#It's going to be rough today
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"Lumos."
The skies were blue that day. A clear blue sky.
A perfect fall day to play outside.
Now light is what we have to remember you by.
#Just feels.#911 is my least favorite day of the year#Especially as a New Yorker#I honestly don't know if that's me or my MC Inaki anymore in this since it's what I feel and just needed to express it for the moment#Everyone I know has a story of this day. I hate talking about it and yet when this day comes#the wounds reopen again and we all just talk about it. I feel like I'm that little kid again when the towers fell despite being in my 30s#today. The feeling of fear of that day gave never goes away. Nor does the somber mood. You can't escape it here in New York when it 911#especially when you saw the debris in person days after the attacks. Or there a memorial service everywhere. It's just sticks in your mind.#I still remembered how scared my grandpa was when he picked me up from the bus. I never knew he could have that face#911 changed everything. Everyone here in NY has a story.#I would like to imagine that Inaki (my American NYer HL MC in her HL AU) would probably sneak away for the evening and hide out somewhere#just to be by herself and make her own tribute. I don't know where she got the second wand. She just had a somber day and was rather quiet#and rather apathetic about everything. Especially since she's far from home and away from her family who's currently in London#Inaki doing the bare minimum to get through the day.#It's going to be rough today#I wish I could just skip the day and go straight to the 12th.#sigh#inaki martinez cariaga
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I keep gently placing the blanket somewhere so I can creep off and do stuff, but Pangur immediately wakes and does a sick stumbling walk to wherever I am
#Pangur#oriental longhair#she's doing better today!#day by day she'll be getting stronger and eating more#pancreatitis is such a rough thing to go through
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♡ happy valentine's! ♡
( og image under the cut! )
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#sundrop#sunnydrop#moondrop#BRO YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW RUSHED THIS IS MANNN#i finished it TODAY i only had a rough sketch before this.....#i started it BEFORE february but i draw so slowly that i panicked and just finished it all today.......#ougughhghg i feel ill. im gonna go eat now havr a good day everyone#edit: added the image id!! :]
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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#today was….not good#and at one point i had a moment#where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it#but im still really hopeful it will happen some day#because all i want in this world is to feel secure#and for others to feel secure around me#and for everyone to feel secure around people they love#because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t#but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all#im manifesting it#im completely okay btw things just got a little rough#and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay#im gay and i like sleeping#also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever#im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight
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i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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I like her a lot <3 Today’s Tales of Sunday goes to Judith from Tales of Vesperia!
#Tales of Sunday!#Judith Vesperia#Judy Vesperia#Tales of Vesperia#fanart#rough drawing#ITS LIKE 1 AM I KNOW HOLD ON#it started to unexpectedly snow today which caused a lot of confusion and bumbling with plans and stuff—#So plans happened earlier than expected so I wasn’t able to finish this at my usual time#and then once I got home I got caught up in all the anatomy nitpicks and—#anyway I’m probably going to self-reblog this when I wake up LOL#mewnia's pawprints
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#today was my first day back at work since I took a week-long vacation and I completely forgot to take my medication since I woke up so early#it was really rough I'm not going to lie#but I'm home now and I'm trying to muster up the willpower to clean#I promise I'll make more resource posts soon I just haven't yet idk#i get really stressed about them becuase I don't want to get anything wrong or give bad advice#anyways#userbox#tw medication#jiraiblr#landmineblr#jirai kei#landmine kei#jirai#landmine type#pien kei#jirai girl#jiraikei#tw pills
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No, no. Matilda, no. No more heads! Alright, just go watch the door. Make yourself useful.
Headless: A Sleepy Hollow Story, Episode 7 “The Secrets in the Sea Log” [x]
Bonus:
#headless: a sleepy hollow story#filmtvcentral#userthing#entsource#usercreate#sleepyhollowedit#ichabod crane#sean persaud#shipwrecked comedy#katrina van tassel#mary kate wiles#i can't believe her#the disrespect!#headlessedit#my edits#this was me today after a very rough work week ngl#and then i was like oh hey next gifset#sean's characters are always such a mood#at least i'm not grave robbing or going to court#you got me there ichabod
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well if it isn't the consequences of my actions (running exclusively on fear and anxiety for more than a week and suddenly having the Exhaustion descend when it turns out things are okay)
#not gonna go into detail but yeah. rough week. slightly less rough as of today#unfortunately i am Tired and there are still things to be anxious about#less consequential tho#anyway
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Quick announcement while I'm coherent enough to do so, I'm gonna try really hard but this week's updates may be late cause I haven't finished them and I'm having a p bad meltdown/p fucking bad day so we'll just have to see :)
#thanks#dont worry about me just givin an annoucnement abput the updates#just in case i dont finish them#which i may not cause today is rough#and pther things are happening so that i dont know how the trst of my day is gonna go haha
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i hate being a mentally ill adult actually. i hate that there’s always groceries to be bought and housekeeping to do and work in the morning i hate that we have no space to feel it all i hate that we walk around acting normal. there are so many people i know who are clearly deeply unhappy with their lives and we make silly little jokes that allude to it but sometimes i want to grab them by the shoulders and scream ‘i know you are miserable!! we can’t keep living like this!! this is why people break!!’ im sick of this drudgerous apathy i want us all to be dramatic like when we were teenagers i want us to sob together and scream bloody murder at each other and tell each other we want to kill ourselves not as a funny post-ironic joke but because we all feel like that sometimes!! i want us to get fucked up on god knows what til we can’t open our eyes i want us to take care of each other instead of always taking care of ourselves i want us to be vulnerable i want us to hold each others hands in the ambulance!!
#don't get me wrong there are happy and beautiful times! there is wonder and fulfillment!!#but how do u share in the one if u can't share in the other?#i can't walk into work and say#'yesterday all i could think about was which of you would cry if i died#but today i saw a kid pick a flower and it felt like the most beautiful thing that had ever happened'#i don't even talk to my friends like that! it's all 'haha yeah been having a rough week. u know how it is. hbu?'#i feel like im going crazy but i dont believe that! aren't we all feeling this??? is anyone else feeling this??? is this fucking normal????#am i just emotionally closed off?? is everyone else having these conversations am i the stunted one who doesn't know how to talk about it??#i KNOW im living with mental illness but so are a lot of people! im sad sometimes but im not losing my mind! i know other people feel this!!
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#YAAAAHAHHAAHAHAAAA!!! YOUUU thought the beginning of gen 5 would be SNIVY‚ did you?? well‚ you were MISTAKEN!!#if you want to see snivy‚ first you must take a spin on the ILLUSTRIOUS#V-WHEEEEEEEEEEEL!!!#victini#here we are‚ folks! the beginning of generation five‚ pokémon's “soft reset” as some folks call it#i dunno if it's true or not‚ but i do remember hearing that TPC attempted a bit of a reset with the pokémon franchise at gen 5#and it never really worked out. and that that's why you can only catch unova 'mons until the postgame#something like that. it's been a while since i heard the theory so that's just. like. what i remember about it#and i'm not gonna google it bc i am 1. lazy and 2. hungry bc i have not eaten today and it has been rough. so i'm going to eat something#after this goes into the queue. for reference it's like 8 PM
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Two Small Knights⚔️
#aph#hws#aph prussia#hws prussia#aph teutonic knights#2p prussia#2p hetalia#hetalia#Klaus was not happy of forcibly joining the order and Gilbert knew nothing else outside being a knight and monastic life#Klaus doesn't consider Gilbert his brother he actually resents him quite a lot as he basically persecuted his people#Gilbert just doesn't understand him and why he just won't stop doing “the wrong things” and accept that he is absolutely right#they had a very rough start and often got into fights and at some point Klaus started poisoning Gilbert to bother him#Before the Order took him in Klaus used to keep his hair long and I like to headcanon it was Gilbert who chopped his braid off#enough headcanons for today time for grandma to go to bed
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damn animation is pretty fun. wish cleanup didnt exist
#boarding and roughs are pretty fun! i like figuring out timing! hate hate hate hate doing cleanup. i hate linework. its so boring#also clip studio is giving me a run for my money today. why does copy pasting work like that for animation in this#im not bothering with downloading another program but god damn this is so jank#virgil arts#im not gonna finish this. i know im not. i do not have that kind of art stamina right now theres a reason i dont usually animate#i just had The Itch and wanted to see what this guys weapon woud look like in motion#still images only go so far to get the idea outta my head
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Please draw Voldemort teaching dark arts to Bellatrix.
He’s ‘teaching’ her.
#her favourite lessons are the ones where she ends up on his lap making out with him#today on….#30 min sketches#this is so rough#but hey#here u go#bellatrix black#bellatrix black lestrange#lord voldemort#bellamort#tom marvolo riddle#Tom x Bella#bellatrix x voldemort#voldemort x bellatrix#like teacher like student#maneaters art#this is so shit#lmfao
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I'm not gonna indulge too much in my Undertale AU on Tumblr, I am gonna just keep it private as I do wanna keep my main focus on my FNAF AU, but here y'all go
It's a little rough, but people really liked my Mettaton AU design so I wanted to desperately draw him :')
It's not the best, but I wanted to draw something today.
#i spent all of today mucking around with my art fight#changing profile pics for characters and editing all 90+ of my attacks to have updated thumbnails#aswell as adding characters and such--- it was alot#so this was a nice random sketch i did just to wind down.#I also randomly painted an eyeball out of boredom so THAT'S something#but yeah i hope this is ok#its rough like i said but theres a charm to it.#a little about my AU mettaton as a treat:#he is heavily posessed. he ran away from alphys halfway built between ex and neo#and has to power himself by using his actual ghost alot of the time#he salvaged his charging supply (or batteries idk what makes him run)#but the body is insufficient with power so he has to rely on possession alot of the time especially#when the body ages.#his eyes flicker pink when hes posessed and his ghost self does make himself appear outside of the suit#but with his soul still bound to the body#he can only go so far before he cannot anymore. he is literally tied to his body now HSGSVSV#he also goes by Hapsta in my au. a play on Hapstablook and also to avoid toyhouse sniping me#tho you can call him mtt or mettaton anyways idm lol#mettaton#undertale#undertale au#undertale oc#mettaton au#my art#my oc art
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