#Im losing sleep over this shit
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yall I have to ask bc I’ve dug for hours and can’t get a straight answer…
I keep seeing ppl talk about Levi opening a tea shop post war
but I can’t tell if this is just a really deep rooted hc or not
I’ve heard ppl say Isayama said it in an interview, but I can’t find it
I need answers 😭🙏 it’s driving me mad
#Like did he get his happy ending or nah#Im losing sleep over this shit#aot levi#levi ackerman#levi aot#captain levi#attack on titan#levi heichou#aot#shingeki no kyojin#snk#snk levi#shingeki no kyoujin levi#addin all the tags to be safe lmao
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"What's better than sex?" Discovering new music that hits every fucking spot.
#especially as a band girlie#i just discovered Bad Omens and Sleep Token and im losing my shit over how they're exactly my taste in music#it's so hard to find good bands nowadays and I'm obsessed#music#rock music#quote#sleep token#bad omens#metal#punk
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Just got called a shortstack pretty boy :O in a positive way um, ,,yeah yeah probably gonna write about that holy shit
#yknow. maybeeeEEeEeEE size differences aren't that bad maybeeeeee :3c#when its a nerdy girl saying it to me. it isnt bad. lol#im genuinely losing my shit. my face is sooooooo warm#fuck LMAOOOOO#literally red rn#im a tomato im an apple#a shortstack pretty tomato#ha HAAAA DEFINITElyyy not thinking. about how she's over a foot taller than me. im tit level#this will probably go nowhere bc i dont want it to go anywhere#but like. damn i can imqgine about it when i wanna sleep or whatev3r now#xochimilli speaks
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since we are rapidly approaching tour time again, what do we hope vessel plays as a piano intro before rain this time around?
#sleep token#sleep token worship#worshitposting#sleep token vessel#vessel sleep token#personally im still waiting for him to g-note us#i will straight up SOB if he plays any linkin park before during or after their show together#the thought that inspired this post was omg what if he played toss a coin to your witcher i would giggle my way to an early grave#theres also the i hope she plays hot to go meme#i have a vision. sam saunters over. leans on the keyboard. leans into the mic.#“i hope she plays hot to go” he says#vessel then goes ahead and plays the tune. crowd loses their shit. maybe iii does the dance.#sam says “youre welcome” and leaves while everyone else on stage is laughing#commence rain#okay thats silly#brain stopping working y'all take over
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y’all i can’t find this one lotr fanfic and it’s driving me crazy. it’s called ‘she’s the man’ or something along those lines but i can’t find it on tumblr since idk the account user, and google doesn’t tell me shit 😭
please help a girl out and tell me the account or send a link to it
#^*random#lotr x reader#legolas x reader#y’all help im struggling#literally losing sleep over this shit TT
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i think my brain is just Fried. Like when you douse a campfire and its just smoking and gross. and thats not only bc i nearly burnt down my apartment two days ago i swear
#its been a rough couple of days :sob: my anxiety has been insane lately#i keep losing sleep bc my brain is like heyy… youre gonna DIE someday. and then i have to not throw up for three hours#and now today its just throwing shit at me and im spiraling every Ten Minutes over Nothing#complaining
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#final destination#final destination 3#the last one came to me as i was trying to sleep like a prophetic vision#there will probably be a part 2#my hyperfixations die with me#i have fd3 brainrot#i just tried rosé grape juice for the first time and im going through the stages of grief ngl#rip ian and erin you divas would be losing your shits over cryptic mcr rn
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Just a casual psa: the only places I post my art are here and reddit. If you see anyone posting my stuff on other sites (instagram, pinterest, xitter, etc) that's not me!
(Had someone alert me that they saw my sick snake art reposted without credit so I thought I'd give a little heads up)
Thats it, go about your day 😊
#personal#ramblings#art thieves are irritating but im choosing not to lose sleep over it#i got other shit to do lol
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we do not talk enough about the pure blissful joy of having enough spoons to listen to new songs, which leads to exploring a new artist, to then falling down the rabbit hole of their entire discography
#i cannot believe i have been sleeping on Ez Mil?!?!?! A FELLOW KABABAYAN#i will admit i only knew him from 'Realest' but today i wanted to listen to more rap and i chose him at random#AND NOW IM LOSING MY SHIT AS I GO THROUGH HIS DISCOGRAPHY#im sorry for yelling but WDYM HE'S A BEAST AT RAP AND THIS MF can SING sing too?!!? dont get me started on the pen game. he's insane.#but like. he's just Some Fuckin Guy™#i fear im crushing on him 🙈#but ALSO also he's the type of artist that i am sure my dad would have also sunk his teeth into so#RIP papa you wouldve loved Ez Mil#Ez Mil#UPDATE:#he can dance too. oh it is so over for me
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this is a notice that yes there were two ju's in the jojo fandom , as we both have changed our aliases . quite frankly it's none of anyone else's business what i go by now but i was ju from 2018 , i ran marineborn , bubblebursted , this blog mostly and a few other off hand canon muses . i'm the one of the people who made a post about someone , who for five years straight can't get me out of their head and that's fine . the issue is , its affecting someone who has nothing to do with the situation at hand , the second ju who now goes by Gross . underneathe will be various screenshots to prove this fact as well as continuous incorrect assumptions .
tumblr ims from both sides .
underneathe are calls that we shared . i have censored my discord pfp for my privacy but left my username as proof . and what Gross' Ju stand for is censored as that is their irl name .
underneathe is by no means a callout but simply the proof of false information being spread . i am not rossest , that is Gross , leading to confusion and Gross being mistreated .
#im not going to tag for my blog this since this isnt for me but literally stop talking abt me LOL i forgot all abt this#i dont lose sleep over yall but yall definitely do#and i hope it pisses yall off more#i didn't abuse anyone tbh#its you guys who STILL cant realize yall are in the wrong and all i ever did was point it out#its been FIVE years bro#and the fact i have to log into an old ass blog#ANCIENT blog to help a friend AGAINST YOU GUYS#and somehow you guys are the victims ....ok.#lol#anyways i get sent updates every time you guys talk shit which is how i got screenshots#:)#fuck off
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FUCKING WHO DID THIS THIS IS DRIV IING ME NUTS WHAT DO YOU MEAN????
#crossword#tumblr crossword#im losing sleep over this fuck you#objectively shit crossword#thanks for making it tho whoever you are#i would hatefuck you probably (likely not)
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#i’m at a point where all of my friends except one. who is on the other side of the world. have come to either hate or dislike or discard me#and i KNOWWW how pathetic that sounds and i KNOW it’s my fault#and i really do try not to fall into a self pity spiral but i feel so disliked and unwanted and it’s so painful#and i’m so stressed out constantly and i don’t feel like i have a way of reducing my stress#like i’m just always On#i can’t work less because i need money i can’t work less on school because i need to pass my classes#and i don’t want to work less or spend less time on school#but i’m so fucking stressed and i don’t sleep anywhere near enough and i don’t know how to fix it#and i don’t know how to get my friends to like me again#and today at work something happened and it’s not even that deep and i don’t even know why it’s affecting me so much and it’s not even like#one specific thing or whatever#i’m just losing my fucking mind over nothing and i’m being so dramatic but i’m pretty sure i’ve cried for 2+ hours at this point#and i’m 100% gonna get in deep shit for this#i’m just so upset#my friends hate me my coworkers hate me and im so upset
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the way i get a serotonin hit every time i unlock my phone
#i forgot how this felt like from age 11 to 23 i had something that did that for me basically at all times#anytime my interest flags like usually after 1.5 years if i have enough content to last that long#i would just hop on to the next thing and i havent had an obsession like this for like a whole year i thought i got over it#i thought oh im 25 ig i just dont get attached to things the same way anymore#WRONG. can still get so invested in a tv show im losing sleep over it. ive had 10+ years of training to lock in on things#i dont think this is gonna last that long bc there simply isnt enough content#i loved clj so much and it was way bigger so it had more content and even then i blew thru it all in like 6 months#but still. this is a familiar feeling its kind of nice#sidney talks shit#九重紫
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i left a bowl of soup on my desk two weeks ago and forgot about it for one day. and it has been growing slowly moldy. it is terrifying. i am so scared of it. i am so scared and i need to get rid of it because it is getting so bad and there's like at least four different types of mold on it and at least one i don't even recognize but i'm just so fucking terrified to touch it or even get close to it guys i need help what do i do i am honestly so terrified and i am starting to get scared to be in my room and i feel like i kind of can't breathe in here which is not really good and also i am such a shitty roommate but i am just so scared i cannot emphasize how fucking terrified i am
#boink#ocd#i keep saying ill deal with it#and then every time i look at it im like shit#its mold#fucking#its fucking mold#and then i leave it#and then obviously leaving it makes it get worse#to the point where like this thing is actually probably becoming a biohazard#what the fuck do i do with it#i am the disgusting person you hear about#but im starting to literally avoid my room because im so scared of the mold radiation or whatever the fuck#i feel like its touched everything#im scared to sleep in my room tognith#genuinely if anyone has any ideas for how to deal with this rn#like ig just suck it up and fucking deal with it#but guys i do not think the cbt worked well enough for me to manage that rn#like if anyone with ocd has ideas for how to minimize the obsession and the fear so i can just get it over with#like anything i can do in the moment idk#i feel not well and even though i literally know that its not related i just keep connecting everything to this fucking contaminant#and at this point who knows honsetly that actually could be the case#because i have fucking problems and i let it get out of hand#im kind of losing it
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literally still thinking abt the liveshow. like that will be burned into my memory but also im SO SAD bc i think bc of technical difficulties this show isn't actually being uploaded to the paetron BUT IT WAS GENUINELY SO FUCKING GOOD. Like the dads as teens interacting with the s2 teens ??????? the dads as babies ???????? GENUINELY? I WISH I COULD BEAM MY MEMORY OF THIS SHOW INTO ALL UR BRAINS i need more ppl to know of its existence so i can scream about it. Also never fucking recovering from emo teenager henry actually
#dndads#cal rambles#like there was genuinely so much#so much stuff that I KNOW the tumblr part of the fandom would absolutely lose their shit over#IM SO SAD THAT IM NOT GONNA SEE THAT HAPPEN#WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY BEINF SO ECTASTIC THAT I GOT TO WITNESS IT#normal stabbed tilt in the heart with an arrow btw she kept trying to call his bluff and he got increasingly more unhinged#I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE EVERYTING THAT HAPPENED ACTUALLY SORRY IM JUSY STILL REALING FROM NORM STILL BEING SO MISERABLE AND UNHINGED#DESPITE THIS BEING PRE-S2 CANON#anyways genuinely if anyone has ANY QUESTIONS AT ALL abt it I WILL ANSWER!!!!!!!!!#rolling on ghe fucking ground i cant cover everything#not over glenn telling taylor he's perfect just the way he is ans to never change#not over henry telling normal to be his best self and GIVING NORMAL THE PG FIRST DRAWING OF TEENIE THEREBY INSPIRING NORMAL TO BE TEENIE#not over Scary instantly having a crush on emo teen Henry#not over Link saying PEACE OUT FUCKERS and leaving them all behind in what is essentially dimensional prison#not over the teenage Henry writing poetry abt Daryl and wanting to ask him out#TBH I HAVENT TALKED MUCH ABT IT BUT THE FIRST HALF WHERE THEY WERE BABIES? THAT WAS FUCKING TOP NOTCH TOO#anyways. i need to calm down and go the fuck to sleep
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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