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I am so surprised you haven’t gotten more traction your cotl comic is one of the best ones I’ve seen. It looks soooooo cool. Honestly probably my favorite comic now, I can’t wait for more chapters to come out!
bejrkbgjhjdgrf I'm honored my comic is hold at such a high esteem!
I was about to say, there wasn't much traction because maybe the comic haven't started so long ago, but then I saw that the first comic was posted in late Mai of last year- Oh my god THaB is almost already 1 year old ._. (and we are so, so far from the end of it-) Beside the realization that my time blindness is worse than I thought, I kind of don't care about the notes? I am always very happy to see everyone's reaction of course. But if the comic ends, and there's only, like, the handful of regulars, it would still be a win for me.
I started THaB as kind of a challenge? I wanted to prove to myself that I can finish a big project. But now, THaB turned into this comfort I never thought I needed. Having something to be obsessed about, and being able to talk about it with friends, having this positive feedback loop with them, while we just imagine the characters through situations, speculate about the lore, do world building from scratch... The notes and messages are a very sweet bonus✨ I started not for a good reason I think (too much pressure), but I'm so glad it turned out this way. But enough rambling! Thank you again for your sweet message! And see you at the next update ;3
#cabi ask#already 1 year wtf#welp the scope is even bigger then I thought#Im fucked but not alone#I WILL finish THaB one way or another though
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its fine its cool have a jmart kiss
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also as a gif for all your needs
#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jmart#teaholding#tma fanart#tma podcast#took me so fucking long to turn this into a gif that wasnt 20mb#i know nothing about technology im just driving through feels alone#take this as an apology for the last drawing#artists on tumblr#animation
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I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone
😂silly fucking me 😂
#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#kinda depressing#mentally fucked#mentally tired#suic1de#this is depressing#tw depressing stuff#discusting#dying inside#self h4te#self half#sadnees#sorry for being depressing#im so tired#sadgirl#sad thoughts#im fat and ugly#always alone#feeling alone#alone with my thoughts#alone in the dark#menatl health#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#mental illness#mental health#idiot#im hurtin#im dying
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i think dan should get to be a little weird too. as a treat
#my art#re animator#herbert west#daniel cain#dan cain#danbert#no but srsly guys i get that hes the normal guy but you forget ... HES ALSO WEIRD !!! HES SO STRANGE !!!#if he was normal he would have called the cops on herbert ages ago#but guess what babey he ... well technically he did call the cops but he waited like 20 years to do it so .. !!#bro was an enabler dont forget that#sorry im like rlly crazy about dan...#which is unfortuante bc i feel kind of alone in that like YES herberts a baddie YES hes litterally me#but dan....... DAAAAAAAAAAAN (eagle screeching)#what the fuck am i saying!#edit hey guys its actually lucid dog that rant you see above you was written at likes 6am after an all nighter#we all know dan is weird i mainly meant i think he should get to be PORTRAYED as weird more#really im just weird about him (<3) and i need him to reflect that
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#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#depressing shit#living with ptsd#tw depressing stuff#im done#tw depression#bpd meme#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#bpd#alone with my thoughts#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#mental illness#mental health#truth#life suuuuucks
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wrestling to be the first to greet you (they broke into your house)
#null rot#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#they say it doesnt matter who gets greeted first but then go into a full out brawl to be the first.... they probably break things and then#fight again to be the second who gets greeted and then again for third.. an.d. again for fourth... then one more time for-#GYAHHHHHHHH#LIKE BRO THEY JUST LOOK LIKE THE TYPE TO FIGHT OVER YOU#THEY FIGHT NORMALLY LIKE SIBLINGS BUT THEY RAKE IT A STEP FURTHER CAUSE THEY'RE DEMONS BUT IT'S NORMAL TO THEM#AND WHY IS ZOHA THE STRONGEST???? YOUNGER = STRONGER????? PHYSICALLY?????? IM SEEING IT THAT WAY#IN THAT CASE ITD MAKE SENSE SINCE THE OLDEST IS HANTENGU HIMSELF..... AND HES...... HIM#i always see sekido losing wrestling battles and Aizetsu being the one to win if its pure strength alone#bUT if theyre playing dirty i can see the turning tables...... but maybe thats for another day....#GYAH FUCK THE POWER SCALING BETWEEN THE FOUR BRO I NEED TO KEEP GOING#THESE MFS ARE TESTING MY ABILITIES WITH HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE TO KEEP DRAWING THEM...#FOR NOW LOOK HOW MUCH THEYRE DUMBASSES#and yes. the crotch shot to urogi was intentional on aizetsu's part. hes so subtle mean girl coded to me
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Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#ouhhhhhhhh im never gonna be able to emotionally recover from watching that animated short#ever since it came out a couple days ago just thinking of these two makes me feel like my heart is physically being ripped in half#i cant stop thinking about how Clervie was the only person in Arlecchino's life that she truly loved#like dont get me wrong Arlecchino loves her children in her own detached-fucked up way as much as any person with her amount of trauma can#but Clervie meant so much to her that even just her presence alone kept Arle's curse at bay#and it seems that no one other than Clervie herself has ever been able to break this unemotional/detached wall that Arle has put up#and maybe no one else ever will#DONT GET ME WRONG I still fw arle x other female harbingers like that shit is still peak#but oh my god the idea that arle never moved on after clervie's death and will never love anyone the way she loved her makes me want to SOB
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“Oh Lucanis… I’m going to miss you.”
Lucanis funeral in like 30 years….. there was supposed to be a second part where she kissed the coffin but frankly it’s too damn sad!!!!! I can’t take drawing this anymore!!!!
#also I tried something new and I ~hate it~ so I want this DONE AND OUT SO I CAN FREE MYSELF FOR SILLY ART#I say as my next plan is drawing lucanis unconious after bloodbath#rook baby im SOOOO sorry I’ve killed off your husband so young but alas it had to be done#also drawing old people is hard as shit I’m never doing that again#dragon age veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#datv#rookanis#lucanis x rook#rook#lucanis dragon age#rook dragon age#rook mercar#Vivienne rook mercar#also let’s all just pretend like antivans don’t traditionally burn their dead before burial#is she’s kissing a lump of ashes it just gets weird alright#also yes that’s wisp spite he really sent lucanis ass to the other side ALONE#spites like finally some peace and fucking quiet with my favourite rook#meanwhile my poor rook just spends the next 5 years staring at a wall in grief#I was suffering with the lyric ‘the world ended when it happened to me’ stuck in my head the whole time I made this too
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I'm not the kind of person that's like "Here let me fix the canon" usually but like holy crap gen 5 implied a lot of messed up shit about our hero Twilight Sparkle lmao
#It almost says something about the dangers of undertakin responsabilities alone#the nuanced idea of putting heroes on a pedestal being inherently self destructive#hell its kind of funny that Sunny idolizing her is objectively wrong#her legacy was a house of cards!#but I digress#I hope this post isnt swinging a bat at a hornet's nest#but y'know#this is also related to my fics lmao#bc of course#twilight sparkle#sunset shimmer#gen 4#gen 5#pony posting#mlp gen 4#my little pony#friendship is magic#Also like. Celestia herslef regretted banishing luna#and shes happier ruling WITH a partner#meanwhile twilight is like “Ok im not even on my thirties time to undertake all of this”#bonkers! Nuts!#its almost like. entirely accurate#entirely purposefull that her rule would fail completely#Wouldn't it be fucking sick for sunset to try again#to give it another shot!!!#now that shes better#changed for the better by none other than twi#i wrote fics of this lmaooo#fanfiction#writing stuff
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was feeling kinda down this morning so i drew max six times and that seemed to do the trick
#life is strange#lis#max caulfield#chloe price#life is strange 1#life is strange double exposure#<- tag i now need to go and blacklist because if i get spoilers for this game i stg#Something Will Happen#im SO excited#anyways i lied i actually drew the pool scene a week ago but didnt like it enough to post it alone#the five near identical maxes were all today though#sometimes you gotta draw the same character the same way over and over until you stop sulking for no reason#anyways i finished my lis 1 playthrough!!#was such a blast playing through it again#i forgot how much ep 5 FUCKS#i am still in my lis mood. evidently.
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I dont want to do this anymore.. I can't do this anymore.. I'm fuckin exhausted, I want it all to stop.. I need it all to stop..
#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#me rn#actually mentally ill#alone with my thoughts#mental illness#mentally fucked#tw sui ideation#bpd thoughts#mentally tired#im so tired#tw selfhate#tw depressive#tw depression#tw mental illness#tw sucidal ideation#bpd#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd stuff#bpd problems#bpd shit#bpd vent
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rain or shine i'm by your side so why won't you look my way
#parkour civilization#parkour civilization fanart#parkciv#evbo#seawatt#seavbo#minecraft#minecraft art#third version posted!!!!!!!!#good morning it is 8 am and i actually spent 2 hours marinating in bed#body clock fucked as hell wdym im automatically waking up 6 am on weekends now#well alright time to post more of them!!!!!!!!🌈🌈🍭🍭#has anybody noticed the weathergirl flavor foley captions#i looooove weathergirl Omg#i had it on loop when i made this piece#my original idea was to actually just have evbo alone!!!!#a weird yearning that he just cant seem to understand!!!!#an unknown want for someone thts been long gone but he doesnt want to acknowledge it!!!!#might get into mavbo slash darkstar too lowkey
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Just saw a post that made a really good point while talking about Mel and Viktor parallels and decided to make my own post about it as not to distract from the point of theirs-
If you guys are gonna run with “Mel used Jayce” you have to admit that Viktor used Jayce too. Viktor saw an opportunity to develop something meaningful that could help people and Jayce was his means of doing so.
#not too much on my girl Mel#mel medarda#viktor arcane#jayce arcane#jayce talis#mel arcane#meljay#meljayvik#jayvik#yall are just so HATEFUL#leave mel alone#arcane#edit: im saying they both used jayce or neither of them used jayce#grow the fuck up
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being in the saw fandom is so funny. non-horror fans think you’re sick in the head, sensible horror fans don’t like them/don’t wanna subject themselves to all that, extreme horror fans think you’re a phillistine. most of the fandom is dickriding either Brunette Guy or Brunette Girl. there’s 10.7 of these movies and 5 to 9 of them suck depending on who you ask. they’re all straddling the lines between horror, crime drama and soap opera. every single ship is utterly unmarketable. everyone has 2 saw jokes and they’re both bad. there seems to be a prevailing assumption that the puppet is the bad guy. the actual bad guy was confirmed bisexual on tiktok
#saw#saw series#they speak#for legal reasons this is in good fun/hyperbole for its own sake#also for legal reasons i do not actually give a fuck what extreme horror fans think#also YES im bringing up the jigsaw canon bisexual thing again i cannot be alone in this knowledge. do you understand what this means to me
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so many twists in this show but my new favourite is them setting cobel up as such a complete and utter freak for a season and a half only for this episode to reveal she's actually SHOCKINGLY WELL ADJUSTED for what she's been through
#ether at eight years old is FUCKING CRAZY are you KIDDING ME#like that alone. but it's ether at and BEFORE eight years old#PLUS child labour in the ether factory#PLUS her mother dying while she was being child labour schooled and not getting to say goodbye#PLUS getting credit stolen for the MEDICALLY PROCEDURE SHE INVENTED so that the cycle of gross exploitation could devolve even further#like. im surprised she just gets angry and drives like a lunatic#girl should have warrants out for her arrest. for triple homicide. instead she just got fired from torment nexus inc.#severance#severance spoilers#harmony cobel
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deranged showtime
#caine x pomni#showtime tadc#the amazing digital circus#caine tadc#pomni tadc#can i get more deranged showtime#or am i just alone on this one#maybe im just a fan of caine being unintentionally really fucked up#i mean he is in the show but. kind of wish he was worse
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