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[thefluxqueen]

HIIII :) here to ask about the abyss tell me about it please please please love this sort of thing :3

HAIIII welcome :) to preface this im normal i swear. anyway The Abyss is what i like ta call my Horrible Horrible Maze, i made it w/ the goal of making the worst possible experience in minecraft to torment my friends ^_^

I enjoy putting people in situations and studying them :D 

On that note! everyone who runs the abyss (24 people at current count) I time and write a couple notes on them! the abyss is honestly half maze half personality test LMAO. at current moment the quickest time goes to @ghostpajamas with a baffling 03:24 (wild that he got out so quick, i win tho cause i haunt his dreams), and longest goes to the beloved @rendogdomesticated with 1:35:54 <3 special shout out ta my dearest @theoctagon tho wolff ur insane i love u. guy goes inta the abyss for fun and has like 10 pages and counting of insane person phsyical notes tryna map it out (hes reported that hes gone through the first one 60 times and the 2nd one 5 jesus chriiiistttt). the abyss is fond of Pilot :) also if wolff is the favourite than @potionofinstantdamage is the Least favourite, rude ass set the place on fire when he got stuck in there :( oof ouchie

Highlights from my notes include @quack-city running backwards and upon me asking Why, simply replied “what if there’s slenderman :(‘ ... cant argue w/ that! he also hadda stop mid run so we decided its funnier if he’s just stuck in there forever. @newtbeetle was in there for like an hour and would NOT shut up about Paul Dano the whole time which was a time (love u beebs. ur isnane). my two test runners are @kishdoodles and @officialgleamstar and they had about the same time but like Opposite reactions it was very funny, kish treated it like they were a streamer n kept a like constant chatter, and travvy was like DEAD silent the whole time n Intensely focused akjewkjr tbh outta all 24 runners trav’s been prob the most like, methotical bout it? LIKE I SAID personality test. i Love studying people. 

In regards to its origins I came up w/ the idea back in like feb/march ish of this year and from start to finish it took me like 2 weeks ish i was on the Grind. u dont understnad how much black concrete this thing took. hell on earth,,, darkwoods has an economy/shopping district and i bought out like All the sand/gravel available akjwekjr the rest i hadda gather myself n God gravel sucks. also ive killed So Many Squids. the 2nd abyss was much easier ta gather supplies for cause i could ask for help w/ supplies n i kept the first one a Complete secret minus my test runners (i hadda bitch at SOMEONE while makin it or i wouldve died i think. speakin of the first abyss has a death count of 13 and the 2nd one has like, 5 or somefin? rlly shouldve writen that down akjwerjk those are Entirely me dying in the process of buildin them btw. its not a true Spain Build unless its mildly dangerous <3) The 2nd one also made me learn redstone, notably i specifically studied Tango’s decked out process vids from s7, tho i really only stole like two aspects of it n i couldnt even get one ta work properly LMAO

The second abyss took me like, wayy longer ta make, bout two months ish (i finished it like mid july). not necessarily in actual like, time spent building but cause in the process of makin it i had Two month long events i was in (Voiceteam in may and Art fight in july) so that distracted me a bit wkwnekeneie Im a bit more secretive bout the second abyss in general since not That many people have actually ran it compared ta the first n theres actually like, Things that can be spoiled in there <3 i like seein peep’s initial reactions its much more satisfying.

This didnt happen w/ everyone but i think a like, Core part of running the abyss is getting emotionally attached ta weird things. i wouldve said just torches until a few days ago when Tac (onea the rat server mods) ran it and claimed the stack of pumpkin pies i gave her as family. But Prior Ta That several people have had very intense emotions bout the redstone torches, whether love or hate or both, key example ft dog: 

Also not everyone ive mentioned on this post is in darkwoods! ive got a server i world editted the abyss inta so non-server members can run it for fun and profit (more data for me) :) on that note ive been slowly infecting the rat gang server cause my friend’s in there alot n another friend of mine’s a mod so peeps in there’ve been runnin it lately :) shout out ta TalonMC for lettin me subject him ta the Horrors literally our first conversation, onea my more fun first impressions i’d say

In regards to lore the abyss is a parasitic entity that infects anyone who gets stuck in there n slowly compells them ta go build their own lmao. note that ive only called the second abyss the Second one and not Abyss 2, because its technically just The Abyss as well cause theres many of them i just made it second wowjdkenejd (a real example of this is Wolff gettin obsessed w/ the abyss n then goin n buildin his own build called the Tower :) very excited bout that) The Abyss has a weird like fucked up warlock bond w/ my goddess oc The Overseer :D Her design’s vaugely based off my irl friend @hotcollectionoftubs cause her creation The Hole on a creative world her n some other friends of mine are on was onea the main insperations for certain aspects of the abyss’ lore :D mainly the teal in the colour palette and the whole ‘the [hole/abyss] provides’ thing. 

(my reference images for her and 3rd pic's art i commissioned from the Lovely @opuntie):

my darkwoods chara, Snake, is a whole nother bag entirely (basic gist is they’re a dimension traveler not by choice and darkwoods is the 3rd world theyve been in, their deal’s worth a whole post of its own lmao) i built the first abyss entirely unrelated ta my chara just as like, fun weird build ta torment my friends w/o yaknow? but then as i was buildin the 2nd one i was like hmmmmmm. alotta things could make sense if i made this one built by Snake. so their retirement arc on darkwoods turned inta even MORE trauma! wahoo! poor guy deserves a break,,, (he will not be getting one). 

(pre abyss + post abyss. i gotta properly draw pre-darkwoods Snake at some point but this dudes changed Alot ill say that lmao. both crops from bigger pieces on my art blog @fluxydrawings)

Anyway thats basically it! ive got more details and things locked in my brain ill probably remember in like 2 days after postin this so theres a chance ill reblog this w/ extra shit later lmao, sides that tho the abyss is my babygirl n thank yall for showin interest ^_^

Memes n shit to end us off:

[neonfretra]

oughhhh oumblr post machine broke... i have made a post so long and dense that i can no longer even BREATHE her way without getting errors for inability to process post... i can edit other posts fine. i can post posts fine. i asked someone else, different account and device, to try it and its BROKEEEEE. epic highs and lows of text transcriptions of a 15 slide long portion of an essay <3 BTW the full slideshow is 52 mb . of 8 slideshows total. my madness <3

villain monologue below the cut <3

if you ever want to HATE a text editor try managing, editing, writing long form text in it <3 never a more infuriating experience in my LIFE i SWEAR!

a minor infatuation of mine is how tumblr rich text editor will handle different elements (ex. paragraph/regular, header 1, bulleted lists) where if you switch between them in a post frequently you might notice it is incredibly weird (compared to other rich text editors i use)!

when you create a new text block (excluding regular text) and then hit enter, it creates another line of text in the style of the previous text block (excluding headers). but when you hit backspace, instead of reverting to regular text, it deletes the entire line of text. if you want to revert to regular text you actually need to hit enter AGAIN. which i mean is fine but my muscle memory has ISSUE with it LOL

not to mention the fact that you cant layer multiple elements (ex. you cant have a bulleted list embedded into indented text). exception of fonts maybe, i dont use fonts at all, i have them disabled, i cant read them LMAO. i have not used ummm quotes as well

AND it breaks copy+pasting. tumblr disagrees with copy+pasting any text in any formatting besides regular LOL. if you use lists or indented text, you cannot paste anything from the block ANYWHERE within the post. you also cant drag and drop text on desktop and i dont like doing posts on mobile devices so yall on your own in that world. (did yall know the google applications i use dont let you right click -> copy/cut/paste? i dont. i dont know what they broke but they broke it)

AND this isnt even mentioning the fact that sometimes the tumblr text post editor just. lies. LOL? call her HTML the way white space (ex. spaces, blank paragraphs) does NOT matter. i put spaces between bullet points and they are gone. there are inconsistent spacings between text blocks because i copy+paste them and use the different text elements . and then they are gone. i somehow have indented bullet lists??? that i cannot recreate??? and also dont even show up in the public facing post???

AND this is also not even mentionin the fact that its very prone to breaking. like i cannot type into certain lines of text under fairly recreatable situations (IIRC, indented text block, press enter at the start of the text block to make a new block above the existing one, type a character and then delete it to make the new block blank. cant type into it again unless i click off and on again!) or the fact that i straight up cannot edit a post anymore. or the fact that its really common for me to run into errors where it refuses to save at all? or maybe im just stress testin it, im not actually sure how much im puttin into this poor thing? TBF this isnt a 30 image long monstrosity THIS time (which is the image limit on desktop, its 10 on mobile) so it breaks a lot less ^_^ for a copy and paste project. we living it up scrapbook style.

maybe neonfretra is hollerin about nothin. that post is absolutely broke as hell though. ^o^

[tinykonig]

hi. i saw you do parent hcs for koning and i was wondering if you could one for price please!

UH YEAH sorry this isnt under a read more- i am extremely sick and refuse to get up to get my laptop or i will get nauseous

PRICE IS A DILF!!!! anyways.

genuinely so excited when he finds out he is going to be a dad. i think he would cry a little and just cant stop smiling

builds a crib, paints the nursery, he is so involved in getting ready for the baby

he loves picking out outfits for the little one

he is so indecisive about the name. he goes back and forth about all the ones he likes until he finds one that just feels right and then there is no changing his mind

however i think price is intimidated by the newborn stage. he hates when they cry it breaks his heart and he doesn’t know immediately how to fix it and its just a hard time for him

he was made to be a toddler dad

i think he doesn’t mind what gender the baby is he is going to do so many outdoor activities with them . takes them fishing, camping, stomping in the mud, catching lightening bugs, even hunting after a certain age

loves giving piggy back rides

he is wonderful at playing pretend. the game requires him to pretend to be a princess playing tea party? he already has his tea cup picked out. a knight coming to save the village from a dragon? he’s puttin on his armor

he makes breakfast for his partner and kid every morning he can

reads bed time stories and sometimes he just makes up the story and sees where it goes

when his kid is pitching a fit, he KNOWS how to handle it

calm and firm. he is definitely the authority figure but he is very fair and level headed

loves creating new traditions just for his family. like on christmas eve they were matching pjs and stuff like that

loves his family so fiercely and does everything for them

im going to make this man a father, brb

[phoenix-before-the-flame]

Iam looking at your phoenixverse laxus design with both eyes OPEN 👁👁 but now im so curiojz as to what else the phoenixverse has to offer. PLEASE tell me youve got any headcanons about how zeref refived natsu. Like any thoughts at all on that?

Ohohohohohohohohohoho anon my guy my dude, my man (genderless) I am about to speak. Pull up a fuckin chair bro. Also puttin this under read more because uh, long lol

This is actually one of my favourite things to think about regarding Natsu (apart from yknow, END lol) and Zeref because it is such an interesting little story point.

For Natsu, the interest comes from the fact that he's not who he thought he was. Natsu's always confident about his identity, he's quick to announce who and what he is in a situation and he's proud of who he is. The knowledge that yeah sure, you are Natsu Dragneel, but uh Natsu's not who you think he is buddy- that Natsu, in some way died so many centuries ago but was pulled back and reshaped, reborn- repackaged even- into you in a body that you thought was human but is some almagamation of that and more? All tied to a book? Can he still say with confidence that he is Natsu Dragneel when he hardly knew the truths about himself? And if sayin that is even true when he could easily just be something molded to look like what Zeref lost? (Ofc we the readers know otherwise but imagine the dilemna man) The reality of it would've- should've- been earth shattering. It would've been an identity crisis and then some.

For Zeref, oh man. Zeref's whole thing stems from the fact that he loves Natsu. He loves Natsu so much (and his parents too i guess) that when the tragedy struck and he lost everything, it fucked him up. He just couldn't deal with the incredibly unfair hand that life dealt him that he was willing to turn the world on its head and essentially change the course of fioran history to try and undo what happened to him. To save something from his old life that he loved.

But heres the thing about Zeref's love. It's twisted. It's fucked up. It's dark.

Working years, decades- possibly even centuries- on the single minded task of reviving his brother (and why just Natsu? Why not the parents well? Why only the younger sibling? Did he intend to bring them all back but became single minded on just his brother?) could lead to obsession. Obsession with making him perfect, no longer just as a human but more than that. Stronger so he won't be killed as easily. Obsession with keeping him close, tying him to his soul in such a way that if Zeref goes, Natsu goes as well. Making sure that he's pulling the strings that when it comes to, when he finally closes his eyes at the hands of his brother, he has a comfort in knowing that his brother is going with him and he won't be left alone, like what his very first tragedy did to him. (Plus also making Natsu, his creation that he brought to life, kill him would be a back stab at Ankhserham. Because the god cursed him for fucking around with life and death, so having his demon kill him would be Zeref controlling the life he chose to create and determining his own death. It'd be a last gotcha).

Zeref may have loved Natsu enough to bring him back, and he still loves him in a way, but it's messed up. Because the whole ordeal of everything messed him up.

But I digress, this is just side stuff, your question really. How did Zeref really bring Natsu back?

Now since you asked specifically for phoenixverse, i can get a lil bit loose with canon details and not feel as restricted.

So we have our hard facts- Natsu and Parents die in Zeref's youth, Zeref fucks around tryna undo their deaths and finds out by getting cursed for doing this, then proceeds to use the curse to his advantage and over an undisclosed amount of time to create his demons and what not.

'Undisclosed amount of time' being the key thing here.

Canon implies that the time between Natsu's death, Zeref getting cursed and Zeref reviving Natsu happened within a relatively close period of time. And if it's anything I love, it's spacing out events.

I'd like to think that between the loss of his family and when he gets cursed is a decent gap of time, like a decade or so to really push the fact that he's so fixated on the loss. Then after getting the curse he sets to work of reviving Natsu over the course of decades to almost a century and a half.

(Am i implying Zeref to be a bit older than the 400 years? Yes, yes i am. The way I saw it the events of 400yrs past were inciting incidents i.e Zeref giving Natsu to Igneel, slayers gettin sent to the future, and not the actually set date where everything happened. And again, I like the idea of Zeref fixating on this for a very long time. Him being older drives home the single-mindedness and determination to get it done)

As prodigious as Zeref is, creating life and being the first wizard to do so, i don't think he could do it so easily within a few short years which is why i personally love the idea of Zeref taking so long to be able to revive Natsu. A touch of realism to something magical kinda grounds it in a way, gives it some weight at the very least.

Specifically Natsu being Zeref's final project ever and all the other demons he created over the years prior being experiments and steps taken to perfect the process so Natsu would be the culmination of all that he learnt (demons like deliora and lullaby being demons of inorganic matter given humanoid form-> tartarus- esque demons being humanoid demons with animalistic features (organic matter) -> Natsu, human demon and hybrid traits all working together in cohesion).

And speaking of a touch of realism, or sorta realism anyways, riddle me this.

Zeref needs something to make Natsu well, Natsu. Sure he could probs make a demon that looks like him, but thats not what he wants. He wants his actual brother so, what could he get to add into the mixture to really do that? Why a few samples of course :].

But Phoenix! I hear you cry, how could he have gotten samples if you said in your version that it took him forever to finally revive Natsu?

And so leads into the actual true definitive answer to your question anon.

Zeref, in needing the most important ingredient in the Natsu stew took things from the OG body to help build the new one. But! The kicker here is the samples I imagine him using aren't blood but instead, bone.

Maybe he realizes a decade or 2 down the line in his demon experiments that he missed a step in what he needs to see this through. Maybe he thinks he's too late because what can he do now at that point. Maybe he realizes that he can use not flesh and blood, but what remains for his plan. Maybe he commits another sin in the hopes of it bringing for another and digs up his young brother's bones. Maybe he whittles them down piece by precious piece over the long period of time after failing so many times (am i also implying failed Natsus? Failed ENDs? Hell yeah i am) and coming dangerously close to it all ending for naught, with the last shard of bone. And maybe after so long and so many atrocities, he finally succeeded?

TL:DR Zeref snagged OG Natsu's bones and used those to help in the process of quite literally rebuilding him from scratch to give us our Natsu.

I dunno man, it just adds a layer of fucked up-ness to the whole situation of how far Zeref was willing to go- even defiling his brother's bones to get him back.

And on Natsu's side learning about all this would just twist the knife of his identity crisis even deeper (especially on that implication of failed END attempts before him).

Also like, by stretching out the time of events and making Natsu being the very last demon Zeref ever made bring so much for layers of meaning to the name END in itself.

END, being the literal meaning 'Etherious Natsu Dragneel'

END, signalling the last demon Zeref's made. An end to his experimentations.

END, as in the last and perfected version of his brother, with the last remains of OG Natsu's bones going towards his creation.

And END, as in Zeref's end, where he intends for Natsu to kill him thus ending his life.

[eridan-amporaa]

Oh also idk if this goes on this blog or the SM one but-

Spooky Month Classpects

Roy strikes me as a Rage player and Ross is a Rogue

(augh it's been so long since I've read the comic, I've forgotten most of my Classpect knowledge-)

SO GUESS WHOS BEEN THINKIN ABOUT THIS FOR SEVERAL MONTHS-

OK SO.

im just gonna name all the characters imma classpect: skid, pump, hatzgang, susie, streber, kevin, ethan, radford. I'm disregarding gender-locked classes, idgaf about the gender locks. if a fem locked class fits a dude, congrats, hes gettin it anyway. feel free to add in ur own 2 cents or other charas im v curious!!

puttin this under the cut cuz its gonna be LONG.

SKID - ironically, im havin a really hard time with him. aspect wise, i could see him being hope or doom, seeing as he so often seems to bring bad news but is so painfully optimistic. but he could just as easily be light, with the focus on his weirdly fantastic luck. if i had to guess, id put him down as an Heir of Light - insanely lucky, decent fighter, and not really concsiously manipulating his aspect so much as just kinda rolling with it.

PUMP - easy. Seer of Void. fits with all his voidy theming and ties to Eyes. hes seeing all the secrets, finding out all the shit hes not supposed to know. sounds abt right.

ROY - definitely a rage player. As for class, i can see him going a couple different ways (knight, heir, thief) but im gonna go with Thief of Rage for him. harnessing the power of the anger of those around him to fuel his own power and anger? sounds abt right!

ROSS - ur right abt his class, rogue fits him well. as for aspect, id have to go with mind, seeing as hes prolly the smartest/most skeptical of the gang. so that would make him a Rogue of Mind.

ROBERT - aspect could be heart or hope, but hope fits him better so lets go with that. class wise i could see him easily being a sylph or witch, but imma give him Witch of Hope here. still able to spread his aspect, but also being able to manipulate it in a more direct way than a sylph.

SUSIE - ok so right off the bat heart player. it just fits ok I dont make the rules. as for class... I feel like she'd end up more active here, and she has a thing abt protecting herself which I'm p sure extends to skid n pump, maybe the hatzgang too if she got close to em. so I'd put her as a Knight of Heart.

KEVIN - ok kevin is. hm. I feel like he could be a couple different aspects - doom, for the same reasons as skid, or maybe life? idk he just seems like a life player to me I'm goin with that. as for class... ehhhh? idk, hes kinda hard to class. honestly if anything I think page would fit him best with the whole "find urself n ur aspect" thing so let's just go with Page of Life.

STREBER - streber comes off as a space player to me. idk why he just does. maybe it's the vamp thing? actually all the space players have some sort of transformation thing maybe hed become an actual vamp... hm... well anyway I'm classpecting him as a Mage of Space. idk it just fits

ETHAN - ethan would make a good doom player I think, again just kinda fits. imma go with Maid of Doom, he would use his knowledge of doom n gloom stuff to help tidy up loose ends and keep things stable.

RADFORD - time player. he seems like hed be able to MAYBE handle timeline bullshit, but more relevant to his class is that he might feel like hes always running low on time. Prince of Time. being forced to destroy remnants of other timelines and trying so hard not to destroy the canon one. ough I could give him SO much angst.

[ahgasegotarmy116]

um thats kinda fvcked up if you think about it (im talking about oc acting like she’s this innocent person who had no choice when a)she had and b) could’ve told her husband to have another solution or idk that they should escape lol i can’t think of another reason rn but still i hope you get what i mean) i feel like she‘s 45% right (bc cmon she’s being pushed in a corner with all of this) but the other 55% she’s wrong because he is right that’s his children he has all the right to see them and be there for them doesn’t matter why he is the father she is kinda the same as him bc how do you lie to your children and deprive them of their real father knowing they‘ll hate you later on for that and your doing that bc of what? guilt? shame? insecurities? that means she’s selfish and doesn’t think about the children first cause children should be priority not the other way around. so yeah i don’t like how she raises her voice or disrespects him thinking she’s doing an amazing job or she’s this intimidating person likeeeeeeeee girrrrrrl weren’t you the one who slept with him orrrrrr did his d!ck accidently slip right in idk she should let us know ….🤭😭💀

thank you regardless for the story you’re really talented and the story is really cool and idk makes me curious about the new chapters (if it has one) 😼💛

I definitely get what you're saying and I did write a drabble talking about some of the things you had mentioned a little bit more as well as a few comments talking about their short lived IVF journey so you can check that out here if you haven't read it already :)

The whole situation is fvcked that's for sure and she ultimately was the one who had the choice to do this or not at the end of the day but ever since Jungkook had first brought it up he had stated that he would keep it a secret and make it seem as though the children were his son's and not his to make their problems "go away".

She does feel a lot of guilt in this situation internally but with Jungkook's pushy nature and the fact that he is choosing to blackmail her as often as he can has really driven her to take all of the pent up stress, frustration and guilt that she has aimed towards herself already and has turned it into outwardly putting all the blame on him.

He in a sense does have some sort of right to see his children but oc was under the impression that their deal would work differently from the way he had propositioned her so there was a lot of miscommunication on both parties since she gave in right away.

It's not like he doesn't see his children because he does, she just doesn't feel comfortable when he comes around without another adult around to act as some sort of buffer.

He had indirectly agreed to the role of their grandfather so he is still given the chance to be in their life and she acknowledges that he is entitled to that so she doesn't deprive them of seeing their father he just doesn't play that father role for them.

He purposefully sends his son on business trips so he can be granted that alone time to see his children in a less restrained environment but again who would want the person who is blackmailing you to come around without supervision to keep him as well as yourself in check.

His marriage with his son's mom has deteriorated into one that is simply there to keep up appearances so Jungkook used to have a mistress but once he had been with oc he gave up on her. So he actively seeks oc out to fulfill those needs.

He's been blackmailing her and holding this over her head since their daughter was two so this has been going on for years. With this yandere concept although it seems like she has fight left in her when it comes to him she gives in way too easily because of the mind games he plays with her when they're alone.

Jungkook disrespects her on a daily basis so I don't think that she should have to take that disrespect without defending herself so although her responses may not be well thought out and ultimately leads back to putting the blame on him his blame and the use of blackmail outweighs her mistakes.

Like you said she has been pushed into a corner and is scared that the house of cards (hehe) that they have built on lies and betrayal will come crashing down if she doesn't do what Jungkook says.

She doesn't want to lose her husband or her children so although this whole situation is fucked she loves them with her whole heart so that's an emotional vulnerability that Jungkook play's like a fiddle.

She knows she's not the mother of the year but she's trying her best given the situation she's gotten herself into. She knows that she's done wrong and continues to do wrong and hurt her family without their knowledge but she's not sure what else she can do.

Given the circumstances she wants to raise them and have them think that her husband is their father and it's fucked but for her children's sake and the want to raise them in a stable, "healthy" household she sees that sticking to the original plan of making them believe that he is their father is for the best.

Their children are still young so it's a concept that they wouldn't understand even if you told it to them so although they might hate her for it (because they will find out when they're a lot older) at least they weren't raised by Jungkook.

I have a drabble coming out later addressing some of these questions so keep an eye out for that I just haven't finished it yet 😅

Thank you so much for taking an interest in it enough to send this! Ahhh thank you for saying I'm talented 😭 I've still got a long way to go but I'm happy that people are taking time out of their day to read it 😭

There are a lot of unanswered questions so who knows, I might have to make a second series 😉

[cannibalcult]

for the lyric ask game... how abt a character from yellowjackets? was misty the one you made a playlist for recently? if not though, you can totally choose whichever character!

im so sorry this took so long, but damn its hard for me to put songs to misty im not gonna lie(i made a natalie playlist!! i should post it again)

im puttin them under a read more just bc :)

When you lie, I cover it up / When you hide, I cover it up / When you cry, I cover it up / When you come undone, I cover it up

Lost Kitten - Metric

OR

Oh God, you're gonna get it / You'll be sorry that you messed with me

Girls Against God - Florence + The Machine

here's one for nat just for fun :)

Who would have guessed I was a talented kid / Who would have thought I'd make a mess out of it

Drag Me - Tiny Little Houses

[the-good-luck-anomaly]

I am so glad you liked my tags, your art is fucking epic (I love how unsettling it is!!! It's amazing!!!!!) and also I just really like infodumping anything and everything I learned about the Tzimisce clan in VTM cause of Viv and Vex (it's the clan they'd be from, cause it's the only one that can do the fucked up body things they do, and I got obsessed enough with them to read the clanbooks, which are like, supplementary stuff, lol)

To be fair, the idea of vampires "rotting" while "alive" isn't specifically mentioned in the lore that I remember (outside of maybe some of the Nosferatu stuff), I was just saying that I am a sucker (haha) for any creative interpretations of the differences between human and vampire biology, because Ough Anatomy Fun, and something like making the Obtenebration literally eat at Arthur's flesh like mold is So Fucking Cool! Rot and decay in a special way! Degradation of the human form!!! Is he willing to accept that he's a monster yet?!

However, yeah! I fully thought you'd read the source material stuff with Viv specifically phrasing it as her and Vex having control over their evolution, cause the concept of vampiric forms as an evolution is like the Entire mindset behind their clan! Like, the idea is that humans are above animals, and vampires are above humans, so they must look for a way to become something above a vampire!

SORRY I TOOK A MMIIILLION YEARS TO RESPOND BUT I SO SO RARLEY CHECK MY INBOX AND ALSO I HAVA HUGE RAMBLE THAT IM PUTTIN UNDER THE CUT. THANKYOYUUUU FOR SENDING ME UR BRAIN I LOVE YOU FOREVER

HEHEHE IVE JUST ALWAYS BEEN SO IN LOVE W 'CONQUERING EVOLUTION' IN GENERAL.. my favorite depiction of vampires EVER has always been the Pillar Men from jjba. Ancient Aztec Vampires, who can essentially just control everything their cells do, prompting all sorts of body horror bullshit thats just REEAALLLY COOOOOOLL... now THATS conquering your own evolution! now THATS mind over matter!!! (the body horror goes from like. boiling their own blood within themselves to spray it on others. to like. liquifying their bones so they can flatten and squeeze through small air vents. and also crawl into someones open wound. its so much) the whole quest of the pillar men was conquering the Sun so the wouldnt burn up in it, and that was their vision of a Perfect Being, since theyre already so powerful and that final evolution would make them entirely unkillable. ATLEAST THAts mostly what inspired my favorite ideals w vampirism. and the fact that viv and vex introduced themselves as like. carving themselves to be EXACTLY what they want to be. their skin and hair and bodies and faces and insides are sculpted to their precise liking, all because they realized that a body is truly only a Temple, and temples can be renovated! AND vampirism gives them the power to do exactly that without limits!! IVE ALWAYS LOVED HOW DURABLE VAMPIRES ARE... sOOOOO WHen you give up so so much of your humanity and when you give up your original face (since you no longer deserve it), what remains? when arthurs appearance went down to zero and i saw how the boys running the show interpreted i was like. underwhelmed. bc like. hes not THAT ugly just like. a lil freaky i guess. i wanted MOREEEE and i was like. okay. what IS gross and scary? is he a monster or are we cowards?? so then i took rot and mold and mushrooms and spores and slithering things that skitter and squirm and said. your humanity kept you closer to life aaaall these years. and without it. the Beast will have more room to grow within the hollowed cells. bc of aaaall his funny lasombra shadow powers, the BEAST manifests as that like. black rot. black centipedes and black fuzz and inky mushrooms. some of them iridescent in the same way a flies carapace glitters w greeens and blues. he is NOT DEAD he is UNDEAD which is SO MUCH more STRANGE and POWERFUL. and though the dead flesh yearns to decay, that BEAST keeps it alive!!!! all in its own monstrous way. ITS ALL TOTALLY BASED OFFA NOTHING BUT MY OWN BEAUTIFUL HEART AND MIND... thank you ssOOO MUCH FOR ENABLING MEEE WEEEEEEE also THANK YOU THANKYOU FOR THE NICE WORDS ABT MY ART THATS SO SWEET OF U TO SAYYY... IM SO GLAD ITS AS UNSETTLING AS I WISHED IT TO BEEEEE also....... feel free to dm me... we gotta swap discords or SOMTHANG

[toseektoknoww]

6l99dstained

What happens when pe9ple use the 9cean as a waste disp9sal unit, Star? Why isn't it the 6EST idea?

kankri comes in wwith the only fuel i need to rant okay boy let me get started im not the wwhole wwiz tech im pretty stupid but as someone wwho had breathin issues DUE to said wwaste in the wwater plus hatchin issues LEMME EXPLAIN

all in all it wwill mostly float on the surface wwhich is wwhere most life in the ocean is nd dependin on howw hard or dense the object is it could block out the light that the plants need ta keep alivve or produce air that sea dwwellers nd other sea livvin animals need

there is also the fact that if wwaste becomes too much animals wwill simply die they can get sick nd just die wwhich can lead to animals--such as sharks or other sea dwwellin predators--to drop out cause lets say there wwas a net left in the wwater wwell if they get stuck in there they cant move nd wwill ultimately die nd if they arent there to hunt the prey wwill go out a balance nd lets assume that there is already somethin there thats makin it hard for the plants ta groww wwell use wwaste just normal wwaste noww wwe see there isnt a lot a food but wwith the predators noww dyin theres no one ta keep the prey in check so they eat too much then theres too many a them nd too feww the food source

now if the food source i removve theyll all start ta die but if they die wwhos to say the wworse a the genes arent breedin because survvivval a the fittest is usually pushed along by the predators as that wwhich they eat are clearly not the ones that should be breedin nd wwith this prey noww breedin in wweaker links out a food nd the system is fallin apart it wwill in turn ruin the ecosystem a the land its close to

salmon wwith bears man that could be sucked up if shit in the ocean started gettin dicked ovver also if one wwas ta look nd see the wwaste they deposit all wwithin itself the animals might not evven need the plants ta be wwounded if the wwaste itself is bad as it could kill them wwith suffocation if the plants--algae nd other mocro organisms nd suck--cant keep up nd the wwater becomes to carbon dioxide

simply put if the ocean is clean its easier ta keep it rollin smoothly wwhich can help the land roll smoothly as a lot of the wwater that feeds the plants is rain from the ocean or underground ocean sub rivvers

IN CONCLUSION be nice to the wwater please so that wwe can take care of the land okay

(i havvent been on a planet for long enough to see how their wwaste wworks on their wwater nd stuff but this is mostly from base observvations nd such any nd all inaccuracies i wwouldnt mind at all be pointed out so i can correct my mistakes nd be the most informed possible)

[intergalacticwhales]

summary of my recent hyperfixations and what i probably was projecting:

rick sanchez (rick and morty): self hatred, abandonment issues, self harm and suicidal ideation, compulsion to isolate myself

HIM (powerpuff girls): aggressiveness, genderqueerness, sexual guilt maybe???

larry (time squad): genderqueerness again, dependent and passive behavior, blaming others for my suffering, passive aggressiveness

venom (marvel comics and movie): yet again genderqueerness, also dependent behavior, repressed anger, toxic relationship trauma

(current) double d (ed edd n eddy): neurodivergent childhood, emotionally neglectful parents, dependent behavior and passive aggressiveness, genderqueerness probably?

[smallpwbbles]

YALL YALL YALLM THE EPS DESCRIPTIONS AND TITLES ARE RELEASED IM PUTTIN IT UNDER A READ MORE CUZ SPOILERS

[cyanityinsanity101]

hey balan fandom, don't interact with crazy-balan-fangirl and if they interact with you, BLOCK THEM. they're still continuing to steal art and put nsfw without putting the proper tag [ the tag being balan wonderthirst ]

here is most of the evidence under the read more as it contains stuff like mentions of nsfw art and snippets of nsfw that was posted by them

and the only time they did put the balan wonderthirst tag was on a strip tease. yeah, they posted a post where balan fucking strip teases, uncensored. [ there was no genitalia on the image but it still is a fucking strip tease either way ]

other ones where balan is in suggestive poses? nope, just puts it in the main tag. if im not mistaken, aren't ya supposed to, you know, PUT THE SUGGESTIVE ART IN THE WONDERTHIRST TAG?????

here is an example, this is a post of balan full on showing ass, and look at the tags there ain't a single wonderthirst tag. i am fine with someone putting both the main tag and the thirst tag on a post because at least people will be able to blacklist the tag to avoid those posts, but CBF, THEY AIN'T PUTTIN ANYTHING IN THE TAGS TO PREVENT PEOPLE FROM SEEING. THEIR PINNED POST CLAIMS "minors dni" BUT HOW DO YA EXPECT MINORS TO AVOID YOU IF YOUR JUST PUTTING YOUR POSTS IN THE MAIN TAGS WITHOUT ANY WAY OF AVOIDING THEM!?!??

they even STOLE FROM A FUCKING PORN ARTIST. NO, IM NOT KIDDING.

The art itself is cropped but IT IS STILL STEALING. if anything it makes it worse because ITS STOLEN FROM FUCKING PORN. YOU KNOW, SOMETHING TUMBLR DOESN'T ALLOW?!??? EVEN IF ITS CROPPED IT IS STILL SAID IN THE POST "OUT OF CONTEXT PORN"

Thankfully one of the other pieces of stolen art still had the artist's signature

i already know they'll use the "but the artist's signature is on the art!" or "but i said not mine on the post!" excuse but, it still stealing buddy.

they even made a race joke. yeah, a race joke.

this is not even funny- i can't speak for black people about this post as i myself am not black but had to bring it up since race is a really bad thing to make jokes about.

so please for the love of god if they interact with your post, block them

edit : ok, so her sister stepped in and explained the reasons why this happened, and mentioned how crazy-balan-fangirl was getting spammed with cruel messages and have to put this here, please don't send any hate messages or death threats to her, this does not help the situation at all and worsens it for both parties.

[tickle-bugs]

okay im queueing my next steddie fic for tomorrow but i’m curious about something...spoilers for stranger things s4 vol. 2 under the cut

Not sure how many more steddie fics I’m gonna write BUT would y’all read a vampire!eddie x steve fic? Kas Theory Eddie is genuinely my favorite. I love the lore around Vecna and Kaz on the DND side of things (literally my home game’s big big bad is a pirate-flavored vecna, but my players don’t know that) and it was so cool to be able to guess that Eddie might be representative of Kaz before I even knew he was gonna kick the bucket (the bat and puppet master tattoo, the demon head that looks like iron maiden’s zombie mascot eddie, the obedient coward becoming the rebel to break free, i could go on). 

Anyways I have a cute idea for them but I’m not sure how many people would be into it, given it’s a weird niche if you don’t vibe with the kaz theory. so i’m puttin out my feelers. 

[clownwzrd]

a bunch of random writing dumb for the dream smp owl house au! hehe (might get changed later) ;p

I'm the master of englhsih FUKC A lot of these characters are their own characters with tiny bits drawn from the canon owl house story along with being slightly inspired by the dream smp story as whole. SMALL WARNING FOR MENTIONS OF SUBSTANCE ABUSE AND GENERAL ABUSE.

Philza isn't *as* wanted as Eda is, but he's still on thin ice for not being in a coven. He's the most powerful witch on the boiling isles, next to Technoblade who is very much wanted by emperor belos and just the whole isle for not being a part of a coven and also just being a general enabler of chaos and anarchy.

 Phil has a curse like Eda where he turns into the crow beast, but instead is able to accept it as part of him for the sake of avoiding writing that whole angsty plot point. im only puttin a keep reading thing here bc i have a hunch im gonna make this long. or not :p

Tommy really looks up to Wilbur, Techno and Philza, he chose the bard track because of Wilbur and Philza inspired him to take up magic once he entered the boiling isles, at first he was more interested in going home. The reason Tommy ended up in the boiling isles is unclear, he’s a curious rat bastard. 

Tubbo can see. He really likes headbutting people as a gesture of affection, his track is the plant track but he’s far more interested in engineering and mechanical weaponry, he has a very large fascination for human machinery and the lack of magic it uses even if he has little info on it.

Ranboo isn’t sure what his second half is and intends to keep it a secret. He has kind of enderwalk state similar breakdowns and its difficult to have him calm down faster than he does naturally. Ranboo really likes human fashion although his idea of it seems to me much more divorced dad than anything humans would consider normal. Because of his non-witch half he struggles with memory and carries around a ‘diary’ of sorts he calls his memory book (this will go well for sure, we all know how dsmp Ranboo copes).

Not much is known about Technoblade, he’s very stoic and extremely powerful. He’s the most knowledgeable on ‘wild magic’ and hesitantly agrees to teach Tommy what he knows. However, Tommy is quick to experiment and discover how to combine glyphs. Technoblade was initially invited to be apart of the Emperors coven but declined with no hesitation. 

Wilbur is the son of Philza and a very powerful witch due to Philza’s influence, Schlatt is the leader of the emperors coven (still very much a drunk and an asshole) and takes keen interest in Wilbur's skills even though Wilbur fucking hates him.

Schlatt while one of the most powerful witches is hindered by his substance abuse and abuse to any person considered under him. So realistically he’s not that powerful aside from his position as extremely close to Belo’s. He very early on dies from heart related issues and is replaced by Dream once dreams enters his early corruption arc (this takes a while, there are a few temporary replacements). 

Dream doesn’t intend to help Belos, rather overthrow him and ends up succeeding with the help of the gang (bench trio + more) whom he deceives. Once Dream rises to power as the youngest emperor the Boiling Isles soon fall to chaos and destruction. Continuing from that story involves the early corruption of Wilbur where he works along side Dream but finds himself losing it to his own magic and his mind is eventually lost, where “Ghostbur” (not really a ghost more just a shell of what he was as a person) comes into play.  Tommy is very early on convinced he can save the boiling isles from Dream but quickly falls victim to his manipulation and becomes a kind of twisted pet to Dream until he’s rescued by Philza, Ranboo and Tubbo. However, he comes out far more dull than he was initially, displaying signs of an alarmingly bad mental heath. Ranboo’s ‘other half’ is exposed as an ancient demon, an extremely powerful one at that. He struggles to handle it and decides to keep it contained in his mask, everyone is now aware of this other half, including Dream. Dream appears to Ranboo one day and offers him a deal: he can learn to control his demon half if he agrees to aid Dream in his conquering and destruction of the boiling isles. Ranboo denies and Dream simply leaves, however with a new connection and control over Ranboo. this is all im bothered to write for this right now <33 this might not make sense but uhhh brain rot

[katieebaby1096]

A/N: this pic posted by @kylorenxreader inspired me to write this fic. At first it was a one shot but I’ve decided to make it multiple chapters! I hope you all enjoy!

You find yourself getting into trouble with the commander and eventually end up in a sticky situation.

Warning: explicit content, smut, lack of aftercare, read at your own discretion.

18+ only

Eternal Shine Pt. 1

There’s just something about Her

You’d been with the First Order for a whole year now and it wasn’t going quite how you thought it’d be. The first month or two passed by seemingly boring, however as more time went on and you long to catch attention from a man, the only attention you’d gotten yourself is from the commander himself. You’d managed to get yourself in trouble with Commander Ren 9 times between the third and fourth month. It all started when one night on a raid you had accidentally shot a civilian who was resisting arrest. The commander had stopped dead in his tracks and as if reading your mind he stormed up to you and said, “you feel bad and regret shooting a traitor girl?”

“No, commander Ren, sir!” You quickly replied.

“You can’t lie to me..KT-8696. Report to captain phasma after we land to receive your punishment for disrespecting your Commander.” He hissed in his mechanical voice.

After receiving 5 lashings and 2 days of cleaning duty you’d tried your best to shape up but it seemed at least twice a week you’d managed to stumble into trouble with the commander. It’d been nearly two weeks with no instances of trouble and you’d had a feeling that whole day that something was amiss. You were walking down the hallway, making your way to the dining hall barely paying attention when you had ran into what felt like a wall. Looking up, you find yourself looking into the maskless face of none other than a very angry looking Commander Kylo Ren.

“You really just can’t stay out of my way can you? You stupid girl,” he spat at you as he backed you into the wall, you remained speechless.

“I think you like getting in trouble hmm? Not getting enough attention? The lashings just not teaching you anything?” His hand reached out to tightly grasp your throat.

“No sir, I don’t mean to cause you trouble,” you barely croaked out before trying to gulp in more air. You were taking in his appearance as he processed what you’d said. He had beautiful amber colored eyes, a big nose, plump red lips and creamy skin decorated by a few slight beauty marks. He was stunningly beautiful and as his hand tightened more completely cutting off your air you felt a heart blossom in your core. If this is how you go then at least you’ll die looking at the most beautiful thing in the galaxy. A sadistic grin shaped on his lips then.

“This is getting you off,” he let out a quiet chuckle before removing his grip and grasping onto the hair on the back of your head, “alright then, whore, I’ll teach you a little lesson myself,” He whispered almost to himself as he pulled you along down the hallway.

Several minutes and two elevator rides later and you were being pulled through a big black door and thrown to the floor.

“Stand up,” he demanded.

“I’m sorry Sir, I just don’t understand..?” He quickly moved to stand over you and crouched to grasp you by your throat again.

“You are going to be my little pet tonight. I can sense your arousal, practically smell your pussy dripping into your panties.” He let go of your neck and offered you his hand to help you stand.

“Take off your clothes,” you did as he instructed, slowly removing each item of armor and clothing until you were left standing in your white thong. His eyes roamed over your thick hips and thighs, up to your small waist and large breasts then stopped on your face. You had let your fingers linger in the waistband of your thong nervously.

“These as well sir?” You’d asked meekly. His lip quirked up on one side showing a dimple in his cheek as he slowly nodded

“Those too.”

“Yes sir,” you whispers hesitantly. He sat there observing your fair, freckled face as you pushed your thong passed your hips and let them drop to your feet. He had only ever seen you with your helmet on, Kylo hadn’t any clue how beautiful you were or how curvaceous your small body was.

“Go lay on the bed,” he instructed pointing to the bed situated directly in front of the window.

You obeyed willingly plopping down on the extremely neat sheets and laying back, letting my knees fall apart instinctively.

“Look at you, I can see your juices glistening as it drips from your pretty little cunt.” He spoke firmly as he sauntered to you and dropped down on the bed over you, pulling your legs into his hands.

“Do you want me to touch you, girl?”

“Yes sir!” He smiled widely at my gasping response.

“Good,” he whispered before leaning back on his heels and pushing your legs forward so your ass and pussy were in perfect height with Kylos face. You could practically feel his breath on your wet, virgin cunt as he looked at it drip. You felt his large nose nudge your clit, eliciting a moan from deep within you.

“You smell so sweet, let’s see how you taste shall we?” He licked a wide, wet stripe from your clit down to your entrance as he looked down into your eyes, surprise striking his his features as his tongue begins to enter you.

“A virgin hmm? today must be your lucky day,” he said as he released your ankles and moved to lay beside you. His hand goes to your neck before sliding down between your breasts, over the slight swell of your chubby belly and dives between your thighs to cup your sensitive mound.

“Im not going to promise I’ll be gentle but I’ll try to make it as comfortable as possible,” he said with a dark look in his eyes.

“Yes sir,” was all you could manage to get passed your lips.

His fingers slipped into your delicate, silky folds making slow circles around your clit. He leaned in close and put his soft lips on your aggressively when he pushed a finger into your pulsating hole. Pulling back he looked into your eyes while starting to slowly pump his finger in and out. You could help but let out soft moans as the heat in your core grew.

“Look at me,” he demanded. Once you obliged he plunged a second finger into you pushing and pulling faster. You felt yourself tense up and wince at the intrusive feeling. He must’ve noticed as he slowed his pace and began massaging your clit with his thumb. The heat within was growing quickly now as Kylo pulled moans and groans from your lips that you didn’t know were possible. His head dropped to the crook of your neck and began sucking at the sensitive skin, “oh, Kylo, it feels so..” you could even get the words out as your pussy began to pulsate on his fingers. He pulled away then and looked at you writhing under him as you climbed closer to the edge, “ready for another one?” You gripped his bicep tightly as he inserted a third finger and quickening his pace.

“I want you to come hard on my fingers, you don’t want to disappoint your commander do you princess?” You shook your head as more moans left you, you were teetering on the edge now.

“I want to cum for you sir!” You whined out, “please sir, please make me cum!” You begged.

He pulled his fingers from you then and stood up.

“Wait, I thought..” you mumbled out, embarrassed at how desperate you must have sounded.

“On your knees trooper,” he commanded.

“Yes sir,” you scrambled to your knees as he approached you. He stopped just in front of you, crotch just in front of your face.

“Undress me,” he demanded, gesturing to his clothes.

“Yes sir,” you wasted no time practically ripping his clothes off until he stool in front of you, naked, letting his long and thick cock poke you.

“Get back on the bed, hands and knees.”

You happily obliged, ignoring the pestering nerves causing your hands to shake. You posed yourself as he’d commanded and waited for contact, not expecting the sharp slap he gave to your right ass cheek.

“Count.”

“One.” You blurted out.

Smack.

“Two.”

Smack

“Three.” His smacks got more intense as he kept going.

Smack.

“Four!” You’d wailed out this time.

Smack.

“Five!” You cried out, clenching your thighs together at his harshest hit.

“Good girl,” he spoke lowly now as he rubbed the redness of your cheek. You felt his hand on the center of your back pushing you towards the mattress.

“Are you ready?” He asked, rubbing the head of his cock along your folds getting it wet with your juices.

“Yes sir,” you whispered.

He pushed into you then going in all the way until he couldn’t go any deeper, letting out a deep groan at your loud gasp. He rested there for a minute letting you adjust before pulling all the way out and slamming right back in and repeating this over a few times. You bit your lip drawing blood to keep from howling at the burning sensation from the stretch. He abruptly stopped his movements and you felt his hand snake into the back of your hair and he pulled you back into him, letting go of your hair to wrap his arm around your waist and travel between your breasts to rest on your neck.

“I’m going to make you cum on my cock,” he whispered into your ear as his other hand snaked down to your mound rubbing quick circles on your clit. He began to pound into you again holding your back against his chest drawing you back to an orgasm, you slick making each thrust easier and feel so much better. His fingers on your clit and his cock pulsing in and out of you bringing you right to the edge, “I know your close princess. I’m gonna cum in this pussy while you cum on this cock!”

“Oh Kylo, it feels so good,” you blurt out, “I’m gonna-I think I’m gonna cum sir! Please make me cum!” His pace became almost murderous as he pounded into you, rubbing your clit furiously, “cum-oh god- fuck your so fucking tight- fuck fuck fffffuck! Cum on this cock right now!” He growled into your ear, pushing you over the edge.

“Ohhhhhh! Gods yes! Thank you commander sir! Oh fuck!” You yelped out. He helped you ride out your orgasm before he pulled out of you. You looked over to see him putting his underwear and pants on before throwing your clothes and armor at you.

“Get dressed and get out. Next time you give me trouble, I won’t be so nice.” With that he left you to get dressed. You’d waddled back to your quarters that night with mixed feelings of loneliness and pride. Unbeknownst to you, Kylo Ren had waited til you left to take his clothes back off and stumble into his bed and replay everything he’d just done. He laid there under his strewn about sheets that smelled of peaches and cherry blossom just as you had, thinking about how beautiful you were. You had the most beautiful eyes that he’d swear had eternal shine that he’d never forget.

There was something about you that drew him to you. He just couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but he intended to figure it out.

—-

It had been a month since your last interaction with the commander and you were feeling confident. In that time you’d managed to go on 3 dates with a guy named RC-2242, youd even gone so far as to let him into your bed. Unfortunately for you he was nothing like Kylo Ren, he had a rather small cock and he didn’t know jack about pleasing a woman. Of course after a month of staying out of the commanders way you were bound to run into him. Unfortunately it happened to be on a night that you’d gone out with good ole RC-2242. The two of you were nestled into a booth having a drink when you’d felt his eyes on you, sure enough there he was across the bar in all his masked glory but you could still feel his honey eyes boring into you. All you could muster was an awkward smile and wave. Before you even knew he had stomped over to your table, “KT-8696, please report to my office immediately.” He stomped out of the bar without another glance in your direction.

“Well,” you sighed,”I suppose I probably found myself some trouble somehow. I hope you can excuse me, I’ve got to go.”

“Of course! The commander is not someone I’d keep waiting!” He replied coolly before kissing your hand and watching you go.

What could I have possibly done now?

I’ve stayed out of his way, haven’t even seen him in a month for goodness sake!

Your mind ran wild as You made your way to the commanders office. Trying to think of things you might’ve done to upset him. It hit you then as You arrived in front of his office door. He’d seen you out with RC-2242. Just as you’d stopped about to know the door slid open revealing a maskless Kylo Ren with a very nasty look on his face.

“You and I need talk,” he said seriously, anger radiating from his glare on the small purple bruise at the base of your neck.

[elysianmoongeist]

ok had a power nap a power snack an im ready to dump words on a post [ under a read more jus cause its me puttin thoughts together as soon as two braincells click an not like. Big Thoughts. those will go in the memory doc eventually ]

fuckt up if i do say so myself that i got two sets of memories an one ain't even mine but in some deeper thinkin of it? if i can remember B2 (the ror2 bandit, shorthand) findin MY corpse woulnt that mean. im the one that attached myself to him? not the other way 'round? I know at one point I was sorta... still there, after dyin, busy bein a ghost an all. And then I get a weird sense of... possession? I unno how to describe it. Like somethin takin over me an then maybe him too. Which makes me wonder why we got swapped around comin here but that's something Way outta like. The realm of jus me rememberin, that's somethin that whoever got us sent here could answer (may it be Her or someone else, honestly, don't know). I know I'm not him an he's not me (I don't even got a cool knife. I jus got this dagger and, well. You know.) Honestly. I think I woulda liked to have met him. Anyway, the other thin that's got me thinkin. A lot of the memories about... above an all really only seem to trigger on the Rallypoint Delta map. Which, I know B2 went through at some point, but kinda makes me wonder if it... had any significance to me? 'sides jus being survivors of the Contact Light. Or if that's where he might have found me. I really don't remember too clearly in that part. Ok one last thing there's a noise that the drones make sometimes in game that JJ pointed out sounds like a noise in TBC which I think is neat but it also freaks me out way bad every time. but tha's something ✨to unpack later✨