#IVE NEVER HEARD OF THAT GUY BEFORE IN MY LIFE GENUINELY

[shady-ratt]

I did NOT watch every single Slmccl video for him to NOT be up there

[bunnyboy-juice]

spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

[stanleyoffseventh-oldblog]

completely genuinely, i love to log on to tumblr dot com and have my dash be nothing but ten different people liveblogging three different sports across six or so teams, several of which ive never heard of before in my life. sports bar type of atmosphere. never change. im cracking open a cold one with you guys in spirit

[aguineapigcouldntdothis]

I do not find it reasonable that the term "ashkenormativity" is frequently used to mean "asheknazi jews, aka the white european ones, are racist, colorist, and even antisemitic against other jews". not only is that an improper definition with loads of information, it fails to recognize that the people who are most likely to perpetuate ashkenormativity are goyim.

for the purpose of this post, I will be going with the definition that ashkenormativity is the belief that ashkenazi people are the default jews, which leads to them getting more respect, opportunities, recognition, etc. goyim, especially in the western world, have likely only been exposed to ashkenazi jews, meaning that they are likely to view them as the blueprint. they are simply drawing conclusions from the available information, which in my eyes is not a huge issue. the true problem arises when they learn about other types of jews and immediately decide that we are "improper". because we don't fit their idea of what a jew looks like, acts like, etc., we are either bad jews or not jewish at all.

it is not the fault of ashkenazim that goyim think this way, and it is not their responsibility to fix it. it is also not their fault that most jews in the western world are ashkenazim. it is absolutely the responsibility of goyim to learn that there are many types of jew and we are still one people.

ashkenazim are less likely to spread ashkenormativity than goyim because they are exposed to other jews more often. they may have different norms than a sephardi, mizrahi, etc. jew would, but they're usually able to recognize that we are all jews with a shared culture. and by usually I mean I can count on 1 hand the number of times an ashki jew genuinely thought they were better than us. 2 hands if we're counting repeated offenses from the same person. I believe that has nothing to do with their heritage and everything to do with them being an asshole. point is, learning by observing other jews is an effective tool to combat prejudices. the more examples you see of a non-ashki jew, the more likely you are to correct yourself when you promote ashkenormativity.

i feel like a fun exercise would be to compare 2 separate interactions ive had with a goy and a ashkenazi jew. both contain examples of ashkenormativity. neither is significantly worse than the other so they are close enough to compare.

interaction with goy:

context is we were talking about jewish traditions and it got to the topic of food. I actually cooked a ton this year i didnt know what I was in for.

me: I won't cook that much this year, but usually id eat a lot of unleavened cakes and rice for passover

goy: i thought you guys ate matzah

me: I mean yeah but we eat other stuff too. im sephardi so I get more options which is fun (this was said as a joke, not judging anyone)

goy: oh so you're not really jewish then?

me: no im still jewish, Im just not ashkenazi and we have some cultural differences

goy: but like you're not jewish religiously, right??

me: I mean im not orthodox but yeah im still a religious jew. i just practice based on my culture its not hard to get

goy: wouldn't it be easier to just do what everyone else does though

me: yeah I just like doing this more it's fun for me

goy: yeah whatever I dont get this im done

interaction with ashki jew:

context is i was at shabbat dinner chilling on a couch and talking to a friend i made

ashki jew: so you know that shul down by (location)

me: the what?

ashki jew: ...the shul??

me: I've never heard that word in my life what is that

ashki jew: its just the synagogue. you've never heard that word before?

me: no i was so confused ive always just called it synagogue. sometimes the old people would call it kal never shul though

ashki jew: ok just like tell me if I confuse you with my yiddish again

I feel as if the differences between these interactions is quite clear. so, I wont go into heavy detail analyzing them. the basic idea is that during the conversation with the goy, I kept explaining myself and they refused to listen. they believed that ashki jews were better than me and that they themselves were also better than me. I was essentially told that I do not know anything about judaism because in their eyes I am not truly a jew. during the conversation with the ashkenazi jew, they explained themselves immediately because we are equals. they know we are both jews and we're more similar than we are different. it surprised them that I didn't know what shul meant, yet they did not use that as an excuse to tear me down.

I truly think people do ashkenazim a disservice by assuming that they are power hungry jews (*cough* antisemitic stereotype *cough*) who will stop at nothing to be better than the sad little sephardim and mizrahim. in reality, most of them, like my lovely friend, are more than willing to learn and share with other jews. the people who are truly hurting us are the goyische antisemites.

this is gonna sound hypocritical because I just made a long ass post about an intracommunity issue, however, can we please just focus the majority of our energy on the actual antisemites who are truly hurting us instead of other jews? this is an important topic that we need to discuss it's just not the most important thing us jews have going on. other jews are my friends and I refuse to be separated from them for the approval of goyim, and I know they will show me that same kindness.

note: I am just not feeling like myself today forgive any weird writing mistakes ill fix them later or maybe not

[newwavesylviaplath]

more dumb music opinions!! this is long and ik most of u don't care but whatever this is my platform i will post how i see fit. also im not proofreading this at all its 1:26 in the morning and im literally falling asleep as im writing this so apologies in advance if this isn't the most well written or coherent post ive ever made

okay yall i fell down a rabbit hole of people on tiktok criticizing chappell roan and now im all worked up so here i am giving my opinions no one asked for;

so something i've been noticing a real influx of is people bringing up her hot to go performance at outside lands (a festival) where she says something along the lines of "vip thinks they're way too cool to do this.. you're not fun!" mfs have been getting online to talk about how chappell was being SO RUDE!!! and NOT EVERYONE KNOWS HER MUSIC WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS!!!! but like anyone with common sense who has seen the vid/heard the audio can tell she was being playful?? like come on now. i also saw someone post abt how she was being mean to jimmy fallon?? 😭 first off, while im not sure abt this one in particular late night shows are usually scripted and secondly im starting to believe more and more that these people have just never interacted with a drag queen before. chappell roan is a STAGE PERSONA and the majority of drag queens are characterized by having this larger than life attitude- take for example that one rupaul /jimmy fallon interview (u guys know which one) like idk i feel like it's very obvious that chappell is playing it up for the sake of entertainment, not cuz she genuinely believes she's above everyone else.

the other thing i've seen ppl whining about is how a) she doesn't wanna take a picture with fans, therefore she believes her shit doesn't stink and b) the two tiktoks she posted a day ago where she was voicing her struggles openly without policing her tone. first off, CELEBRITIES DONT OWE U PICTURES. don't get me wrong, taking a picture with a celeb u are a fan of can be a great experience and a fun story- but people are acting as if it is their god given right to get a photo with whoever they want whenever they want. "oh well she brought this on herself it's the price of being famous" are u stupid omfg acting like chappell signed a contract giving up her autonomy in order to get on the billboard charts. she quite literally did not choose this and even if she did that doesn't mean ur automatically entitled to a pic with her as if she's some kind of zoo animal like?? the two vids she posted to tiktok essentially telling ppl to leave her alone was met with backlash because she 'sounded rude' again im going to put this in perspective for everyone. her family is being stalked. she is being harassed both online and in real life. being upset because she comes off a little brash in a video where she is practically begging yall to stop with the harassment should be the least of your concerns. this is a twenty six year old who was virtually unknown six months ago- her meteoric rise to fame was not something she could have been prepped for in anyway possible. i feel like some people just aren't trying to wrap their heads around how insane the reality of this situation really is. the phrase "fifteen minutes of fame" used to be a lot more hyperbolic than it is now. i'm exhausted

[yandere-daydreams]

i was listening to my younger cousin whos like, really into things like fanfiction and all of this stuff. she was talking about tropes ive never heard before like yanderes and briefly mentioned your username.

after getting a little curious and downloading tumblr and reading your things, it's safe to say that i am absolutely bewildered by this side of the internet. for the record i'm just some random guy and now, thanks to you, im thinking about things i didnt even know existed. i dont even know if im straight anymore ?? and now ive fallen down this rabbit hole of yandere imagines please how can i return to my normal life after this im genuinely scared

lmao get fruity. but also the kind of fiction you enjoy (even if it's wildly self-indulgent reader-insert fiction) has literally no effect on your personal identity and who you are outside of that very narrow aspect of your personality and thus you should be free to enjoy things that fall outside of what's considered 'normal' for people like you, as cited from an aro/ace vaguely sapphic person who writes roughly ten-thousand words of smut about hot fictional men every week. but also also lmao get fruity.

[kcalsforhim]

˖⋆࿐໋ monday 2nd of december

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i woke up this morning by the sound of my mother coming back home.. i heard my sister and her boyfriend and my little nephew.. but i was tired so i stayed in bed some longer. then when i decided to get up i wore something tight so my sister would see how much weight i lost but... alas she was already gone. i saw my mom though, she was very happy to see me. i hugged her because to be honest i missed her so much...

i went downstairs and i grabbed some food and i brought it upstairs with me as usual. instead of eating it, i put it in my lunchbox. it was some leftovers from a while ago. i left it in the box while i hopped on the treadmil for 30 minuets. i got ready to bring the food to my friend and headed out. i ended up walking to the shopping centre and thats where he ate the food. he was grateful since it was the first meal of the day, and i needed the food gone.

afterwards we went to the store.. he got me 2 big bottles of pepsi, 2 limited edition soda's which i took pictures of to review, and an energy drink ill have tommorow and along side that also 4 macarons which i ate later for omad.

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soda 1 : cola coconut zero sugar jumbo thuismerk soda 2 : cola tompouce zero sugar jumbo thuismerk

ok so the coconut one ?? it was GODLY, unironically i would drink this on the regular. the coconut flavour is so nice and super good, even mark who has a terrible sense of smell, and thus barely tastes anything, enjoyed the taste of it. the tompouce however ?? i didnt like it. it just tasted purely like the sweetener and nothing more, it had no tompouche flavour to it lmfao... it was also the fizziest fizzy drink ive ever had ever.

anyways it was cold so we hung out at his place for a while, smoked cigarettes in his room, i warmed my feet by his fireplace and his mom said i was beautiful and stylish before i left. she also briefly said i should "prepare to eat dinner with them next time" so guys im cooked... then i went back home before the rain could get bad... then i had dinner !

cals : 506 / 500 max goal steps : 19.4 k / 10 k min weekday goal description :

a bit of chicken, i had some skin too because i really enjoy eating the chicken skin, i had a bit of potatoes, and i put some of the salad my mom made there too... then in a seperate bowl i had just a whole bowl of brussle sprouts my mom made for me and they had garlic ! it was so nice. and lastly 4 maracons... they were vanilla flavour, coconut flavour, rasberry and caramel flavour respectively <3

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my kinder chocolate calander thing had no thing in it... so i felt bad and i grabbed something sweet... i grabbed a bit of vanilla yogurt and i crushed one lotus cookie in it, but i instantly felt bad because a chocolate egg would be 30 free cals and this treat was closer to 100 cals... so i decided to go on the treadmil.

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i spent 1 hour and 30 mins on it ! making 2 hours total on it today... i walked on speed 5 untill my ankle started hurting so bad i could feel my ankle popping and i felt like i was going to fall off.. i burned 461 extra cals in this workout. and i ended up getting 19.4 k steps for my entire day. after this workout i felt heavenly, and i genuinely felt so much better after eating ? i definently think i want to make it a habit of walking maybe 1 hour after eating so i can burn off those nasty cals... i better if i want to get skinny... becides, ive never regretted a single workout in my whole life... its all about decipline right ? i feel amazing and i dont feel guilty about my treat !!! lets hope tommorow i actually get my chocolate treat tho sigh...

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this song is gorgous and its been stuck in my head allllll dayyyyyy loooooongggg. its so glorious and so just... skinny ??? i cant describe it

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[urbestestwindgod]

epic the musical sagas 1-7 song rating tw i have bad taste

1. keep your friends close—this shouldnt be a shocker this was the song that after knowing abt epic but noy having tiktok at the time to be able to see its progress n stuff i didnt know much abt it n listening to the songs out of order was confusing but the moment i hesrd this enchanting melody i was a fan fan downloading tiktok just for the updates from jorge this has been my unbeatable favorite for a while im rlly annoying abt it as we know

2. open arms—the first released song i heard that introduced me to epic and again not knowing much abt it or how to listen to it in order in the early days (fun fact my intelligence peaked in algebra and ive never been that smart abt anything else ever) seeing ppl talk abt polities not knowing he died was kinda scary like wdym this cutie goes to “the wrong club”?? :(

3. suffering—its fun n ody gets to talk to his wife what do u want from me

4. scylla—AHHHHHHHHHH i fold over and seize every time those strings start after the “hello”

5. ruthlessness—like the idea of poseidon man handling him what can i say WHAT DO YOU W A N T from meee

6. wouldnt you like—i would i would

7. remember them—hes so dumb i lovw him

8. lucky runs out—if iii wasnt overstimulated rn i could gather my thoughts and explain this but unfortunately i am a student

9. storm—this and luck runs out are twins in my head and heart

10. polyphemus—THATS MY CYCLOPS!!! HELL YEA!!!

11. legendary—very good, love how telemachus sings like an adolescent love his dreams and love him unfortunately it IS in the same saga as….her

12. little wolf—I THOUGHT WE WOULD ALL AHIP HIM AND ANTINOUS AFTER THIS AONG BC THERES TENSION GUYS I SWEAR WDYM ITS CONTROVERSIAL :(

13. no longer you—if i could dance i would dance to this, with air probably but still

14. full speed ahead—need this song spoonfed to me while i bang on the table like a toddler in a highchair

15. the horse and the infant—NEOPTOLEMUS MENTIONED??? AHHH!!!!

16. different beast—lovely lovely lovely his voice is so

17. survive—oooo uhhhh

18. mutiny—it shocks me every time somehow

19. monster—should be higher but i forgor abt it srry—yeayea great song kick my feet to it wvery tim

20. warrior of the mind—greek son and thought daughter (was funnier in my head)

21. my goodbye—she leaved :(

22. puppeteer—if circe (odyssey) didnt plague my view of circe (epic) i would like her songs more sorry guys

23. done for—is it baaaaadddd that i dont have many thoughts on this :(

24.there are other ways—IM SURE THERE ARE CIRCE IM SURE THERE ARE

25. thunder bringer—again this was meant to be higher but i was gonna put it somewhere special and forgor :(

26. the underworld—oh ouch ouch ouch ouchie ouch

27. god games—THE SNIPPET OF THIS WAS THE FIRST EPIC SONG I EVER HEARD AND KICKSTARTED A GREEK MYTHOLOGY PHASE THAT MY FAMILY WILL NEVER FORGIVE JORGE FOR. apollos part was so short tho 😔 sigh…

28. just a man—I LIKE IT I JUST NEVER REMEMBER IT AGHHHHH I LOVE IT THO I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR

29. we’ll be fine—OMFGOMFGOMFG unfortunately it is right before….yeaaaa

30. love in paradise—OH EWEWEWEWEWEW i would like this a lot more if people didnt act like calypso deserved to feel happiness or joy or pleasure or even life? idn where this unbridled hatred for her comes from i dont feel this way about way worse characters BUT I WANT EVERY DEATH IN THE ILIAD DONE TO CALYPSO FIVE TIMES EACH CALYPSO WHEN I CATCH UR ASS—its not even about odysseus anymore ody get in the car mama has business to attend to WHEN IM NOT SORRY FOR LOVING U COMES OUT I WILL SHAKE MY HEAD IN DISAPPOINTMENT AND and gently and discreetly remove it from my epic playlist :3 i block everyone i see who talks positively about her genuinely she ruins my day. i know shes not real but still the concept of her makes me physically shake in anger sometimes in the middle of my perfectly normal day SHE SUCKS I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER SO FUCKING MUCH dont ask me why i dont know why but just just put me in a room with her and every weapon ever ever made that would be wish fulfillment for me

saga rating is ocean, thunder, cyclops, troy, underworld, circe, wisdom (and depending on how im not sorry for loving u goes justr know vengeance is going in eighth)

anyways uhm im a little manic this week but i hope i didnt make u hate me TOO much with this i am aware that my taste in everything is bad my favorite food is plain butterless angel hair noodles ans my favorite drink is water, my favorite color is green, my favorite animal is probably frogs bc most animals give me the heebie jeebies, and my favorite book is frankenstein thanks for being here i love u :3

[bigredsartt]

im beyond thankful for my girlfriend.

and i know a lot of you aren't surprised in the slightest, but just. she saved me. more than she knows. i genuinely, honest to god, on my life, have never been in a relationship before her where i felt fully loved, wanted, cared for, and like i didnt have to hide any part of myself. being in a genuinely healthy relationship is so weird, but in the best way possible. like wdym she randomly lets me know that she loves me and is always there to reassure me and shows me off and puts me above everyone else and actually makes an effort to talk to me?? no way.

shes also just. so sweet. thats why i fell for her in the first place. before i even saw her face, heard her voice, or even just. got super close with her, i kinda knew that i wanted to be closer. like. WAY closer. (spoiler alert: it was a crush. my gift was being in denial).

i literally cant describe ash in just a few paragraphs. ive never really had a way with words, but ill try my best to even ATTEMPT to convey my love for her. she kinda feels like the color pink, if that makes sense. or she feels like what it's like when you listen to THAT part of your absolute favorite song with really loud, noise cancelling headphones on a long car ride. and she feels like when you watched your favorite movie for the very first time in theatres. talking to her feels like jumping into your bed after a really long day, and then you feel safe and happy. and even though she hates pepsi and hadn't seen the good dinosaur until i made her, i love her. like. so, so, so, SO much. it's insane.

oh and im also thankful for madlyn. these two LOSERS are how we met, here on tumblr dot com. which is actually why i'm writing this here instead of anywhere else,,,its like. nostalgic?? yeah.

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND GUYS IM TWEAKING!!!!

@emmasgirll <33

[the-kipsabian]

Kip Sabian.

Please go off.

anon i respect you so much for this but i hope you know what you have just done LMAO

tl;dr - hes absolutely perfect in every way possible. love of my life

hes just.. so innovative. his character work is absolutely fucking masterful, no matter which one it is. all of them are so delightfully different from one another but you can still see the same man behind all of them and thats just talking about the range of the character work and the clear work and effort he puts into everything he does, be it just the characters themselves, the promos, in-ring work, anything. he always goes all out, hes creative as hell with them (name me one other person that gets over with a box on their head i dare you) and it truly shows how loving and passionate he is about this whole wrestling thing and that he just absolutely gets it. also he just has fun with it and it shows. anything from cocky indie superbad to coward best husband superbad to boxman to whatever the cringe failure era was lmao and now the sex idol. he just does it all and he does it flawlessly and i will throw hands with tk if he doesnt capitalize on this man soon i sWEAR TO GODDAMN

his in-ring work is incredibly good. watch literally any sequence hes ever had with orange cassidy and you see what i mean. hes improved from that too (since the last one of those was a quite long while ago now), he can hang with pretty much anyone. i like it the way he says it himself, he can literally make anyone look good and no one has ever complained about having to work with him in the ring. which says a lot about how good and talented he is imo. he can do it all, be it more grounded moves or recently hes been doing a lot more jumps and top rope moves which! exciting!! cause it just adds to his arsenal and shows off that flexibility even more and its just so insanely good. like fuck man if you can get someone who can hang one-on-one with someone like vikingo like he did a few weeks back, thats a fucking keeper. dont you dare forget that

im not gonna take this moment to talk about his promo stuff cause i will literally be here forever. watch this and get back to me later about why im right that hes incredible at this shit with the tone and again character work and just overall presentation. even if its now a bit more comedic with the sex idol, its still an absolute delight. also i could listen to him talk forever, he has my favorite voice in the entire world and his accent is delicious and good fucking lord

PRESENTATION. hes just really fucking hot okay. i thought he was cute before but my god. the hair, no matter the version, on point. the eyeliner, gorgeous. nail polish, good lord (he needs to bring it back tbh its been a while). the outfits, holy shit i cant say words. i have done an extensive gear study to show how truly insane he makes me about his looks, not to mention the goddamn casual fits/suit game. jesus take the wheel. his smile is fucking out of his world and the laugh lines he gets are maybe my favorite feature on any human ever. hes fucking delicious and what of it

also arms. i dont think i need to say anything more i have also turned into a back admirer girlie (gn) because of him so like. uuuuuh

AND THEN. hes just a fucking delightful human being in general. is he stupid and cringey? yes, but arent we all. it just shows how human he is. just like us. ive so many times wondered how if we lived on slightly different timelines, we might have genuinely been friends cause he reminds me so much of guys of the same age that i know and im friends with. like we would have meshed pretty well together if circumstances were different lmao. that just shows me how genuine he is tbh. hes just fucking nice, hes very supportive, tries his best to be a good ally (i have both seen this and have first hand experience on it so dont @ me saying im wrong or its performative, i have way too many cases to prove that hes fr fr) and.. yeah. ive never heard anyone that actually knows him say anything bad about him. he has his flaws, obviously, cause nobodys perfect, but he makes up for it with what ridiculously good he has in him. this is a man with so much potential and love to give to the world both in his personal and professional lives and hes just needs his chance to shine so fucking badly, in all areas of life

im gonna stop now before i get too emotional but. yeah. he means fucking everything to me 💜💜

[munsonsreputation]

Congratulations to 500 followers 🥳🥳💕. You deserve it.

Could you do a little somewhere with Robin and the two prompts ?

"You're jealous aren't you?" "I'm not jealous."

"I might never get another chance to say this."

Love you 💚😍

hey anela!!!!

thanks so much for sending in this request!! i loved this prompt and ive been wanting to write more robin so this was perfect!! this was so sweet and i hope i did your prompt justice!!

and thank you so much for the support and kind words!! it means the world to me!!! 🧸💘

Parties were never your thing, but of course after the coming months of you getting closer to Robin it also led you getting closer to her friends—one of her best friends, Steve, who hosted parties every other weekend at his house.

Usually you’d decline the invite but not when Robin was the one asking you to come. You’d tag along with her anywhere if it meant getting to hear her laughter, brush your hands against one another, and share smiles.

It was sorta obvious. Very obvious that you and Robin liked each other. They saw the way you two looked at each other and laughed a little too hard at one another’s corny jokes. It was cute for a while, but after months of this dragging on, they all were just waiting for you two to get together. To stop dancing around those obvious feelings and finally confess your crushes.

But of course, neither of you had the guts to admit your feelings. At least not right now, because that would possibly ruin your friendship and that was not something either of you were ready to do.

But not for long, at least not for Robin who clutched her soda can so tight that the aluminium crumpled and her glare seemed to harden as she watched you across Steve’s living room.

“So are you from Hawkins?”

The guy had approached you two minutes ago, and you were already over the conversation the minute he opened his mouth.

You nodded, tightly smiling as you looked down at your almost empty cup, “Yeah, lived here my whole life…”

Another wave of awkward silence passed while you waited for him to catch the hint and excuse himself from his place next to you on the couch. But no, of course, an obnoxious guy so full of himself couldn’t catch any fucking hint if his life depended on it.

“Why is she talking to him?” Steve nudged Robin who sighed and shrugged, not tearing her eyes off of you and the stranger.

“He came up to her…he looks like a real douche.” She grumbled sadly.

“Well, first of all, why don’t we put this down,” He reached for the smashed soda, pulling it out of her hands, “second, she obviously looks uncomfortable.”

Steve gestured to you, looking anywhere but the guy and practically burying yourself into the leather of the couch. The smile she loved to see on your face was strained and forced, even more so was the laugh you let out.

“Put your jealousy aside, Robs,” Steve patted her shoulder as she scoffed, smacking his arm lightly.

“I’m not jealous!” She argued ridiculously.

He laughed, pushing her by the shoulders, “Go, Robin!”

Stumbling a bit, she regained her path and made her way over to you. Words already flowing through her head as she rolled her shoulders back and tried to pull herself together.

As she got closer to you, your eyes drifted to the familiar presence of Robin, grateful and relieved that she was near. A genuine smile coated your face while you sat up, waving timidly, “Hey, Robs!”

“H-hey!” She stuffed her hands into her pockets, shooting you a smile that lingered on both of your faced for way too long before she began speaking again.

“Do you wanna go out back and take a breather?” She turned her head to the back sliding doors, the yard empty with everyone inside mingling in the warmth.

You nodded quickly, immediately taking her hand as she offered it to you, helping you up before you turned back to the guy who sulked, “I forgot to tell you I don’t like guys!”

Robin heard you, her cheeks reddening away from your view, where she pulled you through the sliding doors and towards the pool chairs.

“You’re a lifesaver, Robin.” You thanked her, settling into one of the seats and patting the space beside you, gesturing for her to lie next to you under the starry sky.

She took her place, trying not to think about being so close to you. Not that it was anything out of the sort. You and Robin would cuddle each other all the time during movie nights with your friends and sometimes subconsciously during sleepovers where you two with wake tangled in each other’s arms.

But something in the air just told her that tonight was going to be different. She could feel the warmth radiating off your body through the cold air while you tucked yourself into her side, slinging your arm over her stomach.

“What did he say to you?” She asked quietly, wrapping one of her arms across your shoulders while the other went behind her head.

You let out a mixture of giggles and groans, “Just the classic douchey pickup lines. I mean seriously, I feel bad for the girls who actually fall for those kind of guys.”

Her laugh whirled through her chest while she nodded her head, a gentle hand rubbing your shoulders soothingly, “No, yeah, I mean like, you would think they would actually be funny, you know to make up for all the things they lack, but they just totally suck all around.”

You snickered, stuffing your face in the crook of her neck where she could feel the warmth of your breath hitting her skin. She looked down at you, watching the way you tried to stop laughing, but couldn’t because you found her so funny.

She always thought no one would get her humor.

Until she met you.

How could anyone ever compare to you?

You were too precious for this world.

She wished she could show you how much you meant to her.

Robin pulled you in a little closer, a fire lighting inside her soul when she remembered how tense you looked back in there, “Seriously! You looked so uncomfortable, I would totally go back in there and give him a peace of my mind.”

The butterflies erupted in your stomach. She was so protective of you for someone who hated confrontation. You would totally let her go back in there and give that douchebag a piece of her mind, but that would mean missing out on the moment of you and her basking in the moonlight—and you weren’t going to let that happen.

Not tonight, because you knew it was going to be different.

You sat up slightly looking down at her where she furrowed her brows and stared at you, “Y-you ok? Did you want to go back inside?” she sat up too, pointing her thumbs back inside before you slightly shoved her back to lie down.

“Hmph! O-okaaay, what’s going on?” She swallowed, while you smirked, a sense of confidence and courage coming to you.

“You were jealous, weren’t you?” You said slowly, watching as her face dropped as quickly as she tried to put on an unconvincing look on her face that told you otherwise.

“W-what? No, I wasn’t! Why would I be jealous?! I’m not even the jealous type!” She babbled, waving her hands all of the place while she looked anywhere but your eyes, already a clear signal that she was lying.

Your fingers wrapped around her flailing wrists, gently calming her erratic movements. “Robin…” you whispered softly, “I might not get another chance to say this…but I like you. More than friends.”

Holy shit, was this happening right now?

The moment that she was finally waiting for.

Robin was more than awestruck. You could literally see the stars shining in her eyes while she open mouth stared at you, trying to form words of any kind to tell you she felt the same. Her heart was skipping and beating and her stomach was doing somersaults with the way you were staring at her with such admiration.

But at the moment, all she could do was sit up, closing the space between the both of you while she reached for your cheeks, pulling your lips to hers as you two melted into a kiss. Your lips were soft and pillowy against her slightly chapped ones. It was a gentle, sweet kiss at first, but it quickly deepened as the two of you lost yourselves in each other.

The best first kiss of your lives.

When she pulled away,

As you both pulled away to catch your breath, Robin looked at you with a smile, “I’ve been waiting to do that since forever,” she said, her voice shaky with emotion, “I—I like you too. A lot. More than friends.”

You couldn’t help yourself, capturing her lips once more where you two fell back onto the pool bed, giggling against each other’s lips basking in this moment that cemented everything.

“I guess I should go in there and thank that douchebag for making you jealous?” You joked, squishing her cheeks, while she shook her head and pulled you closer.

“Over my dead body!” She hollered out loud with no care in the world because all the weight had been lifted off her shoulders with you in her arms.

Maybe jealousy wasn’t such a bad thing after all.

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[necroromantics]

Hi Ive been trying my best not to bombard everyone with all the drama and everything, I know I talk my shit a lot about the whole "call-out" situation and discourse in general cuz I have a lot to say and Ive never been the type to bite my tongue.

But I just wanted to set aside some time to say how much I appreciate everyone who has taken the time to understand and support my side of this, and understand how much I have grown and changed since the things Ive said in the screenshots. It genuinely means the world to me to have people like that in my life who allow me to make my mistakes and learn from them without boxing me in by my past. And for the people who have reached out to me throughout everything and heard my side, I also appreciate you very much

And I'm so very grateful to see people, outside of the situation, speaking up about ableism in the Creepypasta fandom, and giving space for an important conversation about how people mistreat and dehumanize people with disorders that don't fit in to their standards of whats deemed "good". I'm glad to see the room for improvement being made, and people being so kind and understanding throughout everything

I think theres a lot of negativity in fandom spaces sometimes and I know I do my fair share of contributing to that through shit like discourse and whatever, but I just wanted to take some time to sorta speak on the good things Ive seen recently. Its so easy to complain about things, and sometimes we need to just be a little bit more understanding and kinder to people in our spaces.

I love so many things about the Creepypasta fandom, and I'm very glad I stepped away from the communities I used to be apart of and into a space where I can share about my interests and passions. Theres so many wonderful people here, absolutely talented artists and writers, and I see the regulars around a lot, and its just a crazy community experience Ive never had before

Yall are so fun and creative, its amazing the things you guys create, and how passionate everyone is, and how kind yall are. Peace and luv fr 🔥🔥

[wooziorgans]

Hmmmmm idrk any trans person (especially ftm) irl who I know so I wanted to ask you certain doubts I had about trans people in general and feel free to skip or answer whichever question you are comfortable with

1. Have you gotten a top/bottom surgery?

2. If you have gotten bottom surgery what exactly happens. I e heard they enlarge the clitoris to give it a penile shape but I am not sure. If yes does it get hard like other penises do?

3. What was your parents/relatives reaction coming out trans? Because coming out trans is worse than coming out gay from my experiences.

4. What is your love life irl like? D people get turned off when you tell them you're trans not cus often?

5. If you have done top surgery does it also affect your nipples? Cuz from what I know male nipples look much different than female nipples.

6. Do you feel safer as a man while travelling alone in public places or at night or is it same like a woman?

Again all my questions are from genuine curiosity so hope you don't feel offended by any of them

-🍓girl

1. i have gotten top surgery. i do not want bottom surgery bcs i personally don’t think it’s advanced enough as a medical procedure for me to get it. like i just don’t think the procedure is developed enough for me to want to take the risk for it.

2. from what I know about bottom surgery, there are two types. one is smaller and can get hard on its own. they use what growth you gain from taking testosterone to build the dick. the other type requires a pump in one of your balls to get you hard. that one required a skin graft from the arm or thigh because it’s bigger in appearance.

but with taking testosterone, the clit gets bigger bcs the introduction of testosterone will do that. women who body build and take steroids (which is just low dose testosterone) typically have enlarged clits. and it does give the clit the shape of a dick kind of.

3. honestly it wasn’t great. my extended family on one side was much more understanding because i have a gay cousin on that side. but my family is generally very religious. even though ive been out for nearly 7 years, i constantly get dead named and misgendered when im around my religious family members.

my parents didn’t take it well at all. but i had to double down and explain that it was detrimental to my health that they at least try and understand. and when i started seeing doctors to get on testosterone, my doctor provided information on support groups for parents of trans kids and it helped them quite a bit. but i think im quite lucky with how things worked out at home.

4. honestly my love life has been fine. i dated a straight woman once and it wasn’t an issue. i do pass really well, so physically i look like a guy. and if ppl are attracted to masculinity then im not an exception to that just bcs i don’t have a dick n balls.

and honestly when it comes to romance, i typically tell people im interested in about me being trans to avoid any extra hurt in the future. like I would never talk to someone with romantic intent with out telling them about it, because there’s the chance it would be a turn off for them, and i would prefer to not get my heart broken bcs of it.

5. my nipples are the same ones i had when i had boobs. they’re a little bit smaller (trimmed down by my surgeon), but they’re not centred like they would be on a pair of boobs? they’re more outwards towards my arms if that makes any sense. it looks like a male chest basically (w surgery scars n nipples that are slightly bigger).

however, my nipples themselves don’t stick out or get hard anymore but that’s bcs of nerve damage from having surgery. which isn’t an issue for me personally.

6. typically yes, i do feel safer now compared to before. but i still (despite the fact that I pass quite well) run into the issue of people thinking im a woman. it’s not as common anymore bcs i will talk to ppl and they’ll hear my deep ass voice and be like “oh shit”.

but when i was growing out my hair, travelling at night was scary bcs i looked a lot more feminine. im also not tall. like at all,,? So from the back i do look like a woman. just w rlly broad shoulders. people walking in the same direction as me have cat called me before. its ass.

[selfundiagnosed]

ive been getting treatment for my symptoms since i was 12 i was on anti psychotics ages 13-18 and then 18-22 i pretended like i did not have the mental health issues i was being treated for and ages 22-23 my reality split because of something someone did to me twice and it broke my mind and i started hallucinating vividly and losing my marbles a bit with the psychic visions shit so ive seen a lot of psychiatrists in my life. like a lot. ive had like 4 psychiatrists in that time span and was hospitalized & had emergency evaluations up the walls with no clear diagnosis in sight and then i start seeing this little nurse practitioner who is super young and shes like been taking my case super seriously for the first time in my life because i dont experience full blown psychosis and shes DETERMINED to find my answers i adore her and the last time i saw her she was like hey for next time look into schizotypal personality disorder i was like Alright never really heard of it before and you guys. At first i was like hmm this is clinical and vague doctor talk idgi. But THEN i read the case studies and forums for schizotypal and i laughed and laughed and laughed my head off. i just couldnt stop laughing for real it was like the most invasive and disgusting read on my entire being ever. Do you know how bad my ego is dying because i waited 12 years for a diagnosis i genuinely thought i was never getting one & i thought i was the only one in the world experiencing this level of neuroticism. no it turns out im not special in this regard and its killing me waiting for my visit with her in 2 days bc im just gonna be able to be like girl your mind your amygdala is so fat how in the world did you connect these dots you amaze meeeeee

[svnflowermoon]

hi

remember the anon from a few weeks ago who asked for advice about a girl called M? an anon with the emoji 🫀? well idk if u have already guessed but that was me

i told M that i like her and that if she didnt like me back she must tell the truth and she said ‘thats the thing, i dont know how i feel about you’ and then i told her i would wait

now i dont know what to do except wait, and like i can do that but like im just scared and we’ve been thru so much shit over the years between us and i feel like M probably doesnt like me the same way and thats why she said she doesnt know as in i dont completely know if i dont like you…..

like we used to be best friends and then we werent and like she smiles at me and ive heard that she wants a girlfriend, but i’ve also heard she likes this other girl who is super pretty like M and like im not that pretty and what if she is holding a grudge against the stuff i said last year to her???

like ive been depressed and sad and cried so much over her before, and missed her so much, and ive felt the whole spectrum of emotions over her, and i really care about her and i worry about her and i love her but what if she’s never felt like that towards me??? what if what she felt about me was a silly crush she had for like two months?

what if she leaves me waiting for months or years and then tells me and then ive spent my whole high school loving her and she didnt?? then what?

oh my god im ranted so much im so so so sorry you had to read all of that but i really needed to tell someone who would understand?? cos like non of of my friends have experienced desperate lesbian yearning and its like so hard cos they like guys and i dont

i just like her so much and i dont know what to do if she doesnt like me

again im so so sorry

omg hi!! i'm gonna be honest i'm oblivious so i hadn't figured out that it was you 😭😭

oh my god that's such an awkward situation like there's really nothing you can do except wait for her omg

i hope she likes you back omg, also about the whole thing abt the other girl, there's a chance she just has a flirty personality and has trouble figuring out who she likes fr bc she flirts so often?? idk i wouldn't know i can't flirt for the life of me. (also i'm sure you're gorgeous don't put yourself down like that angel <333)

considering you're feeling so strongly about the whole thing, i'd recommend making sure you spend time with your friends. try not to isolate yourself, just because you're waiting for her doesn't mean you have to put your whole life on pause. genuinely like spending time with friends will boost your mood sm, it won't fix it entirely but it will help you remember that you have other people in your life that are there for you <33

if she leaves you waiting for ages and then tells you that, then honestly she's an asshole 😭 if she didn't feel at least SOMETHING for you, she would probably want to let you know as soon as she could to save you too much hurt. ofc idk cause idk her irl but personally when i don't like someone i want to break that to them as soon as i can. so i think she probably likes you, it might not be as much as she did before or as much as you like her but i bet she likes you

don't feel bad for ranting omg never feel bad for ranting it's okay <333 the desperate lesbian thing is so real lmao i totally get you, please feel free to update me on whatever happens <33

[oflgtfol]

Ive never read venom 2003 before https://oflgtfol.tumblr.com/post/751671883581325312/nvm-about-the-comments-people-are-unironically#notes and bc of this post i looked it up for the art style and. I like personally just barely tolerate it tho im somebody whose just Immune to this point to ugly art styles ive seen em all they cant hurt me anymore but my thing is like. Isnt venom 2003 a thing spoof? Like based off the thing??? Why did they get a hyper cartoony guy for this…. Like… huh… isnt it meant to be scary i heard???

ok so a few things

regarding the art style first:

venom comics are quite frankly full of ugly fucking art styles so i too am kind of immune to them. just like, any of the mid to late 90s venom solo comics were butt fucking ugly. HOWEVER. venom 2003 is a specific king of ugly that is particularly atrocious to me. just something about the noses, the lips, the jawlines, it's basically just the caricature art style??? but like, in a comic for some reason??? and i also really hate the caricature art style so much i don't understand why people A. make art in that style and B. pay others to make art of them in that style

but whatever. ugly art is very common in comics of all walks of life. it's fine. but the real kicker, and the real thing i was talking about that prompted me to make that specific post, is this fucking page:

i have such beef with this man over how he draws female characters. it is so needlessly objectifying and dehumanizing. like, the male characters get to just exist, but oh god, how dare a woman wake up from her slumber, we must must must depict her languid curves and the rotundity of her breasts !!! combine this very deliberate objectification with the stupid fucking pouty lips choice behind the art style in general, it's just so gross

and then, the icing on the cake was the comments on readcomiconline about that specific page from venom 2003:

(how dare you put the good name of sleeper symbiote to shame like this!!!!!!!!)

anyway, and moving onto The Thing spoof:

yeah so the "shiver" arc of venom 2003 (because this god forsaken comic run is separated into arcs for some fucking reason) was a riff on The Thing (1982). which, how dare you put the good name of The Thing to shame like this.

and like, i do really think that a symbiotes x thing crossover idea could work. a symbiote who goes rogue, who has no qualms with killing anyone around and doesn't care about its hosts, absolutely would basically be like The Thing and as a fan of body horror i'd love to see a take on symbiotes like that. instead of just oh big claw monster kills people, what about big goo alien assimilates you and rends you apart atom by atom !?!?!?!!? just wish it wasn't in the image of Venom Symbiote, my beloved babygirl who has never done anything wrong ever in its entire life

and yes, the body horror aspect of symbiotes x thing doesn't even hit correctly because the art style is just so atrocious. like, the body horror itself isn't grotesque because the art itself is grotesque, and not in any meaningful way. like Venom: The Hunger (1996) is also quite fucking ugly with its art style but its purposefully ugly - the muted, putrid colors with the heavy black shading are meant to be off-putting, to visually echo the frame of mind that symby, and by extension eddie, is in. because the whole story is about how symby is sick, so a putrid color palette feels sickly, and the grotesque shading makes every character look monstrous, because the sickness is warping their sense of reality and genuinely making them feel like they're surrounded by monsters. IT WORKS FOR THE STORY!!!! but venom 2003 it's just, plain bad art. it's cartoony, it's like a caricature, it does not lend itself to body horror on par with The Thing. caricature art styles are great for like, an uncanny valley feel, but that's not what venom 2003 is going for. it has the chutzpah to show rooms littered with dead bodies, but the art style is so fucking messy and chaotic that i literally cannot make sense of what i'm looking at, so therefore the horror of it doesn't hit me. there is no visual clarity or purpose and worst of all IT'S SEXIST and i hate it