#It's going to be rough today
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"Lumos."
The skies were blue that day. A clear blue sky.
A perfect fall day to play outside.
Now light is what we have to remember you by.
#Just feels.#911 is my least favorite day of the year#Especially as a New Yorker#I honestly don't know if that's me or my MC Inaki anymore in this since it's what I feel and just needed to express it for the moment#Everyone I know has a story of this day. I hate talking about it and yet when this day comes#the wounds reopen again and we all just talk about it. I feel like I'm that little kid again when the towers fell despite being in my 30s#today. The feeling of fear of that day gave never goes away. Nor does the somber mood. You can't escape it here in New York when it 911#especially when you saw the debris in person days after the attacks. Or there a memorial service everywhere. It's just sticks in your mind.#I still remembered how scared my grandpa was when he picked me up from the bus. I never knew he could have that face#911 changed everything. Everyone here in NY has a story.#I would like to imagine that Inaki (my American NYer HL MC in her HL AU) would probably sneak away for the evening and hide out somewhere#just to be by herself and make her own tribute. I don't know where she got the second wand. She just had a somber day and was rather quiet#and rather apathetic about everything. Especially since she's far from home and away from her family who's currently in London#Inaki doing the bare minimum to get through the day.#It's going to be rough today#I wish I could just skip the day and go straight to the 12th.#sigh#inaki martinez cariaga
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I keep gently placing the blanket somewhere so I can creep off and do stuff, but Pangur immediately wakes and does a sick stumbling walk to wherever I am
#Pangur#oriental longhair#she's doing better today!#day by day she'll be getting stronger and eating more#pancreatitis is such a rough thing to go through
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♡ happy valentine's! ♡
( og image under the cut! )
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#sundrop#sunnydrop#moondrop#BRO YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW RUSHED THIS IS MANNN#i finished it TODAY i only had a rough sketch before this.....#i started it BEFORE february but i draw so slowly that i panicked and just finished it all today.......#ougughhghg i feel ill. im gonna go eat now havr a good day everyone#edit: added the image id!! :]
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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#today was….not good#and at one point i had a moment#where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it#but im still really hopeful it will happen some day#because all i want in this world is to feel secure#and for others to feel secure around me#and for everyone to feel secure around people they love#because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t#but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all#im manifesting it#im completely okay btw things just got a little rough#and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay#im gay and i like sleeping#also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever#im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight
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sweetpeas | lee seokmin
pairing: lee seokmin x reader
warnings: non-idol au, short, lowercase intended, fluff, period comfort, self-indulgent, seokmin calls reader 'sweetpea' and 'love', reader uses nicknames for seokmin, seokmin soft hours!!!!
now playing: darling, seventeen
"hi, sweetpea," seokmin whispers quietly, cracking open the door to see if you are still sleeping. you were, in fact, wide awake, looking to the door as a small smile came across your features as you reached out to him like a tired toddler. "min?"
"yes, it's min," seokmin smiles again, sitting at the edge of the bed as he takes your warm hands in his, kissing your fingertips as he stares down at your slightly pain-stricken expression. the heating pad rests on your lower stomach, and you're curled into a little half-moon, resembling a rollie pollie.
"are you doing okay?" seokmin asks concerned, and you shake your head 'no' slightly, taking his hands and placing them on your now warm body as you sigh. "i'm okay, just still in a tiny bit of pain."
"god, sweetpea. i'm so sorry." seokmin leans down to press a soft kiss to your tender lower stomach, and you giggle at the feeling of his lips on your stomach, causing him to smile down at you as he sighs.
"want me to do anything for you? get you anything?" seokmin strokes your hair, hand running over your head softly and repetitively as you hum.
"fruit," you mumble, and seokmin sighs, pouting cutely at your muffled reply as he sighs.
"love, i'm gonna need you to speak up. you're cute and all when you mumble, but i wanna be able to get you what you want without any miscommunications, okay?" seokmin asks, and you nod softly, tossing for a second as you find another comfortable position. "now, what did you say you wanted?"
"fruit, seokmin. i want some fruit." you look up at him with a soft, pleading expression, and he chuckles at you, running his slender hands over your stomach as you smile up at him.
"what kind?" seokmin asks, and you shake your head, offering a weak shrug. "i don't really care what kind, seok. i just want some fruit."
"okay, okay sweetpea—i hear you." seokmin kisses both your cheek and lips softly before pulling away from your body, and you whine, obviously not ready to part with seokmin just yet.
"give me 10 minutes, okay? i'm gonna cut some fresh fruit for you." seokmin consoles you, sweet voice bringing tears to your eyes as you mutter out a weak "really? fresh fruit? for me?"
"of course, sweetpea! anything for my girl." seokmin promises, and before you know it, tears are streaming down your face, suddenly overwhelmed with the love and appreciation you have for seokmin (probably partially, if not fully from your hormones going rogue).
"seokkie, i love you. so much." you weep into your pillow, and seokmin laughs softly, squatting down beside the bed to stroke your hair. "look at me, love."
sniffling and trying to clear your face of the tears, you finally look his way, to which seokmin greets your gaze with warm eyes and an even warmer smile as he pecks the tip of your nose.
"and i love you more, love."
#kpop seventeen#seventeen#svt#svt dk#seventeen dk#lee seokmin#dokyeom fluff#seventeen seokmin#svt fic#svt fluff#seokminsofthours#dokyeom fic#svt x reader#seokmin fic#seventeen fic#userhyperdramas#lyrwrites#going through it#so real#i broke down in front of my art teacher today#bc of stupid hormones#.........#i had a rough day#i hate period cramps#<3#BUT#we still ball
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If we're living the dream, I hope we never wake up
#been going back and forth about when to post this#settled on today since it's a *Friday night* and all that#ANYWAY god I have... too many feelings about this week#yes it sucks that Lewis and Mercedes couldn't have had a better farewell season#BUT three rough seasons is never going to take away all their previous years of success#and to use tumblr terminology Merc era Lewis really will always be famous#I really could have used a million and one pictures of this... but I just had to make something for this week#Formula 1#Lewis Hamilton#my edit#f1 edit#f1edit#lewishamiltonedit
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unable to find the right words
#today was really abysmally bad so im taking it out on them. typical duck bday events#sorry#duck scribbles#doodles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#yuzumido#sdv au#<- context is in that one rly long bullet point post i made somewhat summarizing the plot but anyhow!! last ditch confession to properly ge#rejected as yuzurus leaving to go back to the city with tori & to put an end to whatever it is they have once and for all 👍👍👍 fun times#anyways go listen to mellow by keina suda this is actually just a portion of a longer project of mine w/ this song but still a super rough#wip. so just take this one for now kjsdkjgkgh#enstars
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I like her a lot <3 Today’s Tales of Sunday goes to Judith from Tales of Vesperia!
#Tales of Sunday!#Judith Vesperia#Judy Vesperia#Tales of Vesperia#fanart#rough drawing#ITS LIKE 1 AM I KNOW HOLD ON#it started to unexpectedly snow today which caused a lot of confusion and bumbling with plans and stuff—#So plans happened earlier than expected so I wasn’t able to finish this at my usual time#and then once I got home I got caught up in all the anatomy nitpicks and—#anyway I’m probably going to self-reblog this when I wake up LOL#mewnia's pawprints
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Please draw Voldemort teaching dark arts to Bellatrix.
He’s ‘teaching’ her.
#her favourite lessons are the ones where she ends up on his lap making out with him#today on….#30 min sketches#this is so rough#but hey#here u go#bellatrix black#bellatrix black lestrange#lord voldemort#bellamort#tom marvolo riddle#Tom x Bella#bellatrix x voldemort#voldemort x bellatrix#like teacher like student#maneaters art#this is so shit#lmfao
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#today was my first day back at work since I took a week-long vacation and I completely forgot to take my medication since I woke up so early#it was really rough I'm not going to lie#but I'm home now and I'm trying to muster up the willpower to clean#I promise I'll make more resource posts soon I just haven't yet idk#i get really stressed about them becuase I don't want to get anything wrong or give bad advice#anyways#userbox#tw medication#jiraiblr#landmineblr#jirai kei#landmine kei#jirai#landmine type#pien kei#jirai girl#jiraikei#tw pills
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posted this on twitter already but uhh here's a very rare drawing from yours truly
#this was a bday gift for @enden-agolor !! go wish them a happy bday 👊#also just posting this because ive been going thru a rough art block as usual and im finally gettin back in my groove of drawing em#sorry tho its very gay#and 🫵 it is also my girlfriend's birthday today so everyone better wish her a very happy birthday as well 😤#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm lukas#mcsm jesse#jesskas#lukesse#arts
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No, no. Matilda, no. No more heads! Alright, just go watch the door. Make yourself useful.
Headless: A Sleepy Hollow Story, Episode 7 “The Secrets in the Sea Log” [x]
Bonus:
#headless: a sleepy hollow story#filmtvcentral#userthing#entsource#usercreate#sleepyhollowedit#ichabod crane#sean persaud#shipwrecked comedy#katrina van tassel#mary kate wiles#i can't believe her#the disrespect!#headlessedit#my edits#this was me today after a very rough work week ngl#and then i was like oh hey next gifset#sean's characters are always such a mood#at least i'm not grave robbing or going to court#you got me there ichabod
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well if it isn't the consequences of my actions (running exclusively on fear and anxiety for more than a week and suddenly having the Exhaustion descend when it turns out things are okay)
#not gonna go into detail but yeah. rough week. slightly less rough as of today#unfortunately i am Tired and there are still things to be anxious about#less consequential tho#anyway
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Quick announcement while I'm coherent enough to do so, I'm gonna try really hard but this week's updates may be late cause I haven't finished them and I'm having a p bad meltdown/p fucking bad day so we'll just have to see :)
#thanks#dont worry about me just givin an annoucnement abput the updates#just in case i dont finish them#which i may not cause today is rough#and pther things are happening so that i dont know how the trst of my day is gonna go haha
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THE END OF ME
(oc)
#wings of fire#wof#seawing#wof oc#dragon#premaposting#queen coral gets killed live real#wof ext au#i was feeling real mad today. absolutely livid. so i drew a livid bass#bass is the nephew of abalone whose father fled at abalone's death in grief and fear#he eventually joined and became the leader of a rogue seawing group that forms mostly around queens found unfavorable#whilst his father has somewhat made peace with the incident and only wishes to dethrone coral-telling bass stories of his brother#and what happened to bass didnt sit well with him#it doesnt help bass looks a lot like abalone. a point his father makes sure is known#bass. an already firey spirit. believes that he must avenge his uncle's death#on a mission he leads to infiltrate the council to convince either of the 3 heirs to challenge the queen#his dragons were able to get him to be the new member of dragonet care. bad mistake#a night where bass was already going through a rough loss of members and the stress of his father. abalone was mentioned in a council meeti#and just like that the queen prematurely had her reign cut short#rogue members had to flee to avoid detection as their prince dies as bass doesnt even resist incoming guards. his work is done#what else is there to live for
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i hate being a mentally ill adult actually. i hate that there’s always groceries to be bought and housekeeping to do and work in the morning i hate that we have no space to feel it all i hate that we walk around acting normal. there are so many people i know who are clearly deeply unhappy with their lives and we make silly little jokes that allude to it but sometimes i want to grab them by the shoulders and scream ‘i know you are miserable!! we can’t keep living like this!! this is why people break!!’ im sick of this drudgerous apathy i want us all to be dramatic like when we were teenagers i want us to sob together and scream bloody murder at each other and tell each other we want to kill ourselves not as a funny post-ironic joke but because we all feel like that sometimes!! i want us to get fucked up on god knows what til we can’t open our eyes i want us to take care of each other instead of always taking care of ourselves i want us to be vulnerable i want us to hold each others hands in the ambulance!!
#don't get me wrong there are happy and beautiful times! there is wonder and fulfillment!!#but how do u share in the one if u can't share in the other?#i can't walk into work and say#'yesterday all i could think about was which of you would cry if i died#but today i saw a kid pick a flower and it felt like the most beautiful thing that had ever happened'#i don't even talk to my friends like that! it's all 'haha yeah been having a rough week. u know how it is. hbu?'#i feel like im going crazy but i dont believe that! aren't we all feeling this??? is anyone else feeling this??? is this fucking normal????#am i just emotionally closed off?? is everyone else having these conversations am i the stunted one who doesn't know how to talk about it??#i KNOW im living with mental illness but so are a lot of people! im sad sometimes but im not losing my mind! i know other people feel this!!
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