#and i KNOWWW how pathetic that sounds and i KNOW it’s my fault
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#i’m at a point where all of my friends except one. who is on the other side of the world. have come to either hate or dislike or discard me#and i KNOWWW how pathetic that sounds and i KNOW it’s my fault#and i really do try not to fall into a self pity spiral but i feel so disliked and unwanted and it’s so painful#and i’m so stressed out constantly and i don’t feel like i have a way of reducing my stress#like i’m just always On#i can’t work less because i need money i can’t work less on school because i need to pass my classes#and i don’t want to work less or spend less time on school#but i’m so fucking stressed and i don’t sleep anywhere near enough and i don’t know how to fix it#and i don’t know how to get my friends to like me again#and today at work something happened and it’s not even that deep and i don’t even know why it’s affecting me so much and it’s not even like#one specific thing or whatever#i’m just losing my fucking mind over nothing and i’m being so dramatic but i’m pretty sure i’ve cried for 2+ hours at this point#and i’m 100% gonna get in deep shit for this#i’m just so upset#my friends hate me my coworkers hate me and im so upset
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