#IM GOING TO LOSE IT.

[fromthecrypt]

I'm meeting dan and phil of danandphil fame today. what the fuck

[autisticlalna]

Sapphire: [quiet] I just wanna go home. You know? Navigator: And where is home. Do you even remember? Where home is? Sapphire: [scoffs] Navigator: Do you even remember where home is. Sapphire: Well… Navigator: Where the home is. Sapphire: [pause] …hm. Navigator: You know, I haven’t been home in a long time either, because I’ve been busy. Been working. Sapphire: Do you… remember. Wait. [chuckles] Do you even remember… where home is? Navigator: The thing is— Sapphire: I don’t think you do. …Oh? Navigator: The thing is, I don’t think you can come back.

(Clocktower)

Navigator: Don’t you wanna go home? Can you even remember home? How long has it been. Sapphire: It’s been millennia. Navigator: [giggles] If it’s any consolation, back home… It’s been like, I don’t know, like fifty years? Maybe? Sapphire: [laughs] Oh, I know. I’ve been here for so long.

(Beginning of the End)

[russisk-rullett]

i feel so stupid i didnt even think much of it when i woke up and he wasn't in bed with me. hes fucking gone. where did he go

[quietwingsinthesky]

IS HE ABOUT TO CUCK HIMSELF.

[evidently-endless]

i think we should remind musicians they can absolutely make up little stories for their songs btw. it doesn’t have to be about them at all. you can invent a guy and put him in situations to music. time honoured tradition in fact.

[kwpw-vent]

I feel weird and I hate it. Like I’m not me.

I feel like part of that is because I’m having an identity crisis right now, and I don’t know what I am. It’s mostly that I think. But I feel like I can’t choose, or like I don’t have a sound mind in the moment. I feel fuzzy in the head, and think to hard about it is making me panic and want to cry. I don’t know how to navigate this because it’s so hard.

I want to be a boy so badly, but I feel like I can’t. Because I don’t fit the normal traits of a transmasc person. I know that thinking that would be toxic masculinity, but I still can’t help but feel like I can’t call myself a boy even though I want to so badly. Maybe it’s me subconsciously trying to protect myself given the fact my family wouldn’t ever accept me, maybe it’s because I still like doing my makeup sometimes.

I’ve noticed that the nagging feelings of “wrongness” when it comes to wearing a dress or having long hair or my chest have grown more frequent, but I feel like I still cannot call myself a boy. I’m so confused right now and I hate it. Why can’t I just figure it out. Why can’t I be like those people who just know. How do people do this. Do I even enjoy “girly” things?! Do I want to be a girl?! Do I like being a girl?!

[frenchublog]

[nenoname]

hunting down a specific image but finding miscellaneous storyboards/some cut panels from the stan comic story instead

[wojtekaneko]

That's how it went

[oars]

[isjasz]

when the. the. the 🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌

[ando666detonao]

don't you ever read a piece of fanfiction so good you just

[theartofmadeline]

yes i'm still thinking about the botw champions in 2024

[maigetheplatypus57]

why does this literally look like that trope of immortals/reincarnations looking at depictions of themselves in museums though

[hinamie]

unconditionally

[lavenderdreams205]

Forgive me if this doesn't make sense but

Dean understands himself. He is not drowning in internalized homophobia. He doesn't not know that he's into men. What Dean is, however, is a liar. He lies to everyone, all the time. I think this touches on the queer experience in a way we dont always see in media. We always talk about coming out and coming out scenes but what we never talk about why we come out. It's because of how difficult the lying is. But deans lied about everything, all his life. Not just about his sexuality, or things related to hunting. But he lies (directly or by ommission) about the music he likes, the clothes he likes, literally everything, just to fit into this box of what everyone expects him to be. He understands himself, you just don't have the critical thinking skills to see past his lies, you take his word at face value even though the show has told you repeatedly that dean is a liar