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noxiousgrace · 24 days ago
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I need more self indulgent cale & eruhaben fics in my life 😔
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(set after part 1 of the novel, canon divergence, spoilers ahead)
I'm writing this at 5 am, don't mind the inaccuracies i haven't re-read part 1 fully yet
> cale telling the truth about his transmigration to eruhaben <
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'This ability is more of a curse, than a blessing, for fucks sake. Is a good nights rest too much to fucking much to ask for?' Cale lamented, a few seconds after waking up.
inside of his room in the super rock villa, he sat up to rest against the headboard of his bed.
He didn't say anything after waking up, silently munching on the assortment of fruit placed conveniently next to his bed, his gaze focused on nothing.
Eruhaben: "good morning."
Cale flinched, but replied almost immediately: "good morning, eruhaben-nim."
Eruhaben: "..."
Cale:"..."
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Eruhaben: "so, you're just gonna refuse to talk about it?" He asked, a single eyebrow raised in accusation.
Cale glanced at him from the corner of his eye, debating on what would end this conversation the fastest.
Eruhaben, all too familiar with his tactics, continued speaking: "the kids aren't the only ones worried about you. I think these last 2 years have been more than enough for you to realise you can rely on us, no?" His voice held a slowly rising feeling of irritation.
Cale, his eyebrow raised and voice almost drowning in confusion, replied: "where is this coming from, eruhaben-nim?"
The ancient dragon didn't reply to the ignorant human. gathering his thoughts so that he could, by some miracle, verbally beat some sense into this dense bastard.
The bastard in question had been talking in his sleep, every night for the last week, which wouldn't have been much of a problem if the words coming out of his mouth weren't so unnerving.
They weren't even in a language that eruhaben could understand, the dragon had questioned choi han, after noticing the swordsmans discomfort to cales newly acquired habit.
"the language is korean" was the only explanation the elder managed to get out of him.
Tsk, the easiest way was to just question the source of concern directly.
Eruhaben: "how the hell do you know korean? Choi han is the only person from his hometown as far as we know."
Cales expression remained stoic, the sweat gathering behind his ears was the only sign of discomfort eruhaben could see.
After a few beats of silence, cale seemed to have reached the end of his internal war, and sighed: "it's better if i just tell you the truth, please keep this a secret between the two of us."
The dragon nodded, his unease only growing with Cales anxious attitude: "I promise."
Cale, at his wits end, spat out the truth: "I'm a transmigrator. I was born in choi hans hometown, which is called korea by the way, and ended up here soon after i turned 36."
Eruhaben didn't reply immediately, processing the information. Eventually, he found the explanation sensible, and asked: "I see, what does that have to do with your sleep talking?"
Cale: "my ability, record, has been acting on it's own and replaying everything I've recorded so far."
Eruhaben nodded, hiding the rising confusion and concern inside him: "i understand. I'll make something that'll help you sleep easier."
Cale: "thank you"
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There weren't any further problems since then, but eruhaben was known for his curiosity, so he continued to question cale anyway.
The questions themselves weren't too invasive, mostly asking about the korean lifestyle and culture. Nothing pertaining to cales backstory specifically.
Until now, of course.
Eruhaben: "what was your family like? "
Cale: "I don't remember. "
Eruhaben: "what? "
Cale hesitated, he knew it was disrespectful to not even remember the face of the person who gave birth to him, but it wasn't entirely his fault. he just didn't know how eruhaben would react to it.
Well, he's already in this deep, no reason to stop telling the truth now.
Cale: "I don't remember them. "
Eruhaben was stunned, he gave cale a once-over, this kid seemed to have a good head on his shoulders, so the dragon had assumed the parents worked hard for that to be so.
Eruhaben, with a sense of foreboding, asked anyway: "how come?"
Cale: "they died when i was young, it's been a long time since then, i hardly remember anything from my childhood."
Eruhaben, with a heart pinched by guilt, answered: "that's okay."
Cale simply nodded, unaffected.
The dragon didn't ask any more questions for a while after that.
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Cale: "eruhaben-nim."
Eruhaben: "what?"
Cale: "you've been staring at me a lot lately. Do you need anything?"
Eruhaben: "tsk. I'm just worried about you."
Cale: "oh?"
Eruhaben, never one to shy away from a problem for too long: "what happened to you after your parents died?"
Cale, not entirely expecting the blunt question: "i lived with my uncle."
Eruhaben, relieved, answered back: "i see, he must've raised you well then. I'm glad you weren't alone."
Cale: "No."
Eruhaben: "No?"
Cale snorted: "that piece of shit doesn't deserve any praise, eruhaben-nim."
Eruhaben: "what do you mean by tha-?"
Cale simply turned around and left, preferring disrespecting eruhaben to opening about this specific part of his life.
The dragon stared at the receding back for a while, his previous relief reduced to dust.
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qiekz · 1 year ago
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oooh im so eepyy
plz reblog
f2u if u credit me :]
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tapakah0 · 1 year ago
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I'M ****ING FREEE
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phuezo · 2 years ago
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Small Bumbleby doodle practicing some poses, it took me a while to get it but I'm happy with how it looks💕
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thedemonastrophel · 10 months ago
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I am so normal about Jodie Whittaker holy shit
(appreciation post cause I'm too gay to not yell about this on social media)
Okay so- no spoilers but I just finished her season 12 finale of doctor who and this just is cementing how much I love her???
I almost like her more than 10th doctor- David holds a special place in my heart but I need to re watch his seasons because omfg I love 13 so much
Genuinely I am unwell because have you seen her??? In general she's really fucking pretty but then also in the spyfall 2 part episodes they put her in a suit???
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I say this as an ace person but I'm starting to understand what y'all see in celebrities ngl-
Also this post so far isn't even mentioning just how good she is at acting- idk if I'm just gay and bias but Imo she's one of the best doctors acting wise they've had
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Look at her??? I love her so much??
Anyways I'm off to watch broadchurch because David and Jodie?? Excuse me????
Right okay so please just- anything anyone has to say about her please respond to this because I am unwell and I need to find my people-
Nkhnvkbmk anyways last 13 gif before I go :]]
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simm-mouse · 11 months ago
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"Don't you remember? I was there when it happened. When you made him go away. You should've used me to make a cake. When you used that as a threat to convince him to get rid of me."
This is why Circe hates children💀💀
For real though, Circe is not free from Needles' stalking
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rat-prophetess · 2 years ago
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pathologic 2 + text posts because I can't face my actual responsibilities and my brain is broken (part 2 / part 3 / part 4 / part 5 / part 6 jfc because my brain is still broken) [patho classic version, part 1/part 2/part 3/part 4/part 5]
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redyarns · 1 month ago
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HELL WEEK IS OVER HOLY SHIT HAHAHAHHAHAA I LIIIIIIVE
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septxwber · 8 months ago
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Just finished the king’s men. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH MY LIFE NOW? *stars sobbing because she loves these characters so damn much*
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butchnavi · 20 days ago
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forced myself to wake up and leave my warm cozy blanky at 3:30 am in the winter to speedrun my syllabus because they gave us 12 hours to prep for our endsem are yall proud of me
#not to mention ive baaaaarely gotten sleep the past few nights because its been back 2 back exams every day#forget afternoon naps i havent even been getting more than 4 hours at NIGHT#and i am a bitch that values sleep above all else#and i got no time to prep the syllabus beforehand because of all our never ending fucking assignments#including yk. the full fledged GAME they made us code from scratch in 3 weeks without teaching us anyyy of the required tools or languages#literally speedran an entire math course with everything from number theory and graph theory to fucking induction and combinatorics#in like. 4 hours and gave my endsem NOT EVEN 12 HOURS BACK AND IT WAS 50% OF OUR FUCKING GRADE#and now i have to do it againnn for the third exam in a row at 9:30 in the fucking morning#which btw i realized LAST NIGHT. because our datesheet said the exam was at 2:30 but theyre doing it in batches#so i dont even have the morning to revise and need to pull this shit#AND THEN EVEN FOR THE COURSES WHERE I SOMEHOW COVER THE ENTIRE SYLLABUS THOROUGHLY THEY WILL GIVE THE MOST OUT OF POCKET BULLSHIT#THAT YOUVE NEVER HEARD OF IN YOUR LIFE#and after THIS exam i have to speedrun linear algebra and teach it to a bunch of kids by tomorrow morning#granted that one is on me because i couldve said no but ugh#college hateposting#in other news my ex crush wore a suit yesterday and she looked so hot she almost made me relapse into lesbianism#but i digresssssss#x am rambles#man ive missed ranting about shit on tumblr i should come back here more often
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teabiscs · 11 months ago
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ANYWHO. saw one (1) funny tweet from this account and went through some of it. and here we are.
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vanivanvanilla · 1 year ago
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lifestealtober2023 day 31 - finale to the team that stuck together from the beginning to the end 🫡
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genekies · 6 months ago
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tag vent
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#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas#and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when#we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates#just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night#ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me#ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but#she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening#he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by#people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again#i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends#and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer#than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they#helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that#they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient#im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk#tag vent#vent in tags
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fgfirenation · 3 months ago
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So after contemplating a bit of my life, because of university bullshit and my mental health going downhill faster than the Roadrunner, I decided to finally sit down on my ass and start finishing the lore stories and comics of me and my bff's absolute beautiful chaos of our universe.
And I'm almost done with Magister Zelda's artwork, but I gotta stop for a second before I give myself permanent carpal tunnel.
Know that we'll lean into a lot of horror and eldritch horror, to be more specific.
Yup. You heard that right! Eldritch ( Creepypasta ) horror is gonna have a mumbo-jumbo with our own AFK Journey AU universe by a thousand! Rewritten universe??? I dunno. We both love Journey so much, if it wasn't obvious enough!
When this will be released?
Who tf knows. There's an absolute mess of unfinished concept arts for OCs and comics surrounding me and my best friend!
I hope we don't go clinically insane over this completely.
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floral-hex · 10 months ago
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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talkorsomething · 6 months ago
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I have Got to get more transgender
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#transmasc#trans ftm#transgender#i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever#so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL#it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks#such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also#or like. exist in general maybe#reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically#idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again#i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this#i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian#like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty#miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes#partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it#as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once#didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.
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