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daemongal · 1 month

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Seen this post making the rounds and honestly, as a fandom, I feel like having this as Jon and Martin would just make everything great, right?

I just want to see their content little smushy faces as Jon enjoys his favourite weighted blanket in the world 🥹

#tma #the magnus archives #jmart #jonmartin #there may already be art for this im not sure #i just wish i could draw #maybe ill add a cute ficlet to this later if the mood strikes #because we all agree Jon loves to be smushed by his big comfy boyfriend right?

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northern-passage · 10 months

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i suppose i should do a little check in... i managed to finish ch3 of blood choke for nanowrimo (yay) but i'm still not where i want to be with tnp (boo)

it's been slow going... in general after the blood choke update my motivation kinda dropped more than i was expecting, which was foolish given the time of year. holidays are always a pain since i work retail....

anyways all that to say that i'm currently working on tnp. blood choke has shifted to the backburner - i'm still working on that, too, but my main focus now is to finish the ch2 blackwater route for tnp. i've also relegated my other projects to backburner as well. i really want to finish this damn tnp chapter before anything else at this point lmfao

i'm also going to be hosting a jam (which i'll announce tomorrow) along with some of my pals that will be through jan-feb, and i have a short game planned for that which i don't think will take up too much of my time.

thanks everyone for your patience and for sticking around as always 💗 i know it's been a long time and i appreciate the support you all still show me for this story.

#wanted to post this now bc i'll probably be scarce after tomorrow bc of work thru the new year #i wish i could say update soon but im not gonna do that to u all LOL #tnp is beating my ass rn #but i AM making progress. very slow very painful progress #i don't want to force it too much because thats just not fair to the game or to you all or to myself #im taking her for walks and giving her treats. we are bonding again slowly but surely #OH also i'll post those other snippets w noel and clem later this month too for u all #personal

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pansyfemme · 10 days

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i am going to pass out

#tonight was an absolute nightmare due to something that was completely an accident we couldnt have predicted but also completely my fault #everythings okay now and there wont be lasting damage or anything its fixed but i just had like three consecutive panic attacks and cried #and im not really sure how to deal with it #ive talked to my friends (those who are. awake.) and called my parents and now im just. lying trying to sleep feeling scared and terrible #i dont. know who to discuss it with or what but its. a mess #this is a situation that none of you could even guess and it doesnt have anything to do with any of my friends or family or relationships #really that ive mentioned so dont speculate but it was. something frightening and i am very shaken #i am a ball of stress and anxiety and i wish i could just chill at all

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rockingtheorange · 1 year

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The complicit gaze of two men going "Oop the king has read our smut. Hope he enjoyed it 🤗"

#Your royal horniness #Alex First Son Of Masturbatory Historical Readings #I know im incorrigible so don't encourage me #the king had enough of these kids im sure #what if he was kicking his feet in bed like all of us while reading?#bet your bets that king of whatever didn't sleep to binge read all the emails #miguel could only wish it was him the one Alex wrote those things to #rwrb movie #red white and royal blue #rwrb #firstprince #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #taylor zakhar perez #nicholas galitzine #history huh? bet we could make some

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optigami · 4 months

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guys walk with me

#DOES ANYONE GET IT. PLEASE #it's kinda funny how i associate one of my fav songs of all time with gabriel agreste of all characters. but alas here we are LMAO #BUT THIS IS SO HIM DO ANY OF YOU GET IT #actually i LITERALLY predicted s5 finale bc of this song HELPSDFOIGJU #i knew gabriel would die in the end bc that's what happens in the song URKDFJGNHF #i'm like 90% sure i made a post about it. or it's at least in the drafts #bro he literally dies and meets with emillie again...JUST LIKE THE DEMOTION LOVERS #my chemical romance im so sorry for comparing you to miraculous ladybug of all things #miraculous wishes it could be as well written as an mcr album #even paper mario did it better #i never told you gabriel agreste amv when #i've thought abt it ngl LMFAOO if i ever learn how to make amvs rest assure i will make it happen #miraculous ladybug #miraculous season 5 #gabriel agreste #hawk moth #happy 20th anniversary revenge. taking this one out of the drafts for you

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deus-ex-mona · 27 days

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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pizzaheadtv · 1 year

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Pizzahead at ACEN this saturday today! I'll be there on sunday too! (Maybe)

I made this in one evening, so I wasn't able to find gloves or a clown nose. But soon... I will improve the cosplay.

#ill b there on sunday hunting down more peppinos. i must find them all #i wish we could do a full photo shoot with all of us there #bc im pretty sure it's me and then 10+ peppinos #pizzahead #peppino spaghetti #pizza tower

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syncogon · 3 months

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hibike euphonium s3 ep 12 - HOLY SHIT

i was doing the "can i guess who's who" and from both narrative and sound editing and in-universe-vote perspective i was pretty sure kumiko was the second player so when rEINA PICKED THE FIRST-

#synco talks #hibike euphonium #i hope im not spamming a quiet tag sorry #that was a GOOD twist omg #i didnt see it coming but narratively it really does work. good job!#ok but “we all chose this team together” demonstrably false when half of them voted the other guy #also im obsessed with all the parallels going on all the time #i love parallels. parallels my beloved #wait yeah OF COURSE reina could recognize the sound wtf if even i could -#so im not surprised that she did know #but it is cool that the story is pretty good either way #'how would i not recognize your sound' AUGH screaming crying #HOLY SHIT NOT THE FINGERTIP PARALLEL AAAAAAAA #ok time to browse for the gifsets please gifmakers do your magic #why is this the prettiest thing ever #the vas are KILLING IT at their performance #oh THANK FUCK there's one more episode i wasn't sure if this was the season finale #what a good ep! what a good way of taking the story! 10/10 #perhaps recency bias but honestly this might be my fave season yet. one story told very tightly #im so normal about this show augh #i wish this came out one year earlier so i would've actually bought merch at the little kyoto exhibit i saw #also - HOLY SHIT THIS DIDN'T HAPPEN IN THE ORIGINAL??#honestly narratively i do think this is a good change but oh mannn

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bunnihearted · 4 months

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rightism is on the rise all over the world in times where we desperatly need compassion and acts to save the climate, but i am just a "stupid misanthrope" for hating humanity and having no hope ..........

#we're all fucked and we're gonna torture eo & the planet as much as we can before earth decides to rid herself of the cancer that's humanit #like the EU election... rightists facsists nazis conservatives climate deniers #people choose cruelty and greed and hate #that is why humans will always lose #it's just so sad to see the small handful of humans that deserve better and all the animals and nature pay the price #im not surprised bc i know humans are worthless but it still sucks seeing it #we're killing the planet at a rapid speed and the entire world is falling apart currently #and what do people choose? greed violence and hatred... and denying the environmental chrisis #there is like genuinely no hope for any of us #the end is already here yet humans are still too fucking stupid to do anything real about it #i wish more ppl cared and there were big groups of eco fascists #eco fascism is the only thing that could save earth #democracy doesnt work because people are so fucking stupid it's painful #if they have the freedom to choose they will always choose wrong #being rich and owning thing and eachother wont fkn matter when we all die bc of the climate change lol #but sure whatever.... nobody gives a fuck that much is clear

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thebirdarts · 10 months

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Aschenputtel | Cinderella - Style Test & Mock-Up

And as there was no one left in the house, Cinderella went to her mother's grave, under the hazel bush, and cried,

"Little tree, little tree, shake over me, That silver and gold may come down and cover me."

Then the bird threw down a dress of gold and silver, and a pair of slippers embroidered with silk and silver.

#thebirdarts #Cinderella #<- new tag<3 #im so happy with this!#i wish i could do all the illustrations in silhouette its so nice to work with #but im not sure if i can #its my backup plan tho #btw this is for a project where im illustrating the brothers grimms version of cinderella #like luxury illustrated single story ass thing #hopefully we can get it properly bound!!!!#also i know its a hazel tree i love hazel trees but you cannot prettily drape a dress over them

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echo-s-land · 5 months

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It's insane how most of the time I don't get how ppl interact and I also Don't Fucking Care

#vent ig #i wish i could #but unfortunately i havent had the occasion of sharing one of my interest with you in the past three months and when i did it didnt go as i #wanted and now we're supposed to talk through smalltalks except i dont know how to do those so im awkward as hell and unconsciously cut the #short and now im being hated (?) even tho that wasnt my intent #but i guess no matter how trustful i am i just look like a liar #and i cant even bring myself to care bc how am i supposed to explain myself when youre convinced what i say is a lie #we werent even supposed to be this close so sorry if im stiff. i tried to get along but i just cant #the never ending circle between 'i want to have ppl to interact with being alone to experience this world is exhausting and dreadful' and #'im not even remotely interested by any of you'#its different on tumblr bc i can curate my own experience & nobody comes @ me when i dont interact with them for days or weeks (BC IVE GOT #NOTHING TO SAY) and its okay and its normal and we dont have to do the 'hi how are you wyd' script every single time (sure we can check up #on each other once in a while but it doesnt become a script. it feels genuine.)#anyway. im so normal. i can def care about ppl that have never been as insane as me about something we both love(d at some point)#am pretty sure i developed 'i perceived you saying/thinking One(1) bad thing about me and now i dont care at all about your existence' as #a child as a coping mechanism but goddammit i feel like an asshole everytime it happened #i hate feeling apathetic #and i hate lying too so i cant just say shit to reassure them when i dont mean them #cant tell them im sorry about how my behavior is perceived when im so damn tired and would rather they disappear of my life

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nomairuins · 10 days

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like i wouldnt mind like. Not having new linear games post 5 its judt that sims 4 wasnt even supposed to Be The Sims 4 it was a last minute pivot and the base code is so outdated and was broken On launch so like. i just wish we could have the final actual sims game be like. one that was always intented to be a major sims release AND be intended to be so long term . yk

#i dont even want like. Ooh major graphical updates whatever if sims 5 was announced and they looked photorealizstic id hurl i wouldnt play #it #my ideal would ig be sims 4 with a touch more realism style wise. if this makes sense #like its a bittt too cartoony for me but i like the like. Clay hair or whatever SJFNFJ. and i think having it be simple in basegame means #you can customize it easier + itd run better on more pcs #so im fine eith that. i would nottt want it more cartoony #i also like. I understand the sims is like. an all ages game i do sometimes wish that the animations in 4 were a bit toned down #like i dont mind silly goofy wacky stuff i think its fun and like. The sims has always been a bit sillay yk. but the overexaggerated #animations r sometimes like -_-.... to me. but thats personal preference #IDK. the tags that show up when i type idk r so funny. do i ever know anything. sources say no #BUT ya i just rly wish like. if this is what they wanna do i wish theyd give us One more full game give it lots of time and love and rly rly #focus on having it excel at like. being this partnof the sims #since they wanna have like. Other sims games that have online features and multiplayer and everything. they could use that to make sure that #ts5 was Rly solid as a foundation and as like. ykwim..... they could plan updates for the future And dlc or whatever and i just think itd be #a better move than trying to make sims 4 happen #bc i judt dont think With all the updates in the world. sims 4 wont ever be like. what it couldve been. yk. i just dont think you can make #it work without Fullllyyyy just starting over.#and at this point with like..so many modders and stuff and everything and how much dlc there is thatd be impossible Esp if they keep #releasing new stuff which. They will ^_^#idk. im excited for some other lifesim games im keeping my eye out #but i rly do love the sims and i just wish that it could be as good as it could be. It has such a huge budget and team and like. if ea would #stop just trying to make as much money as possible off it i feel like they could make Such an amazing game. not to put down indie gamedevs #at all the games jve been looking at look Incredible like.. yk. but the fact those games are so good eith FAR smaller teams and budgets is #like. imagine what we could have if the sims had that amt of care and time put into it.#but whatever whatever whatever. sorry im just rambling #again ik what i would want from my platonic ideal of a sims game isnt what everyone would eant #but idk. i feel like another good step might be like. making the other sims games more available and updating them so they run better on #modern pcs. but i dont think thatll ever happen DNDNFJFNFN.

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binders-and-beanies · 13 days

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I hate rich people and no I’m not just talking about billionaires

#‘the ruling class has won if we’re all being pitted against each other!!’#sure but i have to actually deal with moderately rich people in real life and they are absolutely evil people #im not mad at people for living comfortably and having nice things and experiences. everyone should have that #im mad at people for claiming they are the poorest people in the world while they live in giant houses and don’t have jobs #and go on international vacations every month and add additions onto their house just for funsies #I hate people who have a million times more than I could ever dream of and yet act like it’s my fault for not having more #if me never being able to dream of living comfortably is my fault for having tattoos #then I’m allowed to hate you for not having to experience any problems or scarcity and having luxuries handed to you #rant inspired by my father bc he described the very detail renovation he’s getting next #and his big vacation next week. and in the same breath called my mom lazy for having been denied for Medicaid #that is evil. he is evil. yes he counts as rich and yes I’m allowed to hate people like him even if he isn’t personally ruining the world #yes these people have completely different lives than me. I do not have to pretend they aren’t incredibly privileged #sorry I don’t feel bad that people like that can only afford to go to Italy and the Bahamas and not Also Alaska this month #they don’t have to have compassion for peoples actual struggles so actually no I don’t have to put myself in their shoes #I fucking wish I could relate to a fraction of the ‘problems’ these people have #we are not the same. and I would never want to be like these people but yes I am jealous of the peace and leisure rich people have #mine #txt #vent post

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widevibratobitch · 7 months

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anyway. it okay. im giving myself time to just be chill. im gonna start panicking when i get there. i still have 5 hours till then and rn im more preoccupied with the fact that i feel like i might be getting my period today and it better not happen on the train or ill kms and everyone on it

#i genuinely dont know if i do feel the grief #in some way for sure but also im. 1. not sure i have the right to actually feel it 2. even IF i am feeling it. its highly probable #im just repressing it and unconsciously beating it back with a stick because babygirl rn? i feel nothing #could be the shock too #but im kinda feeling worse about how im NOT feeling all that bad #cause i should. he never did anything wrong to me and i never did hate him. we just didnt get each others vibe #anyway it's so fucking unfair towards my mom. the fact that her bitch of a mother is still alive while he's dead.#i know its not her fault but i kinda hate her for being still alive lol she should have died 12 years ago #it would have been better for everyone. but nvm. i wish it was me too. my mom doesnt fucking deserve that ffs

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ghoulishcreep · 16 days

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#sometimes it’s painful being this much of a lover #we haven’t even established feelings for each other and yet he’s the only one i have eyes for #i just wish we could both talk about how we feel #i am more sure than ever that the feeling is mutual #i just feel like we both are over thinkers and think one isn’t into the other i think #there’s a lot of stuff for us to over think about i fear lmao #i just don’t know when the right time to have a conversation like that is??#it’s been so long since i’ve had to talk to a friend and be like hey i think i am falling in love with you #and idk if he’ll ever do it first #i get so nervous thinking about it #or even just thinking about him at all makes my heart race so much #i don’t want to fuck things up so im just going to wait and be patient and act normal #having to pretend i dont want to talk to him 24/7 is kind of fucking painful though #bc i really do just want to talk all the time i love talking to him #ugh #personal

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octarineblues · 22 days

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#hey guess who fucked up travel wise AGAIN #forgot my passport #am not at my place. or in my city.#tomorrow (today) instead of having a nice day and then a trip to tge airport and flying back home #(back to pl)#i'll be travelling back to my city. grabbing my passport. then going the long way to the airport.#fuck this sm i'm attending workshops and i'll miss the last day and i will have to explain to everyone why im leaving early cause they'll #be concerned #but also i won't be able to cause im leaving early and will only have like 15 min for breakfast and just. ah im gonna scream #scratch that im gonna cry #one professor i really wanted to talk to cause i am in a collaboration with him. so we will work in the same field for ages.#i'll have to explain to him why im leaving. but also i just really wanted to have a longer chat with him but he only came in this evening #and so now fuckkkkk #everyone will know and everyone will be concerned unless i tell everyone its just a stupid fucking passport. but everyone willl know #ok this is me talking to the void #i need ro go to sleep #wish me luck #personal #to delete #and also. i had to like agree to attend all days as a rule to partivipate in this thing cause of the funding #and like i know accidents happen and personal stuff happens but i feel really bad cause i agreed not to leave early #im blowing this out of proportion im sure it'll be fine & ppl will be concerned and helpful n not angry or whatever #but i just. wish i could go and not be perceived #fuck this #ok thats it im out

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