#IM UNWELL ABT THEM
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act V of the fontaine archon quest repeatedly kneed me in the gut like our besties to the poor npcs in furina's demo
#IM UNWELL ABT THEM#genshin impact#gi#genshin#fontaine#neuvillette#furina#focalors#furina de fontaine#hydro archon#masquerade of the guilty#tater's art#fanart
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damian grabbing finn by the beard bro chill no one's taking him from you
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finished watching vendetta!! anything else on the list?? :D
YOOOOOO OMG OMG WHAT DID U THINK??? i watched the re2 and re3 remakes n enjoyed them so i would rec those! re2 if you want the leon lore, re3 if u wanna meet jill and carlos :D re damnation is the movie before vendetta and its also p good!
#snailbox#oughhhh i need to know ur thoughts on chris and leon#im unwell abt them#as u already know lmao
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I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuuji#megumi#deleted scene gege told me#god im not over 266 i will never ever ever be over 266#im so incredibly unwell abt them i cant believe this is the timeline we live in#itafushi friday....itafushi everyday.....#decided 2 forgo my usual miku and broke out the emo playlist fr this one . breaking my own heart :3#how many itfs embraces do i need to draw until i successfully manifest it in canon#gege i beg i plead pls let them H U G#they r so traumatized they r so touch starved pls hug pls contact pls Holds/Is Hold#anyway if megumi's height is inconsistent no it isn't <3 if he looks like 2 completely different ages no he doesnt <33#......kids r Hard guys gomen i tried my best#honestly it's probably not even that bad i think its the arm angle in the first one thts throwing me#i had to play around w it so much that i think im just tired of looking at it#megumi voice whatever !!!!!#thats not important the important thing is Itafushi Hug#and i do believe i met my quota in that regard#also yes my pen pressure Is still dying thank u fr asking but i did this fr them Anyway pls clap
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ok so we all know how iii & iv have matching mask designs...
necklaces...
and clothes too...
...but can we talk about how even some of their guitars match too?!
like, here's the ones they got from aristides that have a verrrry similar style:
and these, though from two different manufacturers, both have the same color scheme, complete with a matching ~✨pale moon ebony✨~ fretboard:
and bc these^ are customs, it means they coordinated this. they keep matching on purpose. they're besties your honour 🥺
....anyways, there was no point to this post, just me losing my mind over two guys being dudes, in powerpoint presentation slide format. that will be all. good timezone <3
#friends that slay together stay together <3#YET IN REVERSE YOU ARE ALL MY SYMMETRYYYYY#A PARALLEL I WOULD LAY MY LIIIIIFE OOOONNNNNN#im so unwell abt them <3#sleep token#iv#iii
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Suspirium - Thom York
#this is my very favorite song and i think ive been wanting to make this for abt a year#when i was at my most compulsivly unwell i would be focusing so hard and sleeping so little that i would feel physically sick#like the world was tilting around me and i would think: all is well as long as i keep spinning#bc i would stop moving and suddenly id be in pieces on the floor. but now i think my favorite lines are: when i arrive will u come and find#me? or in a croud be one of them? bc its such a profoundly lonely idea. i dont believe in a life after death. i think when ur gone ur gone#your brain stops and the thing that made you you is gone forever. but if i imagined an afterlife image getting off a train onto a crowded#platform and searching for my mom through all the chaos. when i arrive will u come and find me? would our connect extend past a lifetime?#or would u be in a crowed one of them? would i stand alone in a sea of people waiting for someone who was never coming?#its a very upsetting thought#im glad i waited to make this bc i feel the song more deeply after the death of my mom. it feels more sad and more ethereal.#there r like 2 different versions of the lyrics bc thom york is so fucking hard to understand#so i use the version i like better#original art
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mmmmmm read a disciple shen yuan/shizun luo binghe fanfic about two days ago where the first chapter was the Immortal Conference arc, and SQQ was the one who had to be pushed into the abyss (he was still the villain) except Luo Binghe was refusing and was like, lowkey losing his mind about SQQ being so close to the edge. SQQ ended up having to be the one to fall in himself because of the system's punishment system. The rest of the fic is leading up to that moment. But like, MMM i've been obsessively thinking about that first chapter for DAYS ever since.
now i've been in svsss for a grand total of *checks watch* a week. but god obsessed with that. I want to write/read a fic where disciple SQQ goes a little nuts down there. Like keep all of the things that make SQQ, SQQ, but just. Throw in a little bit more trauma in there. A little bit of a mental break. Let him go a little nuts as a treat. Just a tad unhinged. I wanna see him go, just a little, "god fuck it, i've tried so hard to change this shitty story's outcome and it feels like everything i've done has been for nothing. I'm going to die in this world no matter what I do, I've been doomed from the start, so might as well die the way I want to." and he just, breaks a little! Under all the stress.
He still retains the traits that makes shen yuan, shen yuan, like his overwhelming kindness. But he's just! yk. A little less patient. Paranoid. Jumpy. Colder. A little more aloof and closed off. A little more Shen Jiu. He's no asshole child abuser, but he was a Number One Hater in his past life and he's leaning into that old habit a little more now.
(On a totally coincidental not-at-all related note, there's not enough SJ-and-SY-are-the-same-people fics out there that i've found. This is totally unrelated...)
The Endless Abyss turns the mind into an over-sharpened blade, and SQQ is both fascinated and perhaps a little excited to explore a place that doesn't have a lot of info on it in the mortal realm, but still terrified out of his mind. And he's no Luo Binghe, he doesn't have the sheer brute strength and power to just bulldoze his way through, so he has to be a lot more sneaky and cunning if he wants to survive.
The fic itself role-swapped LBH and SQQ so that SQQ was the half-demon (which lowkey fucks) and LBH the human, but I'm equally-if-not-more obsessed with the idea that LBH remains the half-heavenly demon and SQQ the human. If only because I keep thinking about SQQ befriending some demons (particularly and specifically a group of succubi) and they grow very attached to this Human Cultivator so through magic plot stuff they create some kind of seal/illusion/talisman that makes SQQ appear as a demon because a human cultivator in the endless abyss may as well be the equivalent of putting a giant neon target on your back.
And iirc Shen Jiu was taught demonic cultivation by that one guy(?? i've only been here a week so im not caught up in ALL of the lore yet) so that could totally happen here.
(On the other end of the realms, poor Shizun Luo Binghe is just. losing his fucking mind over losing his most precious and beloved disciple. About .5 seconds from burning down the peaks himself. somebody sedate him.)
The Endless Abyss sucks and SQQ is having a really terrible time and can feel himself going lowkey mad, but also holy shit look at all this WORLD-BUILDING. look at all this flora and fauna, and oh if he had the equipment for it he'd be writing all of this down. ALL OF IT. He was kinda-sorta-already planning on never leaving the Abyss as some sort of fucked up self-exile and self-preservation thing, but now he might? actually just?? never leave if he can help it, like he lowkey likes it down here.
anyways the next time anyone ever sees SQQ again he's got hair so long its almost touching the ground and he's either in rags and half-feral or he's been completely dolled up by his adoptive succubi sisters and still about three seconds from biting anyone who tries to touch him. (he's also lowkey trying to book it back down to the abyss even if he has desperately missed all of his friends and shizun)
#mxtx svsss#svsss au#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#disciple shen yuan#scum villain#svsss#*points at SQQ/SY* i want him to go nuts. as a treat. let him crumble just a little over the stress of his fate and the stress of survival#and the stress of having a lack of autonomy over a handful of his decisions. starry craves angst and she craves a very specific SQQ angst#he was a number 1 hater back in the day and lbr being a hater takes energyyyy. ive heard that this man was the BIGGEST hater i wanna#see him rip a man to shreds with nothing but his tongue and a voice that could cut marble clean in half. skin a man alive sqq you deserve i#*mortal kombat voice* FINISH HIM#i love without-a-cure but unfortunately i dont think SQQ would be able to have WAC and also survive in the abyss.#the succubi nest that adopted him tried seducing him at first. it didn't work. but he did somehow charm them with his cringefail ways#so now they have a brand new mortal big/little brother to dote on. SQQ is frankly delighted to learn all about succubi culture that doesnt#revolve around sex. he makes quite a few friends/allies in the abyss because of his pure fascination and unbiased desire to learn about#demonic culture and all the different niches and nuances of it across species. he's still going insane tho. like that's not stopping.#there's a single LBH pov chapter in the fic and its frankly so unhinged it was fantastic. he's so possessive. he straight up goes:#'oh SQQ isnt gonna be the next peak lord. he's ascending to heaven with me when i do :)' when Sha Hualing (also peak lord) told him that he#couldn't keep his disciple in the bamboo house all the time. what was SQQ gonna do when LBH ascends and he becomes the new peak lord?#gosh that first chapter is rotating around in my mind so bad. LBH was SO unwell. like losing his actual shit over SQQ near the edge.#i so want to write a oneshot abt this where SQQ is also in hysterics (albeit over slightly diff reasons) and tells LBH on his knees:#'this disciple deeply apologizes to his shizun. for he will not be ascending to the heavens with him.' right before he falls into the abyss#this au being disciple SY is for shits and giggles but i can also see it happening for regular SQQ bc 'fuck it im a dead man either way'#frothing at the mouth at this idea also being a SY-is-SJ au too. for the extra angst of SQQ trying to bear the weight of multiple lives on#his shoulders and trying to figure out what is real and what isn't and if he's meant to suffer in all of his lives no matter what he does.#not once in his life has he ever been free to do what he likes has he? self-hatred to the max. he's going mad. poor boy :]
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Vettonso complaining about each other not respecting schrondinger's track limits on the radio compilation + Seb's commentary that made me a bit feral
Must include these sexy ass pics okay, it makes me feral how hard they race each other.
Also SO upset that we got this vid and there's also pictures(and presumably a vid out there somewhere) of Fernando, back then, ALSO debriefing this race. And yet we never got them together?????? Evil. Fucked up.
Imagine seeing them complaining about each other but also having to (begrudgingly if you're Fernando) compliment each other IN FRONT of each other. Maybe its a good thing it doesn't exist, bcs then I'd have a heart attack.
#this is just a supercut of the f1 vid in the source so you should watch that as well :)#thank you boo to inadvertently pointing me towards this moment cause man it makes me insane#like the added context of knowing seb was just being bratty cause he KNEW fernando was heated on the radio is SO funny#fernando's radios....actually so feral#'give back the position IMMEDIATELY'#fernando i dont have the position but i will do my best to give it to you anyways#grrrrrrr theres smth about getting to see seb discuss such a vettonso hard racing moment#he clearly respects him 🥹#but even years on you can tell hes SO pleased abt how much he was irritating fernando#this is the kinda clip that makes me wish f1 had proximity chat#them both on the radio like 'does that idiot EVEN know what hes doing'#also the annoying confidence of seb on the radio saying its fernando's fault if he gets a punctuee#and not even mentioning the fact that he could get a puncture 😭#but again. to hear him complimenting Fernando really kills me#just about his spacial awareness and how seb feels like he can always race him to the limit bcs he TRUSTS him#like that is the true f1 romance to me. racing someone hard and complaining on the radio but +#admitting that you never rly felt in danger bcs you TRUST the other driver!!!!!!!#i love sassy angry radios. they both sound so........yeah. im unwell#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#2014 british gp#vettonso
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HELLOOOO NEW QUAD BANNER SOOON ?! AND THEYRE CATS goodbye money i wish i had
#BAHAHAHA RAF IS A CAT#ALSO ZAYNE POOL TABLE????#IM UNWELL#the shameless things i'm gonna say abt it#but i'll contain myself#i literally have another fic in the drafts for them as cats too#xavier x you#zayne x reader#rafayel x reader#sylus x reader#xavier love and deepspace#zayne love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#lads x you#lads x reader
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happy fathers day to gojo satoru and gojo satoru only
#IM SO UNWELL ABT THEM GOD#I WANNA THROW UP EVERYTIME I THINK ABT THEM#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jujutsu kaisen#jjk
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they need to invent a new mental illness in the dsm5 to describe whatever feral cocomelon shit happens to your brain when you watch 3rd life grian pov all the way through again
#3rd life#traffic series#life series#grian#scarian#i feel physically sick abt tbem rn im so unwell#i need to reread three trillion fics right this instant right this second#it is 4am and im girlrotting abt them so hard#gods theres never been a better time to scribble down memory breakdown au thoughts#i rlly wanna make that my next oneshot project AUAGGHH#shouting speaks#txt
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The writers 100% know what they're doing with the Olicharles crumbs (Im trembling)
#I haven't posted much abt them this season but 'I thought we'd grow old(er) together'?????????#WHAT#EMERGENCY CONTACT??#Im unwell#Olicharles#Choliver#charles haden savage#Oliver putnam#Charles x oliver#Omitb#Omitb spoilers#Only murders in the building#Omitb season 4#Omitb 4x09#Only murders in the building season 4
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(about cr2 rewatch again) i litrally love tmn so much i will frow up. theyre so good. the cast are so good at embodying them. they dont sound like people trying to be characters sm of the time they sound like just (weirdo) real people it makes me crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#theyre so funny . theyre so real . theyre so the girls.#cad and fjords interactions are going to make me explode the admiration. the gentleness. the warm hug of the wildmother through cad#just like. through the way he talks . the comfort . the vulnerability fjord trusts him with (im deeply unwell abt this)#dont even need to say this but man taliesin is such a good actor T_T like soo committed to the bit. jester bought pastries and passed#them around to everyone and immediately he's talking like he's eating the cupcake at the same time as talking#also lol cad being like 'its vry sweet. hmm . hrmrm mrm'#also got to the bit when cad walks around eating fungi garnish off peoples plates <3 his swag#the way in which hes so odd and gentle and joyous and kind but theres that odd little lingering loneliness in there too . whatever. dies.#kiddo say
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He’s not quite sure when “I want to have him on my side,” became just “I want him,” but he couldn’t think of how it was going to go any different.
He watched him, stiff against a back wall, always standing the same way. Straight back, against a wall, with the door always in sight.
Some would say he was a wallflower, but Azul knew better.
He was watching for someone coming in. He took a tally of who came, who left, and he made sure no one could get the jump on him as well.
He was so, so smart. His intelligence and magical prowess was on par with Azul, and he wanted to see it all.
He wanted him.
He wanted to see him and talk to him and touch him and love him.
Not the man he pretended to be, but Jamil.
He wanted his anger, his strife, his struggles his screams his pain his joy his love his sorrow his regret his ego his power his everything.
Because Jamil Viper was beautiful. Every gear that spun to make him who he was was an intricate carved piece Azul wanted to commit to his memory, to store away and keep safe.
He wanted his lips on his, sure. Jamil was attractive and he’s sure he’d do anything to have those eyes look at him with anything other than annoyance or disgust, but that wasn’t everything.
Because he wanted to see him flourish.
Wanted to see that spark ignite into a beautiful inferno that Azul would gladly give himself to to see the ever hungry flames turn ever bigger.
So he kept holding his chisel, intent on chipping away at the stone wall Jamil had encased himself in, just to see those beautiful colors, not particularly caring if he ended up burning or not.
Because in the end, he’d be free.
And all Azul had ever wanted was to see that fire burn.
#Jamiazu#azujami#ashenviper#im very very fucking unwell abt them#Azul ashengrotto#jamil viper#twst#twisted wonderland#augh#RAH
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hey do you ever think about how croissant & timekeepers blinking is completely synced. timekeeper & director croissant are too except director croissant blinks first to break out of that expression she was in. and then rotef is just completely out of order with all of them. as if they. dont belong. like theyre on a. separate plane of existence. or smth. haha hey chat do you ever think about that. hey. hey do you. do you ever think about that haha……
edit i just realized that rotef and director croissant only sync up in ONE frame where they both close their eyes I FEEL SO ILL. IM GOING TO THINK ABOUT THIS FOR FOREVER
#im gonna cry every day i think about this someone help me i cant suffer about this alone#also this is a very old video but idc im too lazy to record a new one and then cry abt it again#IM SO ILL I FEEL UNWELL I HATE THEM#croissant cookie#timekeeper cookie#cookie run#timecroisstime if you squint
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YOUR 2024 STANLEY CUP CHAMPIONS
#im so unwell abt this team its insane#they make me ill#i love them SO much your honor#florida panthers#panthers#stanley cup#hockey#hockey edit#edit#mine
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