#IT’S JUST SO COMFORTING 🥲
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one of my knees is starting to give me trouble and it sucks but i take an odd sort of comfort in knowing that my dearest babygirl also has knee troubles. something something it’s almost like representation is important something something
#Edward Teach#Like my darling dearest has chronic pain/joint issues just like MEEEEEEEE???#HYPERMOBILITY ISSUES MAYHAPS PERHAPS??????#IT’S JUST SO COMFORTING 🥲#LIKE OH FICTIONAL CHARACTER WE’RE REALLY IN IT NOW
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#this scene was so important to me#seeing stevonnie so happy#it just really warmed something in my heart#steven universe#steven universe gifs#my gifs#stevonnie#connie maheswaran#su connie#su steven#cartoon network#living their best non binary life#fusions#su fusions#but seriously stevonnie is intersex and seeing it very clearly portrayed wasn’t something I expected#we all know how much media loooooves pretending intersex doesn’t exist#and to see it so casual and so comfortable#ahhhh I love it 🥲
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#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan and phil games#dnpgames#dan and phil games is back from the dead#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#pics#my posts#sorry im not a gif maker but i just wanted to make a little comp of some of my favourite videos/moments from the past year#i can't believe it's been a year already 🥲#i love dnpgames so much it carried me through my teen years#rewatching videos kept me comforted through the hiatus#through to now a steady year of the most fun silly and open content in this new era#came back when i needed it most and they're here to stay <3#i need to be up in like 4 hours but i can't keep rearranging pics and deciding what i want to leave and include so. here u go#so many phanniversaries this month but this day is special to me and so is dnpgames#where were you one year ago when that we request your presence on this channel tweet dropped#yapping in the tags
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the fact that me, as a fan of both lando and oscar without any bias (maybe a bit on lando but not that much), is going to witness both "oscar fans, lando antis" and "lando fans, oscar antis" posts all in my one dash 🥲🥲
also the fact that atp i couldn't even bother enough with this same situation on both lewis and george. now it happens on lando and oscar as well which got me like....


#landoscar#lando norris#oscar piastri#f1#maybe i need to admit atp rn that#this sport is just not built for a person like me istg 🙂🙂#like....i miss the moments 2 years ago where what i only care the most is only football and football only#and couldn't even give a fuck more about guys being in circles vroom vroom#i mean thank god that there's a bayern match just now right after the race ended#which really liften my mood up and distract myself a bit from intimidating discourse and whatsoever#hmmmm ngl maybe the fact that being a football football fan in general especially in this website really brings a comfort in me#meanwhile for f1...idk why but everything about it (especially during race and after race) really overwhelms me a lot seriously speaking#maybe the fact that football is more team oriented sport#meanwhile f1 is more individual oriented despite there are teams consists of 2 individuals#and the fact that me supporting multiple individuals in a one same team despite that f1 is individual oriented sport#kinda gets me digging my own grave atp tbh#i mean when i said individual oriented sport...it kinda means that in a perspective of most of the f1 fans#and now seeing all every kinds of discourse on my dash really makes me overwhelming a lot i'm ngl#that the fact that i couldn't able to curate my own preference for this f1blr space on my dash 🥲🥲🥲#goddddd srsly tho i just want to turn back time where i only cares about bayern frankfurt and germany nt only ffs 🫠🫠🫠🫠#but yeah who am i to turn around the past 🙃🙃...and plus that once i'm getting into one hyperfixation there's no turning back at all for me#so yeah#goddddd i'm so sorry but i'm just being so fucking messy rn#like all the things that i see on my dash really exhausts my brain and my thought process forreal i really need to throw up forreal srsly :(
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“I’m sorry, but I don’t like you like that”
He doesn’t know what hurts more, this or the memories of ‘our love is bullshit, you’re bullshit’ in his ears as he ignores the burn of his eyes. Ignores the stares and the silence.
He faintly wonders if maybe this is a curse, if he’s destined to be alone and that everyone he’ll ever love just can’t love him back.
Maybe it really is him?
Before anything else is said, he leaves. He doesn’t hear the shouts, doesn’t hear the apologies or the waits. Can’t handle being there anymore.
His eyes are burning, his heart is gone and he’s done.
Hawkins is a curse, all it holds for him is hurt and pain. He needs to leave, needs to be away. Wants to leave, wants to be away.
He feels the hand of someone on his arm and he doesn’t remember stopping, blinks hard to see past the tears. It takes only a few minutes to find Robin standing there, also with tears in her eyes. Her mouth is moving but his ears aren’t working, still buzzing with “I don’t like you like that” and a faint “you’re bullshit” ringing along side it.
Shaking his head, shutting his eyes tight. He leans his head against her shoulder and shakes, cries and feels her pull him close. Holds him tight and he curls his arms around her, trying to stop the tears and sobs.
“Oh, Stevie, I’m so fucking sorry. I’m here, I know it hurts.”
He clutches her tight and he sobs. This isn’t how this was supposed to go. He could’ve sworn- he really thought- really thought this was it. This was it, he thought he had a chance. Really.
This wasn’t supposed to happen.
“It’ll be okay, I swear. You’ll find someone, someone who loves you just as much as you love them. And I love you so much, Stevie. You are everything to me and you deserve it”
He shakes his head, it’s not true. He did find someone and they tore his heart out and called it bullshit and stomped all over it. He found another and they picked his broken heart up and decided to toy with it before ripping it to shreds with a simple “I don’t like you like that” and it’s so, it’s so juvenile.
“Yeah, yeah it is. And you know what? Fuck him, fuck him and everything about it. You can do so much better, I swear. Okay? Do you hear me, Steve? Do you?”
That’s when it slams into him, he was speaking out loud in between sobs and Robin was speaking to him. He nods and thinks hard at what she said, “I can’t Robs, I can’t do this anymore” he whispers and maybe even whimpers a bit, “I- It hurts so fucking much, I can’t be here anymore”
She pulls away and cups his face, his vision is still blurry but he can see that her face is red with tears too, “then we leave, we’ll leave. Okay? We can go anywhere. We can- we can just say fuck Hawkins and find something new- something bright and colorful. Find somewhere, where you can shine”
He can’t help but choke on a laugh and a sob, tries to shake his head. Stopped only because Robin holds him still, “We- I can’t do that to you-“
“You aren’t, Steve. I’m doing this for you.” She smiles and pulls his head closer to place a kiss to his forehead, “All this town has given you is pain and heartbreak, I’m calling it. We’re leaving”
“Isn’t that just- just running away?”
She shakes her head and pulls him close into a hug, “Even if it is, you deserve to run. We’ll pack up all of our things, either say goodbye or don’t, but we’re leaving. I can’t stand around and watch you break again. I can’t let you stick around longing and hoping that maybe fucking Eddie Munson decides to change his mind. I will not let him break you again”
There’s nothing he can say to that, he just hides his face in her shoulder. Holding onto her to keep himself from falling even more apart, listening to her hum and sway him to help him calm down. To stop from breaking even further, she whispers and promises him that she’s here. She’s not going anywhere.
And he believes her. She is his soulmate but he’s still hurting. He doesn’t know when it will stop, if they leave tomorrow it’ll still be broken. He’ll still faintly hear the “I don’t like you like that” mixed in with “you’re bullshit” in the back of his head. Doesn’t know if when he’ll not hear those phrases, doesn’t know if he’ll ever get their faces out of his head when they said it out either.
It hurts and his heart is in shreds. Being held together by his soulmate and maybe with her it’ll be protected.
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I’m sorry 🥲
#not steddie but also not not steddie#steve harrington angst#Steve Harrington fic#stranger things fic#platonic stobin#it’s alllll angst when it comes to steddie in this#Robin is the best person for Steve in this#I’m totally sorry for putting you through it with steve 🥲#they aren’t running away they’re just going on adventures together#I made myself cry with this too so#nburkhardt writes#angst#but also some comfort?#bittersweet ending
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#So I was at work and I drew this on the post it😅#It was a very stressful Friday but at the end of the day things calmed down so I scribbled this down to distract and calm myself#Despite everything Aziracrow still bring me comfort💞#I had no references while I was scribbling with the permanent mark#so I was surprised by the result because I usually need references and I don't start drawings with permanent marker 😅#It was supposed to be just a scribble but I got excited with the unexpected progress 😅#Crowley's face didn't look good but there was no way to remake it🥺🥲#I liked how Aziraphale looked in this#and I liked Crowley's constellation suit💫🎇🌌🌟#good omens#aziraphale x crowley#aziraphale/crowley#inefabble husbands#aziracrow#fanart
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🥀I'm here🥀
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"Its okay Chan."
Your heart breaks even further as he lets out a pitiful whine and nuzzles into your stomach.
You gently run your hands through his freshly washed curls as you feel your eyes start to burn from unshed tears.
"Anything you need, I'm here."
You feel him gently nosing at the fabric of your crop top as his arms move from your waist to your ribs, slowly inching his way up. He looks up at you with tears on his cheeks and the most adorable puppy eyes you've seen.
You wordlessly nod at his question, smiling to yourself that he still asks for your permission even when he feels like this.
He buries his head under your shirt and curls a hand around your boob, his wet cheek nuzzling against you.
You quickly wipe the tears off your cheeks before Chan can see them and put on a little smile as you see his head laying against your chest.
You place your hands under his hoodie and wrap them around his waist, gently caressing his sides as his tears continue to wet your skin.
When his sobs finally quiet down and you don't feel his tears anymore you quietly pull up the fabric he's hiding under and see him fast asleep, tear streaks all over his face with his usual pouty look.
You place a gentle kiss to the top of curls and relax against the mattress, blowing out a shaky breath as another tear slips out.
"I'm here for you Channie."
#Ahhhh#This man needs more comfort 😭#Idk why but i really like having skz obsessed with boobs???#I wanted to removed it cuz i feel like ive done it too much#But it was just so cute 🥲#He seems to be doing a little better lately tho❤️🩹#We love you Channie#🖤����🖤#skz imagines#skz fluff#chan imagines#softchanhours#my heart 💔💔💔#Chan fluff#LilQuokka
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I just started a rebels rewatch and I can't get over how touchy the ghost crew are. It's just constant reassuring or steadying hands on shoulders, kanan cuffing ezra on the head for being dumb, zeb shoving Sabine when she's being silly, hera laying a hand on chopper since he's family too.
It's making me insane and I'd kill to see stuff like this in more media!
#ugh i just love it SO MUCH#its the comfort and familiarity and closeness#and it's camaraderie#i especially love seeing how quickly ezra is involved in it#once they get to know ezra for a few days the touches start extending to him and it's like they're giving him a place to belong 🥲#im not okay#im getting emotional over little animated star wars guys#hELP#but seriously this is my favorite thing ever#i want every show ever to take notes and follow their example#star wars#star wars rebels
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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#my forever baby turned 10 today 🥹🎂🎉😻#(February 1st not sure about the date as he was born on the streets we adopted him when he was 3 years old we celebrated 7 years together a#couple weeks ago 🥰) I cant believe its been so long but at the same time I cant remember what life was like before him#he truly changed & SAVED my life: my son my joy my comfort my light my world my EVERYTHING#such pure unconditional love 💝 we were meant to find eachother#we wanted to adopt for a while it was my first cat (/pet) fully my own but we just couldnt decide; I saw just a couple blurry shitty photos#of him and somehow couldnt stop thinking about him and made up my mind so quickly after months it was inexplicable#thank you for making us find you & chosing us Gribouille 🥲#hes so vivacious and I hope we’ll have many more (10+!!) beautiful years with you & that you’ll stay that healthy and energetic 🙏#love you infinitely my baby Grigri 💘#(he didnt care at all about the decorations -it scares him- and he didnt touch the Salmon yogurt muffins we made him haha a fail)#(we tricked him with industrial snacks for the pictures but he was onto us it didnt last long hehe smart boy… anyways my other cat loved#the muffins and we had some too 😋)#cats#birthday#10th birthday#celebration#party#10#fun#cute#adorable#Lovely#funny#cutie#baby#kitty#decorations#cake#muffins
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im so soft for amazingphil hiatus era videos where dan is silently filming him behind the camera but you can tell it’s him bc of the movements and the way phil keeps looking up into his eyes when laughing at something it’s especially noticeable in the tour of my plants video
#hate them#always there for each other even if not for us#dnp#side note randomly decided to rewatch this after ages and it’s such a comfort vid#don’t really gaf about the apartments in comparison to the phouse but it’s still cute like a mini tour#and little bits like phil liking crunchy biscoff spread on a bagel he’s so me#also I love seeing how their things and little setups have translated to the phouse#like the coffee book was just sat on the side now it has a proud place above their fancy coffee machine#and the aesthetic corner with dan’s tile candle and plants is now in his *cough their* bedroom 🥲#this is just turning into a rewatch commentary can’t help it it’s so endearing#dan moving his foot out of the frame always kills me we weren’t even allowed the dogs during the hiatus#dark times
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Stopped by a consignment shop yesterday and found these. I’ve never bought dresses used before so I’m real pleased. >:-)
#I just wanted to share. I’m excited to wear them out.#Don’t know when I’d wear the red one but I’ll come up with a reason. 🥲🥲🥲#The denim is a bit tight but I’ve been super bloated this week so I think it’ll be comfortably snug once my period is over.#Anyways that’s all. 🤡#Mine
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i don’t wanna be big anymore😭 i just want my mama or a big sibby 😭😭😭
#i wish i had a big sibby🥲🥲🥲😭😭😭#miss my mama 😭😭#very sad pow pow😢#😞😞😞😞😞im so sad i just wanna be comforted n babied😖
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i need to rewatch our love has always been 10 centimeters apart!!
#the ending was very unfulfilling but i still really love it :((#i’ve always liked you is so amazing too!#i was sad they never did anything with akari!!!#i never watched the one with natsuki’s younger brother because it didn’t interest me#i’ve always liked you is great for their endgame 10 cm apart is great for the story#but it frustrated me neither ever confessed and said + did so many stupid things!#miou is a comfort char for me :( i just wish the ending was further off or a 2nd part was released!#like yes they met up again! but it just leaves it off with that!!! >:(#maybe i’ll throw it on and do these assignments 🥲
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Omg I just spent like 2 entire days trying to figure out how to access my shop again after it wouldn't let me just re-install it in my webspace because of changed php requirements. My old version store requires an outdated php version which my provider doesn't support anymore. How it even worked up until May is beyond me, but I digress.
So! Made it work finally by installing older versions of everything locally on my pc (also on Linux, I honestly applaud myself for that feat XD).
Now. Since I can't just go back to the older version because of the php problem, the question is how to go about getting all the info from my old shop into the new version. The issue is that the databases aren't compatible anymore either 🙄 So do I transfer everything manually via good ol' copypasta (takes ages, but shouldn't cause any issues) ooor do I try to upgrade the locally installed shop gradually to the new version and then transfer everything to the live shop (could be quicker, but the risk of breaking all sorts of things is pretty high tbh... Prestashop is not for the faint of heart (but it's free so I chose it anyway)). Decisions, decisions...
#random stuff#online shop#I'm kinda leaving towards the copypasta version#not exactly in a hurry anyway since I'm not comfortable getting the shop live again anytime soon#but the amount of time and energy 🥲#then again it might still be faster than the riskier method IF that one would go wrong...#so yeah#also I probably can't use my old theme anymore that I spent about a year on configuring at the time 💔#not doing THAT again for sure#will just use and tweak the classic theme I guess#if it really doesn't work anymore#maybe I'm lucky tho??#we'll see#edit:#manually copying all the database entries WILL take ages#and I have to be mindful of all sorts of things#but just tested it with an old test order and at least it shows up in the new back office so I'm hopeful#just not looking forward to the tediousness of it all XD
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do any of you guys ever feel like theres still things youre still childishly dumb about that u wouldnt be able to talk about with like relatives or like in polite conversation with like a potential employer or some shit. Like just now i was thinking mainly of geography im so unbearably geographically incompetent that even just trying to describe where i live makes me break out into a sweat. if someones describing a location or place to me i say ahh yeah and in my head is a monkey clapping cymbols togerher
#it makes me feel very young and stupid bc its such a fundemental thing people have some comprehension of#i could get lost in a tin can. more accurately i can and do get lost in my home town and nearby places ive known my entire life 🥲#theres other stuff like finances and life shit that stresses me out in convos too. bc i know how immature i sound/am 😭#and i say polite convos bc in comfortable situations i just deflect by joking about being dumb and hope the other person isnt cruel#and generally informally it doesnt matter so much unless i feel intimidated by the person#which happens and then it Feels like it really does matter that i have the social competence of a teenager 😔
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