#IM GOING INSANE OVER SUNDAY
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you ever get so excited over a fictional character existing that you just get really nauseous and feel like youre about to have a panic attack
#but like in a good way if that makes sense#IM GOING INSANE OVER SUNDAY#HES LITERALLY SO PRETTY#ROTAITNG HIM IN MY MIND RN
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several sentence sunday
tagged by @hippolotamus
sooo bucktommy won me over, i couldn't resist anymore 🙈 so here's a bit of them after their date lol (also, I didn't get the Tommy hype before but after seeing him everywhere for two days... I get it now 🥵)
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"(...) We should do this again.” Tommy says, turning fully towards Buck, and Buck’s eyes immediately find his lips. He can’t wait to kiss him again, and this would be the time, at the end of the date, wouldn’t it?
“We should.” Buck nods, licks his lips, eyes darting up to Tommy’s eyes. He’s smiling softly, just looking at Buck. “I-” he starts, and then thinks, fuck it, and this time he makes a move, as he leans across the console to grab Tommy’s chin, like he did Buck’s in his kitchen, and bring him in for a kiss. Tommy immediately reciprocates, and Buck melts against him, and then when Tommy’s calloused hand covers his cheek, it just feels so- so different, in the best way possible. This kiss lasts longer than the first one, each of them constantly coming back for more, but it’s as gentle and tender as that one. Buck loves it, and can’t help smiling into it. He wants more. “Hey.” Buck says, finally pulling away, licks his spit-covered lips nervously. “Do you- do you maybe wanna come in for a beer?” he asks shyly, and at Tommy’s surprised expression and raised eyebrow he realizes it might sound like he’s inviting him for more than a beer, and he panics again. “I- I- I mean, just a beer. And maybe- maybe more of this.” he pecks Tommy’s lips again, not able to resist a smile. “But just a beer. I don’t think I’m- But who knows, maybe-” he stumbles over his words, because the truth is, he wants Tommy, he wants… he wants so much, he wants to experience so much for the first time – it’s just that he’s not sure if it’s not too quick for this relationship, and for him.
“Evan.” Tommy interrupts, bringing his other hand up, now cradling Buck’s face in both, thumbs moving soothingly along Buck’s cheeks. “Your pace, remember? No pressure, no rush.”
“You’re really cool, you know that?” Buck whispers.
“So I keep hearing.” Tommy chuckles, and it’s adorable. He kisses Buck again, and the butterflies in Buck’s stomach go crazy. Fuck, he doesn't remember the last time he felt this giddy and excited and just light. “I’d love to come in for a beer.”
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#seven sentence sunday#no one look at me i gave in i'm officially boarding the bucktommy ship lmao#this is insane what is going on why is tommy/lou just taking over and changing my whole mind rn lmao#I just want buck to be all giddy and flustered and explore this and just be excited about it aahhh im obsessed lol#fic snippet#wikiangela writes#my writing#my wips#911 fic#911 abc#bucktommy#tommy kinard#evan buckley#bucktommy post-date fic#idk how to tag this lol#btw the beer will lead to some heavy making out bc buck deserves to make out with a cute guy lol
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about time my boy Joong gets banned from Twitter bc wtf is this,,,,,,,....----?¿
#khaotung thanawat#joong archen#HELP#the caption????#im going insane#also look at my boyfriend!!!!! 😩😭#love him miss him hope hes happy 🥹#also if that is really Firsts hand based on their clothes then im screaming even more bc#looks like joongs fanservice ways are rubbing off on them#only on joongs account though#god forbid first posts something like this bc he knows twitter would collapse#its me im twitter#i cant#they all deserve jail time#but anyway#what a lovely thing to go insane over on this fine sunday morning#jkhsdfkd#bye
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#rggo#ryu ga gotoku online#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#i wish i drew him from the other side cause thats where all the yummy scars are but oh well.. mayhaps next time....#hopefully there is a next time LOL#spiritually this is a birthday drawing for masu since i keep saying ill draw RGGJO VLEKVJLEKJ#also idk... somethin bout sunday night got me finally wantin to draw bro.. <- does not want to study for his spanish exam tomorrow#anyway //obligatory warrior cats gijinka joke// im sorry ill never Not make that joke#i just know if rggo came out when i was 12 i wouldve gone insane over rggjo#ANYWAY. MASU. WHEN YOU INEVITABLY READ THESE TAGS. i hope you had an epic birthday and an epic birthday part ii :]#it was fun watching The Clan's Heir Is A Trans Woman with you and the gang ♪(´▽`)#ok i should go study now i guess LMAO BYE
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literally go ahead its Your blog
fuck yes massive win i love to yap.
so basically theres this really really fucking gorgeous trans girl that comes into the store i work at (literally just some convenience store) every once in a while n every time she came in id get like. rlly flustered n shit. bcs i am a USELESS QUEER!! n she apparently noticed that!! and apparently thinks im cute!!! wow!!!!!!!
anyways last time i saw her before today she mentioned how she noticed i get flustered n teased me a bit and yes i was insane about it for the rest of the day. a pretty girl teased me. how could i not be insane about this
so today while i was at work she came in again (apparently shes been coming to the store just to see me!!) and i FINALLY got the bravery to ask for her number. her response was "its about time you asked". i nearly died.. my poor little heart nearly exploded!! she was teasing me the whole time she was there (WHICH WAS A WHOLE ASS HALF HOUR BTW) and i got basically no work done today (DO YOU BLAME ME??? GETTING MY JOB DONE ISNT THE PRIORITY IF THERES A PRETTY GIRL GIVING ME ATTENTION...)
anyways we might be having a date on sunday after im done with work?? i might die of death before i make it to sunday but i will be strong guys... i will be strong!!
#herbert speaks#she texted me after she left the store and when i tell you i was DYING for the ENTIRE DAY... I MEAN IT BRO#TAGS GET SUGGESTIVE AFTER THIS. BE WARNED!!#“awww you even keyboard smash like a cute little sub” HELLO I AM GOING TO DIE NOW. IM GONNA DIE BCS MY HEART EXPLODED. IM DEAD BTW. IM DEAD#SHE TOLD ME TO BRING MY COLLAR ON SUNDAY.#IM INSANE IM CRAZY IM INSANE#while she was at my workplace she kept being like 'wow ur very attentive i like that' n calling me cute and OUGHHHGHBH#“i noticed you jump a little every time i say something” ITS BECAUSE I AM INSANELY ATTRACTED TO YOU HOPE THIS HELPS#i really did not get ANY work done today. worth it i think.#i did the bare minimum and spent the rest of the day freaking out over pretty girl. as any person would
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also did jing yuan not sell well where the heck did his rerun go why are we on blade and kafka's...
#snow plays hsr#I'M JUST ASKING NOT BC I WANT HIM#i was just like 'huh. wAIT A FUCKING SECOND THAT MEANS IL RERUN SOON THEN?#well so much for trying to get any new characters#i mightve tried to get ruan mei bc i think shes pretty (also the bio references got me intrigued)#but sighs#oh this fuckers going to eat all my stellar jades (dan heng)... stop it....#other news: they revealed sunday's voice aND I SWEAR I HAVE HEARD THIS VOICE BEFORE#IT IS PAINING ME THAT I CANNOT TELL WHO IT IS....#moment he spoke i was like 'ohhh.... oh i am so fucked lmao'#i cant tell who.... its bugging me and i'm going to have to put his voice on repeat now to figure it out and slowly go insane by doing so#if anyone has an idea who the va might be...please.#eugh. and now i have to go back and write. and clean. i feel so dead adsjfasljh#nvm i think im just gonna go shower and rest in bed i shouldnt push myself and should get better over the weekend orz
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I'm trying so hard to keep it together But 👏🏽
But 👏🏽 the fact 👏🏽
the fact that Lestat has fallen into this whole long-game revenge plot in which Claudia and Louis are made to feel safe and happy and are given everything that they want (in Louis' case this includes a lover that *convincingly acts* like he loves him and follows his lead) before their demise…
which is in DIRECT parallel to Claudia's whole scheme to kill Lestat after also playing the long game and giving Lestat a pretty ball and everything he wants (including a lover that *convincingly acts* like he loves him and follows his lead). And in both cases the lovers, Armand & Louis, are remorseful for their betrayal in very the last moments after a confession of love. Its so delicious and petty IM GOING INSANE
#im trying to explain the plot to my friend and im just going insane all over again#this FUCKING show#interview with the vampire#iwtv#FUCK#like mother like fucking daughter#i love a good revenge im literally going to explode on sunday#no one talk to me on sunday im booked and busy for the day
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thank u to my new italian bro for making me run 18mi at a 10:10 pace 😭 maybe i WILL crack 4:30 in March
#Tetrapod runs#My shoulder (the one that I couldn't lift over my head after falling last week on my run) hurts SO BAD ITS INSANE#I think every muscle in my body is done for im on the train and im like shaking#Obviously like. Ran a terrible split here but idgaf bc running sub 10s is fast for me ANYTIME much less during a long run#I'm gonna die at that 17k on Sunday I'm. Wiped.#Cuz i did fast 10k on Tues and fast 5k yesterday (FAST FOR ME)#Gonna go home and beg my mom to go out and get me sports drinks#Also my new trail was. Fucking incredible#Best place I've run yet#So that was a w too#And might do some more running with my new bro#He's quicker than me but not crazy quick#And it's his first marathon
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my mom isn’t letting my dad go back to his office bc him being out of the house stresses her out and makes her have a flare up and it’s like kind of insane. like i understand why the idea of him doing that would make her panicky and angry as someone who also struggles w separation anxiety and abandonment shit / has physical symptoms from that kind of stress (though not to the same degree ofc) but also he is a grown man. he should be allowed to go to his office and not have to shape his entire life around her needs. and she keeps guilt tripping him out of it and it’s impacting his quality of life a lot and the whole thing is kind of… hm
#purrs#delete later#also she’s guilt tripping me into coming to the stupid fucking potluck on sunday bc she needs the extra help and it’s like… what are you#gonna do when i move out. like i am a grown woman and i should be able to choose how i spend my two precious weekend days. and my dad is a#grown man and he should be able to choose where he works. like is that not a little bit insane. i get it but also….. i do think it s kind of#fucked ip that it’s her way or the highway and her needs take priority over all of ours and she’s asking us to bend to what she wants when#she wants it. like i get it bc she’s sick but it’s not fair for her to expect that from my dad especially. particularly when me and my#brother are back at work / school in more high risk environments than my dad who would be in a private office alll day. and the thing is no#one is brave enough to all her on it bc if we did it would be the END of the world. she even threw a fit on my dads bday and complained bc#the things he wanted to do were things she didn’t want to do like all the man wanted to do was go mini golfing and when that wasn’t good#enough he just wanted to go on a walk and my mom complained the whole time and also scoffed the movie he wanted to watch and said it was#boring and it’s like… wtf it’s HIS birthday??? but what do you expect from the woman who (and in fairness her friends got her these as gifts#but still) has TWO kitchen items that say some variation of ‘a marriage is when one is always right and the other is always the husband’ 💀#i look at that little plaque every night bc it’s in front of the sink when im doing dishes and it makes me so fucking angry. like my dad is#a whole fucking person and he can be right too and he deserves to make choices and be happy and not have his wife put him down all the time.#idk. and she puts down his family all the time too and complains when he wants to do the most reasonable things for his own enjoyment that#don’t align with hers and criticizes his interests all the time and it just sucks to see. he never shows hurt or anything so idk how he#feels about it but it makes me so angry and sad and when i tell her to stop she just lashes out at me so. 🤪. like how do we get her to stop#making her needs more important than everyone else’s bc… she may be our mom / his wife / whateger but that doesn’t make her queen. no one is#(andalso this has only gotten worse bc of covid / her being sick. like this has been a lifelong thing it’s just it’s a lot worse now bc the#circumstances gave her room / forced her to have to take up more space. and it’s just so frustrating. i get it. but none of us are pawns or#dolls or subordinates or anything. there’s 5 adults here and we should all be able to make choices and not be guilt tripped by her. lol#)
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Eli Sunday would wear this.
He absolutely fucking would omg imagine. Daniel doesn't rip it off of him because he likes the lingerie too much for that but he'll stain it with plenty of Eli's blood during sex which makes both of them like it more.
#eli sunday outfit folder#im still living the modern au babysitter paul and eli and billionaire single father Daniel fantasy which i never ended up writing#where daniel first takes on paul as a babysitter and tutor for HW so Daniel also has something pretty and pliant to fuck when he goes home#but Paul can't always make it so Eli substitutes and adds some unnecessary religious teaching to HW's lessons which makes#Daniel's blood boil but its also confusing bc Eli shares the same face and body with the boy he's been fucking on the daily so he wants#to beat Eli into a sticky pulp but also fuck him over the counter until he can't walk. he ends up doing both and surprisingly both paul#and eli are into it so now daniel has two twins frequenting his bed who want to get beaten and bruised and fight physically and get abused#and fucked in the nastiest way possible sometimes even together and before daniel knows it he's going to bed with both insane boys#waiting for him on either side of the bed with his belt ready in the middle and their bruises from yesterday not yet faded#is it healthy? no. is it toxic and abusive and morally questionable and disturbing? hell yes. do they all love it? baby you know it.#daniel x eli#there will be blood
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#focus who? i dont kno her#its so bad. i csnt focus at all. and ive got way too much to do. take me back to last week where i spent hours reading papers#annoying. also possibly lack of sleep cstching up with me#do u ever get very little sleep and not miss it at all? yea bitch all the time. then i get depressed and its sleepy time#and by sleepy time i mean i get like 8hrs of sleep lol#maybe ill just do nothing and completely fuck over my sunday lol#maybe i should go run up thr mountain rn before im stuck in a car for 2 hrs#bc im getting spikes of being insane. unfortunately i have no emotional object permanence so when i feel crazy its like#ive always felt like this ans its terrible forever. and then immediately afterward im like lol wot? nah im fine. ive always been fine#shout out to mood swings ✌️ like bro im trying to get materials together so i can teach a class. can u shut the fuck up? and focus?#well see how i do today with a ton of socializing. itll b fine. im normal i can b normal#or i can b endearing quirky. or whatever i usually i am. i dont think i have conversations like a normal person but i cant tell bc im not#there for conversations im not in. whatever everyone else has conversations in a way thats boring. i just wanna grill ppl til i understand#how they work. and then feel like im gonna die if im in a group conversation 🙃 let me study thr ppl around me#bc im very normal. god. i promise irl im not that weird. ppl think im nice and cool and successful#ok maybe not cool. but i think i can get away with being interesting. i got at least a lil charisma. im only a bit horribly awkward ;-]#but i try to own it. wtf was i saying. jesus. i cant with my brain rn. i shoulf have gone for a run this morning#being social just makes me anxious so im babbling i guess. but itll b fun. and itll b pretty im sure#maybe ill try to draw my ocs while im not paying attention. ive neglected them for so long 😭#unrelated
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I didn't forget to block the migration tag this morning before checking tumblr very proud of myself 👍👍
#im sooo excited for sunday#like. TWO new episodes in french????#and im on break so i can spend all the time i want to go insane over it?????
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#folks i dont even know where to start#i got my dad's ashes in the mail today#and the box showed up with a million CREMATED REMAINS stickers all over it like. okay.#this on the day of my sleep deprivation and over caffeination?? AND im supposed to start my stupid period tomorrow#so my brain is fucked six ways from sunday#AND we had another death in the family recently and there's buckwild drama involved with that#AND monday marks six months since my dad DIED so like. yelling in agony but with no expression on my face oh god it's all too much#AND lately ive been feeling particularly insane bc i hate the summer so much#i am just unhappy in general but the grains of misery rice are slowly tipping the scales into fullblown crisis mode!!!#perhaps i will go lay down in the dark for um. 50-70 years and hope for the best
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can i be honest? i wasnt crazy abt the finger sucking
#or the kiss that followed it...or the kiss that preceded it#idk ig i wanted them to talk abt their feelings more but fucking whatever#the way the 3 patpran kisses made me feel like 😐#when theyre like the one couple that should be making me go insane over a kiss#the way i wont be able to rewatch bad buddy and experience that until sunday 😭#but WHATEVER im over it#vinnie talks
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i will not panic abt my exams
#it will be fine actually#I’m stressed bc they’re in. a month now like a month from today and I’ll be done#but that just means I have a whole month to be making notes I can do a lot in a month#I’m going home on Friday which is stressing me out but it’s just one week I’ll go Friday and leave Saturday/Sunday#and if I can do a handful of lectures while I’m at home that’ll be a useful step no matter what#i can probably focus on like molecular ones which are easier to structure bc I just need to pull out the mechanisms#tomorrow I just gotta read up on two topics really and then I can write the dumb mock exam which I won’t be able to do at home bc its 4 hour#I hate that we have to do that especially bc it’s got shit evil questions but whatever#and I can’t feel bad abt being slow to get back into this bc im an animal with a body and it takes a while to get back into Anything#and I’m worried abt the exam yes bc of how it went last year when I was unprepared but 1) I won’t be THAT degree of unprepared this year#2) it is unlikely that i get as insanely unlucky as I did last year#fucking hell I just. don’t think I’m made for this kinda system I can’t make myself work in it#every single term of my degree so far I’ve been fighting to keep up with everything and had no time to properly prepare for the exams#and then scraped it by working off a baseline level of being good at putting ideas together quickly and strategically working last minute#on whatever will give me the best shot at getting what I need but that’s not possible in these two exams bc I have over 100 lectures to know#I can’t do 100 lectures in a month. it’s just not possible but what I can probably do is summarise some important bits for like half of them#I think I’m bad at the whole sustained effort on a big task over a long period of time#bc this is so huge that there’s no way for me to see progress or move on to anything new bc it’s just. a stack of 100 lectures to deal with#I HOPE I’m better at dealing with project next year bc i think it’ll be more task based#and like I can watch the lectures the first time round bc there’s a set thing to do and an end point#I have genuinely no idea how to approach this in a way that will be useful achievable AND get enough done within the time I have#anyway I can’t stress abt it now bc I have to go to the shop and then home to cook. so#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#luke.txt
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this is going to sound like. privileged of me and whatever i need to vent about it but. my grandma keeps going back and forth between giving me money to help pay my bills and rescinding it from me as random punishment for no reason other than she's vindictive and cruel to me out of spite and it's starting to make me go fucking insane. i probably wont be turning my heat on this winter to save money. my student loans are barely helping me and my husband stay afloat. my roommate's entire rent goes towards my monthly AC unit payments bc it broke this summer. and my grandma just. loves to wave money in my face and refuse to help me. because im too "proud" and i wont get on my hands and knees and beg her like a dog. it's very humiliating and demoralizing for me.
#shiba noises#she kept telling me for weeks now that the next time i see her she has an anniversary gift for me#but i wasnt able to see her for like 3 weeks because like#1. she lives an hour and a half away from me#2. i go to campus 4 days a week#3. gas is $4.50/gal rn#i did the drive to see her and my grandpa on sunday#and she 'forgot' to give me my 'gift' but remembered to give my husband his birthday card#HIS BIRTHDAY WAS IN MAY.#it was a giftcard#i think she's punishing me for not visiting enough#especially bc my grandpa was laying it on THICK how i never come over anymore#and tried to make me feel bad about my workload and schedule#and how when he was MY AGE yadayada#drives me fucking insane oh my god#im dying over here but no you're right i should use half my tank to listen to you guys spew fox news bullshit#good fucking lord
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