a smile. remus smiles back and kisses your cheek.

the train comes to a stop and you pull out the sign from your purse. the sign read "welcome home reggie". you see regulus hop of the train, talking with his friends. regulus looks away from his friends as they pointed out the sign his sister was holding. regulus spots you and quickly says his goodbyes and runs towards you, he embraces you in a warm hug. "you crushed my sign" you say with a pout, looking down at the crumpled sign. "i missed you too, sis" he says with a smile, going in for another hug. he spots remus and hugs him too. "treating my sister well?" regulus asks with furrowed brows. remus was about to answer, but you cut him off quickly. "yes he does, the best" you say smiling and grab remus's hand, interlacing them. "barf" regulus says and proceeds to gag. you slap him and you guys continue on your journey back to the boy's flat.

when you got to the flat, you immediately started cooking dinner. you made remus and regulus help you with the meal, you had to a cook a lot, especially since the boys ate like wild animals. as each boy came home from work, you assigned them to a task.

"working hard are we" sirius asks with a laugh as he enters the kitchen. the rest of the boys start yelling at him, throwing an apron at him and making him chop up more vegetables. you laugh at the boys behavior and watch as regulus and sirius hug and continue to bond over cutting vegetables. "want to take a break, love" remus asks, caressing your cheek. "im okay, thank you" you respond, kissing his palm and going back to stirring the noodles. the boys immediately started imitating the two of you. james grabbing a hold of sirius's cheek and copying remus in a deep voice, "want to take a break, lovie". "im okay, thank you" sirius responds in a high pitched voice, biting jame's hand. this ends in a chase around the house between the two boys. which you and remus had to stop, like most nights.

finally, food was done and you guys were at the table enjoying dinner as a family. the boys talked about work and regulus discussed how school was going. you liked watching the boys talk, especially your brothers. all they used to do was argue, but now all they do is joke around with one another.

remus grabs your hand and smiles. "you okay" he asks looking a little concerned. "yeah i am, why" you ask softly. he moves his hand to your cheek and wipes a tear from your face. you smile somberly, "i didn't even know i was crying" you whisper. remus nods his head, kisses your cheek and continues to eat his dinner. still holding your hand. it felt nice watching your new family bond with one another, the tears were tears of joy.

later in the night, the boys went one by one to sleep. regulus and sirius were helping you clean dishes as peter and james had gone to sleep, them being the two who had work tomorrow. sirius took off tomorrow to spend time with regulus. remus was cleaning up the table and putting things away.

"hey why don't you head to bed, we can take care of the rest" remus says with a gentle smile. "are you sure" you ask him and your brothers. they all nod their head, agreeing to let you get your well needed rest. you smile and say goodnight to your brothers, hugging each of them tightly.

"i will be up there in a little bit" remus says as he kisses your head and hugs you gently. you smile and nod your head. you make your way up the stairs, to remus's room. remus watches you walk up the stairs with a sweet smile.

"do you love her" regulus asks softly looking at remus. "he does" sirius answers for remus, cleaning a plate. "yeah, i actually wanted to talk to you guys about that" remus says nervously. the two brothers stopped what they were doing and paid their full attention to remus, worried he might say something they don't want to hear.

"i am deeply in love with your sister. whenever i look at her, i just know she is the one. may i have your guys' blessing to date your sister" he softly asks. sirius smiles and nods his head. "she loves you, you make her happy. im glad you and her are together remus. i couldn't think of anyone better to date her" sirius says gently. regulus looks at remus and smiles "if you break her heart, your face will end up broken too". sirius laughs but nods along, agreeing to regulus's warning. remus smiles and says "thank you, i wont let you down". "i know you wont" regulus says smiling, happy for his sister.

you felt remus climb into bed with you. "rem?" you ask sleeply. "its me, love" he whispers. you nod your head and cuddle up next to him.

"i love you" remus says. "i love you too sweetie" you say tiredly. "i want you to be my girlfriend" he says softly. you smile and kiss his cheek. "of course remmie" you say excitedly, continuing to pepper kisses all across his face.

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the end!