#IM HONESTLY GOING TO BE SICK
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( contains powerful by lauren roberts spoilers )
no one talk to me, i am unwell!!!!!!!
why is lauren not giving adena and mak a happy ending????? there’s not a single effing character that deserves it more than them. NOT ONE!
#( have a break. have a kitt kat. ) ooc.#powerless rp#powerless by lauren roberts#powerful by lauren roberts#IM HONESTLY GOING TO BE SICK
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bro ur telling me some ppl saw the shooting scene, saw buck scream and crawl under a ladder truck and drag eddie out from under it, and thought "they arent meant to be together". ur telling me ppl saw the LIGHTNING STRIKE scene, where eddie climbs up the ladder screaming for buck, tries to DEFY GRAVITY and LIFT BUCK UP, and ends up PUSHING BOBBY OUT OF THE WAY to get to buck, told the doctors to do more than their best, and then counted and remembered exactly how much time, to the second, that he had to live in a world without buck, and they THINK THAT BUCK AND EDDIE DONT BELONG TOGETHER. LITERALLY YOUVE GOT TO BE WATCHING SELECTIVELY
#LIKE I FEEL INSANE RN AM I WRONG????????#like honestly its one of the reasons i cant understand multishippers specifiically for buddie bc HOW.#HOW ARE THEY MEANT TO BE WITH ANYONE BUT EACH OTHER????#like im sick its 1am i got work in the morning bros its actually so over#im going to die rightt now#this was fueled by a buddie edit i saw on twitter to adams ribs by jensen mcrae twitter user kynedits#broke me good...#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard#buddiemaxxing
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so Trump won, and Republicans won back the Senate.
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I'm not going to work today.
I'm going to sit at home and contemplate death.
#us politics#im so sorry#im in a state of shock#to my fellow americans and the rest of the world#i am so fucking sorry#my state voted for kamala if thats worth fucking anything at all#but i thought he was going to get steamrolled#i really thought#i wasnt even worried#bc he was acting fucking senile#i thought even the stupidest americans could see that#i once again overestimated my fellow americans#and im honestly not sure#if i have any compassion left#im so sick of them all#71 million people#are you just stupid or is this pure malice
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aughhh im so late but i hope everyone has been enjoying pride month! huzzah!! gay people!!!
i had to rush this one out since ive been busy with other things,but i just couldnt miss out on drawing juza this month, since hes such an important character to me, for so many reasons! <3
#i had planned to work on this early june but i got sick +i have not been the best but yknow what im happy with it!#also woooo first juza post here no way#(is it even juza anymore?? like...my version is probably too different) (sweats nervously) anyways#went with the pink+white combo since that was one of my first juza posts that i feel really awakened something within me#by that i mean now i basically only draw him being yass and honestly? slayed the house down#anyways anyways on to the actual tags uagh aughhhh then im going back to my cave to prepare for artfight#a3 fanart#a3!#a3! act addict actors#a3! game#a3! fanart#act addict actors#juza hyodo#a3! juza#hyodo juza#a3 act addict actors#a3! art#a3! mankai company#autumn troupe#unculturedswine69#sheetzking
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been going insane waiting on @3koboldsinahoodie to publish the next chapter of their absolutely amazing fic that you need to go read like right now because omg its so well written
(take all the time you need, im just impatient)
don't let the word count or amount of chapters intimidate you, its so incredibly written and i long to steal their power one day
wait what who said that, ANYWAYS GO READ IT WOOWOO-
#art#digital art#magma art#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool fanart#deadpool fanfiction#wolverine fanfiction#poolverine#deadclaws#logan howlett#wolverine#wolverine fanart#wade wilson#wade x logan#fanfiction fanart#i need this fanfiction in my mouth#ao3 fanfic#GO READ IT#how does old man yaoi have such a grip on me im just a simple lesbian#enjoy reading your#old man yaoi#until you get sick of me honestly
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moon n ballora
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#ballora#sorry to all the sl fans who r sick of hearing about the daycare attendant HFJSJGKDJG#anyway its real funny how i can draw the dca at a side view fairly well but ballora? fucking impossible#i wanted to keep it more in line w/ her canon design bc then otherwise moon would look weird but UGHHH i did NOT draw her well#this drawing is like. roughly a month old by now? but i wanted to post something#i havent been drawing as much bc of art block hell!!!!!! so if posts r slower thats why#i did go through my hundreds of drafts to put some posts in the queue though so those will be going for roughly 2 months at the current rat#theres still... a lot of posts in my drafts though... oops#also. did you guys hear that theyre making a whole ass dca pin set#the dca is like the perfect cash cow of merch now. pisses me off a little ngl HFJZJFKSJG#gonna be fun to see them release product after product as the masses go crazy over it again and again#im being kind of negative i know but. god#im honestly just posting this as an excuse to rant about it without making a whole post for it HFKZJFKD#i fucking knew this was gonna happen but man! it still sucks#anyway uhh if youre gonna buy merch buy fanmade stuff and bootlegs instead!#be aware of where your money is going!#... that's all i'll say about it
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can’t wait to be even more terribly influenced 💙💜
#dan and phil#phan#amazingphil#daniel howell#terrible influence tour#the sims 4#was going to post it tomorrow but i’m sick and need attention#im honestly so happy with how this turned out#even if the neon letters don’t look very neon in the end#sim dnp
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If i ever stop thinking of ‘when i saw you fumbling, teetering, when i saw your desperate desire to be loved crushing you— what did i do? what did i do, charles?’ please for the love of everything assume ive died because wht the fuck.
#snap chats#forcing myself to stop playing marvel rivals to accomodate cherik time into my schedule !!!!#also the quotes from Resurrection of Magneto issue 2. the famous page yk the one#no one even knows how obsessed i am with that whole issue honestly…..#like how erik immediately stops fighting the moment ororo mentions charles and how he enters a blinding fury of rage and guilt afterwards#im afraid no ones doing it like him i swear i can so clearly hear the anguish in his voice and feel the agony in his heart it hurts#it hurts and im gonna be SICK#charles’ desperate desire to be loved …………….. why the fuck would you say that …… im gonna sob ……..#ouuugggghhh that reminds me of a fic i have bookmarked ….. i should go eead it i havent yet i just know i was interested …#i love angsty cherik so much its so good for my soul i HAVE to puke
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Please love me. Please love me. Please love me. I'll do anything. I feel like I don't exist if you aren't looking at me. But when you see me, I know, I know I'm real. But driving through this dark without you...haha...it makes me feel like I'm nothing. Please, someone find me.
A monologue from "Billy's fantasy girl" who is supposed to be EXACTLY LIKE HIM. Vecna's in his mind so this is BASICALLY HOW HE THINKS.
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can i ask why ur getting the surgery? /gen curious /no hate
i am getting a bi(lateral)salp(ingectomy) bc i never want to be pregnant or be a parent!
Even if i do change my mind later about the parent thing (not super likely but things can change, sure) theres noooo shortage of single parents lmao
And even if I never End Up In The Circumstance(s) Where I COULD Become Pregnant in my life, I'd want the peace of mind anyway...
I've always felt disgusted that this is something my body is capable of. I want it to be MY body and not a site and vessel for potential tragedy in any direction. And I want it to be something permanent and not dependent on access to services/medicines or even laws!!! Dis is a gender affirming surgery for me honestly...
#anonymous#skunk mail#in the past ive always thot about how id obvs immediately get an abortion if anything happened#but along with living in texas idk#like. id obvs get it but just the thought of ever being pregnant in my life for even a little bit makes me feel sick.#idk what id do. what a betrayal by the shell im in that would be.#my mind wld be frayed forever. ive had nightmares abt it. i dont think i cld ever Enjoy Anything if i was always worried about BC failure.#pregnancy is so unnerving to me i dont even like seeing or being around pregnant animals especially when ppl start calling them Mommy or#Mama it just makes me extremely uncomfortable.#my life was destined to be tragedy as soon as I was born in this body‚ i might as well do one of the only things I can do to ease the horro#of it#ive literally had my day ruined by just remembering its something my body can do. it makes me so miserable#it feels so disgusting etc#without the surgery my life would continue to feel like its counting down to inevitable tragedy#whether it be by Scare or Assault#and why wld i continue to live my life like that if its always going to be unwanted!!!!! need permanent solution and not just a bandaid#its not like the opportunities come up often but honestly ive even been avoiding sex bc of this. id rather just not ever do it at all#than risk anything
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Preorder will go live on my kofi at 1:00 PM EST on April 6th!
Shipping is 6 USD for United States, 20 USD for Worldwide. Shipping is possible to any country covered by USPS. If your country has any specific shipping stipulations that you know of, when it comes time for the preorder you'll have my email to contact me about any of those extra concerns!
There will be 100 made; manufacturing is currently underway for the lil guys. I'll be sure to update my kofi with further info about the process as it goes along!
#mine yoshitaka#rgg#shameless capitalism#yakuza 3#honestly ty to nati for recommending i look into bigcartel it looked sick bc it remitted sales tax#but unfortunately they required i get a paypal business acct which IN TURN required i open a business account with my bank#which they denied me without a state business license which would be fees and more waiting and registration#like PLEASE I DONT WANT TO START A BUSINESS IM JUST SELLING OFF THE EXCESS HORSIES#needless to say i stuck w kofi but if i ever do get a business going i really do think bigcartel looks neat#taxes: my true enemy#anyways poll i got kind of went around 60- 70 USD for what people were willing to pay for him? so I tried to keep it within that margin#considering shipping#eso_plushspam
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i want to fall in love in a way that always gives me something positive to think of like i want to love someone so much that i know i can send my thoughts in their direction to calm myself down and get away from everything else for a bit i don’t know i guess i just want something good to think about
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#ugh ignore me#again im going through a lot right now#i dont know im just tired#and sad and sick of thinking#and it’s like there’s no mental safe spaces in my mind right now#because it all just redirects back#just feedback loop forever#and i just wish i had something safe to think about i guess#im sorry im sad posting i just honestly don’t have anything else to give right now
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since i lowk dgaf abt what people in this fandom think of me for having basic media literacy and logical reasoning atp
i think quite a few of you pretend to be better people by making max's parents "good people" so you can fight off against early fandom's potrayal of white saviour esque dadvid [which isnt even the dynamic in canon, but i digress] but because people doing this were drawing an eye during literature class they just fight racism with more racism.
because tell me why i have seen "max's parents are poor people who cannot speak english" more than once. Why is it so impossible for people to see that max is a neglected child who acts out because he is neglected at home and his parents dont care about him.
Why do you need the writers and artists to establish something which is basically screamed at you by the narrative?
Literally why are you all insanely dense about a child acting mean to others due to the fact that they are neglected at home.
Like just say it dude is it because max is an indian immigrant child who doesnt act like a soft pure victim like you all want him to act like and thus just casual denial of max's canonical neglect is justified. I literally hate some of you people
#camp camp#camp camp discourse#havent even mentioned how as an indian person it is insanely dehumanising that people still think indian immigrants dont know how to speak#english something that is taught to several indians#and especially for an immigrant family in america for a camp like camp campbell which is stated to be expensive#like every context clue basically yells at you these people are rich and do not care for their child. Max is a victim of neglect#denying this is being at this point intentionally obtuse and honestly headcanoning shit like this is honestly actually racist#not even gonna add character tags. go figure#im just sick of people pretending to be anti racism and all this but then make up shit like this like it is hurtful. as a victim of abuse#and as an indian . it hurts dude#you are hurting more people than helping. hope this helps
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One thing that bugs me every time i rewatch tlok is that one scene in book 3 where tenzin tells korra about the time when she was little, explaining how the red lotus tried to kidnap her. So, he, korra's father, sokka, and zuko went to rescue her and stopped the attack, locking the red lotus in their respective prisons.
Although my little zukka brain thrives with the fact that zuko is supposedly just there, chilling in the south pole post-retirement or whatever, i really think it would have been much better if insted of him, it was katara the one fighting alogside the others. It would have made so much more sence because one- she is one of the most powerful waterbenders on earth therefore totally has the power and skills to stand againts the red lotus, and two- yes, you can argue that she might still be greeving over her husband's passing but i think if sokka, zuko and tenzin were able to be there and help in the battle it wouldn't be much of problem for katara to be with them too. Aang is best friend and a family to both sokka and zuko and tenzin's literal father. If they were ready and willing to fight, so could she.
And isn't trying to protect korra also trying to protect her family in some sort of way? Katara was clearly very enthusiastic about teaching korra waterbending as a child, why won't she stand up against the red lotus for her, too?
It's disheartening to see how both the comics and tlok seem to sideline katara's character as if her contributions were not significant. Like she just isn't that important in the first place. It’s just awfully depressing tbh.
#begging the upcoming animated gaang movie to not compleatly ignore her charicter#i know shes supposed to be 'second leading role' but im not sure they won't just make her 'the avatar's girlfriend' again like in the comic#honestly im sick of watching katara being portraid as and turned into some type of stereotypical housewife#some of the speculations going around that she could be pregnant in the animated movie does not help one bit with my concerns either#my queen deservs much better#katara#katara atla#katara and aang#katara avatar#tlok#atla#avatar#avatar the last airbender#the legend of korra#brief mention of zukka ig#kataang#legend of korra#korra#atla zuko#fire lord zuko#firelord zuko#atla sokka#sokka#aang#atla aang#avatar aang#tenzin#pro katara
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#dndads#dndaddies#dndads s2#dndads season 2#dungeons and daddies#taylor swift (not that one)#taylor swift dndads#taylor dndads#lincoln li wilson#lincoln dndads#scary marlowe#scary dndads#normal oak#normally oak swallows garcia#normal dndads#haha guess who my favorite is guys.w aog. (its surprisingly not taylor)#i lvoe all the kids this season theyre so.. gruhgfhjkg#i like it when kids get to be kids!!!! yay!!!!#theyre so unapologetically cringe sometimes i lvoe them#normal is my favorite btw love that little guy#normal i get your name has Ls in it but you dont need that many 😭#love hihm honestly failboy boyflop real#doormat wet slop my boy right there#hes neurodivergent your honor#theres a lot of taylor in here specifically because hes a weeb and i lauve that abt him#like pop off little guy!!! u go little man!!!!! not to mention the fact that he?? canonically knows japanese??#and his own little manga series ohghh im sick.. hes just like me in elementary..#i love mainly english speaking characters that also speak japanese sometimes it lets me practice
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i will cashapp $10 to the first person who can name 3 real life harmful things bob bryar did without accusing him of thought crime
#wordvomit#this isnt to say the things he said or thought are good or justifiable- just to point out that he never ACTED on them in any capacity#meanwhile he is being socially prosecuted to the extent as if he has. during such an awful time for his loved ones who are the only ones#who will be exposed to all this hate. possibly including the members of mcr#i understand thinking the things he said are sick and disliking him and being uncomfortable at the discussion but.#i dont understand how you can honestly morally justify half of the stuff people have been saying- like 'he deserved it' and whatnot#without contradicting the 'thoughtcrime isnt real' sentiment i see get thrown around so often ?#isnt the Overarching issue with conservatism as a whole not the idea of . moral purity and puritanism and#'everyone. everything and every idea ontologically different from mine and my communities-#they are objectively worse and i deserve power over them as retribution for what they've done'#ie colonialism. racism. yadda yadda#these are false comparatives bc discrimination based on unchangeable factors vs backlash to opinion is vry different but i still think#the core idea of 'no one who has not enacted harm deserves harm wished on them' kinda shines through it all#and there is a semantic debate to be had about the definition of harm but in this case i am using it to mean anything more Tangible#something that has a wider influence than 'the people who read/heard it were upset and uncomfortable' yea ?#im been waffling about this a lot and why it hasnt been sitting right with me as someone who is incredibly uncomfortable with a lot of his#final statements#it just reminds me so much of my dad and what ive watched him go through#as well as other people in my community during the pandemic#i cant disconnect myself from the humanity of that. especially while condemning him for lacking humanity
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