#Its very late and im having thoughts

[aailbhe]

Thinking about my unused dnd pcs. Thinking about kaivir, the neutral good tiefling warlock. Thinking about how he was an acolyte before his best and only friend was terribly injured and he made a last resort pact with a demon. Thinking about how he was kicked out of the temple hed spent his whole life in, even though he saved them. Thinking about how his payment for spells is memories, about how he scraped by with his own, irrelevant memories while looking for a party to tap. Thinking about how he gets too attached, and when the time comes to pay, he uses his own, again and again. Thinking about the mechanics of that, about how the dm would have to do a scene where i described a core memory for him to give up. Thinking about how, after that, i would have to play him as though that memory never happened, about how i would be picking away at him, chipping pieces of his self away to save his party that fate. Thinking about the day when he finally does too much, runs out of irrelevant waffle to give, has to give up the one that started it all. Thinking about the day that he finally forgets the name of his best friend.

Thinking about the symbolism of that, of making this pact to save someone you love and then forgetting all about them in order to save another.

Thinking about the guilt. Does it keep you up at night? Does it scare you? Does it scare you that you can remember the way they like their eggs but not their name? The pattern of freckles on their left shoulder but not the colour of their eyes? does it scare you that, one day, you may forget they ever existed in the first place? Do you sometimes wish that you had just let them die, because surely to be treasured is better than to be forgotten?

Do you think that when you do forget, you will remember that you have forgotten something, but not what? Do you think you will always be this hollow? A nickname on the tip of your tongue, a stranger catching you eye and having no idea where you recognize them from, a naging sense of deja vu trickling in? Do you think you will remember?

Do you remember?

[ruporas]

it's time to go, my love (ID in alt)

[vanyafresita]

after seeing this post by the artist afkeii on instagram, i got inspired to write a poem... and then i drew something to make it into a zine...

the way i feel about romantic love is... complicated... but i've known i'm on the aromantic spectrum for over a year now ! yippiee !

if you'd like to have a physical copy, feel free to [download the print version here] , and check [how to put it together / make a 8-page zine here]

[midnightclover]

Summon Night: Swordcraft Story (ATLUS, 2003)

[luck-of-the-drawings]

EDYN TIDESTRIDER, CHALLENGER OF THE UNDERSEA, RIVAL OF THE DEEP. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BROTHER WAS CHOSEN TO BE A WEAPON OF THE GODS? HOW WILL YOU UNDO WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO HIM?

[dreamsy990]

some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace

extras below the cut

sketch

closeups on my favorite panels

bonus: adios

[kagoutiss]

green beetle black beetle

[commander-gloryforge]

fellow guild wars 2 enjoyers that arent popular and part of the cool kids and have ocs that everyone knows/loves and create banger fanart and post really good fics and all that

fellow guild wars 2 enjoyers that are just kinda there and kinda average

lets band together. and maybe kiss.

[infernothechaosgod]

I geniuenly think we should see mickey fail more often, i dont mean a little fail like not be good at baking a pie then getting a pet on the back

I mean like fail fail let someone get away with something they shoudnt then feel guilty and bad about this, then just think alot, slow things down DONT resolve this by catching the criminal or jerk just let him sit in his home for a story, think alot, be upset, eat sleep talk a bit then over time get over it by accepting we make mistakes and shoudnt dwell on them especially if there not even our responsybility

I honestly think theres alot of mouseverse comics that shoudnt end as conflict free as they did with the character turning around and suddently becoming the biggest person in the room and out of character apologizing or instantly letting go of a slip up, I know some mouseverse comics are written more with younger people in mind but I think slowing things down would be just a good thing for everyone, let us sit with them just doing things in their homes for a moment

Let them make mistakes then fail to fix them because honestly I think a slow "damn i messed up...we gotta go bald" comic would be more refreshing and fun atp

Just my thoughts, i like seeing them on adventures but I think a slow peace comic where there just them at their home would be nice

[dragonzart03]

Okay for some reason deerkin are just REALLY cool to me :]

And you may be wondering "Dragon, do you think that just because you're technically supposed to eat deer?" NO.

Deer are some of my favorite animals and, sure, they look appetizing sometimes (courtesy of my wolf theriotypes) but they're also very majestic 😌

So to my deerkin friends, you're very cool and I will not eat you (probably /j)

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[moomeecore]

here's that essay i accidently hyped up (sorry) on how fionna & cake did a poor job of concluding betty & simons characters + story in the final 2 episodes. sorry it is so insanely long. i don't know what my deal is. sometimes a show just does such a bad job of handling your favorite characters that you have to write 19k+ words complaining about it, i guess. im linking it as a pdf bc i DO NOT want to have 2 copy & paste this all over to tumblr & i kinda don't think tumblr would be happy with me making a post that long.

[lobotomy-lady]

I can't really relate to people who aren't creatives that are extremely ambitious (& also horribly time inefficient & prone to procrastination, I can't relate to successful creatives either). like when someone tells me their big dream in life is to be a physician or a social worker or god forbid smth like a big business boss babe I do see them almost as another species. not an inferior species mind you just fundamentally different from me (far higher functioning & overall 10000x more likely to succeed in their endeavors so this is not me being superior or condescending !). I just don't know how to be satisfied with a normal life

[u3pxx]

why it is so hard to write dialogue why can't i write the silly kim + apollo interaction i have in my head the way i want it to wh

[skitskatdacat63]

This is a special genre of f1 picture(to ME.)

[estrangedandwayward]

One day I'll run out of photos of aegon targaryen to paint, but not today evidently

[fruityumbrella]

not to sound like a marketing stooge but fr like. what are the analytic trends on fics...like is it the rating? the established relationship? the fact that its not on the first page of results?