#It's not self hatred
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Its important to me that Trigun is, fundamentally, at it's heart, about restorative vs retributive justice.
#Whoever you think is irredeemable Vash doesn't#I think most people would actually when really pushed disagree with Vash and even get very angry at him#What's radical isn't not wanting to kill#It's not self hatred#It's not that he wants to honor Rem#It's about the blank ticket#It's about not assuming that people will behave tomorrow the way the behaved yesterday or even today#Especially if you change the conditions that caused that behavior#It's not about forgiveness either#Vash's deal isn't forgiveness he's so angry#Anyway this is really hard for people!#But it's what makes it really interesting to me#Trigun
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Someone’s about to get stabbed, idk who yet
#jason todd#red hood#damian wayne#dc robin#dc#dc comics#the wonder boy 2024#GOD THE NEW MINISERIES IS GOOD#they’d be besties#if they got over their own self hatred idfk#insanity recognizes insanity#this sorta sucks!#shhh
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You can tell by the reaction people have to Penelope asking Colin to kiss her whether they ever experienced being a wallflower/insecure fat girl at a party or not.
Because you say it's pathetic, I say it's relatable, no matter how desperate it may sound. If you've never had your insecurity eat you up from the inside (but also the outside, as Portia literally told Penelope that she was delusional for thinking she was gonna find a husband in her third season out) to the point you genuinely, wholeheartedly believe no one will ever love you unless you physically change, then obviously the scene is off to you.
But Pen literally told Colin she felt stupid for thinking she's gonna find a husband (she just started believing what the ton and her mother said) and that she knows no one would want to kiss her. And for a romance girl like her, do you think the thought of never having a kiss, never experiencing that passion, would be easy to bear? I can so relate to being the most romantic of the bunch but also being the loneliest and aching for physical and emotional romantic love.
She is so vulnerable and so real in that moment but y'all gotta bitch about it because it doesn't make sense to you. It doesn't make sense to me either because she's gorgeous, but that's the thing - no one ever told her she's gorgeous and actually meant it. And even if they did, there must be 10 more people who didn't that keep that insecurity in her, specifically her sisters and her mother.
Nicola said this one was for the wallflowers, and it truly is, so if you find scenes like this cringe, you just don't relate to the character enough to feel it and recall moments when you had the same thoughts as her.
#sorry for ranting#but my girl is insecure and vulnerable#of course she will make decisions that are not really the best#but clearly her self-hatred is running so deep she truly believes she will die before someone will kiss#her#and if that ain't the most relatable thing ever#polin#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton s3#nicola coughlan#bridgerton 3#penelope featherington
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CONTROL YOURSELF
#the substance#my art#your body as consumption vs consumption as your body and so on#still thinking a lot about this film. boy does it manage to nail the angle of simmering self hatred#but the line ‘is it getting harder to remember you deserve to exist’ has stuck with me. its sad but its also very resonant#and its an important reminder. there is no dissociative self you’re hurting. there is only you#the substance 2024#demi moore#margaret qualley
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I did it to hurt him, and it did hurt him.
Sam Reid as Lestat de Lioncourt INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 2.07: I COULD NOT PREVENT IT.
#all that pent up self-hatred for what he did to louis... oh lestat#just incredible. god i will never stop thinking about sam's performance in this ep#lestat de lioncourt#interview with the vampire#iwtv#iwtv spoilers#iwtvedit#amc iwtv#vctvedit#sam reid#cinemapix#usergayppl
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There's a version of the "don't go grocery shopping while hungry" rule specifically for writers where you should never under any circumstances be allowed to touch your draft within 3 hours of reading a really good story. Because sometimes when you read something great your head goes "fuck this is so much better than my stuff I should make that more like THIS instead!" Look at me. That's the devil talking and you should close the document NOW.
#you will make superficial edits that do not gell well with the rest of your work#and won't actually capture what you thought was so good about that story#close the doc. sit down. think about it for a while. inspiration is fine. getting a 'eureka' moment from another story is fine#but if you find yourself comparing your work one to one with someone else's and taking any differences to be flaws on your part then STOP#you will never write good stuff by trying to make it look less like you wrote it#writing#writing advice#guess who just had to go into her google doc history and undo a bunch of panic-induced edits#because she read a fic about the same characters she's writing for?#meeee. they aged badly within just a few hours of hindsight. learn from my mistakes#self-hatred is not a good motivation for creation#fic writing
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#ds9#tng#voy#tos#star trek#star trek the original series#star trey voyager#star trek the next generation#star trek deep space nine#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#the doctor voy#7 of 9#odo#data#lt commander data#commander data#lieutenant commander data#ok data doesn't have the shame and self hatred so much but i think he has the inferiority and he has emotions fuck off#mine
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stop liking this you little fuckers
if this gets 20 notes in a week ill start drawing more and going outside
if this gets 100 notes by the end of march i will actually try in school
if this gets 200 notes by the end of march i will eat more, ,,,,,,rn i only eat lunch
if this gets 400 notes by the end of march ill stand up to ppl at school who bully me
if this gets 500 notes by april ill stop cvtting
#shblur#988blr#ewwww#sh cvt#sh#988twt#tw s3lf harm#tw sh related#self mutalition#self h@rm#i have a deep hatred for ed sheeran
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Sirius Black proposing to Remus Lupin, because he would never do it himself- he has too much self-hatred and self-doubt.
Sirius Black getting down on one knee and asking if, maybe, Remus would be willing to love him for the rest of their lives, because he was absolutely sure that he would love Remus for the rest of his.
Remus Lupin tearing up and muttering in thrilled disbelief, “Are you serious?” Because he’s so happy and excited and he’s not thinking straight.
Sirius Black grinning tearfully and saying, “Yes, I’m Sirius. Sirius Lupin, hopefully.”
And Remus just fucking sobbing.
#marauders fan#hp marauders#the marauders era#marauder era#marauders headcanon#marauders fanfiction#marauders fic#harry potter marauders#marauders era#the marauders#sirius black is gay#sirius black was gay#sirius loves remus#sirius being sirius#remus loves sirius#remus x sirius#sirius black#sirius orion black#sirius x remus#remus with too much self hatred#remus being remus#remus john lupin#remus lupin#wolfstar
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little did he know
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plus bonus shang qinghua version i made before i realized the system made more sense here
[ID: Scum Villain fanart based on a Breaking Bad fancomic by @/flashcs5. The System says via a smiling kaomoji, "It is pride month, valued user. You know what that means." Shen Qingqiu sweats, "Huh. What."
The System smirks while Shen Qingqiu frowns, "Do you want me to train like. Gay disciples. What." In the background, a comically huge-and shiny-eyed Luo Binghe touches his fingers together and goes, "Shizuuuun."
In the bonus with Shang Qinghua, Shang Qinghua says "It is pride month, Cucumber-bro," and is shown crying as he turns away while Shen Qingqiu asks what he means. End ID]
#me about shang qinghua: i drew him too smug and i think i hate him now#my gf: draw him crying#SO TRUEEEEEE. hatred gone#now i only feel a deep cuteness aggression towards the pathetic disciple binghe i drew#svsss#scum villian self saving system#scum villain's self saving system#the scum villain's self saving system#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#my art#fanart#ID by princess-of-purple-prose! thank you
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im so sorry for being so hard on you. you tried to be strong, and you were
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One of my favorites Shen dynamics is them cohabitating and sharing the same body.
It's such a wide field for bratiness and pettiness, as well as unhealthy dependency that is chess kiss 🤌
Shen Yuan would be such a nuisance until Shen Jiu figures out how to get to him and all shit backfires.
BTW SY is straight-up lying, but whether he can see him without glasses or SQQ is pleasing to eyes are up to you.
#this flavor of jiuyuan feels best when it's brat + brat tamer#here sy can be all bratty with his online hatred pettiness#until hater lord gets down to work#digital art#artists on tumblr#my art#svsss#jiuyuan#scumbag self saving system#scumcum#shencest#shen jiu#shen yuan#scum villian self saving system#svsss meme#svsss au#svsss art#viterart#укртумбочка#український тамблер#український tumblr#shen qingqiu
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Steven and Jasper r̵̠͓̘͚̮̘̼̤͂̂͛̾́̕͝ę̸̥̟̝̮̟̝̜͇͕̖͍̌̀̊̏̈́͋͋͑̔̌̈́̔͂à̶̢̱͉̓̐͐̂͐̋̃̓͛͊̏̊̃͊lize what they have in ç̴̨̜̰͚̞͎̯͉̱͍̊̇̃̓͐͆̾̎̕ͅͅͅờ̴͕͑̐̂̄́̃m̷̯̜̥̱̩̩̟̩̆̂̂̎̿̾̽̈̈́̃̀̚mõ̴͖̝̩̫̳͕n̸̰̗̗̹̹̼̝͈̠͕͍͎̊́͑̂̈́́̈́̈́̊̉̍̽̕͜͝͝.
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#pink onyx au#steven universe au#steven universe#steven universe future#c423art#ceephorart#pink onyx#jasper#fusion#steven#episode 13#self-hatred#episode hub#episode 13 hub
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I love Feng Xin and Mu Qing’s beef with Hua Cheng, because on one hand I totally understand Hua Cheng’s one-man hate campaign against anyone who has ever hurt Xie Lian, bc that first banishment was BRUTAL and I’d go a lil crazy too if I had to watch someone I care about go through all that while being abandoned by their closest friends, but on the other hand if I didn’t know all that context and all I saw was my friend’s new asshole boyfriend’s secret statue collection I’d want to get them tf outta there too
#I also love that all three of their beef with the others is largely rooted in self-hatred and projection#like hc hates them bc he himself believes he failed xl and left him alone too#mq and fx hate each other bc they both hate the fact that they left xl#and they resent hc bc it’s clear that xl actually trusts him to stay by his side but doesn’t trust them to do the same#it’s SO GOOD#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#mu qing#feng xin#hua cheng#hualian#xianle trio#xianle quartet#my post
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characters who hate themselves so much that they physically rip theirselves in half my beloved
#it’s the self hatred it’s the self destruction it’s the inevitable downfall it’s the you are destroying yourself and for what?#you cannot hate yourself into being better!!#genuinely one of my favourite kinds of stories if anyone has any other examples PLEASE tell me#centaurworld#elktaur#the nowhere king#the glass scientists#tgs jekyll#tgs hyde#the substance#the substance 2024#the substance movie
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My disease, my infection I am so impure
Reptile - Nine Inch Nails
#elden ring#messmer the impaler#shadow of the erdtree#oc x canon#tarnished#original character#artists on tumblr#oc#in front of my salad?#something something snake man has extreme self hatred and religious trauma#Stoli being the wonderful god hating mailman gf is here to help#RIP Messmer you would have LOVED the Downward Spiral by NIN#in other news#i think their official ship name is mailwives#also sorry if ur seeing this again i uploaded the wrong version 😭🙏#mailwives
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