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"Chris is gonna be psyched you found his favorite shirt! He's been looking for it ever since he got to El Paso."

Chris is gonna be psyched that you, his favorite person in the world, found something so important to him.

"Well you make sure he knows I'm the one who found it."

Make sure he knows I still love him.

"Credit where credit's due. Thanks for helping me get back to him."

He'll be so happy to hear about you. I couldn't have done any of this without you.

"Yeah, of course. Don't sweat it." 

I'd walk to the ends of the earth for you.

"I know this whole thing between us has been messy and hard. Both of us could have handled it a little bit better. But I hope you know, you do matter to me."

I hate hurting you. I hate shutting you out. I'm such a fool. You matter. You matter more to me than anyone ever has.

"Yeah, I know." 

It would take an act of god to separate me from you.

"Chris and I are always a phone call or FaceTime away. Well..." 

Call us. Call me. Don't let me leave without the promise that I can hear your voice again. 

"Well...Uh...Oh! I-I baked you something! Chocolate chip protein cookies. They should give you enough energy for the drive with no sugar crash." 

Please, just let me have this one savored second. This is all that I can give you to take with you without physically ripping my heart out of my chest. 

"Really thoughtful of you. Thank you." 

No one has ever given themself to me like you have. 

"You make sure you save a couple for Chris." 

Make sure he knows that his Buck will always look out for him. 

"Oh, man, I'm gonna miss you."

It's unbearable to fathom being this far apart. 

"Yeah, I'm, uh, I'm gonna miss you, too. And you let me know when you get there, okay?"

You'll be taking my heart with you, and I won't be able to think without you by my side. Be safe. I can't bear the thought of you traveling otherwise. 

Oh. 

Oh.

"Alright, Buck."

I love you. 

Alright, you...hit the road! ... Get outta here!"

Come back to me soon. I love you. 

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Buck and Eddie in season 8 episode 10 - Voices

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8x06 / 8x09

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This is Buck. We work together.

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buck and eddie can't get high together because buck would put on a seahorse documentary and immediately start crying about how they mate for life meanwhile eddie just turns to him and says "if we were seahorses, would you let me get you pregnant?"

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I drew a little sad fanart today, so this is a happy? one! We love you Buck!!

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what i love so much about the scene where buck sabotages eddie’s subletting prospects is that i truly do believe he goes into the endeavour wanting to be a supportive best friend. there’s this sense of real earnestness to how buck speaks there which tells me that he doesn’t actually want to ruin this for eddie. he’s not doing it in a masterminded way. this isn’t a person being intentionally or maliciously manipulative, but rather his own (unaddressed) issues are taking root and creating problems because this is all a subconscious reaction. buck isn’t a character who is self-aware, or reflective of his feelings, or who has a steady grasp on his interiority. his entire deal on the show is being confused about his exact feelings, hence why he’s constantly misplacing his feelings for eddie onto other people.

he’s lost. he misunderstands. but that doesn’t mean he isn’t acting, reacting, or overreacting. buck is being crazy (and thank god for that because i deeply enjoy watching it) and yes, he creates even more mess for eddie through this, but it’s because his subconscious has taken over; buck doesn’t want eddie to leave, so he starts word vomiting, and even (accidentally, if we believe he really ‘forgot his phone’) spying, and rescuing this random dog to fill a hole in his heart, but this isn’t with any sense of awareness or full understanding of why he’s saying what he’s saying or doing what he’s doing. his emotions are manifesting in bizarre ways because he refuses to acknowledge or analyze why he feels how he does. buck buckley most embarrassing and endearing character of all time to #me, personally

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9-1-1 ▸ 8.09 sob stories

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christopher hears his dads talking about "evan privileges" and goes ???

and bucks like yeah my name is evan buckley, thats where the buck comes from.

nd chris is like your nAME is EVAN????? WHAT

and buck is like yeah, yknow you can call me evan too if you want i dont mind (because he loves chris)

and chris tests it out, rolls 'evan' on his tongue and physically cringes

"No way," Chris says, "That's like calling Dad 'Eddie'."

"Really?" Buck laughs

"Yeah," Chris says, "Like he's not Eddie to me. He's my dad. You're not Evan, you're my Buck."

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I just figured out how to make text larger on my safari for ao3….like a dummy

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My on repeat is very fall out boy heavy lol

The Take Over, The Breaks Over by Fall Out Boy

All Alright by FUN.

Where Did the Party Go by Fall Out Boy

Sunshine Riptide (feat Burna Boy) by Fall Out Boy

Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan

Gold Rush by Taylor Swift

OCD by Fitz and The Tantrums

The Kintsugi Kid (Ten Years) by Fall Out Boy

Fresh Out The Slammer by Taylor Swift

Keep Your Head Up by Andy Grammer

This playlist I’m playing nearly 24/7 lmao

Idk who to tag soo this is an open tag for whoever wants to play ✌️

Music shuffle tag game

Rules: shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and post the first 10 songs, then tag 10 friends.

Tagged by @eriquin, thanks so much!

Rich Kids - [Middles Clas$$ MIX] by New Medicine

I'm Not Jesus - International Version by Apocalyptica and Corey Taylor

Inside the Fire by Disturbed

Dead Man Walking by Jelly Roll

United Health by Jesse Welles

Hair to the King by Avenged Sevenfold

Come With Me by Chxrlotte

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold

Welcome to the Family by Avenged Sevenfold

HOT TO GO! by Chappell Roan

Over half of these are songs I have on a playlist I've named 'Eddie Munson'. Any guesses which ones are on that playlist?

Tagging: @skepsiss @nburkhardt @novacorpsrecruit @xxbottlecapx @carolperkinsexgirlfriend @steddierthings @skitchskatchbat @morganbritton132 @steviesbicrisis @steviewashere

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PEDRO PASCAL SNL 50th Anniversary Special | Variety

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9-1-1 | 3x02/6x14

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Eddie: so I found a fool proof method of determining whether someone is evil or not.

Bobby: how is that?

Eddie: if they dislike Buck, they're evil.

Bobby: that's some solid logic right there.

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Pepper says Happy Valentine's Day ❤️ 💙 💜 💖 💝