#IM SO SORRY IF THIS IS OVERREACTING I JUST????
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formal apology
i guess its time i made this.
yes, its me, redhotj, the person who has been spewing transphobic bullshit in the drdt fandom the past week and had overall been ridiculous and saying stuff that was weird at best and outright harmful at worst so its time i apologised. and no, i dont want anyone trying to defend my actions (not that you would, ive rightfully been called out)
im sorry to anyone i had sent threats too. i plan to send in a proper apology to the main person who i downright sent rape threats too (i don't know what i was thinking, that was disgusting.) and had overall been a huge asshole too as well.
im really sorry for my offensive tier lists, such as the n word tier list and the "who is transphobic" tier list. i did the former at the time because i thought it was funny but seeing as im not black, i shouldn't have been making that list (and it later came to my attention that charles is latin, not black, so i have no idea why i put him in "can say the word").
im really sorry to all the transphobic bullshit ive been spouting. im still trying to understand trans people now and ive been overreacting and being downright hurtful. especially towards nonbinary people. im not going to defend myself or try to explain myself because why i did it doesn't matter. i hurt people. end of. what i said is inexcusable and i did actual damage to real people who have lives.
im sorry for completely misunderstanding the cast and not putting my biases aside when making posts. i dont know why i thought eden, the nicest character to ever character, would be anywhere close to what i used to be. i guess i just wanted to be spiteful.
like i said before, im not deleting any of the posts i made. not because i dont regret them, but because i dont want to sweep what i did under the rug and pretend it never happened. because it did, and people got hurt because of me.
im sorry for everything. i truly am. i dont expect forgiveness and its okay if you don't forgive me for what i did, but i am willing to learn and change. if there is anything i can do, let me know.
apart from killing myself because... id rather not sorry
yours sincerely, redhotj
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just a little celebratory drawing for the release of the ace attorney investigations collection!! aai2 is one of my favorite games EVER and im so happy that capcom has FINALLY decided to give it an official localization!!!
funny story about aai2 i started watching an lp of it like 3 years ago but was kinda losing interest in aa in general so i dropped it, came back to the exact same lp in like may-ish and then like 2 days before i finished the lp the collection was announced. LIKE U COULDNT HAVE ANNOUCED IT LIKE A MONTH EARLIER SO I COULD PLAY IT FOR MYSELF COME ON CAPCOM
anyways am currently watching like. SO many aai2 lps its not even funny
#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#aa#aa fanart#ace attorney investigations#aai2#ace attorney investigations 2#my art#justine courtney#sebastian debeste#verity gavelle#eustace winner#ALSO CAN WE TALK ABT JUSTINES NEW OVERRULED.#i will always forever defend the aai collection and all the changes theyre making to aai2 bc tbh i think ppl are overreacting but.#im sorry when i first heard that overruled i had to do a double take#its not the va's fault they were just doing their job but. UGH WHOEVER DID THE DIRECTION. IM COMING FOR YOU#i dont even care that it doesnt sound anything like the original#like neither does rays and his is better now imo#but omg. LIKE I JUST DONT LIKE IT THAT IS NOT MY WIFE#might make a full post abt my opinions on the new voices and names and whatnot but. im dead tired so later
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for the low, low price of $39.99, you too can simulate the experience of terminal illness in The Sims 4!!
#i had to stop the trailer at 30 seconds in because i was losing my absolute mind#$40#FOURTY. DOLLARS.#FOR TRAUMA#AM I OVERREACTING HERE?#like bro just download the life tragedies mod or smth it's silly as fuck but at least it isnt THIS#EA has left me dumbfounded#the sims 4#sims 4 life and death#this is so funny im sorry#oh and dont get me wrong there is other stuff that looks cute in the trailer#but the PRICE makes it so unintentionally hilarious#all this shit shouldve been base game anyway
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GLITTCHHYYKK!!!!
Oh my God how is the, you felt so inspired you.. a floffis?- and an au and I was the inspire you???? I to- og jsvuaibs and the doll is frm the- and you read the info page and-
*incoherent babbling and sobbing*
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You have found. . .
A decently sized box inside your inbox. It seems to be a present of some sort
There is a little folded paper that says: “To Moshieee From GlitchyK”
When you open it up, it has a small drawing/doodle/outline of QOTR Pomni, the text says.
“Hey Moshieee, I know I didn’t need to get you anything, and it’s somewhat random, but I figured I would!”
Ps: “Totally not why I asked for your favorite tadc character so I could draw it in the AU you inspired me to make… totally…”
You choose to. . .
Open the box
Save it for later
Don’t open at all
Send back
Oh this is darling thank you this is such a kind gesture and I love the drawing
It still surprises me that I managed to inspire someone to make an au...
I think a gift is just what I need after my last class
(I would love to open the box)
#IM SO SORRY IF THIS IS OVERREACTING I JUST????#i i know that youve said before but i????#its so strange to be given gifts????#i genuinely dont know how to respond????#i swear it's like i have no reaction or this over the top reaction that i usually try hide because ik worried it will scare people away#but i can believe that i??? aaaaaaaaaa#lil gift#<- CORRECTION: AN KIND A WELL THOUGHT OUT GIFT FROM AN AMAZING PERSON#oh my god i i genuinely have been trying to figure out ehat to say for an hour ii... ok ok i need to calm down#you were probably just expecting a like omg that so sweet happy sounds not my brain frying because today has been such a rollercoaster#oh i have to add organization tags#long post#art#others art#moshie os#floffis#a gift for me? hurra#oh my god i wish i could hug you so much right now#and im sorry to anyone else who has given me gifts and i didn't show how drastically i reacted like this one???#i just im so glad i was able to help you and i????#waahabahtehshahs words arnt wooorrkkong#goop buddies#self sona
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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this guy is honestly making me question too much shit
bc there's no way in hell is just that nice, right?
at this point either: 1. he's being this nice and kind bc he has a crush on me, 2. he's honestly that nice, which will make me have a crush on him, bc omg. he's just the nicest person ever
#aj rambles#sorry but this guy is making me so confused#especially since i was having an “am i even attracted to guys” phase - which is not helping this situation at all......#but like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#context if you're nosy: i sent an email to all students on my department with a forms to see if anyone could help in the data acquisition#but like this procedure takes an hour - i said so in the email - so i thought no one would be interested#and he just volunteered?? in the forms?? didn't even tell M - who introduced us - to ask me about it. no he volunteered as if he is actuall#interested in this#which i know he isn't bc i talk to him LOL#and like he does stuff like this all the time. like talk to me if he sees me alone - not just hi - he actually asks about stuff#he's watching an anime bc i recommended it to him. stuff like that#but maybe he's just that nice.#he also talks to my other girl friends like this ig#but we have more *moments* like once we seated together gossiping about his bff's love life LOL#idk#again maybe he's that nice. but then bad new's for my heart bc that is just the sweetest thing#ALSO HE'S SHY!!!!! LIKE BLACK CAT ENERGY!! IM A SUCKER FOR THAT#Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#anyways omg im so sorry for this rant. this makes me think im overreacting#but idc
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#trying to decide if i should go or not after hearing so many 'sorry! cant make it!' responses#i want to! itll probably be fun! i just think i might spend too much time worrying if my drink is safe yanno?#further complication is that my friend group is full of people who should NOT be at the club and THEN even further#complicated by the extremely limited number of goths i know irl#dont wanna drag a socially anxious bitch to a goth club if they wont like the music yanno?#for the record im solidly in the 2 or 3 range so we can all have each others backs. its my rule for bars as well#just wanna know if im overreacting
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Physically I'm here but mentally I'm clawing the eyes out of everyone who talks crap about their children on the internet and posts them in their most vulnerable moments for clout
#i just saw a video of a like eleven or twelve year old girl approach her mom's car when she got home from work and without even saying hello#to her kid she yelled at her to go inside so she could talk to her husband first and then shouted at the kid when she said her dad put her#through hell that day. is she probably overreacting bc shes a kid and she doesnt have get emotional regulation yet? absolutely. but also?#as the kid who knew that if i didnt get to my mom with my side of things first that my dad would twist things to make himself look like the#victim in a situation i promise you that baby girl isnt feeling heard and that would be sucky but normal on its own. the type of thing#families work through together yknow? but to post that on the internet??? to be recording when you come home knoeing there are problems in#your house and wanting to put online forever a moment in time where there are really strained relationships among members of your family??#especially when it's the relationship btwn your husband and your child??? nope. im sorry. uh uh.#that kid deserves better than that. your husband deserves better than that. everyone deserves better than to have their really vulnerable#moments shared on the internet with strangers#like. i think about how i felt as a kid when i found out my parents had told a relative something i considered private. how embarrassed and#betrayed i felt. the thought that EVERYONE would see that instead of just my dad's relatives or w/e?#bby girl im incandescent with rage#anyway#lilac rambles
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okay i’m stealing this idea from @persephoneprice but after the accent challenge im sooo curious how other people sound saying certain words so if you would like to do an accent challenge pt 2 please consider the following:
• donuts
• no
• okay
• soda/soda pop/whatever u say in ur area idk about u
• coyote
• schedule
• leggings
• canary
• good morning
• air conditioning unit
bonus word:
• tajin
okay these are kinda a lot so if u do want to do this feel free to pick and choose. ok bye
#also if u want u can just add in ur own words!!#these are kinda all midwestern princess targeted sorry#but i think it’s so cute my auntie would say pop but my cousins would say soda#also bonus word is admittedly just me trying to gauge if i overreacted over how they all initially pronounced tajin#i get made fun of for it too over here but im just trying to figure out if it’s not that common of a word or something 😭😭#if it’s not then i’ll get my apologies in order#arcane challenge#<< ARCANE challenge??#accent challenge
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vent ⬇️
#oc#I was out drinking last night for my fiancee's birthday and this guy was talking to us and I stopped and took a picture with him#because he said he was gonna give us free tacos from his taco truck#so I'm like posing with him outside the truck and he puts his arm around me and grabs my ass#and he reached up my shorts and put his finger in my fucking asshole#and I let him touch me for like 30 seconds while my fiancee was standing right there because I was drunk and I just fucking froze#literally didn't stop him until he was inside me#and THEN I freaked out and started crying and ruined the night#I just feel like a total piece of shit#I'm such a worthless fucking idiot#I'm sorry I don't know why im posting this here I just feel like I have more of a community here so. if anyone's experienced#something similar and/or you have any words of support I'd really appreciate hearing from you#I'm not in a good place I think I'm overreacting because of csa trauma#idk
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i think about this a lot…,.,most of my thayne / seabury posts barely get any notes but whenever other people draw him they get way more attention and it’s frustrating me!!!! what must i do to get the tumblrpeople’s approval 😓😓
#do people just not like my art idk#it bothers me . so much#maybe im just not as popular here as i am on pinterest / youtube and im just not used to my posts not doing well???#<- (that kind of sounds like im gloating im sorry)#watch this get like three notes at most#yall don’t appreciate him like i do 😞#thayne jasperson#samuel seabury#hamilton musical#hamilton#im going back to pinterest smh /hj#or maybe im just overreacting to all of this (i get jealous way to easily you guys)#yells so loud
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I love receiving a passive-aggressive text message every time I use the only kitchen on this earth I have physical access to. I love having the options of 'put herculean effort into appearing not to exist' or 'be scolded daily for eating'
#its not even your hooooouuuuussssee#oh yeah totally leave your half smoked joints all over the counter and change your cats' litter box 1x a week#even though it's in a common room but no Im the gross one for like putting a dish on a different counter than usual#im just overreacting bc im off my meds rn but christ i need a job so bad ive been crying every day ab staying here#and remy is driving me insane bc hes stir crazy bc hes still only allowed in 2 rooms bc certain people seem to think letting him meet their#cats will encourage us to stay here longer or something - as if id want to spend 1 extra millisecond with that garbage attitude#ugh#posts a vent and leaves for months again. im sorry everyone i also wish i had my shit together
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i love seeing posts from you cross my dash and just being like “oh! it’s that autism guy :D!”
I don't think you understand how happy you just made me. My heart literally started speeding up because it maked me so excited to know that I did something in the world that had a positive impact on someone. do you understand that?
the fact I made someone over the internet happy, even a little, makes me unbelievably happy in a way I can't describe.you just made my week, more than that. thank you genuinely so much for this. please spread this positivity everywhere
maybe im so happy cuz im used to people really hating me irl lol
either way, thank you so much <33
#sorry if i overreacted i just cant imagine causing anyone joy#slowly realizing i might need help#also reminder words impact people lol#im very lonely#also being the autism guy sounds so cool!!#anyway end of rant#ranting
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I CANT WITH THIS FUCKING WOMAN ONLY YESTERDAY I REALIZED IT COULD BE COVID CUZ MY SYMPTOMS WERENT COVID-Y SO I ONLY TESTED TODAY. AND MY GENIUS MOTHER WAS LIKE "oh yeah when we came back to work after vacation in my partners department there were like 5 people with covid and in mine like 2" SISTER YOUR PARTNER WAS SICK FIRST HE BORUGHT IT HERE FROM Y O U R WORK AND YOU DIDNT CONNECT THE DOTS???? NO????? NO NEURONS ACTIVATING?????? THAT SUDDENLY YOUR PARTNER WHICH IS N E V E R SICK IS SICK AND DYING FOR 4 DAYS???? AND WE ALL FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR A WHILE??????? BRO??????
#I AM SO ANGRY !!!!!! I AM SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i know it could be overreacting or not that deep or whatever but i a mSO ANGRY!!!!!!!#like!!!! bruh i went to a show on sunday!!!!! in a closed badly ventilated space!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#cuz it was only like 2 days in and i thought i just got a stomach bug or sth#AND I WOULDNT FUCKING GO IF I I KNEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i would be extremely upset but I WOUDLNT GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#i dont even wanna bring up tihs argument with her cuz shes one of the covid isnt t h a t dangerous anymore:)) IM GOING TO EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!#sorry
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#THIS WAS FIRST THING IN THE MORNING TOO#I WOKE UP I CHECKED MY PHONE I TURNED ON MY COMPUTER TO WORK ON A PROJECT I LOOKED AT THE RECOMENDED SONGS FOR A SPOTIFY PLAYLIST#AND THEN THIS HAPPENED????#I DIDNT EVEN ADD IT TO ANYTHING UNTIL LIKE JUST NOW BECAUSE I ALMOST FELT BAD FOR NOT MAKING A POST OR DRAWING OR SOMETHING ABOUT IT#now its not that i didnt expect this song to get real#however it did NOT get real in ANY way i expected#usually with a long ass silly title like that id expect something kind of sad and relatable but presented in a lighthearted goofy way#and i love songs like that#this was not.#that.#and im like 1000% sure im overreacting and its just a song and ill probably regret making this comic tomorrow but like#holy shit man talk about a jumpscare#also sorry for the lower quality than usual but i wanted to make some drawings that didnt look like absolute shit#but i also didnt wanna spend hours on a throwaway comic#so heres an in between this is what we're probably getting from now on#art#drawing#digital art#furry#oc#oc art#oc artwork#sfw furry#sfw furry art#comic#mini comic
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she looks so scared at the end of ep 13...
#dungeon meshi#sorry for overreacting. but also. falin facial journey...#shes so scared im so sorry babygirl#girl who constantly has things just happen to her#and like she ends up different at the end as if she has gone through a character arc. but she hasn't. really#she chose to come back but that's it#aughhhhh#thistle i know you had reasons and you didn't fully realize what you were doing but#poor falin looks terrified#especially the moment right before she turns into chimera#at first she seems just horrified to realize that thistle is talking to her when he says 'dragon'#but then he says 'i'll give you a new form' and her eyes get even /wider/#she doesn't want this!!!!!#and yea i think falin ends up happier with her post-chimera form with its leftover chimera features#but seeing it happen to her against her will...#forgive me for going a little crazy guys#i know shes fictional and i couldn't have stopped the events of The Plot but. shes. aughhhhh#shes so scared!!!!!!#i want plot device girl to live a happy life thank you
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