#IM TWEAKING ITS SO HARD
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i have a confession to make…
warning: 18+ mdni, explicit content ahead
ok so for the longest time i’ve tried to keep my blog super wholesome and PG with the rare exception of one or two suggestive/smut fics here and there but honestly. i’ve reached my limit 😭 i’m gonna have to do it guys im sorry i disappointed you
(fuck im so dramatic i can’t even)
(it = write that jiung smut fic that’s been living in the back of my head for the past few weeks but has been rudely awakened due to Recent Events IYKYK)
(IM SCARED OK I SUCK AT WRITING SMUT BUT I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS WHAT DO I DO WITH THEM RAHHH)
in the words of my moot — jiung you need to tone down your fanservice and visuals bc youre really making the chocochips act up 😭😭🫠😩
#GUYS I HAVENT WROTE SMUT IN 4 YEARS#jiung is literally making me come out of my smut hiatus#he’s actually insane for this#also just saying if the smut is bad don’t blame me cos I literally haven’t wrote smut in four fcking years#ok just putting the disclaimers out there first#CHAT LOWER UR EXPECTATIONS#I CANT WRITE SMUT TO SAVE MT LIFE#but i have so much delulu in my system i fear i will burst if i don’t let it out#in the form of a jiung fic#fck me#rach 💭#jiung#p1harmony#jiung fanfic#actually yeah look if it’s bad I’m sorry just saying but like me and 348kg had a serious chat about this#and we agreed this is the best way forward so#i will try my best 😭#jiung smut#choi jiung smut#p1harmony smut#jiung x reader#p1harmony x reader#IM TWEAKING ITS SO HARD
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WIPs
#so i finished all the pieces. all 21. and then i thought 'oh wouldnt it be nice if the artbook was like the storybook in the movie'#so now im. making a few storybook pages. yknow. on a whim. dw its only 5 its only 5 more pages#if ppl say im normal they are LYING. im CRAYZEE. ouggghghgh this is so FUN its so funky to work w the story palette it pops so hard#gotta do text tweaking prob in ID rather than PS so i have access to kerning adj but this works for placeholding rn#but yea. heaert haert heyart emojee. i gotta talk to my friend so i can brush up on how to open a shop but this is happening#i hope other chars have creators who are this obnoxiously crazy for them bc i truly feel like silver is my fuel. he keeps me going#my inspirtation the light of my life the object of all my creativity he is eternal#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#suntails#the sleeping beauty vibes will never get better than this <3 love that movie#the rest of diasomnia is on pg 4 im excited. All of them. the guys
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this is STILL not my beautiful wife
#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#animation#im just posting all my wips here over and over. enjoy.#i procrastinated so hard on drawing his tie or trench coat#that i instead animated the entire second ford for the background. and then put a tie and trench coat on that one.#turns out fabric animation isnt quite as scary as i imagined so im a lot more confident about animating it for bord prime#then its just a matter of tweening the background ford#tweaking the timing#doing the actual cleanup and linework#and coloring#and im done!#animation is so time consuming. i cant believe no one has ever realized this before#im getting quicker though!#the fact that im rotoscoping this both helps and hinders my speed#im also still drawing all of this on my touchscreen laptop with my fingertip bc i have yet to plug my tablet in#my wrist brace is getting more use this week than it has in years#fluffle art
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This new lineup is already looking so gorgeous!! :D
:D Thank you! While I'm still trying to get over being shy sharing the living's line up right now, you can have a V.2 of the mime's line up since I colored them in:
#i say v2 because subject to be tweaked more#idk why im so shy about sharing characters with minimal clothes on#like they aren't indecent. nothing is risqué#im just like ahhhg you can see their nipples...... and their knees..... oh jeez.#also might have something to do about anatomy. always uncertain my anatomy is weird#just because the way i draw is already cartoony its hard to find a good balance between realism and not#okay ramble over#brambleramble
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if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more is soooo shen yuan core actually. like the only reason he isn't more open about his love for binghe is because there is simply too much of it to try to put into words and if that isn't peak romance then i don't know what is
#me and who. me and WHO im tweaking so hard rn#bingqiu#svsss#miao#whats up with this girl and the jane austen posting lately you might ask#and its actually genuinely just coincidence#read emma and then unrelated to that watched p&p last night#and also started listening to malice mizer man i NEED to get transmigrated into a historical romcom IMMEDIATELY
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struggled a lot with tweeks pose unfortunately. love how kenny turned out!! if only it was their week but its NOT!!!
#TweekWeek2024#hohoho!!!! HOHOHO!!!!#it begins!!!!!#tweek tweak#kenny mccormick#south park#sp twenny#twenny#tweek x kenny#when i saw this prompt like 2 months ago i grinned SO WIDE#I SMIRKED AT THE 4TH WALL COMICALLY#got some stuff planned for this week#its kinda not a very cool week for me personal lore wise#but im hoping tweek week can help with that#ofc…. i have some personal art planned……#smirking#lets just say#im forever a crazy ex girlfriend#i LOVE being a crazy ex girlfriend#but this was fun to draw#i was gigglin and shit#mu anatomy is actually visibly improving kinda???#might share some sketchbook doodles ive been doing eventually.. donf count on it#rrying SOOO hard to make this one project work rn#not gonna reveal anything because i dont really want to pressure myself into doin it#itll come natural#but taylor swifts music has been a huge inspo lately#been hyperfixating a LOT on hermitcraft/life lately. thats where ive been. practicing and binging hc#been happy though!!! doing SO much better mentally!!!! <3333#thats the life update i shuppose
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💞💗 Tweek Week - Day 5 - Animals 💗💞
who could resist their lil baby, stripe🥺🌸 craig and tweek are the best parents🥰💗
#tweekweek2024#creek#craig tucker#tweek tweak#south park#tweek week#sp#i was so torn with what to draw for today's prompt#but i just had to draw stripe; ;#tho im pretty sure today was sot (fantasy) and it was hard not to draw barbarian tweek with thief craig;;#maybe i'll still draw it~☆#we'll see#technically im on vacay rn so its hard to draw everything#wish me luck in finishing~~♡#♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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Hhhshdhd you guys I have been working SOOO long on the chapter five cover it's not even funny 😭😭 I really want to get it done in the next few days so I can get the master post all updated but dang...it taketh forever
#random nematale stuff#art problems#its 80% done im just tweaking the lighting but man this part always takes me so long#because I have a vey specific vision in my head of what elements need to stand out/fade into the bg more#and if i dont get it right then i will be big sad#art is hard
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GUYS.
New dupe real! Also new pod????? Olivia is that you girlie speak to me
#rat rambles#oxygen not included#screenshots are from the steam page#there is ofc a Lot to unpack here gameplay wise and Im guessing some things will be tweaked design wise but Im lore pilled so.#anyways Im not sure how I feel abt this dupe's design but I will still welcome them with open arms hello#but more important here to me is the pod#because erm. thats a very very different looking pod.#I dont wanna jump to any conclusions or speculate too hard because chances are its just olivia getting new drip#but like. what if its not. what if this is like a new new printing pod#I assume that if it is a new pod then olivia will like be able to connect with it somehow but idk#because it rly depends on how ambitious theyd wanna be with this dlc given that to rly make a new pod thats super not olivia theyd have to#do a lot of work to make that change prevelant in the rest of the gameplay#now chances are if it is a new pod its one that doesn't have a human consciousness inside it#even if it was there rly arent many options for who it could be and no good options from a narrative standpoint#now this pod looks quite gutted so maybe it is just a normal printing pod that got kicked back online when olivia sent some guys to kick it#now heres the most negative thing Ill say abt these screenshots. the fox critters are rly ugly imo#I like the bunny guys tho WAUTWIATSWAUT WAIT#ARE THEY THE SAME SPECIES AS THE ANCIENT SPECIMEN SKELETON?#I dont think they line uo perfectly if I remember correctly but the big one has the same tusks and is also yknow big and fat like the#specimen is described to be in tbe story trait logs#Im willing to bet so much that theyre at least related in some way#maybe the one that was initially sent back in time was used as a basis for these guys or smth#my main reason for saying this is that I have to imagine these guys have to have some other purpose than being data storage#its seems that you can shave their coats which is probably the main thing but I imagine they probably drop a good amount of meat too#also important to note that they are grazers which is good to know#also I think the upside down plant is going to be this planet's muckroot equivalent#oh and for the fox deer I assume theyll be farmed for their antlers which will probably shed wood or smth#not a clue what the new plants will do but idrc#Ill care abt the gameplay after I get my new lore <3
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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SEASON FIVE OF LEGO MONKIE KID IS OUT OH MY GOD WHAT IF I STARTED SOBBINGGGG AHHHHHHHH
#IM TWEAKING SO HARD RN#THE FIXATION IS FIXATING#ITS BACK BRO#WITH A VENGEANCE#I FUCKIN KNEW IT#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk season 5#lmk s5
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the singular doodle i did on my new drawing tablet i didnt totally hate,,, i hate new things,,,
#this thing is both TOO sensitive and not sensitive enough#like i try to tweak the pen pressure n shit but it like#either doesnt pick up the stroke#or the stroke is too hard and now theres a big blotchy streak#oh my goddddddddddddddd#and the eraserrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#that sensitivity is WORSE#it wont register and then when it does it takes out so much#or when i press the button i have my eraser set to it will like... skip or not register#so either will do the opposite or erase and leave a mark at the same time#driving me nuts#it was like... kinda the same way on my old tablet#but it feeeeeeels so much worse on the new one#its not bad per se i just need to adjust but boy#im going insane#not being able to draw like normal right away#my art#self portrait
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Alot of the time I look back on what the fuck Im posting and I am just like yess girl speak ur truth but u absolutely need to chill off that crck!!!???
#ok yes like u r fr bjt really u r . tweaking#i hate when ppl say “im tweaking so hard”#🙂#when u fr “tweaking” u dont even know#ur not even aware that any of ur behavior is erratic#and “tweaking” is often a symptom of overamping#aka...STIMULANT. OVERDOSE.#OK#ITS A SYMPTOM. OF. OVERDOSE.
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me when i continue to just sit in melancholy instead of working on my homework. RAGGHHH
#snazum vents#vent#i just haven't been able to kick the monkey off my shoulder for a while i suppose#ik the analogy is for addiction and uh i think this is one probably#im addicted to sadness and weed lmaooo#fuckin hell i just want to work#im supposed to be making a presentation on club penguin it literatly isn't hard#but im tweaking or some shit idk#sorry im ranting and venting on here i think i'm annoying those who are on my priv twt so. theres like no irls on here its better
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Really trying to appreciate being a girl (the sexist thoughts about women being insane consume me) ((what if women evolved to be generally more anxious because that's literally the only way humans survived)) (((humans are so fucking weak and stupid when they're babies, and we all know how much men globally love helping around the house, so it makes sense the girls would have to be the anxious ones [the only ones that gaf] in order for humanity to keep going))) ((((because laid back girls either had their babies die or they just too smart to have kids)))) (((((probably???))))))
#im tweaking#holynshit#i hate this#boys be like women are so insane and sensitive ahahahha#im really genuinely trying to appreciate girlhood#it just feels so insulting sometimes like yeah i KNOW my emotions are extreme#i couldnt have POSSIBLY guessed#but maybe its the mental illness not the womanhood#but what if the womanhood made me more prone to this ailment#i feel too hard for these bitches they really think theyre me
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*clicking sounds*
kaboom
#this is such a banger...#im trying so hard not to tweak out over here but argh#im glad im finally seeing someone give them dialogue on this part of black sorrow but it KILLS ME ITS PAIN#till doesnt want to reflect on it....feels bad#also Till's design is so cute i love him#stomach churning realization that the events that went down during the meteor shower will be a boys secret that stays a boys secret#like shitting in your socks#gets shot
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